#(but i'm not upset about the ask lol)

[iamnmbr3]

harry definitely not heterosexual potter is the funniest thing to me because i literally cannot remember a single time in the book where he thinks “i should probably be nervous about draco trying to kill me because i am literally convinced that he is willingly working with voldemort.” no. he was like “oh draco? yeah he is definitely working for voldemort and he is so evil because did you see the way he is combing his hair now? probably switched shampoo. he would never change conditioner, that thing works wonders. what do you mean, this is common knowledge. anyway, he is so evil and definitely working for voldy. but of course he won’t kill me, are you crazy? who would he talk to across the great hall? like literally you don’t even understand.” and everyone just WENT WITH IT.

Hahahahaha I KNOW! Would he feel this safe around literally any other person who he suspected of being in league with Voldemort? I think tf not!

Even once Draco has Harry incapacitated and totally at his mercy on the train Harry at no point thinks that he's in danger. Even after Draco breaks his nose he doesn't think it. After that incident Harry still is all 'can't wait to break into the Room of Requirement BY MYSELF while Draco is in there so I can see what secret evil mission he's working on for Voldemort' and at no point does he worry that going in without backup could end badly. And HE'S RIGHT. When Draco has Harry at his mercy he never seriously harms him and risks everything multiple times in book 7 to protect him. This is NOT Harry seeing Draco with rose tinted glasses. This is Harry deeply and intimately understanding that Draco will not hurt him and feeling comfortable around him on an instinctual level despite every reason he has not to.

And let's not forget why Harry finally stops investigating Draco in 6th year. It's not because he decides he's wrong about his whole "Draco is a Death Eater on a mission from Voldemort" theory nor is it because he gets worried that since Draco is a Death Eater on a mission from Voldemort looking into this could get Harry or his friends hurt. No. He stops because his investigation leads to Draco getting hurt. And Harry is so horrified by this that he completely backs off and gives up trying to stop the super secret evil mission from Voldemort that Harry is sure Draco is on. Harry is like 'foiling an evil plot masterminded by Voldemort himself isn't worth it if it could lead to me hurting Draco.' He really said 'I can excuse putting myself in mortal danger on a regular basis to stop Voldemort's plots but I draw the line at Draco being upset.' In canon.

And yeah Harry cares about people in general but not to this extent. When Umbridge gets carried off by centaurs Harry doesn't even think of going after her. He's just like 'lmao bye bitch.' He straight up KILLS Quirrell in first year and when he finds out he's like 'well that sucks for him.' Tons of Death Eaters get hurt and maimed at the Department of Mysteries and Harry never even stops to check if they're ok. In second year he forces Lockhart to enter the Chamber of Secrets first in case there's a Basilisk waiting at the bottom of the chute.

But anytime he sees Draco in danger he does whatever he can to help without even thinking about it. From the time in first year in the Forbidden Forest when he immediately throws his arm out to stop Draco walking towards Voldemort to 7th year when he risks his own life and that of his friends to pull him out of the fiendfyre and reveals his presence while running through the battle so he can stun a Death Eater threatening Draco. And he does it automatically, without a second thought because Harry can't fathom a world where he wouldn't protect Draco.

#this ask made me lol so much. it's so. SO true. #(I'm now imagining Harry being like Doug from Up going “Squirrel!” but about Draco every time he sees him. Oh wait. That's canon.) #Shoutout to the time Harry sees Draco forced to torture Rowle and is horrified because of how upset and scared Draco is #and doesn't even think about Rowle at all. #Can you imagine him telling Rona and Hermione about it like 'it was horrible'. #'Yeah I guess even though Rowle is a Death Eater he didn't deserve-' #Rowle? Who cares about him? He was just getting tortured. The point is Draco felt bad about it.' #Also. Nose breaking is pretty minor given that 1) in the magical world mundane injuries can be easily fixed and #2) Draco is a literal Death Eater. #And later Draco risks everything to save Harry's life at the Manor. #He also alerts Harry to his presence in the Room of Requirement #tries to stop Crabbe & Goyle from killing or hurting him #and doesn't call Voldemort or tell anyone he's seen Harry. #asks #Draco Malfoy #Harry Potter #drarry #drarry in canon #hpdm #h/d #harco #harry x draco #harry/draco #drarry meta #drarry g

[aro-culture-is]

aro culture is seeing some people joke about how in a show some girl looked like she would start making out with her brother because she was being extremely affectionate towards him after he (wait for this) almost died. and just. not finding it funny.

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#an-absolute-nightmare #aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #mod axel #gen talk i literally think it's pretty gross and insensitive to joke about that in any context #much less in a situation where it's normal to be very upset/seek comfort #a coworker recently was like 'did you see [other coworker] a minute ago? she was here with her brother. they were like... idk really touchy #and it felt weird ngl lol' (in a lightly joking tone?) #and like... bro. she works so many hours that she had a breakdown and walked out last month #and i'm pretty sure they haven't seen each other in ages #shockingly some families have a healthy relationship with casual contact #and she definitely strikes me as someone from a family like that #don't be gross and speculate shit

[coquelicoq]

after spending the last week very stressed out and losing sleep over how much i regretted giving my number to a stranger, and after talking to several friends who all gave me the same very wise advice ("decide first what YOU want out of this and make decisions based on that" sounds obvious now but honestly blew my mind), i saw food truck man again today and he asked me if i have a boyfriend, told me he's all alone, hugged me twice, and tried to kiss me. i texted him after to be like just to be clear, i don't want a boyfriend, but i hope you find somebody! and he texted me back: i don't need a girlfriend. i'm married.

#AHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA #i was actually so upset after he tried to kiss me. technically he did kiss me but not on the mouth because i would not turn my head lol #but i was like you know what i am an adult and i am going to be soooo mature right now. watch how mature i can be #and sent him this text #and then got that response and honestly now i feel a lot better about everything?? for some reason #i am not really understanding all of my reactions to this situation i need some time to process #but ultimately i have learned some new things about myself (or i probably will once i have processed lol) #and i'm actually quite proud of that text because i could have psyched myself out too much to send it #which i think would have just made me continue to be stressed about this #but i didn't!! i wrote it and i sent it and i didn't overthink it. yay me #sorry 2 everyone who wanted me to have a sexy time but it turns out i did not want to have a sexy time! #and i decided to take some advice that i should only do things i want to do <3 thank you to all my wise friends #it is a work in progress because he asked if he could hug me and i didn't really want to do that but i said okay #baby steps! working on it! #i feel insane though because i usually have a much easier time saying no than most people i know #so i don't know what's happening. it's because i gave him my number. i felt like by doing that i had consented to other things #but i hadn't. and even if i had i can withdraw consent at any time. yes. i do know this

[solradguy]

transphobes suddenly think they become loremastersTM when they have opinions on bridget because they parrot some misconstrued lore but when you ask them how do you block an overhead they’re like i don’t really interact with the community so i don’t know the language :/

No way are people STILL arguing that Bridget isn't trans MONTHS after Daisuke Ishiwatari himself wrote bilingual (trilingual..? do they post the devlogs in Korean..?) statements in clear as hell writing about how she's a trans woman??? Seriously???????

I remember when she was first released and suddenly everyone was N1 turbo master level at Japanese language and culture too lol

"Well Ackshually the 9th reading on this kanji that I looked up just now on Jisho that only shows up in Arcade Ending B in one line invalidates ur point" <- only knows the の hiragana because of memes

#asks #transphobia cw #There were so many people getting 男の子 and 男の娘 mixed up (they have the same readings) and it was very obvious- #-that not a single one of them had any idea what they were on about lol #What was really especially funny about the whole thing were the Americans that were like 'Japanese people are VERY upset about this' #But then all of my Japanese mutuals and their friends and people I found in searches were just like #'Oh cool I love her new design. She's very cute and I hope her playstyle is fun' #Like there were a couple actually Japanese people that were annoyed about it but they definitely seemed like the minority #I saw more Japanese people complaining about the Americans whining about Bridget & spamming tags than any other criticism hahaha #I'm American but the Bridget Event™️ really opened my eyes to just how much (some) Americans think they're the center of the world

[hekateinhell]

For the ask game!

🖼️ - a work of art that you think represents your favourite character

🫗 - which minor characters should have had more screen-time + why?

for the vc asks!

Bottom of the third panel of The Garden of Earthly Delights by Hieronymus Bosch

I have no reasoning for this one other than it's what I imagine the inside of Armand's brain looks like. Prove me wrong.

For the second question: oh my god my life for more of the Children of Darkness! I want to know what Eleni's relationship with Armand was like during and prior to the theater era. In her letters to Lestat in TVL, she refers to Armand as "Our Oldest Friend" and it just sounds so intimate and familiar! And the fact that she knew Armand had a great affection for Nicki! And Allesandra — Armand's cult mom! And Laurent and Eugenie, all of them! I need to know about them.

Nicki too! What was going on with him and Armand on a day-to-day basis?

And don't even get me started on Denis...

Between the start of Armand's indoctrination into the cult to the time when he meets Louis is almost 400 years, more than half his life, and we know so little about it! I just think this was such a missed opportunity in canon to further explore why is Armand that way? and that's my favorite thing. 🤧

#so much lost canon lol i'm upset about it i needed the armand chronicles #you ask and hekate answers #vc #armand

[cozypups]

don't mind me, just listening to a brainrotting playlist of overstimulation breakcore beats because my brain has a need :)

#🐶 #hi all sorry for leaving randomly yet again #i haven't been doing well lately unfortunately and have been thinking of asking my psychiatrist to up my dose of prozac #because my depression has been getting more difficult to deal with #i know i throw around and always joke about how mentally ill i am but in 100% honesty it's in these moments which i'm reminded of actually #being mentally ill #even wondering if a psych hospital or something whatever they call them would take me in and if my insurance would cover it #or if i literally have to like.......... literally have to freak people out in order to have insurance pay for it lol #i'm not going to “freak” anyone out or anything obviously but like seriously i think there are some things i haven't told my family #just because of how bizarre and upsetting my thoughts and paranoia and everything could seem to an average person

[squishosaur]

Consider: Fem!Jamiazu as Kuromi gf x My Melody gf dynamic. No I don’t know anything about sanrio characters, I just know the aesthetics of the two characters and how they are almost opposites. Anyway hopefully you understand this because its so silly to me

-Snake Anon

considered :3 i think jamil would also keep a diary of 10,000+ instances where azul was mildly irritating.

#i actually do Not like kuromi and my melody i think they are too overhyped #i think azjm could be. stitch and angel though. #thing filled with rage and calmed by the power of friendship and understanding and pink thing that has a siren's song and was flirty before #but then fell for that other thing. and they were both created evil but got better 👍👍👍 #but idk i haven't seen lilo & stitch in such a long time #i do think kalim could be lilio but that's off topic now #also i did not change their designs just to make them girls. because azul is already a girl to me. #jamil is agender to me but noooo oneee caaaares #BACK TO THE KALIM TAG I MISSPELLED LILO I WAS THINKING ABOUT LILIA LOL SORRY #um #askbox! #my art :> #doodles #snake anon 🐍 #azujami #SORRY I DIDN'T FORGET YOUR ASK THE OTHER DAY I WAS SAVING IT FOR WHEN I FELT UPSET SO I COULD DRAW AZJM AGAIN & FEEL BETTER #didn't work i feel like a hater rn sorry #i'm upset lol #but not at you snake anon never at you 💞💞 #twst #yeah i don't feel like this is worthy of me maintagging them

[gotyouanyway]

man leave it to a doctor to make you feel endlessly guilty for trying to ease your own pain i'm gonna kms

#i'm STILL upset about my pt telling me not to use my crutches and offering no other helpful or viable short term solutions #i've only used them once since wednesday bc i feel like i'm not Allowed now and i feel guilty for even owning them #and my pain is getting slowly worse bc it builds up!! the only reason i survived work today is bc i took 2 naproxen which i'm #ACTUALLY not allowed to do more than like maybe once a week or ever if i can help it. so i don't BLEED OUT #i GET that she doesn't want me to create more problems for myself by using my body in weird ways i OBVIOUSLY don't want to either!!!! but! #i can't WIN and anything i try makes me feel evil and stupid and her ignoring my current problem bc of long term hypotheticals #made me feel 1000x more evil and stupid. bc *i* care about my day to day life too much #like can't she just trust that i already feel insane and stupid and guilty for all of this without Making Sure. #she never even asked how often i use them or asked to see how i use them btw lol. she just assumed shit and told me to stop #p

[houseofdoodles]

Seeing claw jaw i pictured clancy brown's mr. krab, i was half right but still also is it weird to mentally typecasted clancy brown to crab charaters?

Would you guys believe me if I said that wasn't my intention lol

#LISTEN. #Eugene Krabs didn't even occur to me when I was picking voice claims for CJ #I was watching Spectacular Spider and Gargoyles with my sibling and said 'haha dude. I have character that would sound like Rhino or Wolf' #Like. I guess I could see him having a Mr Krabs voice. But compared to Clancy's other roles it's not the most accurate comparison #btw I'm not actually upset about this. #I just think it's kinda funny this was brought up because my sibling and some friends told me the same thing lmao #But hey. If you see CJ as a messed up pirate mr krabs be my guest. It's funny #It might give me animatic ideas lol #Asks #Anon #Claw Jaw

[racewinner]

don't you hate it when the self sabotage is a bit too successful

#remember the girl i pretended i didn't hear when she asked me out even though she's pretty much my dream girl? #she's ghosting me now #and i'm not really allowed to be upset about it it's my own damn fault for being so horrible with feelings #but i miss her... regardless of romantic feelings i miss her so bad........... #also she was supposed to visit me in like a month (we don't live in the same country we met abroad) #should i assume it's not happening anymore lol.....

[shoceted]

Hello, this is like... months late but you were one of the only English KeiwaxAce writers I actually liked and seeing that you've dropped the series is devastating (but understandable, they've been ruining Keiwa since Bullfighting Game and I'm devastated, on the edge of my seat and have a lot words/feelings about it too). Could I ask what was your turning point for the series? Or, I guess, what was the straw that broke your back.

If you don't feel like it, that's fine too. Thank you for sharing your Geats fics at the start of the series.

(Anonymous cuz i'm shy af but mostly because haven't used tumblr in years how does this website even work anymore help-)

firstly, this is an incredibly kind thing to say about my writing, and i appreciate it a lot! i kind of miss being that inspired — like including the ex-aid crossover i wrote, seven things??? that's impressive, actually, go me. the first 16 episodes of geats provided a lot for me to be inspired by, i guess. (i think my heart's always going to do something when i think about the phrase "the tycoon i know", tbh.)

the last straw... well, for one thing, the lack of keiwa focus after episode 19 did bug me, because he was my favorite character and i liked seeing him. people say "oh he got focus during the first dgp" but i don't think that's really the case; i went more into this on my personal twitter account, but him being the audience surrogate for the first arc doesn't mean he's the focus of those episodes. like 1-2 are establishing ace, 3-4 are establishing neon, 5-6 are establishing buffa, and then it's only 7-8 that keiwa gets focus... and he's eliminated. at the beginning of the next dgp, he's not even a contestant, he's just a device used to show the fact that being eliminated without dying gets rid of why you wished for what you wished for. it's not until episode 12 that he's even back.

now, i thought the direction they were going with him — he still wants world peace, but in a more realistic way, wanting to bring all the dead contestants back — was really good, too. and i liked him and neon both developing into characters who could trick ace by the time episode 16 comes around! (i actually still have a kace wip that i might finish someday for the sake of finishing it that takes place between episodes 16 and 17, sorta; like, i have 5k of it written and all it needs is the smut that sure is a part of it, so i might go back to it eventually? who knows.)

and thennnnn the dezastar arc starts, as does the decline in keiwa's writing.

i don't mind characters being comic relief now and then, but having a previously-serious character relegated to just comic relief doesn't sit well with me. 19 was a great episode for keiwa, and that conversation with ace he had over dinner made me lose my shit, and i foolishly thought that maybe they'd take him seriously from there on out.

but, no, they sidelined him. for 12 weeks. waiting for my favorite character to have proper focus episode for 3 straight months really bugged me, tbh, though i didn't say anything for fear of stirring the pot. and we finally get to episode 31 and he gets kicked into a pit. this made me really upset.

the fan reaction to this also didn't do me any favors; i was pissed at buffa (the character, not the actor — i do not care about mokudai kazuto in any direction, though i was accused of hating on him, which was fun) for the whole pit-kicking thing and made this clear, which i realize in retrospect was a mistake, because all of a sudden being a fan of keiwa was not the move. (and fwiw, i don't want to hate buffa; i just get a way with characters who hurt characters i love. i'm the same way about him that i am about kylo ren and sangwoo from squid game, and i do not like this trait about myself.) it reminded me of a bunch of shitty experiences i had in a toxic fandom in 2020 and 2021 that sunk me into a deep depression that it took a long time (and the existence of kamen rider revice, which a lot of geats fans abhor and make clear that they abhor, which also didn't help) for me to get out of. that's when i stopped watching geats live, at least. (i also want to state that this had nothing to do with any ship i like, not even kace. apparently people have this idea that kace enjoyers are really angry folks and it's just like... no? this isn't a popular pairing. nobody is going to get mad at you if you don't like it.)

neon's writing during this time also made me angry; i do not like any of the sponsors at all, and neon's character development coming from a man — and a man who is a toxic fan of hers, at that — didn't sit well with me. on the topic of sponsors, jean felt like forced ace shipping bait, and i didn't like his character much, either. (which also makes me feel bad, since i know the actor's such a huge fan.) it was actually him coming back, as well as punkjack's return (by all means i should adore punkjack, because am i ever a sucker for a flop musician, but nothing about his character has ever worked for me — especially since he unnecessarily flirts with tsumuri and clearly makes her uncomfortable in a setting where she can't complain about this, which, ew), that made me drop geats entirely.

the direction the writing is going right now is also not good. the misogyny of fridging sara and damsel-ing tsumuri, the way they've completely fucked up keiwa's character, it's so frustrating — i honestly want to move zero one up on my toku list for this year so that i can see if ex-aid, which famously gave me a disease, was some kind of fluke. hell, in ex-aid, we have a character who acts illogically because of his grief, and those episodes are perfect to me. doing this with keiwa 40something episodes in doesn't hit the same.

buffa's storyline was supposed to be something similar, i know, but that never worked for me either. much like punkjack, it should have. but his non-reaction to the toru jamato's death when toru's death and his anger over it is supposed to be his entire character motivation... didn't make me feel like hiiro did. his rivalry with ace is also no kaito/kouta. it feels like geats is trying to do a lot of things that worked in gaim without understanding why those things worked in gaim. (and i do hate to be an annoying gaim stan, but... come on, geats.)

maybe i'm missing something because i'm not watching every week, or maybe i just have bad taste, but all of these things piling up makes me want to have nothing to do with geats at all anymore. i've actually considered orphaning all my geats fic in frustration, but i've decided against it because that would mean interacting with my geats fics again. it wouldn't provide catharsis. i'm just done.

so tl;dr: around the dezastar arc i became frustrated with keiwa getting sidelined, the fan reaction to episode 31 as well as its contents brought up bad memories and made me stop watching live, and the return of two characters i just don't see the appeal of made me drop the series entirely.

#asks #this ended up really long so i put it under a read more lol #writers gonna write? #anyway thank you again for complimenting my writing :') i hope i can write something you enjoy in the future! #and i'm sorry if i said anything negative about a character you like in this big ramble #i know what it's like to have unpopular favorites (kaito hiiro people don't like ikki. i love ikki.) #and reading negativity makes me upset even if it's valid criticism yknow? #but yeah tl;dr at the end bc this got long

[willowser]

☕️ for the ask game ! <3

how do you comfort each other on a bad day ?

on a bad day, hmm 🥺🥺 i — like to lay down and mope when i'm having a bad day LOL but i don't like being left on my own, so i like to think that bakugou compromises by dragging me out to the couch, at least, and has me sit with him LOL i think he takes care of me in the sense that he lets me be as touchy-feely as i want and he gets up and brings me water or something — but he doesn't baby me, which i appreciate. if i'm glum about something, he comforts me by just being there, but he won't let me act miserable LOL and i will, given the opportunity.

for him — i really think that he needs time to decompress, alone, whenever he's had a bad day. he doesn't want to talk about it right away because it's just rehashing the same shit that upset him to begin with, and that'll just make it worse in the moment. i think he has to go take a shower first or go for a jog or go in his lil office room to do shit on his own, with the door closed — and that's okay ! bc i'm comfortable entertaining myself while he does what he needs to do. and then when he's finally settled down a bit, he'll come out from wherever he's shut himself away to and i'll just continue on like normal, like everything's fine, and then out of the blue, totally unpromoted, he'll just be like, "y'know this shit they've got us doin' right now is fucked." and then i'm like mhm mhm 😌😌 tell me, tell me 😌😌

🩷 self-ship game ✨️

#HELLO LOVEY !!! 😌😌😌 TY FOR ASKING !!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷 #no but i really need him to check me when i get upset and i think he's great about it LOL #like he'll listen to me rant for sure and even be like 'yeah'; 'no y'r right'; etc. #but once i'm done he's like 'y'know they aint doin' that shit on purpose' #'y'r right to be fuckin' pissed but if y'don't say nothin' then nothin' 's gonna change' #and i'm like 🥺 no you're right 🥺 #and then i feel better 😌 bc i know he's not just buttering me up 😌 bc he knows i'm not a baby 😌 #WAAAHH this was fun 🥺🥺🥺 #✿ ask willow #✿ will x katsuki #✿ ask game

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 4

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Woke up late because I went back to sleep with a headache briefly, then kind of struggled to focus all day ToT

Worked more on the aforementioned tapestry/painting type of thing. I've done the base layer of painting for the main image, now I'm lining in darker outlines. I wanted to finish the center art before getting into the intricate borders. Still haven't translated the text lol..

Made a small bowl and also a little box with a lid out of more avocado pits. Still just with random nail cuticle tool things and kitchen knives, as I don't have proper carving tools.

Finished editing and proofreading the new poll adventure post!! I don't have time to post it tonight because I need to get to sleep early but.. I have it Completely 100% Ready.. finally..

Also washed the clothes I got together yesterday. Called about the bloodwork. Sent an email to a doctor.

Reviewed some writing documents to get back into my game maybe?? (basically, I started working on a visual novel type game a few years ago, decided it was a huge project so kind of put it on the backburner for a while in favor of things that were more easily finishable/tangible. then later on a game website I play (similar to neopets or something, there are collectable little creatures, etc.) there was an opportunity for me to design a pet on site, so I made a smaller shorter visual novel centered around that, where people on the site have to play the game in order to earn the pet, and I have a google form for them to answer a few short questions about it. All of the feedback is quite positive (reached 200 responses a while ago! though still only like 4 comments on the itch.io page lol.. Mandatory Form vs. Optional Comments evil showdown), but sometimes I get commentary that's really enthusiastic and inspires me to start back working on the OTHER bigger game. The small game was kind of like, a proof of concept that was safe because I had a guaranteed audience, that has helped me gain more insight for the larger one.

Anyway, since I've abandoned the Main Large Game for so long, I have to re-read and review/probably rewrite A LOT of things just to pick it back up again as A Thing I'm Actively Working On, so it's another one of those tasks that I do maybe 45 minutes of and then realize it's going to take days and days and get discouraged lol..

Notable sights: Saw two cats in windows. No clovers. It rained a little today but I didn't get to go outside and see it. One of the pieces of asparagus in the fridge was like the size of a carrot, comically overgrown downright ridiculous looking asparagus. Maybe I'll get taller after eating it.

Goals moving forward: Consistent sleep schedule. Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Plant nasturtiums. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc.

Notable foods: ASPARAGUS AGAIN BABEY.. yeaAAAAGHHH asparagus squad !!!!!!

#just posting these publicly since it feels more like I'm doing something or easier to hold yourself accountable if you make public #declarations of goals and progress or etc. .. perhaps.. for now.. #I wonder if you can eat too much asparagus. Hopefulyl I don't get sick ghjbj #Still craving lots of savory foods and soups. Also in a big big worldbuilding mood. #Not enough to actually edit the worldbuilding slideshow videos apparently since I've barely done any of that all week #>:Y #(they are different though.. actively writing wolrdbuilding is different from like.. editing recordings of you talking about it #BUT STILL...) #In an ideal world I have a little house in scotland or canada or something and am sitting cozy by a window watching it #rain whilst I eat lasagna and like a huge buffet table of every single hearty food I am having Anemia Cravings for #and my cat is sitting near me and I am furiously sketching various designs for different worldbuilding details. I have finally found #a weird hermit platonic best friend I'm compatible enough to live with and they are up in the attic doing their own weird little hobbies #but every once in a while I can call them down and tell them about an idea so we can bounce concepts off of each other. I somehow walk away #with no heartburn or stomach upset or nausea despite eating 800 plates of craving foods. It's cold and summer #does not exist anymore but not in a Catastrophic For The Earth type of way more in a like.. I am in a magical bubble #that only affects my direct vicinity and sheilds me from the temperature ever getting above 65F #(also I have a comfortable amount of money and good doctors and reasonable health etc. etc. but that's a given in any Ideal Scenario lol) #oughh... I just want to eat hearty breakfast foods and think about elves for 5 hours.. is that so much to ask #Why must... responsibilities... capitalism... limited time and no energy to focus on 100 projects at once... why these things... #ANYWAY #daily log

[faestorian]

out of curiosity, can i ask you what drew you to meryl x knives or milly x knives? no hate, i'm just curious what the appeal is

In return, I am genuinely curious why you're asking! Since I would usually assume if you do not see appeal in something you'd just ignore it and move on. No hate! Just really curious.

To answer your question though! 1.) Knives deserves happiness, 2.) Milly would un-evil him in 3 seconds, 3.) both Millyons and Meryons have super interesting dynamics that I (and many others!) like to explore.

And also I like rareships.

I hope this helps ^w^

#journal* #answered asks* #i genuinely did not know what to do with this at first lol like i'm not upset or anything it's just??? uhhhh #wonder if people will ask the same about wolfgato. #or merylwood. or millievash #idk idk #still no hate or hard feelings! just interesting to me

[capinejghafa]

the absolute funniest thing about the hate is that show fans do actually enjoy it. like my friend had a blast watching it and generally just can’t engage with the fandom as a result of enjoying the show lol

#my friend is just one person lol #she did ask a lot of questions and as i've read of the grishaverse i was like i can't answer them w/o giving you an essay long response #and she's like go for it #and so i got to hear what it was for an nonbook fan to see it and it was fascinating #idk i took the show as fanfic so i'm not like super upset by the changes #there are things i complained about to her but also i enjoyed watching this trainwreck so idk what that says about me lol #random #sab spoilers

[misscrazyfangirl321]

Me: Oh, yeah, time to have this race with Latte, and knock out all of my Tumblr stuff I've been meaning to get to, and get some writing done, and-

My laptop, betraying me, taking Latte's side:

#to be clear it's been dying for a long time #and i'm not super upset about it; i don't use it a ton and i can use library computers for the challenge #and have a birthday coming up so i can probably ask for gift cards to go toward it #so i'm fine #the timing is just s o funny to me #laptop: don't... replace me... still have some... fight in me... #me: cool can i use you to race my bestie? #laptop: nah lol. bye now #i speak