#*even though the moment has passed

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH #I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF #I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect #him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least #based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein #the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that #I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this #makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible #the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol #and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸 #I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between #physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin #so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the #first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo #I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles #god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god #my art #doodles #lmk #Lego Monkie kid #Monkie kid #lmk au #re-bound!au #rebound au #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk xiaotian

[cozylittleartblog]

these tags just made me feel fucking ancient

#bendy and the ink machine #to answer your question even though this person wont see this: we had really good theories #that the devs threw out in favor of an incoherent twist ending #its one of those few things where the fandom really was miles better than the canon content #not art #2017 still feels like last week to me #why am i on the other end of my 'what were people like back then' antique and thrift store rambles but fandom colored #thats trippy #i dunk on this game sometimes for what a shitshow the dev team and story became but its still near and dear to my heart #i actually did try making some fanart for the sequel but i just didnt have the energy #and now the moment has passed

[nasuverse-most-breedable-tourney]

Genuine question, why do people think Scathath is so good at sex? Like yes she's a hot anime woman but is there any part of her character that I've missed that indicate any interest in sex?

#like many of the celts in actual lore. They love to fuck. Like at every opportunity or minor inconvenience. Scathach is among those people #Scathach in canon fucks her warriors she finds worthy (she actually didn't fuck cu in the tain though she considered it) #in the Scathach pre-release story in fgo. She offers guda an exclusive pass into her bedchamber if they're curious. An insane offer honestl #she also gives Fergus a shot in the release but she has him do the normal route which is defeat her in battle which he knows is a deathwish #fergus even contemplates that competing against Scathach with the reward of getting to fuck maybe worth dying for #know that Scathach in fgo generally contradicts her true desires all the time as a mask to appear more professional and teacher-like #she doesn't actually want to die. she wants to know what it's like to live again. as a mortal. to yearn for life #early fgo she showed a lot of disinterest as protocol but in truth she's actually super down to fuck as much as the other celts. #summer shishou will say she has no more interest in love at her age but literally moments after she'll be like what if we fucked as a bit 👀 #nasuverse head game tourney #propaganda ask #ask

[katierosefun]

y'know, i do think that actors are probably the closest that humans will ever get to a shapeshifter because sometimes i'll go through an actor's filmography and be totally taken aback by the sheer range of roles they've played and how violently dissimilar one role is from the other, so much so to the point that i'll literally forget that they played someone else and oh my god

#caroline talks #this is about me going from watching good omens to masters of sex btw #like i genuinely forgot that michael sheen has also played aziraphale #because even though YES same face and sometimes. in little flashes. the same expression #but also SO different that i literally forgot that wait aziraphale and bill masters is played by the same man. WHAT #i mean. it does also help that like. michael sheen's adopted some kind of american accent #and bill masters as a character is so . . . . #the real william masters leaves an incredibly sour taste in my mouth #but i watched the episode 'fight' and like. i was so. like. okay that was. ActingTM #because the entire episode is michael sheen and lizzy caplan's characters #talking about their sadder moments and it's like. all of that is said with zero music #the faint audio from the boxing match playing on a tv #but largely their voices. just quiet. and the emotions that flicker over their faces #and i was just. like. that was a truly breathtaking performance #where you are LITERALLY hanging onto every single word that the actors are saying #and you are hanging onto every single microexpression that passes across the actors' faces #and for two seconds you forget that they're characters and instead you feel like you're sitting in the hotel room with them #listening to someone you care about deeply (and you don't want to care about them but oh god you do!) spill their darkest secrets #and godddd that's. GGHGHGHUGHGH

[bluesadansey]

so 😕 about how Tessa has all these moments in internal monologue about how deep down she’s always known Aunt Harriet making excuses for Nate wasn’t right and that he didn’t deserve all they both did to coddle him and that she always compartmentalized to see him as a good older brother, and how that’s all come to the surface now she knows he was willing to sell her out (though not the full scope of that) but then when Mortmain comes she still instinctively doesn’t tell Nate and goes instead ‘to protect him’ ugh. Like it feels so real as a depiction of a woman internalizing societal norms even though part of her is aware…

#it’s so real you can have moments of recognizing patterns like that and then just.. repeat them even though you’re aware. I love this arc #Of hers. I think Nate on his own would be a pretty pathetic villain but the internal work for Tessa in relation to him supports the #Storyline/makes it compelling #S speaks #s rereads tid #tessa gray #(also feel like this is one of the reasons tid is so much more successful than tmi I could be wrong because it has been ages #But in my memory tmi stresses J*ce and his daddy issues re: Valentine sooo much and Clary’s narrative about him which would be more #interesting is barely ever touched on maybe like… two passing moments. #vs it’s a very consistent conflict for Tessa in the first two books)

[dilf-din]

If Din didn’t already have Grogu in his care, you know he would’ve adopted Ragnar in a heartbeat

#thinking thoughts about my soft sweet man #realized I never shared my finale thoughts so I might do that tomorrow ever #*even though the moment has passed #the mandalorian #din djarin #paz vizsla #ragnar vizsla #Star Wars

[kennys-parka-jacket]

Actually, now that i think about it... who do yall think would win in a fight? Kyle or kenny?

#Personally i think kenny. But im biased as fuck lol #Every wiki about kenny that mentions combative ability always says that he is the most capable of the boys #And there are several moments in the series that seem to prove this #He took gerald on toe to toe despite being much smaller than him #Same with cartman even though eric was armed with a knife and kenny had nothing #That one time kenny launched himself head first at some enemies #The infamous shuriken incident where his weapon landed dead on target #He seems to be the best with guns (though he mostly uses them on himself lol) #Plus some other stuff i cant remember right now but i know theres more #Also he is immortal so he is more willing to do some things that kyle cant #Im not as fixated on kyle so idk the full extent of his capabilities #I know he is easily goaded into fights. But idk if hes actually good at fighting. He mostly beats up cartman; who isnt physically inclined #Wait post cancelled maybe kyle cut him in half with a chainsaw in pink eye #But then again kenny was a zombie so maybe he wasnt at peak physical condition. His body and mind were decomposed #And some time has passed between then and now so maybe things would turn out differently if the fight had happened today #Post back on i rewatched the scene in pink eye and kenny didnt have any arms lol of course kyle won

[deancaskiss]

it’s finally here. in just over 12 hours I will begin taking the NAVLE (a 7.5 hour exam! - the longest exam of my life holy heckie!) to become a licensed veterinarian. im absolutely shaking with nerves and anxiety. I’ve been studying since june, but I still don’t feel ready. all I can do is my best, and whether I pass or fail the exam, im going to do the best that I can and im proud of myself for everything I’ve done to prepare and study for the next exam. and then finally after the exam is over I can have a little break from studying and working to actually enjoy life again and to spend time with my family and be online more to cry over destiel. I won’t find out the results until mid-January, so it’s going to be a nerve wracking month of waiting. but tomorrow im gonna celebrate finishing the exam, for better or for worse, because completing this exam is such a huge deal. anyway… all of this to say, wish me luck on the NAVLE, yall! im gonna need every single ounce of luck and prayers and good thoughts for the exam tomorrow 💙💚

#oliver talks #bex talks #vet school adventures #navle #the NAVLE is finally about to happen #literally studied all day today even though I technically was supposed to be resting today #but I couldn’t just sit and not do anything today I would’ve lost my mind #god im so nervous #this is it #Thee Exam of all Time #I need to pass to actually be a vet #all of my hard work and time and dedication has led me to this moment

[deus-ex-mona]

petition for the animators to spare lxl from the ✨male gaze✨ p l s

#anyways g u e s s who (unfortunately) survived the acid (sadge) and has decided to spread the t o x i n s on this very suiyoubi— #also! since the start of the lxl movie is shown to be around the beginning of the year (thanks longleg poster)… #aizo is prolly 13 going on 14 when you see him with his undone shirt. s o. ye a h #was there even a need to unbutton his shirt fully for the bed scene h e l l o he was perfectly fine with it half buttoned just moments ago— #or what did he slam his album shut so hard that his shirt buttons flew off? animators pls #g o d don’t y’all hate it when your shirt unbuttons itself while you’re surfing the interwebs </3 #if they really wanted to show him relaxing in bed they could’ve just. idk had him change into something else instead of that unnecessary pan #also i still maintain that the shower scene in the [redacted] anime was wholly unnecessary and very uncomfortable to watch #let the guys have their privacy man. they already have to deal with chizu-chan taking creepshots of them in the [redacted] anime— #the mvm gets a pass though bc that ab reveal was yujiro’s fault. end of story #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[heybaetae]

.

#i’m so devastated for such. selfish reasons #i looked forward to celebrating festa with everyone so much #but instead i’m grieving a sibling and it feels wrong to engage with anything #even though i know it’s okay to do so if i want to #it’d definitely help take my mind off things i guess #but it’s kinda like that thing of ‘how/why would you be celebrating a boybands anniversary when your sister has just died’ #and that’s what holds me back #i’ll never get this day back but i’ll also never get my sister back either so it’s just like ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #i think i’m in the anger phase first #at the universe for timing it this way #for letting such a shitty thing happen right before a day i was supposed to be really happy and festive #i appreciate the messages some of you have sent me #trust me they’ve been helpful #also maybe this is corny to mention but i really do believe bts shows up for me exactly when i need them most #and yesterday while i was at home waiting for confirmation of my sister passing is when jungkook went live on weverse #when that notif popped up i was also laying in bed and i felt so comforted by his presence in that moment #it was like he was just Being there for me even tho he was just trying to go to sleep #but he provided me with a distraction even if it was just briefly and i’m never gonna forget that #he was like an angel to me in that moment and he didn’t even know #he just wanted company and he has no idea how much i needed him in that moment #i’d never felt lonelier or out of the loop while than during those hours and him going live for a bit felt like i was being looked after #the official time they called her death was about 15 or so minutes after his live turned was off #so i just appreciate being distracted during the time leading up to then #maybe that’s all super silly and parasocial but god! can anyone blame me #i’m just seeking comfort anyway i can at this point and bts always always always delivers #that’s why i’m so sad to be missing out on so much today #anyway this is way too long and i am just waiting for that performance to come out #i miss them and i miss everyone

[dadbots]

August… time to get spooky.

#dadbots.txt #this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes. #I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh. #idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs. #best way to describe it LOL #been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just. #where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda. #just one of those moments yknow. #it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest - #- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing. #I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it. #I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month - #and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really. #don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often #and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow. #maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year. #not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat #though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all. #won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well. #and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really? #shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year. #I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now. #let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way. #hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽

[pepprs]

#to translate this post: someone liked this post i made (on the upper left) on AUGUST 28 having a moment of self awareness that i was running #away from my whole life and not moving or learni ng to drive or anything. it is now march 8. it has been almost 7 months. and i have made #basically zero progress. and there is nothing stopping me but me. i could read the drivers manual and whatever whenever i want. but i am not #doing anything. and i don’t know how to get myself to start. #purrs #i know it’s a cop out excuse but i truly do think it’s covid. i think being in lockdown for a year and a half made me just let go of any #sense of progress. made me scared to take steps forward. and i mean i did bc i lived on campus for a while after that but it’s like.. EVERY #part of my life is stagnant rn it seems. and it’s not just me it’s my siblings too. we’re all getting older but none of us is trying to move #out or gain our independence in any way and my brother isn’t even looking for jobs even though he needs one. we’re all just getting older #but we’ve lost (or maybe had knocked out of us by covid and our mom being so strict) any sense of moving ipward and spreading our wings. #forgotten we have wings at all. and ive done important things like going on a house tour or traveling with my besties (<3). but i have only #made it to page 8 of the drivers manual and i truly do not want to read the rest of it. i have only been on one house tour and im longing to #move out but how much am i really because i can’t bring myself to schedule another tour and start searching for a new home in earnest. #i just come home every day UTTERLY exhausted and spend all my free time trying to process or rest. and im not making room for myself to use #my wings. and it’s truly terrible. why are we all okay with living like this. my younger self would be HORRIFIED if she saw how much i had a #atrophied since graduating and moving back home. my brighton self would be HORRIFIED. i told myself i wouldn’t and then it’s exactly what i #did. and ik im being harsh and ive spread my wings in some important ways during this time but… these are so obvious. such low hanging #fruit in some ways. bc any 16 year old can take this test and pass it so why can’t i at 24? why won’t i let myself? dont i want a nice cozy #home i make my own where i can eat what i want and sleep when i want and have control over sounds? then why am i not running for it? #delete later #i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth i am wasting my youth 🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑 my one precious life 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 #also LMFAOOOOO the next tag on that aug 28 post was that i need to get a new campus id card… guess who hasn’t done that either ♥️

[irisbaggins]

I've heard other folks with ADHD, when they're off their meds, they get hyper or distracted and so on. Me, however... I get so fucking tired it's not even funny. I will just proceed to sleep all day, without fail.

So guess who forgot their meds most of this morning and now has to deal with extreme exhaustion until their meds kick in :/

#text_iris #I am an IDIOT y'all #I have an exam to write and yet here I am nearly asleep on my couch-bed despite my mum making a racket with the sanding machine #And yes I did test the 'what happens when I go off my meds' when I forgot my meds when going to my grandparents #Going off my antidepressants for a day leaves no effect - this has happened loads of times and I have no effects with one missed days #But my ADHD meds? Oh going off that for a day leaves me so exhausted and tired that I will just pass out at a moments notice #I was so boring for my cousin since I could barely keep my eyes open #How the FUCK did I survive without my meds before how did I even FUNCTION #And like!! In hindsight! I was WORSE before I got diagnosed! #I would sleep for HOURS during the day because I was constantly exhausted and distracted #I was always tired and always sleepy! #I would often nearly fall asleep in class!! #Now even with early classes I'm awake! I've never fallen asleep on the bus home since! #Like no joke during High School I would more or less ALWAYS fall asleep on the bus and then jerk awake right before my stop #Now though? No matter how tired I am I'll always be awake #No 'my eyes are forced closed I am that exhausted' #Like my ADHD manifests as extreme exhaustion off meds. Because my body simply cannot function. My brain is overworked #It's also why I have a second dose; because my body burns through the Ritalin at extreme speeds #It'a frankly exhausting in and of itself #Which is maybe why I should consider finding something energy giving to consume #But also I'm worried it can spike my anxiety? 'Cos my meds can sometimes do that #I'd buy GamerSupps caffeine version iF THEY HAD BLUE IN STOCK #I am very skeptical to taste but Blue Rasberry is my fav thing #But of course they're sold out 😔 #Anyway basically I am now suffering from exhaustion and also rising heart rate and anxiety because I took my meds late 👍 #The life of me an idiot and my absolute dumbass forgetting meds and only realising 'cos I'm still absolutely wiped at 10am

[jinkis]

i hate everything

#about to go on a rant cause i'm ✨ stressed ✨ #i'm currently at the very end of my masters degree so i can be a fully qualified secondary teacher #however due to the teacher shortage i have been allowed to start working as a full time teacher and have been doing so for the last year #i love my job i love the kids i love the staff members #what i dont love is having to finish off my masters degree when i've been working in the profession for a year #i have learnt more being in the classroom for a year than my whole 7 years at uni doing my undergrad and masters #i am TIRED of having to waste my time and come up with bullshit assessments just so i can get this stupid degree #schools are on winter holidays at the moment and i am meant to be relaxing or prepping for the term ahead #but no ... i've been stuck in my room for the past week doing uni assessments to prove that i know how to implement teaching strategies #and showcase how to write a lesson plan EVEN THOUGH NO TEACHER EVER WRITES ONE WHILE WORKING??????????? #i just feel really bad for the kids cause i spend all my free time doing my uni shit or sleeping cause im so drained #i never have enough time to organise things for my lessons or come up with fun learning activities #usually i just do the bare minimum and pray for a pass #but this assessment just has a satisfactory/unsatisfactory mark so i cant just half ass this shit #also can yall believe that im only half way through this assessment?????????? #i still have so much more to do ughhhh #anyway if you read all that im sorry and thank you #marie.txt

[mntcoronet]

OH YEA just so y'all know if u notice I'm not very active I've just been really tired recently. including with regards to people-energy so if u message me and I take ages to respond I Do apologise! I have just been going through it this week for some reason. do not know why and do not know when it will end. but please know I am not avoiding anyone out of annoyance, if it makes u feel better I have had trouble even convincing myself to have anything more complex than just chips and a banana for lunch sometimes, so please rest assured I am not ignoring any of u just for the sake of it

#maggles ramblings #gotta admit though. #this is also a 'wow I wonder why i feel strange' (has had a sudden lifestyle change and doesn't know when it'll be normal again) moment #which is - one parent is currently staying somewhere else for their own good so i am home alone much more often #i am happy about both these things! means less stress on me! but also after the initial WOO i feel very dead and Eh now. #so it is tough keeping up with people. especially when I've had trouble getting motivation to do much else on top of that #like since the initial Woo! moment passed i. don't think I've actually drawn at all. or opened my laptop. or continued my sewing project #like anything that I've really been happy to do (ignoring the fact I've barely done much of that the past month anyway) #OH YEA OR EVEN PLAYED ANY GAMES EXCEPT THAT RHYTHM ONE #like all that would be very easy for me to just get on with! but no all I've been doing is sitting here lost in my own thoughts #with videos on in the bg that i only Somewhat pay attention to. #if i wasn't so easily convinced by my hunger then several days of the last week i might've just stayed in bed honestly #BUT YEA just! a little update. cos i don't like leaving ppl on read but it's also more tough rn getting myself the motivation to Talk yknow #also this post was scheduled for the morning bc i was too self conscious to post immediately oopsies

[sttoru]

‘the king of curses doesn’t like sharing. especially not when it comes to his partner.’

☀︎｜tags. heian era!sukuna x female reader. sfw/fluff ? ig. set in the heian era, duh. jealousy & possessive themes. size difference (reader gets referred to as small!). tried to be realistic w/ sukuna’s characterisation so. . . don’t be surprised to read about him killing somebody. therefore, mentions of blood. reader is implied to have a fear of blood (dw sukuna takes care of it teehee). reader gets called 'brat'. not beta read; this sucks ass.

you were taking a stroll outside of the estate, the hem of the floral kimono you’re wearing lightly dragging along behind you. the weather was perfect with not a single cloud in sight.

a pair of silent footsteps follow yours and you sigh. even though it was an usual occurrence, you still aren’t used to having one of sukuna’s servants at your side at all times. your over protective lover insisted that it was for your own ‘safety’. as if anything or anyone could harm you whilst you stay within the four walls of the estate far up in the mountains.

sukuna is continuously busy and thus decided to assign you a personal maid that accompanies you and takes care of your every need when he isn’t able to. well - looking at the bright side of things - at least she tries her best to hide her presence from you. she tags along silently and only speaks when spoken to.

you stop near a sakura tree and tilt your head back to admire its beauty. after a few minutes pass, you hear a different pair of footsteps walking up your way. you turn your head and see a familiar male servant approaching you with his head held low.

his hands were holding onto a platter with a cup of warm tea and a few of your favorite delicacies. the brown-haired man greets you politely. maybe a bit too politely as his voice carries a bright smile, “good afternoon, my lady.”

you return the greeting with a smile of your own. it was like you to treat the servants around the estate with kindness and care — a total opposite of the king of curses. you take a pastry from the platter and look back up at the man, “thank you for bringing me these. i appreciate it greatly.”

the way you treat the ones of lower status has always been an admirable trait of yours. it might have stirred some forbidden feelings for you in the heart of the male servant. he knows that it was impossible - he’d seen how easily sukuna gets rid of those who get too close to you.

but, he isn’t here. the king of curses isn’t present in the current moment. the brown-haired male shifts in his place a little, fingernails digging into the material of the plate he was holding. he was going to do it — no one could hold him back. not even the maid who stood a couple steps away.

“y-you look very beautiful, my lady.” the servant stutters and bows his head at you. you are surprised to hear such a flattering sentence leave the lips of the man in front of you. none of the men around you had dared to be this straightforward in ages. they all knew the possible consequences that such actions could bring after all.

perhaps it was due to the absent intimidating presence of your lover. still, you can’t help but feel grateful. you giggle softly, covering your mouth with your free hand, “thank you so much.”

the male servant gulps at the sound of your laughter. ‘oh, how lucky the king of curses is - to have such a beautiful woman at his side,’ the man thought to himself. he was sure that he could treat you better than the indifferent sukuna himself.

he hesitates to continue the conversation for a second. there was an urge deep within him; to ask if you’d like to have some tea with him in the dining area. it would be extremely bold and maybe way out of line considering that you’re taken.

but, the way you reacted to his earlier compliment gave him a huge confidence boost. one that would sooner or later send him to his grave.

“would you perhaps be interested in joining me for a drink, my lady?” the servant asks and anything that happens after that instant, is all but a blur.

you can’t process the next few moments as everything happens way too fast. the last thing you remember seeing, was the servant before you. a sudden gust of wind passes by and the sounds of quick slashes fill your ears. you couldn’t figure out anything else as your vision gets blocked by something. or rather - someone.

a familiar and large hand covers the back of your head. the scent of the person holding you is also oddly familiar—a certain scent that made a shiver run down your spine from both excitement and light fear.

“sukuna?” you guess and guess correctly. your voice was muffled due to your face being smushed against his torso. you didn’t yet understand what happened, so you try to pull your body away from the king of curses, only for his grip on you to tighten.

sukuna’s face was as emotionless as ever. his eyes look down at the pile of blood near your feet — what was once a human being had now turned into nothing but a pure crimson liquid.

“foolish. absolutely foolish.” the king of curses grumbles, his tone filled with disgust. he doesn’t soften the grip on your body for even a moment. one of his four arms holds you captive against him, his hand firmly yet somehow tenderly cradling your head just above his midriff, “it seems that i cannot leave this place for a single second.”

sukuna glances at your personal maid who had been bowing to him the moment he appeared out of thin air. she could feel his piercing gaze on her and knew exactly what to do without being told: to clean up the mess that stained the garden’s pavement.

“sukuna,” you try to move your head again, but was still restricted. you let out a small whine in response. you just wanted to see your lover after spending an entire day without him. any thoughts about that servant from earlier had long vanished, “i want to see you. can i?”

the request is an innocent one. there isn’t a visible change in sukuna's expression, but the way you asked him that was quite. . . endearing, if he were to explain it. he would comply if it wasn’t for the literal bloodbath he created. which he doesn’t want you to witness.

“not yet.” he replies and effortlessly uses one of his arms to pick your small body up. your lover notices how you try to steal a glimpse at the scene behind you while he moves you around in his embrace. he grunts and gently smacks the back of your head, “no peeking, brat. do as told.”

sukuna knows how much you hate the sight of blood. he's being considerate towards you — even if you do not realise that just yet. however, he also does not have a single regret about murdering that servant. it was to be expected. anybody who dares to make a move on his woman should suffer his wrath.

plus, it's not like you don't know about sukuna's ruthless actions. you’ve come to get used to them; more and more male servants keep dissappearing without a trace after they’ve been ‘too friendly' with you. it's easy to guess who’s behind those disappearances.

it doesn’t bother you in the slightest. as long as you don't see it happening and as long as you get to stay under sukuna's care and protection - you don’t mind.

“can i look now?” you huff after sukuna has carried you away from the garden. the king of curses clicks his tongue at your impatience.

he sighs deeply before allowing you back on your own two feet, “i do not understand why you’re so adamant on looking at me, but fine.”

you waste no time and immediately open your eyes. your gaze doesn’t wander off towards your surroundings—it instantly settles on sukuna. he looked the same as usual; there was not a single change about his appearance and yet you find yourself smiling at the sight of him.

“i missed you.” you hug your lover and feel him returning the gesture a few seconds later. he looks the other way and may seem indifferent to your display of affection, though the man was secretly grateful for it. for you in general.

“mhm.” sukuna lets out a small noise of acknowledgment and that is all you get out of him. he doesn’t have to say much; his body automatically does the talking. he squeezes your body against his — your small frame disappearing behind his beefy arms.

the king of curses doesn’t understand why, but the way your eyes sparkle when looking at him, intrigues him. sukuna had never seen another human look at him like that before after all. they all cower in fear; except for you. you don’t show a single ounce of fear. thus why you are something - someone - he must keep for himself.

he has and will never have any intent on sharing you with anyone. you’re his, for as long as he exists.

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