#*sobs into hands*

[exceedboundaries]

Apricity's first little comic! Ruffles is a very loyal slugcat, I'll have you know.

Apricity is an AU set between Rivulet and Saint's campaigns that assumes that Rivulet was sent to investigate conditions around Five Pebbles and Moon, given the mark of communication by-- of all iterators-- Unparalleled Innocence. A pearl from Moon's area carried back to UI reveals that, perhaps, it may be worth a shot sending some instructions.

In the meantime, with no contact between the rest of the local group and FP/Moon, the local group has been busy. Busy with what? Well, with abandoning their slowly deteriorating cans and going to the one with the best chance of long-term survival, but perhaps more is going on than just that...

And Spearmaster makes a return! (Not dying on my watch.)

#rain world #rain world au #apricity #rain world downpour #rivulet #spearmaster #rw rivulet #rw spearmaster #lttm #looks to the moon #rw looks to the moon #exceedart #making a comic while sick to avoid doing college senior seminar work due in five days? no siree #sobs into hands

[lover-of-mine]

No, but here's the thing, the most insane thing about Percy and Luke in the show, is that they gave Luke things that Annabeth and Grover do in the books, and since Annabeth is watching from the background and Percy feels betrayed by Grover because Grover got him kicked out of school and hasn't really talked to him since they've been on camp, Luke is the person Percy trusts on camp. Luke shows him around, he says he's sorry about his mom, he gets Clarisse to back off, he explains how the camp works, encourages Percy when he's trying to get Poseidon's attention, he talks to him about the nightmares, and explains the way his brain is not broken, he just sees reality differently, and when Percy is trying to talk to his mom and says he thinks he made friends, he means Luke. Percy believes he lost everything, he got thrown into this new world he has no idea how to exist in yet, and the first person to show him kindness in all of that is gonna betray him. Luke trying to kill Percy is gonna hurt so much more in the show. That's a 12-year-old boy whose world got turned upside down and the first person he decides to trust is gonna define so much of the next 4 years of his life in a really bad way and the thought makes me sick.

#sobs into hands #anna watches pjo #pjo #pjo spoilers #i made a tiktok about this but i still have thouights

[sesameowo]

I swear this song fits them so well 🥹

Song: Nicky Youre, dazy - Sunroof

#genyatta #genji #genji shimada #zenyatta #tekhartha zenyatta #overwatch #my art #fanart #they'll be the death of me #im in love with these 2 gay robots #sobs into hands #overwatch fanart #overwatch2

[skillzissue]

Just a little something I did,, <3

(Angst warning 🫶)

#sobs into hands #hiatus officially over?? ig?? #marching band is over #and I need to stop neglecting my creative outlets bc it’s how I cope so I’m gonna try to post regularly now #drawing increases my overall moral and honestly so does everybody who interacts with my art #so yeah!! I’m gonna!! try!! #luv y’all sm 🫶🫶 #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise fanart #tmnt fanart #anyways hi #rise leo #rise future leo #rise leonardo #rise future leonardo #rottmnt leo #rotttmnt #rottmnt animatic #rise animatic #is this enough tags

[brainfreeze27]

#saw #sawposting #send help #dont actually #sobs into hands #dont they know who i an #the doctor of poop thats who i am

[phoenix-flamed]

Good news, everyone! Clive does not share an eye color with either parent.

#Out of the Flames #sobs into hands #Not Krissy and I going feral looking at the Rosfield family's eye colors

[godtier]

Are you going to write anymore fanfics? I didn't realize you were the one that wrote "unsaid" best fic of Vile/Zero fic 🥺❤️

AHHH y-yes that was me... 😭 thank you for such kind words about the fic!!

as for writing more, i am!! it's just been A Process...

the tl;dr: yes, i am in fact working on more fics!

the backstory: "unsaid" was written during the COVID lockdowns in my area. around that time, i was also laid off from my previous job. as such, i had LOADS of free time and nothing to do. it was relatively easy for me to bang out nearly 38K of words at that time, esp since i was depressed for being stuck inside and not having a job (i need socialization of some sort to function lol)

in the past, i have NEVER been able to complete a chaptered fic, especially not one of that length. it's not for lack of trying; i have tons of unused outlines in my drafts that were all set-ups for various fic storylines from many different fandoms that never came to fruition. it's partially my ADHD and partially my perfectionism; i have a very "get it done right the first time" mentality and it's actually a detriment to me when it comes to creating almost anything lmao.

ALL THAT BEING SAID, i am indeed working on further v/z fics! two of which are smut-oriented (oops) and almost completed, and the other is actually a continuation of "unsaid." the continuation is hung up at the moment because i'm still working out the storyline progression kinks. since i am now employed (and have been for a few years since the lockdowns actually), it takes more time to sit down and work on stuff, sadly. i want to make the continuation better than the first part and i really struck lightning with the plot of that one; it just sort of unfolded organically for me.

at the very least, if i'm unable to do a direct continuation of "unsaid," i'll definitely write smth for them again anyway! this year is packed and busy for me wrt work and my social obligations (mostly weddings... kill me), so i try to sneak in some writing whenever i can. i really have more to explore within the "unsaid" setting, so one way or another, i'm gonna keep going! 😤 it just may take some time...

ANYWAY SORRY FOR THAT HUGE EXPLANATION LMAO and thank you for the interest/support of the fic! 🥺❤️

#answered #my writing #makes me so happy when ppl actually like the stuff i write #sobs into hands #text post

[attroxx]

❛ @mythcaels said . . . ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ / sasuke & naruto, it’s giving mission thread and sasuke is willing to take naruto's place as captured and i am weeping ❜

𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐓𝐒𝐔𝐊𝐈 𝐇𝐀𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐔𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐈𝐌 𝐖𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃 𝐁𝐄 𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑. but now, standing here that wasn't the case . . . far from it. sasuke has a look of determination and won't even look at naruto now, eyes set on the man who has the jinchuriki in his grasp. what . . . ? take sasuke . . . ? ocean eyes shift from sasuke back to the man who had his hands wrapped in chakra. it has something to do with the man in particular. no matter how hard naruto tried to break free of it, it wouldn't budge. teeth grit together, tugging against these ' restraints '.

❛ sasuke !! you idiot !! what the hell are you thinking ?! ❜ the uchiha has to know naruto won't let that happen, not if he was alive to say anything about it. the man falls silent, almost as if he's thinking about it and naruto turns his head to look at him, his eyes now slits. ❛ touch sasuke and i will kill you !! ❜ that was a promise. while being taken wasn't ideal, the idea of sasuke being taken in his place simply wouldn't fly . . . not if naruto was here to stop it.

random dialogue prompts. — accepting.

#mythcaels #im a glutton for punishment and angst #sobs into hands #〈 answered ask. ★ 〉 #〈 naruto reply. ★ 〉 #〈 blank period / post war verse. ★ 〉

[augustinewrites]

diluc gets his weapon and i get to cry myself to sleep!!!

#i’m glad i didn’t lose to the skyward whatevers but #I JUST WANTED MISTSPLITTER #ayaka’s fighting with ayato over jade cutter for another year i guess #sobs into hands #[💫—stuck in teyvat]

[sycopomp]

my doctor wants me to try dairy-free and im in mourning 

i severely underestimated how much of the food i buy is dairy

i opened my fridge and was frantically yanking shit out looking at the ingredients list and wailing in grief when i saw milk or cheese hidden in there

i’m STILL thinking of things that i love that have dairy in them

i’ve never had to augment my diet (short of “stop eating entire containers of dip in one sitting sy”) in a significant way and i KNOW i’m lucky for it i KNOW i am, i’ve ALWAYS been grateful for it

food is one of my comfort things, my sin is gluttony

send me your fav dairy-free recipes pls i need to see the bright side, at least this will force me to try new things

#pray for me #first time i hope something DOESN'T work to fix me lmfao #sobs into hands #if it's dairy im gonna become one of THOSE lactose intolerant people #that's constantly eating it anyway #life w sy #food mention #diet mention

[memovia]

in his capacity as yinyue-jun, dan feng has always been renowned for his capabilities as both a fearsome warrior and a healer of prodigious talent. some of the rumors ( such as his tears possessing healing properties ) are not without merit, though others are --- this is not an innate knowledge, contrary to the lore his people seem to cling so adamantly to. rather, he spends long hours experimenting in a combination of boredom and desperation to escape the tedium of his endless recitations; the fruits of this undertaking are rarely useful, but every once in awhile, he stumbles across a particularly notable discovery.

... when next muyang returns to his quarters, he'll find a small jar of salve sitting atop his belongings. an inscription has been carefully inked onto the lid: jinchuang ointment. there's a piece of parchment tucked beneath, written in a hand that, perhaps, might seem a bit familiar, somehow ... ?

muyang,

the damaged skin on your hands looks painful. i've had a few idle hours with which to experiment, and come up with this medicinal salve. apply every night before bed, and massage it gently into the skin. over the course of a week, i hope you will begin to see improvements. it should alleviate any associated pain as well, and help prevent infection.

please take care. - from a friend.

unprompted. | always accepting!

✦。— His home was a casket of memories and regrets. The ghosts of his dead parents still lingered in the hallways of their house and every single time Muyang returned, he was greeted by a kind of silence that he could never get used to. It was as though no one lived here, not even him.

Yet, the lack of life in this place was intentional, he did not sought to keep things of his own— whatever he had before were either thrown away or kept inside a box. Except for a few things.

A photograph of his family and an ornate box that kept his Mother's jade bracelet and his Father's badge. They sat neatly on a wooden side table.

It served as a reminder that they existed and the painful truth that he still exists without them here.

The door shut behind him. An eerie darkness greeted him and he greeted it back. Muyang did not feel the need to turn on the lights, he knew exactly where everything was. Just like when they were still alive, he kept it all as it should be.

A habit born out of grief, red hues wandered towards the photo frame. He had always made it a ritual to greet that picture every time he came back. Sometimes he would stare at it for just a moment, sometimes hours on end.

But something was...different this time. A jar. It sat neatly beside the only belongings he had. His eyes narrowed at the foreign object, a gloved hand reached for the light switch before flicking it on. He made his way towards the side table, spotting a piece of paper underneath it.

He scanned through the letter, eyebrows raising at the familiar handwriting. Where exactly had he seen this before? At the mentioning of medicine and experiments, Muyang eventually connected the dots.

A certain individual that possessed unrivaled prowess in healing and had seen his bare hands for a moment in the past.

To think that the High Elder of the Vidyadhara would spare a thought for this lowly Cloud Knight, Muyang was quite surprised. Taking hold of the ointment, he gave it a slow turnaround with his gaze fixed upon it.

Dan Feng's kindness touched him slightly, the jar emitted a faint and warm glow in this cold place, in his dim heart.

❝ ...Friend, huh? ❞

Quiet words erupted from his lips, a whisper for himself. To think that someone would still want to be his friend, would still care for a ghost like him... it was a nice feeling, was it not?

Perhaps.

With hesitance, Muyang removed a glove to bare his tattered hand, staring at it for a few minutes before picking up the parchment and bringing both of the items into his room.

They would remain sitting on that once-empty nightstand. A treasure and another belonging of his.

Mother, Father— tell me, after all of my sins, am I allowed to have someone close to me again? To hope and want? To have... a friend. | @astrcls.

#HE IS SO EMO #SOBS INTO HANDS #BUT HE IS SO WARMED BY THAT GIFT #THANK U FOR THE WONDERFUL ASK #AND THANK U FOR CARING FOR HIM DAN FENG HUUU #✧ lin muyang. | replied. #✧ lin muyang. | ic. #astrcls

[enden-k]

trying to keep my pixiv updated kills me but at least it looks nice and busy lmfao

#i uploaded 3 new batches from past months doodles and still feel like i missed uploading some jascbk 😭😭 #i should like. remember to upload everythign i drew 1-2 in a month or smth rip #i slap my full stuff on there whenever i finish big mature stuff no prob b ut i keep forgetting to upload all the regular stuff i post here #im drawing rn and was like yea bro wait what about quickly updating pixiv and yea it took me only 2 hours thats a w #sobs into hands #myountalk #personal #tbd

[ghostussy]

GUESS WHO JUST DISCOVERED ZENITH 

OH MY FUCK 

#why isn't this shit on spotify #tobblerone fudge you are a goddamn genius #shit took my breath away fr #TOBBE I LOVE YOU #AKJEBGHAERIUPSZBLFEIA #it's zoo sobbing hours #oh god #KJVBASHEIOSFJDC #if you're a dumbass spotify user like me. go look up zenith on youtube you won't regret it I promise #sobbing sobbing sobbing #THE GODDAMN PIANO #i'm having so many feelings don't mind me #AASFKBFVOASAPVWVBCIX #thank you for reading my unhinged tags #sobs into hands #the band ghost #shitghosting #zenith #ghost zenith

[pitchdarkhook]

"not here to judge or anything, firefly, buuuut-" sampo began playfully as he purposefully ran streaks of blue from his crayon into her red colorings already on the paper. they were cheap, dull things that he had rummaged out of the orphanage but made a mental note to find something better in the overworld for her the next time he was up there. the colors didn't mix like colors should though, rather, it was just a messy layer of color that just haphazardly overlapped one another. if there was something symbolic or poetic in that, then so be it but it was yet to be observed as sampo couldn't be fussed with those trivial semantics. "you're kinda s'posed to color inside the lines, y'know." he said with a grin that curled to meet his eyes, after all, its not like he was a man to follow the rules anyway.

unprompted. | always accepting!

✩ . — Hook doodled on the piece of paper with much excitement, humming to herself happily as she took her time to pick the colours she wanted from the wide array of options that Sampo had given her. She adored his gift to bits and treasured them greatly, she even went as far as to arrange the crayons into a straight line.

Picking up the red crayon from the selection, the little girl began to work her magic on the blank canvas. Though, the colours were barely coming out due to the hardness of the wax and the lack of use over the years, she was still determined to make it work. It was her beloved present, after all— and Hook was never the type to give up so easily.

Along the hues of red were some shades of blue, as Sampo chipped in bit by bit whilst speaking.

Honeyed eyes tore themselves away from the paper in reply to his playful teasing. The girl's eyebrows furrowed at his remark as she let out a tiny huff, turning her head away from him.

❝ Hmph— ! Well, maybe Hook doesn't wanna colour inside the lines! I'm trying to be a-artsy.... artsy fartsy! ❞

Like him, she loved playing pranks on people at times. The grumpiness in her tone was meant as a jest, and she soon broke character as a giggle erupted out of her. Hook's attention returned back to the canvas before them, her focus drifting towards the overlapping reds and blues.

❝ Thank you for the crayons, Big Brother Sampo... ❞ Yellow hues remained downwards as her voice was hushed and filled with gentleness. She trailed off, letting silence set in for only a moment, before brightening it up with her voice again, ❝ were you trying to make purple? I know red and blue makes purple! Hook will help you with mixing! ❞

bliss and treasured moments. | @windtorn

#GETS EMOTIONAL OVER THIS ASK #I love THEMMM #thank you so much for the ask #im so happy i got to write this #i love #i love your writing too #sobs into hands #☆ replied. | let the moles' deed be known ! #☆ ic. | happy tummy happy body !

[hythlodaeusofamaurot]

//Hi! I'm still alive I swear, and I still have the post with whom I owe starters for. I've just been preoccupied with RL stuff, combined with crafting for housing and gathering and scrip farming for the mats for a friend for the new DOL/DOH gear!

Not the most fascinating of updates, but here we are anyway LOL.

#Out of the Bureau #I am not looking forward to overmelding again though #sobs into hands

[akascow]

sakusa bringing his brand new kitten to school and letting it rest in the hood of his jacket bc he cant bare to part with it for like 7 hours

#sobs into hands #sakusa