#-anon

[fossys]

i dont think enough people talk about the stress of losing your abilities. whether your an introject or a brainmade with exomemories it fucking sucks

like yes i lost my magic and a lot of things i had relating to that and i fucking hate how incapable and weak i feel without it but. like also. i was a scientist. and now im struggling on our basic math. and i feel like a fucking idiot. i was so much more than this and now im upset over geometry. what the fuck man

#-anon #im not a fan of this body or this life as you can tell #but at least we got one bit of good news so thats nice (genuinely) #sysblr #system #plurality #plural #introject #endo safe

[thenexuscollective]

I canNOT stress this enough how being neutral in a "I want you to stop existing/die" "discourse" is a fucking problem and makes you part of the problem.

if you acknowledge that you don't know enough to have a fully formed opinion MORE POWER TO YOU. valid. brave of you and mature to announce that. it's FINE and NORMAL to say that you don't know enough and are actively trying to learn better to have a stance on that

but, and especially if you're part of said group that's having the issues/causing the issues, decide that labelling yourself as "neutral" and refusing to do any work, is a fucking good thing to do that does not further harm a community you're fucking wrong.

By stating in your bio that you're neutral you're basically saying that you'd stand here watching people say I'm not real while drinking coffee in the sidelines and being all friends with people furthering my oppression, while also trying to be friendly with me, which is fucking hypocritical

I do NOT feel safe near you. you either acknowledge that I'm ALIVE or get the hell out of my sight.

You cannot afford to stay silent. I CANNOT AFFORD YOU TO STAY SILENT.

#-anon #systemhood #the void talks #plural system #plurality #endo safe #syscourse #traumagenic #endogenic #vent

[me-parkjimin]

More pictures of you biting your lips and I will get weak...

Weak from pics only ? *smirk*

Well what kind I wonder~ Because we also have some where I look funny nibbling on my lip.

#jimin rp #park jimin #bts rp #jimin #bts #•♫•♬• jiminie's reply •♫•♬• #weak fan? #i look like a bunny with those teeth out #-anon

[altered-records-system]

#traumatic memories resurfacing again #tw vent art #vent art #tw trauma #-anon

[sleepy-shutin]

fuck, i know we aren’t fakin this willingly (if we were, i could ’snap out’ of existing and go back to normal life) but what if i really am just the delusion of some teenager and not an alter? would delusional people even say that? what happens then if my life is just some psychiatric emergency?

if you actually have fallen victim to misinformation and happened to confuse your experiences for that of systemhood, and aren't doing this intentionally, then it would be "factitious disorder"--it is fixable, and it is not generally the person's fault that they have it.

i can't diagnose you or un-diagnose you with a complex dissociative disorder based on this ask alone, but i can tell you that no matter what, it's okay. it's going to be okay.

if you're wrong, that's okay. it's not the end of the world. if you're right, it's scary, but you will be okay. either way, hard work, determination and genuine self-reflection will see you through. be honest with yourself. read the literature on DID.

if you want to know the truth, you can always start by asking yourself questions, such as the following. start a conversation with yourself about it all:

what do you have to gain if you're right? what do you have to lose if you're wrong? what do you have to gain if you're wrong? what do you have to lose if you're right? what are you afraid of, with being wrong? what are you afraid of, with being right? what feelings come forwards at the idea of you being right? what feelings come forwards at the idea of you being wrong? why do you have these feelings? how do you feel about these feelings?

another great thing you can do is step away from system spaces for a period of time, such as a week or so. i wouldn't recommend anything shorter than around a week, or 5-6 days.

don't engage with syscourse, don't engage with the DID community or any spaces, don't talk about DID, don't log switches, don't even think about DID. just try to be whoever you feel you are, in the moment, for a while. work on another hobby that isn't system-related. if you don't have any, find one, make one. focus on school work, your job, friendships, self care, anything other than DID and your system. just don't think about it for a while.

throughout that time, just journal your daily life. don't mention DID, don't mention alters, none of it. just journal how you're feeling, what shows you're watching, hobbies you're having, etc.

if, after that period of time is up, you notice the symptoms of DID still, that is worth looking into, and you should do what i did, and go at it from a fresh start; restart your parts log, start trying to figure out what feelings belong to which parts and what triggers them out, etc. imagine if you had just found out that you had DID. read about DID, find free PDFs of books about DID online and read them if you can't get physical copies, taking notes and highlighting the important parts or the parts that stick out to you. learn about DID from a fresh perspective.

if after that period of time, you've noticed that the symptoms have gone away, that likely means that the symptoms were brought on by stress. you more than likely have issues with dissociation, and maybe even a dissociative disorder, but not DID, and that's fine. it's easy to mistake a dissociative disorder like depersonalization/derealization disorder for DID that could be causing identity issues. there's also things like BPD that can cause identity issues. you could also be experiencing them because of teenager hormones and experiences and trying to figure out who you are.

that's okay, it's normal and even if it feels/felt pathological because it's a scary and new experience for you to have your body change, to enter the hell that is highschool and teenage years, to discover yourself, etc, all while it feels like you're not being heard, and are being misunderstood by adults who refuse to listen to you, expect you to behave like an adult, and simultaneously treat you like a child.

either way, it's okay, you're okay, and everything is going to be okay.

if you're right, you can heal.

if you're wrong, you're not a liar or a fraud, you were just confused, and now you can move on.

things will get better, no matter what the outcome.

wishing you the best, anon.

#-ask #-anon #-advice #syscourse #actuallydid #actuallymultiple #actuallytraumagenic #actuallydissociative #i think some people need to hear this #in the community #not because i think they're faking #but like #to help with denial #if you're wrong #you're going to be okay #i promise

[sugaaz]

Hi there moon! Who are 5 of your top favorite characters? I'm curious

HI anon!! Hmm interesting question, I would say

Sugawara Koushi (Haikyuu)

Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stary Dogs)

Yor Forger (Spy X family)

Kuroko Tetsuya (Kuroko no Basket)

Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist)

Thank you for the ask anon❣️ Definitely made me sit and think asfjhask

#*asks and answers #-anon #i have too many favs it was soo hard to choose aaa

[pulsar-ray]

Alright I have an alias now. Ergo intro.

Hi. Call me Anon. He/Him, suggest pronouns if you desire? Part of a subsys.

I like arcades & social places. I love cold weather. My favourite food is pizza. I aspire to be great at Guitar Hero.

I don't know what to say. Mostly I just want to be open about myself, hence the post. Ask questions if you so desire? I might reblog an ask game when I can.

#-Anon #Upon announcing this [name] Zephie immediately came up with a nickname. My heart can't handle this

[assignedsleepyatbirth]

Mmmmm, free genders, yes please and thank you

Also could I have a neoagab "assigned mimic at birth"?

sure thing! hope you didn't mind the wait, took a little break. it should be up soon, just need to id the post.

#-talking #-anon

[wilmonroyals]

yrs2 is the only reason im living rn

honestly anon same!! it airs around my birthday so it's like a little birthday present from netflix, yk?

#-ask #-anon

[imafivestarkpopstan]

Request : Saturday Event!! Could you do a 2Gether x Sibling Reader Hospital Headcanons plsss? - anon

Answer : Ofc!

Join the Happy Saturday event!

Sarawat - Brother Reader

The moment your boyfriend, Bf/N, told him you were in the hospital, he dropped everything and raced over. Tine was unable to calm him down, and he had a literal breakdown.

You were knocked down by a reckless drunk woman, who was driving a lorry.

Blurry haze - everything for Sarawat was a blurry haze. His brother was in the hospital, in a medically induced coma, and you might not wake up.

Five days later, you woke up. Satawat was sleeping on the couch, and you tried not to laugh. Eventually, it was your blanket shuffling which some him.

He was sooooo happy to see you. He was so relieved, that he actually cried. Real tears.

When you went home, he made sure you were resting.

Tine - Sister Reader

When he was informed you suffered a fainting spell, and were in the hospital, Tine, like Sarawat, dropped everything to go.

You insisted you felt fine, but the hospital made you stay, in case you'd gotten a concussion.

Tine and Type had to threaten you so you wouldn't overuse yourself again.

Type - Sister Reader

Same as Tine

Phukong

He wasn't as dramatic as Sarawat, but he did worry a lot, and he pent five sleepless nights thinking about you.

Boss - Brother Reader

You were with him when it happened.

One second you were being your usual stupid selves at the beach, and then out of nowhere, a giant dog started attacking you.

Boss quickly called the ambulance, and fifteen minutes later, you were in the hospital with five dog bites.

You were in the hospital for three days.

Here you go! Hope you enjoyed this anon!

#-anon #sarawat guntithanon x reader #tine x sarawat #sister!reader #brother!reader #sibling au #2gether #2gether fic #wattine #sarawatine #bosspear #mantype

[fossys]

"system members arent actually different ppl!" okay maybe for you but. two ppl can be in our front eating the exact same thing that tastes the exact same way and one of them will love it and the other will hate it. bcs for us, we r different people.

#-anon #this wasnt meant to be as angry but then i saw smth that set me off #-sal #-bookburner #<the two people im talking about #also apparently sal likes cream cheese #good to know bcs like. no one else here does- #esp including bookburner LMFAO #system #sysblr #plural #plurality #system things #headmates

[thenexuscollective]

home.

#im nostalgic #-anon #the void talks #the void posts #the void

[me-parkjimin]

If you can tell, I am very adventurous. Though I also enjoy some good rest. But exploring is simply exciting to me.

So you say I should make a move, hm? Since you think you know who I am, having said that I might take that as an invitation. I am sure you are well protected, that's fine. Though I am sure you are good at making your own decisions.

I am glad you're not feeling alone. It's the worst feeling. I'll see you around soon, whenever you have a free moment.

Well I may be right but I may be wrong, so by making a move, I will know the right answer right ? Is it an invitation ? It only depends if you take that chance I guess ♪(ｏ・ω・)ノ Of course I will be well protected, and obviously I can decide on my own. Though it will surely be funny to see how my decision would put me even more under protection *chuckles* I can't wait for that.

And I agree with you. While exploring and going on adventures sound really nice, sometimes resting home and relaxing is also perfect. And I'm not feeling lonely no. Maybe because I don't have time for that too (≧ヮ≦)

You anons are funny. How do you want me to inform you I'm free when you don't do the first move to let me know you mmh~?

#jimin rp #park jimin #•♫•♬• jiminie's reply •♫•♬• #-anon #silly anon don't be shy

[sirguyofdykesborn]

how are you a lesbian but he him

please... the pronouns is all i have left of my father

#ask tag #lesbians are the only people allowed to have he/him pronouns anon. educate yourself

[sleepy-shutin]

Hi there! do you have any advice on what factors to look for when determining if you're a kin (or something) or an introject? I don't know how to explain this without sounding dumb but I just assumed that I was an introject because it's been like this for multiple days, all the memories I have feel like they're not mine & I don't have any of those source memory things. It mostly just feels like I know for sure I look a certain way and that look just so happens to align mostly with a fictional character + I have a few similar personality traits (but doesn't everyone really?)

I also figured that since we went through an incredibly stressful event lately and the character was a comfort or whatever that it might be the cause, but your post makes me unsure and I'd really like to do some digging and question myself.

Sorry if this is out of your field of advice, but thank you for considering! Cheers

this is probably something that might have to wait a bit, as in, until you switch a few times, to actually figure out. at least, that's generally the case with me.

for starters, one thing i do is try to see how behaviors or internal self-perception of this alleged new part, in this case you, differ from the rest of the system and the other parts within it. then, i try to see if these behaviors or internal self perceptions are replicable in other parts. as in, say you do a specific thing. can other parts do this specific thing in the same way that you do it?

say you perceive yourself as missing an arm in your appearance, and when you front, it makes your arm on the body feel a little weird. or maybe you have something like a tail, animal ears, or wings that you can "feel" when you're fronting. can other parts replicate these same feelings, or do they feel the same way while fronting?

when another part switches out, how much of what you did do they remember? how much connection do they have with the memories if they do remember any? how does your personal connection to these memories differ from other parts connections to said memories?

how do other parts perceive you and your behavior? does it feel familiar or unfamiliar? do they perceive you as [x] part or as someone new entirely?

in my experience, if your behavior lines up strongly enough with a pre-existing part, you're probably that part. however if you display a pattern of even minor differences, and perceive yourself differently than that pre-existing part, you may be another part.

more things to take into consideration are the fact that not every introject comes with pseudo-memories, but plenty do and they are not, in fact, just a kin thing. you can also feel like a kin for a very long time without that identity changing even in the slightest, they’re not necessarily temporary.

other things to take into account when questioning if you have a new part: dissociation and self identification with a fictional character to cope through something like escapism without splitting, external factors such as hormonal changes or things that might change your mood, such as exercise causing you to be in a better mood than normal, consistently being tired making you more irritable than normal, constant exposure to a piece of media causing you to hear a character's voice as your internal monologue, medicine dose increase/decrease/change or going off them entirely causing changes in mood, and more i can't think of off the top of my head.

there are a lot of things to think about and take into consideration when questioning if you have a new part. if other people have any other suggestions that worked for them, feel free to add on.

#-ask #-anon #-advice #actuallydid #actuallymultiple #actuallytraumagenic #actuallydissociative #actuallytraumatized #actuallyosdd #dissociative identity disorder #did system #osdd system

[bulkhummus]

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#ask tag #anon