#AND I WAS REACHING FOR THE VIBES LMAO.

[inkperch]

....was desperately looking to see if anyone else had picked up on the vibes between two female characters in something I just watched, and the only post that had was one of those wankers using everything and everyone they could find to shit on Chaggie for 'Having no tension', fuck the internet I hate it here-

#fandom vent #chaggie #hazbin hotel #AND I WAS REACHING FOR THE VIBES LMAO. #They really said the sweetest softest CANON saphics I've ever seen had less chemistry #than two characters of which one had zero dialogue 100% of my basis for shipping them is entirely valid to read as platonic #...honestly probably MORE valid to read as platonic than romantic #it's from one of those mascot horror games where it's unintentionally ambiguous how old the charas are bc ghost logic- #aka #poppy playtime #poppy poppy playtime #kissy missy poppy playtime #which yeah if anyone else low key ships them after chapter 3--

[salamispots]

dream from several days ago

#dream diary #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #sequential #...I said I was gonna sleep but that obviously didn't happen HAHA #anyways really happy that I was able to get the colors/vibes I wanted down fjhkgj :'D #a lot of nitpicking and adjusting hahah #also kororon/eve was on blast for the majority of drawing this hghhjf #alright good night/morning/something yall #edit: was thinking more and the feeling I wanted to get across I guess is like when someone voluntarily #reaches out to touch me/casually/platonically and it's like a 'you're touching me of your own free will??? o H' #because when I was growing up had a parent who wasn't physically affectionate/would kinda brush me off #and that uhhhh kinda internalized as I'm gross and therefore shouldn't touch other people #(lmao took covid lockdown and very good friends to basically destroy that feeling yay) #anYWAYS had feelings but didn't quite know how to verbalize it hahah

[graysongraysoff]

🌈✨ Lisa Frank inspired showroom!

id: ygXAeAQvXA

#fashion dreamer #style savvy #lisa frank #lisa frank aesthetic #this took so long 😵‍💫 #hilariously i got this idea from watching multiple youtube videos about how lisa frank (the person) is kind of the worst lmao #still not sure if i quite captured the vibe but i hope i did :') #also if something looks like you won't be able to reach it it's because i moved it to take pictures lol #i always try to make sure my showrooms are navigable

[meowmeowmessi]

#'childlike soul' #and here's a kyleo dump #i had so many of their pictures and snippets from their interviews saved on my phone even during my agenda era lmao #chalking it up to my narrative foil senses tingling #adore the last pic btw. smth very cute abt mbappe ducking so messi's short ass can reach his head #mentor/protege vibes off the charts #kylian mbappe #lionel messi #q

[cryptids]

ok sorry to rant out of nowhere but why is tender is the flesh on every book youtuber's top 10 (or whatever) best horror books ever list 😭 it was so bad, I couldn't even finish it bc it was so uninteresting... like I would get it if a few people loved it bc people's tastes are always gonna vary, but the fact that its SO popular just baffles me like am I missing something or am I crazy or what lmao??? and one of the best books EVER?????

#it was just boring and predictable and full of weird misogyny and ''the meat industry is the same as killing/enslaving humans'' vibes #and the premise has already been done many times (and done better....) #like I wonder if people only think its so ''scary'' bc its the first time they've come across the concept of humans being farmed for meat #which IS really scary and disturbing #but if they're self professed horror fans who have read a ton of horror books how have they not come across it before lmao #like even lovecraft wrote a story with that premise #anyway no hate if you loved this book sjdghsdfs #I'm just reaching my limit with every time I'm watching a video of someone's fav horror novels and they whip this out halfway through #and then I'm suddenly doubting if I can trust their judgement on anything else 😭 #also ftr it's not like the worst book I've ever read (by far) but its just so mediocre imo #🐊

[knightish-angel]

Some figure studies, bottom right is Eli tehe-

#trying to get out of a slump lowest I’ve been for a while dunno what to do lmao #I want to play guitar but I reach for a glass vibes ykwim #knightish draws #digital drawing #drawing #sketch #oc art #oc #art #digital art #artists on tumblr

[amuseablesun]

hey, mysterious benedict society enjoyers!

i read about the series getting scrubbed from disney+ and it genuinely broke my heart. the novels were my comfort series as a kid and i wanted a tv/movie adaptation for as long as i can remember. for it to be scrubbed like this just so disney can cheat their writers and not pay their taxes is nothing short of disrespectful to the people who worked on the show. i refuse to let it hit the memory hole.

i have a full copy of the show, both seasons, available as .mp4 files, and i'm happy to share! i'm not gonna drop a link or anything in here bc i would like to keep my blog, but if you want the files just dm me! i'm glad to send it over.

#the mysterious benedict society #mysterious benedict society #mbs #kate wetherall #tmbs #constance contraire #reynie muldoon #sticky washington #rhonda kazembe #nicholas benedict #milligan #i would tag number two but i fear what ppl post in there lmao love her tho #full disclosure: i haven't uploaded the files anywhere yet. i've been focused on GETTING them #so if you reach out it might be a sec before i can hand you a link #but i got you. prommy #dessposting #me watching my wifi get throttled while i download all these #i bring a sort of datahoarder vibe to the wifi network that my isp don't really like

[the-kipsabian]

im gonna try to be brave tonight and open my laptop to write a lil something, can someone send me energy and/or good vibes?

#bte inspired orangekip? ofc #literally cause oc is on the background of kips title 'defense' for like a split second lmao #listen if everyone else can be insane and making reaches so can i #anyways. i have an idea. a broken brain. i just need good vibes as my relationship with creating is so difficult rn oof ;; #night is an absolute mess on main

[savage-rhi]

✨️Magenta✨️

#I've been really sad lately #its logical I've had a lot happen and a lot going on #and I've been mostly bedridden the past week cause of fibro flares #my brain can see the logic of why my body feels burnt out and why i feel anxious #but i also have this profound sense of loneliness that's been weighing on my chest #I feel the need to isolate and get away from people because it feels like it doesn't matter how much i try to blend in someone #will catch onto me being an “alien” or not quite fitting their mold or having a difference of opinion and i get bullied or ostracized #out of participating with folks or doing activities #and i get so overwhelmed by people and their literal energy/vibes that it feels as though I'm caught in a sneaker wave and being pulled #from shore and this is compounded on top of that feeling of being surrounded by people like tons of them who may even enjoy your company #but still feel very much isolated and alone the whole time #it could be winter triggering trauma responses in me due to childhood abuse related to the holidays #and then there's me trying to brainstorm how i can make money with my creativity when i have little to no help with anyone #and no one will give me a chance to bounce ideas and get a third persons opinion #its felt like this since i can remember: people value that i listen and reflect all the while show compassion #and then when i really need it myself and attempt to reach out i get the door shut in my face #it feels like the only people that have truly listened to me are therapists lmao and it hurts cause its like i gotta pay someone #just to listen to me go off on this idea i have for a side hustle a creative pursuit something i love #and i can't really share that with anyone irl because I'm supposed to be everyones therapist #and its shitty i dont get paid for it if thats the case lol #i feel like tumblr is the only spot I really have where i can share a lot of myself and make things that make others and myself happy #i don't know what id do without it #magenta is my safe word for venting #thanks for coming to my tedtalk as i write into the void #getting shit off my chest at 4am #i aint gettin no sleep cause of yall yall not gon get no sleep cause of meeee

[gingerbreadmonsters]

skimming through all of the dead text at the end of an old fic is so strange but weirdly satisfying and i could not even begin to explain why

#so like fun fact #all of the sort of half-sentences and not-quite-fully-formed ideas that i've had over the course of writing a fic don't actually get deleted #generally they just get relegated to the bottom of the document until either a) i've reached the point where i want to slot them back in #b) i've reworked the wording or whatever to make it fit better into the rest of the fic #or c) the fic has ended and i've decided i don't want to use them any more #so going back and reading them is kind of bizarre bc all of a sudden i am flung right back into the headspace of that fic and what it #felt like to write it #remembering 'oh yeah i was going to say that wasn't i' #and 'ooh that was a good phrase i should use that somewhere else' #and ' woah this would have been so different if they had done this instead of that' #its that sort of re-reading a diary feeling #the bottom of a fic document is a weird sort of liminal space for me it's fab #i'm back in the 'resist and elongate' document today to do some work on an alternate version #and included in that dead text is a list of the songs i was listening to as i wrote it #so i'm REALLY back in that space and it's great :DDD #the songs are a deeply bizarre mixture but its the vibe to ME #radiohead karma police is still the song of all time #i can drop the list if u like but it might be exposing my slightly hatstand music taste lmao

[br1ghtestlight]

people on twitter being like "if your anxiety is so bad that you cant cook for yourself you should probably be institutionalized" would absolutely HATE to see how my life was in like 2019 lmao

#i feel like i must have reached the maximum amount of at least one mental illness at that point in my life #like you've seen anxiety and depression but you havent seen it like THIS. it was the natural conclusion to those specific disorders #“anxiety so bad you cant cook for yourself” is also just a massive understatement of the situation but i also wasnt cooking for myself #i couldnt even BUTTER my own BREAD #2019 is a ballpark estimate though i really dont remember when it was #mental illness is so interesting. im not like that now (obviously) but how was i diagnosed with the same disorder as somebody just out there #living a normal life with a minimal amount of social anxiety. i was gonna DIE #diagnoses have a very wide range of experiences and symptoms is all im saying lmao but im sure the comorbidities didnt help #the general vibe wasn't helping either though like. would i have done better mentally if i had been in a better life situation?? #perhaps. but we'll never know #u could probably argue that if i was exactly the same level of mentally ill but born into a normal family maybe #i would have made a better life for myself bcuz of resources and support. but ohh well #txt

[reineyday]

tfw u realize u accidentally drew something in such a way that u cant shortcut your shading/lighting 😭😭

#rei rambles #gon have to actually go around shapes instead of using clipping masks uuugggghhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH im so lazy #this whole piece is just me vaguely reaching for vibes lmao #which like. i know that's most if not all art. but some of it is more planned in my head beforehand than others yknow. #this piece is firmly in 'others' 💀 #vibes instead of rational colour balancing. vibes instead of intentional composition. #vibes instead of perspective lines. vibes instead of my comfortable lighting techniques. #im cry #it's lookin' pretty good tho lol

[barbieaiden]

the fucking moth is gone finally

#it was so persistent it was quiet for probably 50 minutes #then i heard it start flying again but it kept going into places where i couldn't reach it #i managed to catch it in a glass and i was going to release it outside but #idk i was worried it'd go for my hand or just fly right back inside because you know. light #so i released it in the house it can vibe with the bunnies or something #i feel mean but this moth was especially dumb it would've gone right back into my room #i'm literally shaking lmao my level of fear for moths is very irrational #i think that's why they keep getting into my room. just to torment me

[placeinthisworld]

wait what’s happening in dark blue tennessee?

it is my very strong narrative that it is about s*icide

“She almost called him on the night that he wrote/ These simple words on his goodbye note”

For years I thought it was just a break up song… but listening to it in 2023 I was hit with the realization that it’s so somber because it’s too late to apologize since the subject has lied about moving to LA in an attempt to move on, but the sweet sorrow of missing her is too much and therefore he can’t move on and ends their own life

maybe I’m projecting, but idk man the context makes the most sense to me with the tone and wording “won’t you come back to me?” And we know Taylor has written plenty about mental health since debut so it’s not outside the realm of possibility.

#answered #anonymous #dark blue tennessee #like maybe I’m reaching but I also made a literary connection by mistake in my ap English class in hs that my teacher didn’t even know so #I like to make things up in my head #I’m also so serverly depressed lmao #it’s giving I can’t live without you/ longing but we can’t be together Romeo/ Juliet sober vibes if you know what I mean

[90sbee]

could someone pls bring back my beloved (my beloved being the woman that motivated me to come back to tumblr when i had been away for like, 5 years? and that went almost immediately into hiatus after i sent her an ask and never answered anything else since then) </3

#i have sent her some other asks bc i genuinely enjoyed her vibes #not gonna send anything else when poor soul is clearly not interested in being contacted #and like she seemed so so so lovely and i'd have loved to have at least a chance to chat with her but </3 #hope she is doing alright and enjoying life #(i had spent weeks stalking her before i decided to reach out i should have contacter her sooner lol ;_;) #also i kinda fancied that woman and i was heartbroken when she disappeared but lmao #boludeces y reclamos mios(?

[ragnarokhound]

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#reached that point in the writing process where i'm running low on steam for the current fic but four WIP ideas popped up like dandelions #like i'm not going to ignore the new ideas because the vibes are immaculate and i wanna read these fics too lmao #i love dandelions #but this metaphorical lily needs to be kept alive ;u; it's gonna be so worth it #writing conflict is harrrrrd #my little conflict averse brain is like 'let them be friends!!' even though at least two of the fic ideas ALSO have a bunch of conflict #rip me #writing woes