#BUT ITS FINISHED NOW !!!! hell yeah

[trees-to-meet-you]

God. What if Pandora didn’t want to open the box. What if she was manipulated, her hands tied to and guided by strings she couldn’t shake off. What if when she released the horrors out into the world, Hope chose to stay with her, in the box. What if Pandora couldn’t rid herself of that guilt. What if Hope couldn’t convince her that not all was lost, and that she wasn’t responsible for the strings around her hands. That she wasn’t a monster.

What if Pandora and Hope found a way to trap everything in the box again. What if Pandora couldn’t do it. What if she didn’t want anyone else to feel the guilt she did. What if she thought that trapping the horrors in the box would just doom everyone into the same cycle. What if she felt she had to break it by bearing the suffering of everyone else. What if Hope tried to convince her that it could be better. What if she wouldn’t save herself. What if Hope had to kill Pandora for a chance to save everyone, including her. What if they both were sealed in the box. What if no one ever knew what happened to them. What if their last words to the world and to each other were “I love you.”

What if the world ending was never Pandora’s fault, but in her guilt and grief she blamed herself for it, and the Hope that voluntarily stayed by her side had to take her life to save it.

What if?

#ive been sorta rotating this around my brain the past week or so. #yeah. #anyways. #i will NEVER be over this #i just. once saw someone refer to martin as the ‘humanity that they’re saving and will save them’ or something along those lines #and well. hope and humanity are kinda the same thing arent they? #hell i think in some versions of the myth hope is actually referred to as humanity #and this just started rattling around my head #but i can’t quite get the words right #im going to post it anyway. because better to have written down something than nothing at all. #but i can’t quite get the words right. #it has however also made me realize that jumanji is also pandoras box #which is kinda funny #the magnus archives #mag 200 #pandoras box #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #i guess now that ive processed it for a week or so. its time to listen to the post-season content and start the magnus protocol. #actually it may have been two weeks. i don’t remember when exactly i finished it. #anyway. #its late i need sleep. #tma #the magnus archives spoilers #tma spoilers #tma s5 spoilers #tma finale spoilers #how to tag this so that anyone listening for the first time does not see………

[rewritingcanon]

guess whos doing their uni assignment on the cursed child

#frick yeah dawg #its currently nearing 3am for me. why do the producers/stage managers gatekeep how they make special effects #like now i gotta source tumblr blogs 🙄 #so funny i had to analyse a review of the australian production which was just calling hpcc a ‘queer romance’ the entire time #LOLS so validating 😎 #makes me insane sometimes how the one part production and the cursed child in general is so skimmed over #whatever in tired as hell i need to finish this #harry potter #hp #hpcc #cursed child #harry potter and the cursed child #scorpius malfoy #albus severus potter #scorbus #rewriting

[pasta-pardner]

Triangles, trios, and trouble. No one does it quite like the GBU polycule.

Originally started as a fill for the @yeehawgust prompt "A Whole Heap of Trouble", but then I took too long and missed the month. 🙃

#yeehawgust #the good the bad and the ugly (1966) #the good the bad and the ugly #dollars trilogy #blonco #blondco #blondeyes #tuco ramirez #tmwnn #blondie #angel eyes #eli wallach #clint eastwood #lee van cleef #i've been gbu-blogging for years and i still dont know the portmanteau for the polycule. oh well #its the three of them. mostly blondie/tuco centric tho bc thats just kinda how the film goes #big spoilers for the guys-standing-in-a-circle movie.. if u havent already seen it #enjoy the crisp 4k uhd footage. i had to dvd rip it myself lol #im happy with how this one turned out ! had to do a lot of troubleshooting so its been in my drafts for longer than i wanted #BUT ITS FINISHED NOW !!!! hell yeah #westerns #🤠 #🍝 #videos #pardner posts #Youtube

[undefeatablesin]

You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

#sin scribbles #(hi im back from finishing ng++ on lies of p and now i have nothing left to do so my vacation in krat is over) #(ive since changed my mind. now i have literally every amulet every weapon and a grand total of 420 levels LMAO MAYBE I WILL DO THE DLC!!!) #(when the dlc eventually and inevitably comes out that is) #(but for now i have returned to yharnam and thought itd be funny to do a pino run bc i am simple and easily pleased.) #(watch the joke fully be on me when i get attached to this hunter and he just becomes his own thing tho LMAO) #(ahhhh....bloodborne. i missed ye dearly) #(as much fun as i ended up having with lop once entering ng+ lmao) #(oh yeah my new adhd meds came in today so wish me luck!! i may be finally able to return to my art properly now!!!! AAAAAAA) #(should i livestream the pinnochio run 😂 i feel like that would be fun. i still mean to start streaming i just been...so waylaid) #(so much has happened!!!) #(unironically love this boi already tho tbf) #(he does have his freckles.....) #(as much as i love ruza and aloysha and as much love as i put into their profiles omg they are kitted out 2 the max) #(did you see people modding the bloodborne gear into lop tho lmao genius stuff i love mods i wish i had the pc version tbf) #(ANYWAY HI!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ALL i feel like its been years since i was actually active here sobs) #(adhd is a hell of a curse for my hubris)

[perexcri]

happy one year to her and one of my better opening lines for a fic <3

now, because i'm curious:

#to hell and back again #i genuinely can't believe it's a year but i guess that's how time works huh :') #anyway umm gonna leave some retrospective thoughts in the tags: #1. i hold this fic near to my heart but also have a very complicated relationship with it now- #mostly bc i feel like my writing has improved so much and it's hard for me to reread parts of this lol #2. i honestly feel like it's a product of its time? like i think if i was publishing it now people wouldn't like it nearly as much #(especially with the opening line wHICH HAS A POINT AND COMES FULL CIRCLE AT THE END OK JUST TRUST ME) #3. on a sadder note this also means it's been a year since we had to put my family's eldest dog down #i remember i was gonna post this first chapter later when i had finished another fic up #but then our dog just like. straight up started dying on my mom's bedroom floor #and my mom was too distressed/upset to take her to the vet so i had to put her in my car and take her on my own #and then had to go to work right after that #so yeah i was upset and was like 'well dammit im gonna post this then bc it's silly and makes me laugh and i am sad' #so yeah!! some thoughts and behind the scenes info for anyone who's bothered to read this many tags #idk these things just feel like Tags thoughts not Post thoughts #anyway thanks for all the love this one has gotten!! i'm glad people are still enjoying it though *will voice* it's been a year mike #byler

[pepperpixel]

Some art of Tori from @misfitmccoward ‘s Naruto fic Plasticity! Because!! It’s such a good fucking fic…! I had to do fanart for it!! honestly after I first read it I was so fucking hype about it that I was almost like “omg.. I have to do an animatic or something for this. it’s SO GOOD” but. My ability to do animatics has kinda flushed down the drain recently ghghg- But! Still!! I had to at least draw some fanart for it…!

#sorry if I got any details wrong! it’s been a few months since I read the fic! #I mean. I originally drew this right after first reading it. but! I only finished them now so. I might have screwed something up ggh- #but yeah! YEAH! OMG! I FUCKING LOVE THIS FIC!?!?!?!? #ITS SO GOOD!?!? #LIKE. ughghghggh. idk. I read it while still pretty deep in my head about awful life stuff #and just. reading Tori. going thru absolute HELL. was like. cathartic?? like my life. is not even a fraction of the shitshow hers is #but! JUST! STILL! like.. the way she responds to stuff… the delayed reactions. the attempts to just roll w the punches. #the fACT ALL OF HER POSSESSIONS ARE LIKE. MEANINGFUL AND IMPORTANT TO HER. #like that’s! a small detail in the grand scheme of the fic but the fact that sort of thing is commented on at all is like! FUCK. #I GET IT TORI I FUCKING GET IT #AND ITS SO FUN!!! like yeah shit is awful for tori basically ALL THE TIME. but it’s not! a downer to read! its fucking fun as hell to read! #the interactions between all the characters are SO GOOD! and entertaining!! literally EVERYTHING in this fic is a fucking delight!!! #and it’s like! ITS SO GOOD AT GETTING U TO ROOT FOR TORI! like!!! #yea I recognize Tori has slowly crossed all her moral and ethical lines and become. like. pretty fucked up. #but like! seeing that shift. coincide w the slow shift. towards everything in her life becoming NOT completely horrible #it’s just like!!! yes! girl! do what u gotta do! become a monster! get some happiness in ur life! #like it’s like… I love it so much. its such a fucking good fic. it’s sO FUN. I cannot overstate. how fun this fic is. #and Tori’s such an endearing character!! and everyone else is really likeable and well written too! #lIKE. IDK. ITS JUST A GREAT FIC DUDES. ITS GREAT #doodles #plasticity #blood #tori mendoza #also. the song that I was thinking of using for the animatic was gonna be ‘stupid intruders’ #cuz I heard it and immediately was just like. OMG. THIS FITS THE VIBES SO WELL. like. it just felt very fitting ghgh #also also! Srry for misspelling ‘obviously’ in the first pic.. spelling is hard ghg- #but!! yeah!! have some art. of Tori! cuz I love her! and I love this fic!! #featuring 2 diff pics of her absolutely covered in blood from the 1st chapter! cuz. that was iconic… #and also I felt I didn’t properly convey the like. drowned rat energy the first time gGHG- #god ok I’m running out of tags now. U SHOULD READ THIS FIC IF U WANT ITS RLLY GOOD. highly recommend! it’s fucking great!

[evilmagician430]

who up sinning their fest

#one of my worst recent hyperfixations i'll admit #and i dont even have an excuse like ohhh i used to read this back in the late 2000s before all the terf shit #no i got into it in late 2023 this school year cause i stumbled across the tvtropes page #and i was like 'sinfest'? isnt that the name of that terf Twitter comic? but the cover image showed a sick ass artstyle so i read it #and im just obsessed with it now its such a strange spectacle. its like a political cartoon and a newspaper comic at the same time #my fav era has gotta be late 2000s maybe early 2010s sinfest... hell maybe even mid 2010s sinfest if i ignore the sisterhood #now every strip is just about jewish people or calling trans women groomers #and almost every once-likable character is now canonically a terf and/or racist and/or antivaxxer etc #or theyre just not in the comic at all anymore like my dear criminy and fuschia #i hope we never get another appearance from them godbless #cause last time we saw criminy he was helping squig and slick break a terf out of she/her penitentiary. with fuschia's permission #theyre definitely the best part of 2010s sinfest. a bygone era #the best part of 2000s sinfest is the sharp artstyle and lil e just being evil #and the best part of 2020s sinfest seems to be. um. laughing at how ridiculous it is? its kind of hard to enjoy though. #i intend to stay updated on it because i like being able to say i've read all of sinfest start to finish #but man i gotta get an adblocker soon cause i read it on the official website cause idk how else to read it online and the ads are constant #really funny when ur reading a strip criticizing the prevalence of ads in our day to day life #not as funny when you remember tatsuya is probably making money off of them. so yeah im gonna install ublock #but the problem is i usually read it on my school computer to pass time. and that technically isnt my computer so i cant download ublock #anyways. i could ramble on about how much i love and hate and am obsessed w sinfest all day but heres some fanart of the characters. #id like to make my own headcanon version of sinfest aka sinfest if it was good #but headcanons arent enough... i need to kill tatsuya ishida #sinfest #squigley sinfest #monique sinfest #lil e sinfest #the devil sinfest #tangerine sinfest #images that are horrid to see and look at #mspaint

[toxooz]

also gunna postpone the Cowboy AU comic snippit until after i get the Actual comic section done bc im getting restless to work on it and since everything is still so up in the air abt housing rn i may be able to get another update in so i wanna work on that ASAP 🤘 imma draw a few more misc. shits and by this weekend start the next section

#just a heads up ya #and also the clash of a bunch of obsessions that i want to draw hitting me at once its just stressing meowt so imma just hold off lmfao #hell i still have red dead fanart cravings and i Gotta draw my actual kids too itS CRAZY UP HERE🧠 #and i WILL finish the cowboy snippit i literally finished 5 pages so far trust me im WAY too far in now to sweep it under the rug #i aint no quittin bitch like that if i gotta wip in my belt it will drive me nuts until i finish it pffft #im just uGHGHUH itchy i want to proceed with wheel bitten esp if theres no immediate threat to postpone it this long #SO YEAH def more cod fanart then misc drawins maybe some nfsw over yonder until like friday

[orionis13]

My new hell,,,

#9 player party and nobody has sent me references for their characters im in hell #NOT EVEN A BRIEF DESCRIPTION #I KNOW WHAT LIKE FOUR OF THESE BITCHES LOOK LIKE AUGH #whatever /lh and all that but good LIRDD #ive been nagging at them for descriptions for months and now I have to make most of this up for a holiday gift #BUT WE BALL ITS GONNA BE COOL #i just have to ask the new girl what her character is bc I don’t remember oops #but yeah less than two weeks to finish this lets see how it goes 💪💪💪

[iryfic]

time travel au chapter 2 out now

tune in this time for dragon discussion, breakfast arguments, will byers’ questionable job as a fashion consultant for children, 12-year-olds fighting, and me revealing the actual premise of this fic

#ive been calling it time travel au for so long i forget it has a real name now lmao #me: oh ho! i have finally finished editing the second chapter #chapter 3 with its unedited 10k+ words waiting to murder me: :) #byler #byler fanfiction #i get to use!!! the actual summary and updated graphic for the fic in the next chapter wooooooooooooo hell yeah!!!!

[catboybrain]

sniffles sadly. every day im so sad that fnaf didnt go with placing vanny into aftons role.... god forbid women do anything ! ! !

#just saw gtlive finish the first ending n like. urgh #maybe if i liked eclipse more i wouldnt mind how prevalent they r but woof man #like i get it its charlie and evil baby or whatever in the same body but come onnnnn #that and the candy cadet stories just bashing the same kid going into woods framework into the ground #i miss when it was like. this dude sewed 5 kittens together! this lady melted 7 keys! stuff like that yk that was different and scarier #i do rlly think the series is going toward this like polished marketable thing instead of the grimy sludge i liked .... </3 and the AI stuf #is sooooo boring like fuuuuck its so boring. i wouldnt mind if its charliebots bc at least theyre interesting !!!! #but mimic as the new villian? bro. dude. thats so boring come on... afton was interesting bc he was fucked up severly #and robots r just like. theyre just robots dude its not even scary its just a thing being programmed smh #without the afton behind it its kinda just ..... bleh #honestly i wish they would cap the story? like make vanny take aftons role; do some shit; end it in a tragic but cathartic way #and then if they want to make more games do either other families in universe (like fazbear frights) or prequels/ world building shit like #something set in circus babys pizza world or w/e .i mean you could argue its about cassie now but if her dad is bonnie bro we're still stuc #in the afton central place. and i dont like that hteyre moving on without wrapping up the 102938120 loose ends they already made URGH ! ! #is it too much to ask for a fnaf game thats crusty round the edges and really metaphorical for theorists to dig into but logical enough it #can be solved and also creates a good plotline . yeah i guess hell will freeze over before that #d.txt #sorry im sooooo normal about fnaf <- is abnormal. fuhnaffs theories r GREAT thoguh i love that guy he makes me happy about the franchise :o

[skitskatdacat63]

Hmm might be able to post Malaysia 2009 by tmr morning. I always feel a bit cagey abt posting old stuff during a race weekend tho. Bcs everyone(including myself) is so focused on 2023, but then here I am like "hey did you guys want content from 14 years ago....?"

#friday morning for this wknd is pretty safe bcs the FPs arent even till the afternoon *for me #honestly feels so weird that this race is gonna all be at ideal times for me #even the FPs are after my classes are done #tho my partner for some project was like oh hey are you free to work on it this wknd? #me: ...no #almost said yes and then i remembered that miami is actually at a good time #one i wont even have to wake up even slightly early for #but yeah #i didnt realize this race was completely red flagged and stopped #which makes me want to post it bcs i dont really at all want to wait till after sunday to finish a race that doesnt even restart #so itd be better to finish it off now and then be able to start a new race after miami! #sry i think im just overly methodical abt this kind of thing #but its also a distraction from the fact that im disgustingly deep in finals hell #so id rather plan out posting than think about that LOL #this wknd is gonna be hell for me: #watching the whole entire race wknd bcs its good timing but also having to finish a million assignments #gonna be fun...*i cry to myself* #catie.rambling.txt

[the-kipsabian]

THE WHOLE GANG IS HERE YAY

#five pairs all done and fully finished in time for christmas! #..i mean yeah its 1am now that i get to wrapping but still! #anyways here they are i just hope everyone likes theirs asdfghjkl #sock hell #night is an absolute mess on main

[neonacidtrip]

Does anyone else occasionally see a news update from someone and just turn into a feral animal over it? Asking for a friend

#its me im the friend #and by someone i usually mean an ex lol #i decided to check if they are still alive (they are!) #and its the pettiest thing. like the most petty thing ever #i get angry when an ex watches a new show before i do. hence another reason not check on them #this happened years ago with high school of the dead of all things #i ended up not watching high school of the dead until like a year ago because i was angry they beat me to it like 6 years ago #and yeah i finally watched it and it was so very terrible. kinda glad they got that one #back when i still spoke with them regularly (we still talk but its rare now) like 6 years ago #they mentioned that they were going to watch deadman wonderland so i stayed up long hours for like a day or two #and just binged the hell out of deadman wonderland so they would not beat me to it lol #deadman wonderland was also subpar. my ex does not have great taste in anime #but today i found out they watched two shows (one of which i finished a few months ago and one i havent started yet) #and unlike before these are actually good anime not subpar 6-year-old mainstream anime lol #no offense to people who like high school of the dead or deadman wonderland. they just werent for me #i actually found deadman wonderland somewhat fascinating but the anime fell flat. i plan to read the manga one day #i should also clarify that by feral animal i just mean im grumpy. im not going to say or do anything about it #i'll probably either watch the anime out of spite very soon or refuse to watch it for several years. we shall see #also in other news my ex unblocked me? yeah it the ex that blocked me randomly a few months ago and then undid it right after #it was all very strange. like i said we still talk. we havent fought. i never start conversations they always initiate them #except in special circumstances. i did reach out recently for work related reason because i had a problem that aligned with their job #i did not mention anything about the blocking and neither did they lol. i guess we are pretending it didnt happen #so i have had 3? exes block me only to unblock me a few weeks to months later? why is this a trend #why am i still awake at three am you ask? ANGER #thats half a joke. i am already over the anger with my ex beating me to the shows but i am angry for unrelated reasons #reasons that have to do with another person once again breaking our appointment after they promised we would talk today #they were a complete no show. im rather annoyed by it. but alas~ that is life #im tempted to delete this post because its really just venting but i find the wording of the post itself to be kinda funny so it can live #neo rambles #neo complains in the tags

[crqstalite]

holy shit raph’s boss music goes so fuckin hard. i didnt even care that i heard like six renditions of it thru at LEAST 2 hours of fighting him. its going in my spotify. what the shit

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #actually one of the first boss fights in act 3 i didnt have to comically lower the difficulty for #i beat the whole fight on normal #hopes divine intervention HIT baby #like holy hell ok yeah now i get why we freed you #like #queen saw shadowheart and halsin go down and was like ‘what like its hard?’ #long rested everybody and then raph got his ass handed to him #god #what a great way to finish the night lol