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squidcourse · 1 year

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Generally speaking, I find it a lot more offensive when like TV shows and movies have a shitty representation of dissociative disorders, but there's like two versions of that. There's stuff where a character has like ""alters"" or something that could in theory be comparable to an actual disorder, but in the story is explained as some fantasy concept. There's also when there is a really shitty depiction of DID and they mix the poor depiction with fantasy (sometimes) AND they fucking call it DID or an outdated term like MPD.

reblog for more sample size :3

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ivebeenmade · 3 months

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So recently I wound up in the hospital for a few late night hours.

They did an IV, gave me potassium, and checked just about everything. I was physically fine.

How and why did I get there?

I was sitting in bed, watching my SO and our dog nod off. I had taken my evening meds and smoked a little weed to help me fall asleep (cause that can take like 2 hours ugh).

Not too long after the last bong hit I start feeling WEIRD. I can't hold my head up, I don't feel like I'm operating my limbs but they're moving. I can SEE everything in the room, the walls themselves, swaying. Each to a different beat.

Now I'm an experienced smoker, so I know it wasn't that and the weed was safe stuff.

I find myself in the bathroom. Vomiting. Sweating. My head hurt worse than any migraine I've ever had.

I still have little to no control over my body. When I start to try focusing on what is happening and sort out why, I hear laughter. Horrid mocking laughter.

It took a little while, a pissed off girlfriend (she thought I was having a *bad trip*) and some nurses who clearly had suspicions themselves, for it all to fade away.

One of the alts I don't communicate with, and almost never talk about, had been fighting for control. I knew it the whole time and not only could I not ever tell anybody (especially hospital staff) but I barely kept present myself. And it KNEW it. And it mocked me for days.

Gf is still kinda mad about it, understandable. I could never possibly explain. It sounds like a bad movie pitch ffs. But it happened. And I know it. And honestly, I'm scared. Scared of what it wants, of how much control it has despite not being a cooperating part of our system.

Just had to get it out. Or else I'd convince myself it was my imagination and never happened at all.

#d.i.d. system #d.i.d.#personal #I didn't see it when I checked but there's a chance one of us already posted this #🤷‍♀️

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pensarecool2 · 1 year

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Bug

Role -> Protector

Hair -> Black

Eyes -> Black

Gender -> Non-Binary

Sexuality -> Asexual

Species -> Human

-> Frequent Fronters

-> Picrew 1

-> Picrew 2

-> Picrew 3

#bug 🐛🦑#the squid system 🦑#about 🦑#protector 🦑#d.i.d. system alter #d.i.d. system #endos dni #squid.alter #squid.protector

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theangelicsystem · 2 years

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I'm a singlet and friends with two systems, is there any advice you have for supporting them? I do my best but I know I'm very lost and a little bit of direction or "hot tips" would help so much.

Great Question:

The best thing you can do is just be there for them

Treat them like a person

Be respectful of their boundaries and triggers

Give them reminders if you can such as to eat or complete a task they had planned

Of course there are a lot more things you can do but these are the most important in our opinion

#dissociative identity disorder #multiplicity #osdd #did system #did #traumagenic #traumagenic system #d.i.d.#d.i.d. system #system

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genderqueerturtle · 3 months

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Imposter Syndrom

A comic about fictives who feel the same as their source, yet not similar enough to it at the same time

Of course, many fictives may not see themselves as their source at all, and that's okay! This post is just about those of us who do see ourselves as our source, but also struggle to cope with the differences we have from our source selves Many times fictives lack the physical, mental, and other skills that their source may have had. Perhaps as a fictive you don't identify with the same gender, sex, or sexual orientation as your source. Hell, maybe you just even like a different flavor of cupcake to them. Whatever the case may be, this post is a reminder that you don't have to try to be exactly like your source. You're free to be your own individual person; no one will see you as less. And if they do? Then that's their own problem. You're not just based off a fictional character, you're an actual person with your own set of traits and capabilities. Don't look down on them because they may not be exactly the same as you hoped. Enjoy what makes you unique

- Leo

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fictivehaven · 3 months

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This wasn't meant to be edgy or anything, I just wasn't sure how else to draw it

Often in our system we experience masking as our host a lot, even me, who IS one of our hosts. I still find myself masking as our other one

A lot of systems deal with it and I just wanted to draw it

#system stuff #plural #plurality #multiplicity #sysblr #disassociative system #disassociative disorder #traumagenic #traumagenic system #osdd #did #d.i.d #osddid #- 💙

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terminaloftheweird · 9 months

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We do not comprehend those who are against endogenic systems. They say they are a system, so they are a system. You have no right to interrogate them on their legitimacy. You do not live inside their head, you do not know that they are truly being deceitful. How would you feel if another person told you that you weren't a genuine system because you formed due to trauma? Awful, I imagine. This is an overused statement that gets quite tiring to hear, but you should learn to treat others the way you want to be treated. You want respect? You must give it first.

Sincerely, Cassius.

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sysbox-archive · 2 months

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[ This system uses I/Me and We/Us interchangably ]

Please credit if you use our sysboxes!

#sysbox #userbox #system stuff #plural #plurality #multiplicity #sysblr #osdd #did #d.i.d #osddid #disassociative identity disorder #dissociative system #dissociative disorder

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jammin-media-medium · 10 months

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Every system has at least two of these alters

#system memes #did memes #d.i.d memes #plural meme

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mineshaftss · 10 months

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Freaking out because I saw a post I didn't remember making only to feel embarrassed because I also remembered I have a disorder specifically designed to make me forget shit 😭

#also yes ik thats not all there is to d.i.d blah blah blah LET ME HAVE THIS #did memes #did/osdd #did osdd #system stuff #dissociation #did system #actually did #actually dissociative

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bunzaibunni · 7 months

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#mlp #mylittlepony #mlpony #mylilpony #my little pony #m l p #mlp 4ever #biggest mlp fan #hyperfixation #memes #neurodiverse stuff #D.I.D #system

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jimposts · 9 months

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I'm not super open with having OSDD. But I'm really upset over the fact some people have said this disorder is fake. It's stupid sure but Christ!!!

Like memories that I should remember, I can't. I can't fucking find them anywhere unless someone says I can for my own being (Love u Gatekeeper /gen)

I would love to be able to recall an event! But I can't! And it's always made me upset!!! And the fact someone can claim this is fake. That I'm faking. That I'm just "roleplaying" makes me so angery.

Yeah I fucking love roleplaying hating people for no good reason. I love roleplaying forgetting who I am in the moment and having to go on. I love roleplaying having full break downs in my head!!! God I fuckingoge that shit.

And to whoever fucking thinks I'm faking or others are. Please kindly fuck off and just block me. And don't leave shit in the tags either saying I'm faking either, I'm just a random user on Tumblr ranting about my experiences.

Listen to others who also have DID and or OSDD, share your experience in the tags. I need some positive shit.

#jaxytxt #other specified dissociative disorder #osdd #osdd vent #osdd system #osdd tag #dissociative identity disorder #headmates #did osdd #d.i.d #mental health #mental health support #please share

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ivebeenmade · 8 months

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#d.i.d. experience #d.i.d. system #that was my early afternoon

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pensarecool2 · 1 year

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James barely exists when its too cold outside or too much like winter, and lately, he has been fronting for some reason. I guess its already March now, and not early February. So that's something that I just realized. Anyway, James is mad about barely fronting for like a year when he thinks he's supposed to be the "host" or whatever. Like, man, you barely even exist. Literally a placeholder to pretend to be ok for a few years that stopped working. Idek. He's annoying.

#murdoc 🔪🦑#d.i.d. system

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theangelicsystem · 2 years

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How has being a system affect your life?

It's been hard to say the least.

The symptoms alone are disabling.

We have poor communication in the headspace so often times things are forgotten unless someone is responsible and steps up.

Aside from the part of having alters,

being in a constant state of dissociation is scary.

The body doesn't feel real.

We can't follow more than one direction the majority of the time.