i have no artistic talents to speak of but please stick with me while i describe imaginary fanart,,
kristen and fig, bloody and barely still up + an impromptu symbolic marriage/handfasting/ceremony/whatever you want + cassandra and ankarna with cassandra in her idk form and ankarna modeled after fig (maybe a burn towns shirt? to kinda fit the bit-but-not-a-bit of the idk shirt) standing transparently over them
very much like a hail mary/divine intervention kinda vibe
I think I’m at the point where I ship Ian and Anthony like the Smosh editors do. Where it’s like, the two of them making out would fix everything so I don’t have to watch them do whatever the fuck it is they’re doing
Do you guys get what I mean when I say I like hardcore whump but hurt comfort whump but fluff??
Like I don’t want the twisted ankle or the overworked (although both can be good tropes), I want the broken ribs, the brutally tortured, the beaten almost to death. And then with the softest most scrumptious long term healing and comfort that warms my heart.
💭 mooties ! i wanna look at pretty pinterest pics so send me a lil emoji in my asks & i’ll give u 3 lil aesthetic pictures that i think match ur vibe / the way i see u <3
it's interesting to me that spn portrays sam's actions as entirely, consistently and constantly outrageous, overdone, dramatic or even hyperbolic despite having exactly the same intentions or being a result of a, due to or involving similar consequence in an almost identical event that's happened to/forced dean's hand. like naturally sam and dean are foils of each other and will therefore respond to similar situations in opposite ways due to their characterisations and how they've been built to represent certain themes/topic in the plot but sam is always chosen to/is represented as having his actions being much more drastic or less justified than dean's.
in seasons three to five, sam's lack of control leads him to addiction and being the victim of a grooming relationship and the entire time the show represents him as an almost kind of out of control child who is lying to their parent and is sneaking around doing things that are unhealthy to them that said parent is trying to raise them to avoid; the theme of inherent evil is constantly brought up in relation to him despite the nature of his character disproving it over and over again. dean consistently sees him as a monster and does not attempt to accept sam as he is and explore what sam cannot change about himself with him but because sam is portrayed as out of control, this view of sam is represented as almost justifiable. sam is considered in need of being Saved and therefore everything dean does in order to do so is entirely justifiable. in seasons nine and ten, this same plotline is flipped and speed ran, but with dean. he gains the mark of cain and despite being portrayed as out of control, the show separates Dean wholly from his actions with the mark as a metaphorical wall, even going further to make him a demon, basically entirely and automatically removing Dean from his actions and therefore (rather than making them justifiable) is able to absolved of 'his' actions. after hitting every dead end in relation to getting rid of the mark, dean is now facing the same lack of control sam did , and in true foil fashion, this leads him to inaction, unlike sam's hyperbolic action. because the show does not represent dean's issue as relating explicitly to his character or as something inherent to him and because dean's response is essentially to play dead and hope his prey moves on after which he can keep living until he needs to do so again (portraying his taken agency as more passive than sam's taken agency), dean feels as though there is no saving that can occur and the show flips to portraying sam's actions of trying to save him as not as justifiable as if it were dean doing the same
On one hand pretending to be smiley and cheerful when I don't feel like it is really uncomfortable. I don't want to pretend to be someone I'm not if I don't feel like it. On the other hand, I WANT TO BE NORMAL. I WANT FRIENDS.
Also as another rambling bit and I think I'm open to opinions and discussion. I've been reflecting quite a lot about stealing and its morality (somewhat) because it has been coming up a lot on media I've been consuming and, as of right now, my stance is that I don't really give a shit if you steal from big companies or general entities that push capitalism, you know, do your thing, however, I do think stealing from your own community and people around you is harmful, especially in ways that could harm their livelihood like small business of people that rely on that to exist or even people in your community in general, harming those people emotionally and materially is immoral to me. The meaning of community to me is not distrust and pettiness and being owed things, it's being there for each other and if necessary (sometimes even without necessity depending on the nature and development of the community) sharing resources, as an agreement instead of simply taking
i think that in his particular hunger games jesper wasn't really apart of the top crew to win? i think that he scored decently in trainings with just his skills, but he wasn't able to use a gun in those types of environments (and likely knew that him knowing how to handle a gun would be a sign that he somehow got his hands on a peacekeeper gun),,, so she wasn't quite on the radar for the ones to win. she probably was bet on to reach like top ten, but usually not farther than top six.
i think this changed when there was an event that called numerous people to one open area (like close to the cornucopia or a place where the capitol WOULD hold an event) and jesper didn't show up physically -- but she started picking off people with her makeshift gun. all instant kills, made from long range.
oh my god, in the “cool, cool” scene, when mike says “no, no, no, no, you didn’t deserve anything” and will looks suddenly hopeful for a second, then deflates almost immediately
does he think mike is about to apologize for forgetting his birthday?
and what mike says instead is “listen, the truth is, the last... year has been weird, you know?" …… "and i don’t know, maybe I feel like I... lost you or something. does that make sense?”
i kinda wanna like do an ask game where mutuals who insert in the same universe as me send me a rundown of their s/i and id say what my s/i thinks of them ....
Honestly I don't have much experience w flirting, but I love it when men act sort of like... A femme fatale character? Like when they're really confident and show a lot of skin and wear revealing clothes.