Welcome to Downton, Mr Shelby 2 ~ Tommy Shelby x Crawley!OC (Series)
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Chapter Summary: The weekend continues and Tommy asks Charlotte to dance
Notes: Thank you so much for the great reception and kind words! Sorry if this feels a little crammed, I REALLY wanted to get to the next part because it is my absolute favourite thing I've written for these two so far hehe. I do not consent to my work being translated, copied or posted elsewhere on this platform or any other.
Warning: Canon conforming tone. (18/21+). Your media consumption is your own responsibility. Expect spoilers for Peaky Blinders and Downton Abbey Season 1-2
Wordcount: 5994
Part 2
Previously
Just how the dinner got to this point was beyond him, but apparently they had ended up with the debate of how difficult it was to find good servants these days - the greatest tragedy mankind had to face, at least according to these people.
"I'm just getting tired of it,", one confessed, "at this point we are so desperate we would take nearly anyone who came knocking."
That caused some amused chuckles.
"But then again, you never know what you are taking on, even with good references and records. You let these people into your homes, trust them but you can never be sure. Isn't that right Lady Mary?", One of the Mallister girls asked pointedly.
Everyone fell silent at once, as all other conversation subsided. Even the clattering of fine silver cutlery on expensive porcelain plates stopped completely.
One could have heard a pin drop.
"Goodness,", Lady Mary Crawley said, one of her eyebrows raised as she lowered her knife, "I’m not entirely sure I know what you are insinuating."
Her gaze was so cold and heartless that it made little Mallister girl crumble in her seat, melting under the icy gaze of the other woman.
Tommy could understand why May had warned him about her beforehand.
It couldn’t be more obvious why one should stay clear of Lady Mary Crawley. The same couldn’t be said of everyone, but he doubted they were different in sentiment, only better at hiding their spite and snobbery than she was.
Or maybe she just didn’t care to try. People like her rarely had to.
But where her sister’s fury was icy cold, Charlotte’s burned, driving the blood to her cheeks and the fire to her eyes.
For a few seconds there was pained silence, but then the only male Hastings spoke up, swirling his wine in his glass with a devilish look in his eyes.
"It is well known the Crawleys' are exceptionally fond of their servants."
Everyone stared at him, some in shock, some in amusement but Tommy watched the Crawleys. They exchanged a quick look which made the elder drink and the younger glance down at her plate, one hand finding that spot on her chest and playing with the fabric.
An order had been given, one Charlotte was quick to obey.
In the end, one of the more older ladies, jumped in to diffuse the situation with almost surgical precision and the banality only their class could afford.
"Speaking of exceptional - I was wondering, is anyone planning to go and see the opening of the new exhibition next month? They say the works were a huge success in France."
“If we let the French be the judges of taste, what would it come to?”, a gruff old man remarked under a mustache that reminded Tommy more of Kaiser Bill than anything else.
And of course there was little these people did better than meaningless conversation.
"What was all that about?", He asked May, when they had all moved on to the large drawing room.
She huffed, tilting her head from side to side as she held a whisky of her own in her hand, weighing her words before she chose to answer.
“Do you remember what I told you about the third one? The one who came out with my sister?”
Tommy nodded - she had been described as a darling, and coming from the mouth of someone who painted her elder sister as nothing short of a witch, that had to mean something.
“Well, she was there for Lady Charlotte’s coming out and for her ball and all that.”
Tommy tried not to let his reaction to the fact that apparently it was normal for them to have their own balls show on his face.
“But as soon as she was properly out, Lady Sybil disappeared.”
May moved closer still and he leaned down slightly.
“They say she ran off with the chauffeur.”
That made him choke on his whisky as he stared at her wide-eyed.
“That’s the scandal?”
May nodded.
“But it is just rumours, although it is suspicious that she’s not seen about anymore, so she must’ve run off somewhere. God, I hope it’s true.”
“Why?”, he wanted to know. It wasn't like May had any stake in it.
A devilish smirk appeared on her face.
“A little scandal would suit Mary just fine.”, she sneered. “Remind her that she is not as high and mighty as she thinks she is.”
~
There was always chaos before the parties set out, so much so, he was surprised that no horse had bolted yet.
Overworked and hectic grooms rushed to bring out the animals, while people fussed around about the group orders. Or at least most of them.
It took half an eternity for the horses to be sorted to the people and the people to the groups and the groups to the guides. In that time, Tommy could have crossed half the estate already.
Since he took great care to get his own horse and saddle up, he was far removed from their irritating conversation and the pestering.
When May had suggested some of the unmarried ladies would throw themselves at him, she had not lied.
But they all wanted marriage, while he, well, him and May were in agreement over what they wanted.
Seeing the sight unfold before his eyes, he bit back a scoff.
Of course, it would be far too much to ask the high and mighty aristocrats to go and fetch their own horses, let alone saddle them. The most ridiculous thing of all, however, where these little stools which were rushed around to ease their way onto a horses back.
A man who couldn’t get into his saddle should hardly consider himself a rider. And with the women and their side saddles- well that was a whole other story.
From the saddle of his own horse, Tommy had an excellent view of the chaos, and once more he put the names and the identifiers to the people.
Evelyn Napier from the Foreign Office. The Mallister girls who all had the same shaped brows and were very keen on prospective husbands, the Grimwades and their shipping company, Lord Hastings and Lord Newtonmore, and his sister Annabelle. Her husband was also in government, but at a minor role.
They were chatting to the Crawleys and if he remembered what May had told him, they were somewhat related. But then again, these people all were.
“Ah!”, he heard Charlotte say in a rather bright tone when a groom approached with her horse, reins in one hand and a stool in the other.
She looked as ridiculous as the rest of them, in her riding dress and coat and that hat with the net in front. It was nothing short of dressing up, but for these people it was real life.
Before she greeted her horse properly, she pulled off her white glove, tucking it away carelessly as she was clearly not shy to touch the animal.
And he could see her smile, and not the one she smiled at dinner.
Her smile there was soft and gentle, the epitome of humble grace and class. This was almost a grin, making her eyes shine as it rounded her cheeks.
It was a sweet smile, but above that it was a real one.
Nevertheless, she walked around the horse and, skirts in hand, climbed up on the stool.
The groom was ready to hoist her up, but when she held onto the saddle for stability, it slipped and came towards her, saddle cloth and all.
Charlotte lost her balance as her feet slid from the stool and very nearly would have fallen if the groom hadn’t caught her under the arms, steadying her.
Irritated, the horse moved away.
“Pardon me, M’lady!”, the groom pleaded as he pulled her up again. “We must have forgotten to tighten the straps.”
The boy had grown as pale as winter mist and his voice trembled, but she only waved it off.
“No need to fuss, I’m still under the living.”
That almost made Tommy smile.
After she had reassured the quivering groom, she quickly turned her attention to the side of the saddle to inspect the leatherwork.
She pulled off her gloves once again and stuffed them under her arm rather unceremoniously as she fixed the straps herself.
It was only a fleeting movement, but Tommy saw how the palm of her hand slipped in between the front leg of the horse and the girth.
All in all, it was a split of a second and if one didn’t know horses, didn’t truly know horses, one would have mistaken her confirmation for a soothing touch or a slip of hand.
He wasn’t too fond of the idea of saddles, although he could see their necessity at times. But he hadn’t expected Lady Charlotte Crawley to know enough about horsemanship to be able to properly judge a saddle’s positioning.
Yet despite her evident knowledge she still needed to be helped into the saddle like a child, even if she sat there confidently and without fear or doubt.
Without paying it all much mind, her eyes focussed on the gloves she was slipping back on, Charlotte urged her horse out of the chaos, her riding crop tucked in under her arm.
Tommy followed almost on his own accord.
When he joined her, he hadn't come up from the side where her legs were and so he could see her back- straight as a ruler- and her excellent posture.
Like a proper little lady.
He couldn’t imagine an existence like that, always proper, always on parade, obeying more rules than any sensible person would ever care to remember.
But then again, of all the people he had encountered here, apart from May, she was the only one who seemed halfway decent, at least in a way that didn’t involve business.
She hadn’t snapped at the groom and she knew her way around horses, which was more than he could say for the most of them.
"You left early after dinner.", he remarked, running his hand down the neck of his horse.
Her sister had stayed and weathered the storm, but Charlotte had left after merely ten minutes, which she spent in a huddle with her elder sister.
Perhaps the older had given the younger her marching orders. Given what he had already seen of them, it wouldn’t have surprised him.
"I was very tired.", She said, looking straight ahead as she rode, with a voice as sweet as summer honey. "I apologise if it was an inconvenience."
Do these people ever speak normally?
"Nothing to do with you being upset?", he asked, curious what her reaction might be.
Her head snapped around and for a split second she looked shocked, but then the mask was there again.
"I wasn't upset.", She said with a smile that was even less believable than her words.. "Why would I be?”
Her hands fidgeted slightly in her lap, but then the powers of polite conversation took over and removed any element of uncertainty.
“It seems rather good weather for riding, don’t you agree, Mr. Shelby?”, she asked, glancing up at the sky with her black hat and black veil covering her face.
Tommy nodded.
As his eyes glanced downward, he noticed how she held the reins, her hands covered by the gloves she wore. She didn’t clutch them in anxiety but rather held them with ease. For someone who had no control over the animal with her legs, it was a rather lax approach.
She knows what she is doing.
And then he remembered what she had done earlier.
She knows horses.
But she was still riding side saddle like the rest of them.
"Can you also ride properly?", He asked. "Or just like that?"
"I don't understand,", she said, one hand finding the buttons on her jacket and pressing down between them, "how else would I ride?"
Her jacket and skirt were fitted and tailored perfectly, the brass buttons shining. Her blouse was made from white silk and the white cloth around her neck was fastened with a real gold pin that caught the light. The pearls on her ears were real too and the white gloves were made from leather.
She looked as if one of those expensive dolls in the toy shops Ada had always glanced at longingly had come to life, those which cost more money than they had to feed the family for two months.
And he meant more than just her clothes.
"Never mind.", Tommy mumbled and looked away. Perhaps he had overestimated her horsemanship after all.
When the parties set out, their paths diverted once more, but Tommy looked over his shoulder to watch her leave. It was unlike his movement, but it matched the way she was sitting, and somehow, in a different way than he was, she seemed to be moving with the horse.
Still, he would never get used to seeing a person ride sideways on a horse. What an utterly ridiculous idea.
~
May's family had hired a string quartet to accompany them for the final evening.
They were set up in a small stage in front of the back of the long hall which had been polished from top to bottom, with large floral displays placed across the sides of the room.
The middle was reserved for dancing.
May looked beyond lovely in a deep green evening dress, whose fabric ghosted around her legs with every move. It was embroidered with gold thread that glittered differently depending on how and where they moved. The colouring brought out the brightness in her brown eyes.
Like all women she wore dinner gloves and above that glittering bracelets that matched the diamonds in her hair.
They were all dressed like they were about to go on parade. The older women wore longer dresses and seemed to prefer diamond and pearl chokers or what looked like chokers and could have been layers and layers of necklaces on top of each other, with the jewels cascading down their chests like waterfalls.
If he nicked one of them, he could feed all of Watery Lane for a month.
The younger women prefered the straighter cuts of the current fashion, and kept their necklaces to a minimum, with nothing more than a long necklace at most, and not nearly as flashy as the older women, however they did have long earrings and headpieces and fucking tiaras, although none was more ridiculous than the one who had real feathers in her hair as well.
But it was a splendid display of colours and textures, even he had to admit that.
The Mallister girls had clearly coordinated their dresses, wearing the same cloth of yellow, only cut slightly differently.
And Mary Crawley had chosen a dress the colour of deep crimson, matching it with black evening gloves and a black necklace, making her appear even paler than she was. The only shine came from the diamond tiara in her hair. She looked fierce and strangely regal, like she could have just stepped out of a fashion magazine and an age old castle at the same time.
But she looked cold too.
Compared to her, Charlotte seemed like a schoolgirl, in a pale pink dress with gold embroidery at the hem that was far more flowy than her sister’s straight lined cut. She wore no tiara of her own, but rather a gold headpiece in the shape of spring flowers that had been placed at the back of her head.
At first, she stuck to her sister and her fiancé and a few companions before James Newtonmoore took her to the dancefloor, which Tommy had already claimed as his own.
May proved an even better dancer than he could have hoped for and he had already seen himself spending the whole night twirling her in his arms, but apparently that would be unseemly as she, being the hostess, had duties to attend to the other guests.
That didn't mean he faced a lack of partners, on the contrary.
First he danced with the Grimwade girl, then with one whose name he had forgotten, but whose perfume stench would haunt him for the rest of his days. The next, a Lady Helena, was rather plump but proved to be an excellent dancer, better even than May had been, but the following woman who looked like she belonged in the pictures, trodded on his toes as if they were foot pedals on a piano.
Some were polite, some were pushy, demanding answers in regards to his family and his possible fortune in more or less discreet fashion.
But he wasn’t here to find a wife.
He was here to find business partners and it wasn’t likely he would find them on the dancefloor.
One of the Mallister girls, Evangeline, was rather persistent, and when she realised, he wasn’t giving the answers she wanted, she moved on with the next song.
He had half a mind to go out for a cigarette as he watched her go off and try her luck with Patrick Melbourne, snatching him from Charlotte Crawley, who seemed not the least bit sad to see him go, but it did leave her stranded.
Almost silently, he moved up beside her.
“Do you need rescuing?”, he asked.
She jumped slightly as she turned, before smiling in recognition.
“Well,”, she said, folding her hands behind her back, “if you really wanted to rescue someone, you should try your luck with Gregory Grimwade. He looks rather miserable.”
Tommy’s eyes searched the hall for the red-headed fellow only to see him looking as pale as snow while his ear was being chewed off by a woman who looked as if she could be his mother.
Or grandmother.
Charlotte leaned a little closer.
“She is very keen for him to marry one of her granddaughters and is singing their praises in turn. As there are eleven of them, I don’t think Gregory is going to hear the end of it any time soon.”
Tommy couldn’t help but pity the man, although he wasn’t the least interested in the marriage politics of these people.
“Nevertheless,”, he said, holding out his hand. “Shall we?”
He was curious to see what she would do. One never knew with girls like her.
She looked him up and down slowly and he could feel the wheels turning in her head. Then she placed her gloved hand into his. It was made from the smoothest silk, and felt like water running between his fingers as he took her hand.
“Although I must warn you,”, she began as he led her further into the middle of the floor where there was a little more room, “I fear I might overdone it with my riding and no one knows when the soreness will strike.”
“We’ll be fine.”, he assured her, before finding the tact on nothing but instinct.
She was smaller than he was, although not by much thanks to her heels, and so she was a good height for a possible partner.
While her hand felt small in his, she was far from a meek dancer. It was as if she could anticipate his movement and could double his momentum when it came to the turns.
“Did you enjoy today’s ride, Mr. Shelby?”, she asked, finding the appropriate words as her feet found the appropriate steps with the ease of her class.
“Yes.”
When she realised he wasn’t going to give her more, she huffed slightly and tried a different approach.
"Might I ask where you are from?", She asked, batting her eyelashes at him.
Always indirect. Why go straight ahead if you can run around in circles a few times, eh?
But even if she wanted to play the games of her people with him, he could still play by his own rules.
"You may.", He offered, wondering how she would react if provoked. One could almost consider it an experiment.
Charlotte Crawley smiled softly, but the glint in her eyes proved that she had caught on. And a little colour came to her cheeks.
"So where are you from, Mr. Shelby?", She asked. "I asked my sister but she doesn't know you either, I'm afraid. No one seems to know much about you, which is as intriguing as it is unnerving, wouldn’t you agree?"
Tommy weighed his answer carefully.
May had warned him that there would be people just waiting to call him out, and his voice and haircut already marked him as an outsider.
Then again, this one seemed too soft to be a threat.
"I am a man who does not like being known.”
He could feel her eyes running over him, and he wondered what she was seeing.
Was it the borrowed clothes? The uncommon haircut? The lack of sigil on his signet ring? Or the absence of slight scratches on his cufflinks, marking them out as anything but an heirloom.
It was as if she was trying to capture him, like she was taking a photograph in her mind and comparing it against everything she had been taught to know.
"If you really didn't want to be known, Mr. Shelby,”, she finally remarked dryly, “a riding weekend in Berkshire during the social season would be the last thing I’d suggest.”
That made him scoff in amusement.
She wasn’t wrong, but she couldn’t know he was here for business, not pleasure. He wondered if she even knew what business was.
Well, there was still pleasure of course, but they had to be careful with all the other people around.
"Will I be the topic of gossip now?", He wondered.
"We all will be the topic of gossip.", She said, entirely ambivalent to the implications of her words, "Every single one of these people, and their servants, will go home and will tell stories of what happened. And those stories will pass to their families and their households and before long they will develop lives of their own."
When her eyes met his again, they were wide and almost giddy with excitement.
“In the end, they can create the most outrageous tales.”
To avoid a collision between them and Lord Hastings and his partner, Tommy moved to the side, pulling her closer so that he wouldn’t crash in her back.
She came almost flush against him, and even if it was only for the split second, he could feel her startled gasp against his neck as the scent of her perfume filled his nose - jasmine, he realised.
But just as quickly as he had to react, they stepped apart again, never stumbling in their dance.
"Why did you come, Mr. Shelby, if you so dislike to be known?", she wanted to know.
To make some money and to do May a favour.
It was a weighted question, with a dangerous answer, or at least it could be, but somehow he didn’t think that Lady Charlotte Crawley was as sharp as her sister, in more ways than one.
She was too young to have seen much of the world, especially given her birth. Polite yes, but Tommy doubted she would be reinventing the wheel anytime soon.
He had seen her be kind to the people around her, even when she didn’t have to, and polite to the servants. He had also seen her be good to her horse.
And despite the fact that her cousin was robbing her of her inheritance and home, she talked sweetly about his dead fiancee.
If anyone threatened his family’s existence, deserved or not, Tommy would have selected some more choice words.
Kindness, softness, naivité - all things that were the opposite of dangerous.
And so he decided to tell her.
"May invited me."
"May Carleton?", She asked, her tone rising with the surprise she felt.
He nodded.
"How lovely. How are you two acquainted?", she asked as the second song began to play.
"She trains my racehorses ", he said.
A frown flashed over her face for a split second, but then realisation smoothed the lines of doubt.
"Oh I had forgotten Mrs. Carleton was involved in all that. I thought that was Sir Ian’s business, and his father or course."
She huffed and shook her head, offering him an apologetic smile. . “How silly of me.”
"Ian? Her husband?"
Until now he hadn't known what his name had been.
She confirmed that, and neither one pressed the issue further, instead opting to lose themselves in the music for a while.
After all, what was there to say? Too many lives had been lost in the war and while he despised her sort for the orders they gave, they weren’t given by girls in pink dresses and he wasn’t as foolish to think that the death he had faced in Flanders hadn’t reached all the way into their palatial homes the way it had reached into the houses in Small Heath.
The air became thicker from than the heat inside the ballroom and for a second, Tommy took a deep, shaky breath and gathered himself.
"Birmingham.", He finally said, just to banish the noise in his thought.
“Pardon?”, she asked, looking up at him with wide eyes.
"You asked where I am from.”, Tommy said, “I’m from Birmingham."
"Goodness,”, she said with a smile, “I've never met someone from Birmingham before."
That did not surprise him.
You won't find many of your kind in Birmingham.
"And I’ve never been either, unfortunately.”
Tommy battled for control of his face once more.
Of course someone like her wouldn’t go to Birmingham- there was nothing there for her kind.
And if she ever dared to step foot within ten miles of Small Heath, she’d be eaten alive.
Once more his lack of response tested her obedience to societies rules.
"I suppose it is quite…pleasant?"
At that, he nearly laughed.
But then again, she didn't do it on purpose.
No one had taught her any better and she was merely trying to cling to the rules of polite conversation.
"It's not Yorkshire.", He told her, remembering the soft hills, blue skies and green pastures from the time he had spent on the road.
Now, in the golden light of the chandeliers, he took his time to study her the way she had studied him earlier.
The similarities between her and her sister was undeniable, but where her sister's features were sharper and more distinct, hers were softer.
He made note of them, each and every one, as he let his eyes wander.
The arch of her nose, the shape of her lips, their colouring, which was also slightly different to her sister’s. She wasn’t as pale, and so the slight flush of her cheeks from the temperature inside the room made her look lively and not overheated.
Charlotte's hair was also brown, like her sisters, but where Mary's was close to black, hers had little elements of red if the light hit it just right.
When he didn't try to restart a conversation, it was up to her once again.
"Will you be joining the hunt next weekend? The ones Lord and Lady Hastings are hosting? Evelyn Napier was talking about it.."
"I don't hunt.", he told her.
"You don't hunt?", She asked surprised.
Tommy shook his head.
"Not for sport."
He didn’t shoot unless he had to and he didn’t hunt unless he wanted to eat what he had hunted. So there was no point for him.
"A gentleman who does not hunt. How unusual.", she remarked.
A gentleman, eh?
Thomas Shelby was many things but he was not a gentleman and yet there he was in a manor house, surrounded by Lords and Ladies, dancing with the daughter of an Earl.
It was almost laughable that she saw him as such, but he was pretending to be one this weekend, wasn’t he? And just maybe it wouldn’t hurt to keep up the illusion. At least it would spare him some form of embarrassment.
Her voice was as bright as a summer day, and quite cheerful, with no judgement in it, and no spite in her eyes.
Whatever her sister is, this one is not a snob.
“A lady who knows how to saddle a horse. Not any more common.”
Her eyes darted towards him and for a split second her mouth dropped open ever so slightly.
“W-why would you say that?”, she asked, her voice suddenly faint.
“I watched you earlier.”, he admitted.
“O-oh.”, she whispered, and her cheeks flushed again.
She swallowed hard and avoided his gaze.
While she pursed her lips, she blinked in rather rapid succession.
And Tommy realised she felt caught out, embarrassed even.
To his surprise, he felt a pang of gilt. He hadn’t wanted to make her feel bad, not for the one thing he could actually credit her with.
"I think it’s a good thing.”, he assured her, running his thumb over her fingers.
When her head snapped up again, he saw uncertainty in them, and a hint of suspicion.
“Do you truly?”, she asked, her voice barely louder than a whisper, as if she didn’t dare to speak up.
Tommy nodded.
“Just like I said, only uncommon.”
She blushed again, but it was a softer sort.
“Well, I suppose so.”, she admitted, reaching down to rub the neck of the animal with a hint of a smile. “I got very lucky that I was allowed to learn to take better care of the horses. They are wonderful creatures.”
On that, they could agree.
“It’s not what people expect. Not from people like you."
What people like us expect.
She tilted her head, and pursed her lips, considering his words.
Then slowly, she smiled.
It was a proper smile, not like the one she had shown him at dinner. It showed her teeth and made little wrinkles appear around her eyes.
"Goodness, what did you expect of me?", She asked curiously, that glint in her eyes.
Tommy couldn’t help but take some satisfaction from it, shifting in his saddle.
"Well, you look like your sister.”
"You mean Mary?", she asked, leaning over slightly. “Don’t say she lied to me- do you know her!”
At the mention of her family, her face changed. She looked even younger now, shaking that timeless appearance of her status and class, making her less reserved and not at all guarded.
More open, Tommy realised, more vulnerable.
But that was what family did, didn’t it?
To him and the high and mighty alike.
“I’ll take any comparison to Mary as a compliment.”, she said with a beaming smile.
“Really?”, he asked surprised, remembering the icy glare Mary had shot her at dinner and how she had been sent to bed like a child only shortly after.
“Why wouldn’t I?”, she asked, her eyes narrowing in confusion.
“Well, I’ve heard things.”
“Have you?”
Her voice cracked like a whip, a mile from the soft and gentle tone he only now realised he had grown used to hearing from her lips.
To his surprise, her jaw tightened and her eyes turned hard.
“Pray tell, what exactly did you hear about my sister that would make a comparison with her the opposite of a compliment?”
When Tommy met her gaze, he spotted another similarity to her older sister for her eyes burned just as cold, so cold, they made the hair on the back of his neck stand.
It also made his stomach coil.
May had even warned him about the Crawleys, how they'd enjoy seeing them slip up and now he had.
She had made it all too easy for him, with her naivete, and her softness, and in a moment of negligence, when he was reaching out to comfort her even, he had forgotten the tightrope he was walking on in her presence, in all of their presence.
"Look, I-"
When she interrupted him her voice was calm, calculated and hard, as if she had suddenly turned into a marble statue, incapable of any remnant of emotion except spite.
"Mr. Shelby, I think it quite cruel that you talk so casually about my sister in such a manner. Especially since you clearly cannot lay any claim to know her."
As if conspiring against him, the music grew softer once more to signal a changing of the song. She removed herself from his hands with ease politely, but her words were nothing but spiteful.
“How very disappointing!”
~
Even from up here, he could still watch them, the corridor to the bedrooms at his back.
Some had retired, but some were still dancing.
And Tommy couldn’t stop watching her.
He had found her riding style interesting, then he had talked to her because he appreciated her jumping and found her little ways amusing, the way she spoke, the way she preferred to be indirect, always asking for permission, always trying to find a way to not take responsibility for anything she said or did. Too sweet. Too soft.
So perfect, like a dressed up doll which one had crossed with a songbird taught to sing all the right tunes, kept away from all the darkness and pain of the world, untouched by the dirt and grime.
Her lack of life experience had made her almost pliable to him, turning all this into a game, until she turned to icy marble in his hands.
But he had seen her for a split second, off guard, careless and happy at the mention of her family and then he had seen her silent rage, waves of the fiery inferno that burned inside her at the insult to her sister.
Then she turned cold once more, that perfect doll again, with perfect words and perfect smiles that weren't real and never reached her eyes.
Maybe he didn’t have a right to judge her sister, fine.
But what right did she have to judge him?
How very disappointing.
It wasn’t his job to live up to her standards, her wishes, her ideals, her fucking expectations of proper decorum and polite conversation. So why did it annoy him so very much?
Perhaps it was that glimpse. A glimpse of what was real, what was true under all her politeness and common courtesy.
And that glimpse didn’t let him go.
He had peeked behind the curtain, opened the hidden box even if just for a moment and seen something he shouldn’t have.
And like the first time doing something he shouldn’t - smoking at eleven, drinking at 12, sneaking about with girls. It made him itch for another, another glimpse, another slip of the mask, another dropping of the veil, especially since she was such an expert at keeping it up.
"Yes, the Crawleys have a way of getting under one's skin, don't they?", May said, coming up beside him on the balcony, following his gaze.
"Mary especially but I wouldn't have thought it of little Charlotte. She seemed so sweet.”
She tilted her head.
“But she is Mary’s sister, so what do I know?”
Fuck her, he finally thought, as he saw her dancing with her sister’s fiancé.
It wasn’t like it mattered. He had been here for business contacts and he had gotten them in form of Melbourne and Grimwade. And when it came to pleasure, he had May.
So he hadn’t lost anything when it came to the Crawley girl, apart from a little pride.
He clasped her face in his hands and pushed her back, away from the balcony, from the lights and from prying eyes.
“Fuck them, eh?”, he mused, before leaning in to capture her lips with his before she even had a chance to respond.
But even if he fell asleep in May’s bed, surrounded by her scent and the softness of her arms, his dreams were laced with jasmine and haunted by the fleeting feeling of her breath on his neck.
End of Part 2
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