#I WISH I CLD EXPLAIN IT

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

ovulation w/ pmdd mood is like why am i so confused im so thoroughly confused everything is so confusing im so confused im going to cry i keep forgetting things n everything feels so ... confusing

#pmdd #i wish i cld explain it #but it's just like #bro im confused #im honestly so goddamn confused #cloud nonsense

[mcdonaldsnumberone]

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#the way he keeps calling yn ‘darling’ in that fic too…. insanity #INSANITY #im so normal im soooo normal abt kaiser and the petname ‘darling’ #I WISH I CLD EXPLAIN IT #actually let me try #its just . its the perfect cross of like #petnames that are endearing versus petnames that are condescending #esp w his poopoo meanie tone of voice #like he would totally be the kind of guy to purr ‘oh my sweet darling’ just to call u stupid in the next breath #yeah . insanity . sickness of the brain #its that delicate balance of arrogance and love #im going to deepfry him actually (user mcdonaldsnumberone returning to their mcds kitchen days)

[milfyspamton]

dragons den (impressive title) will always be like home to me i dont think thatll change

#the imprint it had on me as a young creature was very significant #n i dont know how to explain it but its very important to me #sigghh i wish i cld put into words how i feel abt this game and similar surrounding culture #it deeply saddens me that no one plays it anymore it just feels empty i wish it couldve lived on

[seokmatthewz]

current state of my watch later

#i have big plans for my evening NSMDKDK #genuinely i wish i cld explain my obsession with jelly pop but i do not have the words its just so matthew #i accidentally ended tht tag i was trying 2 say its so matthew's song NDNDM but tht works too #wish we had an official fancam.....pls august fancon give this to me #but give him more to do this time PLEASE #iri.txt

[soshinee]

tetrahydrocannabinol i miss you every single day you are so superior to ethanol it’s not even funny not even a tiny little bit as a joke for tumblr.com. i miss you and i always think of you and i wish you were legal here in even a provisional sense.

anyway stream my love☺️🫶🥰🥰

#yes i am trying to resist substance issues in general but for me #smoking/edibles was just so much more pleasant in general for me #like i wish i cld take a hit or 2 or have 1/3 or 1/2 an edible to chill #instead of having to have 4+ drinks for the same effect #and i know the q is ‘y do u feel like u ‘need’ substances at all’ #i can’t explain it i’m sorry my normal mind is either too fucking sad or too boring to tolerate #and my actual meds are too expensive to afford anymore so it’s not just recreational shit entirely for me rn

[ratkiddoo]

i was planning on getting work done tonight but me n my brother ended up discussing anime and anime merch instead for like 3-4 hours so....... whoops

#rat rambles #sibling bonding ig??? #one minute i'm wishing i cld leave this godforsaken house bc of him and fhe next he is explaining dragonball lore and characters to me

[tartiloser]

MORTAL KOMBAT HEADCANONS ☆ the cutest engineer!

starring. . . engineering major! feminine reader and tomas. warning for nothing! requested by ; anon ( 10 / 24 / 23 ) + fandom masterlist ; here

author notes; this concept is so cute i think he’d be so approving and supportive! btw this is written like modern au ish & he’s not an engineer in this :p but i cld try writing him as an engineer if that’s wanted ( i’m no engineer btw lol )

tomas vrbada!

— he follows you like a puppy, accompanying you to the library when you need to study and gladly coming to watch your dissertations. tomas only ever wants to support you. plus, he finds your ‘focused’ face really cute. when you furrow your eyebrows in concentration or frown as you reread something over.. he knows you're working hard and he admires you for that.

— talk to him!!! goodness, he loves listening to you explain your work to him. vrbada might not understand things fully, but he's quite intelligent so he gets the gist most of the time. he loves hearing about your major, mostly because it relates to you but also because it’s insanely interesting.

— “you’re so smart,” he’ll murmur softly, glancing from your paper up to you with a small smile that makes your heart melt. “i love that about you, y’know.”

— occasionally when you’re free or you’re putting off work, the two of you play sims or minecraft together. he absolutelywill be the farmer to your builder. tomas isn’t too fond of creepers, by the way, so expect a lot of cat pets in your minecraft worlds.

— he often gives certain incentives so that you’ll get to work, such as offering to kiss you for each piece of work you finish. it’s really not too hard, however, to convince him to give you kisses regardless of whether or not you've done any work. anything more than kisses, however, and you’ll definitely have to work for it. don’t worry, the reward is worth it ;)

— vrbada typically makes breakfast for you each morning before or after your first class, just to make sure you’re eating properly. breakfast is the most important meal of the day, after all! tomas wouldn’t mind making you lunch and dinner too, if we’re being honest. the only reason he doesn’t as of now is because he’s unsure if you’ll enjoy or even want his cooking.

— he’s the type of boyfriend to bitch with you about superiors or peers whenever you’re upset. he’ll be just as angry as you, though he keeps you from doing anything rash. it’s tough being a woman in stem and vrbada knows that, so he always tries to make sure you feel heard. if there’s ever a moment where you doubt yourself and your chosen major, he’ll comfort you and let you know that you've made the right choice. it’s your major, don’t let anyone push you out of it!

— tomas 100% has your schedule memorized for boyfriend purposes. he sends you texts when certain classes end and offers to bring you snacks throughout the day, just to make you smile when you can. occasionally he’ll just surprise you with a visit, standing outside your class’ door with a small smile that grows the moment he lays eyes on you. he’ll give you a hug and maybe a kiss on the forehead before wishing you luck in class.

— “hey! i just wanted to see you.. you make me so proud,” he’ll mumble into your ear as he hugs you. “i love you so much. good luck today, baby.”

#tartiloser #my work #mk #mortal kombat #mk1 smoke #mk headcanons #mk1 #smoke mk #mk x reader #mortal kombat x reader #tomas vrbada x reader #tomas x reader #tomas vrbada #smoke x reader #mortal kombat 1 x reader

[skunkes]

would love to see a breakdown of some of ur design decisions for ur furs ^_^ like what animal traits u have fun including, which traits arent accurate but are Cute so u included anyways etc. not necessarily super detailed or anything but like stuff u have fun with ^_^

hi hi hi

dis is kind of hard to answer since I don't have many furry ocs + am still learning to draw them in general when i take comms and such! i'll try to explain some with skunker and cow al

I like sort of mixing and matching things to fit personality, while trying my best to keep it Animal. skunker is my sona so design choices are to my preferences, nose and eyes are more Iconic (in the sense of representive, stylized symbols) because its Fun, Cute, and Me, when in the past i was more focused on drawing the nose "Accurately", like the skunk on the left.

but that doesnt mean i cant still draw it if necessary on another character! His hands also aren't accurate to the big claws skunks have (i bite my nails), and his tail is Smooth! all comes together for a specific character representation as you can see with the difference between em

it's similar with cow al (+ easier to base off of his human form lol) (also sorry the random cow looks so uncanny i didnt give it as much atention + im tired rn).

I try to keep traits i associate w the species (like the cute big eyelashes cows have) but there's always room to remove or adjust em if it fits the character, like with smunker's tail + claws, + cow al's chin etc! i try really hard to still keep them looking like Animals (and recognizable as their species!) though despite this, + there's lots of room to adjust for that while keeping em recognizable as Themselves

i wish i cld say something more coherent but it really is Case By Case for me...! + im still learning + i don't have a lot of room to do so... + also im sure id have a slightly harder time with individual traits if i was drawing a new fur from scratch vs based off a human form bc im not used to it

(this is actually all why i have such a hard time with furry comms...! like, i wont draw someone's skunk oc the same way i draw smunker...most immediate obvious trait on a character is Eyes and i struggle with eyes so much, have to make it all Fit the character's personality while not straying too far from the 2 furry ocs people see me draw and expect things to look like, have to think outside the box of the aforementioned 2 furry ocs whose specific traits im already used to etc etc...

wish i had all the time in the world to spend drawing someones furry oc to get them down accurately but for now i jst gotta keep practicing)

#anonymous #skunk mail #long post - #furry #process #notes

[hinamie]

Hi!

8. What do you like most about your own work?

12. Show your favourite drawing from this year

13. Show your favourite drawing from last year

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

Hi hello hiiiii!!!

8. What do you like most about your work?

I'll mention a few things because I don't have like. one cohesive answer since I tend to like different things about different pieces! I kind of alluded to it in a previous answer but I like how sharp and saturated my current style is it makes me happy :) I also like that I go the extra (unnecessary) mile to add tiny details that 98% of people won't see but satisfy me knowing they're there ,,, and i really dig the way I draw faces but specifically eyes!! omg i watched a drawfee video where Karina said something about loving the lower eyelid area and i was like bITCH SAME I LOVE THE LOWER EYELID I WISH EVERY PART OF EVERY DRAWING WAS A LOWER EYELID i cld paint that shit for days <3

12. Show your favourite drawing from this year

There aren't many in the pool so far so i'll go ahead and say these gojos,, again,, ((usually it's a safe bet that whatever drawing i have pinned is my current fav dhdfdhdh)

13. Show your favourite drawing from last year

In the interest of not repeating too many answers I'll pick smth I haven't included yet ,, let's go with a rare non-anime piece n say this jinx !! also side note arcane single handedly Fed my painting style i owe it my life (also signature says 2022 but it was in december and i posted it in 2023 so im counting it sue me)

25. Based on your recent reference searches, what would the FBI assume about you?

U know surprisingly my recent reference searches are currently not very damning? o actually wait i take that back if it includes my pinterest history then odds are my FBI agent thinks im a 14 y/o girl who spends too much time on kpop twitter and looks up thirst trap pictures of shirtless wasian eboys to print and hide in a box under her bed . and to that I say listen mr FBI man pls I can explain i am An Asexual I feel nothing looking at this man's abs it's the AnGLE I PROMISE PLEASE

Art asks!

#answered #ask meme #side note pls watch drawfee karina is just like me fr i love her parasocially

[marsbotz]

hello I keep seeing u talk ab loving skybound but I'm curious as to why u love it, and would LOVE to read a super in-depth explanation bc im kinda a skybound notliker and ik uve changed my mind on certain thigns ab this show b4, and I was hoping u cld do it again !!! :DDD /gen

YEAH. OKAY !!! sorry this is super long and rambly i already had to rewrite it once cus tumblr ate it lol... and also sorry its all basically abt jay (running away embarrassed)

first of all let me say i do think skybound is a BAD season. having the characters suddenly all be sexist out of nowhere to drive plot is stupidddd and so is having a retcon ending that makes it all redundant except for Jaya Canon Now. i think thats mostly what makes the fandom not like it. BUT. i think its sooo interesting for like so many reasons also

i think s8 is considered the darkest season which is fair. but skybound also has a crazyyy amount of dark and DEEPLY interesting things it touches on. the ninja disappearing one by one. jays birth father being his favourite actor. jay torture. jaya actually being interesting!! lets talk abt these.

having the ninja slowly be cut out of the season is GREAT for not only building tension but also being able to more deeply build upon jay and nyas characters (and their relationship). the 22 min format means that some characters (like wu and kai) are gone for AGES. which is sad for kai fans but greatttt for the season. it rlly makes u feel their absence, and some of their disappearances are scary!! zane trying to outsmart nadakhan but realising too late hes been tricked... AHH!!!

if you compare this to how they did it in s12 its a lot more impactful as theres more time for the characters to... be gone. and the videogame nature rlly does take away a lot of the tension IMO. if jays mothers had been in prime empire like planned.... it would have been a GREAT parallel i think but as it is its just kind of odd. thats another convo tho lol (altho there issss the mention of jay being adopted at the end. very interesting [it goes nowhere])

i literally think abt jay adoption arc every god damn day of my life. ill try to explain this without getting too deep into my personal sicko hcs lol. first you get a rlly nice callback to s1 w jay being ashamed of his parents and living in a junkyard only to realise how litte he cares once theyre threatened. thennn you have the whole situation at cliffs house. jay finds out the man who abandoned him at birth (possibly? we dont know details) is the actor for fritz donnegan. the same character who jay imitated and aspired to be like. and then he realises his father felt the same admiration towards jay!! and they both never knew!!!

i think this twist is what makes a lot of jays behaviour in s6.... not excusable... but understandable. jay is shown to be insecure and have weird fucking ways of coping with this (lying. lying lying all the time) and so it kinda feels natural that his way of coping with this information would be to 1. hide the fact he made wishes 2. try to imitate his father through his book and 3. Never Speak Of This Again.

speaking of that lets talk about jay being tortured. can we talk about that?? they FUCKED him up. but the most important part out of allll of it is a character trait i rarely see ppl attribute to jay even though its like... pretty consistent for him. is his willpower!! hes able to endure days of torture to the point where he can barely walk and talk at the end of it just to stop nadakhan from gaining more power

nadakhan also directly points out jays insecurities and how they make him lie to his friends... and jays able to show some of his smarts thru trying to get flintlocke to stage a mutiny! honestly the whole episode is so damn interesting it makes me SEETHE its not more talked abt LOL

i wont get into my insanely complex jaya opinions rn but i will say s6 has one of the most interesting depictions of the ship to me. nya being reluctant to date jay due to being seen simply as his girlfriend is soooo interesting and fits well w her arc of not wanting to give up her own deal w sam x to become a ninja. its just a shame they had to retroactively make everyone misogynistic to do so lolol... and the ending w jays wish Potentially forcing them together is soooo odd and kinda goes what the rest of the season was setting up for them. THIS IS MAINLY why i think ppl hate this season. cus it sets up SOOO much cool stuff and then drops it all last second

i think the things that could have saved skybound from being so hated would be

1. do the same plotpoints w nya but dont drag the ninja AND DARETH into it ..... make them supportive of her!

2. makes jays final wish have some FUCKING consequence! you could do a LOT with how he worded it to twist it badly (im a nadakhan return truther for life)

3. not dropping every single intersting character trait ever. and also not dropping the GOD DAMN ADOPTION ARCCCCCC and also not revealing jay to be so crushingly insecure he physically cannot stop himself from lying to ppl and putting on a happy mask and then turn him into a one note comic relief character. [becoming a soulless husk]

LOL i realise this sounds now like i hate skybound I DONT i just think its very flawed. BUT thats whyyyy i love it... because its so interesting! its flawed in a way like "there is soooo much i cld do w this" and not like "i dont care about any of this its so bad". w ninjago my fav parts have always been the weird icky edgy parts that are almost too much for what it is... which is a childrens lego show. ik they cld never have done most of the interesting stuff i imagine coming out of skybound and thats ok! bc i get to think abt it evilly.

heres some assorted things i love and think are fun in skybound

kai and zane banter at the repo yard

ronin capturing the ninja!! specifically him shutting down zane from the inside is super scary and cool

NINJA IN PRISON!!!!! i almost threw up when they went to jail in crystallised its so fuckign fun. SKYBOUND 2!!!

zane playing chess against nadakahn. another scary zane moment

jay trusting only cole w the truth abt his wishes (HELL YES BROTHER)

clanceeeeee <3 him being like one sided friends w jay and standing up to nadakhan at the end of it all... wahhh

NINJA REPLACEMENTS. so fucking funny i love jay and his assortment of old guys And Skylor

everytime i watch it i cant stop thinking of this ytp and it makes me cry. its not even that funny i just have watched it like 50 times

its dungeon media. this is smth i made up and only i know abt . dont worry abt it but its true

ok my brain is mush HOPE THIS MAKES. some sort of sense . bascially trying to condense 6 years of Thoughts into coherent analysis is impossible for me LOL

#this post twisteed into smth dark and evil halfway thru sorry. i balcked out im not proofreading this shit #ninjago #asks #now someone ask me about s7. #ITS SO HARD DOING THESE cus i literally have a billion thoughts from over 6 yrs of stewing in my brain but its fun i love talking abt ninja #some day i will be able to make actual ninjago meta posts. but not today

[peanutblowandjobsandwich]

you really do have to fall to fly like the world always seems so much better after a menty b fr

#no like i'm not exaggerating #i wish i cld more succinctly explain it #but it's like once it's over #my mood mellows out or becomes slightly to very euphoric #and everything just seems so nice yh #it's the dissociation probably lolz #cloud nonsense

[girlwithfish]

i was telling him i felt let down by my exs mother and let down by people who saw me physically run out of my apartment away from my partner and those ppl as well as my exs mother told me to take it back inside w said.partner even tho i told the people that my ex had put me in a closet and threatened to do it again LOL like let me be pissed about that the fuck

And he told me do i expect a mother to disown her own son + i need to save myself or cant expect others to save me + if i saw a couple arguing outside arguing i wouldnt get involved either. Like i didnt really get a chance to fully explain the situation bc it feels like sometimes he doesnt give me the space to fully talk abt tbose things ngl cuz he thinks ill spiral but Like? even then why r u making all these assumptions based off limited context u have. I wish i cld have said it in the moment that i dont want his input and idk if that sounds mean but maybe i need to be a little mean bc it really just seems like hes trying to tell me how i should react or view my own experiences

[seokmatthewz]

also i forgot to mention this but my greek bff from birth likes my woojonggi tags i feel so vindicated for no reason dndmfn

#she is also a mingi enthusiast. genius behaviour #i wish i cld explain why matia mou suits jongho so well tho. like i can't put it into words it just. does #iri.txt

[xxbl00ds0akeds3raxx]

idk i feel like maybe kylars is like a little in the right when it comes to his jealousy ? just a little. liiiiike yeahhh the stalking and creepy behavior is super extra and weird ... but like have u asked him if hes ok with ur other bfs or hookups ? (O_O) that could be why hes super paranoid !! cuz he feels hes not in the loop and has to find out things by looking at ur posts ? tho i shouldnt try to explain crazy XD

maybe im just not understanding ur relationships, i am just a stranger on the web after all and dont know ur life (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

no hate tho cuz u go gurl !! u do u !! gurlz rule boyz drool >u<

YEA i mean fuckig obviously he has a right 2 be upset ive always said that . bcoz i used 2 hide shit from him all the time and ofc that made him paranoid but i only did it bc i know he wld react like this

i'm better abt it now and open on here but ohmygod is now rlly the time 2 get on my ass abt it i mean come on. "no hate" my fkn arse. its so hard when every1 wants u like i literally cant catch a break i hate everything i wish i cld fucking disappear like my mom

#ask #anon #fifi answerz #kylar

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

what do you think of dream premonitions 🤔 there have been a few times when I’ve dreamed of something specific happening and then it does, but not anything scary or dangerous. my favorite example is when I dreamed my friend came out to me as bisexual and the next morning she did!

thats dope, about your friend...i believe in dream premonition, and even dream telepathy. the book i read recently was saying how common it is for us to foresee events in our dreams altho it is very rare to see them literally. it does happen for some people but mostly its all veiled in symbolism thats meaningful to us as individuals & thats the whole thing w dream interpretation: its about learning to decode Your language of symbolism. for example...recently i had this intense dream, i cant give away many detail w/o it being revealing of my personal life but basically, the dream was warning me of a person. however instead of using the actual person it used stand-ins of different ppl who've played similar roles in my life. they even all had the same numerology as this person which is something im prone to noticing. all that symbolism wld surely b lost on someone else trying to interpret this dream, u kno? but when i woke up, i felt i understood the dreams message very clearly. then a few weeks later the scenario of my dream ended up unfolding w the person i predicted the dream was about. i chose the solution the dream showed me choosing which made me feel IMMENSELy better irl. i wish i cld give more details lol but u kno how it is. yeah i believe the core purpose of dreams is helping us solve problems & reach higher potential so foresight is only natural. the telepathy thing idk how to explain yet i need to revisit the book lol. i think its just kinda like how ppls periods sync up if they spend too much time around each other. one time in 2019 me and my boss who'd worked together for 2 yrs had the SAME dream, and we were both in each others version of it, it honestly changed my life

[psiignciple]

Ask game psiioniic

THANK YOU FOR ASKIGN KING!!

one aspect about them i love:

the psiioniic is like a haunted house to me i cant explain further genuinely like hes like what if the first ever haunted house was a guy. this doesnt make sense but to me it does and im gonna leave it at that . his house of leaves swag his haunting of hill house by shirley jackson swag ok im done

one aspect i wish more people understood about them:

HIS SILLYBOY SWAG. let psii be silly and perhaps even a little goofy!!! let him make Joke!!!!

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have about this character:

-post final sermon avid troll chess.com gamer . spams malware links in match chat

-does not fuck w second sufferists lol. like someth abt . your mans Only Being Remembered for his absolute worst least incharacter moment and That version of him being the version that gets remembered and deified. like . i think abt this so much esp in relation to one of our submarines like. the way he was moderating a chat full of second sufferists and did not interact w any of them lol. its just like. #awkward

one character i love seeing them interact with:

ok guys hear me out . this might sound crazy . The Handmaid . dont know what to put here for further context bc like i am writing a whole thing about them but LITERALLY when you die you walk into the cold unknown hand in hand with a girl you met once when you were five in a hotel pool and her hand is warm

one character i wish they would interact with/interact with more:

hmmmm drawing a blank for this one. i get that he canonically never interacts w the handmaid so perhaps more accurately that couldve gone here instead but in my mind palace they chat every day so.

I Think him interacting w redglare cld be interesting :))) but im not a Redglare Scholar unfortunately

one (or more) headcanon(s) i have that involve them and one other character:

di and psii are chad4chad like. actually i dont know how to explain it other than that statement. when theyre alone its just chad4chad

#ask games