#I actually feel like I’m dying

[7perqs]

i need to stop wondering why my anxiety is so bad cuz i literally only drink coffee for every meal & refuse to take medication like girl!!

#i actually feel like i’m dying

[subconscious-solipsist]

Hahahaha taking my stimulants after missing them for like a month is actually the least fun thing ever I feel like shit but like watch me pump this assignment out without stopping for 6 hours

#I actually feel like I’m dying #good thing I ate before this cuz no way am I gonna be able to for the rest of the day

[multiversegideons]

Women please eat enough

#I’ve been struggling with eating enough lately and it’s made me kind of insane #also that’s not good for a powerlifter #I am GONNA EAT A LOT TODAY #I feel like I’m dying lol #having regular and nutritious meals is actually difficult #at least for me #I didn’t have that growing up so it’s just stuck with me my whole life

[mogai-sunflowers]

honestly shout out to “visibly queer” people. shout out to us because it’s really fucking scary. i think people think that if you’re visibly queer you’re automatically confident and unafraid and while I’m sure that’s true for some people, in my experience that’s not the case. I make a choice to be visibly queer because of the amount of times people have told me that it makes them feel safer to be themselves. That doesn’t mean I’m suddenly completely unaware of what could easily happen to me every time I leave my house. It’s more than nerve-wracking. I’ve even seen people say that the visible queers are privileged because clearly we’ve never faced discrimination otherwise we wouldn’t have the freedom to be so open but that’s really dismissive of the work so many of us have had to put in to be confident enough to be that way. i see the eyes on me as I walk down the street and they burn into my skin. It is scary. I see a lot of support for people who have to hide their queerness, which is not a moral failing in any way, but bravery isn’t just one thing. Visibly queer people are not silly stereotypes. Twinks who fit every gay guy stereotype proudly are not your enemy they are your fiercest allies, so are the genderfucky trans people who don’t make an effort to pass as cis and the butches and studs who are fucking proud. We’re brave and just because we appear so confident and impenetrable on the outside doesn’t mean we don’t have the same struggles or support needs. So just shout out to us. I’ve had a few… experiences… lately and it’s made me reevaluate my decision to always be so open, but I’m willing to risk my safety to make a change and make others feel safe and I and others are brave for that and deserve your love.

#🌌when the stars align ; reigns rambles🌌 #queer #queer community #queer rights #queer issues #lgbtq community #i am so thankful for all the queer people who’ve come before me and have made it possible #for me to be like this now #im actually writing a song rn about Marsha and Sylvia and how they and others have changed me #might share it here at some point when I’m done #in my queer feels rn #and my anxiety is through the roof #im kinda dying lmao #kinda shivering like #i hate this it’s scary

[stayatsam]

my friend got me the fallout new vegas cards for christmas and they’re in perfect condition despite being from 2010 im gonna throw up (happy)

#sam crying #i’ve been dying for these for years #the box is coming off on the side i’m gonna see about gluing it back but yeah i like #actually thought they were a reprint they feel so new

[fandomfairyuniverse]

You know at this rate we’re going to get the whole Phaya-actually-drowns-and-needs-cpr thing that’s in the trailer before they actually get together and if that happens I might just have to fly to Thailand and demand compensation from Saint himself

#i’m only half joking #but like #tharn is stubborn #and traumatized #the poor man has very good reasons for being so closed off #and I just feel Phaya actually ‘dying’ #would be the only thing that makes him say screw it and cave #because Phaya is in danger whether they’re together or not #but idk we’ll see #the sign #the sign the series

[segretecose]

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#i feel like i’m not enjoying whatever time i have left with my grampa (he’s 93) #bc im constantly thinking about the fact that i’m genuinely not equipped to deal with him dying like. ever #like i just called him and the second i hanged up i felt like throwing up #romanroy voice i pre grieved #but i didn’t pre grieve shit #like I’m just being anxious and not enjoying these last few years (?) and im going to be a mess for months anyway when it happens #I just can’t not think about it but I know it will all be for nothing actually it will only make things worse #!!!! #eheh. not nice #why did i spell grandpa like that

[seagreenstardust]

I can’t believe I never saw this before.

Katsuki remembers his conversation with All Might about penance and atoning right in the middle of Deku’s solo fight against Shiguraki. And it would seem oddly placed if it weren’t for how that conversation ended, with All Might telling him that Izuku doesn’t blame him or think he needs to atone, but that they should talk it out themselves to clear the air.

And right as All Might says “You have plenty of time to talk” we transition back to Katsuki in real time, watching Deku risk everything, and starting to panic.

Yes, that episode is about Katsuki. Yes, we got insight into his head that wasn’t available before. This is the first time I think we understand that not only is he starting to change, he also sincerely regrets how he treated Izuku before. That’s all important and good.

But there’s something about All Might telling Katsuki he has time to fix things if he wants, transitioning directly to Katsuki realizing he might not have any time left at all to do anything right by Izuku, not if he dies fighting Shigaraki before Katsuki can work up the courage to talk to him.

It’s with those words from All Might echoing in his head that Katsuki jumps back into the action, ordering everyone around him, including the Number One hero, to help him execute a plan that would have worked if All For One hadn’t stepped in.

Katsuki is terrified that Izuku is going to die before he gets the chance to fix anything and that, my friends, is Good. Content.

#bkdk #bakudeku #everything about the story telling is so precise #like these are choices hori is making #it’s deliberate #there’s no way we aren’t supposed to figure out that Katsuki really actually cares about Izuku #and on top of THaT #he doesn’t even get a chance to act on the realization that he needs to act #because then Izuku is in a coma #and then he’s run off to be a vigilante #so that means that the first actual time Katsuki Bakugo is given the chance to talk to Izuku is when Class 1A rescues him #and what does he do? #apologize #immediately. #as soon as he knows Izuku will be able to listen #like this moment in the first half of season six #Katsuki on the ground feeling a rare moment of helplessness and Izuku in the air fighting for the entire world more than his own life #is the actual start of the apology that happens later #I’m dying #I fricken love them so much #mha #bnha #izuku midoriya #katsuki bakugo

[shima-draws]

Currently feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, hope you all are faring better than me lol

#Bro I was so. SO fucking sick last night #It was legitimately awful. Like there was a point where I thought ‘dying would be better than this’ #I can’t remember the last time I’ve been this sick #Emetophobia tw ahead— #But yeah I was throwing up like all night #And it was freezing inside the house so I was having like. MAJOR chills #I probably also had a fever at the time too fjdnndn #My body is so sore and achy it really does feel like I’ve been hit by a car #Just the combo of being in pain + being nauseous + having severe chills #And you know that feeling right before you throw up where you get the shivers so bad. IT WAS THE WORST. THE WORST!!!!! #I actually had to lie on my back for most of the night bc that helped curb the nausea a little #But ooough. The torture ladies and gents. #I still feel like shit but not nearly as bad as last night #Nausea’s gone now (thank GOD) #Hey do not get sick 0/10 do not recommend ever. #Shima speaks #Help I’m so achy and tired and sore and I just wanna sleep. My body will not let me tho 😭

[lavenderjewels]

saw a comment about how Gojo’s afterlife could’ve actually been a product of his imagination that was his acceptance of death—I never even considered it, although now it feels like an obvious option on the table. Haibara mentioning him butting into Nanami’s death is the only thing I can see going against that, but Gojo knows of their past that affected Nanami his entire life, so it doesn’t debunk it. When Jogo was dying, he spoke of reincarnation with Hanami and Dagon, and that too was vague in how real it was (at least for Hanami and Dagon being there), but was likely Jogo himself accepting his and their ends. A surprisingly similar end to Gojo’s. That interpretation does make everything 10 times sadder though.

#both takes seem valid but now I kind of like this one more 😭 I feel dumb for missing that interpretation completely #with maki and mai that seemed like an innate connection similar to when yuuji died and met with sukuna before reviving #pandas siblings end are also vague. but since their souls are stored inside I wouldn’t be surprised #if their moments saying goodbye were also in an innate landscape that they’re connected to #whereas in scenes where the character of focus is dying they often see other dead #and it’s unclear if hanami is actually there for jogo. or if haibara was there in nanamis last moments #the latter DOES seem like nanamis imagination #so honestly I could see how everything in gojos afterlife scene was 100% himself dying and conjuring his ideal version of passing over #jjk spoilers #gojo satoru #thanks to the random person who commented that #maybe a ton of people think this and I’m late to knowing but it’s a fun interpretation #and unless there’s definitely proof against it. it’s 100% a valid reading #jjk 236

[bleekay]

🚽

i live here

#i feel like i’m actually dying

[scenezfreak]

Someone be nice and tell me how to make myself get unsick faster, I’ll give you a big kiss if you do pls

#creepypasta #sickness #help me i feel like I’m actually dying. AND ON WINTER BREAK!? #aw naw.

[strawberrybyers]

lesson learned this week: if your teenage niece asks to throw a party at your house, say no because you might end up feeling trapped in your bedroom due to not wanting to encounter a group of teens in your own home so now you’re thirsty, and being thirsty triggers anxiety and anxiety triggers nausea and nausea triggers more anxiety which triggers stomach cramps which triggers more anxiety which triggers more nausea and i’m still thirsty on top of that. i am fighting for my life in here 😭😭 i think i could start crying i’m having so much anxiety 😭😭

#i am so tired of the cycle of anxiety 😭😭😭 like bro my body is TIRED #it’s tired of being in an anxious state and hurting and feeling nauseous and throwing up and i am constantly dying #i’m also wearing makeup and i need to take it off but i can’t bc that requires going to the bathroom! #and going to the bathroom means encountering people! #i need a xanax #maybe 2 or 3 actually #i also need a hair tie my hair is starting to drive me crazy #i’m getting a headache #i’m also congested bc my allergies are bothering me #i’m also shaking i cannot with this rn #i am overstimulated #and i have to pee #we are just not doing well team 😭😭 #strawberrybyers text post

[an-idiot-in-a-suit]

I feel like my body is fucking falling apart, and my brain is so nervous and stressed and moderately calm at the same time, and it’s sickening… I feel both lightheaded and okay at the same time, and it’s making me unbelievably nauseous… I can’t sleep… I don’t feel like eating…

… AND IT’S ALL THE FAULT OF A DAMN MONSTER ENERGY—

#vent ig #sorry this is dumb #never drinking that stuff again honestly #even though i actually like it #but i like not feeling like i’m dying more

[radsplain]

being a younger lesbian in your 20s and 30s is actually insane rn because not only is our dating pool small enough as it is (especially for lesbians who only want to date other lesbians) but then we’re also having to contend with the fact that half of the lesbians around our age are going by they/them or they/he pronouns and like kudos to y’all who can maintain relationships (hell, even friendships) with people who require you to deny base reality every time you’re around them or even reference to them when they’re not even in the room but like. i can’t pretend to indulge in it, like not even for a little bit. and i really do feel like this is actually a real issue and has so many implications for the lesbian community as a whole and how it really is disappearing right before our eyes, all in just a matter of a few years etc but all that is to say! we need to free young lesbians from the shackles that is gender now before i go completely insane and end up single forever

#like I’m so tired #and it’s not just that I want a girlfriend lolol that was just a joke (kind of) but like!!! #I swear it seems like EVERY single lesbian I come across is engulfed in this gender stuff #so when older lesbians are saying the lesbian community is dying out this is part of what they mean #like there is barely any solidarity amongst younger lesbians and it’s sad #not only are we letting men infiltrate our safe spaces #but we’re also not standing up to things like the definition of lesbian being changed to ‘non man loving non man’ or whatever the fuck #like soooo many lesbians are ACTIVELY feeding into that rhetoric and it’s driving me insane and making me want to scream & pull my hair out #and like actually I’m not willing to be with a woman who doesn’t even acknowledge her womanhood #idk it just feels like an act of disrespect to not only them but all women #anyways no one asked for this lil take or my rant in the notes but LMAO it’s on my mind #lesbian #radsplain.txt

[pessimisticprincess]

would love to have a day i don’t wake up completely miserable

#between immediately going back into working back to back 12 hour shifts #and not really sleeping at night and going through vyvanse withdrawal i’m truly the queen of misery right now #at least besides the fatigue and raspy voice i feel okay physically a few weeks ago i felt like i was actually dying so that is something