#I have fewer than I expected

[thewolfisawake]

Evil Verse Muse Ideas

Kesil: He lost Artemis in a traumatic way (either from one their earlier near escapes or he 'eats' him) and basically became like Vasily, known exterminator of anything with fangs and blood diet. His weird humor gets dialed up to sadistic and cruel and he just has pleasure in harm. Like he maintains his charisma but his aura is like death. Oh and one of those verses he masters his personal power, so untouchable by death and able to bring the curtain down on anyone he wants.

Eriskyne: Basically went full on machiavellian schemer and for some reason views the entirety of the Seelie as their target. And all of it needs to be in shambles. And they want to do it in some method that twists the pride or goal of his targets. From turning the king's paranoia to 100 to causing whispers amongst the gentry of possible (but in reality completely false) method to gain control of the Seelie to starting a rebellion of the humans and other beings that have been taken by the fae. They want bloodshed and torment with as little physical doing on their own part (not that they won't abscond from it).

Artemis: idk the catalyst but he becomes real debonair but he uses it for cold and calculated moves. He is like a perfect gentleman but has so many tools at his disposal because he just drained people for their ability and got really good at them. Dispassionate but so eerily patient in his endeavors. Honestly? Not the worst outcome to me. Basically the definition of 'god had to give me self-esteem issues or I would have bested him in combat years ago.'

Eiji: Aha, there is a possibility within his future where he discovered who cursed him. And there is this and basically his last chance to regain his former life is dashed. The hatred and doubt and fear in his heart manifests scarily fast as a grudge. That grudge consumes him before it consumes the tatarigami that ruined him. So he becomes like a newborn evil curse with the powers at a calamity level. And with the pain and hate, Eiji just wants all to suffer because if his good end has been robbed from him, he will rob the masses of everything.

Aspis: I actually have two versions. One is if he either returned or had from the start dealt with the infernal and like the environment or the time with them changed him. Kinda Y.iling P.atriarch vibes but more just destruction for destruction's sake. And in a way, he uses that kind charm of his to its worst potential to bewitch others do for him and do it willfully. The other is if he failed to have a support system and basically lost all the passion and love that made Aspis...well, Aspis. He became a 'hunter of hunters,' that is a little too into his work and has minions not friends. As in he has beaten a lot of beings and forced them into subservience. That version of him kinda reminds me of Greed from F.MA that he's like 'you are mine so I will care for you because you're mine.'

Altyn: Apparently just Altyn, fewer morals. The ramifications of that terrify me. She is already the lower moral haver between herself and Zhifeng. You add that she is willing to do anything for her pay? Oh man. She is the one that supplied much of the people that are trapped by the village. She seduced them with their greatest wants to enslave them. She bullies investors and even seedy organization heads to take on her business endeavors which range from the selling of the village resources to full on making people disappear. Also she's quite the bastard towards nonhumans because there's 'just a river of gold flowing through them.' And she's capricious as hell, making others afraid because she might just strike you down because she needed some relief.

Crowe: Boy, it sure would be a bad time if he lost his friendship. It's where Crowe's overwhelming fear and paranoia of not being trusted or loved breaks him. He's been hurt for the last time (Queen of Mean intensifies in background). If he's the bad guy then fine, he'll be the goddamn devastation you all will quiver to. Storm summoner, mass hysteria inducer and part time god devourer to take their essence and traits to make him an even better god. Because yeah, he literally cast his humanity aside. While his grandmother likely took advantage of him at his lowest, she underestimated that Crowe is a 'by any means' man and a man with nothing left to lose.

#{Muse Headcanon List #I have fewer than I expected #but that's probably because everyone is like #chill enough in their own stories #they really don't need to go that far #and then you get motherfuckers like these #who are repressed af and just barely keeping it together #except Altyn #because Altyn is Altyn #oh god is that my thing? #muse is just muse #because that's the only way I can describe her and Kesil and Noita

[spllwys]

uk ghesties; odeon is already selling tickets

#in fewer cities than i expected... no brisol?? ok #maybe that'll be released later #got my ticket anyway #rite here rite now #the band ghost #the manic fan in me wants to go twice but £15 is a lot tbh #and i have to get a train ticket on top of that #anyway. so glad to see it's 15+ lmao

[qqueenofhades]

If graduate students don't learn how to read emails and follow basic instructions real quick, Imma go spare.

#hilary for ts #school stuff #me: /sends out a long and detailed email with clear instructions about a missing assignment and what to do next #no fewer than three students (and counting): ?? what do do?? unsure??? #these are final year grad students applying for graduation #i have. questions. many questions. #most of them are CAN YOU READ #you would expect this from undergrads but CMON GUYS #etc etc moment of ventage into the blue hellsite complete

[suddencolds]

almost done... 🙏

#before yvverse i was never the kind of person to write 4-6k word chapters #i have been writing this chapter since february 6th #it was agonizingly difficult... line by line crises type of difficult D: #i still have no clue how people like write thousands of words in a day and then hit post 🥲 i have spent so long on this. i think i spent #an hour this morning writing one paragraph #but now that the finish line is in sight i just feel so ready to post it (even though it is not done. and needs at least 500 more words #on top of editing) #anyways. apologies for yapping 🙇‍♀️ #in terms of difficulty... i feel like writing this series has been eye opening to me as to what i find difficult to write? which is #interesting. fool me twice pt5 was also hard for me in the sense that i rewrote it no fewer than 5 times... and this installment was hard #in a different way. T_T i want to claim victory! but not yet! i haven't earned it #anyways... please expect the next chapter at some point over the next week (and if it's not there i have likely fallen into another crisis)

[myrddin-wylt]

some quick death headcanons lmao

I have decided. as far as the worst. as in most painful, gruesome deaths a nation has suffered: any criticality accident. Alfred, Kiku, and Ivan are the only nations to have ever died from criticality accidents and uh, radiation poisoning is as vile a death as it gets I think.

out of the three of them, Alfred has experienced the most criticality accidents. I’m less sure about who has the most deaths from radiation poisoning in general - mind you, other nations have died from radiation poisoning as well, just not criticality accidents specifically - but this idiot has by far gotten the most Cherenkov beams to the face because, well, that’s what happens when you’re the one pioneering the field. and also you’re a cocky immortal with dubious impulse control. 

the fact that he still loves working with nuclear physics is something that drives Arthur insane, because every time Alfred gets into one of these accidents, guess who he’s begging to have by his bedside before he dies? it’s not super uncommon for the nations to comfort each other by staying at their side during slower deaths, but Alfred rarely allows, much less wants, another nation see him die. he’d rather have his death cold and alone and dignified, thank you.

except for the times that he gets blasted point-blank by a nuclear fission reaction. then he needs his dad, and quickly.

#hetalia hc #irl there are a lot fewer fatalities from these accidents than I expected #hetalia hcs #hetalia headcanons #hetalia headcanon #anyway despite having the most balling physics professor ever I sadly still do not understand nuclear physics

[coquelicoq]

fascinated to see that this dico calls no especial attention to the fact that you're not supposed to make elision with the words onze or onzième (i.e., you say le onzième rather than l'onzième). i was curious to see if they would take the same route as my english-french dico, which puts an asterisk before the pronunciation like it does with words that begin with an aspirated h, but the only thing this one does is include the example sentence Il est le onzième.

#it includes example sentences all the time and it's not always immediately apparent to me what any given example sentence #is doing. in this case because i was already looking for it (and because i read the sentence aloud) i saw the 'le' (instead of l') #but i'm not positive i would have noticed otherwise #in fact this is maybe less clear than just including the example phrase 'le onzième' would be (instead of the whole sentence) #because it's an abridged dictionary so much of the context comes from how much information is included #like for example the pronunciation notes. to save space this dico only tells you the pronunciation of words that are exceptions #and even then only tells you the pronunciation for the part of the word that is pronounced differently than one would expect #rather than for the whole word #this is very helpful to me because a) when i see a pronunciation next to a word i always notice it because it's rare #and b) it tells me exactly in what way the word is pronounced weirdly #(which also often allows me to infer how that spelling would be pronounced if it weren't an exception) #lecture du dico #lexicography #french #my posts #so anyway including the whole sentence 'il est le onzième' is a bit misleading because you think oh it's just an example sentence #which could be in there for who knows what reason. the fewer units of information you have (words in this instance) #the less you have to guess at what they're meant to convey to you. because you can focus right in on the relevant part #(which in this case is the le instead of l') with fewer red herrings #when i first saw this example sentence i thought it was just showing how the adjective onzième can be used as a noun #which is a not-infrequent purpose of example sentences in this dico #but because i was scrutinizing the entry for clues as to the lack of elision i noticed it #it's fascinating because i didn't realize this about onze until a couple years ago #and when i asked my french teacher (who is french) about it she had no clue what i was talking about #even though she personally never made elision with these words either #she didn't realize it was an exception or anything that would have to be told to L2 learners. it was completely natural to her #trying to remember now if she had the same reaction with huit cuz i knew i brought that up too #cuz to me they're functionally the same...you don't make elision or liaison with either of them #but everybody talks about aspirated hs and i don't even know if there's a word for what's going on with onze #or any other words in that same category of start-with-vowel-but-no-elision-or-liaison (there must be? but i can't think of any)

[astrogenica]

people claim to understand that progress isn't linear and recovery can take a long time until it becomes personally inconvenient to them and then you're just a stupid lazy bastard to them no matter how you behaved before you became outwardly sick or how hard you've been trying to get better. and i will be mad about that forever

#text post #vent #venting #vent post #chronic illness #mental illness #progress is not linear #recovery takes time #ive only been diagnosed and trying treatments for my autoimmune disease for 1yr #ive been sick for closer to 5 #i just got covid for the second time in january and its fucked up all the progress #that i was making #and now rather than try to support me through a major setback #everyone is acting like i just dont have my shut together and im not trying #meanwhile i am doing my best to keep up when walking a single flight of stairs is still hard for me #and there are very few people who meaningfully recognize how hard this is for me #i used to work three jobs while going to school full time seeing my family frequently #AND having a social life and maintaining my ltr #now im married yeah but i only do one wfm full time job barely engage with my hobbies #see my family and friends infrequently and tbh barely leave my house #and its not for any lack of wanting to #its because i CANT #and even fewer people are making am efforts to accommodate me #so i force myself to occasionally go out and see people #and then need to recover for two weeks #and they dont even appreciate how HARD it is #so much of the effort disabled put into their interactions with abled or just differently #disabled loved ones goes completely unnoticed because its expected as the bare minimum another can do #but rhe bare minimum to them is the absolute best you yourself can give #and nobody cares

[troglobite]

if all the children playing online tera raids in pokemon sv could learn fucking typing matchups that would be GREAT

ETA: anyway i immediately ate my words by just having my kingambit obliterated by this basculegion in this other tera raid.

double ETA: in the very next raid every single pokemon except mine fainted repeatedly again and can i just--YOUR POKEMON HAS TO BE AT LEAST LEVEL 90 TO STAND A CHANCE IN 5 AND 6 STAR RAIDS!!!! PLEASE!!!! part of the reason i DO so many raids is not just to kill time until an aipom raid pops up (PLEASE!!!) but also bc i get SO MANY XP CANDIES FROM THEM. and how do you think i have so many level 100 pokemon for my raids? also the bottlecaps!!! i hypertrain those bitches!!!

#oh i know what i'll bring to a grafaiai raid!!! #A LOKIX A MEOWSCARADA AND A FUCKING SLOWKING #ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?! #we lost bc each of the three of them fainted no fewer than three times each #meanwhile i was the only one doing decent damage with my kingambit like fuck's sake #also don't tell me i could've cheered to heal them #they were gETTING ONESHOTTED SO I COULDNT' DO ANYTHING #they were also cheering to heal themselves and then IMMEDIATELY fainting like fuck's sake #also do i actually expect children to be experts no #but the way you can tell when you're playing with children and when you're playing with adults is so clear #the adults tend to all choose the same ridiculous legendary pokemon w great typing match ups #and i do meager damage next to them despite having hypertrained ALL my level 100 pokemon for tera raids #and the children will just grab whatever is cool or whatever works against the tera type AND NOT THE POKEMON'S ACTUAL TYPING #just bc this grafaiai was a dark tera type DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULD BRING A SLOWKING THAT TERRASTALIZES INTO GRASS TYPE!!! THE FUCK!!!!

[misscrazyfangirl321]

Area woman has a favorite color (well, color combination) again for the first time in years; 12 healed, 44 revived.

#i speak #red and purpleeee #i know it's still two but. i haven't had a favorite color in years. narrowing it down to 2 is good enough for me. #also i have fewer purple clothing items than i expected #must remedy that

[the-fibre-stuff]

Any tips for teaching a grade 5/6 class (ages 10-12) how to knit? Had a request from Thing Two to come & teach her class, and the teacher has said he thinks is a great idea.

The good news is that there is a document camera we’ll be able to use to show everyone what I’m doing.

#I'm going to be loaning out needles #and giving the kids yarn #I have tons of yarn of the correct weight #and a 30g or so ball will be plenty to learn with #I'm just hoping #that there's more than one kid in the class #who knows at least a little bit about how to knit #the big question right now #is do I teach how to cast on #like I was expected to do for the CYC classes #or do I just teach the knit cast on #Like I always used to do when there wasn't much time #because it ends up being one fewer thing to learn

[relmsramblins]

I feel bad that I haven’t been writing/posting like I want to but I’m working full time plus two side jobs, I’m working on getting certified to teach a different subject for next year, and that just hasn’t left me much time/energy to write/post. Hopefully next semester I can dig into it a bit more once my two side jobs are over.

I’ll still try to do short ask games and easy reblogs and stuff!

#Writeblr #Writing #real life sucks sometimes #I want to be able to teach history so I don’t have to travel as much and fewer evening expectations than happen with music

[jacksintention]

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#I was contemplating whether to message or not someone who told me to do so in May to see each other again #and like... On the one hand I want to. I so desperately want to #On the other hand... what do I do afterwards? #I've crafted so much of my life around the fact of seeing him again #I was content with that instant in December. More than content. I didn't expect him to be so happy to see me at all #And he told me he was leaving but he'd come back in May‚ to write him then to see each other at lenght #But after so much absence and honestly so little intimacy since the very beginning‚ #and mainly having the chance of seeing him be what's kept me alive for a long while... it's like. What for? xD #We have nothing to say to each other and what do I do afterwards with my life? #So anyway I was contemplating this decision and #I really should learn better ways of coping with life. This is so stupid it's kinda humiliating #But he's meant so much to me. He means so much to me. I don't think he knows how much he's meant to me #But like. In a totally detached way xD He's one of my favourite people I've ever met. I enjoyed spending time with him #But it's not that. It's situational xD #I don't know. I just wanted to ramble a bit and this blog has fewer followers haha #I used to write these things down on notebooks but I'm afraid of someone reading them when I'm dead haha #Other than the instant in December I hadn't seen this man since 2015. It's been so long. I've missed him desperately but also I haven't #I can't believe his 'go into academia‚ that way we'll see each other again one day' worked #If someone is reading this‚ don't go into academia. It's depressing‚ it makes you resent what you love and it doesn't pay haha #It's stupid how many things I've ruined in my life for my detached attachment for this particular person #with whom I never really had a close relationship. Yet here I am. And in part‚ indeed‚ here I am #I was considering the most effective way to kill myself when he told me to go into academia to meet again at some random conference in 2015 #And I was going to kill myself this December until I saw him and he told me to meet him in May #And he was the only person to say the right words when I first tried to kill myself #I don't know what he does #But he always makes me want to live #The sky looks beautiful and violet when I watch it from beneath the jacaranda flowers and suddenly Tuesdays come back #I miss how his hands smelled of coffee in the mornings and how he blushed when you teased him. He had beautiful hands #I think I won't write to him. It seems unbearable. It seems unbearable to see him again and see everything that was and wasn't #and how much kinder my life could have been had I known how to manauver it. And it's unbearable losing the possibility of seeing him again

[stirdrawsandreblaws]

!!!! I'M GONNA HAVE MY OWN ROOM SOON.....!

a kind of security I've never had...the door will lock, nobody can come in without my say-so, and i can do whatever i want with the decor...!!!

if anyone wants to send me moneys (info in bio) for paint/bedframe/furniture so i can start sourcing that stuff soon, I would be deeply touched ✨

#potentially less than a couple weeks!!!! #stirring up trouble #like obvs i have tempered expectations. its not gonna cure my mental illness or whatever. #but it will be several fewer things for my anxiety to latch onto. esp since i might be getting a fridge shelf of my own a bit later #not that sleeping on the floor in a borrowed space is the worst thing ever but....i really do need to not be doing this anymore

[milo-melon]

Any predictions for what's gonna be shown for Pokemon Presents?

Gen 5 remakes killing me instantly even if I'd rather they skip a year to take the time for a worthy remake

Mystery Dungeons Sky EX but it's clearly dumbed down but in the same style as rescue team DX so it looks nice just not as nice as sprite work

New app because they want in game purchases

Speaking of in game purchases pokemon master sex update of Hisuian Ingo

New detective Pikachu game

Scarlet Violet dlc teased and it's a painful $40

lets go Espeon and lets go Umbreon or just solo let's go Pichu

Poken 3

pokemon company and Nintendo are getting divorced

Unova sitting cuties going on sale for the american cite after the direct killing my bank account

and lastly another McDonald's thingy

#Pokemon #I have fewer ideas than I did the Nintendo one because pokemon has much less to expect #Yes I will only call that game master sex #If you can't tell I have Unova bias

[dedecorus]

Dishonored, 2012

Toilets of Dunwall

#i know this is odd #but when i was replaying I was like hey there are toilets #how many can i find #and went looking #these are all the ones I found #fun fact #the overseers have no toilets #and neither does sokolov #the whalers don't either but they live in a ruin so i'll give them a pass #there's far fewer toilets than expected #but i find it amusing they are included #and the npcs use them #dishonored #dh1 #dishonored 1 #game photography #video game #picture #mine #screenshot #dunwall #toilets

[sysig]

Hhhh I somehow managed a week of posts over on VLH starting tomorrow

#Pls look forward to it #I'm still frustrated with my fuzzy brain #I keep wanting to do so much more than I've been able to #But holding on to everything until I'm at the point will just frustrate me :P #So I need to be satisfied with posting things either not what I see in my head or fewer in number than I'm used to #I just have to keep reminding myself that nobody but me can see what's up in my head #No one else can be disappointed by the expectations I set for myself because they're a private measure #Anything I'm able to make and publish is a net positive - what's missing is only obvious to me #Anyway anyway anyway #There is still an absolute bunch and of what's there I am Quite proud of pretty much all of it #I do hope that finally pushing it out of the way will clear my brain for whatever else is going on up here lol #Pretty tired of stewing >:P