#I have one or two more days left planned

[sherbetlemonss]

@fenroweek2023 Day 3: best canon interaction!!

Didn’t really have any ideas so this is just a screenshot redraw!! Tried to do more with it tho :]

Image I redrew ->

#ducktales #ducktales 2017 #dt17 #ducktales art #ducktales gyro #ducktales fenton #fenton crackshell cabrera #gyro gearloose #fenro #fenro week 2023 #my art #art #digital art #sillies!! #I have one or two more days left planned #oct 1st is my fav I’ve done lolz

[miodiodavinci]

there’s a more correct way of saying it though

#which is to say that one #i am mandated by my university to take on a certain number of tasks each week #all of which require extensive documentation both before and after they take place #but my supervisor is so fucking. disorganized that i can’t plan more than a day ahead #and even then they have been. repeatedly brushing off the tasks We Agreed I Would Do #in favor of them just taking the lead and making all of my planning documentation. redundant. #and then at the end of the week they’re like ‘oh what was if you needed to do #and i end up having to cram all these stupid redundant tasks into one day. #and Two. #because of this ongoing issue of them kind of just. agreeing on something one day and then changing the story on me the very next day #i am Horribly behind on my portfolio project #and having to do Very stupid and difficult things to make it seem like i’m Not horribly behind #and in both cases i just feel like screaming and crying and weeping #but i aldo feel like i have expended the emotionsl good graces of everyone around me #so all that’s left to do is suffer. #(but my brain is so fucking burned out that it feels like i’m just) #(repeatedly jabbing electrodes into a piece of shoe leather meat and begging for it to work again) #oughhhhh i just want to collapse already #someone let me………

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[marcusagrippa]

becoming more invested in one random side character who is fucking dead by the time my main plot starts than the actual protagonist is just a rite of passage for my writing process at this point

#big oc ramblingin the tags warning u h. #save me melisadd...... isa............ #a horrible ugly name for a horrible ugly guy #however. every lover is a soldier. etc etc. #yes he gets killed because of his own ambition but he also gets killed because of his devotion to his city. and by extension his paradoxica #devotion to rhys (who has become the city itself in a weird parasitic sort of way). he hates what rhys stands for and he hates his idealism #and his tyranny andsuch but they have such a fucked up (literally) cannibalistic relationship going back to faustus and the ivy war #that neither of them can function without the other. rhys' fate is sealed the moment he kills isa because theres no-one left to balance him #out and challenge his plans. and he spirals from this genius up-and-coming ruthless commander willing to do anything to keep his home safe #into a lazy power-hungry beast relying on the prestige of his ancestors and the fear of the people to keep him fed. and he misses isa #as much as he hates to admit it #and he misses argent and he misses what they all had and as he gets older he starts losing the ability to distinguish between the past and #the present. hence the public display of argent's innards and isa's rotting corpse being dug up and given a seat at the table at the feast. #but back to isa. isa doesn't want to fight rhys - he believes there's good in him up until the last second of his life. #his execution is the death of any hope of redemption rhys might have had. #noneof that makes sense but anyway you get what im trying to say right #<- what a late republic hyperfix does to a mf #they are based loosely on the first triumvirate and should all eat each other !! #i can make my own narrative ghosts god dammit #dyrposts #r. a. bicinius #m. f. voscium #i made these guys like. two days ago??? but i cant stop thinking about them #if anyone is interested. i will say more things about dr #writing #augh #rhys isnt technically a main character either feel like i should clarify that he. dies in the first chapter #story focuses on eos furi and gabier !!! yippee !!! #jase writes #FUTURE ME EDIT: THIS IS ALL WILDLY OUTDATED :DDDDD OH WELL

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! :3

#i managed to work more on that fic so I'm happy :D #at this rate i'll definitely have it finished before the lantern rite event starts hehe :3 #and i'll keep doing companion quests in terms of gaming plans for today #like i'm almost done with all the belobog ones (think i have like two-three left?? idk how many clara's splits into) #but that's fun! :D #i'm also wanting to come up with more tags for some potential f/os #speaking of... i should probably screenshot my potentials list and share it here #i doubt many people go look at it that often (probably since i silently add to it and don't tell anyone) #lol i should also change that hehe #but anyways #i hope you have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles

[heartshapedtrap]

just hung out w friends for five hours and feltso full of whimsy I could pass out <333 I miss them so bad already but I get to see them tomorrow tooooo

#like it wasn’t even planned we just talked on the phone then met up at **** house chatted while our other two friends made us friendship #bracelets and watched the cat be silly with a bowl of water that was like two hours of us doing that #then agroup car ride (I love when we do this sm it’s like my favorite part when we hang out) skin to skin in a tiny fucking car laughing #talking listening to music on our way to Taco Bell then rode around taking scenic routes b4 gas station break to like pee n buy snacks :33 #flicked up another scenic route went to the epic park w the cool playground n reminisced about how it felt like being a kid again at 1am #I’m convinced all these fuckers are neurodivergent bc not one of them can go without stemming and ***** fucking climbing on top of the every #single thing LMFAO doing backflips off of swings and stuff too I had like an insane amount of whatever bc I skipped like the entire time #just to idk be silly and **** joined in :))) switches seats in the car and went to another park then rode in the car again to more scenic #routes and all the way back to **** house to get our stuff and each driveour cars back home <3 #we group hugged at the epic park and the moment was so surreal bc we all were close to crying especially ******* like I love my fwends sm i #cannot even properly describe how happy they make me feel like sonearnestly so #I weirdly felt closer to ***** tonight too probably bc we indulged **** antics together and were skin to skin in the backseat of the car #like having to fasten each others seatsbelt his arm awkwardly behind me n out the window that close n how alike we are… #OH WAIT him and **** buzzed their hair like days before n it really hit me that I haven’t seen him w shirt hair since I’ve first known him #when we all were once coworkers together and it’s like a fond memory now and crazy to think about how we’ve all grown together as friends #ok done being sappy now b4 I actually fucking cry like eyes are on the brink as I type :p #* #personal #heartshapedtrap #can y’all tell I left my journal at home… and needed to like remember how happy I’ve felt since seeing friends <3 #omggg i forgot to mention how they all cheered and were like happy for me during the scenic car ride that I’m almost certain im lesbian #still unsure of myself but I think that’s probably the closest label idk I just feel really happy that they support me nomatter what yaknow

[llycaons]

the other grads going 'we love having three-day work weeks and vacation time' well that must be fucking nice!!!

#for context if you work 36 hrs/wk (3 12 hr days) it's still considered full time #you make less money but you get bonus if you volunteer for shifts #but we have to make 80 hrs biweekly so we have to do a stupid 8 hr every two weeks #and I just want the cleanliness of a three-day week PLEASE #anyway I just signed up for the january and february schedule #call every other weekend is annoying but it does mean money #and I need to get these loans paid off already!!! I have a six month plan but also I'm impatient #none of the og ppl at work have been able to take a vacation more than 4 days long #one of them is being denied her jan vacation so she's just like I'll call out #she got offered a job with lower stress better schedule and more vacation and our manager is NOT doing much to try to keep her on #I still have a whole week of vacation left this year but am i going to be able to take it? absolutely not #better take at least 2 next year #cor.txt

[speedyowl152]

Mlb series 5 finale spoilers //

Feel like the whole time through miraculous the message was don't make the wish actually because the price won't be worth it and then they turn around and do that???? And Nathalie's still alive??? And everyone remembers monarch despite that talk about the universe being unwritten in ephemeral and also why is no one questioning why Emilie is here suddenly. I'm so. Gah. Whats the moral of the story, its okay to go mad in search of power so long as you make sure you're the only one to suffer for it. I thought this was gonna be one of the first animated kids shows to cover such serious topics of life threatening illness and making one of the main characters an orphan during the peak of the show rather than being one since the beginning and they fucking? Just made it all better? I know it can't be too dark because it's a kids show but what happened to consequences for your actions? What happened to balance??? Whos taken nathalies place of eternal sleep. Is no one ever gonna give adrien a heads up about the significance of those rings.

Lila is the only bitch I respect I can't believe they made adrien spend the whole episode rocking back and forth in his sensory deprivation chamber from trauma and Felix! Bruh! Was he spending the episode asking mummy to make him hot chocolate while he tried to track the location of the deprivation chamber. What the heck is in this for tomoe??

#i say this as a felix stan. my boy where were you #was his and kagamis plan really to give marinette a heads up and just back off and leave her to it #fuck zag when will bonkus have full rights to the show #i knew leaving it open ended to make more series for the money would wreck the finale boooo #it just couldve been so much and it was just fuckin. that? i kept checking the time stamp and going blimey theres still more left #then i was like wow they gotta wrap this up to show the negatives to gabriels choices and put the universe back in 4 minutes damn #and then they didnt lmaoooi #emilie where is the cataclysm that by equal exchange should be consuming u huh #adrien just gonna live his life never knowing that hes a sentimonster that killed his own father huh #ml s5e25 #ml s5e26 #ml s5e26 spoilers #ml s5e25 spoilers #ml the last day part one spoilers #the last day part one spoilers #the last day part two spoilers #ml the last day part two #the last day part 2 #ml the last day part 2 #the last day part 2 spoilers #ml recreation #ml re-creation #recreation spoilers #ml recreation spoilers #ml s5 spoilers #ml spoilers #miraculous spoilers #miraculous ladybug spoilers #own post #really thought this show could help me accept my own internal issues with mortality and my own tendancy to escape through fantasy

[sluttyten]

Now I sit in my room anxiously for the next hour and a half waiting for tickets to go on sale, and then I drive anxiously across town too

#like fuck I’m nervous and I need to eat something but I’m nervous and that makes it difficult #also I fucking hate making plans with people that I don’t know all that well 😭😭 like yeah I know them at work but not outside of work #and also going places I’ve never been before?? to do things that I don’t do?? the social anxiety has my belly in knots #and then….. I have to show my parents that I pierced my nose and I think that’s my biggest fear about all of this #number one fear actually: not getting tickets #number two fear: me coming home with my nose pierced and having to tell them #I just got home from work and saw my dad was home and was like oh shit bc when I leave I’m gonna have to offer an explanation #but like once I have the tickets purchased then like 🤷🏻‍♀️ what’s my mom gonna do tell me that we’re not going #also like everyone keeps telling me I’m a grown ass adult and I can make these decisions myself #I wonder if everyone at work could see how nervous I was and how increasingly throughout the day I’ve been getting like more nervous and #more quiet but like I feel like it’s equal parts ticket sale anxiety and doing something out of the ordinary that my parents might not #approve of while I live under their roof and all that #but on the bright side my dad just left to go do something so maybe he won’t be back before I leave and I’ll just be like hey I’m leaving #um and I’m getting my nose pierced but I’ll be back soon!! #also though like a source of my anxiety right now is that I have to go pick up one of the people I’m going with and I’ve never been alone #with him not that I mean that in a bad way just an anxious way like I’m awkward as fuck #and the other girl who was maybe going with us didn’t work with us today and she seemed a lil hesitant about it and then I texted her about #what time I’m planning on going and she hasn’t responded but I’m pretty sure she read it #anyway I’m literally like buzzing with anxiety right now over getting tickets first and foremost #ALSO I’m supposed to be getting something from Amazon today and it’s not here yet plus I’m waiting on a trade to get here and I just want #it all to just be here

[onepiexe]

actually today was good

#logbook #the lead for my job stopped by. he and i have met a few times but never worked together. #he said 'your reputation preceeds you' 😭😭😭 like holy moly lol #and he said everything looked good. i hope he gets the paperwork sorted and can work a few shifts with me soon. #also grj stopped by. asked if i was lost LMAO. it was good to see him. he snapped my cap down pft. #shift was sooo busy. the two new employees ive bonded with were great. one was cashier for the day so i decorated her area. #the other we tag teamed making displays look good. snd consolidating etc etc. #theyre both fun. and so ive decided bc it was a good shift that i'll work tmrw. #only one is working but i think my coworker was planning to? she may end up at the other store tho. #can do a bunch of houseplant stuff. i left some tasks bc i got busy #idk i feel good i came home to some pkgs had a nice shift. i stopped by my old store and got a passive aggressive comment from the #same asm that kicked me over the edge two weeks ago lol. i just wanted to check in tho. #im feeling more and more glad that i left. im enjoying this store soo much more already. employees seem friendly and helpful. #and my coworker/store lead said that the store manager is pretty good which is high praise. coming from us lol.

[linguenuvolose]

anyway gotta savor today as one of my four unplanned days of July

#two more left... #one of them being Saturday and then I'm booked and busy every day until my last unplanned day 31/7 #snicksnack #except for work I'm really looking forward to the things I have planned though so ! all fun and games as long as I get to recover a bit #I think maybe getting back home after a week of hiking less than 12 hours before I start work might be... a lot #but I'll manage!

[foldingfittedsheets]

Buckle up for another unhinged story time. Now, as I’ve said before, I used to work at a sex shop. At one point I had three roommates and we all worked the same dildo slinging retail job and lived together. It was extremely sitcom.

Now, as you’d imagine, living with three other people who also talked about sex toys all day created a microcosm of people who were all extremely comfortable around sex toys and related topics. No one left dirty toys laying around but seeing things left in showers or showing off a new purchase was just a Tuesday.

After some life upheavals I ended up living with one of those roommates again, just me and her. For the sake of this story let’s call her Betty. Betty and I shared a two bedroom, and the layout was all the common spaces were an open floor plan and then one hallway formed a T, with my room and bathroom to the left and Betty’s to the right.

Well, one day my cousin calls me up. He’s coming to town for a visit and I offer to put up him, his wife, and their more… sheltered friend. (Unbeknownst to me there was a full Briefing for this girl before she met me so that I didn’t overwhelm her with my blasé attitudes towards- well, most things).

They drove in from two states over and it was a long drive. I had to work and couldn’t greet them or spend the first day together. So I told them to come grab my key so they could all shower off and settle in before me.

I arrived home later that night and found the atmosphere a little awkward at first. Things quickly warmed up and I charmed their friend, impressing my cousin with my immaculate respect for personal comfort levels. We had a lovely evening. By the time we all said goodnight I’d dismissed the initial tension as being tired after a long drive.

The next day we all decided to go to the zoo. I’m a morning shower person, but I let them go first while I made breakfast. After breakfast it was my turn and I hopped in the shower.

Midway through my eyes fixed on it. A little pink sex toy, sitting brazenly on the rim of the tub. Oh no, I thought. This was why things had been awkward yesterday! I left out a personal object because I’d literally forgotten to ever put them away by that point.

What I felt wasn’t embarrassment per se, because that emotion had been utterly eradicated by that point. Rather it was a deep shame that I’d leave out something that might make a guest feel uncomfortable. They told me their friend was sheltered and I had left out a sex toy, it was the epitome of rudeness!

I rejoined everyone and said, “I am so sorry! I didn’t realize I’d left that in the shower, that was so rude of me!”

My guests all exchanged a Look. I looked from my cousin to his wife, she glanced toward their friend, and their friend looked at my cousin. No one would look at me.

“Well…” my cousin finally said, “you didn’t tell us which room was yours yesterday.”

I blinked in confusion, Betty’s room and bathroom were basically just like mine.

“When we got here,” his wife continued, “we went to the other side first. In Betty’s bathroom.”

Reader, Betty’s bathroom.

Had been absolutely covered in dildos. Sex toys of all shapes and sizes covered every flat surface, the tub rim, the sink, the shelves. Wall to wall sex toys. Apparently Betty was doing a spring cleaning and had left her entire extensive collection out to air dry.

These three weary travelers had opened a door to the dildo dimension and had no idea how to react. To this day I have no idea what context clues they used to figure out Betty’s room from mine.

But when I’d come home they were lost in the sex toy shell shock, presumably wondering how they could ever talk about it with someone who felt it was okay to leave out every sex toy they own when expecting company in some kind of bizarre power play.

By the time they finished telling me about this we were all laughing so hard we were in tears.

“When we saw your bathroom with one little pink toy it was so discreet we didn’t even care!” They told me.

After my cousin and his crew had gone on their way I finally told Betty the whole story. She listened with eyes growing wider and wider and finally burst out, “That’s why they were so weird when I got home!!”

#ramblies #funny #story #writing #nsft #ffs foibles

[orionangeline]

My art supplies are packed and buried 😭 I'm going to implode

#im like 80% done packing bc im moving day after tomorrow so obviously everything but my bed and toiletries are packed but #why did i do that to myself 😭 i have ONE notebook and A SINGLE pen left out #actually I just lied I actually have several things i still need to pack... 😔 #i think I just need like...one more box (for last minute this and thats) and one or two big bags (for my blankets etc)... #tomorrow is going to be SO busy though ugh I have to do laundry‚ clean up where the dog goes potty‚ deep clean my room‚ AND finish packing.. #i wasn't procrastinating on purpose but like...i seem to have left several tasks for as late as possible >:/ #good news is its just from my grandparents house so its not like it all HAS to be out by then i mean im not going far #obviously im planning on getting it all dealt with but its nice to know that if I forget something its not the end of the world lol

[niennanir]

Listen to your elders

So last week I posted abut the importance of downloading your fic. And then three days later AO3 went down for 24 hours. No one was more weirded out by this than I was. But while y’all were acting like the library at Alexandria was on fire I was reading my download fic and editing chapter eight of Buck, Rogers, and the 21st Century. And also thinking about what I could do to be helpful when the crisis was actually over.

So first off, I’m going to repeat that if you’re going to bookmark a fic, you really need to also download the fic and back it up in a safe place. I just do it automatically now and it’s a good habit to get into.

But let’s talk about some other scenarios. Last October I lost power for over a week after hurricane Ian. Apart from not having internet or A/C I did find plenty to do, I collect books so I had plenty to read, but maybe, unlike me, your favorite comfort reads aren’t sitting on a bookshelf. So let’s do something about that, shall we?

In olden times many long years ago around 1995 we printed off a lot of fic. It was mostly SOP to print a fic you planned to reread and stick it in a three ring binder. And that’s totally valid today too, but you can also make a very nice paperback with a minimum amount of skill and materials.

Let’s start with the download; Go to Ao3 and select your fic, we’ll be working with one of mine. This method works best with one shots, long fic tends to need a more complicated approach. Get yourself an HTML download

Open up the HTML download and select all then copy paste into any word processor. Set the page to landscape and two columns, then change the font to something you find easy to read, this is your book, no judgement. This is all you have to do for layout but I like to play a little bit. I move all the meta, summary, notes to the end and pick out a fun font for the title: 

No time like the present to do a quick proofread. Congratulations, you’ve just created your first typeset. On to the fun part.

Now you’re going to need some materials:  8.5x11in paper ruler one sheet of 12x12 medium card stock (60-80lb) scissors pencil pen or fine tip marker sheet of wax paper white glue two binder clips 2 heavy books or 1 brick butter knife

You’ll also need a printer, if you’re in the US there is almost a 100% chance your local library has a printer you can use if you don’t have your own. None of these materials are expensive and you can literally use cheap copy paper and Elmers glue.

Print your text block, one page per side. Fold the first page in half so that the blank side is inside and the printed side out:

use the butter knife to crease the edge. Repeat on all the sheets. When you’ve finished, stack them up with the raw edge on the left and the folded edge on the right. I used standard copy paper, because you’re only printing on one side there’s no bleed to worry about. Take the text block and line everything up. Use the binder clips to hold the raw edge in place.

Wrap the text block in the wax paper so that the raw edge and binder clips are facing out. I’m going to use my home built book press but you don’t need one, a brick or a couple of books or anything else heavy will work fine.

Once the text block is anchored down, take off he binder clips and get out the glue.

You can use a brush but you don’t need one, smear some glue on that raw edge.

Go make a margarita, watch The Mandalorian, call your mother. Don’t come back for at least an hour

In an hour smear some more glue on there and shift your brick forward so that the whole book is covered. This keeps the paper from warping. While glue part 2 is drying we’ll do the cover. Get out your 12x12 cardstock

Mark the cardstock off at 8.5 inches and cut it. Measure in 5.5 inches from the left and put in a score line with the butter knife (the back edge not the sharp edge)

Carefully fold the score line, this is your front cover. You have some options for the cover title, you can use a cutting machine like a cricut if you have one, you can print out a title on the computer and use carbon paper to transfer the text to the cardstock. I was in a mood so I just freehanded that beoch. Pencil first then in pen.

Take your text block out from under your brick. Line it up against the score mark and mark the second score on the other side of the spine

Fold the score and glue the textblock into the cover at the spine. Once the glue dries up mark the back cover with the pencil and then trim the back cover to fit with your scissors.

Voila:

I’m going to put this baby on the shelf next to the Silmarillion.

The whole process, not counting drying time, took less than an hour.

If you want to make a book of a longer fic, I recommend Renegade Publishing, they have a ton of resources for fan-binders. 

#fanbinding #fanfiction #Nir paperback

[fazcinatingblog]

My resignation letter will contain a list of all the times stuff was done for clients and i "forgot" to include an invoice

#with a total at the bottom #my one weakness #actually I'm sure my boss could find twenty more reasons to hate me when i go #also just a disclaimer I'm not resigning and I'm not planning it but you gotta think ahead to these things #parting letters and gifts are important #just a little note left on her pillow 'I'm out' #The last straw was hiring two bookkeepers and starting them on the same day #i can't even train one person let alone two more!!!!!!!!! #what if these new guys are just clones of the current new guy????? #WHAT IF I HATE ALL THREE OF THEM #also what do i call the current new guy when he's not the newest guy any more????? do i have to learn his name?????? #i can't learn names #i learnt 27 names of all the ones who have left and my brain is fried #that's too many names #One of them had the same name as my boss #it's too much

[happywitch416]

One would think with all the pain I live with that I would not turn into the world's littlest bitch when I have extra pain but damn. I think knee pain so bad your legs shake too much to walk in both knees is probably enough to put most people out.

I'm just so well adjusted to pain that I won't pass out.

#moving my mom the same week as finding out there is no hope for my knee #has not been fun. i asked about surgery options and got wellll the other bones would not be able to handle the stress of the surgery #which could end..very badly...so.. #i just gotta go slow healing up once we are done. and we arent. we dont even have the other plaxe empty #weve been moving boxes and furniture since last weekend. for 6 to 8 hours a day. and had professional movers for about 3 hours #which. thank fuck bc its just been me and hubs. two kids. an aunt in her 60s and one cousin. #mom still cant walk. and her...manbaby wont help. at all. eveb though most of this is his stuff. but thats a whole essay #that makes me so mad i cry. and i just finished the pain crying. so id rather not do more of that! #needless to say its been fuckin awful just. horrible. #and we were promised a 100 dollars for helping...and now we are getting nothing bc he deemed we havebt worked hard enough #which is definitely not something tou want to hear when the only bread winner is currently between jobs #bc the new job pushed back the start date after he had left the old job. he had planned the gap for a week off #so we could move my mom. bc hes awesome. #but. its gonna be a long 4 weeks before the next one starts.... #the witch speaks #im so tired im awake