#I love eating I love being alive

[rulesforthedance]

Woman Dinner or whatever

#I love eating I love being alive #pardon my food photography I was just delighted at having made myself breakfast for dinner

[canonkiller]

do you consider your self made?

#my art #self portrait of sorts #been musing a lot on disability recently and how being relatively freshly unable to do Most Things has changed my perspective on things #for a long time growing up i was fixated on the idea of being An Impact On The World yknow? mainly the next Big Writer #(and that it would be sooo impressive that everyone would make my books bestsellers when i was only 12 because it was That Good) #and i mean. obviously that didnt work out as originally planned because i was 12 and learning. but I've felt a lot like #I've kind of built my sense of self on those big achievements. even if they were only big to me. and a lot of them #are now out of reach or very difficult to reach. and it's been a lot to. recontextualize #to take what ive been told my whole life and ignore it in favor of just being being enough. #things will happen as they happen. i havent earned anything by suffering but it hasnt ended the world either #im here doing what i Can do for as long as I'm able to do it. and thats all i need to be for now #just making sure that i Do do the things i can do rather than assume i can do them later #anyways. love you #cw: #top nudity #artistic nudity #the dreaded ambiguously presenting nipple #if you put any pro weight loss eating disorder shit on here ill kill you btw #my body is sexy because im in it and im still alive. not because its struggling to stay that way #lindwormposting

[etirabys]

something that peeves me in fiction – in a setting where society that hasn't mostly eliminated scarcity, anyway – is when someone really kindhearted takes in a near stranger in need (e.g. orphan, ex slave) and that person is their only project to whom they can give a lot of care. irl I feel like everyone who's exceptionally nice, or at least bad at drawing a line for their own health, has a full case load and is close to burnout

I don't mind this at all when there's a good plot reason for why X should be helping Y in particular and isn't already overbooked; I feel some ugh when X is depicted as someone who'd always help people in Y's shoes but has mysteriously evaded all other supplicants.

I'm pro-fantasy but this kind of moral fantasy strikes me as a bit uglier than the others: you can be a nurturing figure who gives unconditional help without running something so unphotogenic as a vetting interview or cost/benefit analysis, but you'll never be overwhelmed, either

#rambl #also would enjoy it if X took in Y and the scene was played as a 'and now you are my only son' vibe and then. Y comes home. #and X's house is full of other orphans who are going to eat him alive #conversely i think a vetting interview could be played really well – no one WANTS to do that! (hence people's numbers for strangers #helped extensively being either 0 or 10+) but if an adopter is weird enough... like 'orphan boy. answer my riddles twenty' #and that interaction uncomfortably reverberates for years afterwards in what naturally morphs into a familial relationship? oh! #like yes. you are my dad now. and you have three other kids (your limit) who were grilled the same way. and we love each other but #we all started off on a footing that was maximally inimical to simulating unconditional parental love.

[veryluckyclovers]

What advice do you have for someone who feels lost in life?

I freak out about this constantly. I find It's best to just live your life one hour, one minute, even one second, at a time. stare at the veins in a flower. look at a river. people watch. remember you are a small fragment but in the luckiest way possible. hug yourself anon don't let the rules of society make you feel lost when the point of existing is to just be

#anonymous #lmk if i need to tag #you are worthy you deserve love and being alive is weird so just try to be nice and eat a cookie. u know

[jopzer]

girljamie to go with girlroy ... i'm of two minds when it comes to s3 girljamie , i am both in favor of big chop AND she leaves it long but lightens it still... idk. bangs be upon her either way ig

(more of richmond's women's team can be found here <3)

#my art #jamie tartt #ted lasso #soccer yuri been on my MIND lately. eating me alive. #NEED ted lasso to come out with a spin off for the women's team already. #need soccer yuri or i'll waste away. #also. for da record. i am of the transgender persuasion. #i have a gender studies degree. #i understand the nuance. #i think its fun to cisswaps AND trans aus. everyone take a breath. #that being said. do want to take a crack at butch!roy/transfem!jamie #also i do believe in season 2 jamie undercut also #which is a point in favor of the big chop so she doesn't have to deal with growing it out #but ALSO. i love bottle blonde long ass barbie hair jamie #idk. maybe i'll settle on a design sometime #i think dani or sam is next to receive the yurification beam #zava might be good #if the team was full of lesbians and zava was like. ive literally never looked at another woman besides my wife the whole vibe would be dif #soccer yuri

[thirdtimed]

its so crazy how 3L is literally not that serious. but It Can Be. if you use your beautiful mind

#thats where all the fun is at.... #i'm haunted by desertduo thoughts sorry. whyd they do all that #3L grian makes me want to chew on plaster the entire thesis of his character ca n be interpreted as him hopelessly trying to atone for a si #that he will ultimately never be forgiven for & that will ultimately become his own downfall! #like the finale of 3L is just this beautiful karmic parallel like this insane manifestation of his guilt coming back to eat him alive #to finish the job! to Make Him to finish the job! #& i think 3L desertduo has this weirdly beautiful capacity to read as a larger metaphor for dealing with the loss of a loved one #internalizing it as your fault; trying to atone for your own guilt; doing whatever you can to keep what little of them is left alive #but in the end no matter how hard you try reality remains reality and the truth remains clear: #one of you is alive and the other is not. and nothing can change this. nothing is going to ever change this #you have to let them go. and it can feel so torturous. it can feel like you're murdering the memory of them all over again #but theres only one way that this can end #something about sand castles not being made to last something about dust and memories slipping in between your fingers #sorry. i feel normal about this i promise

[craigland1997]

here are five pictures of my fat belly #bored #bellybuttons #bellybuttonfetish #bellybuttonlove #chattome #bellystab #bellypunching #bellyfat #wanttofun #wantafeeder #Iwanttofeedyou

#fatty #beerbelly #fat #fat belly #fatass #fatboy #gamingbelly #get me fatter #gluttonous piggy #i love being fat #looking for mutuals #mistressandslave #bigmenboobs #big men #fat piggy #want to get fatter #ilovebeingfat #iwanttofeedyou #soft vore #vo.re #eat me alive #cookmealive #tease me #roastmeonbbq #love me for who i am #tortureme #gothfatboy #makeyourfatslave #makeyourfatpig #make me huge

[askthebadkidz]

Riz would kill the other Bad Kids in a heartbeat for any reason (possession, evil, etc) and it’s considered (one of) his form(s) of love this is not a joke post this is canon.

-Fig Mod

#fantasy high #d20 #dimension 20 #I need to remind everyone that Riz is a knight that is very solemnly doing his job #He puts a gun to Adaines head when she’s reading from a book in the nightmare forest btw #It’s semi a joke but also it’s not and it’s been rattling around in my brain #His lack of social skills aren’t the problem it’s the fact that he doesn’t actually care in a way anyone understands #To him caring is killing or hurting people or doing something terrible like eating someone alive shooting someone’s fingers off biting #An eye out of a man’s head. To him care and love is brutal and unforgiving and gross. #I know I’m over analyzing but man. Riz Gukgak. #Riz Gukgak and love being painful for everyone involved

[in-the-multiverse]

I really enjoy the life series being a thing that goes “thrown into a death game and shit gets intense and we all end up needing therapy” BUT ALSO the meta version where it’s “Grian invited us to a death game and we voluntarily went and shit got intense but it’s all good we know we’re doing this for entertainment, no hard feelings anywhere (although some players hold grudges stronger than others)”

But what if it was combined? Sorta like genloss

Maybe it’s only the winners who see eldritch beings holding cameras or floating cameras. The winners get a special mic held up to them while they rant about their strategies or thoughts. Maybe everyone else sees it too, but it becomes invisible to them as the season progresses. As shit gets intense and they get their head lost in the game

And Gem, the newest addition, doesn’t have seasons worth of ignoring the things out of the corner of her eye. She catches a camera and stares right at it. At the audience. Us

The eye imagery still stands, because what the players perceive as floaty glowing eyes are actually camera lens. Reflective black “eyes”. Watching. Waiting. Recording

#secret life #trafficblr #traffic series #life series #reminder that everyone can interpret and enjoy the life series however they want #this is just one take on it #I do love me a concept where everyone brings their own special cameras #and at the end of the day they go back to their lil editing rooms and make their lil cinematic episodes #break time is everyone having a picnic together #but like #the angst potential of everyone being in their own worlds #and every so often having to live through betrayal and drama between friends #I eat that up too #OOO AND GENLOSS THEMES #the audience choosing what the characters will do #the tasks being harmless and silly in the beginning #but get more risky dramatic and aggressive as the episodes go #the final few shoving and kicking each other to stay in the spotlight #to stay relevant #to stay alive #but it’s all an illusion of choice #there is no true escape #not until the audience loses interest #and you know how that goes

[vcrnons]

VERNON | 'Snap Shoot' @ MCOUNTDOWN 19.09.19

#vernon #vernon chwe #choi hansol #seventeen #svt #svt gifs #seventeen gifs #*mine #my gif #tw flashing #cw flashing #flashing gif #guess who had a power cut + a fully charged laptop + this fancam downloaded + too much time to dedicate to silly buggers #if you guessed Me : 🌟 this is for you #also lmfao the snapshoot fancams are what literally started me losing my NUT over vernon's legs earlier. you should all know #hey it's not my fault he's the sexiest man alive ok. i'm gonna eat him whole <3 #(side note that nobody asked for) #(i have a real fear of full-body fancams because i feel like i can never give them pretty colouring while also being sharp enough that) #(they don't totally look LIKE ASS.) #(but this went okay??? i think????? it's not???? perfect????? but i'm kinda in love with it anyway??????) #pretty boy <3 #when they style him in oversized boyfriend hoodies i get extra fucking delusional

[trivialqueerstions]

All I need right now is to be mounted by a big, hairy man. Feel his rough hands yank me closer by the hips, thrusting messily towards my wet hole but too desperate for my heat to fuck me properly. I have to reach down and help him, try not to sob as he finally pushes all the way inside me and breeds me, fucks me until I can't hold myself up and he's just using my body like the pretty little fucktoy I am.

#nblm ns/fw #mlm ns/fw #nblnb nsft #queer nsft #t4t ns/fw #t4t kink #t4t mlm #my partner is so fucking hairy #and sometimes theyll push me to my knees #and stand over me #with their belt undone letting me mouth at their dick #and i look up and they look like they wanna eat me alive #i love being queer

[noirleo]

on paper, leo’s type is people who are like him—motivated, goal-oriented, self-disciplined. people who take care of themselves and know what they want out of life.

in practice? totally gravitates towards just absolute disasters. adderall and redbull for breakfast, oh shit i set three alarms and slept through all of them, making it up as they go, totally unhinged but clinging to the hinges in a desperate attempt to seem put together, sort of people.

leo watching his person charm their way out of yet another shitty situation theyve gotten themselves into, probably covered in paint splatter because they stayed up all night working on yet another passion project instead of sleeping, wearing two different shoes with the laces untied on one of them. fingers pressed to his temple trying to figure out why the hell he’s so attracted to them.

#s/o: i made you breakfast :) leo: great! wheres yours s/o: i got so excited to bring you breakfast i forgot to eat #leo: i love you so much but how the fuck are you alive #my current favorite pair of shoes is being held together with duct tape if that telld u which category im in #leo #moon.txt #headcanons #leos a clinically diagnosed morosexual

[hanzajesthanza]

it wasn’t a focus of his character, but curious to think that emiel regis (alongside the other hundreds-of-year-old characters on the continent) lived through some major events of history or “lore” from the past few hundred years (the invention of witchers, fortification of human cities, aelirenn’s last stand, falka’s rebellion, kaer morhen pogrom) …

buuuut because he spent the majority of these past centuries face-down in the gutter and also hadn’t yet adapted to human society, idk if he even noticed what was going on at all during this time, much less remembers most of it

#young regis: this blood is terrible quality #his friends: there’s a famine #young regis: what??? #his friends: there has been for like the past half-century #young regis: no i mean like what’s a famine?? #his friends: #bro doesn’t know about eating food for sustenance 😭 !! #the elbow-high diaries #c: regis #(about a war/bloodbath:) #rest of the hanza: wait—you were alive back then regis right? #regis: indeed #rest of the hanza: so… what was that like? #regis: there was less blood during that time. on account of it all being spilled on the ground #regis: … i… i ruined my last friendship over a human… #cahir: aw… that happens sometimes with love #regis: no it was the last drink so we fought over it #cahir: #regis: … i won that fight :’-) #angouleme: fckkkk yea 🖐️ my man | regis: 🤚

[sciderman]

mod, do you have a fishtank?

no sir! but i had one when i was a tiny kid, and we had two goldfish named peter pan and tinkerbell.

peter pan was a cannibal and Ate tinkerbell. and he was so fat that he died shortly after. this was my first brush with the concept of mortality as a child.

#please don't shame 4 year old me for not being able to keep my fish alive. #my parents should've done better. #also as a kid i used to eat the fish food. those little fish flakes. i loved eating those. #i think i even ate those well into the age of 12 when i was looking after my uncle's fish. #there is very little stopping me from going out and buying fish food now for me. to eat. i bet it's still tasty. #sci speaks #the sci files

[davlucies]

taako rescuing lucretia frfom the depression nexus because otherwise there's no way he and lup can pull off this prank 🌶

#taako #lucretia #taz balance #stolen century #comic #negative self talk cw #referenced abuse cw #very much inspired by how badly i spiraled recently after someone i don't even know projected a ton of weird shit on me #they insulted me with the exact kind of language my family used towards me as a kid and i was like oh my abusers were right #everyone does hate me i should die there is no good in the world all other people will hurt me i will never be safe #i love being mentally ill and so fragile and depressed shit like that fucks me up so badly but yeah #i dont have any hope. it will never get better. people will always hate me and insult me and trigger me on purpose bc #im not a human to them.. rhere's nothing i can to do keep people like that away from me as long as im alive #we live in a terrible world #but at least davenport's eating that hot sauce cookie for sure now. he won't suspect a thing

[hissterical-nyaan]

They ask why I'm always stuck on my phone, scrolling for hours and hours reading squiggly text on my phone

But they don't know it's what keeps me alive.... imagining myself in all this pain but in this phone I have people to comfort or mourn me. It gives me a glimpse of what could be....what I lost....what was never meant to be mine in this world to begin with

#my bookmarks are filled with memories of dark nights eating me alive #I'm just being dramatic cause mom is threatening to take my phone away and I'm just so tired #there has been too much screaming around me lately #never thought I'll miss the quiet of my bare room back in hostel #I've been doing it all wrong again #idk why I'm even posting this I feel like a pathetic bitch 😇 #yknow I'm mad that I can't think of kms anymore without feeling guilty #this never used to happen before #why do people fucking love me