#I may be sobbing just a little

[kentopedia]

nanami kento who has a piano in his apartment, but you never thought he could play it. it just sits there and collects dust for months and months, nothing more than a shelf for his paperwork.

you tease him and tell him he should learn if he’s going to have such an expensive piece of furniture. he just smiles indulgently and says nothing.

but when you’re sleeping over at his place more than your own, and all your things find their way in his closet, and you tell him your life felt so colorless before he was a part of it…

you wake up one morning to the most beautiful piece of music you’ve ever heard, and it takes you so long to realize it’s him.

and he smiles at you softly and keeps playing as you walk towards the sounds in nothing but his button-up, the windows open with a soft breeze. his hands fly across the keys easily, fingertips gentle as he moves an octave higher.

it brings tears to your eyes because he loses himself in the music, and you don’t think you’ve ever seen him so peaceful before.

because for years, he made himself believe there was no worth in dedicating so much time to a hobby that would lead to nothing. not when he could work harder at things that could bring in a profit, even if it was killing him.

he realizes, now, why he’s been looking for you for his entire life. you’re his muse, the one that just needed to remind him that anything that brings him joy is never a waste of time.

#i have his hands on my mind today #sobs #the veins !!! #going insane !! #may or may not elaborate later #i want him i love him i need him #kento playing the piano ?? i WOULD cry #just my little thoughts for today #beloved kento 💋 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆ #nanami x reader #nanami kento x reader #nanami fluff #xoxo rylie 💌 ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[baskeigh-ball]

Bro, now I just wanna see the Mud Dogs reunite with Raph after years sobbing and hugging!

found family reunions are the best kind of reunions, especially when one of them has changed drastically

(I've gotta make a masterpost for this au with all these reunion doodles, lol)

#sobbing screaming crying #i just. wanna hold them gently. in my hands #i have a fully planned out idea on their reunion in the fic and i can't wait to write it #or even draw it if i have time to make it a comic #but i make no promises #finals are on the horizon for me and i may get a little burned out :') #mutant manhunt au #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mud dogs

[ollylotl]

a dream of home

#be warned i felt like yapping in the notes and by god thats what i did #i loooove making messy drawings like this actually. i love colouring and making finished pieces but #i only have the patience to do it every so often. clean lines and detailed colours are <3 but they cause me psychic damage #so its nice to just be able to sketch and only clean it up a little and then go fuck it. colours time #i did not want to make vyncents mum blonde even tho thats what they say in canon. theres no way. it just doesnt feel like it fits #i tried to make her hair a pale purple turning to blonde-ish at the ends instead but the lighting just completely washed that out lol #my artwork #jrwi vyncent #jrwi #jrwi vyncent sol #jrwi anna #jrwi anna sol #anyway. bizly bizly channel. condi condifiction. *slides you a twenty dollar note* PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE #tell us more about fauna and vyncents childhood #im on the floor sobbing and begging #i need lore not thats not just haha rpg as much as i love those bits #tell me everything. #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi pd #jrwi fanart #vyncent sol #jrwi fauna #jrwi pd fanart #pd fanart #prime defenders #prime defenders fanart #i fear i may hate this drawing upon waking up #but as the old saying goes #fuck it we ball

[margoshrmargoshing]

Too tired for words

Waaagh sniffs sobs hhh.... cries sniffles sniff... wahh... starts rolling on the floor crying...... wahgh

#i genuinely bettered how i draw optimus ! i understood his face better #i changed the eyes' position and shape and git how his eyebrows work and how his face is shaped #i almost sobbed at the. the jaw or what is it called #the cheek shape? what the fuck it's so sad #his big brows made me sigh loudly like ah ahh 😞 #but the most important thing was the little thingies at the eye bottom #i would call it eyeliner but it's disrespectful #it's tear streams. Engraved into his eyes sharp #AND RATCHET #i haven't drawn his eyes open once #because there's just something that i can't reach right now. #there's just something about his optica that i cannot grab right now #the art of prime book stated that his eyes were made to be softer than everything else #like he may seem blocky but the eyes!! they tell you he's soft #i need to study them #because if i do not do this #i will never understand what's here and what I can't understand about them #the big eyebrows #and the soft eyes underneath that i right now do not understand how to make soft #also they were supposed to have earphones but i couldn't figure it out #transformers #tfp fanart #margosher arting art #tfp #transformers fanart #optiratch #tfp optimus #tfp ratchet #ratchet tfp #optimus tfp

[khainovo]

happy pride month and happy birthday to me :) (jun 2)

have some kaiai

#toshiki kai #kai toshiki #sendou aichi #aichi sendou #cfv #cfv fanart #cardfight!! vanguard #cardfight!! vanguard fanart #fanart #pride month #THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE HEARTS ON THEIR CHEEKS LIKE THAT ONE TREND #I JUST HOPE THAT WAS CLEAR ENOUGH SOBS #aichi may have gone overboard with the kisses #not that kai doesn't like them of course #aichi likes how flustered kai gets with little kisses #im so sorry i really like drawing that stupid little chibi kai

[grapejuicegay]

@casualavocados and i had spent the past week being incredibly suspicious of mr sit because he seemed to be everywhere with akk and ayan

But it didn't seem likely that he was behind the curse or the account. So what were we missing?

Well, look at the conversation Ayan had with him about Dika

He was suspicious of Ayan asking questions, unwilling to say anything until Ayan clarifies that he already knew Dika.

He knows stuff, likely more than we've seen even. But he keeps his mouth shut.

Anyway, he does know a lot. And we should probably listen to what he has to say. So what does he talk about? Chadok and Dika.

And this is important because this establishes Chadok as the unreliable narrator I suspect him to be.

His version of events is that he was soft for Dika from the beginning. Not that it changes anything about what happened afterwards, but it is important to me that the version of events Chadok is telling us is the one that makes him seem just the slightest bit more sympathetic.

I just think it's important to keep in mind that no matter how much he may regret what happened now, Chadok is not a sympathetic character and I appreciate The Eclipse so much for making sure to highlight that. That you can have a tragic story but not be sympathetic.

Even at his most sympathetic Chadok is a pathetic man.

I wrote these tags last week. And once again he made the same choice. He has had chance after change and opportunity after opportunity to stop, to get away. And each time, he chooses to stay. To indoctrinate kids and hold late night candle circle induction ceremonies (keep in mind, Dika was around when Akk was inducted) and uphold Suppalo over everything else.

#yes the recontextualisation of chadok as a pathetic tiny man was good #because there are two curses in suppalo #one is the curse (head prefect) #and the other is the curse (suppalo) which is the weight of carrying out the curse (head prefect) #but if you think this forgave or excused chadok in any way #then we aren't watching the same show #because this is not chadok struggling with the weight of the curse he has carried before #but instead him choosing to pass it on through multiple generations #while knowing what it did to him #they erased any *hope* of sympathy chadok may have for himself while making him sob about it #and i think that's beautiful #the eclipse #the eclipse series #MY BRAIN IS WORKING AGAIN HELLO #JULIAN THIS IS 90% JUST FOR YOU BECAUSE THUA WHO LET'S TALK ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE #this is mostly about chadok #(and a little bit about mr sit as a special little treat for me and julian) #but i have so much more to say about unreliable narrators and contextuality #it took a bit but i love this episode SO MUCH

[imissjensi]

listen listen listen that part in nightfall where bronte is incredibly understanding of amy needing to be in the lost cities and him excited to see a human experience it for the first time in thousands of years and when greyfell bends to let bronte fly him and bronte goes “well i’ll be…” like an old man seeing something astonishing is SO FUCKING GOOD OMG

#literally the first time i have felt anything positve towards bronte holy shit #i love nightfall so fucking much you guys this is such a great scrne #like he’s just an old man! he may not look like it but he’s old! and he has a lot of responsibilities! and he doesn’t really get out much! #and then he does and he meets this little girl who is so curious about the world and he lets her touch his ears bc they’re pointy! #and he was the one who wanted to meet amy #he asked to meet her! that’s so sweet! #HE SAYS HES JUST AN OLD FOOL LONGING FOR THE PAST #HE WANTS A GLIMPSE OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN #HE WANTS HER TO EXPERIENCE JOY EVEN IF THE MEMORIES WILL BE ERASED #sobbing throwing up shaking and crying #this just in strict immortal old fantasy man has a soft side #it makes me so happy you guys #kotlc #kotlc fandom #keeper of the lost cities

[novelmonger]

His tomorrow never came, and when she saw him next, he lay there looking so serene and noble, it seemed as if it must be well with him, for all the pain was past; temptation ended; doubt and fear, hope and love, could no more stir his quiet heart, and in solemn truth he had gone to meet his Father, and begin again.

- Rose in Bloom by Louisa May Alcott

#quotes #rose in bloom #louisa may alcott #i can't stop crying please send help #this might sound strange because beth's death is such a tear-jerker #but i never shed a single tear when reading little women and its sequels #but this death came out of nowhere and smacked me in the face #as soon as it became clear he wasn't going to make it i just started SOBBING #he's not even my favorite of the cousins! #i never knew alcott had the same talent for making you CARE and GRIEVE at the drop of a hat that dickens does

[celestial-toys]

been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying

#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story #Seven’s Celestial Commentary #Everything Stays #writing stuff #i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic #there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good #the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand #i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun #but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader #can’t decide which i like more #god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head #next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao #and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts… #Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude #‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!! #picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God #‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down #‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!! #anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations! #and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped) #(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’ #‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’ #like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for- #like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon #‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’ #‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’ #*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters #anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many #gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced #even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another

[sassy-leather-jacket]

if it wasn't obvious from all the reblogs, i just got done watching the special and i can't lie i really loved it. it was like the perfect balance of cheesy and silly and serious and even a little cringy but i really enjoyed it.

what i HATED though, was whatever bs that was with the sonic making screens and force fields, like excuse me?? that's literally not what the sonic is for like that seemed so wild and honestly straight from a bad fanfic.

#that may be a little harsh but idc it was really annoying to me #other than that i loved it tho #i would die for rose noble #i had to pause it and sob angrily when she got deadnamed #and then pause again to sob at how perfect donna handled sylvia's question #that episode really just felt healing if nothing else

[hippolotamus]

Seven Sentence Sunday

Managed to make a good bit of words yesterday for ye old WIP. Here’s some of them 💙

I love you too. Wouldn’t miss it he sends back, smiling and tossing the phone on the now neatly made bed before seeking out his son.

Christopher is already seated at the kitchen table with sugary, marshmallow cereal and a glass of orange juice. He’s wrapped in his fuzzy robe, wearing the stripey blue pajamas. Eddie’s heart cracks open the tiniest bit when Chris grins up at him, and all he can see is echoes of his little boy, feet dangling above the floor, surrounded by stray Rice Krispies and Cheerios spilled out of a favorite bowl decorated with planets and rocket ships.

“Are you okay, Dad?” Chris asks, tilting his head.

Eddie crosses the short distance to press a kiss to Christopher’s curls. “Yeah, buddy. I’m good.”

Tagging @shortsighted-owl @alysiswriting @stereopticons @blackandwhiteandrose @apothecarose @jesuisici33 @rmd-writes @ajunerose @alyxmastershipper @elvensorceress @fatedbuck and a very open invitation to anyone wanting to share what they’re working on

#seven sentence sunday #this chapter’s gonna wreck me #gonna wreck me *more* i should say #there’s a whole lotta damn feelings about where eddie is compared to where he was #hippo writes #and probably needs therapy #i am just so damn proud of my little marshmallow man #eddie diaz #christopher diaz #whatever may come #please let me finish this so i can go sob somewhere

[theendofuno]

more!!!! hii

the bocchi one is from a proseka x gc au i have, i may post my cards edits here but dunno if that would be interesting lol

#grand chase #grand chase classic #grandchase #also idk how to use tumblr so idk how to directly answer people #but thanks for the kind words on last post i may have sobbed a little...just a little bit... #oh also i never did the fluffy avatar bcs i already saw one on twitter and that would be boring but i made the rest!!! #daily-uno

[widevibratobitch]

#its me im girls. apparently the only person in the world who's so obsessed w this scene but whatevs. Schiller ily im making out w you rn #somebody take that play away from me i cannot be trusted to be normal with it #Don Carlos #Schiller #ANYWAY. THIS. #it's always a tie between this scene and Carlos's monologue after Posa's death. These two scenes ALWAYS have me fucking sobbing #Philip's little mad scens is also a strong contestant but it doesn't really make me cry per se #It just makes me wanna put him in a jar poke him with a stick pour acid over his head study him forever. #But this #I am so boring about it but i love this so much it makes me wanna kill and maim #I just. #scream #hottest man in spain with a martyr complex fucking the king in love with the prince not coping well with the imminent prospect of death #gets called out on his bullshit. more news at seven. #opera!rodrigo i am kissing you on the forehead i love you my beautiful sunshine child. but play!rodrigo... oh play!rodrigo 🥺🥺🥺 #also play!elisabeth. I am making out with you as we speak i adore you woman #Anyway #At this point i have made peace with the fact that i will never unhyperfixate from don carlos #Yes it may go dormant for a few months when i obsess over other blorbos. but i will always go back to it in the end #don karlos #It still looks so wrong to me with the K but whatevs

[arklay]

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#tw: animal death #tw: animal illness #woke up sobbing cause it finally kicked in that he’s fucking gone. it’s like. i can’t even describe to anyone how just close i was with him #and loved him like he had the sweetest soul even if he was a little cheeky at times and he had these big eyes that were just full of so much #love and soul and i just spent so much time with him the past ten years it feels so weird that he’s just not here. it feels wrong. like this #is his home this is where he’s supposed to be like why isn’t he here… i was walking down the hallway yesterday and like turned my head at my #mum’s room expecting or looking for him to be on the rug he liked and he wasn’t there and it just gutted me but i was so numb i couldn’t cry #or anything and like my mum came home from being out and it was only our other dog barking by herself and it was so tough to hear like his #barking may have hurt my ears and sent me into sensory overload some times but i miss it i miss him so much. i think even though i knew how #sick he was and that we were going to lose him at some point like i just kept denying it would really happen and now i feel so empty without #him here. he brought so much life to our house and he’s just gone. even in the last few months where you could see his eyes getting cloudy #and his walk more wobbly and just he was so tired he still had these moments of bouncing around and his tail just wagging and idk i can’t #stop thinking about him and i know it’s going to take a while before i stop crying just at the mention of his name considering i still #sometimes do with my old cat who died 7 years ago and i wasn’t even that close with cause he had a lot of things going on in his head and #would attack me a lot like he’s story makes me really sad but like what i mean like i had this really big connection with jazz and so if i’m #still so sensitive thinking about buster then i’m going to hold onto jasper forever i think. he was so special i could talk about him #forever i miss him so much #i’m also like feeling just really hurt over something else that’s like related but not so it’s all kicking me this morning #leah.txt

[astrxealis]

god so a little story. one of my best friends uhh we chat in discord often! have our own lil bff server ^_^ and we have mudae bot LMFAO and ... okay as a little “friend bonding time” she looked up all those in my wishlist (also artemis’s!) and bhgadhjg i just. think it’s funny that out of all of them she finds grimnir and fandaniel pretty

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #HSGJDBJG FUNNYDANIEL IS ESP FUNNY TO ME ............... bcs it wasn't even. Yeah. it was yeah #her comments hhasgbjdhb vrtra with the winning smile pls i love my friends even if they are sometimes </3 but that is just how things are #i just found it really interesting bcs hmm they haven't been able to play xiv recently bcs Time but if one day they do get so far as to #meet daniel! :O considering she doesn't like akechi that much. i wonder hmmmmmm and w zenos tbh #i'm really curious abt how my friends will react to characters like that >_< esp the guy we got into xiv that takes a lot of notes on lore #apparently and on rare occasions we vc and stay up until 5 having shennanigans in xiv WHJABGHBJGH .... lvl 30+ cnj SOBS #anyways small thing bcs im getting into a thinking state again i think bcs of music. hmm. really glad i met that guy tbh #bcs wow it really makes it feel like i'm not alone. + other friends ofc esp online here!! like wow wgbahjdg but yea this guy with. #so much ... also ig it helps that in the first month of meeting we already laid out our philosophies and all WHEEZE HGBSDJBGJH #fe kh ff drak/enier . persona. guilty/gear . vtubers. MAN we r getting the guy more into ff but i thank him for getting us into vtubers #RAMBLING RAMVLING ........ goodbye but hi yeah Rambles galore #TBH I KIN GRIMNIR....... i just kin for fun and idk who is my biggest kin/s but grimnir is one up there. dghsbdhjbgsjh #and then alisaie is big up there bcs WHEEEZE OKAY ANOTHER FUN LITTLE STORY. my closest friend from xiv that i met thru xiv #SO HAPPENS TO ALSO HAVE A TWIN. AND IS THE YOUNGER ONE LIKE ME. AND REALLY LIKES ALISAIE AS WELL. the world is so small and also so big. WOW #still amazed at that tbh qwq and we have even shared our real names to one another! that is so nice. + they are an ally sobs thank god #i js think stuff like this is really interesting ... i have been thinking abt this all lately so woopie rambles to put down my thoughts!!! #yk i've realized it is really so important to have frinds like me :O aka in the stuff i love! it is a personal thing #bcs i am vv passionate and the stuff i love ties deeply to who i am ... its really nice bcs with each xiv friend it's like #hey! we may not be super close (yet!) or maybe we are! but there's that. connection of sorts. like yeah. we're not alone

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

the way my parents are terrified of me losing my head and crying at any time is so funny, like besties, i am your daughter, if im not an emotionally unstable adult like u would we even be related

#ok to rb #in my last serious exams #i came out of the exam hall and my dad side hugged me and was like 'so how was it did it go good' #and me being me literally burst into tears like proper sobbing in the middle of the road right outside the exam centre #and like i remember writing journal entries 'equity share capital a/c dr' and i was crying during the exam and a drop of tear fell on my #paper and i was like what the fuck pull yourself together #anyway i think they are scarred from that experience lol #so 1. my sister (my beloved no hate to her) asked me today like 'kaisa feel ho raha hai' and 'syllabus ho gaya ya kuch leave kar diya' #and i told her that nah not making same mistakes again ive at least done the whole syllabus once even if all parts aren't strong #and she was like so proud she was like wow really that's good and in my head i was like yes pls be proud of me 🥺 #2. my mom (all the hate to her) came to my room and was like give the exams with a calm mind and don't overthink and like the #'ghar ka mauhal' may be a bit bad but don't let it affect you it's none of your business #and i told her that just don't ruin it then? and she was like haan I'll try which lol #3. my dad asked me to go outside to chill for a bit and have street food etc and my exam is tom!! and i was like dude why abhi #so he's like so your mind is calm and you can be chill and give the exam nicely #like ok i know none of these are bad things really but it's just so funny #like we're divided over everything else but united in that that we all want an economically stable future for me #it's good ig tho idk why it feels a little sad #ooof vent post second day in a row what have i become #mes