#I think I tagged everything of concern

[foolsocracy]

I can't help but notice you haven't posted any angst in a while and I'm suspicious

whipped this one up just for u anon

#a guy can only post 3 happy artworks before the people get concerned..... #LMAOOO jokes jokes #heres a .. colored sketch? #anyway behold the recurring dream ive given pete where hes ummmmmmmmmmmm inside uncle bens ribcage #i think abt it all the time but ive never actually done anything w it so here we go #blood #gore #not actually i dont think but im straying on the safe side #i messed around w it enough where u cant even see any organs or anything (much) #bones #idk #skeleton #i feel like thats everything maybe #ask to tag #might make a nice finished piece w this who knows #anon #asks #thanks for the ask! #glad to know angst is still my brand #such is life as a noir blog #peter benjamin parker #spiderman noir #spider man noir #spider noir #my art #bOOM thats so many tags #double art night guys who cheered #this and the stupid ass music one LMAOO the range #made this in an hour and a half lets see what i think of it in the morning when i wake up lol

[corfisers]

had this weird realization that part of the reason why i avoid getting close to people as much as i do is probably because as a suicidal teenager i internalized the whole "well if i don't have friends it makes things a lot easier doesn't it" and it just stuck with me forever

#it's a bit stupid now because i haven't been suicidal to a point of it being a concern in a really long time #but also. the feeling of relief that comes with a friendship falling apart or getting replaced or just Leaving is still here #probably always will be. and it does make things easier in general even if i don't take it to the extreme of #“well i can just off myself now with minimum impact” #this isn't me being sad or whatever btw i'm just thinking out loud because this was a weird moment of things clicking #i'm as content with my life right now as i could possibly be considering everything and i love the solitude #benvey tag

[pokeology]

howdy prof. teak! i recently got an arctozolt (she's 5mo, adopted her from an archeologist who had helped her learn her manners before turning her over to me. her name is Tozu). was wondering if i'm meant to help her with her runny nose like one might with cubchoo? and what is the runny nose a result of? she's never exactly seemed to be running a fever, but i can't be sure and i haven't seen very many people owning arctozolts. tozu's very energetic and doesn't seem to be very bothered by her runny nose, and none of the pokemon at the pokeparks have gotten sick from her, so i'm a little confused. in short: should i worry about her runny nose, and what does it come from?

Arctozolt and the others from its set are very controversial as a majority of them have very, very poor quality of life. Luckily for you, artctozolt is the best one to own, as its only major concern is in movement.

Arctozolt's runny nose is likely similar to cubchoo's, in that both are related to their Ice typing- but unlike cubchoo, you will want to try and keep arctozolt's airway clear. It isn't at any risk of adverse health effects if you don't, but it does carry pathogens that can get you sick- just like any bodily fluid from any pokemon would.

It's currently unknown why it developed this way. I do not specialize in ancient pokemon, but revived ones do automatically fall under my jurisdiction- it's a complicated crossroads for me here, haha.

#//okay obviously the fossils are mixed up but using the pokedex as referece #because theyre recent i would not say that a professor that doesnt specialize in ancient pokemon would realize theyre fixed up wrong #everybody treats it like its obvious but these guys are NEW in universe. #logically i think only some researchers would say theyre not right and none of them would be in teak's specific field #THEREFOR. AS FAR AS HE'S CONCERNED. #they actually did just look like that #theres a misconception that scientists would know everything like this ^ but i would never ever expect a general biologist to know #shit about fossil IDs like this? teak dissects politoads and writes down shit he sees gengar do. he doesnt know. he didnt take classes #on it. #so if i get any mean asks ill lose my mind #LMAO sorry about the long tags i just know people forget that a professor that lives in this world cant just rip open the game data like us #teak doesnt even know if arceus exists for sure #arctozolt

[lolexjpg]

Laying in bed for an hour before work thinking about gay sex can actually be so, so important for your mental health

#i had fun lil talks abt girl!gax and #then got sleepy and lay down to think abt girl gax some MORE #I just think. max would be so concerned w omg she's never been with a girl before #i should go slow and make sure she's comfortable and everything #even though deep in my soul i wanna fuck her so hard she forgets her name i GOTTA keep that for later #its just important to me 🥰 #girlfic tag #she speaks #work tag

[grokebaby]

Been thinking about it and honestly I've been feeling like I don't really wanna post about several ocs anymore

#My thoughts #I feel like I should elaborate but Idk if I want to #For those concerned: it's not about my most major stories but tbh lately I've been way more content just #Not really sharing these things publicly anymore. Posting does not bring me joy #I honestly feel self conscious posting even this bc I feel like I shouldn't need to make some. Announcement or whatever #Like. I'm allowed to just exist online without trying to content-ify the things I create out of genuine love and passion #I just fucking hate social media these days lollllll my ass would NOT be here aside from talking to friends and mutuals #Friends and mutuals how's it feel to know you're the thing that matters anymore #I do like seeing Fandom content and art in general obv obv but I don't think I feel inclined to create it anymore #Everything is such a performance and Idk. I think this year I'm just gonna not. #Some recent developments in my life where I've let go of things that have burdened me #Have led me to just realize oh shit. I could've just been this happy the whole time? #Anyway massive fucking tag rambles oops

[drewsaturday]

i want an AU where flulu is the one who gets memories of past time loops because her flavor of protectiveness, at least knowing the possibilities from one single prior loop, would be insane

#iwatex tag #i also was thinking i want her to recognize what's going on with sol and actually listen to them #but that kiiiinda happens w the rebel path where she gets mad you're acting out so much #and you have a thought about how she doesnt understand what it's like to have all these memories etc #i rly would love to see... something though about how weird it is you're going so hard at biology when #before you've only ever shown interest in sports or something #it means a lot how much she and ger do appreciate your ~miracles~ but i want flulu to catch on just once #about how sol is always in the right place at the right time #how they never listen but when they refuse to listen it ends up going too well #and how they're obedient in all other ways etc #i think sol could prove it without getting lobotomized if the right string of events went down #but also i do think flulu would get so worried about it all i cant imagine her not going to instance ;-; #i think it would have to be both her and get noticing and possibly hearing similar things from other people where sol was right #so they dont get individually swallowed up by concerns and have some anchor outside of those concerns too #i just want them to realize everything sol has done because they love their parents #and to the heartwrenching extent to which they have done so

[kennabeth]

I think kell's going to break up with lila

he's done nothing but change to be what she wants while he gets nothing from her in return--they're doing her job, she makes fun of him for the ring and he thinks she threw it away, he wants to be told he's going to be okay through his pain and she just yells at him and leaves him alone, she's molded him into the same kind of fighter she is because she's outwardly acting like there's nothing they can do about his magic anymore, he's begged her to tell him she wants to be around him after swallowing her dismissive attitude for years.

in her head, obviously, she says she loves him and keeps the ring on her at all times, but she's driving him away by pretending like their relationship can just be in her head. I know she's been trained by her childhood to reveal nothing to anyone but she just can't continue living like this if she wants kell to stay in her life. being around rhy and alucard is only going to remind kell of what a healthy relationship can look like.

and if he doesn't leave, he probably should

#im only halfway through dont @ me #like you can see lila thinks everything is good and fine and that he just magically knows how much she loves and values him #but he is so upset like constantly by her behavior #however. i know lila is like. victoria's fave. her power fantasy/dream self-insert and im concerned that lila's static character #is because ve thinks lila is already perfect #and not a significant character flaw that's going to cost her #i adore the two of them together genuinely one of my fave m/f couples #and i want them to end up together #but i think it would be good if they separated for a while until theyre more on the same page about what each of them needs #bc kell is getting so dangerously depressed thinking lila doesnt need or want him #says kenna #kenna reads threads of power #fragile threads of power spoilers #in case anyone specifically is trying to hide this book #is there a more concise tag out there

[artekai]

I need to stop making OCs who are emotionally fucked up from being overshadowed by someone in their life who they perceive as more successful or likeable than themselves, everyone's gonna think there's something wrong with me orz

#personal #oc tag #uhmmmm oversharing in the tags so warning for that sajhdjhshj >>> #there are many things wrong with me but this one is like the least of my concerns ahjsdjfhh #BUT WHY IS IT SUCH A COMMON DENOMINATOR #artekai has aloy. fross has lis. kaito has takuto. bartenak has artekai. genuinely wtf #i haven't even started planning for jane's family and i already feel she's got the same thing going on 😭 #the only person i'm overshadowed by is the ghost of the person i thought i would be hahaha am i right fellas UP TOP 🖐 #i mean i do get jealous of people who seem to be doing much better than me sometimes and want to tear them apart but who doesn't? #i don't think i experience that feeling any more than the average person so WHY DO I KEEP GIVING IT TO MY OCS.... #at least dailah is safe because she IS desperate to prove herself but not to prove herself better than any specific person in her life #just to prove herself better than anyone who rejected her ❤️ god i hope she gets everything she wants. show those assholes #anyways i'm so sorry for psychoanalyzing myself through my ocs for the umpteenth time. do you still think i'm hot #or if you don't think i'm hot do you at least think they're hot

[outlawera]

​why are middle aged, homophobic, conservative hbo war fans going on tumblr of all places to explore what the hbo war fandom has to offer.... all we got are the same five gifs for each show and gay people

#edit: if the fact i used the term middle aged bothers u more than the fact i’m talking ab homophobic/conservative people on this app that #happen to be middle aged then that’s concerning for you. #also. i do not perceive the characters as gay like when i’m actively watching the show i’m not sitting there thinking they’re gay... #i ship bc it’s fun it’s not that deep LOL #and then they’ll vent under the tag ab how gay people ruin everything LMAO #i promise you me being a lesbian and a baberoe shipper is not going to be the downfall of war based media... #hbo war

[adammilligan]

something about how michael was built for war and he’s lived through and won endless battles and did win the war against lucifer so long ago but the first time we actually see him lose his composure on screen is when adam asks him, very gently, if he still cares about what god thinks of him after he left him in the cage. when he gets frustrated and even snaps at one point and adam is still so kind to him anyway. something about heaven’s most terrifying weapon being rendered speechless at one string of words spoken with nothing but gentle concern. not to drag a quote into this but quite literally sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof you’ve been ruined

#like he can handle war but he draws himself up defensively and can't even speak when adam confronts him with nothing but kindness #behind the gesture #and that line is still so interesting to me! because it kind of implies that michael hadn't been acting like he cared about being #the favorite anymore. which to be fair he hadn't! he ditched heaven to hang out with a human that's far from how god's favorite should act #but the new identity michael was building for himself was still shaky especially since yknow. a lot of it was developed in a cage. in hell #so it makes sense that when confronted about it he would start clinging to that old identity all over again. it's very human of him actually #and with adam's real genuine concern/confusion over it + how it's apparent that they talk to each other about everything #it makes me think that no michael didn't actually care about being the favorite anymore. even in 15x19. ESPECIALLY in 15x19 #in 15x19 especially it was a combination of a) his unstable mindset after losing his closest and only friend #b) that loss being a direct hit on the foundations of his new identity #and c) the old identity coming back up to take its place because otherwise he might've actually gone insane. he had to function SOMEHOW #and i know there's only so many ways you can defend 15x19's genuinely godawful writing. i know. and i'm a steadfast 15x19 hater #but this is perhaps one of the only ways i can EXPLAIN it #and no bringing lucifer back didn't help. one of thee pillars of his old identity shows up while his new identity is crumbling to dust in #the face of adam's death and he's falling and you don't expect him to reach out and lean on it for support? that's just what people DO #it's like taking away an addict's best coping mechanism and expecting them not to relapse if only the one time #and he was being actively encouraged to relapse was the thing! dean going 'daddy's boy' at the beginning of the ep? their plan RELYING on #michael's death at the hands of chuck? REALLY. #these tags are not the point of this post. anyway #kate rambles #michael #adam milligan #midam

[judyalvqrez]

the way people are once again removing all the nuance and moral greyness and complexity out of the last of us, but especially joel miller’s character is kinda concerning lol

#i told myself i wasn't gonna get into the discourse but i was reading through some of the posts and comments in the tlou tag and... oof #like i get it i could write whole essays about my feelings on this story and its characters and the ending ect. #but a lot of people are already getting annoyingly defensive of every single one of joel’s actions #literally stripping him of all of the flaws and complexities and moral greyness that make him such a great character #why are yall turning him into a clean cut selfless hero that did everything right like that's so boring #what’s most frustrating is how people are completely ignoring ellie’s perspective in all of this #some even just pushing her entire character aside in favor of joel #only bringing her or her trauma up when they’re trying to justify something joel did #and treating her like an accessory to his character when you should be reflecting how his actions are gonna affect HER #i hate to break it to yall but if you bring this highly romanticized version of joel into the next season #yall are NOT gonna have a good time #it happened once and it will happen again and i know the inevitable backlash is gonna be twice as bad this time that’s why im concerned #anyway those are just my two cents that no one asked for if you see me posting any type of discourse again pls shoot me lol #and please don't think i'm a joel hater either those people are just as annoying they're just in the minority i think especially on tumblr #why can't we just enjoy joel for the morally grey complex and honestly fucked up and tragic man that he is #it's like joel defender this joel hater that let's just be joel enjoyers #or joel lovers that'd be me because i love him with all my heart 🥺 #especially hbo joel like his characterization was so good he just hits different and honestly i prefer him over game joel #and i do enjoy the occasional ''joel is innocent/did nothing wrong' memes/jokes i think they're hilarious and ultimately harmless #(also the joel/abby memes but that's another story sjafhksaf) #this was more about the people writing almost whole ass dissertations or actively starting arguments in their fervent need to defend joel #okay im done lol #lucy rants #i tried to keep this little rant as spoiler free as possible because there's no way in hell im tagging this asjfknsa this was more for me #if you read this whole thing through the end: hi i hope your day was good and if it wasn't i hope it's great tomorrow :)

[sweetlesson]

{Also since I'm here and thinking about this... Actually, I'm going to put this under a cut since it might be considered negative and triggering to some.}

{When I first started this blog I tried really hard to like, reach out as much as possible? I liked every interaction call I saw and sent in every meme I could and even tried to make extra posts of my own to reach as many people as possible. But actually, that's... Not how I normally behave?}

{I was trying really hard to reach out to people first because I felt like it would be really rude to make a blog for people to follow and then just... Not be the first to reach out? Just do nothing? I didn't want to do that to anyone. But I'm also like incredibly anxious and I've found even with perma starter calls I still get really worried that I'm spamming interactions or I'm interacting with someone that actually doesn't like me or my writing all that much and only interacts with me out of pity? Like I know that thought process is so stupid, but unless someone has gone out of their way to interact with me multiple times and carried out threads with me for a while or even to their end, I usually feel like that person must actually only tolerate me at best.}

{And I've been doing my best to fight against that mindset because logically I know that isn't the case and it's actually ridiculous of me to be afraid of people especially when 90% of you guys followed me first, like I know I'm not being rational. But when I consider interacting with things or trying to reach out to someone it gives me the sweats and heart palpitations and a lot of the time I decide nah, I'll try again later when it's more appropriate, even not knowing what more appropriate even looks like to me.}

{All of that to say that if you ever want to interact with me for any reason and we're mutuals? Please just do it. Please just send me something because that will make me feel so much better about sending you stuff in the future, too. I'm sorry I am this way. I realize I'm not being very polite. I really apologize to make anyone make the first move with me, since I know quite literally from experience that that sucks really bad. I'll try to be better in the future, but until then just bother me with literally anything you want at literally any point you want because that legitimately helps me be more comfortable, I promise.}

{And if we're not mutuals and you want to interact? Follow me! I'll check your rules and see if we line up alright.}

#✿ no need concern yourself with me ┊ ooc #✿ your time here with me will be spent obtaining knowledge and skills indispensable for daily life ┊ psa #✿ i pray that the knowledge i impart to you will improve the quality of your lives and the necessities thereof ┊ rules #//oof actually that ended up being pretty long #//so it would have needed to be cut anyway #negative tw #low self esteem tw #anxiety tw #long post tw #ask to tag #//i think i covered everything but jic