#I’m here for the rest of the night

[hamable]

Hey I just finished Hilda season 3 and I am forever changed.

I joke that I could write a thesis about some media but I could really truly talk for hours about how fucking good Hilda is.

It’s core strength, which tears at my heart and soul so earnestly, is that it is not just a story about child adventurer, but equally a story about the MOTHER of a child adventurer and it’s just so beautiful. So impactful.

I think Johanna may be one of my favorite characters… ever. I think she is Absolutey Incredible.

Season three was just so amazing, the whole series is. I beg y’all to watch it because it’s so so good and deserves all the love it can get.

#hilda #hilda netflix #hilda season 3 #Hilda is so so important to me and I think it always will be #I’ve had a fear for a long time that as I get older I will no longer see myself in adventure stories bc I’ll be too old #bc they’re all written for younger demographics #someone once said something on here about how young ppl are easier to write bc adults get… specific… as they get older #and that’s so true and I was scared I’d lose my sense of adventure in the stories I read #but Johanna proved me wrong and was everything I’ve ever needed #I see so much of myself in her and she means so much to me #I’m gonna be sobbing about this the rest of the night #that and nursing a headache bc I straight up was either hunched forward or actively on my feet jumping while watching this season #god it’s so fucking good gang #and what a send off #that final goodbye. it’s been a year and we’re back and the raven festival and back to sitting on that wall #god it’s beautiful #my ONLY critique is that they fucked up woodman. I’ll expound later but they fully messed up woodman.

[infinite---hyperdeath]

national blueberry cheesecake day

i learned this type of cheesecake is purple not blue :(

#i made this at 4-5 am while fighting artblock and wrist pains RAAHHHGH #i was so sure that blueberry cheesecake was blue and that’s why i drew v1 !!! at least the little purple fits ‘em #i spent the rest of my night (morning ?) thinkin abt the ‘blueberries are blue on the outside. purple when mashed. green when peeled’ post #if u know what i’m talking about #ouuughh i think i’ve said blueberry and cheesecake too much #anyway i’ve never had it idk if it’s good or not #ultrakill #v1 #v1 ultrakill #my art tag #national blueberry cheesecake day #i love national days sm like so so much #yipppiiieieeeeeee #also minos is here technically ? as the fork spoon thing. idk what i was going for #minos prime #minos prime ultrakill

[mouse-fantoms]

Happy May the 4th to my pfp sake 🫶 you would love Mandalorian/Gorgu

#Julie just comes down stairs in the middle of the night to see Reggie just at the tv watchin Mandalorian #‘Julie I’m almost done with this episode just-‘ ‘I excepted to find Luke down here not you we have a gig tomorrow’ ‘…just one more episode👀’ #julie gets Alex to make sure Reggie honors the one more episode rule but then Alex gets hooked and then she just comes downstairs to two #passed out on the couch Alex and Reggie for once Luke was the responsible one and got a full nights rest #julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatp netflix #jatp reggie #reggie peters

[goldkirk]

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#had a really good dream last night where I was getting more nutrition and regaining energy #then I had to wake up and go DAMN DUDE. DON’T TEASE ME WITH HOPE #I’m starting to get so concerned that I secrétele have an eating disorder and don’t know it or something #can you have an eating disorder without caring about weight or food restriction or access or anything…? #but at the same time I’m just. fucking tired and hungry #of course I’m getting slowly more fixated on food. #it makes me feel terrible but it’s also the only thing that helps me stay stronger and have energy to take care of the rest of my body #so????? #idk man. I don’t give a shit about body image nowadays #I just want to feel stronger again and have energy #so I think I’m okay?? #but damn dreaming about getting nutrition and care hit like a brick hfjgkg #and in the scale of things going on in the world and with other people I know it’s a tiny thing #but it’s big to me #so I let myself talk about it in tags here and now I’m going back to work #shh katie #health

[dianadeadwing]

Oh, no.

I found the 13 Going on 30 DVD on my shelf.

I’m going to watch it and think about Tina.

The only thing stopping me before was the thought of buying it.

#bobs burgers #bob's burgers #tina belcher #the 13 going on 30 au #oh no #this is going to be the rest of my night #I’m going to be stuck here #txt #the dread #the excitement

[bluuscreen-png]

just a kid with armour too big to protect him

#bluu.original #original art #digital art #artists on tumblr #knight #medieval #fantasy #blood #eyestrain #-ish #this is an approximation of a still frame from the dream i had last night #a woman died trying to protect a young knight from being killed by his superior #who had gone mad from the light of the moon #honestly the rest of the dream was about like. a weird combination magic school/restaurant so i’m really cherry picking #the cool parts here

[prettyboysmlm]

ah. help.

(tw sa mention in the tags)

#so #pretty sure my friend lost her virginity last night #(not sure she hasn’t said anything yet) #but if she did #i know for a fact she’s gonna be hella annoying about it this week #bc she’s annoying about everything #but this is different #bc she’s gonna be bragging about how she had sex and how the rest of us are virgins #(two of us aren’t be she doesn’t give a shit she just wants to be better than us) #and i am going to be super uncomfortable if she talks about this nonstop (bc she will) #bc of. experiences. i’ve had. #that she knows abt. and that she has insulted and joked abt before. #and im terrified she’s gonna do it again in front of all of our friends #and i can’t take that i can’t fucking take that #she’s an idiot and she doesn’t think about what she says before she says it but that doesn’t matter bc there are some things you need a #filter for and she doesn’t seem to realize that #anyways i’m terrified of going to school tmr bc i don’t wanna deal with that #like yay i’m happy for u that u had sex with a guy you’ve been dating for two months! now please shut the fuck up! #anyways why am i venting on here? #bc i don’t wanna tell my friends bc they’ll think i’m a hypocrite #i’m the one friend who makes sex jokes and is the ‘horny one’ #bc i’m hypersexual bc of my. ‘experiences’. #and they’ll think i’m a hypocrite if i tell her to stop talking about sex when that’s what i talk about a lot #so i’m just gonna suffer and pray she doesn’t say something to upset me #k.txt #vent tw #sa tw

[lee-sol]

maybe it’s cause this mv came out when sol was being first delvoped, but this is such a sol look

#( ooc. ) #the vibes are there #also i’m gonna try and write here soon #my plan for the rest of the night is attempt bios on my multi

[tariah23]

That fact that I’m just now settling in my bed…. It’s 2:22 am man.

#I would’ve gotten home at like 12 but the guy who was supposed to relieve me was late and man… #if he’s late again I’m gonna tell my boss since I already have to take the train at night and have a long ass way to go fuck dude #he was strolling in all nonchalant and shit #man #like get you ass over here so that I can leave #and the train took like 15 min to pull off because of a group of kids being ignorant and trying to argue with the police on the train #and platform and holding the door open #like it’s too late for this shit man #I got home at 1 something it shouldn’t have taken me this long to get home #I gotta try to get to sleep so that I can get up on time and feel rested enough #rambling

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

Me, yesterday, 5:30 PM: wow I’m honestly doing so great at my adult tasks; I’ve gotten some homework done, I went grocery shopping, my laundry is almost dry. I spent so many spoons and I barely feel tired! Maybe I’m finally fully recovering from burnout!

Me, yesterday, 6:00 PM: oh.

#turns out that I was not drawing from an unlimited spoon supply when I spent spoons so fast #and instead was overdrawing #because at 5:59 I thought ‘oh you know I’m a bit tired I should lay down’ #and then spent almost six hours in Nap Hell as I laid down too tired to get up and take my sleep meds #but also not really sleeping consistently. like dozing except I didn’t want to. #woke up ~11:50 and apparently sent some very misspelled messages to my friends #took sleep meds. and then passed out until morning. #so… I’ve learned something here. such as ‘even if you feel fine. you know you’re spending too many spoons. slow down.’ #I’m gonna try to go to bed early tonight too #and just. rest. bc I know Thursday is going to be a lot for me bc of my ASL class. #just gotta get these labs done first #the exhaustion is partially also my fault bc instead of going to bed after getting home from the airport #I did in fact go straight to DND and played until midnight because DND is Monday nights now. #but in my defense. I had napped on the plane. so I didn’t feel v tired. #but yeah I shouldn’t have done that bc that meant I was operating on a Significant Sleep Deficit yesterday and still had a lot of tasks #that absolutely could not wait. I needed food bc I didn’t have any in the house and needed laundry bc all my wearable clothes were dirty. #and I’d been in class since 9:30AM and went straight to the store from my last class and then straight to laundry after putting away grifos #and STILL FORGOT TO GET GAS #it’s fine I’ll get some today after chemistry or smth on the way home

[impossible-rat-babies]

rotating possible eyrie home lore in my brain

#I’ve been thinking about how they aren’t nomadic in the truest sense but more that they move from one place to another #to follow the seasons + what the goats and sheep need #to which rotations of grazing lands #so there are permanent home structures for their village but they are used 4-5 months at a time before moving on #also thinking about how there are wood warders and then there are Wood Warders #aka the difference being those who trek far and wide to protect the land and then those that spend most of their time out in the fields #with the herds of goat and sheep #idk what makes one which I haven’t thought that far #those who watch the animals are gone for about a week at a time whereas the others are gone much much longer #I’m just rotating in my head how eyrie could have just taken care of sheep their whole life #I’m just sitting here in a hell of my own creation called the hero’s journey #I watched lotr return of the king tonight and I still big cry #anyway also if EW had gone differently or if I was committed to a certain kind of narrative #I might have done a frodo move with eyrie #too weary from the trials of the journey—forever changed and so unable to return back to life before #that the only solution is to move on. to take a rest and no longer be part of the story #at a point in post-EW it was a very tempting thought #after barbie it was really difficult and even worse after lapis when they had a sudden seizure after being okay for several months #oc: eyrie kisne #anyway done rambling GOOD NIGHT

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

so in the Werewolf By Night version of lycanthropy, is being a werewolf something that Happens To You (being bitten or smth along those lines)? or something you’re just born into, like they’re naturally that way? I’m assuming it’s the first option, given Jack’s statement that he’s ‘human’ (‘but maybe not the kind of human [Elsa] would call human’)? or are his references to his family meant to imply that it’s natural, and they’re just a new sort of Inhuman/powered-human-being concept?

#I kinda like WBN being separate from the rest of the MCU #at least as far as hard continuity and referencing goes #it’s nice to have one thing at least that’s not completely tied up in about 10 other ongoing series #so I’m not really cross-referencing Jack’s condition with any other characters and their abilities from other parts of the MCU here #werewolf by night #mcu #jack russell #gurt says stuff

[aromanticbuck]

re: last night

I have slept on it and honestly? I know too much about the army and how it works. it’s not worth it to get into the ins and outs of it on main - I’ll keep that to DMs with Cass and babbling to the dog when Kit is at work.

I know anything I say will be argued back against (and that’s not a bad thing! believe in and stand up for your beliefs!) and I have more important things to worry about than people having different headcanons. this is just to say I’ll be mostly shutting up now unless I’m asked directly about specific things.

I hope everyone has a great Tuesday! 💛

#alex says things #kit said something last night #my knowledge is not universal knowledge #and yeah I was too worked up last night to really get that #but now I am rested and a dog is cuddling me #and I’m just… calmer #it’s not worth it #I’ll sit here with my headcanons and my knowledge #and play with these characters like Barbie’s

[mebiselfandi]

Interacting with so many people feels like getting back shots straight to my cerebrum and lemme say ya girls gotta recharge that battery before she lights her hair on fire.

(P.S. I’m being overdramatic, just sleepy)

#I feel so so tired wth #I’m not like dipping or anything but I will once again be not here tomorrow #too busy sleeping and ignoring life #plus I haven’t had an actual full nights rest since Wednesday night so there’s that too #meb.txt

[queerbuckleys]

hey uhhh can i get a normal night sleep for christmas please

thanks!

#i have tried like everything atp and i’m just sitting here like it’s not 6 am and i’ve been awake for 21 hours #not even an entire new sleep schedule #one night of good rest between the hours of like 11 and 9

[padfootastic]

it’s here it’s here it’s here it’s here

Prongsfoot Week 2022: Day 1

(organised by the wonderful @jmagnabo92)

When and Why did you begin to Ship Prongsfoot? 

my memory is trash so i’m not sure i can give a ~precise answer but here’s what i can say with complete confidence.

i’ve always, always considered james and sirius to be soulmates.

i’ve been writing fic since 2017 and even as far back as then, the one thing i cared about was the bond these two share. i was absolutely in love with their dynamic and had a whole series called ‘Behind The Scenes’ which was just the most random stuff centred around these two. i think, even before harry & sirius, i fell in love with these two idiots.

when it comes to prongsfoot, specifically in a romantic/qpp context, i think that was a bit later. i don’t really care for romance, as much as i do read it. i shifted to this bc i ran out of all friendship fics and needed more stuff where they were each other’s no. 1. i was also, admittedly, spoiled by daily chan’s works where have the most amazing friendship. which is how i discovered prongsfoot and basically just never left.

What makes you Ship it? 

oooooh how do i answer this 🤔

fiction, for me, is a form of extreme escapism. i read so i don’t have to think about real life. i read so i can discover new possibilities and universes. it’s why i’ve read the weirdest, most interesting selection of fics hp has to offer (and if you’ve truly taken a deep dive into the fandom, u know what that’s like)

in that context, prongsfoot is literally the single most comforting dynamic i’ve ever seen.

they embody everything i love in theory but wouldn’t be able to stomach if it happened to me. their ride-or-die closeness, the emotional & physical intimacy, being two halves of the same mind, body, soul—it’s just so, so beautiful. like the stuff of legends.

i love how the two of them complete each other. they’re both privileged, smug bastards but they’ve got these little nooks and crannies that’s filled by the other, effortlessly. i love how out of everyone’s league they are, and the contrast to how they are w others vs each other. there is no scenario i can imagine that would break them up ykno? they’re just that close.

also ok. as i was thinking of ending this here (bc brain isn’t cooperating lol words aren’t easy these days) i remembered me ranting to my friend one day about sirius and his relationship with the potters, particularly james. it is a point of pride for me that i literally made her so emotional that she actually teared up and had a dramatic drop trail down her cheek bc of how passionately i was monologuing & the picture i was painting. (my other friend who doesn’t rly know/care ab hp but loves me also sat through the whole 20min presentation and was moved as well)

the gist of it is this: i love, love, love sirius black. he’s my first and only love. and one of the biggest reasons is how fucking loyal he is. he’s so selfless and so wonderful and a fkn godsend to have in ur corner. and he was so devoted to james and then harry that he tried to do everything in his power to protect these two, including putting himself in harms way multiple times without even caring about his life.

that kind of ‘i’ll do anything for you—burn the world down and rebuild it’ energy? my absolute favourite dynamic ever. i go batshit feral over it. and the way i see james, he’s the same for sirius. he’ll go to bat for him at all times, zero hesitation. he might be a chill, laid back guy most of the time but try coming after his Si and he will fuck you up. he’s underestimated bc he’s such a puppy but nope, he’s v deadly and v dangerous too. and he will not hesitate to show it when he’s protective.

i also just think they fit so fkn well ykno? like yah canon’s trash and all + Ash was so right for mentioning the advantage of only getting 5 lines but what we did get for these two??? i’ll forever be mad that j/s didn’t become the primary mainstream ship for the fandom. its so ??? like literally all ur material is right there. ‘not a day goes by…’; the mirrors???; the symbolism of azkaban—sirius losing his joy and hope and life the literal moment he loses the potters (esp james?); always, always being together; the entirety of swm!!!!! literally there’s no lack of content. u even have fkn outsider pov of a classic ‘historians: and they were just friends 😌’ scenario. it’s literally a queer tragedy, ok?

tbh, as a relationship ideal, prongsfoot isn’t something that would ever appeal to me irl—that level of intimacy—but to read? to imagine? it’s wonderful. and that’s not to even mention how enjoyable this niche is. i get consistently good fics (when i can find them amongst the mess of tags lol) and the best community <333

#prongsfoot #prongsfootweek2022 #this is…not as articulate as i would like it to be #but i am in the middle of an overnight train w minimal space and spotty internet so pls forgive #time zones r saving my ass here lol #promise i’ll do better for the rest of the week #i just didn’t wanna miss the start at all #i’m also loving everyone else’s posts re this!!!!! #it’s so good #lmao i started this answer last night in the train #bc i got too tired #and now i’m continuing this in a bus #so ykno #Fun #the point: i didn’t think i’d be able to write this much but thank god #that last point: not to jinx it and i say this while touching wood #but i’ve not seen the kind of shit in j/s spaces that goes on in other places #even with the bashing and ranting and stuff #which ik isn’t as common as i engage in #it’s still welcoming and warm and kind #kind being the most imp aspect imo #so that automatically bumps j/s to the top of the list for me #also ngl i kept remembering more and more stuff i wanted to say lol #classic pen behaviour