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gunmetal-ring · 3 years

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Stream of consciousness for episode 11x4

Dog's okay I just know it

Kind of funny that Daryl had to do the guts dealio when it's like the most empty space he's wandering but boy scouts come prepared I guess

Pleased that they revealed her immediately actually instead of waiting til the credits

Dramatic reveal! I wonder if they made her wear a wig in find me specifically to show that 6 years have passed now, OR if they ditched the wig after the ageism backlash lol

So I was partially right lol he's like wtf wait she's a baddie. They are not pleased to see each other

OK wait. She saw him on the road w a group. Either that was during the attack or she saw him earlier and was like well whatever we can still attack idc which... seems like woman scorned lol. And the old ass shotgun is still working after 6+ years?!

Okay so it seems like he never talked to her about Maggie as being part of his family. Makes me wonder who exactly she knows about. My guess is not Carol lol. Maybe she knows about Michonne? Or maybe he never talked about his family, and her whole "do you belong with your family even though you can't face them" line during the ultimatum is exclusively her projecting. Idk. And honestly given his whole "I'm a loner like always" lie right now maybe that's the case

*Theme Song*

And now he's being taken to their camp... hm. Lol they're just dragging him that's kind of funny not even carrying him. Also that's a thin ass burlap sack. What does he have in his hands to get him out of the rope?

She's really so beautiful. He told her he went back for her. Um you looked everywhere?! We didn't see that!

Daryl... "Sorry you ended up with these people" dude like. Piece it together. Cmon. Follow the narrative that the writers are hitting over our heads with a brick 😒 dude cannot critically analyze zombie TV for shit...

HA "they never stopped looking for me" and he's all "Alright low blow dude. Sorry that the love of my life came and rescued me from my creepy loner came idk what to tell you"

Hmm OK so he did tell her about his family... but like. Who?! I need to know. Either way he's saying they're all dead now so I guess it happened sometime after she left. She looks like she feels bad for him. Maybe she believes it?

Damn that's cold blooded holy shit what the fuck. Guess she is scorned lol. Waterboarding the ex?! It's been YEARS bro time to move on! Guess she didn't believe it. Leah Shaw, okay. Doesn't she know that confessions under torture are unreliable? Can't believe she thought that would work tho. He's made of physical steel (and emotional marshmallow). Cmon.

Whoa goddamn they're so fucking smart ugh I love Daryl. Feel bad for the guy tho. Guess he's getting waterboarded too. The Geneva convention doesn't exist in the apocalypse I guess.

He's never lied... bro your whole relationship was a lie... yikes. Aw the classic pet custody breakup deal. But rly tho I'm dying to find out who he told her about in their family.

Um... ok... so is it just this one guy that speaks in tongues or is this part of the whole Reaper deal? Did Leah force Daryl to go to Mass with her? Were they religious before the world ended? So many questions and I'm genuinely intrigued. Good job writers

Scared of letting go... but he let go for Carol!!!!! I see you writers

Lol she straight up admitted she wasn't happy and neither was he. Relationship doomed from the start.

Bro idk what to tell you but if you don't think soldiers and mercenaries torture people in war you have never read the news once. Also what the fuck did they talk about when they were together if he didn't know what she did before the fall?! Did they ever speak?!

He's so fucking smart wow I love him so much ugh. "Comfortable" like how you gently wiped his face to trick him into getting waterboarded hahahaha

I can't remember if we know the suicide bomber and the Russian roulette names but I wonder if those are the two she thinks are missing

Oooooooooooooooooo getting chewed out by the boss.. damn she is relatable lol.

Bro Daryl is apparently the greatest actor ever if pope thinks he wants to get into Leah's pants and loves her still hahahahahahaha. I wonder if he ever told Leah he loved her? Obviously he was placating her or trying to convince himself he did, don't worry babes it wasn't true either way, but I'm actually curious about their relationship. Bc it seems mostly like they sat in silence and cried occasionally and had weird blurry sex for 10 months when he wasn't spending days away from her hanging out with Carol and looking for Rick.

Yeah I mean the writers aren't at ALL making us wonder where Daryls allegiances lie like it's so obvious he's doing what he can to protect his family even if that means joining the enemy. It's not a Eugene situation at all

Holy shit getting burned alive?! Brutal. Guess her family doesn't love her all that much after all. Oh nvm. Ends justify the means. Altho i guess she helped Daryl cheat with the ladder but they don't have to know that. God pope is such a fuckin weirdo. This is so fucking weird hahahahahaha I LOVE THIS

Ooo... I wonder if daryl ever believed in God or if he's just saying he used to. Merle was somewhat religious maybe, or maybe he was just grasping at straws when he thought he was dying. Hm

Pope's monologue is a lot more interesting than most of Rick's I'll give him that. Ngl I tended to zone off sometimes when Rick monologued.

Bro I just don't believe that people were on fire and emerged totally unharmed. Sorry. Altho Daryl suffered apparently only momentary smoke inhalation so idk. This is a world of zombies after all so I'll suspend my disbelief.

They've got a LOT of food wow. Wonder if that's all the Meridian spoils. Sucks for Alexandria if it is. I think it's funny they call one of them Bossie when pope is the boss. I know that's his last name but still it's funny.

Pope like there were a bunch of people everywhere it's entirely plausible that he was "fighting the enemy face to face" and someone came up behind him to slice and dice. Keep in mind ladies it's always daryls code to get others out first it doesn't mean he's still in love with Leah

Holy SHIT pope what the actual fuck! Is this the Salem witch trials?! Burn at the stake and if they burn turns out they aren't the chosen one?! Altho I guess there's no "whoops guess she was innocent" here and instead it's "See good he didn't belong"

Holy shit I didn't realize an hour passed already damn! I wanted so much more!

Re: Angela kang commentary, clearly it seems like Leah is losing faith in pope and maybe will escape with Daryl bc pope is too crazy! Except that's not at all believable at least right now. Like she just fuckin waterboarded Daryl and to me it seemed like she was just going thru the motions bc she knew he would withstand waterboarding but not an emotional heart to heart. And she felt bad that they had to torture him and she had to "save him" from being tortured, rather than just jumping straight into the heart to heart, bc otherwise he wouldn't be vulnerable to a heart to heart and trust her and whatever.

Anyway. Wow. This is my favorite episode so far hands down. Altho 11x3 is a close second. Then 11x1 and 11x2 bc personally I felt like 11x2 sucked lol.

#twd #op #twd s11 spoilers #twd s11 #twd spoilers #meta #review

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catspinach · 3 years

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Gonna talk abt my transition here since ite been about a year since I started testosterone:O if anyone's planning on starting T or has questions abt my experience go nuts and ask, I don't mind uwu

Before I started T they checked my testosterone count and it was already well above average for women so I was super happy abt that lol. I initially started on androgel for about 6 months before increasing my dose and switching to injections, and during that period I didn't really notice a whole lot of changes tbh. I don't think my voice really changed at all at that point, but the way I talked started feeling different and i started seeing slight bottom growth and stuff, but everything sped up once I started injections and increased my dose.

So ig first I'll talk about hair. I'm blond and never had too much body hair but my legs got HAIRY and that was probably one of the first notable changes I had. Specifically below the knee. Then came the ass hair dhshjw and now I'm starting to see dark hair growing on my thighs. I never rly had thigh hair before but it's really starting to come in! I also have so much hair going down my bellybutton now lmao seriously it's so long. Uhh I have quite a bit of nipple hair too.. Shit grows fast once it starts, but it takes a while to start if that makes sense. And I have a few facial hairs that come in but I obvs can't grow a beard yet so I've been shaving them. They come in fast though, I gotta shave like every other day. When I first started T I wasn't totally sure how I felt about body hair tbh but now that it's actually growing I'm like YES!!!

My voice has changed a lot too holy shit. Like it's definitely not totally 100% masculine but it's very androgynous. Singing is very different! Idk how to use my head voice anymore lol. Basically I used to have trouble singing as low as steven universe but now I have trouble singing as high as steven universe dhsgsjjs I'm sorry I listen to the soundtrack a lot and that's the only thing I can compare it to but yeah holy shit steven can sing so high wtf?? my laugh kinda changed too, its become more of a scream ndhsjs but that's okay!

There's other various changes too, like I mentioned bottom growth. I'm gonna explain what bottom growth looks like for the rest of this paragraph bc I never saw anything abt it when I first started T and all the resources I could find were literally from a trans guy p*rn subreddit and that's not okay!! But yeah basically it's just an enlarged clitoris. It grows to different sizes depending on the person but it stays small and won't grow to penis size or anything. The clit forms to kinda be in the shape of the head of a penis and the clitoral hood wraps around it almost like foreskin, but again it stays pretty small and you probably won't see it through your underwear. I was very concerned abt that part before I started T and the uncertainty made me put off taking it for a long time so like genuinely if anyones in the same boat I don't mind answering questions! just don't make it weird lol.

Uhhh yeah and then I got hella strong muscles lmao. Like they're harder and more defined, specifically in my arms. I got a lot of acne for a while too but I taking prescription acne gel. More stuff abt my bussy incoming: testosterone can dry you out or thin out the skin, and it can give you UTIs. That's what happened to me but I'm just taking a cream to help with that. You basically like go thru menopause lol so there's similar symptoms to that. No more periods! This post is probably way too much abt my genitals for other people's comfort so I apologize and I'm done talking thank you for reading

#trans #ftm #my transition #transgender #long post

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chwesolai · 4 years

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change up. | lee chan

inspired by change up by seventeen and grease, yes, the movie (you’ll understand why in a second don’t you worry)

university au!

nerd!chan x class clown!y/n

chan spent his times in his books, in his studies, in ‘always looking in the future’. he never took a break. but towards the end of his senior year of high school, his parents wanted to reward his hard work and studious efforts. it was post-finals, he finished, he got into the university he dreamed of.

he was free, finally.

so the trip began, his family packed their bags and the road trip to Daecheon Beach from Iksan. chan and his younger brother remained silent most of the ride, chan's brother playing on his phone, occasionally showing chan the new character he unlocked.

"you're going to fry your brain because of those games," chan scoffs, lifting his head up from reading.

"you're going to become evil because of all those scary books you read."

"then, let me."

the two brothers laugh and slowly immerse themselves into their activities and as the sun sets, the two fall into a deep sleep.

four more hours later and the sun began to warm chan's face, they have arrived.

y/n's parents allowed her to pick this year's summer family vacation, her older sister picked last year and her older brother did the year before. they've been to the us, europe, japan but she just wanted to stay home. but her family just didn't allow that so she picked the beach.

"THE BEACH? Y/N ARE YOU KIDDING?" her sister wasn't here for that, but her brother backed her up, "hey less money spending for us then. we wouldn't need to exchange money, buy flight tickets, bla bla blah."

"exactly." y/n proud of her decision.

"alright, i guess we could go visit my hometown's beach then," y/n's dad shrugs looking at her mother, who was nodding in agreement, "ok, saving money this trip, I like it. we could stay at mom's house then," it was set.

y/n packing her bags, excited to just bathe in the sun, swim, eat her grandmother's food again, this was her trip.

the car ride was absolutely chaotic.

y/n gained the entire back seat to herself with her two older siblings stuck ripping each others' heads off in the middle seats.

"I WILL GIVE YOU TWO MY LAST TWO POCKY IF YOU SHUT UP RIGHT NOW."

"ok bet," her brother held out his hand as his little sister handed him a strawberry pocky packet and her older sister then received her chocolate pocky.

"thank you," y/n bathes in the silence as she goes back to her drama.

the two met at y/n's grandmother's restaurant. y/n was peeling oranges as chan's family walks in, if you're offered to earn some money on vacation, you take it, y/n dropped the peeler, telling her grandma she can take this table.

chan pushed up his glasses as he looks up at the possibly cutest girl he's ever laid eyes on. she was definitely she was shorter than him, her hair held back in two braids, she kept her pen behind her ear and she looked just like how chan envisions the female characters in the classic novels he reads.

"hi welcome to kitchen by paradise, i'm y/n and i will be your server today and if you have any questions about any items on the menu, i'll be more than happy to recommend you anything! now, could i get you all anything to drink?"

chan's mom ordered water, his dad got a cola, his brother banana milk and chan didn't have a clue.

"and for you?" y/n says as she turns her attention towards chan.

"u-um. um. do-do-o you guys have any specialty drinks?"

"oh yeah! we grow our own oranges so we have a whole specialty of drinks. we have an orange-hibiscus iced tea, an orangeade, an orange-pineapple refresher and an orange mint sunrise."

"could i get the orange-pineapple one? please?"

"of course, that's my personal favorite," y/n smiles and chan could've sworn his heart melted, "i will get those ready for you guys and again, if you guys have any questions, call out for y/n!"

"thank you!" chan's parents chimed in as y/n walks away.

"channie has a crush channie has a crush."

"i will drown you." chan glares at his little brother as his cheeks began to flush.

chan never knew he could fall so easily, i guess this is what happens when you're not focused on studying instead of girls, but this charismatic waitress got his attention.

chan watched y/n peel oranges and make the drink he had ordered, almost feeling bad because the drink looked so tedious to make. he saw the tray of drinks coming their way as she finishes pouring the yellow-orangey iced drink.

"here we go!" she places the drinks at the table, handing each drink to its rightful owner, "so are we ready to order?"

y/n took everyone's orders and y/n couldn't help but giggle at this nerdy guy stuttering ordering his seafood bibibimbap.

he's cute i can't deny it.

"alright let me repeat your guys' order and i'll send this to the kitchen!"

chan's family finished their meals and had left while y/n was on her break, disappointing chan, so he jumped to this opportunity. his 18 y/o heart couldn't believe himself that he left his number for this cute waitress he just met, i mean she probably is a local here and i'm here for the next two weeks.

y/n couldn't believe either. she smiled that that dorky kid thought she was cute, so she saved his number, texting him around sunset.

to orange boy: hey! this is y/n!

to server girl: hi! i'm chan i can't believe you actually saved my number ha

to orange boy: i just had to thank the guy who called me cute and also thinks my favorite drink is good because its our least popular haha

to server girl: thats surprising its rly good omg

to orange boy: so are you free tomorrow?

to server girl: i think my family is just hanging out tmr why?

to orange boy: my grandma is sending me to the market tomorrow to pick up some ingredients and i know you're here for vacation and i know im just a stranger but idk want to explore the coast tmr?

chan couldn't believe it, in his 18 years of his life, he is being asked to go out. with a girl. and she isn't trying to steal his study book.

y/n couldn't believe herself, she just asked a stranger to go out with her.

to server girl: i'm down wanna pick me up?

to orange boy: tmr 12pm i'll bring us lunch

to server girl: sounds like a plan, so whats your favorite color?

the two spent all night getting to know each other, learning they're the same age, chan was older by a month and a half, y/n's favorite color is every color and said some picasso joke making chan laugh in his hotel room. they both felt like they've known each other for years.

the next day came and y/n packed her backpack and her scooter for the day, writing down the list her grandmother has told her the night before and then sending a text to chan for his address.

"I'M TAKING THE SCOOTER!" y/n yells as she runs down the stairs, "TEXT ME IF YOU NEED ME!"

her family all replying as they hear her leave.

as she makes it to the garage, she ensures she brings the second helmet.

this is a vacation. the wind blowing in her hair as she follows the directions to chan's hotel. her dark blue scooter shimmering in the sunlight and she arrives in front of chan's hotel, rich kid huh?

to orange boy: outside by the lobby!!

chan was already in the lobby for the past ten minutes, didn't want to look like a complete weirdo and come out right when she texted so he waited for a good minutes before walking out. he was wanted to be casual, didn't want to screw anything up with her.

"hey! chan over here!" he walked out seeing the pretty girl from the restaurant on a blue electric scooter? taking off her helmet waving her hand around. he smiled and waved back as he walked towards her.

"this is tomi, my trusty stead," she smiles proudly at her scooter making chan stifle a laugh, leading y/n to laugh at his poor hiding of a laugh, "this is yours, hop on!"

"did not expect this to be the start of my day," he laughs as he puts on the helmet, he gets on the back of the scooter and before y/n turns on the scooter, she grabs chan's arms and to his surprise, wraps them around her stomach, "we're going fast so i don't want you falling off," she turns and smiles at him. what am i feeling right now? butterflies swarm around the two teenagers' stomachs, falling in love before they've even gone out.

"oh o-ok."

and they were off.

y/n parked the scooter in her usual spot, the noise of the market sang to her and before getting off, she introduces the market, "welcome to daecheon market where old men try to peddle tourists and where local teenagers find the best clothes AND one stand has the BEST fruit produce."

"y/n i think i should just call you fruit girl because you seem very enthusiastic about them," chan smirks

"i dare you to, orange boy."

"alright fruit girl."

the two laugh as they barely even notice chan's arms are still around y/n, y/n begins to take off her helmet right before she bumps chan in the face with her helmet.

"OH MY GOD! i am so sorry chan oh my god im sorry oh my god i-"

"y/n its ok really," chan laughs at her worried look, "i'm all good no bleeding see?"

"alright im still super sorry i kind of forgot i had a passanger with me," she nervously laughs, im such an idiot what is wrong w me wtf y/n

chan hops off and helps y/n down, "thank you, sir," y/n bows.

"you are very welcome madam," chan bows back, leading them both to laugh once more because of their dorkiness.

"here hold this," y/n opens the scooter compartment and hands chan a camera, "thats my prized possession, keep it safe." she pretends to glare at him but ending up laughing anyways, "you're on picture duty and i am on food duty," y/n pulls out a picnic basket and a large water bottle, "before we explore lets eat!"

y/n leads chan down to a secluded area next to the market, "my siblings and i love coming down here and eating lunch and playing ball. its our secret hideout, and you are a new member of paradise cove, mr chan."

"i'm honored," chan couldn't believe how comfortable he felt around her, a stranger that he had a very long text conversation last night about their favorite colors and whether or not aliens exist. y/n couldn't believe either. why did she feel so bubbly around a kid she met on the job at her grandmother's restaurant?

chan helped her put out a small picnic blanket from the basket and y/n began to pull out the food, “so i remembered your order from the other day and grandma pulled through and made some more this morning and a special touch, an orange-pineapple refresher. dig in!”

their picnic was nothing but boring, time passed so quickly while they talked more about the city and high school and where they want to go for univerity, and what they want to be. a convesation nether of the two have had with another human being. they both took some pictures while they were at it, y/n always doing some silly pose when chan had the camera and chan always looking away from the camera. they were comfortable with one another.

“so, let’s explore the market shall we?” chan standing up, offering his hand to her, she was hesistant at first, “come on y/n i don’t bite,” he laughs, looking away. feeling odd with his hand out for so long, he looks back at her smiling this time, “i’m feeling a cramp coming on”

standing up, she grabs his hand and pulls him close to her, both of their faces flushed now. y/n had NO idea what she was doing, “can i?” she looked at his lips and then back up at his eyes, prepare for any reaction

“yes,” once y/n heard his answer, his hand caressed the side of y/n’s face and pressed their lips together, almost melting into the kiss. y/n felt her cheeks burn up, the kiss lasted a few seconds but felt like an eternity. pulling away, the two laughed with their eyes closed and foreheads pressed against each other, “so the market?” y/n slowly opened her eyes, seeing the flustered boy in front of her interlocking their hands together.

“i thought you were the romantic,” he smiles back.

two spent nearly everyday together. y/n told chan she didn’t live in daecheong, they both knew they were both on vacation and the day one of them was leaving was soon appoarching them. “what will you do without me?” “cry.” “shut up chan” “you asked i answered~!”

chan didn’t want to believe but neither did y/n. their two weeks was up, y/n helped chan pack. “are you really going to cry?” “y/n you’re my first kiss, my first love, my first crush, the first girl that actually has gotten my attention so what do you think?” “now, you’re going to make me cry.” she pouts “y/n you have my number, i have my license, you have a kickass scooter. we have ways to still see each other even if that means our universities are miles apart, we can do this.”

to orange boy: i miss you

they couldn’t do it. the long distance lasted about a month and then school started.

to server girl: i’m sorry

chan was at yonsei university and back to his old ways. head in the books, no partying no social interaction just studying. this physical therapy major wasn’t moving an inch.

now, what chan didn’t know was y/n was ALSO at yonsei. this visual arts major was the biggest party animal on campus. she ruled frat parties and she was a good students. her professors loved her and her charm.

- ten months later -

HALLOWEEN

“CHAN! you have to come dude!” chan’s roommate, xuxi, begs him. xuxi was the polar opposite of chan, same age same major COMPLETELY different social class.

“no ‘xi for the last time, i’m not a party guy.”

“chan please dude, its a costume party, nobody will know its you.” chan began to consider it, when was the last time i had fun?

“what are you dressing up as?” “i’m going to be capt. american because im going as the avengers with mark and the other guys. if you don’t want to be recognized then wear a mask, be a masquarade ball dude? idk wear a suit and a mask, be that DUDE”

“i’m in.” here we go lee chan

to server girl: finally going out with the boys for the first time hope you’re well i miss you

y/n read the text almost immediately, “i wonder where he’s going?”

“who?” y/n’s roommate jungeun asled as she’s doing her makeup.

“some summer fling, he just texted me after like three months.”

“he’s more than a summer fling hon if you saw his text so fast.”

“shut up”

“kiss me,” jungeun stuck her tongue out at her, “so what are you dressing up as y/n?”

“poision ivy, mark said they’re going to be the avengers and so i’m showing him up and being dc’s sexiest villian.”

“you’re such a heartbreaker miss y/n let the boy breathe, he may have cheated but-”

“but nothing! he treated me like a one night stand and i wanted more! im going all out!”

chan looked at himself one more time in the mirror and xuxi walked behind him in his captain america outfit, “my son you look so fucking good,” pretending to tear up

“shut up,” chan rolled my eyes, sitting back down on his bunk, “should i still go?”

“YES! you look good dude! can’t even recognize you, you look so different and the contacts? you’re really hiding your identity with this one channie.”

“this is the only night we get to be other people so,” he puts on his lacey masquarade mask he bought from target, ‘let’s go.”

xuxi wraps his arm around him, “LETS FUCKING GO!”

“MISS Y/N YOU DID THAT HONEY!”

jungeun and y/n nearly in shock of how well this costume curves around her body.

“green is your color girl,” jungeun sighs, “you knock them dead baby.”

“you look amazing yourself j OMG ms daphne over here.”

“I’m finding my fred tonight ok?” she smiles as she ties her scarf around her neck.

y/n places her red mask on, “i’m heading out!”

“HANG ON!” y/n was practically out the door before jungeon runs out, “ok ready.”

“let’s go fuck shit up.”

the party was everything chan was not used to, drinking, loud music, people EVERYWHERE, you could say he was slightly overwhelmed.

you could say he also wasn't used to the attention around him, girls coming up to ask if they wanna hook up or take a shot with him which he declined all of them until she walked in.

ms poison ivy walked in.

it was about 30 minutes after the party started and y/n walked in like she owned the place, jungeon next to her, y/n walked in red heels and green latex in its full glory.

"i'll go get us drinks!" jungeon pracatically screams in y/n's ear.

"OK!" now alone, chan saw this as an opportunity, still not knowing who that was or even who he was in this moment he walked up to her.

"hi!" y/n was drawn back but the handsome stranger in front of her

"HI!"

"I THINK YOU LOOK REALLY PRETTY!"

"THANK YOU! I THINK YOU LOOK PRETTY HOT YOURSELF! LET ME GUESS, a VAMPIRE?"

the music got increasingly louder as this conversation went on so chan yelled back, "NOT EXACTLY, IM A MASQUERADE BALL HOST"

y/n felt eyes beaming her up and down and she saw him, mark, and before he could come any closer, y/n kissed this handsome stranger in front of him.

chan had no idea what was going on but he really didn't care anymore, this kiss began to be a full makeout session in the middle of the dance floor.

"IM SORRY BUT DO YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE?"

"YEAH I DO ACTUALLY"

both of them walk out of the loud frat house, "so who do i owe this honor to mr masquerade man?"

"chan, i'm chan. how about you?"

"i'm sorry did you say c-chan?"

y/n hasn't heard that name in what feels like ages until today.

"yes? is something wrong?"

was it really him?

"no its just i knew someone named chan awhile back, ha." she sadly smiled.

it can't be him chan was never this bold.

"ah i see, how about you ms poison ivy?"

"y/n"

"y/n huh?"

"yes, what about it?

"do you still have that blue scooter?" chan takes off his mask and turns to face the girl he's been wondering about for so long.

"c-chan?"

"long time no see huh?"

"i-i-i didn't even recognize you? where're your glasses? did you get your braces off too? your hair's lighter, you look really good, chan," she sighs in disbelief.

"college does stuff to you i guess," he nervously rubs the nape of his neck, "and you? wow. i didn't think someone could look so gorgeous in latex." he smiles all goofy.

"chan."

"y/n?"

pulling herself into his chest, "i've missed you, im sorry for being an asshole, im sorry for saying those things i shouldve held on im sorry im-"

"nothing is your fault y/n, look at me," he pulls her out of his chest, "i'm here now! we just needed time i guess," he lets out a small laugh.

"now you're the jokester mr lee."

"lets restart. hi im chan."

"hi im y/n," she smiles and takes his hand in hers, "lets never leave again."

"yes ms poison ivy."

“never call me that again.”

#dino #dino fic #dino imagine #dino imagines #lee chan #lee chan fluff #lee chan fic #dino seventeen #dino seventeen imagine #dino svt #lee chan imagine #chan #lee #seventeen scenarios #seventeen au #seventeen kpop #university #university au

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ohoshi · 3 years

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omg first i need to talk about nct at song festival (gayo daechukjae) umm first of all mark and taeyongs rap was so good but ofc we all knew they would kill it. and then in nct U class, teacher taeyong looked so good...the way he bit that pointer stick thing in the beginning was so sexc (and the hair and the glasses ahdsfasjf) 😳 but also sungchans rap in that?? i was not expecting that but why am i even surprised anymore.. and also misfit live?? i loved nct's school uniform concept too for some reason ahahaha

and then xiaojun in resonance!! wow yes go shine xj!!! (also idk why but i found it so funny when it was doyoung's turn after xj, but xj was kinda blocking dy (who was really walking with a PURPOSE) so dy lightly pushed him out of the way) and then omg shotaro!! offstage he is so 😊 but damn in hard carry he was so good!! ahh and then also the thing where all the kpop artists at gayo daechukjae sang that song was so cute (i smiled so hard when nct came up 🥺)

yea for my job situation i think it will be okay, i talked to some people i know/mentors about it too and i think things will work out...they always do in the end right? 😊 now about anime LOL this is making me wanna start/rewatch an anime now hahahah! honestly i kind of have phases where i alternate between kdramas and animes, but i havent rly watched anime much lately besides haikyuu (which i was also surprised was still airing (but it's only season 2 so far?)). kpop (aka NCT) has been consuming my life lmao but im here for it 😂

weightlifting fairy was also my first kdrama!! yes i can totally give u some kdrama recs! besides the ones i mentioned before (which are most of my top ones), i also liked chicago typewriter, marriage not dating (i love the fake relationship trope hahaha), dinner mate, sky castle (it's kinda intense but it's so good and an iconic kdrama), cheer up, another miss oh, kingdom (if you like zombie things)...i heard startup is good and i want to watch it soon too! also i continued watching more of uncanny counter these past few days and i love it (but it's ongoing so no binging)

okay now svt: i watched some of your recs and youre so right all their choreos are so satisfying?! i also actually agree with you about black on black, i liked black on black and it was cool but it only featured like 5 members lmao and in the svt choreos it does feel like all of them are featured in some way in each performance? plus their choreos are just so great to watch!! also i've had left and right stuck in my head since i watched it LOL but i agree it's objectively better than dynamite (not an army though; also pls nobody come at us for this lmaoo)

also super random but can you tell me who is the one in the red/purple plaid shirt in the svt home dance practice?? i am kinda attracted by his dance moves LOL and i havent learned names yet 😭 i will continue watching all ur svt recs though hehehe and update you on the status of my fangirling :))

omg wait also i would never have guessed that you're not an english speaker just from these messages!! how did you know that i was prob a native speaker haha (i guess *technically* cantonese is my first language, but then i learned english in school so now i'm obviously more native in that lol and english is the only language i can read/write in)

OMGGF IKR as a multi stan i really enjoyed the rap collab especially because i really love monsta x's rap line (esp i.m!!! his rapping skill 😍) and of course mark and taeyong!!!! 😭 our boys 😭 our golden rappers 😭 SLAYED IT! omg the nct u got me 😳 taeyong looked so good???? wtf? and also sungchan? damn that boy keeps surprising me! the interesting part to me was when one member(johnny if i remember correctly) bumped into taeyong but it was done on purpose and how he uhhh kinda shook his body and his head but it all looked so cool and he never stopped rapping!!! love how they all 'performed' misfit manifesting wild teenagers in school (as they are tbh) IT WAS SO FUN AND COOL!!!

XIAOJUN!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAS SO!!!!!! GOOD!!!!!!! THE CONFIDENCE??? THE STAGE PRESENCE????? XIAOJUN CENTER???? XIAOJUN BEING RELEVANT????? i live 😭 he was so good he looked so good i was so happy and i'm so proud of him 😭 from here the only way to go is up! i hope he keeps surprising us! and omg i haven't noticed that part when doyoung pushed him bc he blocked him?? and i just rewatched it and it looks funny 🤣 but they held everything professionally 😌 no surprises there 😌

OH MY GOD THE HARD CARRY PERFORMANCE!!!!!!!!! first of all our boy shotaro DAMN 😳 he looked so good you couldn’t say that he just debuted a few months ago!! such a dancing machine! (but honestly i am not surprised because in make a wish he was rly good and he debuted as a dancer i expected from him to be good™ as he is!) and i love the duality od him <3 yk that kind of idol that you want to protect at all cost but the next second they're the one you seek protection from? yeH sign me uP! and don't even get me started on hyunjin, juyeon and moonbin!!!!! but i mean all 3 of them are main dancers of course they would look good™ 😌 (yeah shotaro performed with 3 main dancers of 3 different groups i mean the honor??????)

the end of the festival was so wholesome! It was a serotonin boost and me too i also smiled the whole time! so cute 😭 and ot23 were cutiesssss

yes! everything will work out in the end! don't stress about it!<3 oh haikyuu only has 2 seasons? wtf hsgsjsgs ok then i just watched when it had like 13 episodes, WHEN IT FIRST CAME OUT that's when i watched it lmao

OMG OK I HAVE WRITTEN DOWN ALL OF THESE DRAMAS (and from the previous ask) IN MY NOTES SO FAR im mostly excited about the fake relationship one 👀 i love fake relationship trope, too 🤧 oh no binging?? is that your thing?? usually i love to wait for the show to finish airing and then i binge watch it in a few days (or one day depends how busy i am)

SEVENTEEN!!!!: yeah all of their choreos are so satisfying (pointing this out one more time) they always pay attention to details (for example in home, bc you're familiar with it, they even choreograph the hands and pay attention to them while most of the other kpop choreos very often freestyle the whole arms sjagaj) here's a fun fact abt svt that makes me love them so much agsgsj: they're self produced! they produce their own music and they even come up with their own choreos!! (of course not on their own, woozi is a producer but he's not making songs on his own he coproduces them with [a producer name bc i guess that's irrelevant but if you’re curious: bumzu], they come up with their own choreo (to be precise, hoshi does! he is 1/2 main dancers in group and he is the main choreographer! he doesn't do everything on his own of course, he gets help from the rest of the performance team (which is a svt subunit consisted of their 2 main and 2 lead dancers: hoshi, dino, the8, jun) and of course some other infamous kpop choreography teams) and i think that, by now, all the members were credited at least once for the lyrics

I'M SO GLAD YOU HAVE LEFT AND RIGHT STUCK IN YOUR HEAD HAGSJSSGSG but i mean of course you would it's soo good and soo catchy (yeahhh no worries, this army has already gotten minor hate for having controversial opinions™ and for criticising her faves so idc anymore 💁🏻‍♀️ it's my opinion as a dancer and i stand by it, even can't you see me by txt is better than dynamite so literally 3 dance performance were better!!!! in a way!!!! and neither of the 3 won!!! yes i am salty!!!!!)

the guy in the red/purple shirt (the center guy when they do the 3 dances for the first time right??) IS DINO!!!! he's the maknae and 2/2 main dancers in svt so!!! of course you would be attracted by his moves!!!!!! JSGSJSN i'm curious to see if you end up staning svt and biasing dino hsfsjsgsha

CANTONESE IS YOUR FIRST LANGUAGE? damn i thought you couldn’t get more interesting here's a dumb question: can you understand xiaojun, hendery and lucas without titles??? not that i would know if they ever speak cantonese in front of the camera for i don't know the difference between chinese dialects</3

#thank u for saying you wouldve never guessed that english wasnt my first language #that makes me happy!!#also your english is so good that's how i knew you were a native speaker lmao #ss20

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First of all, let's talk about Prince Charming San making a comeback - he's so messy for showing it then putting a bucket hat on just to show it fully. I never cared for blonde San that much, but I'm actually happy he came back, it's been too long! But I won't see it irl, so I won something, but I also lost something. :/ (RIP to all the black San enthusiasts, teo of my friends are mourning, but they didn't like pink Hwa so fuck them 🥰)

Second of all, please don't prosecute me but what's with Seonghwa's undercut it looks so weird, like what's with the back? I'm sorry, I'm just not feeling it, maybe it just looks strange in the photos. 😭 At least his long isn't super short, so I'm relieved.

A little delulu time never killed nobody, am I right? (I mean... hopefully)

About Crazy Love it's definitely an interesting concept and I live for bat shit women, so I'm gonna continue watching even if I won't like it, cause miss Krystal!

J-j-jaguar Seonghwa?! I like it... no I don't, yes I d- NO ACTUALLY. 🤚🏻 I'm not a f*rr* but if it's cat Hwa then I might. 🙈🙉🙊 I mean it's his fault, my guy fucking meows unprovoked, says he's a cat like wtf is this behaviour. I like Bunhwa/Hwabun too, but let's be honest Cathwa is superior. You know it's because of those damn anime boys with ears, fucking yokai! Inuyasha has started it and I've never moved on, btw I don't know if you watched Inu x Boku SS, but I wanted to re-watch it until someone told me the girl is 15 and the guy is 22... I definitely did not realise that when I watched it back in 2012 💀

I saw fan art of Seonghwa as Loki and I agree! I wanted to say Yunho as Cap, but I know he wants to be Spidey, Jongho as Hulk! It makes so much sense to have this crossover.

HOLD ON A MINUTE HOLD ON A SECOND!!! I have vague memory of that PK fic but I definitely DID NOT FINISH it, I didn't know the author was on Tumblr as well, thanxx bestie!

Waiting for your comeback stage very impatiently! - DV 💖

HIHI!!

FBENDBKE HE FR IS SO MESSY LIKE BRO JUST 😭😭😭 SHOW IT PLS 😭😭😭😭 BEKWBDKW NAURR HOW COULD THEY HATE PINKHWA THE HELL ??? 🔫😭

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭😭 I WOULD PROSECUTE U RN BENDBD I WOULDVE HOPED HE DID LIKE ON THE SIDES OF HIS HAIR AND NOT THE BACK bc no one will see it 😭😭😭😭😭

A little delulu time never killed nobody, am I right? (I mean... hopefully)

a baekhyun delulu truly will be out to kill me, i had to hold my breathe for a second when u said that 🔫

About Crazy Love it's definitely an interesting concept and I live for bat shit women, so I'm gonna continue watching even if I won't like it, cause miss Krystal!

YEAH LIKE GIVE US THE BATSHIT CRAZY LESSGO!!!! jddjjd pls do lemme know if it’s worth a watch after u finish watching it!!! i did rly like prison playbook, it was a nice refresher <3

NO BC TELL ME IF U DO I HAVE THIS DRAFT OF JAG HWA AND ITS RHWKDHSJDHKA POSSESSIVE FURRIES <333 cat hwa- 😶😮‍💨 it’s so hard to find the good hybrid fics grjwdh ALWAYS BC OF THE DAMN ANIME BOYS THEY ALL DID THIS WITH THEIR MF NIKO NIKO NI’S 😭😭😭😭 15….22…….

I saw fan art of Seonghwa as Loki and I agree! I wanted to say Yunho as Cap, but I know he wants to be Spidey, Jongho as Hulk! It makes so much sense to have this crossover.

HWA AS LOKI???? 👁👄👁 ayo- ayo okay okay- i 😶🔫 JONGHO AS HULK ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY 😩😩 SAN CAN BE SPIDEY YUNHI SUITS CAP ALOT

HOLD ON A MINUTE HOLD ON A SECOND!!! I have vague memory of that PK fic but I definitely DID NOT FINISH it, I didn't know the author was on Tumblr as well, thanxx bestie!

FBWMBDDJ EVERYTHING IS ON TUMBLR IM SO GLAD CHASEATINYDREAM EXISTS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Waiting for your comeback stage very impatiently! - DV 💖

MY INKIGAYO FLOPPED FHWKFJWK I DIDNT SING LIVE I THINK THATS WHY PERHAPS DBSNBDD

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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