#I'm crying right now lol

[yousaytomato]

#woes of emily #feeling so sad and stupid i hate myself #there's no way to make it right #i just hate doing things wrong so much #and this was a big thing #and it could have been avoided so easily #and I'm right to be stressed #i very likely will get a disciplinary at work for this #and the new manager is so scary and wouldn't understand #and I've never had that happen before #and i feel like I'll cry #i might even cry when i explain what happened #I'm crying right now lol #and i can't breathe<3 #and i haven't eaten for 12 hours and i have to get up in 6 and everything is too much #and it makes me think about #no wonder people end it all when they're fired. or. i dont know #i need to eat and sleep and keep going #but it's so tricky im so weak #negative

[sadbreadcrumb]

haha guess who will be needing a rabies shot because of her sheer fucking stupidity. yay it's me!!

#fucking hell this is a such embarassing story i won't be able to show my face near my house while walking the dog now lol #this is so fucking stupid and stressful #i'm crying right now lol #oh my gosh i'm so fucking dumb #my text posts

[artpepkin]

Silly inaccurate quotes doodle time <3

Nym belongs to me 🧡

#i like to think he has a “songs to cry to” playlist playing right now #I have like 12 more of these so everytime I'm stuck in an art block I'll try to make another lol #undertale #undertale au #utmv #undertale multiverse #peps ocs #sans au #nym #nym sans #underverse #killer #killer sans #inaccurate quotes #bad sans gang #bad sanses #artpepkin #tiger sharks

[spielzeugkaiser]

I'm procrastinating so hard (and still coughing my lungs out) that I not only procrastinate on the things I have to do but also on the things I planned to draw, sooooo... another trans!Hinata piece 👉👈 Poor guy feels a bit insecure first.

#haikyuu #hinata shōyō #kageyama tobio #kagehina #sugawara #daichi #asahi azumane #and all the rest I'm not gonna tag them all lol #I thought I was done with trans!hinata but alas - they're like comfort food and I'm feeling bleurghhhhh #also procrastinating SO hard right now :'D #but what I like about this is the colour! it fits them well #I should do this more often! just a pop and woosh and a pow of colour! #listen i love them #they are babies #who are genuine friends and supportive of each other!! #more than anything I just like the wholesome silly guys being dudes stuff :') #the laugh and cry and are silly and there for each other as a team! #it's very sweet

[tiredela]

ON THIS SITE WE LOVE EMBER FROM ESO 🫶🫶🫶

#tes #tesblr #eso #elder scrolls #the elder scrolls #elder scrolls online #ember #eso ember #ember eso #what even is her tag lol #tiredeltalks #i'm posting this in case anyone else also needs to hear this right now 🫶🫶 it's okay to be afraid it's okay to be vulnerable #you are stilly worthy you are still loved #i didn't think a character from a video game would make me cry today but here we are

[meownotgood]

cannot believe it's been a whole year since this trailer changed the trajectory of my life forever

#these screenshots defined me #and they still do #how has it... been a whole year since that trailer.... #soon it'll be a whole year since chainsaw man... #what's going on... time is an illusion... it felt like yesterday... #I really saw him a whole year ago? #this is bad... this makes me miss aki even more now #crying right now #I have such vivid memories of staying up late cause I couldn't sleep cause I was so excited #and then the screencap on the left got leaked early and I #I never lost my mind so fast in my life I had to go roll around on the floor for a while to find it again #my husband is so beautiful!!! #uuugg I can't wait to see him again cause... I'll feel that excited feeling again #just thinking about it makes me giddy lol #stammering on about aki I'm very ill today #aki <3

[gaylightisminetocommand]

When I was idk 12 I spent way too much time on Pinterest looking at screenshots of iconic/funny Tumblr posts. I became so accustomed to this internet subculture that every time something funny happened I would automatically mentally format it in the style of a 10k note Tumblr post. When I eventually became aware that I did this, I then wrote in my head a Tumblr post about this very scenario, that I would ideally post upon acquiring an actual Tumblr account, along the lines of: 'when I was a kid I used to make Tumblr posts in my head and this was one of them and now I'm finally actually posting it'.

But of course, I never posted it.

And now here I am, with Tumblr, at long last... posting the post that has existed in my mind for years.

So anyway that was my childhood what did you guys get up to

#gaylight post #this is actually so surreal #12-year-old me is crying tears of joy right now #however i'm sure it'll stop when they realise the reality of tumblr means there is no way this post is going to get 10k notes #full circle baby #wouldn't it be funny if this post got zero notes lol like may as well just taken it to the grave with you

[tricoufamily]

once again thinking about how easy it would be for me to be in a relationship if i was cis

#cis woman cis man either way #dude in the neighborhood has a crush on me telling me i'm beautiful like 'thanks! i will go home and cry now' #i fucking hate being trans i wish i wasn't lol #and sometimes i feel like i can't talk about this anywhere bc in a lot of trans spaces it's like. taboo? to express anything but positivity #as if me being honest about how i feel about myself is somehow how i feel about every single trans person jesus christ but whatever whateve #like listen peace and love but i need you to do me a favor and promise me you will not come at me with any 'transness should be about joy' #i know you mean well i know you're right. but transness for me /is/ pain and sorrow. that's all it's ever caused me my entire life #you have to remember that i'm from rural appalachian tennessee with a transphobic family #some of the most deeply rooted self hating repression for years just for. more honest self hatred #i've never admitted this before but i've considered detransitioning and repressing because of transphobia many times #i'm not brave i'm not strong i'm not trying to make some grand statement or be the voice of a generation. i just want to Be. you know #i just got really really unlucky #but i can't repress. i know that would be even more miserable so i'm just. trapped. forever #who i want to be forever out of reach like tantalus or something i don't know #i want to be loved #or maybe i should just watch the batman again

[sysig]

Last man standing (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #It's lonely at the top :( #Poor dearest is worse for wear ah </3 #This scene made me cry ;; #Like it was sad when he wrote down his missing canonmates but going back in and writing everyone else's names ;;;; #Even his shaky alliances! Even the people he hasn't seen for a while!! Wehhh <3 <3 <3 #You soft heart ;; I see you Admiral ♥ #Also had a lot of fun writing in VUK ZIX again hehe ♪ #The translations from VUK ZIX to English aren't exact - for starters they're upside down haha #So if you started from the top down it would actually read KINLEZ NATPAK but I figured that wouldn't be as readable #You read from the bottom up! I also still headcanon it being written/read from left to right #So he started with Zelnick then Fwiffo then Tanaka and so on #Although I did change it up for the second one - Teisel then Xelloss then Xigbar then Asch and Van #The more I think of it the more I'm surprised there's no H :0 #Even just as a demarcation of a pause before during or after a syllable #The ''sh'' sound makes complete sense tho hehe <3 #Any incorrect shaping of letters/poor handwriting on my part can totally be chalked up to ZEX not being used to human hands! #Totallyyy lol #I really like the way specific syllables are shaped - like how Teisel and Zelnick almost share the same shaped between ''SEL'' and ''ZEL'' #How Z is a more connected extension of S just agh it's so pretty <3 <3 Eco_Mono really did such a lovely job with it ♪ #And then certain ''incorrectly'' spelled syllables still turned out so pretty! Like the ''ANA'' in Talana - look how swoopy and continuous! #The ''BAR'' in Xigbar looks really cool - honestly reminds me of the fanweapons I made ages ago for I? think? Xigbar's apprentice?? #It's been too long I don't remember now lol but it's cool to me in particular because of that!! :D #Fwiffo looks so funny haha - Tanaka has a cool star-like kind of letter in his name?? Man it's just so neat <3 #As for ZEX - I mean he made it this far :( Not one to give up easily that's for certain ♥ Tenacious #I want him to be happy :'0

[fisheito]

Imagine you have to set up yakumo's enclosure for the next couple months. How do you set it up and what do you put in there?

oh NO.! THE PROPPHECY HAS BEenm FUFILLED

i am standing in my room, leggies rooted to the floor. i am in shock .frozen and i have no idea how to proceed. there is a perpetual pathetically sobbing serpent under my blankie.

#stares at the camera and stage whispers #i can't be responsible for another living creature. i can't. or . er. i can. but I SHOULDN'T #i'll have to suppress every violent urge in my body to keep this thing alive for several months #i CANNOT fling him out the window. i WILL NOT grab his entire face and squeeze. I SHALL NOT chew on his tail. #now i'm reminded of that post where it's a pretty princess cage on the floor and comments go [that aint big enough for a dog] #and OP is all [it's not FOR a dog 😀] #yeah. that's me right now imagining a full grown yakumo in a cage by my bedside #SO FOR EASE OF MY IMAGINATION AND TO increase yaku's chance of surviving these next months #i'm going to try real hard to imagine him exclusively in pocket snake form (scrunches up my face in valiant effort) #his enclosure (crib?!?!) is flanked on all sides by eiden plushies #since yaku is an adult there is a smaller chance of him suffocating on eiden in his sleep. wait. actually #arranges the eiden walls to give some pockets of air. i don't trust him. he WILL suffocate on eiden given the opportunity #he gets one of those tiny dollhouse cooking sets for enrichment LOL #or i'll give him a bunch of those make-your-own gummy kits with elaborate setups and tiny egg gummies #crying yaku is the excuse i need to finally get a humidifier #i can survive not misting myself.. usually... but yaku will cry himself into dehydration. it's misting time #he gets an entire alcove closed off in the corner with his basic needs met. i cannot perceive #he can lurk in privacy as much as he wants. there are at least TWO hot rocks in there with garukaru's faces painted on em #there is a duplicate open-space alcove next to it for when he actually wants something from me LOL #is he a free range snake? can i take him to a bunch of restaurants and shove food into my sleeve for him? he wants to sample the delights.. #tempted to put a bell on him just so if he gets loose in the basement i'll know to fish him out #but he's pretty cautious... he won't get into any fatal situations in the house right? ...does he know how to swim?! #at least one day is reserved for testing yaku's swimming capabilities. #he is going into the bathtub while it has a film of water. gonna test his traction. i hope i won't get panic-strangled #asks

[justalittlebluetiefling]

Brennan always looks so pleased with himself when he ends these episodes after a hard-hitting emotional moment like he hasn’t just destroyed everyone at the table and everyone watching.

#like seriously i'm scared to watch episode 6 and it's starting right now #guess i'm going to cry today lol #a crown of candy #acoc

[wastelandbabyblue]

just told my dad about tattooing and he's so excited 🥹

#he said it's perfect for me and that if it works out he'll build a whole studio for me at our place ( #i'm so happy like i didn't think he'd be so hyped about this #he said he'll even let me make my first tattoo on him lol #crying right now fr #like i'm 10x more excited it's good to have something to look forward to

[fitzselfships]

Again, not self ship related but I'm posting it here so the person I'm talking about won't see it. Anyway I am thinking about my crush so much right now GOD I remember now how painful it is to have a crush </3

#like they're so nice and understanding to me #they're genuinely interested in hearing what i have to say #and I like listening to them talk #I just. wish I wasn't so awkward so we could have longer conversations because like. I could listen to them talk all day <3 #< part of me ebing so awkward is because I'm still recovering from A LOT of trauma stuff but they definitely inspire me to get better #but yeah sometimes I like I WANT TO TELL THEM HOW I FEEL SOO BAD #like right now I'm feeling that #but also. idk if they'd think it's weird #and idk if they feel as close to me as I feel to them #AND I care about them too much to risk ruining our friendship #curse my demiromantic ass for making me fall inlove with people I feel close to and puttung me through this again </3 #okay goodnight I'm going to go listen to jenny by studio killers and cry like i used to in middle school lol

[italictext]

About to make a life changing decision... Wish me good luck people. I am not ready at all 😭

#Let's hope I actually have the chance to do it before I lose all motivation #Kind of skipped school for this so if they're not actually alone and I wasted my time I am going to cry #This probably isn't the right timing but I want to do it as soon as possible #Okay now that I'm thinking about it this is shit timing why am I doing this now #Also yes this is about the new year's post fuck yeah gonna go and wreck my family by revealing a silly silly secret to my parents lol #Tbh I'm not the one destroying the family none of this is my fault. I shoukd really stop blaming myself #Fuck am I really going to do this I think I'm shaking

[thorihpes]

Those who know. 🇵🇸

#if you don't know what I'm talking about...that's great!! Nothing to see here!! Just carry on as you were! #For those who *know*...I want to hug you guys and cry right now lol #taika waititi

[florencemtrash]

genuine question: what’s it like being the greatest writer of ur generation? i’m FLOORED.

Whaaaaaaaat?! Damn that's one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me. Thank you! 😭

I could hug you right now

#inbox answers #i want to cry right now but I can't because I'm with coworkers lol