#I've cried 3 times now

[lubileaf]

Demon Slayer Has My Heart

:')

#I'm a newbie #I've cried 3 times now #Flipping between manga and anime #It's incredible #lubileaf #Demon slayer #Kny #Kny manga #Demon slayer manga

[anthropoetics]

uni, working and living in a big city genuinely took all of my hobbies away :( i miss being in this silly little website and read poetry

#i mean. the last time i've read a book it was january and only because i was back home #hateee. but this is what i cried over for years so now i need to handle it <3

[ruvviks]

– COMMISSIONS!

the pictures say it all but tl;dr my laptop died and i had to get a replacement and now i'm a bit short on money so i'm opening up commissions :]

– QUICK FACTS.

ocs only, won't do mecha / furry / explicit content but will do humanoid fantasy races / cyberware / mild injuries or blood

i reserve the right to say no to a character when it's too far above my skill level

payment up front through ko-fi, no refunds, dm me before paying because you'll need to claim a slot first!

i need visual reference(s) to work with, using picrews for this is fine, encouraged even if you can't provide me original artwork! i refuse to use a/i art as reference so please don't send me that

– I'M INTERESTED! WHAT NOW?

please dm me on tumblr and tell me what kind of commission you're interested in (sketch / lines / colors + head / bust / half body) and for which oc, preferably already with a link to some visual refs so i can take a look :]

i'll then let you know if you've claimed a slot; if so, we can discuss details + payment and i'll get started! if all slots are full i can put you on a waiting list and i'll notify you once i've worked through my queue :]

the finished piece can in some cases already be done in a day but may take up to a full month depending on how busy i am and if my brain allows me to work, i have executive dysfunction and am in the middle of my graduation project so please be patient with me

ko-fi: ko-fi.com/nuclearvessel

– WHAT YOU'LL GET.

digital artwork of your oc :] you won't receive any physical goods!

you're allowed to post it wherever and use it for icons and such, as long as you don't take credits for the art yourself. you are not allowed to sell it or use it for n/f/t or a/i purposes

#commissions #bro i'm terrified. hello #hope the pricing is reasonable lmao idk how any of this works </3 i'm just a guy #posing and all of that is minimal it's just. your guy on a minimal background LMAO #i unfortunately do not have the time or the mental energy to do anything more complicated than that right now #i'm in the midst of graduation but i Need to get some money before july so ;-; cries in clown emoji #when you're on the waiting list i also cannot tell you for sure how long it'll be until a slot is open again #i like to work in batches so i can check my mental energy once i've worked through a batch to see if i need a break or not #so yeah. basically i am more afraid of you than you are of me LMFAO

[evaskjew]

Well, I'm fed up with not being able to draw a decent picture of my MC 😫🤧

So this time I made my second MC: Warren 💛 (I also made his student ID card)

It took me 7 to 8 hours to do it (including 3 and a half hours just to do his face)

A really old-fashioned drawing, just like in 2016 when I started drawing realistically on a whim 😁 (I even reused techniques from back then when I didn't have any materials haha)

Well, I've had a bit of trouble with monochrome since I tried colour but... It's a bit like Proust's Madelaine to get back to basics 🥰

Well I'm a fraud, I shifted the outlines 🙏🏻😔 (I was already doing this in 2016 and unfortunately I've kept this bad habit.... At the same time I have trouble drawing, I'm just good at "colouring"... Anyway you can see what I've transferred to the image on the left below)

#And of course it's when I've finished that I notice I've made one eye bigger than the other. #That's all I can see now 😭 #And then I cried for a good 3 minutes out of sheer nerves 🤡 #I thought I'd have a hard time with his scar ut in the end it was fine #On the other hand in 8 years I still don't know how to do eyes properly... And so the hairs (more easy in color though) #It was a good reminder of my high school days and my first realistic drawings! #I've got a Tumblr draft with some of my old drawings especially those from when I was 16 (but I don't think I'll post it). #hogwarts legacy #drawing #art #hogwarts legacy mc

[doberbutts]

🎶 It's been a long day without you, my friend.

And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.

We've come a long way from where we began.

Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. 🎶

#came on while I was driving to work yesterday #first time I've cried since I started T #miss you stink #best boy #I am having a lot of feelings this week because this weekend is the culmination of the last 9 years #I wouldn't have anything I have now without you #and as I begin to start this journey over again #I can't do anything but think about how grateful I am that you were my dog #I love you Creed #I wish you could still be here #there's only 3 or 4 of your litter left now #I just wish you were one of them #your legacy lives on through my girls #and through the dedication litter #I look at them and I see you #thank you for being my dog #you saved me #I hope I did good by you

[fadedflora]

i have not listened to hamilton in like a week why is he STILL HERE

read the tags if you want to see me talk about musicals for a little TOO long

#this is no hate to you mr leslie odom jr #but i have most certainly listened to other musicians/bands more #anyways i'd say the rest is accurate #my bff and i have been doing a musical binge #started with wicked -> ride the cyclone -> shrek -> legally blonde -> falsettos #i cried twice at falsettos btw it's so fucked up (i loved it sm) #i've listened to wicked before but haven't actually *seen* it so that was nice #i've also heard a couple songs from ride the cyclone & falsettos b4 so i already knew they'd be good #and i've seen shrek the musical like 3 times bc i unironically love it #overall opinions: ride the cyclone might have my favorite cast of characters and i think falsettos might be my favorite musical now #fav songs (for funsies): #ride the cyclone: noel's lament / the ballad of jane doe / jawbreaker / space age bachelor man (insane song btw) #wicked: no good deed / popular #shrek: i know it's today / don't let me go / i think i got you beat / this is our story / what's up duloc? #falsettos: this had better come to a stop / i'm breaking down / four jews in a room bitching / a tight-knit family/love is blind #falsettos cont.: everyone hates his parents / falsettoland/about time #legally blonde: blood in the water / positive / ireland / chip on my shoulder / so much better / whipped into shape / take it like a man #legally blonde cont.: bend and snap / there! right there! / legally blonde / legally blonde - remix / find my way/finale #SORRY I OPENED A PANDORA'S BOX WHEN I STARTED TALKING ABOUT MUSICALS #i really should've posted this on my other acc oh well #okay i'm gonna shut up now im so sorry LMAO #falsettos #legally blonde musical #legally blonde the musical #shrek the musical #shrek musical #wicked #wicked musical #ride the cyclone

[kuningatar]

nine people i'd like to get to know better

i got tagged by @ravensfreckles thanks 💖

last song: 闇に降る奇跡 by d'espairsray

favorite color: black (and yellow and green and pink)

currently watching: does rewatching old UNHhhh episodes on youtube count? i really haven't been watching anything in a while

last movie/show: killing of the flower moon (it was great!!)

spicy/savory/sweet: it kinda rotates but mostly sweet

current obsession: this stupid mobile game called whiteout survival

last thing you googled: killing of the flower moon (i wanted to make sure i got the name right)

tagging: @raylangivins @arcreactored @faronnorth @acorrespondence @vinylchemist

#i didn't think i'd be obsessing over mobile game but somehow here i am #i downloaded it in the summer to kill so time at the cottage #thought that i'd play it for few weeks and that was over 3 months ago 🙈 #i used to hate games where you had to play with other people #and even in this one my first attitude towards alliances were “ugh guess i have to” #and now that's the biggest reason i like it so much #i've even cried over this game. its ridiculous!!!! #(few members i really like left our alliance and i get why they left but it still made me sad and i'm on my period so instant crying) #but i also just really like plotting and attacking other alliances #it's fun!! #also there's bunch of dumb and ridiculous drama between different players which is fun to follow (it sucks when you're part of it tho :() #it would be much more productive if i was obsessing over duolingo the same way

[just-slightly-chayotic]

jeff is just so tiny

#yes this is a thought that deserves to be put on the internet #for people to see #LOOK IT'S EITHER THIS OR I'M TELLING YOU ABOUT THAT TIME I CRIED IN THE GROCERY STORE BECAUSE OF WDYS #AGAIN #okay but i'm right. he IS tiny. and adorable. i love him #anyway i am very sleepy and continuing to watch msp #that i've been watching since like march #i keep binging 2-3 episodes and then dropping it for months #DESPITE THE FACT THAT I LOVE THEM #but i am at ep 10 now i think #tea's ramblings #jeff satur my beloved

[highlineeheartbeat]

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#is now a good time to admit that I've cried myself to sleep for the past 3 nights :/ #it just feels like nothing is going to change and I'm so tired

[cheekblush]

girlies please pray for me i need to pass tomorrow's exam 😣

#i've had stomach aches for 3 consecutive days now bc i'm so anxious about this exam #just cried as well bc there's just no way i can remember all this information i'm honestly so scared of tomorrow #i usually get very good grades but this time i seriously just want to pass it's simply too much to remember #i would love to just go to sleep but there's still so much material to revise i feel like i only know 30% of what i'm supposed to know 😭 #god i'm so nauseous.... please please please just let me pass this stupid exam #school shouldn't have such an effect on my health and wellbeing 😭 #it's gonna be a long long night.... 😢 #☁️

[liebelesbe]

I think the reason I'm still so weird about my lesbianism irl is because I came out before I was ready. I told myself I should just "get it over with", but it feels like somebody reached inside of me and pulled out some important organ that to this day feels like an open wound.

#the somebody being me of course because I decided myself that i should come out to my family #*rips out my heart* haha ouch why does this hurt? #*six years pass* ummm why does this still hurt?? :/ #doddie redet #my coming out wasn't even that terrible!! it wasn't good but it wasn't 'still scared as hell six years later' bad!! #yes they cried yes my mom said 'she always knew' yes my dad asked how long I've known and that they both 'have to get used to it' #but like why can't I even think about telling anyone irl that I'm gay without getting nauseous #I was able to do it the first time even though the thought made me nauseous to be fair. but now it feels worse i think #I CAME OUT AROUND A TIME WHERE WHEN I WAS NERVOUS I WOULD CALM MYSELF DOWN WITH 'AT LEAST I'M A LESBIAN' #WHAT HAPPENED TO MEEEEE #ok sorry I'm done #*says I'll go to bed at midnight* *still awake and has a lil breakdown at 3:30*

[shesalewa]

Common Chinese gay man L

And Russian gay man L

(he dies meaning the boy that popped out of nowhere beside sova dies, and his dies means his lover dies)

#poor mingming he cries bc his time traveler bf hasn't come back yet and he big sad and then theres sova who is just annoyed #funny how Mingxia/mingming is actually older than Sova #i created Mingxia before Sova. just never foudn the time to digitally draw him. now here he is. poor fella. #my art stuff #my artwrok #my art #my artwork #my art <3 #my ocs #my oc character #my oc stuff #my oc art #my ocs my beloved #my ocs <3 #i hope i don't offend anyone when i make Mingxia more often in the future. he's based of the Chinese fiction #meaning he wont be as accurate as the ancient chinese historical studies. mingxia is based off fantasy of chinese novels #sorry if I've offened you with Mingxia. i mean no harm

[ecoamerica]

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[creature-once-removed]

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#I just saw the lotr extended versions in a marathon session at the cinema #in german sadly but you take what you get #it was fucking incredible #I've wanted this for eleven years #I almost cried during the first five minutes because I was so happy #then I cried a bit at the mount doom ending #also I noticed some stuff I've never noticed before #1. Tolkien really gave the most generous and merciful endings to his characters; except Boromir #it was like Boromir died and it was horrible #and then it started to look horrible for all the other characters too and Tolkien was just having none of it anymore #YOU get a happy ending. and YOU get a happy ending. and YOU get the happiest ending you can possibly have. #2. it's never really been that obvious to me but Frodo really never stops fighting; right up until he has absolutely given every last thing #I fundamentally do not understand how people can actually say the 'Frodo is weak' shit #he never fucking once gives up. the worst shit imaginable keeps happening to him. his friends betray him. he keeps making mistakes. #every single fucking time he never even spends a second considerating. he bares his fucking teeth at whatever is between him and mount doom #every. single. time #3. in line with that train of thought: #I am now 300% convinced that Sam's despair at the furnaces of Mount Doom is not one bit about the world dying #it's about seeing this person #that he's physically carried into the heart of destruction itself because they were for some reason still holding on #finally break #Frodo has given so much more than what he could at that point and it's in that moment that he cannot possibly give one thing more #until he can; because he gets his fucking finger bitten off and is almost thrown into lava #as the one thing that was similarly keeping his soul together and breaking it apart burns to cinders below him #and somehow he still keeps fucking holding on #I'm emotional about Frodo Baggins again guys #4. I used to think lotr was fundamentally about love. I now definitely say it is fundamentally and above all else about hope #there is so. much. hope in there #never a dark moment without at least a tiny bit of hope #had more to say but that's the end of tags. It was about Aragorn's character journey in ttt being absolutely amazing which I never noticed

[coquelicoq]

tagged by @winepresswrath, @loreofcardigan, and @littleragondin to "Put your playlist on shuffle and post the first ten songs, then tag ten people. No skipping!"

Scotty Doesn't Know - Lustra

Bohemian Rhapsody - Queen

Maybellene - Chuck Berry

Leave a Tender Moment Alone - Billy Joel

Rue de l'Oiseau Lyre - Renan Luce

The General - Dispatch

That Ain't Love - REO Speedwagon

Super Freak - Rick James

Hasta la Vista - MC Solaar

Gettin' Jiggy Wit It - Will Smith

i will tag everyone who had me in their tumblr year in review and/or who was in my tumblr year in review!

@deimos-the-wolf @grammarpedant @rattyjol @ctl-yuejie @arecipeforfeels @opalescent-potato @psqqa @recapitulation

but as always, feel free to ignore <3

#actually i think littleragondin you tagged me in something similar except i was supposed to put my whole library on shuffle #and i'm pretty sure i've never listened to over half the stuff in my library lol #but i also never really know what is meant by 'put your playlist on shuffle.' which one??? #so i just picked one lol. it's called driving around money and i'm pretty sure it's from 2015 or earlier #so this was a bit of a throwback #i think the last time i listened to renan luce i couldn't make or recognize the [y] phoneme. wow! movin' on up!! #also i felt SO rebellious in high school listening to super freak but listening to it now i'm like... #she's got incense wine and candles/it's such a freaky scene? rick james i think you need to get out more 😔 #ask memes #anyway i watched the first natsume movie earlier this evening and cried straight through for the last twenty minutes #and then just kept crying. so i am. trying to move on from that lol #looking through my mentions on tumblr <3 thank you to people on here you are so kind to me <33

[murderofsomeone]

Seeing people talk about the old removed console/mobile bosses as if they're ancient cryptids—only known by sprites from a bygone era—when I've fought all of them FIRSTHAND makes me feel SOOO old.

It's kind of sad to see all that fun stuff go, but I can kind of see why they decided to make things consistent across all versions.

...But they seriously need to return the petri dish (blue slime) and the cabbage (guinea pig), those pets were the BOMB.

#terraria #I created an oc based off the blue slime pet a long time ago #I should draw her #ironically I'm allergic to guinea pigs now lmao #terraria is the one game I've bought so many times throughout the ages #cries in: I've been playing since release and only recently picked up the modern version #thank you Nike for getting me up to speed <3

[astrxealis]

hi ... i'll be busy w school again soon ..... :(( <//3

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i've just been playing a ton of ffxiv until then hshsbdbdbs !!! so. ywah #cried a lot last night rewatching endwalker vids and now my throat hurts really bad it's insane tbh #GAHHH i will try my best to manage my time :] i wna be active irl + online + gaming + hobbies ... so yeah ..... + i gotta study lots oh man #HII ANYWAY I HOPE U ALL ARE WELL <3 HUGS!

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