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whatdoesshedotothem · 2 years

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Sun[day] 2 October 1836

11 3/4

No kiss ready at 10 when Mr. Jubb ca[me] - my a[un]t’s pulse 96 – rath[e]r bet[ter] this morn[in]g? A- [Ann] h[a]d still a

gr[ea]t deal of fev[e]r – h[a]d giv[e]n h[e]r the oth[e]r 2 pills and a saline dr[au]ght at 9 1/2 - if the bow[e]ls n[o]t act[e]d up[on] by 2 p.m.

to s[e]nd to Mr. Jubb’s for so[me]th[in]g to prod[uce] immed[ia]te eff[ec]t – luck[il]y this aft[er]w[ar]ds prov[e]d unnecess[ar]y - Mr. J- [Jubb]

th[ou]ght it n[o]t necess[ar]y to co[me] this ev[enin]g on my a[un]t’s acc[oun]t – h[a]s k[no]wn a lady ta[ke] as lit[tle] nourishm[en]t as my

a[un]t does now, and live 4 y[ea]rs - my a[un]t may contin[ue] so[me] ti[me] – br[eak]f[a]st at 10 1/2 – b[a]ckw[ar]ds and forw[ar]ds w[i]th my

a[un]t or A- [Ann] at 12 1/4 r[ea]d pray[e]rs to my a[un]t and Cooks[o]n and Oddy and the h[ou]sem[ai]d in 1/2 h[ou]r, and sat w[i]th my a[un]t

wh[ile] Oddy din[e]d – r[ea]d now and aft[er]w[ar]ds when w[i]th my a[un]t Rennie’s alphab[e]t of nat[ura]l geog[raph]y the first

50 p[ages] then b[a]ckw[ar]ds and forw[ar]ds – fr[om] 3 to 5 stood read[in]g the H[alifa]x Guard[ia]n of Sat[urday] partly al[ou]d to A- [Ann]

then in the b[lue] r[oo]m skimm[e]d ov[e]r last night’s Lond[on] pap[e]r - a few min[ute]s w[i]th my a[un]t - then ag[ai]n w[i]th

A- [Ann] ga[ve] her the 5th saline d[rau]ght s[in]ce last night she h[a]d noth[in]g b[u]t 2 cups of tea for br[eak]f[a]st and at 7 h[a]d a lit[tle] veal broth and dry toast w[hi]ch

last she th[ou]ght disagr[ee]d w[i]th h[e]r st[oma]ch - she h[a]s a good deal of fev[e]r ag[ai]n tonight – din[ner] at 7 10/..

in 35 min[ute]s - made tea for A- [Ann] and coff[ee] for mys[elf] and wr[ote] the ab[ov]e of today till 8 10/.. – ver[y] rainy

morn[in]g and rainy day – so[me] ver[y] heavy show[e]rs in the aft[ernoo]n so that none of the serv[an]ts c[oul]d get to ch[ur]ch –

bef[ore] I h[a]d finish[e]d br[eak]f[a]st this morn[in]g h[a]d Charl[otte] Booth - she ca[me] to ask for a merinos gown, and

want[e]d 2 chemises - the term of her apprenticeship expires on Fri[day] – s[ai]d she sh[oul]d ha[ve] the gown –

she m[u]st do for hers[elf] aft[e]r Xmas - or fr[om] 1 Jan[uar]y next – ga[ve] good advice, and spo[ke] of a lady’s m[ai]d place for

her - £10 a y[ea]r as m[u]ch as she sh[oul]d exp[ec]t at 1st – spo[ke] ver[y] gently to h[e]r - she w[oul]d do wh[a]tev[e]r

I lik[e]d, b[u]t I f[oun]d she w[oul]d rath[e]r ‘be in bus[ine]ss’ than in a lady’s m[ai]d pl[a]ce - Miss Hebden had

told her she w[oul]d ha[ve] to sit up ver[y] late - it end[e]d in my say[in]g I w[a]s g[la]d to ha[ve] f[ou]nd out wh[a]t

she lik[e]d best - my only wish was for her to do well - I w[oul]d therefo[re] gi[ve] up inq[uirin]g for a place, and she

m[u]st consult w[i]th Miss Hebden, and manage for hers[elf] – ask[e]d wh[a]t her gown w[oul]d cost – ans[we]r

ab[ou]t a pound – wh[a]t the chemises? ab[ou]t 5/. - I s[ai]d I th[ou]ght she w[oul]d perh[aps] like best

to provide these th[in]gs for hers[elf], and do for hers[elf] fr[om] this ti[me] (to w[hi]ch she seem[e]d to gi[ve] gl[a]d assent)

and that I therefo[re] begg[e]d she w[oul]d do so, and I ga[ve] her 2 sov[erei]gns for this purp[ose] - I hop[e]d she w[oul]d alw[a]ys

be grateful to Miss Hebden, and nev[e]r calculate pennies and twopences where they were

concern[e]d b[u]t do all she c[oul]d for them - and be sure to please th[e]m - if she d[i]d n[o]t, they w[oul]d do

no mo[re] for her, and th[in]k no mo[re] of her - I s[ai]d she must so contrive as n[o]t to put her fath[e]r

to any exp[ense] – b[u]t must stay w[i]th Miss Hebd[e]n or be here till she g[o]t so[me] place, and as for being

here, there w[a]s no r[oo]m at pres[en]t and I sh[oul]d n[o]t now like her to be here if I w[a]s away (allud[in]g to my

hav[in]g nobod[y] to leave her w[i]th as Mrs. Cookson (I s[ai]d) w[oul]d go away of course, w[i]th Miss W- [Walker] and

mys[elf] - I th[in]k the girl w[a]s pleas[e]d to be thus soon put up[on] her own managem[en]t - I ha[ve] giv[e]n her

a trade - I ha[ve] surely done en[ou]gh - she w[oul]d nev[e]r suit A- [Ann] and me - she w[oul]d rath[e]r be

independ[en]t - I am gl[a]d to ha[ve] g[o]t thus happ[il]y rid of her - and hope she will do well for hers[elf] –

writ[in]g the ab[ov]e till 8 25/.. p.m. then w[e]nt for A- [Ann] who g[o]t up and ca[me] and lay on the sofa (in h[e]r dress[in]g gown and cloak) in the bl[ue] r[oo]m

she w[oul]d n[o]t ta[ke] tea I h[a]d made for her - I h[a]d my coff[ee] - then whi[le] Oddy g[o]t her supp[e]r sat w[i]th my a[un]t 3/4 h[ou]r till n[ea]r 10, at

w[hi]ch h[ou]r F[ahrenheit] 38° and fair - rainy day w[i]th high wind in the aft[ernoo]n -

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aita-alternia · 7 months

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(quirk shouldn't be too hard to read but just incase, ♡ = o)

[ AITA f♡r refusing t♡ sneak a hatefriend ♡ff planet? ]

[ S♡me time ag♡ I, [9.5, Vi♡let] made an agreement with my (then) m♡irail [9.5, G♡ld] that I would help them av♡id being helmed. And I did mean it! at the time! We were b♡th in the middle ♡f a bit ♡f a rebelli♡us phase and, again, we were m♡irails s♡ naturally I w♡uld agree t♡ help them I guess?]

[Except we later br♡ke up when I admitted I didn't really feel pale f♡r them and was ♡nly with them because i felt like i sh♡uld pr♡bably try having quadmates past the ♡bvi♡us. Av♡iding Getting Culled shit. They were m♡stly fine with this and we agreed t♡ never menti♡n the m♡iraillegiance again.]

[I've als♡ fell ♡ut ♡f that rebelli♡us phase, I d♡nt exactly fancy the idea ♡f "sticking it to the empress" anym♡re???]

[all ♡f that was fine until recently when they br♡ught the t♡pic ♡f escaping their helming up with me ♡ut ♡f n♡where?? ♡bvi♡usly citing the agreement we had made ab♡ut it when we were y♡unger. I said I didn't think that applied anym♡re since we br♡ke ♡ff and agreed t♡ never speak ab♡ut it again, Plus I didn't want t♡ risk being Culled, and this made them Very Mad f♡r s♡me reas♡n? They st♡rmed ♡ff saying that I was a h♡rrible hatefriend and accused me ♡f "aband♡ning the tr♡lls im meant t♡ care ab♡ut s♡ that i can keep s♡me high ranking p♡siti♡n"]

[Am I the assh♡le f♡r this? I d♡nt see why helming is such a big deal t♡ them?? my superi♡rs have t♡ld me its n♡thing t♡ w♡rry myself ab♡ut, and if I was in a high ranking p♡siti♡n surely I c♡uld help the tr♡lls i care ab♡ut m♡re using that p♡sition?? M♡re than i can 'help' just them by risking b♡th ♡ur lives anyways]

#am i the asshole #unreality

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kupokikeba · 2 years

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ayzrules · 3 years

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✶ 𝐇𝐗𝐇 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐒: 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 & 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 & 𝐃𝐀𝐌𝐍𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 Long story short, I have been thinking about this for wayyyyy too long now and wanted to get some ~thoughts~ & analysis written down! This post is going to be...fairly long, lol. Apologies in advance :D

Also, if you can’t see the last gif (the one for ‘holy’), click here. Tumblr keeps fucking up the image when i try to upload it :////

This post is probably going to be about 2/3 yorknew & phantom troupe/kurapika focused, 1/3 chimera ants, maybe with some references to other arcs (including manga-only arcs) mixed in. so, ofc, tons of spoilers ahead! also, i realize that my blog theme is hard to read (and i’m p sure clicking ‘keep reading’ sends you to the og post itself), so i’m linking the post w/ full text copy/pasted in on my art backup side blog (which has a more legible font) here.

✶ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 I’m sure absolutely nobody is surprised with me starting here - there is just. SO. MUCH. DEATH. in hxh. & right from the start, one thing I noticed that togashi really emphasized was the #4 and its connection to death. in japanese, chinese, and im p sure some other asian cultures the number 4 is pronounced like the word for death so it’s associated with death in general, and boy oh boy does the ‘deadly number 4′ thing show up E V E R Y W H E R E. we get to the hunter exam, and hisoka is applicant #44. kurapika is #404. i didn’t notice it at first, but this was so intentional holy shit. togashi is NOT SUBTLE.

So pika & hisoka are, right off the bat, associated with death. okay. and then there are even more clues to drive the point home: hisoka is member #4 in the phantom troupe, kurapika’s birthday is april 4th (aka 4/4). 100% not a coincidence (!!). with hisoka, it’s pretty obvious why togashi’s throwing all this death 444444 stuff around - dude is a psycho murder pedo clown, literally gets off on killing people (and there’s also the fact that judas sits 4th from the left in the last supper painting, and he’s sort of the judas equivalent for the phantom troupe). with kurapika, though, it’s a bit more subtle and woven deeper into his characterization, which i LOVE. togashi puts the mans in blue & gold & white (traditionally ‘pure’ or ‘heavenly’ colors), makes him so fucking kind & so good-hearted.....when he’s not relentlessly pursuing his revenge, ofc. more on this in the next section, but pika = death. togashi has made that v v v clear.

Backtracking a bit to hisoka, though, I also just wanted to point out the 4 is death symbolism in the fortunes too (GOD i love the fortunes): in one translation, he’s the false fourth moon, and in the og japanese (i think), he’s the false hare (4th in the lunar zodiac or w/e it’s called. i don’t know the japanese cultural influences here, but in the chinese legend that established the zodiac animals, they race across the heavenly river & the top 12 animals got zodiac slots. the hare finished 4th, so it’s #4 in the cycle).

And just as a final note, Tserriednich is the fourth prince of the kakin empire, and also another dude who has a hard-on for murder & other gory shit. again: togashi is not subtle with this, lmfao

✶ 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘, 𝐔𝐍𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐘 As probably everyone who’s gotten to yorknew knows, togashi is so 0 fucks given when he wants to be. I mean there’s the whole thing where he just. took New York and decided, Yorknew. LMFAO, but also, he made the main antag of that arc be named chrollo lucilfer, sit around in a ruined church, have a reversed cross coat, pale & dark-haired/dark-eyed, generally dressed in dark colors, very terrible murder guy. liiiike......chrollo x devil symbolism game is 1000/10 at this point lmaooo

And i know absolutely nothing about christianity in general, but pt/kurapika & yorknew arc is just so full of christian imagery/symbolism! one thing that i L O O O O O O V E though is how togashi really blurs the traditional christian-coded good/evil, holy/damned boundaries.

Back to kurapika: he wears gold and blue, his coloring is very stereotypically ‘angelic’, he’s precious and good and kind. his chains are all about ~judgment~ and ~healing~ - some of the chains are also in literal cross shapes, aren’t they? And the chain dagger in his own heart...the imagery is very startlingly similar to the immaculate heart of mary, where the swords stabbing thru the heart apparently represent seven sorrows. IDK much about this stuff other than the visual similarities; literally had to google ‘daggers through heart christianity?’ to even get the name of that thing LOL. anyway, at first, it seems like togashi establishes him as the ‘angel’, the ‘good’, the ‘holy’ in the angel/devil, good/evil, holy/damned dichotomy between him and chrollo.

But that’s not the end of the story. his entire storyline is driven by a huuuuuuuge giant desire for vengeance, first of all, and then there’s the scarlet eyes, which canonically are seen as demonic/cursed/what have you (according to one of the movies or smth? where they show pika as a 10 y/o?), and then we also have red eyes in modern culture being associated w pretty much the same thing (vampires, anyone?). the fight scene with uvo has everything in b&w besides the blood on his face & his red eyes & the moon (<<< more fortune foreshadowing & symbolism, i love to see it), and there are tonssss of scenes where he has to suppress his rage. so all of that is obviously not very angelic of him i would say LOL. in fact, what i find super interesting is that the scarlet/red eyes (which are ‘demonic’) is actually the driving factor behind his super powerful nen abilities; this ties in so well with the fortunes & death associations imo! the fortunes call him the ‘death-bringer’ in one translation, or ‘half-angel, half-death’, so that’s one side of pika = red eyes = death, but there’s also the fact that emperor time is literally draining his life force. so pika = death for both himself and others namely the pt, question mark?

Now for chrollo: togashi’s devil symbolism is EXTREMELY overt with him, but i love the subtler jesus references too. the church thing, obviously, and the st. peters cross which is cuz st peter respected jesus too much & didn’t think he was worthy to die in the same way as him (or something like that, i am the most atheist person in the world & hxh is literally my entire christian education pls) but is also used as an anti-christianity symbol these days. bandit’s secret looks like a bible, lbr, and mans has a cross tattoo.

Other things beyond visuals - 12 spiders, 12 apostles; hisoka’s betrayal, where member #4 can be thought to correspond to judas sitting 4th from left at last supper. and this miiiiight be a bit of a stretch, but i think the meteor city being the place of origin may also play into the blurred line between angel/devil and holy/damned here; meteors are defined as space rocks that are in earth’s atmosphere, becoming incandescent in the process. meteorites are for the kinds that actually reach the ground. and idk, lucifer was cast out of heaven / sky too right? so i think there might be some subtle fallen angel imagery/symbolism playing into the pt as well

✶ 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 (𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒) Last section yay! i don’t have as much to say about this, besides when i was making chimera ant arc edits & realized that there might have been some subtle gon/meruem parallels???

So obviously, everyone knows that line killua says to gon - “you are light” - and then i was just remembering that meruem’s name means.... “light that illuminates all” (!!!!). maybe it’s a coincidence, but knowing togashi, i’m leaning towards nahhhh. there HAS TO be some kinda meaning there (!!).

Going back to the events of the chimera ant arc....ooh boy. let’s see: gon is optimistic & hopeful even in the face of kite potentially being dead, killua says he’s light, they find kite & dude is fucked up, gon is pissed. gets all angry & ~dark~, especially during the palace invasion when he’s staring pitou down as she fixes up komugi. then the actual fight against pitou: more darkness, more anger, but through it all there’s still light, namely his jajanken being very orange & fiery lookin.....and that final sequence, where he puts all his possible nen he’d ever have into his ~final form~ or wahtever & turns into a male version of true form!bisky but dressed in a crop top & short-shorts (i am SCARRED, btw. s c a r r e d !). there’s just huuuge flashes of light as that’s going on, and it reminded me of supernovas or dying stars when i was thinking about it, where the star is like, collapsing under its own weight? & burning thru its own fuel, until there’s nothing left except a dwarf or black hole or what have you. one final, extremely deadly burst of light & energy before death.

On the meruem side of things: born into a dark cave, exhibits a traditionally evil/cruel/wicked/whatever personality/traits so that has ppl associating him with darkness. then he gets to know komugi, starts to appreciate other aspects of humanity, seems like he could have actually turned into a decent person who doesn’t want to eat everyone - so that’s a ‘path to light’, maybe? - and then the extermination team yeets themselves into the palace, netero takes him out to bumfuck nowhere, they fight. netero’s fighting is just ALL light, from his giant ass golden 100-type guanyin bodhisattva to the poor man’s rose. again, there’s the sense of finality to it all, in a similar vein to dying stars: netero comes in determined to kill meruem no matter what, and we all know netero doesn’t flake. then we see netero get destroyed after the zero hand, and he triggers the rose, and everything is burning & on fire before the flames are put out and all turns dark again.

But wait!!! pouf & youpi revive meruem and all he does is play gungi with komugi, even with the poison of the rose. he eventually dies, and the gungi pieces in that final shot of them together (i am BAWLING just thinking about it holy shit) has one that’s all white, one that’s a black ring and white inside. i assume all white is for komugi, who has never done ANYTHING wrong in her LIFE, so i like to think that the 2nd one is for meruem - born “into darkness”, literally & figuratively, but he turns something like ‘good’ by the end. it’s interesting how togashi has sort of gone for a bit of a subversion here: the hero going from light to darkness, and the main antag from darkness to light.

✶ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 AahhhhHHHHHhhh so if you read all the way down here through my LONG rambles, tysm! i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to hear what other people think about all this, and i’ve FOR SURE missed tons and tons of stuff - chimera ants is just. SO MUCH. and i don’t know it as well as yorknew eeek.

I’m not sure if i’m really ~knowledgeable~ in any other areas relating to hxh, so this might be the only one of these that i do, but i definitely think about some of this - esp all the religious symbolism & #4 stuff - a ton! so in the meantime, if it’s of any interest, i’m just going to shamelessly plug my hxh x religious beliefs/superstitions edit series :D lots of love to all!!!

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etherecll · 7 years

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cecy: sends smth from character X's blog also cecy: this is from character X !! me reading that:

#did i make this post just bc im an anti u ask ?? yes !!#b ut also no !!#i hav smth to say !!#first thank u for sending meme prompts iluv them #n also there is a part of the reply under the read more !! i just felt like saying ... bc ... idk ... im lik .. never in my right state of m #ind #alSO BC IM LIKE 5 YRS OLD I LIKE TO PUT SONGS IN THE LINKS SO IF THERE s A LINK IN THE REPLY THERES A 999% CHANCE Of A BOP #wow ucant put commas in tags i just figured that out #anywAYS much luv !!

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spirit-shroud · 3 years

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what are some roles that have been largely changed for cityrune? since you said queen was an influencer now :]

hi ty for asking me im vibrating. havent gotten to talk about this au now for three years and now that chapter 2 is like real and this time i can like........draw occasionally and i have more understanding of nuance...... [grips table] [screams]

this isnt quite what you asked but heres what's everyone from chapter 1 has been Up To with a little bit of context (and under a read more bc it got LENGTHY):

kris - professional stay at home teen (they live w/ asgore n help run the flower shop sometimes. this decision was entirely bc i dont like toriel). was wrongly diagnosed w Sudden Soul Rejection when they were incredibly young and given an experimental transplanted soul as a replacement. it works for them fine, give or take having to see gaster once a month for checkups. but sometimes the soul makes them skittish n decides they're going to sit in front of the pc and play 30 consecutive hours of a certain simulation game and not even let them drown people in the pool. if it were entirely up to them, they'd be like. passing out on the sofa to documentaries about bigfoot. or practicing cool knife tricks to impress their friends at their next tabletop meetup

- EDITED IN: the soul is kind of their friend. they are wearing a hypothetical get along shirt. most of the time, they agree on actions and things to do. tends to refer to themself + their soul as we/us which originally was just something they did in their head but they kept slipping in speech/text n just became a Thing of how they talk. switches to 'I/Me' whenever smth is wrong.

- also edited in: they believe the soul they have is their original soul bc nobody has told them otherwise. whenever theyre like 'oh yeah we think about our soul n view it as a separate entity to us like. all the time. it likes to hurt if we make too many choices it doesn't seem to like and kind of forces us to be a toned down version of what we want to be but thats just how souls are haha' and everyone is like.... 'Hey Kris That's Really Not How It Is.' theyre like. 'huh. gonna ignore that for now' - this was going to be a plot point

toriel - head of H0MEWOR1D (H01)'s department of education; kind of lost her roots as a simple math teacher as she was pushed into a lot of power she didn't even really seek out. divorced asgore over some miscommunications in their relationship; also loosely as a result of grief from asriel's death

asgore - the same. runs a lil flower/gift shop. people come in more to talk with him than to buy flowers most of the time, though

asriel Flowey - he's back in flower form, thanks to the government an accident. causes a lot of technology glitches wherever he goes, and wants revenge. isn't sure how to go about it. asriel "died" around 8 years before the story takes place and kris still misses him and refuses to even THINK about even the IDEA of calling someone their sibling after what happened, just in case it somehow happens a second time

susie - more of the same really. she spends most of her time either at grillby's (she's sort of become his assistant n helps with opening/closing. it just happened) or getting into low-stakes trouble w/ kris

noelle - she's in the city's equivalent of college and shes so tired. shes So Abysmally Tired n got kinda pushed 2 follow in her mom's footsteps. she's rarely around anymore except through text or on monsters & mages (dnd) night. (however.........she will come back w/ a long break n hang out w everyone again)

berdly - tbh i didnt even consider berdly when i made the au initially. idk what he's doing. probably in a similar situation to noelle??? canonically got kicked out of the M&M group due to clashes w/ other players but lurks in their group chat to posts memes sometimes

didnt rly think of any other of kris' classmates (+ their families) after ch1 and probably will continue to not, until chs 3-5 come out and i gotta whip up roles and histories for like. a lotta guys all of a sudden. i also forgot about noelle's parents

sans - runs a convenience store that everyone kind of thinks is a front, but also it has really cheap snacks and the local teens make a point of stopping there after school. so essentially, more of the same papyrus - similar to ut. is a very polite and sweet boy but you'll know when he's coming

grillby - he's back. he runs a bar like back in ut but the cozy vibes and weird-for-a-bar hours keep attracting kids who need parents, so half of his menu is comprised of overly sweet mocktails. usually only frequented by monsters

QC - same as usual. has a "rivalry" with grillbz but, theyre besties and have a book club

mettaton - he's real and he's back. he's similar to how he is back in ut w/ his EX body. likes to hang out at grillby's and talk to unsuspecting fans. has a show for everything

napstablook - similar to how they are in ut. helps mtt with making music sometimes. doesn't leave the house too often, but spends a lot of time posting on undernet

undyne - unfortunately. more of the same. she is a cop in the monster district. i am also upset by this but couldn't think of anything better for her

alphys - a doctor studying under dr. gaster in the hopes she'll one day take over his research. she spends most of her time as a nurse with a bigger title, though, and blocks out the weirdness of her job with anime.

gaster - weird guy. H01's top soul researcher and resident House wannabe. trying to manufacture the ultimate soul that can be controlled with simple internal switches, but so far he's only had 1 (very limited) success with a certain human. monsters just melt, and darkners just sorta......get weird... he's onto Something, though.

ralsei - lonely boy with some very strange hobbies. popular on UnderNet for poetry, baking videos, and general cryptid vibe. is the DM for the monsters & mages group (also seems to think everything is actually very fine in H01 when it is very much not)

lancer - about the same. professional Round Boy. lives w/ rouxls full time. follows susie around like a lost puppy and calls himself her "underling."

rouxls - runs a hotel/casino kind of deal where the objective Bad Guys hang out, and usually ends up doing any of the spade king's paperwork.

spade king - mafia godfather. kind of a dick. don't play cards with him

seam - works with the spade king as his right hand cat more or less because they have for a lot of years and are in that 'sunk cost fallacy' zone. thinks of retiring to a quiet life in the monster section of town like, daily

jevil - used to work with the spade king, but got imprisoned for Crimes. got weird after The Accident (separate from asriel's accident)

temmies (all) - dont really get mentioned except offhandedly but they run the monster space station. so far, are the only monsters who have ever been to space.

as far as chapter 2 goes:

yeah i dont have much so far for characters. in the original version of the au i accidentally made darkners as a whole just kinda..... not great? like all sorts of weird organized crime ties n sort of going out of their way to be A Problem to the city (not even in like. a revolution way. in a working against them but with the same goals kinda way). with the whole context it worked At The Time, bc i just had the spade king to look to as a villain, and also in this au the darkners are just trying to survive a world that ultimately was not built for them (that humans think they own, and monsters sort of... seeing this and wondering what it'll mean for them whichever one wins), but w/ new info abt how the dark world works n more guys to work with i want to kind of. edit the vibe a bit. like yea darkners will ultimately do whatever it takes to take over H01, but maybe in a better way than like. idk. all this. it doesnt have to be peaceful or anything it just has to be more adaptable as we meet more kinds of darkners

however yeah i thought up 'queen as some sort of childless mommy blogger/influencer' and that completely revived all memory i had of this au. she should be on mtt's talkshow. also she sells collectible wine glasses w/ her likeness

spamton is another one of gaster's failed soul experiments, but he hasn't melted yet, and seems............fine? sort of. so he hasn't gotten decommissioned yet. he does want to give you malware tho. hot monster singles in your area n all that

im blanking on the rest of the guys but i hope any of this was comprehensible

#kc takes questions #cityrune au #idk if tumblr still autotags things but if it does i am SORRY

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mikansnursesoffice · 3 years

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Hiya! Would it be possible to request a danganronpa romantic/platonic matchup? Im a she/her or bun/buns hyperactive person and my hobbies can range from figure skating to reading! I love anything to do with creative writing and I weirdly love a bit of Shakespeare! I can be quite formal and over dramatic, but I’m also very,,how do I put this *aoi kinnie*. I might talk super fast and be over the top 24/7 but I’m also great at forming bonds with more secluded people, inferiority complex? Ha! My overwhelming patience for your attention starved ass is gonna be here for you no matter what!! I can be pretty clingy but I understand boundaries and I like to think I’m an overall understanding person!! (I hope this was okay) ❤️

awawawawawa! i-i'm s♡ ss♡rry an♡n- i'll get this d♡ne r-right away!

i match y♡u with celestia ludenberg- /p

-•̩̩͙- Celestia was initially drawn t♡ y♡ur classy interests, as she w♡uld describe it.

-•̩̩͙- S♡ she was a little taken aback when y♡u turned ♡ut t♡ be this bubbly, energetic pers♡n!

-•̩̩͙- But y♡u c♡ntrasted each ♡ther well, and it isn't like Celestia d♡esn't have her excited m♡ments

-•̩̩͙- Celestia pr♡bably pr♡♡f-reads the things y♡u write, giving pretty insightful feedback

-•̩̩͙- Th♡ugh she has had her m♡ments where she tries t♡ just. write f♡r y♡u

-•̩̩͙- "Y♡u sh♡uld rewrite this scene. Yes, it isn't c♡mpelling en♡ugh. H♡w ab♡ut y♡u let me..."

-•̩̩͙- L♡♡k. Celestia l ♡ v e s figure skating.

-•̩̩͙- She'd find it s♡ elegant (and fun!!), but y♡ur happy yelling might be... a tad ruin♡us t♡ the m♡♡d

-•̩̩͙- Basically, y♡u tw♡'d be a very c♡medic pair, and it'd never cease t♡ be fun and entertaining!

th-thank y♡u f♡r requesting, @pekowithabat! i-i h♡pe this was ♡kay

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whatdoesshedotothem · 2 years

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Mon[day] 17 October 1836

7 1/2

12 1/4

No kiss - thick, foggy morn[in]g and F[ahrenheit] 48° at 9 1/4 a.m. – br[eak]f[a]st at 8 3/4 - wore 1st ti[me] my new

pelisse that arriv[e]d 20 Aug[u]st last - Mr. Duncan br[ou]ght me a 3 y[ar]ds long broad crape w[hi]ch he merely

put r[oun]d me and tied in front (slipp[e]d one and thro’ the oth[e]r) - off fr[om] the h[ou]se at 9 54/.. - the

fun[era]l process[io]n m[u]ch the sa[me] as for my fath[e]r - a change as to the persons so[me] of the bearers and mutes – n[o]t

all the sa[me] as then b[u]t ev[ery]th[in]g conduct[e]d m[u]ch the sa[me] as for my fath[e]r – desir[e]d Mr. Jubb

to sit w[i]th me at ch[ur]ch, and we w[e]nt int[o] the Shibd[e]n fam[il]y-pew oppos[i]te the pulpit –

Mr. J- [Jubb] sat dur[in]g the gr[ea]t[e]r part of the service r[ea]d fr[om] the pulpit - I stood the who[le] ti[me] - Mr. Steward

d[i]d the duty ver[y] well – w[i]thout any affectat[io]n – ver[y] simply and impressively – bett[er] pleas[e]d w[i]th his man[ne]r than w[i]th

the vicar’s - off fr[om] here at 9 54/.. - at the ch[ur]ch door in 50 min[ute]s at 10 44/.. - all

ready – alight[e]d immed[iatel]y and foll[owe]d (Mr. Jubb and I) the corpse int[o] the ch[ur]ch - Mr. Steward d[i]d the

who[le] duty in 26 min[ute]s - I stood close over the grave the who[le] ti[me] saw the coffin low[ere]d

and took one last look bef[ore] com[in]g away - It w[a]s the sa[me] vault in w[hi]ch my fath[e]r and I h[a]d

seen my unc[le] laid in 1826 - I saw no trace of my unc[le]’s coffin, yet my a[un]t’s seem[e]d

to sink deep d[o]wn - deeper than I expect[e]d tho’ I h[a]d ord[ere]d it to be laid as deep as poss[ible] –

ho[me] in 3/4 h[ou]r at 12 – h[a]d gone and ret[une]d thro’ N[orth]gate and along the wool-shops, as at my fath[e]r’s fun[era]l –

Mr. Duncan h[a]d so ord[ere]d it - we us[e]d to go d[o]wn Winding hill lane for the mo[re] quiet, b[u]t I

bef[ore] omitt[e]d nam[in]g this to Mr. Duncan, and w[oul]d n[o]t na[me] it now - thankful that this solemn

melanch[ol]y cerem[on]y w[a]s ov[e]r - all w[e]nt off well, and w[i]thout bustle – s[a]t w[i]th A- [Ann] read[in]g

h[e]r Pinnock’s Goldsmith’s Rom[a]n and look[in]g at the plan of old Rome - s[e]nt for Mr. Duncan

at 2, just bef[ore] he w[e]nt away – desir[e]d him to tell Mr. Steward that I w[a]s m[u]ch pleas[e]d w[i]th his

man[ner] of do[in]g the duty – ask[e]d Mr. D- [Duncan] wh[a]t w[a]s us[uall]y giv[e]n as a compl[imen]t - the ch[ur]ch dues

are 1/. for a fun[era]l – so[me] peop[le] ga[ve] a p[ou]nd – so[me] as m[u]ch as £5 but nev[e]r mo[re] - I s[ai]d that consid[erin]g that

at my fath[e]r’s fun[era]l so late[l]y pass[e]d noth[in]g mo[re] than the dues w[a]s giv[e]n and that I mere[l]y wish[e]d to pay

Mr. Stew[ar]d a compl[imen]t I begg[e]d Mr. Duncan to gi[ve] h[i]m w[i]th my comp[limen]ts and th[an]ks 2 sov[erei]gns –

Mr. D- [Duncan] s[ai]d it w[a]s ver[y] handso[me] and seem[e]d m[u]ch pleas[e]d – noth[in]g h[a]d happ[ene]d that annoy[e]d me b[u]t

the York joiners send[in]g up by John Booth to ask for beer - Mr. Duncan th[ou]ght it h[a]d been

the workmen in gen[era]l - I undeceiv[e]d h[i]m – s[ai]d no! there w[a]s n[o]t a man of our own

peop[le] who w[oul]d ha[ve] done s[u]ch a th[in]g - Mr. Duncan and all the peop[le] gone at 2 5/..

the bearers and mutes ret[urne]d w[i]th me, and h[a]d cold meat and Negus aft[er]w[ar]ds, as at my fath[e]r’s

fun[era]l - it w[a]s n[o]t so at my unc[le]’s fun[era]l or bef[ore] - I rem[em]b[e]r my fath[e]r’s say[in]g it h[a]d n[o]t

been the cust[o]m – howev[e]r it w[a]s th[ou]ght right at my fath[e]r’s fun[era]l, and so it I w[oul]d therefo[re] ha[ve]

it at my a[un]t’s - I c[oul]d ha[ve] been attendrie - I c[oul]d ha[ve] h[a]d tearful eyes, and wept to

the people own content, had I chosen to g[ive] way; b[u]t I calm[e]d and turn[e]d my th[ou]ghts as well as

I c[oul]d and seem[e]d undisturb[e]d up[on] my count[enan]ce – b[u]t, my poor a[un]t! she w[a]s ver[y] good to me -

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Oct[obe]r

I hope I shall nev[e]r be ungrateful to, or unmindful of the mem[or]y of her, or of my unc[le]

and I shall shew my real affect[io]n and resp[ec]t by endeav[ouri]ng to do as I kno[w] they w[oul]d best ha[ve]

lik[e]d - I will try to do as well as I can; and may Heaven assist and bless my endeav[ou]r!

A- [Ann] and I chang[e]d our dress - Poor A- [Ann]! she h[a]s been all kind[ne]ss and attent[io]n, and griev[e]d for

my a[un]t as if she h[a]d been her own - we walk[e]d in the walk from 2 55/.. for 1/2 h[ou]r

(fr[om] 2 55/.. to 4 25/..) - then left A- [Ann] in the h[ou]se, and put on my tartan cloak ov[e]r my

pelisse (the ev[enin]g becom[in]g ver[y] damp and foggy) and staid out till 6 – w[i]th Rob[er]t Mann

+ 3 (Jack Green gone ho[me] n[o]t well this aft[ernoo]n) at the dry wall arch[in]g w[i]th Ingham + 2 men

and a boy – g[o]t the centres put on to a new length (anoth[e]r 7 y[ar]ds) this morn[in]g and h[a]d

g[o]t on ver[y] well - then to the Lodge to see poor W[illia]m Pollard – poor[l]y still – dress[e]d –

din[ner] at 6 20/.. coff[ee] upst[ai]rs - A- [Ann] r[ea]d h[e]r Fr[en]ch - I asleep a wh[ile] on the sofa - then fr[om]

7 3/4 to 8 35/.. wr[ote] all the ab[ov]e of today – writ[in]g my journ[a]l alw[a]ys does me good –

Mr. Jubb h[a]s been so attent[ive] to my a[un]t, the th[ou]ght str[uck] me as I w[e]nt to ch[ur]ch, to gi[ve] him

a piece of plate, a silv[e]r cup or so[me]th[in]g in testim[on]y of my thanks - I am alw[a]ys gl[a]d

the vic[a]r d[i]d n[o]t co[me] ov[e]r - now I owe h[i]m noth[in]g - my a[un]t lik[e]d him – th[ou]ght mo[re] highly

of him than I ha[ve] ev[e]r done - his talk often exceeds his doing? the last offices were

done by a stranger – b[u]t he d[i]d them impress[ivel]y; and I am satisfi[e]d – ver[y] fine autum[na]l

day. F[ahrenheit] 54° now at 9 40/.. - A- [Ann] and I whi[le] out this aft[ernoo]n talk[e]d of the prob[able] exp[ense] of trav[ellin]g

etc. etc. I s[ai]d we w[oul]d be off as soon as we c[oul]d b[u]t d[i]d n[o]t hint at any partic[ula]r ti[me] – s[ai]d

we w[oul]d form no plans now b[u]t to be at Rome next Easter if we c[oul]d - sat calculat[i]ng

my inco[me] – mak[in]g out rough rent[a]l etc. till 10 10/.. p.m. - then sat w[i]th A- [Ann] look[in]g

int[o] Hallam, hist[or]y of the mid[dle] ages, till aft[e]r 11 –

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maliiik-blog1 · 7 years

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The fluff you actually asked for @unproficientflirt

In his room, the father was playing with his child. Inigo rested on top of Chrom’s thigh being his adorable self. Tickling and pinching his son, the two were having fun when suddenly the mercenary walked into the room, hands holding papers asking for a pardon for his intrusion when he saw the two. The elder son stopped on his track.

In....”Laslow. You came in the right time.”

The mercenary gestured that he can leave and come back.

“Er, I can come back later, Father. Excuse me.”

“Come back here at once. What are those papers?”

“Nothing to concern yourself with. You can look at them later.”

“ . . . Then you could have waited until I showed up.”

“That is...true. I simply wanted to ..relieve you of piling up work.”

“Since you came already hand them over. I’ll check them--S-stop, Inig--M-mah face! Haha, alright I’ll continue just let daddy check these papers quickly.”

“No! Daddy and me only time! You said that!”

“Er, I did, didn’t I? Look, I promise to give you a piggyback ride when I finish alright?”

“You promised!”

“Anyway, let me see.”

“Father. Leave them for later. I’ll take care of them.”

“ . . . “

“P-please, stop staring like that.”

“Hand.Them.Over.”

“Yeah! Hand them over!”

“! . . . Well, you heard the little man.”

“ . . . Fine.”

Once Laslow got closer, Chrom grabbed his arm and pulled him down, seating him on his other leg.

“There. All better.”

“F-FATHER!?! Please, I am not a child!”

Little Inigo kicks him as he grabs onto Chrom’s shit. Yep, he was not taking a liking of having to share his father with this person.

“H-hey!”

“Inigo, stop kicking Laslow. He is your brother, your big brother. Be nice with--OW OW MY NECK!”

Cue for the little child to climb and hug the exalt, more like suffocating him.

“Hey! Stop being a spoiled brat! Leave, Father!”

“NO! He is MY Father!!”

“ . . ! Father...If I may excuse...”

“Oh please...You two...”

Chrom wraps his right arm around Laslow, bringing him closer for a group hug.

“Inigo. Did I not tell you to respect your brother here? He protected you when you were tiny. Laslow, don’t take it to heart. He’s just a child.”

“Yes, Father..”

“He...did...?”

“Yes. He even protected daddy and mommy. If he was not here, daddy and mommy might have got really injured.”

“NO! B-but daddy....*hic* mommy . . *hic*

“Oh dear no, please don’t cry..”

“..... It’s alright to cry, Inigo. Crying is not wrong, but when you grow up you gonna protect mommy and daddy.”

Laslow wipes Inigo’s tears and pats his head.

“*sniff* Me? Yeah! I’ll protect daddy and mommy!”

“Atta boy! I know I can trust you.”

“You do?”

“Of course! . . Because I know you will do everything in your power to save them...”

“ . . *sniff* . . . . “

“F-Father! Are you crying!?”

“Daddy crying....? . . . . .*hic* Daddy is sad?”

“N-no, I’m not. *sniff* The opposite. I’m HAPPY. Thank you, two.”

Tightly hugs the two, and of course sobbing like the big adult he is.

“You’re...*sniff* lame, father...”

“Heh...I know.”

“Don’t be mean to daddy, big bro!”

“ . . ! “

“!! B-big....Me?”

“ . . . ? Daddy said you are my big bro.”

“Heh...haha yep he is.”

“F-fa.....I can’t believe this.”

“Good luck, big bro~”

“I swear to..”

Laslow rests his head over Chrom’s shoulder, hiding the grin that curled his lips and the tears that run down his cheeks.

“Big bro is sad?”

“Big bro is just...happy.”

“ . . And I cannot be more happy to have you both.”

The three sat for a while together, talking before Chrom’s legs gave away.

#👑[UNPROFICIENTFLIRT.] (I’ll keep on smiling for you--for us)#unproficientflirt #👑[ic.] (i have to prove myself)#// sLAMS F SIT #//I T WAS MORE.......C UTE IN MY HEAD..........................................#//BUT JAZZ AHANDS................ACC EPT MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #// NA T SU K IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII #//YOU ENABLE ME SO ACCE TPE #//im crying #// i really want a thread wit hese t h ree....#///wait.............................................#//we can almost have it in that th read..........ueheueheue #//rolls and prays for oliv.ia and solie.l to showup and join this pain as well #// s e ver ass well #//I NEED THAT GET TO KNOW YOU R SON' S NEW FA M LKE WWWWHHHHHHEEEEEEEEELLOO #//r ip me

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Nagisa is a shapeshifter and lamia hybrid.

It was not sudden, but gradual. Slowly, the bright stage lights no longer blinded him. The cheers and applause started to fade and became a distant echo. The lines he recited were being spoken in a voice that was not entirely his own. As he stood on the stage, draped in layers of silk fineries and powdered with bold and exaggerated make-up, the manufactured glamour of it all became apparent to him. None of this was who he really was. It was beyond acting. He was living a lie. Though the countless awards he received and autographs he signed read “Kazuyuki Otomo-Nata,” the name felt as disembodied as the roles he portrayed night after night. It was the natural price of dedicating himself to the craft he was told. Losing himself, becoming a blank slate, so that he could become anyone. Masters of kabuki could train for years and never reach the level of captivating immersion he could already bring to the stage just as an adolescent with years still ahead of him to perfect his acting, and many would argue he had already done so. Jealous rumours insisted that as heir to a well-respected clan, his success was nepotism. Admirers claimed it was his innate talent and dedicated efforts. But it was the quietest whispers that knew the truth, of how he had literally bewitched his dedicated fans and would-be critics alike. “Demon half-breed,” his own family would say in hushed voices with looks of disgust. Those words still ring in his ears today even when the spotlight of the stage had long since lost its allure and dimmed.

Shifting was not unlike acting in a role. To do it well, one had to know every facet, commit each minute detail to memory, convince yourself you are who you say you are, until the lines become so blurred, no one — not even yourself — could really say who you were or what you had become; in that moment, you simply just are. But for all his success as an actor, shifting never clicked in the same way. No amount of practice helped him improve. Rather, the harder he tried, the worse the effects shifting had on him. It still was and always had been painful and disorienting. Nothing like how his family members had described it, euphoric and freeing. Again, “demon half-breed,” but this time with a sneer and a distinct lack of being subtle. It seemed that he would never fit in and resigned himself to that fact. For years, he lived basking in the spotlight and adoration of fans by night, and bowing his head and trailing in the shadows of those he had shared blood relations with by day. Time went on and he continued to feel nothing, all while wearing this carefully constructed mask of Kazuyuki “Nagisa” Otomo-Nata.

The first chance he had at running away was in the form of the eldest daughter of the Takanashi clan. Brash and unyielding, the fire he saw in her reminded him of his mother, Jezebel Nata. A proud lamia the Otomo clan had kept in a glorified cage, during their infrequent and brief meetings, she had always told him to take pride in being who he was: “My demon half-breed,” she would softly say in her singsong voice. When she said those words, there was no shame or anger, just unconditional love. He could not say if he felt anything towards the Takanashi girl, least of all love and especially not the kind that drives people to get married, and yet that was how they were introduced — betrothed. When he had met to present her with a ring, the exchange was attended by the girl’s elder brother. They shared nothing more than a brief acknowledgement of each other’s presence, but there was no denying that he felt something. Nagisa knew another skilled actor when he saw one, one who wore a mask like he did, one who was also looking for an escape. In that moment, he realized who he would rather be giving the ring to.

The time he actually ran away was when he died at the hands of the one he now knew he loved. Faking his death was a feat he had done countless times on stage, and having to fool his clan who had been not-so-secretly wishing for this very thing to happen was an even easier task. To say leaving the life that had caused him to become so numb was liberating would be an understatement. For the first time in his life, he could make his own choices, and among the infinite choices that were available to him, he chose to be the one thing he never was — normal. “Normal” gave him a new name that did not carry the weight of generations of tradition, a passion for making others feel beautiful without having to change who they were, and a love he never even dared to imagine could be his.

Only their love could convince him to do the one thing he was reluctant to do, and he shifted into a bird at his husband’s request to save on travel for their honeymoon. To his surprise, the pain of shifting was soon replaced with euphoria. The same elusive euphoria his clan had described all those years ago. Never had shifting felt so freeing. As he surrendered himself to the bird’s instinct and lack of inhibition, he gradually became unburdened with the thoughts that plagued human minds. Like he did with roles in the past, the lines began to blur, and he found himself jammed, though the experience was not entirely that unpleasant. The majority of his time in Lethe was spent as a bird, kept in the relative safety of the Takanashi estate. Very few knew of his real identity, but the sea turtle down the hallway knew who he was immediately. Spending time with the retired Takanashi matriarch was like the childhood he longed to have with his own mother. It was the only regret he had of his former life. Without words, they talked about the different paths life could take, of risks taken, opportunities lost, and secrets held. One such secret was how to unjam oneself, and maybe it was the bird’s lack of inhibition kicking in, but he immediately got the urge to try it and found himself a human again. Now back in his body, the things the sea turtle had told him piqued his curiosity about the town. And while Lethe was not exactly what Nagisa had in mind, at least him and his husband will finally have their long overdue romantic getaway.

#taken hybrid #taken male #taken #Kazuyuki otomo nata #anthony thornburg

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woollyslisterblog · 5 years

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1834 April Monday 28th

6.35

11.45

One goodish kiss last night Rainy morn[in]g F52 1\2 at 7.40 – prepar[in]g for my journ[e]y – maybe b[a]ck tomor[row] or Wed – br[eak]f[a]st at 9.10 – Miss W-[Walker] and I off fr[om] Shibd[e]n at 11.50 hav[in]g settl[e]d w[i]th James – ga[ve] h[i]m Mr Cholmeley’s interlin[e]d as vid[e] line 24 et seq[uens] last page – dat[e]d ‘Shibd[e]n Hall Mon[day] 28 Apr[il] 1834’

at Lidgate at 12.10 and then 1.40 h[e]r Miss W-[Walker] busy ab[ou]t 1 th[in]g or oth[e]r – th[e]n 8 min[ute]s at Cliff Hill and off fr[om] there at 2.05 – ver[y] rainy all the day till ab[ou]t 5 pm at Hew[o]rth Grange at 7.30 pm – told Ja[mes] Clayton to unpack the carr[ia]ge, go w[i]th it to the c[oa]ch mak[e]r ret[ur]n and get h[i]s din[ner] if he lik[e]d and then I h[a]d no furth[e]r occas[io]n for h[i]m – howev[e]r he d[i]d n[o]t ret[u]rn and I saw or heard no mo[re] of h[i]m – Miss W-[Walker] and I din[e]d at 8 – coff[ee] immed[iatel]y -ca[me] to my r[oo]m at 11 pm – pret[ty] fair fr[om] 5pm (vid[e] line 5 of today[see weather report]) and finish ev[enin]g b[u]t cold -

My reading of Miss Walker at Lidgate is the equivalent of faffing about looking for the keys and checking she hasn't left the lights or the iron on. Meanwhile AL sits in the carriage tapping her foot and checking and rechecking her pocket watch...

#gentleman jack #anne lister's diary #ann walker #lesbian history

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alotta-lovin · 5 years

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2, 3, 5, 7, 9, 10, 12, 14, 16, 17, 18, 20 + How does he usually coax you to open up about your troubles when you close into your shell, if you do? - Fish n’ Chips (my-heart-is-but-a-gentle-moon) [Yea, I realize it’s a lot but I’m super curious about you two 💓//cozy fire crackles]

It’s fine! i haven’t gotten many asks for Fish n’ Chips lately so its a nice new thing again. don’t ever be afraid to ask me a lot of stuff, it ends up giving me something to do and i enjoy answering these anyhow or just asks all around ♥

@my-heart-is-but-a-gentle-moon

[Keep in mind mental health and things like C-PTSD are going to be mentioned or hinted at in this so read with caution.]

2. Can you easily tell when they’re upset?

He kinda sinks into himself, sticks his hands in his pockets and fiddles with his cig or a tooth pick in his mouth. not really talking mostly noises to respond or nodding. if it ever becomes to much he usually will come up and pick me up, put me on something taller and hug me that way so he doesn’t have to bend down and hug me. its easier for him to kinda bury his head into my neck or shoulder that way too.

3. How does your partner cheer you up?

Its gonna go a few ways.

He will either turn on a song he knows i cant help but sing along to.

Or he is going to notice the way im acting or looking and its either gonna result in basically a very affectionate fish man and that means, lots of hugs, cuddles, hand holding, playing with my hair and forehead kisses or cheek kisses.

Or he will set up a cozy spot next to the fire pit and get a fire going and cuddle with me, play music and just talk with me for a while.

5. Who’s more likely to want to left alone when they’re really upset?

Me??? if i get pissed off enough i walk away and need to be left alone… but i prefer him to meet me at a spot he knows will lead right back home that i take and hug me when i see him cause by that point im calm enough.

7. Do you accidentally take things out on your partner?

Oh my fuckin’ stars. ya’ll have no idea how many times ive gone and without meaning to just… its usually when ever its been a really bad day and everything is bothering me or im going in and out of an episode is when i take it out on him.. i don’t mean to its one of those things i just cant control.

9. Who’s more likely to cry on a bad day?

F U C K I N ME MORE SO THAN HIM BUT BOTH OF US.

10. How does your partner react to you crying?

O o f, he doesn’t knwo what to do for the first few seconds but then he will end up knowing exactly what it is based on my body language and how im acting and will just grab and hold me as tight as he can and sooth me as much as possible.

12. One thing you do that instantly make them feel better?

Offer to put on grease and give him a ton of cuddles where he can lay his head on my chest and hold my torso and ill make him what he wants to eat.

14. How much does your partner worry?

Recently… a lot. upon a further diagnosis and such things have gotten really bad mentally for me recently so he’s worrying a lot. but its not to the point he’s babying me, he’s just worried more so than other days if the day seems to be really unkind to me.

16. Does your partner have a comfort food?

Tbh??? Vanilla Oreo Milkshakes.

17. Who’s more likely to want to take a bubble bath?

Both of us.

18. Are there any scents that calm your partner down?

Mint. mint calms him down pretty quick since it makes him take deep breaths and such.

20. How long does it take you to tell them what’s wrong?

Depends on what it is… usually if its my C-PTSD kicking up then its not that hard to tell.

hes been able to pin-point my Anxiety and Depression signs too so…

But if its something else it takes me even working up the nerve to talk about it

Do you guys have any idea how much it takes for me to just work up enough nerve to tell him i like his eyes???? or that i like something he’s wearing or something he did that day if it wasn’t a spur of the moment affection thing jalksdfhg

“How does he usually coax you to open up about your troubles when you close into your shell, if you do?”

O o f, i close into my shell a lot since im not used to anyone really caring about whats going on inside my head s o, he will normally ask;

“Vwhat’s vwrong???”

“Do you vwanna talk about it?”

“Vwould you rather be held for a vwhile?”

“Is there anything I can do to help?”

and sometimes it’ll take me a minute to open up or it’ll take me a day or two before im finally like “okay here’s the sitch”

I hope this answered your question hon!!

#Alotta-asks #Asks #fish n' chips #fish n' chips canons #Cronus Ampora #cronus ampora mention #homestuck self insert #Self Insert #self ship #homestuck

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angel-nero · 6 years

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voltron tag meme

guys im so stressed about the new season and cant literally concentrate on anything els e??????? i was tagged by: @flusteredkeith @gayhura @belovedsheith @ficdesignhub thank u!!!!!!!

How did you discover the show?

the only 30 blogs i used to follow for snk started to only post about voltron and 2 of my favourite artists created content for it so i saw it also i was bored at work and used to watch yoi on my uhhh one free hour to eat so i got even more bored and watched voltron and fell in love like a good bitch

Was it love at first sight or did it take you a while to get into the show?

listen i also started to watch cus i thought keith was amazing and i wasnt wrong i liked a lot the concept and the 80′s space show and u sound effects and tajnhjsdb that sounds dumb anyway,,,,, y eah i loved it i even had my brother watch it w me

Do you have a favorite Paladin?

im what they call a uh shiro kin for loving keith a lot and a keith kin for loving shiro a lot..... b ut yeah... keith is... my b oy

Do you have a favorite Lion? (If it’s different from your fav paladin, why?)

i love red sm for doing what i couldnt in s2 ok also keith loves her and my heart melts sm

Do you have a favorite Villain?

i hate zarkon, sendak, haggar sdjhnjs lotor,,,, whatever he is... i love he... the generals too

Do you have a favorite Alien Race? (recurring and/or minor)

the mermaids, the fluffy babies that helped pidge in s2e1, the good galra...

Favorite side / other character(s)- Rebels, General, Blade of Mamora, Garrison, etc?

m att??????????? acxa.......... krolia,,,,,,,,,,,,, i also love rolo ok

How/Why did you join the fandom?

bc i liked the show and since i found out about it in tumblr... i also liked the art a lot so stayed here? idk

Care to share a favorite headcanon?

idk rn i c a nt im

What do you think is the best part of the show?

diversity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Any hopes and wishes for future episodes / seasons?

:)) i wanna know what happened to keiths dad, i wanna see shiro use his fucking bayard and have a n u, i uh want more garrison stuff i wanna know if sam is ok??? is that man ok????

Do you think you’ll stick it out until the end of the show?

i mean YEAH

Tag your friends or someone you want to get to know better

@glaspaladin @otasucc @phaltu @kcgane @pining-keith @saltyshiro@paladinlion @sshiros @flashedarrow @red-paladin @dracosh50 @kerberosheith @vers-shiro @jaja-han @asahisbutt @starlaynes @stargazershiro @silkshiro @the-wenzel @joltron @shirogaenes @z-ayauitl

and the girl reading this

#me checking who mutuals to tag that still have vld icons and urls ''but r they into vld still?'' kjaskjs #tag meme #feel free to ignore and i u have already made it sowy

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