#LIKE WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCK

[loehn]

MMMMMMMM MUTUAL BE COOKING SOMETHING SO FUCKING GOOD RN I JUST WANNA

#teniseeart #commission #LOSING MY ABSOLUTE SHIT #They're such a genius for designing my future sona #LIKE WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCK #I'm not showing it uwu

[elliewiltarwyn]

Send 🐍 for a screenshot associated with betrayal or spite.

"I have granted you, and Ellie... and mankind their chances to prove themselves, the validity of their causes, their so-called worth and potential -- and you have all been found wanting. In light of this, I ask..."

"Do you still truly intend to walk this doomed path and stand against me... who loved you with all my being?"

The truth finally strikes her then. It's me. It's her.

A hand, shaking and violently unsteady, stretches towards her from the middle of the floor.

"No... No...!"

"Mia, no...!"

it's not exactly a betrayal, to be honest. we all knew emet-selch was going to turn on you eventually, drop his facade of friendship.

you didn't know he would take her with him. you didn't know what he's been seeding in her mind, casting doubt and aspersions over her very existence, her identity.

you never thought her resolve would crumble in the face of who we truly are.

(ty for the prompt, @oneiroy!!)

#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv gpose #femroe #ask games #hyur highlander #emet-selch #SO YEAH THIS WAS A LOT FOR A NUMBER OF REASONS lolllllll #and i still have some little nitpicks with these like wanting ellie to be more visibly corrupting in the face. or her expression. #but this has been burning a hole in my mind long enough and that instance timer kept wailing at me #(it took me two queue-ins to get these how i wanted them #and the first time i soloed vauthry out bc i didn't think to just erase him with the normal gpose tools l m f a o) #so WHATEVER THESE ARE WHAT THEY ARE and i have some visual idea of the big reveal that Mia's ancient self was Persephone wheeeeeeeeee #and it kinda fits the prompt if you tilt your head 90 degrees and squint >______> #I JUST NOTICED I FORGOT TO TAKE OFF THE AZEM CRYSTAL FUUUUUUUUUUCK

[goldiipond]

thinking about how easily ray was willing to make an exception to his firm ‘i can only save emma and norman’ stance once don and gilda are actually in on the escape. the fact that, during his ‘deal’ with norman in ep 5 ‘we can bring don and gilda too’ isnt a condition norman had that ray begrudgingly agreed to but rather one that ray brought up completely unprompted.

ray has spent years coming to terms with the fact that saving everyone is impossible, years putting emma and norman over everyone else because they were the most precious people in his life and because risking a bigger escape could get everyone killed. he thought it was better for the others to live ignorant, happy lives until their shipment than to get killed on the outside. 

ray never had that same ignorant bliss the others had, emma and norman lost it after seeing conny, and while don and gilda aren’t given the full truth at first, they are given enough to have that illusion shattered for them as well. i just think a lot about how ray knows what it’s like to be trapped in that house without that happy illusion, and the moment don and gilda lose it, he can’t allow himself to push them away anymore.

#skye's ramblings #I DUNNO IM JUST. I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS. even before the escape ray cares abt everyone so so much #his whole thing is he wants to minimize their grief. if he cant save them he wants to make sure they dont suffer at all #he pushes them away not just for his own emotions but bc he thinks theyll handle his eventual death better if theyre not close to him #hes just a scared kid who wants to help everyone!!! so so bad!!!! fuuuuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!!!!! #also why the whole situation w phil makes me insane like. ray had no input in that decision. im not sure he wouldve let him stay behind #yeees it was phils choice to stay but rays the only ond who knows what that choice actually fucking means!!!!! fuck!!! #and as ive made abundantly clear. i reaally love ray's apology to don in ep 6 not only for thedevelopment between them #but also bc of the look emma n norman exchange when he does it. they definitely know hes distanced himself from everyone else #even if they dont have every detail at this point. he has made his stance on making sure they escape at any cost abundantly clear #ray means the world to them but they dont want to be his only source of comfort yknow. seeing that brief vulnerability was everything <3 #ohhhhh im so. rays relationship w both don and gilda is everything to me. lying onthe foor

[aroacesigma]

really wish my mum would hurry up and get me a doctors appointment

#ramblings #just spent a solid half an hour with 'killyourselfkillyourselfkillyourself' in my head because i fucked up my maths draft #i would just like to clarify i would never . just really shitty thoughts i promise i would not ever follow through i dont really want to di #anyway its not even unfixable it was just more feedback than i expected and my draft wasnt the best in the class #i feel so fucking full of myself but god i cant handle this #fucking hell i wish everyone would stop expecting so much from me #every time i freak out my friends ar elike its fine mate youre gonna be top of the grade again WHAT IF IM NOT #I CANT FUCKING HANDLE IT IF IM NOT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE GOING FOR ME #IM LTIERALLY FUCKING USELESS #im not funny or good looking my art is mediocre as shit im irritating #academics is the only thing i have going for me #fuuuuuuuuuuck #i cant do this shit for another year #im gneuiely worried im gonna give myself physical problems when it comes around to external exams #whether that be idk fucking heart problems or injuring myself on purpose who the fuck knows #self harm tw #suicide tw #vent

[spaciebabie]

You both get home around six, grateful to be out of the biting winter chill. Springtrap carries the groceries in, his strength in comparison to yours making him the designated bag holder. He grabs them in one hand, setting them gently on your counter. You take your shoes off, turning to face him.

“Hey, that wasn’t half bad! You make a pretty good shopping partner, Will,” you muse. “Sorry about the staring.”

“Can’t say I understand how automated everything has become, but otherwise it was perfectly pleasant. I’m used to staring,” he chuckles. “Plus, it’s nice to spend time with you.”

“It’s domestic,” you agree, giving him a soft smile.

Springtrap returns it as much as he can, his eyes lidded. There’s a gentle silence as you both look at one another. You lean in closer to him, allowing your eyes to travel up his chest ad to his face. Eagerly, he leans in slightly and unhinges his lower jaw.

“May I?” he asks quietly.

“Yes,” you respond, and stand up on your tiptoes to bring his face close to you.

You close your eyes, feeling the sudden warmth of his mouth as it connects with yours. This is nothing like the first time you did this with him; there isn’t a trace of awkwardness between the two of you. You kiss him tenderly, wrapping your arms around his waist. He lifts his hands to cradle your head gently.

When you separate, you both look into each other’s eyes. He isn’t pretty by any means, but you could look into those silvery eyes all day.

~~ idk how or why he would be warm but who cares heheh~~

🦟

(last one I promise lmfao)

BURNS A HOLE THROUGH YOUR HEAD

#spacie splains #WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF #WHY IS THIS SO SOFT #OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHG #WTF WTF WTF #WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCK #also anon i know this probably wasnt meant to be funny but the unhinges his jaw moment followed by kissing him #on his mummy mouth was extremely funny to me #to each their own. but i would never kiss the rotted head in him 😭😭 bro tries that with me and im closing his mouth SHUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i liked everything else about this though :333 #very tender. hhhnnmh domestic scenarios my beloved #i just wanna hang out with him. kicks a rock #armss around his waiiist ouugh #im gonna gag #same way springtrap should gag on THIS DI #im playin

[kindahoping4forever]

i feel like i’ve been pavloved to think ‘i wonder what slutty things crystal said in her tags about this’ every single time we get ashton photos

And I appreciate you for that 😌😘🫶🏻

#so glad my thirst brain rot has become OUR thirst brain rot 😂😌 #sorry if the tags on last night's content were a bit subdued #the man genuinely broke my brain #like #i should have been hysterical #there was so much to be hysterical over #but instead I was shell shocked #just fully 👁️👄👁️ #lights were on but no one was home #someday I'll process those images we were subjected to in that post #last night was not that night. today is likely not that day #friend what the fuuuuuuuuuuck was that #ask #anon

[augustdementhe]

It REALLY did not occur to me that all my fun flavored toothpaste was probably a strong contributor to how my teeth are currently disintegrating, SHIT.

Obviously the haze of not caring for myself properly, former chronic heartburn, and not getting regular checkups contributed hugely, but shitthebedalmighty, I did NOT put this together at all.

#mint's dear diary #The new lychee toothpaste has NaCl and I missed that fuuuuuuuuuuck #I LIKED the cinnamon clove dammit. THE LEMON LILAC. FUCK. #What IS the reason I need a retail chemist to tell me because there MUST be one

[daincrediblegg]

Hey mike what the fuck??? No mike what the FUCK tho for real. Step up mike like please what the actual ever loving CHRIST

#I can’t believe I actually have questions #guess I’m gonna have to go in for a re-watch #it was a beautiful ending except for the last 5 seconds like what the FUUUUUUUUUUCK #midnight club #spoilers #no I’ll figure it out eventually but for now like??? what the fuck

[krysmcscience]

Followers, feel free to ignore this, it's not art or writing or even really anything interesting.

If you clicked in, anyway, it is also not aimed at any of my IRL friends or followers (unless one of my followers is not who they claim to be, I guess?). Anyway, it's literally just venting bullshit. Feel free to click back out, there aren't even any details that could lead you back to anyone involved.

It's wild that I spent six months talking on and off with someone who turned out to believe that a few months of miscommunication and poorly set boundaries, followed by some arguments and disagreements about it, all interspersed with private IRL venting is a reason to blow up several friendships and go on a warpath. Like. Bruh. Sometimes people tell white lies to be polite. Sometimes people change their minds about stuff with new information. Sometimes people learn new things about what upsets them. And sometimes people vent in private about things that bother them about someone else (friends included). That doesn't mean they're actively plotting to do harm, or two-faced, or back-stabbing, or the worst thing ever in existence. This is. Literally just how humans socialize??? In reality??? Sometimes you just accidentally hurt one another, accept that mistakes were made, and make up afterward so you don't wind up abysmally lonely!

Loved looking through all their "receipts" of all the "wrong" that was done and being like, dang, most of this just looks like standard boring clashes between friends that could easily be mitigated with healthy communication, actually??? Along with a bunch of words exchanged by two people who blew up on each other and now clearly don't want to talk anymore??? And yet they've posited it like it's some huge "gotcha", with scribbled commentary mixed in on the side, as if their ex friend is a True Monster rather than a normal person who makes mistakes. JFC, it's just demented. (And, in standard form, it's all cherrypicked! No real context aside from their own narrative and warped perception! And no admissions of their own wrongdoing! They even lied about not being into NC/SA despite drawing so much horny shit for it! I mean, I knew it would pan out this way, but good gravy, the lack of awareness there??? Unreal.)

Also apparently they don't realize that constructive conversations about some things they have grievances with can and do happen without them being or needing to be told about it, either, because all of the actual wrongs they had receipts for were genuine mistakes or newly realized hard boundaries that have either already been addressed or are being addressed IRL. Although, them posting those actual wrongs definitely violated a very hard boundary set in place by another person on the sidelines who didn't even want to be involved, so, hmm, that's fun.

Very telling in the end that they couldn't respect all the blocks put in place. But of course, it's only okay if they trample on boundaries. Clearly only their boundaries and desperate need for validation and attention matter. Also very telling that they tried to air all their shit out publicly despite everyone else involved staying almost completely silent about it and otherwise keeping it fully anonymous. But of course, it's only okay if they disrespect other people. Clearly that makes it okay to drag in unrelated parties who never asked or cared to be involved and just wanted to have some nice relaxing internet time. Also very telling that they ignored the very simple fact that they and I were mutuals (up until literally three days ago), and thus their shittalking kept winding up on my dashboard, which I initially tolerated (until they got usernames and then me involved) because people are allowed to be hurt and vent about it even if I disagree with their takes on what happened. But of course, they're not ever allowed to be wrong. Clearly I must be a weird creepy lurker, instead, who never does any self reflection despite having actual diagnosed social anxiety that forces me to question my every last action.

If the person in question happens to be reading, follow your own fucking advice, quit Actually Lurking, and get help. Proper help, because if you're seeing a therapist already, clearly they can't cotton on to how you go to extreme lengths to avoid revealing anything that might reflect negatively on you, which explains why your cherrypicked receipts still have none of the hateful screaming of yours that I personally read, or any of the really callous things you wrote in your tags after the fact. I'm willing to bet you're over there patting yourself on the back thinking your target stepped in it by deleting those comments, too, because that's just how you are, but here's a reality check: You took it too far. You put up your private conversations with their spouse for anyone to see, despite that you definitely did not have permission to do that from said spouse, Your Actual Friend, who would NOT want that shit online under ANY circumstances. I don't even need to ask to be sure about that, either. And you should know exactly why what you chose to do is a problem.

Oh, and here's another fun reality check: If you can't figure out the bare basics of even the simplest character (and you can't, this has been established, I literally had to spell out an obvious homophobic dog whistle for you), what makes you think you're qualified to assess and diagnose an actual living person who is infinitely more complicated than a fictional character? Because if you actually think you are, you are quite literally delusional. You are not living in the same reality as everyone else. You know all of the words, yet none of their substance.

Now go away. I made it very clear that you are not welcome anywhere in my life the moment I blocked you. You've willfully spat in the face of my honest attempts to help you, and successfully burned all bridges with me, so I want nothing more to do with you. Look upon your scorched earth and enjoy the smoke you've gained from it.

#prolly gonna delete this sucker later cuz i am looking forward to never thinking about this person ever again #fukken drama man can people just leave each other alone??? #like the blocks happened for a reason dude #you came and searched US out with clear premeditated effort #cuz like i said - yall aint subtle #also: THIS is how you vague post #no names - no widely used tags (IYKYK) - under a readmore #NOTHING TRACEABLE - FULL STOP #really ain't hard to do but some folks highkey desperate for other people to see and wonder and maybe get involved #btw maybe iykyk doesn't know what cherrypicking is but it is LITERALLY REMOVING BITS OF A CONVERSATION FROM THE CONTEXT OF SAID CONVERSATION #IT IS SOUND BYTES IN TEXT FORM #final fun fact for iykyk: trying to manipulate everyone into hating a single person who upset you is a real fukken shitty thing to do #tldr geeeeeeeet fuuuuuuuuuucked

[catragemiau]

So about that season 2 of Good Omens.

Once again a new season of a silly little media is making me look forward to the future i.e. the next season. WHILE SUFFERING IN THE PRESENT

#good omens 2 #good omens season 2 spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #cat says #what the actual f u c k. #I feel like I was thrown away MYSELF I want to cry #AND YOU KNOW WHAT I"M DOING SO #Aziraphale stayed in character that's for sure DUMMY #I can't comprehend my emotions I just want to cry #what the fuuuuuuuuuuck my GOD #HOW DO THEY EXPECT US TO WAIT FOR THE CONTINUATION OF THIS MESS

[bingobongobonko]

work in the afternoon so i have time to do. somthing.. its 12 am. finished drg season, just two assignment sets so nothing too daunting. i could work on campaign stuff but also i could sleep but also i could fold my clothes.. conflicted. might just go do campaign stuff right

#fool's monologue #cuz i know imma be back from work tired and dead and unable to read...... which is very important if im to do notetaking on the CPR system. #AND THE 400 PAGE BOOOOOOOOOOOOOK #pulling my hair out #fuuuuuuuuuuck. #i dont HAVE to read the whole thing but .. also i want to.. #oh wait i forgot i have the gm screen #i dont NEEEEED to make a whole blog dedicated to rules but also.. ima hands on guy. ill get overwhelmed with just the rules sheet so #i will make a dumbed down version for myself yes yes #PLUS :) got a vague idea for the oneshot entrance so im very yippee bout that #just have to set up the actual mission. most likely using one a guy recommended 2 #me thats easy to run for newbies but i wanna reskin it and add flavor text #actually maybe ill do my laundry first. its been piling for weeks now and i feel bad #AHTDO cyberpunk im kissing you on the lips so sweetly. im sorry i havent been working on you.. im slow and overwhelm easily but i care #im just nervous and doubting my own abilities but you have a story waiting to be told in a format i enjoy #and thats whats important

[archived-lehkonen]

remembering rane signed just under lehkys signature on his own jersey even though lehky signed it on the 9 for the sole purpose that rane could have the 6 to himself

remembering that they ducked into a dressing room together to avoid being interviewed

being told that they left together after the match in rane's car

#yue.txt #ao3 user maxia i owe u my whole life for that update this made me lose my mind a little bit #*softly but Emphatically* what the fuck what the fuuuuuck what the fuuuuuuuuuuck #me reading maxia's reply: Oh. so theyre like in love with each other. oh. so theyre attached at the hip. O h so theyre both needy

[karmaphone]

BOOK APP HAS BOOK I THOUGHT I LOST TO INPATIENT THREE YEARS AGO REPEAT BOOK APP HAS BOOK I LOST TO INPATIENT THREE YEARS AGO

#FUCK YESSSSSSS #ITS NOT BOTH BOOKS I LOST BUT FUCK YEAH!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #it's On A Pale Horse if you're curious #which is like. super misogynistic and gross BUT!! I like the concepts presented #I mean it's largely about religion. it's about a world where creationism and evolution BOTH happened. and this. this random guy kills death #and has to replace him. which is apparently how the office works. Santa Claus rules yknow #and like. there's a lot about soul balance and how it's not necessarily morally correct and about how he uses his office to do what good he #can. like giving a hospice room full of people the release of death they'd been denied. or saving a drowning person instead of taking them #I mean there's a LOT in there about how the main love interest was 'defiled by a demon' so she could have magical knowledge #like. a conscious choice she made. and was treated somewhat as if it was not? I dunno man #there's a lot in there to hate but it's so fun and quirky and fucks around with the concept of god and the devil #like. in-universe Canon is that God sprung from humanity's Good (good->g-od->god) and the Devil came from humanity's Evil (evil->D'evil) #and like. the concept of purgatory as doing soul taxes forever is hilarious #also? the three paths/time is fake thing? chefs kiss NO NOTES #well. ONE NOTE. stop describing women like that man. especially goddesses or whatever they are

[toyotacorrola]

like holy shitttttttttt. fuck i ran out of space in the tags

#i have so so so many fucking thoughts. god. #but it's like midnight and im still. reeling #um. kravitz was beautiful as ever. pattinson was actually a rly good choice for the role #LOVED wright as gordon stole the whole fucking show tbh #<- can u tell im a comish fan. anyway #going insane. batman is hope and compassion too!!!!!! #yes you need force sometimes but you need to be kind!!! you need to give ppl hope!!! you cant just fight anf you cant fight alone and you #have to fight FOR something!!!!! fuck!!!!!! #thats the difference!!!! you lost sight of that!!! you saw your own pain and just pushed it outward!!! #im going to take my pain and use it for comfort!!! for rescue!!! for love!!!!!!!!!! #fuuuuuuuuuuck you get itttttt!!!!!! #this is what makes an appeling bman!!!! #like fuck was he cool but he was so..... fuuuck #obv not perfect i have my qualms w how certain things were handled or handwaved away #but nothing ever is #and god. god #like yes!!! yes!!!!!! finally someone gets it!!! #fuck frank miller in particular #who said that... #um ! #fuck fuck fuck #selinaaaaaaaaaaa #i actually rly liked her & bruce together!! like fuck standards are 6 feet under but #agghhhh #always love when they do cwoman justice #fuck the villain also did SUCH a good job of pissing me off #like at the beginning u can almost understand... yeah they are corrupt yeah why arent they doing what they should #like minus the whole brutal murder thing obv but u can almost thing he might be some1 who wants real change but fell down the wrong hole #but no!!! hes selfish!! he cares about himself and his own hurt and making others hurt!! thats it!!!! #txt

[hildegardladyofbones]

My grades keep getting better. Hwat

#what the fuc #how #i got the best results on an estonian test recently #i won a kahoot #i did well on a maths test #whaaaattttttt the fuuuuuuuuuuck #i dont like this.

[killerprotector]

Love love love love LOVE it when my stalker randomly shows up again :P just living the dream! I LOVE waking up to weird messages on my phone and a new (the same) follower on almost every!! single!! social media I’m apart of!! I LOVE it sooooooooo much!! Ahaha wow this is amazing!! I love having the worst day at work and then randomly getting a FaceTime request from someone who I have blocked all other accounts on!! Hahahahaha it’s not that just so fucking funny??!!??!!!!!!!

#oh my fucking god #I hate hate hate hate hate this man #get the fuck away from me #I thought I was done with dealing with this guy #why the fuck can’t men take a hint #and by hint I mean I blocked you on everything and told you I didn’t want to be friends or anything else over and over and over again #why do I have to repeat myself so much #what the fuuuuuuuuuuck #I hate it here #like fuck why am I so afraid too???? #I hate feeling like this #not even living in the same place anymore but I feel like I’m going to have a panic attack #god damnit #someone please kill this man for me I will pay you