#WHYS HE STANDINF LIKE THAT

[tearsofthedrag0n]

Sometimes I come across pictures of Bruce Dickinson and I just laugh so much

For example

#WHAT IS THIS #IM LAUGHING SO MUCH #WHYS HE STANDINF LIKE THAT #iron maiden #Bruce Dickinson #80s #metal #rock #rock’n’roll #Steve Harris #adrian smith #Nicko mcbrain #dave murray

[soov-archived]

THEYEYRYHEHEHS :(((K 2)#)$?QKLWM NOOOO

#⚹︎ ─ spam. #✦ ─ simp hours. #WHY IS HE STANDINF LIKE THAT #he looks cool ig 😒😒 #using shades inside a shop 😒 #the fact that won always fishes the oldest selcas ever to post in everyone's bday #LOOK AT THEM #his chin on sunghoon's shoulder theyre so ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #have i ever mentioned how much i love them

[othercrossee]

Could u imagine irida, altho trained for so long to be the next leader, never believed in herself to sucessfully be chosen? how she felt when her name was called upon after all day shed been telling her older friend palina she was the one to take on duty? Could u imagine the anxiety? The feeling that she had betrayed the only person who had treated her with an ounce of care? The feeling that her entire world was shifting? How she had to keep a smile and a prideful look to appear as the correct answer, a strong new leader to lead her people? How she realizes lina and her could never be friends on equal ground? Although it was never equal to begin with?

#z rambles #the *never equal to begin with* is about their age gap and personality differences. palina is older more calm collected responsible caring #and overall she was....perfect in iridas eyes. she admired her. maybe more than a friend and she was guilty #guilty of how much she was holding her driend to such extend but palina? seeinf irida train and become a leader was....conflicting #on one hand she deserves it she worked so hard but why am i. older and better in every way. discarded from the position #she was happy but she was upset. envious? but between them will aythinf change? hadnt they been.....equal? #baaically irida always see palina stabdinf taller better than her snd she was a mother figure she csnt surpass #so there was no equal in that dynamic #and now palina who had always been standinf tall feel irida is now above her and its strange she feels the dynamic had switched #and she wants it ti he normal. the same as back then but it csnt be cuz back then wasnt equal either #they were never stabding on equal ground. they were never close enough to understood each other #u see irida becoming leader wouldve put them on the same level right? but palina sees different and irida feels like its not right either #but rhats her guilt dripping hersekf talking #its just awful #its complex and its awful and things could nevee go back to how it was. cuz no natter what one of them or both will always be unhappy #to me. these two would have a talk and develop their relationship for years #this aint the type of shit that one talk was gonna fix everything. both of them got issues

[invissimp]

Yule Blue ||

Authors notes: I didn't expect to finish this until Saturday or Sunday but Suprise!

Part 1

my requests are open!

Silence, that’s all you and your friends sat in after you confessed your feelings for a certain Slytherin. Hermione wasn’t surprised at your feelings just shocked you said it out loud and around Harry and Ron. The latter let out a gasp and told Harry to pinch him to make sure he wasn’t dreaming which he did and Ron responded with “I didn’t actually mean it!”

Harry just remained sat at the couch with a unreadable expression on his face but it slowly turned into a smile, just a small one which he hasn’t done a whole lot these days. Well at least Harry and Hermione was fine with it. You couldn’t tell with Ron at this point because he was just confused with all the information.

They all sat in a circle around you listening to what you told them about how Draco confronted you in the hall, and how you simply ran away from him.

Thankfully the common room was empty since everyone was either asleep or doing a potions essay. Shivering at the thought of the essay due in a couple of days that you haven’t started on.

“Well why didn’t you just tell him that you fancied him?” The weasley asked like it was the simplest thing in the world.

Harry shook his head at his bestfriends words while you and Hermione just rolled your eyes. Godric you loved Ron as a friend but he really couldn’t read a room for his life.

“Well Ronald if you must know he told me in Hogsmeade that he asked damn Pansy Parkinson to the Ball.”

That was news to your friends, this time it was Hermione’s turn to gasp at your words while Ron and Harry jaws had practically dropped to the floor.

They weren’t stupid by no means, it was obvious something happened with you and Draco but none of them would guess something like that could’ve done it.

“Let’s just talk about it tomorrow, yeah?”

————

The conversation did not continue into the next day, a week had pass and it was now the day of the Yule Ball. Obviously you avoided Draco, you could feel him staring at you in the Great hall, in classes, the hallways, everything.

He of course tried to talk to you but thankfully one of your friends were always by your side, one time even the Weasley twins stared him down to get him away from you.

Although you were thankful about your friends being protective, you wished that you could just take a stroll around the school without being followed.

As of now you were sitting in the common room with Harry and Ron, the two boys were talking about dates for the Yule ball while you were writing a letter to Narcissa Malfoy.

It seemed as though Draco didn’t inform her about you ignoring him, since his mother seemed very happy in her letter saying how she wants you to come over during the summer holiday for a week.

Narcissa was a very kind woman and a wonderful mother to her son even if he was a brat sometimes to people. She would be devastated if she found out Draco’s only true friend was purposely ignoring him about a stupid ball.

You decided to simply face Draco, standinf up from the floor just to be asked, “Y/N can you go to the ball with me, I’m only asking because I need one. Just as friends though.”

The boy who lived asked you to the Yule ball. As friends but still. You expected to be standing in the corner watching your friends dance with each other and Draco dancing with Pansy.

But now? Now you can go with one of your best friends and simply enjoy with others although it wouldn’t be as fun if you could dance with Draco. But not everything works out fine.

“Yeah Harry that’s fine.” You could tell by his shoulders going down some to signal that he was less stressed by the pressure of having to find a date, even if it was just a friend. Harry of course would’ve preferred to go with Cho Chang but just like you not everything works out fine.

Ron groaned in his hands, “Blimey i’m the only one that doesn’t have a date in the whole school ain’t I?”

Laughing at Ron’s words, even though he shot a deadly look at you. Harry just rolled his eyes at his friend and thanked you for going with him last minute.

Nodding at his gratitude before sitting back down to finish your homework. It was really last minute since the ball was tomorrow. Which meant Christmas was tomorrow.

———

Waking up to the sound of Lavender squealing about how it was Christmas and the Yule ball. Rolling your eyes at her voice.

Walking down to the common room to see your friends already sitting waiting for you. “Happy christmas.” You grumbled rubbing your eyes.

Opening up your presents, A couple muggle books for Hermione that she heard you talking about, Ron gave you a chess board claiming that “it can finally help you beat me.” Harry got you some new quills since you were running low on them.

Opening up one last gift you already knew who it was that gave it to you. He still cared enough to give you a Christmas gift. Unwrapping the small gift to see a small box which opened.

Opening it up to see a necklace with a small black swan it. Just like how he said his ornament was going to be. You hadn’t looked at the trees at all so you had no idea if he did stick to his end of the deal, you did though.

Putting the necklace on and it felt right at home like it’s been there ever since you were born. Maybe you should try to talk to Draco tonight at the ball.

Hermione pulled you up to the dorm to get ready for the ball. Although you weren’t all that nervous but Hermione was rambling about how she hopes she doesn’t embarrass herself in front of Viktor and everyone during the opening dance of the champions.

Now your stomach was doing flips, you completely forgot about having to dance with Harry in front of everybody. You weren’t nervous about dancing with him, just hoping that you wouldn’t end up tripping and falling in front of everyone.

You assured Hermione that everything would be fine with Viktor and how great they would be tonight together.

———

Doing the last finishing touches on yourself, your hair was now done, along with your makeup. Hermione left just a few minutes ago. Realizing that you were running out of time and quickly put on your dress.

Harry told you that he was wearing simple black robes so the color of your dress didn’t have to match with his thankfully. You had chosen a simple long green dress. Making sure that you still wore your necklace you received this morning.

Walking out of the Gryffindor common room and down the steps to where mostly everyone was waiting to go. The hall erupted into whispers with everyone gasping and pointing up at you.

You saw Harry standing with the other champions by the doors which were starting to open. You locked eyes with a pair of grey ones. Bloody hell did Draco look nice tonight.

Putting on a normal face while walking by him. Feeling him pull your arm towards him and him leaning down to whisper in your ear. “You should’ve been here tonight with me. Not potter, not that damn Steven Bottom either.” He whispered with no remorse in his voice. It was all in a demanding type of way.

Swallowing nothing in your mouth before walking away and up to Harry. You could feel the blood rush up to your face. “What did Malfoy want?”

“I’ll um tell you later.”

Nodding at your response. After a short while everyone was in the great hall and it was time for the Champions to come in.

Now you were on the dance floor with Harry and the other Champions. Looking over at Hermione to see her smiling at Viktor. You saw Ron standing next to Padma looking like he would rather get bit by Sirius in his dog form again.

You felt someone staring holes into the back of your head. You didn’t even need to turn around to know that it was a Malfoy.

The music started playing, you and Harry started dancing together. It was just two friends dancing together. The opening dance didn’t take long thankfully and Harry excused himself to talk to Ron.

Nodding at him while deciding to go talk to a few of your other friends. Stopping by Fred, George and Angelina to talk with them.

Walking over to the trees which were decorated. You were informed that the professors decided what was the best ornaments and they would be hung up. Right dead in the center of the biggest tree was a Black swan right next to a White one.

So he did stick to his end of the deal. Smiling softly at the thought of Draco. Interrupting your thoughts was a cough next to you. It was Draco you recognized it immediately, since it was his fake one which he used to get your attention in class.

“They make quite a good match dont they?” He said more like a statement than question. Nodding at him, what he said earlier in the hall still hadn’t left your mind. That’s all you could think about.

“I mean what I said earlier, I shouldn’t have been such an idiot about not asking you to the ball. I’ve fancied you since second year and I have no clue why I haven’t done anything about it.” Taking a deep breath at his words before going on, “It made me feel some type of way when you said Bottom was practically asking you to this and when I saw you with damn Potter. It just wasn’t right. You should be my date right now.”

Taken aback by Draco Malfoy basically love confession to you. Taking a glance at him to see he was staring right at you waiting for your response. “Your a bloody idiot you know that right? You're lucky I fancy you to.”

He seemed visibly relieved by your words. He took a step closer to you, closing the distance “So you wouldn’t be bothered if I did this then?”

Letting out a weak no to his question before he leaned down and connected your lips with his. It was pure bliss, nothing you’ve ever felt before with a person.

Breaking the kiss between you two, the slytherin stood up straight.

“I believe you owe me a dance.”

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[spaceagebachelormann]

MARS IM CRYING

IMAGINE RICKYS S/O JUST STANDING THERE DURING SABM 😭😭 like ricky bby why do you wanna fuck cat women??what?? 🧍

IN THE DATINF RICKY HEADCANONS I ALMOST PUT THAT YOUD BE EITHER STANDINF OFF TO THE SIDE, A RANDOM CAT WOMAN/MAN/PERSON HE HAD TO SAVE, OR INSTEAD OF FOCUSINF ON OCEAN HE FOCUSES ON THEM 😭

#liz 🌹 #rtc

[badluvkii]

LMAO WHY IS HE STANDINF LIKE THAT

[poutybinz]

Heyyy, I'm a new fan here💜 I've noticed that most of your asks are smut, so maybe I could request something fluffy like what pda or private affections they would like the most?🥺♥️

of course u can :D i can deliver fluff too !! (since u didn’t specify who u wanted i’ll do all of them!)

soobin

for pda, he goes for something simple like holding your hand or back hugs. he’s the kind of boyfriend who just loves being near you in any way, so your shoulders are always touching or he’ll hook his pinky finger in with yours. in private, he’s pretty much the same except while he’s back hugging you he’s giving you about 78 kisses on the cheek 🥺 a guilty pleasure of his is laying on your chest (bc him big baby)

yeonjun

yeonjun’s pda and private affection don’t differ much at all honestly. he’ll smooch you in front of people just as much as he does behind closed doors, he has literally no shame. he’s the kind of boyfriend who randomly pinches your cheek when you’re in the middle of a sentence or he’ll wrap an arm around your waist to pull you closer. he does it all so casually, it’s like second nature to him really. why wouldn’t he when he’s got the prettiest girl in the world standinf next to him right?

beomgyu

beomgyu doesn’t do much pda but like soobin he just loves to be near you. personal space doesn’t exist to him, point blank. in private, he is singlehandedly the most clingy boyfriend in the world. he’s literally ALWAYS hugging you, always resting his head on your shoulder. he’ll even whine when you get up to leave, he’s a softie.

taehyun

taehyun also doesn’t really do pda but he doesn’t really do private affections much either. it isn’t because he doesn’t like it, he just shows his love in different ways. however, after a long day of practice or whatever it is he loves to spend his evening cuddling with you 🥺 he gets real soft sometimes, especially if you fall asleep before him. he’s the kind of boyfriend to draw patterns over the skin of your arm and watch you sleep because he thinks you’re just so precious

hueningkai

he REFUSES to do pda, are you kidding? the one time he tried to hold your hand in front of the rest of the members yeonjun and soobin cooed at him like a baby for 5 minutes and he got so embarrassed he damn near ran away 😭 if anything he’ll sneak a quick hug or a peck on the cheek but ONLY if no ones looking. in private though, he’s a cuddle monster. clingy to no mfin end, and it’s so cute. you can’t help but let him cling to you when he’s hugging you tight like a plushie and nuzzling into your shoulder 🥺

#guys see look #i can do fluff too >3< #txt scenarios #txt headcanons #txt reactions #txt fluff #soobin fluff #yeonjun fluff #beomgyu fluff #taehyun fluff #hueningkai fluff #txt soft hours #txt drabbles #yeonjun headcanons #beomgyu headcanons #soobin headcanons #taehyun headcanons #hueningkai headcanons

[depressedkakashihatake]

So imagine the CP verse characters get thrown into canon again, but this time Obito is thrown in with them

CP Obito seeing a whole new Kakashi, cut and beautiful and ready to kick ass, and taunting CP Kakashi because "why can't you be more like that? I bet he even has better taste in men"

Cp Kakashi staying by CP Gai's side because he's uncomfertable and terrified, wondering if there is a way to leave CP Obito here forever so he never has to see him again

And Cannon Kakashi's just standinf there like 'this is stupid. Why not simply stab the creepy fuck?'

[iraniq]

Fatherhood

Summary: Parenthood is always a difficult moment it life. Motherhood is kinda clear, it comes more natural … pregnancy, birth, breastfeeding, diapers, sleeples nights … what about Fatherhood? There is no exact plan, example … does this come naturally or it is created indiviaually, is there a “right” one, or are they all unique? I give you two options here … both the “right” one in their own way!

You were dating your boyfriend for over a year now, and it was finally time for you to move with him with your 2 daughters: Niq - 11 and Em - 5.

the Meeting

Jared

He was excited, worried, nervous… He had spoken with Terry for some advice, although his twins are only 2yesr old… His mother gave him some directions, but it was all up to him.

He insisted sending someone to pick you, but you said you will drive there… One final talk with the girls, before the big arrival. They weren’t very charmed by the men in your life. The older one witnessed how the father of her sister left you all, like some kind of plague… After you said you were pregnant.

You arrived around 11. After driving to the middle of the nowhere, you spotted the big building. You all entered the large hall, where he was waiting.

The two girls were holding hands, cautiously walking around. This place was too odd to be a house, the furnitures were small and only few. But it looked cosy. In front of them was standing tall, skinny man, fluffy - hair and beard everywhere. Em found this funny, pointed at him and started laughing.

He was prepared /ordered, as he was afraid not to burn anything, again/ food, popcorn, desert, ice cream… Anything to make the guests feel cosy.

The Joker

He was more calm then eer. As he had completely no experience with children, hell he might never actually met one, he decided to go with the flow… Whatever happens, happenes… He will either be natural at this or throw them away, literally, with their mother.

Frost drove you to the village outside Gotham. Safe place. Only the best for the Queen of Gotham /maybe, not quite sure… In the process of thinking… Does he actually need one, a Queen I mean?…/.

You arrived around 11. And were led to the big room where he was waiting. The two girls were hugged, cautiously walking around. This place was too odd to be a house… It was all gold diamonds, perls… Hell of a jewelry, but in a way looked like a fun museum. Walkng away of anything that can be touched. Their mother’s previous boyfriend didn’t take it very good when someone touched his stuff.

In front of them was standinf tall, skinny man… Very bright, electric green hair, super pale, with… No idea what’s with the shirt, it was almost completely unbuttoned.

They were looking oddly at each other. As he examined how much they look at him, he smiled pleased and poured himself some whisky.

the Lunch

Jared

He set the table in the back yard. It was all in art-like settlement including the trees and flowers. It was warm sunny day. The lunch was salad, and French fries, also some freshly made orange juice. He tries to talk to them about various subjects, school, hobbies, books, movies, music. It turns out Niq was a fan of his music. She asked couple of questions, not very interested in the answer. Em was madly eating, barely chewing, but kept stuffing food in her mouth; keeping an eye on the surrounding like she was a “hitman” looking for her target.

You just smiled looking at him, you kinda pity him, but he wished it that way, to be alone, that was his Do or Die mission and he was taking it very seriously!

the Joker

He led you all to a huge diningroom, all in Victorian style, purple and gold. With a long wooden table. There was so much food on it, from exquisite deliciousnes to trash junk food. He invited to you sit, adjusting your chair next to his. He called the girls and they hesitantly approached him. He took some small and cute glasses and poured them some whiskey. Although you weren’t exactly agreeing, they giggled and tried it. It tasted horrible, and he laughed at their faces. After this they were let free to choose their meal. While he was purring words of pleasing in your ear, squeezing your tight.

the Living together

Jared

He had picked you a completely separated part of the house. Living room, sepearte bedrooms for the girls, plus - a door so they can visit each other in case if nightmares or games, or whatever. Kitchen, bathroom, for you and them, backyard, small pool, swings, as you were a fan even bigger than the girls. There was a huge library as well, also fenced part of the woods yard, in case the girls want to wander, and not to get lost.

He tried not to bother your already settled plan of living, rather trying to slip painlessly in it, earning his place.

the Joker

The same night you arrived he showed the girls their room. A huge, again in Victorian style, dark red and black bedroom; modern bath, and a huge balcony; behind the curtains, it was all glass, reveling the most perfectly view existing. He showed Niq one specific shelf, all in with girl’s stuff: pads, tampons, pain killers, bands. Everything in case of emergency or period. She was shocked, he just laughed it off, saying he did his homework the same day you told him you have 2 daughters. He then gave both 2 brand new, last piece of technology smartphones, the speed dial was you, him and Frost, no call or time limits, anything they need, they get. The same rule applied to you well.

random Morning

Jared

He loves to wake up early, always drinks tea, sometimes riding the bike, sometimes doing yoga while watching the sunrise, sometimes the girls wake up as well and went stalking him. This morning they decided to throw stuff at him, like small packages of sugar, that you love to steal from the fancy cafeterias , and it became a thing for him as well to steal them for you. It was too quiet in the very early morning, and he managed to hear the little footsteps. He suddenly turned around with a weird face and they screamed, running away. He smiled and proceeded with his exercises.

Later, while making the breakfast a song came on the radio, Jared liked the sound and started singing, the girls just looked at each other and started laughing, you just enter the room, half asleep – messy hair and a long shirt as a pajama. He was singing and dancing, flipping the vegan pancakes. Surprisingly non fell on the floor or got stuck on the ceiling, as before. He was practicing.

the Joker

He wasn’t a morning person. In the rare occupations he was awake in the morning he was Death walking. But now, with the girls, he had to, as you wake up before everyone, for a morning routine, shower, to get dressed and be perfect, and also to prepare breakfast, and he was unable to sleep without you in bed.

He wasn’t a fan of having a breakfast with others, he had his rhythm of things, and for some were no option for exception. Not that you were gonna bother him, or the girls, just… he wasn’t someone to change, While you were making the breakfast a song came on the radio, as the Joker entered the room he shut it down, growling, took an apple and left. You left puzzled, but didn’t turn it on again. And the girls proceed with eating the pancakes.

the Games

Jared

He got some hand made, toys, prescripted by psychologists for… Whatever, you missed the half, something like helping kids develop, and predict their art sides, smart sides, long story short, he picked the best of the best. Although you know in what they were spectacular: Niq was a goddess of Fiddle and math, and Em was quite good at swimming, although she was participating for only 3 months. He also brought them to all the amusement parks nearby. He read them books, and they watch movies together, although you mostly found them fully asleep in the middle of it, because of the long exhausting day. He was holding them, half asleep, in fear they may fall of the couch. They were actually very happy , because all of the attention, so was he, to be part of the family.

the Joker

He had no toys, in the house… Why would he, they weren’t babies. His perfect idea of a game was to learn them how to disassemble and assemble a gun. As he had many, they stared with the easier one. You found them pickng a gun for a higher level. And he was just promising, when they learn how to do it with eyes closed he will teach them how to shoot. “They are girls”, he said, “in this sick society they must know how to protect themselves”. Their other “mortal” interests were fast fulfilled, as he had no interest to be personally involved in them. They were actually very happy because of all the attention, and he was also happy… His pets were able to talk to him.

the Nightmare

Jared

It was stormy night, lightening and thunders, horrible howling wind in the rather empty place. The girls run to your shared bedroom and without asking jumped in your bed, gathering around you, hugging you tight. Jared wakes up as well, from the sudden movement in bed. Asking what’s going on. Shortly after he was petting their tiny heads, telling them funny stories of what they used to do and where they hide in storms like this as children, it was scary outside, but the stories were quality fin, so they smiled at the end. They were also told how Constance used to sing to them so they could fall asleep. Following his mother’s method, he calmly started singing, whatever came up in his head, his songs, other songs, at some point the girls requested some as well, but the tree of you eventually fell asleep listening to his tender voice.

the Joker

It was stormy night, lightening and thunders, horrible howling wind in the rather empty place. The girls run to your shared bedroom and without asking jumped in your bed, gathering around you, hugging you tight. The Joker mumbled grumpy, feeling some moving bodies that wasn’t yours. He opened his eye, half asleep, and saw them clinging to you. He was fast to get up and shush them away “big girls don’t cry” he said, chasing them in their room. As much as you protested, he doesn’t change his mind, and brought you back in bed.

You woke up again in the middle of the night by another loud thunder, only to find he was gone. Scared he might be me yelling at them you ran to their room. Surprised, you saw him sitting, in front of the closed door, his back pressed to the cold wood ,only pants on, with a gun. Not that a gun can do anything compared to the storm. He made a face and got one bullet out of the clip. Then he got out another. As he saw you, he signaled you to leave. You didn’t heated them screaming, and left. Walking away you heard him taking another bullet out.

a Day Off

Jared

You had to meet with your parents, with whom you weren’t in good terms that’s why you leave your daughters with your boyfriend.

The brightest idea Em got, was that everyone had to have a diary, and write cool stuff inside, not very clear what these “cool stuff” were, but Jared was fast to agree.

As it was his first day alone with the girls after living together for 3 months, he decided to take them for a walk. As the air base came with a rather huge “back yard” it was the perfect thing to do. They packed water, food, first aid kid, just in case and wandered off.

Saw some deers, squils, bunnies, some fancy birds, had picnic, took pictures … it was all fun and fairytales till Niq slipped and fell, she rolled down quite for long. When Jared get to her, she was all scratched and bruised. Her face was ok, nothing around the eyes, nothing bleeding or hurting on the head. They cut off the walk and he carried her back home, although the physiologist specifically ordered him not to lift anything heavier in order for his back to heal faster. He called a doctor, to come and check her, he called his mother to come and take care of the girls, he called his brother to come and calm him, he called Shayla, to come and help, and Emma… Because Emma always knew what to do…

As you came home in 2 hours he explained it all, barely catching his breath. Niq was fine, only couple of bruises, nothing serious. He cried, apologized for almost 2 hours, it was… Horrible to watch, it was clear he was disappointed in himself, and beyond worried. You cut him off, saying this is daylight basis with you and that he shouldn’t be worried, as she was treated as a grown lady, but a child, that were the risks. He eventy got calmer as the night go, but you didn’t manage to convince him it wasn’t his fault. You all ended up watching a movie, he fell asleep hugging her.

the Joker

You had to meet with your parents, with whom you weren’t in good terms that’s why you leave your daughters with your boyfriend.

The brightest idea Em got, was that everyone had to have a diary, and write cool stuff inside, not very clear what these “cool stuff” were, but the Joker just got a piece of paper and started writing. The girls sat in his office, as he was working… “working”. Waited for 40min. He then saw them staring at him and explained he was busy with the diary, and again chased them away.

4 hours later, he found them eating in the kitchen. Throw them a backpack each and ordered them to follow him. They all got in the purple Lamborghini and went to the city. It was a foggy day, early afternoon, as he calmly drove through the big city. No speeding, no crazy stuff… The Joker even waited in the traffic light till it turned green. The girls were indeed puzzled. Then, he saw the Batmobile and a smile grew on his face. He started laughing and ordered “hold on to your diaper”! He drove slowly next to it and shot at the people gathered. It was a crime scene… They got Bane trashing into the city lab, “how lame of him to operate without his Mistress!” the Joker said. He didn’t actually hurt anyone, just got Batsy’s attention.

Already 10min in pursude, and Niq felt dizzy. The Joker warned her, better not to throw up on his leather seats. At some point, after it got even darker, they were almost at the end of the road, as he just flew above the cops barricade. “the bags, girls”, was all he said. They opened them and saw confetti. He opened the window and they throw them at Batman.

The Dark Knight was shocked. The last view before the Clown Prince of Crime disappears, was 2 very happy blue eyed girls, hair flying everywhere, throwing confetti at him.

As you came home you didn’t find them anywhere. In 2 hours they arrived laughing. The Joker was carrying the almost asleep Em, although he hated to be touched, even when the two of you had sex. He and Niq were discussing how poor the police force is, in all ways of abilities, while Em was quietly snoring.

You weren’t surprised in what they did, but didn’t said a thing. The girls fell asleep hugging him, although he wasn’t a fan of kids at all.

the Diary

Jared

In the weekend when Shannon took the girls to a movie and lunch, you decided to clean your shared bedroom, while J was working. Suddenly you stumble upon the diary, hidden under the bed. You opened it and started reading.

Day One:

Em came with the idea of the dreary, and I am more than happy to comply.

>With a different pen and obviously more shaking hand were written

We had a walk in the woods behind the house. We saw deers, bunnies, birds, we had piknik, it was all a blast till Niq fell, she rolled down and got hurt very bad…

>It was again to tragic description… Why he did this, as it obviously hurt him to write it so… Wasn’t this supposed to be for a cool stuff? How is this cool… The start of the next page caught your attention

FATHERHOOD SUCKES!

I suck at being a father… Probably because I never had one… I couldn’t properly bond with them, although everyone said they are like me, not only in the looks, but in their souls as well … I didn’t even knew they hated the song and let it play, hell I even sang with it…

I love them so much, between the fame, the drugs, the disaster past I tried to cover with the love I got form strangers I miss the idea of the family… I really crave it now, with these 2 amazing and pure human beings…

>Here you had to stop and cry a little… Nothing more on this page…

I think I am doing well, I was still very emotional, over my mistake. Compared with the fact they barely talked to me, I think I am having a progress, now they come to talk to me; they even play songs on purpose knowing i will start singing.

>there were some checks

-  they laughed at my appearance, as I was sure they will be scared, as the other kids;

-  gave them safe free personal space; including being away of my staff, no one to be able to see or picture them;

-  provide enough stuff for them to feel like home – helping them with their personal hobbies and interests;

-  arranged for them to have it their way with including me in their family;

-  managed to help them calm through the storm;

-  still have to make them forgive me for hurting Niq.

Nothing after this, it was’t his fault at all, but you gave up as he didn’t listen.

>he was ridiculously cute

You just giggled and put the diary back down, where you found it.

the Joker

In the weekend when Frost took the girls to a movie and lunch, you decided to clean your shared bedroom, while J was working. Suddenly you stumble upon the diary, hidden under the bed. You opened it and started reading.

Day One:

Bitch you bet I am natural at this, thank God Angel kept her mouth shut, the woman is too much of a mother, they barely breathe…

>there were some checkes

-  crowned them princesses and spoiled them rotten;

-  thought them how to defend themselves;

-  recognized they hated the song, not on my watch!

-  lied to Em that I shoot at the thunder that’s why it “ran away” … Niq got me at this one, but the clever bunny kept it quiet;

>so that’s why he had a gun… And the bullets…

-  drove them madly around Gotham;

-  getting bonus points here for being chased by Batsy!

-  I am fucking natural at this, I knew it…

>at ten end of the page was a text written in bright pink

I know you are reading this Erma… Just skip the cursing, Princess, daddy will teach you when you turn 6!

>he was ridiculously cute

You just giggled and put the diary back down, where you found it.

the Girls

Jared

You got them both out near the pool, and sat them down.

-        What do you think of J?

-        He is amazing… So awesome and caring… - Niq started.

-        When will you marry him! - Em screamed.

-        Oh… Wait, I was just… - you got your phone out showing them a picture of the diary. Niq looked at it and started answering:

-        Of course we will laugh, he looks like a cave man. - Em laughed as well. - Too much safe space if you ask me… He is so scared sometimes… He isn’t actiually present enough, of fear… - Em frowned, obviously didn’t pleased with her sister’s answer. – Although being helped in art stuff by an artist was cheating in so many ways … but it was awesome! – Niq smirked, and Em followed. - Yeah, giving us time to adjust was nice, even your mother didn’t do that after not seeing us in years and suddenly acted like we are together every day.

-        Yeah… Your mother is bad! - Em whined.

-        Oh, about the song… Yeah, we hated it, but after he sang it we love it…

-        Yeah, his voice is so nice, we love all the songs he is singing… - Em cheered.

-        We also kinda lure him in singing sometimes, because he hates loud music, so when we turn the volume up, he turns it down and starts singing!

-        Works every time – Em winked at you.

-        He ain’t as bad as he thinks … Maybe you should tell him? - Niq asked.

-        Maybe you should, God is my witness I tried, the man is stubborn.

The girls laughed.

-        We will mom, chill.

You went back inside, where J was waiting in the most amazing golden costume, you all gasped.

-        I heard you over there… You sneaky! - he pointed at you. - It is very rude to read someone else’s diary..

-        I…

-        If that’s what you think… - he got closer, and dropped on one leg.

The last thing you remember was the girls screaming and that you just shake your head and he covered your face in kisses.

the Joker

You got them both out on the balcony, and sat them down.

-         What do you think of J?

They stood in silence. Looking at each other awkwardly. Em wanted to say something, but changed her mind.

-         We like him I guess…

-         This doesn’t sounds very promising.

-         Well… He talked to us, about this, he said he isn’t good father material… That he took us in, because we weren’t completely safe where we used to live…

-         Oh… Wait, I was just… - you got your phone out showing them a picture of the diary. Niq looked at it:

-         I know, Em is frequently reading it… He is indeed amazing… he is definitely keeping us safe, way better than anyone else. He cares about us in his own way, … But…

-         You don’t like him?

-         I love him… - Em started crying

-         I don’t think he is ready… He didn’t sounded like he was. – Niq said looking at the nothing.

-         Wait… You talk to him about this?

They both noded “yes”

-         He consults with us from time to time. - Niq said, a little sad.

-         Do you want us to stay … do you want him to be with us?

They again noded “yes”, obviously sad about the subject.

You went back inside, where J was waiting in the most amazing golden costume, you all gasped.

-         I heard you over there… You sneaky! - he pointed at you. - It is very rude to read someone else’s diary..

-         I…

He got closer and squeezed your face with his hand.

-         Stay! – he breathed in your ear

-         Aways! – you barely managed to answer.

He didn’t said a thing, you only felt that he slipped a ring on your finger.

The last thing you remember was the girls screaming and that you just shake your head and he covered your face in kisses.

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[a-pretty-nerd]

Imagine: Part 3 (Jasper Jordan x pregnant reader)

A/N: Yeah, yeah, I know part 2 was slow and not really about Jasper and reader but mostly about reader. But it’s about to get real!

Warning: Cursing, violence, ansgt, etc.

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You woke up, in a hospital. Or, what looked like a hospital. A plain white room, with random art hung up on the walls. Your blury vision couldn’t really make it out. You slowly looked around the room, over to the machines which beeped at your heart beat. You ground, as the worst head ache you would ever have in your life ragged through your skull. You tried to sit up, but it was worse. You layed back down hoping it would go away. You hid your head between the sheets, in the darkness where the light couldn’t bother you. The loud sound of a door creeking open, and shutting closed drew your attention. You looked up to fine two people standing at the end of your bed.

“Ms. Y/L/N.” A woman with a clipboard spoke.

“How do you know my name?” You squeaked.

“Your friends told us.” The other, a man in a suit replied. You’d never seen people dressed so nice, and yet so, worn.

“My friends? Where are they? Are they okay? Wheres Jasper and Monty?” You spoke fluidly, quickly. Like the words were fired out of your mouth rather that spoken. The machine’s beeping increased as your heart rate did. Fear circulating through you.

“Be still. They’re alright. Worried about you, in fact.” The woman spoke, looking down at her clip board.

“I want to see them.”

“Relax, Y/N. We have some…news for you first.” The man’s voice was long, and drawn out. He made you uneasy.

“Y/N, I’m assuming you’re sexually active?”

“Uh, yeah, I guess. Why?” The woman licked her lips, and tried not to look at you. Tried to keep her eyes on her papers.

“Y/N, we ran some tests. You’re pregnant.” The word almost didn’t register. Pregnant. For a moment you forgot the meaning. Pregnant, as in, with child. As in, there was the beginnings of a human being inside of you.

“H-How do you know that?” You questioned, still a little in shock.

“You’ve been out of it for at least a week. At first we thought you were ill, that your body was reacting to the gas that knocked you and your friends out. Today, we tried a blood test to see what was wrong. It came back positive.” Her voice was low, and blunt.

“Blood test?” You looked around the room again, with better vision this time. It wasn’t like anything you’d seen before. “Where am I?”

“Mt. Weather.” The man welcomed you. There was a paused, and thoughts ran through your head rappid fire. “We’ve brought you some clothes, when you’re ready. We’ll take you to your friends. Dr. Tsing will discuss your predicament with your further. He spun on his heel, and left the roo. Leaving you with said Doctor.

"If times were different I would offer you options. But I’m afraid you don’t have many.” She spoke gravley.

“What are they?” You knew who the father was. There was no question. It couldn’t possibly be anyone else. It couldn’t possibly be Damian’s. Oh god…Damian. What were you going to tell Damian? Did you even have to tell him? I mean, what if you just got rid of it. Everything would go back to normal and be okay then, right?

“I’m afraid, a procedure to exterminate the pregnancy, would be too risky. We do not have the proper tools to preform a successful abortion. We have tried with our own people. 8 out of every ten women either die in the proccess, or become sterile as a result.” Shit.

“So…”

“You’re only a few days pregnant. Perhaps there is hope that you could misscary or, if you deliver here, we could take the child off of your hands.” Deliver here, as in, stay there for all 9 months? Where the hell even was here? Why was she being so…nice? “For now, I can give you some vitamins. It provides proteins, and vitamins we would otherwise be void of. Important vitamines for fetal development.” She hands you a bottle of pills that make a loud ‘shlk shlk’ sound when you move it. “Get yourseld dressed. Your friends are waiting for you.” She leaves you alone with a pile of clothes. She leaves you alone with your thoughts. The first thing you do, is break down crying. You were stuck like this. You didn’t know what to do. After a while of sitting there drowning in your tears, you stood up. You felt weak, and uneasy. You dressed yourself in this little purple dress. You couldn’t remember the last time you wore something like this, or if you ever had in the first place. You felt, weird to say the least.

Once you were ready, the man guided you down the hall ways of this bunker. One, huge bunkers. You noted the walls made of concrete and visible pipes on the ceiling and walls. Soon, you found yourself standinf in the dinning hall, frantically search for a familiar face. For someone, anyone. Even Jasper at this point would have been a comfort.

“Y/N!” Speak of the devil. You turned, just in time as Jasper’s arms tightly wrapped around you in a bear hug.

“Jasper!” You squealed. Your stomach dropped, and a wave of nervousness came over you. You looked into his eyes, and noted. He’s the one who got you pregnant. You’re carrying, his child. Jasper’s baby.

“Oh thank god.” Monty swooped in from behind Jasper and hugged you once Jasper stood aside.

“Baby! Are you alright? They wouldn’t let us see you! I was so worried!” The frantic voice of Damian came through along with his tight grasp. He planted little kisses all over you, as if proving to himself that you were really there. It made you giggle a little.

“I’m fine.” You lied.

“Look who it is!” Harper and Miller greeted you, and for once you couldn’t be happier to see all their faces at once.

“What happened? Where exactly are we?” You were given a map of Mt. Weather. Given the run down. Jasper excitedly listed off all the amazing things about the place. That day, for the first time ever, you had a true meal. Real food, pie and cake even! Clarke however, didnt seem too impressed. You tried not to think about your news too much. Tried to think about anything but. Like, how good the food was, or how nice the people were to you. How, Clarke was losing her mind. You and Jasper tried to calm her down. But to a certain point, she was right. Something was fishy about this place.

And yet even with so many questions still unanswered, and so much confusion. There was still, something you needed to address. You couldn’t just keep your pregnancy a secret. You couldn��t just, not tell anyone. Someone had to know, just in case something happened. And after all, Jasper was the father. He of all people should be the first to know. Maybe, it would even help your relationship a little. Some part of you hoped that maybe, the pregnancy would be a good thing. Maybe, Jasper would fall for you, like you did him. Maybe everything would be, okay.

“Hey, Jasper.” You approached him, your cheeks a bright pink. You were so nervous. He turned, and looked at you with that goofy smile you’d fallen for a thousand times.

“Yeah?” He asked, his eyes glancing from you, and this girl standing in front of him. You felt bad for a moment that you were interupting their conversation.

“Can I talk to you, in private?” You asked sheepishly. He looked back at the girl.

“Excuse me.” He apologized, and walked with you out into a secluded part of a hallway. “Whats up Y/N?”

“Uh, nothing, well-actually-” You stubbled through your words.

“Are you feeling okay? You look pale.” You were shaking you were so nervous. “You’re not sick are you? Maya says theres a wicked case of the flu going around here. Better be careful.”

“Maya?” You asked.

“Yeah, that girl I was talking to. She’s supper cute isn’t she? I think I’m gonna go for it.” He stuffed his hands in his pockets, and leaned against the wall. He seemed excited. He was smiling, clearly happy. Content. Maya, made him happy. Your heart dropped. You started doubting yourself. You stared at him, before shaking yourself out of your heart broken haze.

“Y-Yeah she seems…sweet.” You spoke through gritted teeth. That spark in his eyes when he talked about her. It tore you apart.

“She is. Uh. What did you want to talk to me about?” You shook your head. Trying not to let tears fall.

“Nothing. Um…just that…I found a cool board game…in one of the social halls. I though maybe a couple of us could hang out and…play.” You fabricated a lie.

“Oh. Uh. Maybe another time?” You nodded, and let him walk back to Maya. You turned, and walked away. For each step, and tear fell down your cheek. Fuck. You couldn’t tell him. You bring yourself to tell him. And its not like you could try and play it off as Damian’s! You’d never had sex! A-And you can’t tell Damian.

“Y/N?” Monty caught you, curled up in a ball sobbing in a top bunk. Trying to hide from, everything. “Hey, whats wrong?” He reached out an arm and rubbed your shoulder. You wiped away your tears, and looked at him. Red eyes, flushed cheeks, and a wet nose. You couldn’t bring yourself to reply. “Y/N. Come on. I’m one of your best friends, you can tell me anything! Did…did someone hurt you?” You shook your head. “Whats going on.” You didn’t want to open your mouth. You knew if you did, tears would just start falling again. You hopped down from the bunk, and reached under the mattress to pull out the bottle of vitamins. He curiously looked at the hand writtwn label, and his head snapped up at you. “Prenatal vitamins?” His eyes were wide. “Y/N…you’re…” You nodded slowly, holding yourself. He wrapped his arms around you tightly, trying his best to comfort you. “It’s not Damian’s, is it?” He whispered in your ear. You shook your head. He slowly pulled away, holding you by your shoulders. “Who’s?” Your eyes darted from his, the floor. It took him a moment, but something clicked. “Oh god…Jasper?” You nodded, and the tears started flowing again. “Oh no no no don’t cry!” He held you again.

“Don’t tell him Monty. Please.” You begged between sobs. “H-He can’t know.”

“Why? He got you into this mess.”

“Monty, you don’t understand. If you tell him, i-it’ll ruin his chances with Maya.” You just wanted Jasper to be happy. Seeing that smile on his face, you couldn’t do that to him. You couldn’t dare break that.

“Y/N…” Monty’s chest sunk in a sigh.

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XPWEW Friday Night Pyro (6-26-2020)

XPWEW Friday Night Pyro

Episode: 432

June 26th, 2020

Location: The Barracks in Los Angeles, California | XPWEW training facility

Opening Segment: The Set (without Ruckus) (Siaka Lexoni, Myron Reed, Kotto Brazil, Jordan Oliver & Chrissy Rivera) enter Siaka: I know some of y’all have to be asking just how long does our world heavyweight champion Ruckus have to be on hiatus from appearing on this show? Kotto: And I know some of y’all have to be wondering well is he going to be at the pay-per-view The Devil’s Playhouse this Sunday Myron: That’s 19.99 on FITE TV right now use the promo code “RUCKUS” for the next five minutes to save a few bones. That’s R-U-C-K-U-S. Ruckus Jordan: That’s right! Until The Set receives a formal ‘thank you’ from the VICE network you won’t see the world champion on this show.

Un-named gentleman in a suit enters Unknown Sir: My name is Shane Sloth and on behalf of Viceland and Vice Media I wanna say thank you..... (Silence) Siaka: Mahn that shit ain’t good enough! You ain’t thanking me you thanking Ruckus! Shane Sloth: Well how can I... Myron: Get him on the phone, Get him on the phone

Leonard McGraw enters to a huge pop (Leonard comes in and hits a devastating clothesline on Shane Sloth that knocks him out of his dress shoes) ((Leonard grabs the mic)) Jordan: Hold it, Hold it, Hold it, Hold it, Hold it. You come out here and think you can do whatever you want Leonard: That’s right Siaka: BOY DO NOT LET ME SPEAK ON THAT. YOU BETTER STAY YOUR PLACE Leonard: Shut the hell up! Wah Wah Wah. Siaka Lexoni? You don’t even wrestle anymore so shut the hell up Leonard: Jordan, Myron, Kotto Brazil y’all three stooges sum bitches got a world title match in 2 days but do you really, because I know I got a big red target on my back and I wanna warm ya. Don’t think that match with Jake Awesome is gonna have me on a half tank of gas cause im coming for all three of ya and I’m coming for the xpwew world title. Which meaaaans I’m coming for Ruckus’ ass and I want a piece of Ruckus’ ass cell phone rings (Comedic moment of a mouth gape-opened McGraw staring at a fretful Jordan Oliver who slowly holds up the cell phone to the microphone) Jordan: Hello? ..... Jordan: No no no I’m in the ring right now it’s the opening segment...... Jordan: ......No no no I’m looking right at him.......Yeah. Ugly as hell. Oh Leonard, Ruckus said he has two words for you and he wanted me to hold it up to the microphone Leonard attacks Jordan but Myron and Kotto join in and even the score a bit and now it’s a 1 on 3 onslaught on McGraw who then gets help from Jacques Dudley and then assistance from Alveno La Flare who makes the request for a 6 man tonight! Myron: Y’all got it!!!!

Tag Team Match M1: Chrissy Rivera & Lotus defeat Doxy Deity & Prisiclla Kelly

James Westerbeck interviews Golden Bryce “Ever since Lockdown I’ve been doing some soul searching and all I can say is if TakaNaka really is the greatest tag team then surely they can beat me this sunday? I doubt it!”

Taka Michinoku enters with Masato Tanaka

Golden Bryce enters

1 on 1 M2: Golden Bryce defeats Taka Michinoku (with Masato Tanaka)

In ring segment: Garrett Thompson and Ethan Bedlam point out they are on a 3 win in a row winning streak; and they deserve shots at the tag belts regardless of what gender is holding them. And that’s a promise

Tag Team Match M3: Garrett Thompson & Ethan Bedlam defeats 3M Ultra & M3 Quintillo

(After the match Simon Gotch and Mandy Leon come down flaunting their new tag team gold and Gotch bites off a little more than he can chew getting up in Bedlam’s face to which Garrett steps in between them and says “Wanna try getting physical with me?” Gotch responds Garrett Thompson “Go back to your bathhouse” Garrett responds “I’m always watching and your fresh meat, Tell your little girlfriend I won’t hesitate to knock both your heads off” Gotch uncomfortable walks forward and Mandy Leon slumps her shoulders and that was actual bit of an uncomfortable segment and why Gotch and Mandy aren’t all that ‘heelish’ it puts over Garrett and Bedlam as proper scumbags

Based Fabian and Genevalisse enters

Tag Team Match M4: Simon Gotch and Mandy Leon defeat Based Fabian & Genevalisse

Romeo Roselli cuts a promo directly into the camera from what appears to be a dark alley “Joe Gacy, you think I’m rusty cause I haven’t been in the ring in two years. Well rust never sleeps big boy and I’m gonna remind you why I am the most important person in sports entertainment today. As for Audrey Carbine. You wanna take a shot you can’t reach, try it because if you think you got voices in your head well I’m gonna be singing the chorus and I’m gonna be loud. So stay in your place and understand my vengeance is all inclusive.....”

• AWESOME BOMB ACADEMY COMMERCIAL

Priscilla Kelly and Lotus join commentary with Nick Simmonds and Kaitlyn Khaos to push the women’s playhouse match but first Kaitlyn Khaos throws it over to XPWEW backstage correspondent James Westerbeck as he gets a word with XPWEW International Champion Jake Awesome going into tonight’s contract signing and Sunday’s Last Man Standing match with Leonard McGraw

James: Jake, you don’t think it’s a bit compromising you made the challenge so supreme for Leonard knowing he’s gonna compete in The Devil’s Playhouse later in the night Jake: Ask Leonard McGraw why he cashed not one check but Why he cashed two big checks his ass CAN NOT cash. He’s gonna be in hospice after Last Man Standinf. Key!!! Last Man Standing, he won’t be in two matches Sunday. But...James have you ever heard the saying “If your gonna be dumb, you gotta be tough?” Well Leonard is dumb. Very dumb. But tough? Meh the verdict is out and I’ll be the judge and the executioner ....

Death Machines: Joe Gacy enters followed by Audrey Carbine

All Woman enters with All Man

1 on 1 M5: All Woman defeats Audrey Carbine when Romeo Roselli interferes with a swift kick to Carbine’s head giving All Woman the go ahead roll up victory, Gacy comes in and bodies Roselli they brawl to the ringside area ultimately with Gacy picking up Romeo and All Man in one slam and running towards the barricade and breaking the barricade and leaving them in a heap. Gacy walks off and Carbine walks off but not before stepping to Priscilla Kelly at commentary but Kelly did not flinch Lotus “Camera needs to focus on me, neither of those girls are leaving that playhouse on their own two feet and that’s not a threat”

Some suit walks up with the contract and tells Jake “Leonard’s already signed Jake, he said he doesn’t wanna talk, he only wants to fight”

Jake angrily yells in the gentlemen’s face: Alright huh huh that’s cool, that’s different that’s unique, How cute McGraw... (Jake signs the contract on James Westerbeck’s back) “I like closed casket funerals. Quick and easy. No pain. Sunday’s gonna be fun”

Pre-Recorded Segment: Champagne Clausen driving in his Bugatti vehicle in the streets of Philadelphia. Presumably looking for Ruckus as he wants to create a bridge so he can be friends with The Set to helps his chances of winning at The Devil’s Playhouse: Champagne pulls up to this very “Elm Street” looking house and approaches a man at the door who thinks Champagne is trying to buy weed and Champagne responds “I’m looking for Ruckus” Man 1: Follow me......camera follows them inside this smoke filled house Man 2: Knocks on door, Ruckus, Champagne Clausen is here Ruckus: (opens door) Champagne: I came all this way to say look I’m on your side, I’m on the side of The Set Ruckus: exhales blunt smoke...”The Set got a plan A and that’s me retaining the title Sunday, The Set got a plan B that’s you, that’s Champagne Clausen helping get rid of McGraw and we can work out a deal on getting you opportunities. Right but if you fail to deliver and if my dudes somehow fail and then yeah I got a plan C. Plan C gonna change the whole game, and shit Plan C really already in effect people just don’t know. Plan C gonna take care of McGraw, 1 way or another. I’m leaving Devil’s Playhouse still the heavyweight champion of the world and McGraw gonna leave me alone for good, I’m finna dead this nigga’s career. He a problem and If The Set can’t dead this shit in THE SET’s PLAYHOUSE. Plan C will. Ruckus slams door in Champagne’s face

Jacques enters

Alveno La Flare enters

Leonard McGraw enters

The Set enters (without Ruckus)

6 Man Tag Match Main Event M6: THE SET (Myron Reed, Kotto Brazil and Jordan Oliver) with Siaka Lexoni defeats Alveno La Flare, Leonard McGraw and Jacques Dudley

Myron Reed hits his finishing move “Sky Walker” on Alveno La Flare for the 1-2-3 as The Set wins the match

After the match Leonard McGraw clotheslines Kotto, then Jordan then Myron sells it like a champion flipping after the clothesline and a fired up McGraw does the “belt wrapping around the waist” motion twice as to signal he’s gonna have 2 belts come Sunday. Show ends

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[hattalom]

Day 74

Sunday. Pm.

A lot happened today.

Went to the beach with mom. Layer an altar to dad. Saw an eagle and released flowers into the sea. Took photos and talked about the hard things that my dad did to us. Went to pow wow and got some earrings as a birthday present. Got food at Hmart. And talked to Roquin.

Ugh. I feel so annoyed with myself. Begging for him to feel sorry for me. To pity me in my suffering. I hate that when I am around him, that is the only thing that my spirit want to share. Not about Mauna Kea, or Litekyan. The crisis at the border, rising waters, genocide in Papua New Guinea, gentrification, Black Lices Matters, Standinf G Rock, houselessness.....or about art and designs and ideas and innovation.

All I want to talk about is sadness and grief and longing and mahalang. About reflection and the past. Roquin and Aleki are a thing. There is nothing stopping that. The only thing stopping me is just accepting it.

How did we last this long. And why would he want to come back? I keep mentioning how we were astrologically wrong for each other, that we couldn’t give each other the type of love that we need, that we weren’t compatible. Why would he disagree? Why am I so special, to be saved? I am not unique. Why would someone build a world with me if I don’t even know what I want to do? That’s rough. Cuz here I am, sitting in a parking lot overlooking Chinatown, a little bit high and writing about how sad I am about being broken up with.

But that is what is happening. My spirit is sad. I lost a friend. A part of me is gone. And I keep on groveling, wanting him to choose me again. But he won’t. He will choose himself. Just like I must choose myself. Fine. You don’t want to be with me. Then I will be the best version of myself despite you. I will learn from our experience, and will grow stronger, more focused, ambitious.

Tomorrow will be the last day we will be together. Let this be the last, let go and transform.

Where do I want to go?

Away from the city? Somewhere here?

Some thoughts /

Weaving something together by the water, just listening to the waters.

Going to that bouncy place to jump around

Visiting a pound

Cutting a live vine

Going to that game place and play laser tag

Flower world to get a plant - renewal

Ooh: make each thing a ritual. Of renewal.

—-

What do I have to offer him now. Roquin still offers me a world that I want to exist in. I just don’t know what friendship might look like. Because truth be told, I am sad. I should just be sad.

—

Why is it so hard for me to feel this.

They can’t not be around each other. They are so physical with one another, he can’t stand to not see him for 2 weeks - that is such a strong attraction. And that Roquin gives that back. He says that he is so easy to love. He is so easy to give yourself to.

I am totally here to celebrate when things just fall into place. It’s still feels heavy when I here or see it. Why can’t I let that go?

Maybe because that is what I hoped to have had with Roquin. To feel his love. Even though they say doing things is a form of love, I really don’t think I felt him fully give himself to me. I mean, there were moments, but we both held back.

We weren’t right for each other. We didn’t uplift the ways that we needed. But now he has someone who uplifts him, holds him, not just physically.

Roquin does not need me in his life. But who says that we still can’t do things together? Why do I choose sadness? Why can’t I choose adventure, opportunity, transformation. My emotions rule. But sadness isn’t the only emotion. There is happiness, joy, excitement, glee. I choose you emotions, to overrun sadness and fear from here. Remember why you had fun with him.

Go to the art museum.

Weave by the waters

Drive through Whibey Island, through the forest and talk about Chamorro art

Go watch a movie

Get a tattoo

Get a manicure

A massage

Get fish.

Do yoga together.

Just have fun, but make each thing a ritual of cleansing.

Go to the Korean spa