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lavenders-writing · 3 years

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fine, you won't do all the soft asks? then do numbers 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14 ,15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, 33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 38, 39, and 40

omg ghshgsfhgs alrighty

cherry - what is your sexuality? questioning acespec

lollipop - favorite makeup products? eyeliner is fun to do! i also like blush it's fun too

daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be? honestly i'd probably choose to be the same person i am, minus the anxiety lmao. i kinda like where i am right now!

october - what month were you born in? coincidentally, october ahahha

caress - do you like to snuggle? FUCK YES

ivory - describe your pajamas? tank top and shorts or sweatpants

golden - favorite stationary product? hmmm i've never used stationary, actually!

freckles - most-worn article of clothing? my pjs lmao

twilight - best friend? hhfgfg don't make me choose i love all my friends very deeply <3

silk - do you like k-pop? aw hell yeah i do

poppy - favorite pastel color? pink and/or blue!!

dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face? i really like a person's eyes! they're all so different and prettyyyy

sunkissed - autumn or spring? autumn all the way, babyyyy

buttery - favorite snack? fuckin goldfish crackers hell yeahhh

whisper - how much sleep do you get? must i answer this question i feel like we all know,,, (6-7 on week days, 9-10 on weekends)

pencil - do you own a journal? i do! i use it to write stories and then i copy them over by hand onto my google docs lol

cupcake - are you a good cook? no <3

honey - favorite term of endearment? omg i have many: "my love"; "dear"; "my sweet"; "sweetie"; "dearly beloved"; "*thick russian accent* COMRADE"

clouds - describe one of your favorite dreams? one of my favorite dreams was when i dreamt about seeing some family in another state except everything was slightly off (one of my cousins and i were laughing at a statue of a penguin that looked like it was from Club Penguin)

velvet - who was your first crush? fictional or real? fictional: nico di angelo shfdhf. real: a guy in second grade :)

paper - favorite children’s book? honestly probably "let me count the ways i love you" (at least i think that's the name)

peaches - do you have a skincare routine? nope

mochi - favorite studio ghibli film? howl's moving castle!!!!

backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend? no, but i had an imaginary cat lmao

strawberry - favorite fruit? raspberries or apples or peaches or blackberries or

kiss - have you ever kissed a friend? no, i am incredibly lonely romance-wise and actually had a dream a couple nights ago that i got kissed by some guy and i woke up craving getting kissed

nightlight - do you read before bed? i used to but now i find it hard to concentrate on the book, so i either read fic, write, or draw!

shampoo - favorite scent? lavender or mint!

skin - what distant relative are you closest to? a cousin on my dad's side (the one i laughed at the Club Penguin statue with)

aphrodite - favorite actress/actor? hmmm uhhh no idea actually

cuddles - do you have any pets? i have two cats who i love very dearly <3

lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite? oooo i got this cute blue dress recently that i really like but i also have a semi-sleeveless black one i love

sheets - sanrio or san-x characters? no idea!

cream - frozen yogurt flavor? ooo good question hmmmm idk

watermelon - do films ever make you cry? all the time. i watched the second bnha movie in theaters last year with @ljunderscore and sobbed

sapphos - favorite poet? no idea!

plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own? a fuck-ton

roses - what flower do you find most beautiful? i really like jasmine and lavender

sweetheart - favorite mug/cup? a mug i painted with my sister on her birthday!

sunset - what are your pronouns? she/her!

#asks #ljunderscore #lav's moots #i did all 40 for u shjdshg

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chaoticspacefam · 3 years

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I was tagged by @darth-bagel thank you! I shall tag (no pressure as always and feel free to ignore!) : @a-muirehen , @palepinkycat , @walk-ng-d-saster , @kyber-heart and @berriku <3

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 5 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

Name/Nickname: I usually go by Elf/Elven online, tho my gf also calls me Boyscout (it’s an inside joke we have XD)

Gender: Cis female

Star sign: Taurus ♉

Height: 5′4″ (I can’t believe I’m actually taller than someone, sorry Bagel!)

Birthday: April 21st. Prolly gonna be spending another birthday in lockdown but hey, at least I can either play SWTOR with some buds or ARK with dad this time so that’ll prob be what I’ll be doing. Gotta make the most of it

Time: as I’m finishing this to post it, it is 1:22pm

Favorite bands: I have a lot so hold onto your hats lmao: Fall Out Boy, Glass Animals, Panic! At The Disco, Hop Along (not sure if these two still count as bands or if they’d fall under solo now...), MISSIO, 30 Seconds to Mars, Shinedown, Lord Huron is apparently a band now too tho he started solo owo, The Oh Hellos, Of Monsters And Men, The Antlers, PVRIS, Bastille, Young Heretics, Dorothy, The Crane Wives, The Mountain Goats

Favorite solo artists: Hozier, Willyecho (pretty sure he’s solo? XD), Billie Eilish, Ed Sheeran, Lorde, Mikky Ekko, Iron & Wine, Marina (& The Diamonds), Florence & The Machine, EDEN, P!nk, Keaton Henson, Amanda Palmer, Halsey, Radical Face, grandson, Lincoln

Song stuck in my head: as of this morning, The Mighty Fall by Fall Out Boy

Last movie: Uuuhh, pretty sure it was Hotel Transylvania 2, I was feeling icky the other day and needed to laugh so XD

Last show: The Alien Worlds series on Netflix, it’s really cool even if I wish they’dve come up with better names for the alien critters ¬_¬

When did I create this blog: Oh, not that long ago actually, funnily enough. I’ve been in and out of tumblr for a long while but never made my own blog(s) till about March last year (2020)

What do I post: this blog is exclusively SWTOR (and KOTOR) related stuff, anything from awesome art, writing and headcanons from mutuals, to my own art, screencaps from my and mutuals’ gameplay, to my own fics, headcanons and stuff. My other blog is for “canon” Star Wars, general fandom/gaming stuff etc. Very occasionally I might post non-swtor posts like this one here if I feel it “belongs” in the “get to know elven” tag

Last thing I googled: "acnh how many villagers can you have” - I wasn’t sure what the limit was and I play sporadically so I didn’t know, don’t laugh at me LMAO

Other blogs: just my other/main blog: @itstheelvenjedi . There’s “canon”-era Star Wars, LotR/The Hobbit stuff as well as a little bit of Warrior Cats, other gaming (mainly ARK: Survival Evolved atm), as well as a tiny bit of politics and ranty stuff. All is properly tagged so you can block any tags you don’t want to see.

Do I get asks: I do! I’m kinda slow answering them sometimes but I promise if you send me one I will always answer it and I appreciate every single one <3

Why I chose my url: ok, so, my mains are mostly wlw - except for Kas - (and yes, wlw can use the word “lesbian” if we want to, as a demisexual wlw person I will beat you with my crutch, fuck off, it’s a blanket wlw term just like “sapphic” and you don’t get to decide what I can and cannot call myself or my characters, you’re not me), they’re chaotic and they live in the SWTOR verse which is sometimes affectionately called a “space opera” so: chaoticspacelesbians. my main blog is because “TheElvenJedi” has been my main online pseud since about 2014, but theelvenjedi was apparently taken when I made my tumblr so I had to add something else to the beginning, therefore I went with itstheelvenjedi cause it was the closest thing to theelvenjedi and easy for me to remember XD

Following: 229 apparently (oop. I should probably....go through that and trim out the year+ inactive blogs huh o.o)

Followers: 90 (holy crackers where did you all come from LMAO am I really that funny???)

Average hours of sleep: I try to stick to at least 7, sometimes when insomnia hits tho it’s more like 4... >__<

Lucky number: 4 again! I just really dig it, it’s a cool number.

Instruments: I used to play recorder, and I took a couple drum lessons in primary school but couldn’t afford to keep it up ;-; it was fun while it lasted tho!

What am I wearing: ...my pyjamas and a dressing gown. It’s cold and I don’t have to go out or expect visitors today so I’m staying warm. Don’t judge me LOL

Dream job: I would’ve loved to have done either Riding Groom/Jockey (which I might have managed 6 or so years back but uhhh, I can’t handle the physical strain anymore, thanks granny joints!) or Animal Assisted Therapy, but there’s no way I can cope with managing my own business, it’s too much for me qwq A lot of things are Too Much For Me, unfortunately. I will take working checkout at a grocery store at the rate I’m going now tbh.

Dream trip: 1) to visit the gf in Germany and see the Christmas Markets there, and also 2) to go to New Zealand and visit the Hobbit/LotR sets and see all the wildlife :’D

Favorite food: Mac n cheese, it’s just...so good....

Nationality: South African/British (yes, I am in fact dual-national even if my SA passport has expired and I can’t find money to renew it, it’s on my birth certificate and in my blood so HAH)

Favorite song: I have...a few... but uhh Bruno Is Orange - Hop Along Bury Me Face Down - grandson Domestic Bliss - Glass Animals (TW: abuse mention, abusive relationship) Raise Hell - Dorothy Woman King - Iron & Wine Save Rock n Roll - Fall Out Boy Saint Bernard - Lincoln I could go on for a while but these are the ones that oft live in my head rent-free XD

Last book read: I don’t even know, tbh....I haven’t been able to focus on reading in a while 😅

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in:

1. SWtOR (obviously. Gimme a lightsaber and Force powers, stat!)

2. LotR/The Hobbit

3. ARK: Survival Evolved (I’d prolly get eaten by a t-rex or a spino in like 5 mins but hey, the thought of actually having a bunch of pet prehistoric animals is nice~)

#not swtor #get to know elven #i was gonna put this on my main blog but since i have more followers here & *technically* this is the blog bagel tagged #XD #plus i don't post much about *me* here and this is impersonal enough that it feels safe to share with y'all #some proof i am an actual living being behind a screen and not some sort of pro-empire robot #hahahaha

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scvcrvssnape · 5 years

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𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐓 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄.

NAME / ALIAS + INTRO : I missed the recruit profile fun so I’m jumping on the bandwagon late (story of my life). the basics: I’m tara, I’m 28, I’m from the midwest, I’m a teacher, I’m in the last year of my m.a. program in english lit, and I help run a theatre company. ZODIAC SIGN : virgo sun, capricorn moon, scorpio rising (which I only learned 10 seconds ago, and now I’m reading up on my moon/rising signs, and they’re... so accurate). HOGWARTS HOUSE : hufflepuff. FAVORITES / WRITING

✧ ARCHETYPE / TROPE : in terms of archetypes, I always end up playing either literal trash humans or selfless sunshine cupcakes; there is no in between. for tropes? all tropes are good tropes. betrayal in general is a great trope specifically; any form of it. if i’m not playing severus snape you can usually catch me playing peter pettigrew for that very reason. ✧ EVENTS / TASKS : I love events where your character gets thrown into a situation with people your character doesn’t typically interact with. uhhhh-- I also adore music tasks and all self-paras. although I will say that the most fun event I’ve ever experienced was in a dark academia rp I was part of, like, two years ago, where we were put into an escape-room situation? we had to be collaborative and work together on discord to solve puzzles based on clues. and we were in teams, so not everyone was working on the same puzzle, and we could only get into the other channels to observe once we solved our own mystery. it was wild, I have no idea how the admins managed the planning of that event. I stress myself out just thinking about it. ✧ FACES : hale appleman, saoirse ronan, rami malek, dane dehaan, kiko mizuhara, golshifteh farahani. I’m always drawn to those faces in particular.

DESCRIBE YOUR ‘ CHARACTER TYPE ’ IN A SINGLE PHOTO / GIF / MEME :

FAVORITES / PERSONAL

✧ BOOK / FILM : okay pls forgive me because I really want to be like “fuck the white male literary canon" and all that but also moby-dick by herman melville is the piece of literature that speaks to my soul like no other. i’m obsessed. uh also big into v.e. schwab’s villains series as well as a darker shade of magic, and m.l. rio’s if we were villains because i’m shakespeare trash. favorite film? sgt. pepper’s lonely hearts club band, starring peter frampton and the bee-gees (1978). ✧ SONG / ARTIST : I love too many songs to choose, so in lieu of that, here’s a short list of the songs currently topping my “on repeat” spotify playlist: better in the morning (birdtalker); hard of hearing (radical face); spirit cold (tall heights); agnes (glass animals); karma (marina). ✧ SNACK : ritz crackers straight from the sleeve. ✧ FANDOM(S) : harry potter (obviously). the magicians, though let’s not talk about the most recent season finale. uhhh, the shakespeare fandom as well, I suppose. and, like, going super old-school here, but buffy the vampire slayer.

DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN A SINGLE PHOTO / GIF / MEME :

FAVORITES / IN - UNIVERSE

✧ MARAUDERS - ERA CHARACTER : easy. remus lupin. ✧ TRIO - ERA CHARACTER : also easy. neville longbottom. ✧ SUBJECT : now THAT one’s hard... either transfiguration or care of magical creatures. ✧ SPELL : gonna have to go with expelliarmus.

#dyinglightrecruits #ooc

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hxnjisxng · 5 years

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Snowdrops || Han Jisung || The Language of the Flowers AU ||

So idk i haven’t written in a really long time but i’m really excited for this so !! This is also my first time ever writing bullet thingie so,, yeah,,, not all of these will be in the bullet format I just felt like trying out smth new !! and to stay true to my ult Han Jisung i will write about him first. In this like,,, kinda cute little series thing. Every theme will kinda just relate to the flower meaning so,,, yeet !! Also, s/o to my one and only bub @chenle who told me to tag her when my first official writing thing happened so here !!!

Genre: Bad Boy!Jisung x Piano Player!Reader au; bulleted scenario

Warnings: none !!

Word Count: 3.2k

{picture not mine, credits to owner}

Snowdrop: (noun) A European flower which bears white flowers and blooms in February/early March, it signifies the end of winter and the coming of spring. Represents hope, purity, warmth, and new beginnings.

Ever since you were little you’ve known you’ve wanted to be a pianist

It all started when you were younger and you went to see an orchestra with your parents

They 100% expected you to fall asleep in the first,,, like,,, five seconds after you came into the theater

What they did not expect is for you to sit there starry eyed staring at the person playing the piano for a whole 3 hours

They were,,, sister shook,,,,

But they didn’t think much of it, you know, like yeah they just like classical music

You know, as one does

But the second y’all got back into the car that was it

You wouldn’t stop talking about how pretty the music sounded

How much you liked the sound of pressing keys and the sound of the pedal lifting or the sound of the mallets and strings inside of the piano

You loved it

It was as though you had just found your one and only true love, y’all know, the yee to your haw

The ying to your yang

The chris to your weed

Sorry back to the point

You just couldn’t explain it, little four year old you just knew the fluttering feeling in your heart was a good one

So your parents signed you up for piano

They said they would find you the best teacher they could, one that could make you great

So that’s what they did

From a week after that concert, you started piano lessons

And you only fell more in love with the piano as time went on

So, after this little bit of context, flash back to reality

oop there goes gravity oop

there goes rabbit he chokes

Sorry okay eminem is my calling

So it’s the end of winter, it’s been a really cold and bitter winter, but it’s around the end of february and somehow it just HaS noT gotten any warmer

And here we meet our boy jisung

Our chipmunk, our squirrel, our boi yk

But he’s a little bit of a hooligan

A bad boy if you will

You know, the leather jacket, the messy hair, the snarky attitude, the cocky jokes and the cute smile you knOW and he always always ALWAYS has a lollipop

A pink lemonade lollipop to be exact

It’s his favorite flavour

Any who, he’s one of those guys, the type of guy that almost everyone either wants to be him or with him

He’s also a part of a trio of you know bad boys at your school, the other two being his best buds Chan and Changbin

They call themselves 3RACHA

They’re as tight knit as can be, they do everything together

Skip class, hang out, throw parties

You know all that bAd bOY stUfF

He also has a slight reputation to get into fights every so often

Maybe not only so often

Maybe vERY often

But he’s trying his best okay those people just get on his nerves when they poke fun of one of his friends or his music

“I’m just a little misunderstood, okay I didn’t wanna break his nose it just sometimes happens, you know, my hand just kinda lost control of itself and hit him in the nose really really really hard. I swear.”

“Mr. Han, I distinctly remember you telling him to shove a stick up his, excuse my language, ass, and then proceeding to punch him.”

*them sitting in a perfectly silent office* “hM sorry it just got really loud in here, pardon???” :))))))

Real footage of Jisung last week after breaking some guy’s nose

He also loves loves LoVES music

Loves all music

Except for classical and country

He’s always despised classical music, it just seemed so boring

There’s no pounding beat

No lyrics to scream along to

He just found everything about it depressing and irritating and just monotone

Well one day, as he was wandering through the school

You know, as one does when their friends were busy doing who knows what during lunch

He stumbled into the music hall

Now this was an accident

He didn’t really want to be here since the only courses your school offered in terms of music were classical ones

And again

Gross

But for some weird, strange, odd-ball, out of this world, sister shook reason

He felt like he needed to be here

That’s when he heard it

tHE hiLLS aRE aLiVE wiTH

The sound of music

Not the kind of music he liked

It was definitely classical music, so y’all, it’s disgusting

‘I should go, the music is starting to make me depressed already’ he mumbled

But his feet wouldn’t move, his body just kinda froze

It felt like something was just pulling him to that room, to that ugly boring nasty music

And it’s not like he’s never listened to classical before, he had, but this time something was weird about it

He still didn’t like it, it all still sounded the same, nothing interesting

But something for some weiRD REASON was telling him to go to that room

Like something was a little different about the way it was being played

‘Maybe,,,, I should just look for a couple seconds and,,,,,,, tell the person to stop playing that boring stuff,,,, or maybe I could just listen for a bit,,, but like obviously no that’s nasty,,,,’

The door was slightly ajar, so the music was just drifting through the air

Just calling him over

Jisung slowly walked up to the door, and peeped through the window

And there you were

You, reader, in all of your piano classical music glory

Sat there playing your heart out to the world

In that moment when he saw you with your hair slightly drifting over your face

Your eyebrows slightly scrunched up in concentration as your hands ran across the keys

His heart was screaming

Literally just like

dabdikajbksbfkajbDNBDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

He almost forgot about the fact he hated classical music if he could just watch you play it all day

Wait,,, what no,,,,

Gross,,,,, the Han Jisung doesn’t like people that easily,,,,,, nuh-uh thats def not him folks

And he got so scared by that feeling

The one inside of his chest

He was scared of how it made his hands feel tingly and it made him feel like he stood up too fast because his head felt so rushed and light

It felt like he was flying, but also crashing down to earth at the same time

And when I say scared

I mean terrified

This boy is mortified of catching feelings

Definitely not because in the third grade the person he liked stomped all over his heart because they wouldn’t give him a cracker,,,,, no who even thOughT tHaT hAHa

Just the thought of him truly giving his whole heart to someone ?? unacceptable

Like in this economy ?? liking someone ?? unreasonable

So he did the only logical thing

He ran away

Far back to the other side of school

And he was so out of it for the rest of the day, he just couldn’t handle it

He even went back to class next period because he was so out of it

“W-welcome Mr. Han take a seat, it’s a pleasure to have you finally join us.”

“mm-hmm”

He didn’t pay attention all day though, his mind was only occupied by you

Cheesy, I know, but it was

Even when he went to hang out with Chan and Changbin

“Bro,,, where were you during lunch ?? you kinda just disappeared”

“I was uhhh,,,, in the library,,,”

“The library ?? are you good ???”

“Yeah,,,,, im fine it’s cool,,,”

“Dude, you alright you seem a little weird.”

“Yeah,,,,,,,,, im just thinking”

Jisung thInKing ??? unheard of

So, this terrified Chan and Changbin because whenever Jisung thinks it’s never good

But it’s been three days since he saw you

And he’s still thinking about you and he’s kinda emo about it

Because, of course, you occupied his thoughts, the song you were playing stuck in his mind on a loop

This is so cheesy please forgive me

It was so bad that he started hearing it everywhere, it even started placing itself into his music and the lyrics he was writing somehow all revolved around love

He’d sit there for hours writing lyrics until he realized all of it in some way tied back to you

It was bothering him

Like a lot

So now it’s been a whole six days, and trust me he’s been counting and he thought he could take it,,, you know not see you,,,

Until he’s had enough

He needed to go see you again otherwise he felt like his head would explode

And it wasn’t because he liked you or anything,,, he just wanted to see you so he wouldn’t write any more music about you,,,,, because this was just SuPeR gRoSS

So he went to the same hall, the same room, the same time, and there he saw you

Still working on the same part of the piece

It was just as beautiful as the first time he heard it and he honestly was in awe of how your hands moved across the piano as though they were as light as air

Anyone even from a million kilometers away could tell you were frustrated with this part

He wanted to tell you that you didn’t have to worry because it was beautiful

He wanted to just go in there and tell you that your playing is amazing and hold your hands and just comfort you

But he just couldn’t say anything

And he could always say something, he never stopped talking

And his heart was still doing the same flippity flop screaming thing in his chest

Big surprise, i know

But then,,,, he had a genius idea,,,, like spectacular,,,, like nobel prize winning idea,,,

“Maybe if i see them all the time,,,,, my heart will get used to it and it won’t flippity flop anymore :’D,,,,,,”

wow ,,,, genius i know you don’t have to tell him

So instead of saying anything, or ignoring you any longer, he decided

I’m just gonna come here and watch them play every day because as long as I see them and never talk to her,,,, eventually whatever weird heart thing i have will go away !!!!!

So that is exactly what he did

Every single day for the next coming three weeks,,, he would disappear during lunch and go and watch you play

Changbin and Chan were getting suspicious but they never asked,,, so Jisung thought he was so slick you know

So it’s been weeks of him doing this

It’s now around the end of February, and he planned on doing smth for Valentines day,,,

Not,, because he liked you or because it was valentines day, but because he just,,, somehow planned to do it for February 14th

He was really counting on his genius 10000+ IQ plan to work

But, surprise surprise, his plan was failing

It was almost as though he liked you APPRECIATED !! your playing even more after seeing you play :))))))

Just seeing you just so cutely hunched over the piano

It made his heart hurt wiTH APPRECIATION FOR YOUR ARTISTRY NOT L O V E

Haha obviously,,,,,, not love,,,,,, who even said that y’all hear summ ????

And he realized maybe he just ReaLLY REALLY reAllY wanted to be your friend !!

Really really close friend !!

And that’s why he wanted to talk to you !! And hold you !! Like F R I E N D S do !! haha !!

And you know this mentality was really working great, until one Thursday

It was near the beginning of March when it was getting a little warmer and all that green good grass was kinda appearing from under the snow,,, these little white flowers peeking out from under the melting snow and it was just so pretty that day

And all Jisung could think about was how beautiful you would look today outside

Holding his hand

In a totally PLATONIC and FRIENDLY way because he obviously just liked you as a friend

And maybe today he would tell you how much he wanted to be your friend :D

But that lunch you just didn’t show up for half an hour ??

He was confused,,,, like really confused

And also concerned ?? where were you,,, you were always here on time,, he even makes sure to show up 5 minutes after your usual arrival time so he could calmly sit outside of the door without getting caught

But today you weren’t there and he was about to leave and chicken out until he felt a hand on his shoulder

‘AHHHHHHHHHHHHH’

Istg he jumped like fifty feet in the air

“Hey,, you’re that guy who always sits outside when I practice !!! Han Jisung right ?? Sorry I was late I needed to talk to Mr.Park about a science assignment I have that’s due next week,, ”

Jisung.exe has stopped working

First of all,,,

yoU kNeW ?!?!?! and he thought he was so slick

Not only that you knew his nAMe and apologized for being late ??? did you like ??? cARE ABOUT HIM A LITTLE BIT

And he also just,,, kinda loved the way you just said his name

It made him UwU in ways he didn’t understand

In a friENDLY WAY

Oh who was he lying to at this point

Maybe he did like you just a LITTLE more than like a friend would like a friend

so what,,, sue him,,,,

He was so caught up in the million and five thoughts that were racing through his mind that he almost forgot to respond, so he managed to choke out the following charming and very expressive line:

“U-uh you know my name ???”

,,,,,good one Jisung,,, real smooth,,,,

You let out a light giggle and just kinda looked at him with this really soft expression

“Ofc I knew !!! I heard your foot tapping every single day and you also sat in front of an open door so,,, I kinda saw you the first day,,,”

SORRY NOT ONLY HAS JISUNG.EXE STOPPED WORKING HE JUST CRASHED ??? LIKE EXPLODED

Your hand,,,, was still on his shoulder,,, and you giggled again,,,,, how are you,,, so cute

Little did he know you freaked out the exaCt same way you saw him the first time in the hallways with his eyes closed and head leaning against the lockers

And not only that,,, he was just super pretty,,,

With the winter light perfectly hitting his face

His jacket slightly too big and it loosely drooped over his shoulders

I’m actually ruining myself imagining this wow thanks m e

So when you finally asked around after a couple days one of your friends told you who he was

The Han Jisung

The resident bad boy at your school, who liked to get into fights and allegedly also liked to play around with peoples hearts

Which didn’t exactly scare you well maybe it did a little bit but we’re not here to expose ourselves

First of all you’d like to give him the benefit of the doubt because he’s probably just like any of us ?? people just kinda put him on a pedestal so you felt like you didn’t really need to treat him differently from anyone else

And with every time that he would sit outside of your practice room and listen you felt a little bit of that fear melting away because when he looked so relaxed and so pretty that his face just screamed UwU

But you gotta play it cool reader,,,because you’re slick and all that,,, you know

So you just kinda turn around and head into the music room without saying anything else

Which again gave him shock number 37429387129837 of the day

He was expecting you to do something,,, say something,,,,, but instead,,,,

You just smiled at him, and turned back to into the room, now sitting at the piano bench

He was confused

And mayhaps just the littlest bit disappointed

He knew that everyone knew him, and that’s usually not the kind of reaction he gets, usually he gets a whole OH mY iT’s HaN jiSuNg scream or an angry disgusted look from people who didn’t like him

But no

Not you

Yet, what could he do

He was going to just,, sit back down in the hallway in his usual spot, or maybe just get up and leave since his cover has been blown and you probably think he’s super creepy

When your voice called out for him inside of the room

“Are you gonna come in or what?”

A small smile spread on his face as he stood up, and he noticed you had already set up a chair for him next to you at the piano

“So,,,, do you like classical music?”

“Um,, not really,, no.”

“Then,, why did you sit outside every day ??”

You asked confused, your eyebrows slightly furrowing staring at him with intent

And he just found that so cute

So so so cute

So cute that it just made any confidence he had just disappear

“I-I justreallylikethewayyouplayitsoundsnice.”

He just really wanted you to stop looking at him like that it was going to make him actually just explode

You gave a breathy laugh at his cute antics,,, what was there not to like about this boy,,, I mean what a softie

Maybe he wasn’t too bad, ya know

Nothing to be afraid of

“You wanna hear me play one of my favorite songs?”

Jisung nodded his head, his hair lightly flopping on his forehead, kinda covering his eyes

Oh how bad you wanted to brush it out of his eyes and just pinch his cheeks but, alas, it shall not happen

Or will it ;);););;;;))))))))

So you with a light inhale you began playing on of your favorite pieces, it was strong and domineering, with an edge of superiority

If ya wanna check it out it’s actually one of my favorite pieces it’s Rachmaninoff’s Prelude in G Minor, Op. 23, No. 5

As soon as you started, Jisung was already in a trance, the way your hands moved, the sound of your breath hitching every huge chord or octave jump

Damn Jisung was whipped

When you smiled at him after you finished the piece

With your eyes so bright, finally breathing normally again, and just a light pink blush that swept across your face

He felt his heart beat fast again

But this time

Mayhaps he didn’t want to run away

“So, what did you think? Did you like it?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you like classical music maybe a little bit more now ??”

You asked with just the biggest grin on your face

“Hmm,, no i don’t think so,,” Jisung responded with the cheekiest smile known to mankind

“Then,,, I think you’re gonna have to come back here tomorrow so I can change your mind about that” ;)));))))))

WOWOW,, alright reader do y’all ever get tired of being so cute ??

As you continued playing the marvelous thought dawned upon Jisung

So maybe he did like classical music just a little bit more now

And,, maybe his heart beat faster with every second you looked at him

And maybe that feeling is not as bad as a thing as he thought it would be

Maybe it’s actually just the littlest bit nice

Just a little bit

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two-friends-read-hp · 5 years

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Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone

CHAPTER TWELVE: The Mirror of Erised

Has everyone always pronounced ‘Erised’ as aer-e-said? Am I the only one who used to read it as ae-rye-z-ed

Lol yes the iconic bewitching of snowballs by the weasley twins so that they bounced off of Voldemort’s actual face

Has anyone really ever taunted someone for not having a family? Like in real life? Has anyone ever laughed at someone for being an orphan? Malfoy is terrible, not only because that’s not something to make fun of but also because at this point he’s REACHIN. Like don’t even bother making fun of someone if the taunts aren’t even good… Also the fact that they’re in poor taste.

Aww it’s cool that Ron and his brothers were staying, I’d like to think that Ron’s mum intentionally planned their trip to Romania, now that she knows how much closer Ron and Harry have gotten; I suppose even if she didn’t, she’d have invited him over for Christmas anyways

I love how they just told Hagrid their plans to find out who Nicholas Flamel was without a second thought… like: oh yes we’re doing this fun project on the side thanks to YOU! Just TRY and stop us, we dare you

Aw yeah Hermione’s parents are dentists! I forgot about that mundane fact lol… they must be excellent and really successful, considering Hermione’s habits, or they’re just completely normal… you know what would be great? A short story about having a magical daughter and trying to make sure she doesn’t get too many cavities. OH actually that reminds me of Willy Wonka’s dad! I don’t think her parents are that strict though… I’d like to see that lol

Aw Harry’s happy he got presents! Also ‘What did you expect, turnips?’ is funny I’ll give Ron that

What message did Harry send the Dursleys that they had to acknowledge they received?

Also the fact that they sent him a fifty pence piece and Harry thought that was ‘friendly’. A FIFTY PENCE PIECE. WHAT CAN YOU BUY FOR FIFTY PENCE? EVEN BACK THEN?

Of course fudge is tasty, its FUDGE. Unless you don’t like chocolate, I don’t see why it wouldn’t ever be tasty!

Lol Hermione gave Ron some Every Flavour Beans, which he doesn’t even like that much

Jeez thanks Dumbledore for being annoyingly vague… I get that you don’t want to freak Harry out or make Ron jealous of him or something, but I feel like just explaining to him that you were a friend of his parents, which is truthfully one of the reasons you had the cloak to begin with would have helped somewhat… why was Dumbledore so obsessed with this idea of distancing himself from Harry again? Like why not be a mentor right from the get-go? It’s not as if it would have changed Harry’s reputation at all, he’s still famous and talked about all over school, I’m sure the fact that Dumbledore was his mentor wouldn’t really have raised any eyebrows, considering Harry’s situation

OH that’s right he didn’t want to get to close to Harry because of that whole PLAN he had that he was suspecting he would need to put into effect; So essentially he was being selfish lol

Look, I love Fred and George’s jokes… I mean Gred and Forge’s jokes

Ok I’m sorry but buttered peas?? Boiled potatoes?? Not to knock roasted turkey dinners, but the gravy is literally the only thing on this list of supposed ‘delicious food’ that has ANY taste, I’m sorry

Ok when he said wizard crackers I thought he meant like, crackers that go with cheese, I was like: what is so exciting about that? Wizard crackers or not lol

OH MY GOD HAGRID KISSED MCGONAGALL ON THE CHEEK AND SHE BLUSHED?? AND GIGGLED??? I DO NOT REMEMBER THAT

Also McGonagall wearing a top hat is an image I didn’t know I wanted to see lol

Ew why would anyone ever want to grow their own warts? Disguise purposes I guess

Hey even if Mrs Norris is going to eat the white mice, she deserves a christmas dinner ok?

Jeez strange things must be happening to these portraits so often… I wonder what secrets they hold?

Woow Harry was lucky there wasn’t any enchantment or anything that stopped him from going through to the restricted section of the library… unless the invisibility cloak protected him from them

How sad is it that, the first time he sees his parents is not in a photograph, but in a magical mirror that shows you your heart’s desire, also the fact that he didn’t even recognise them at first

I know that seeing his parents made him happy, and the thought that they’re only in the mirror is depressing, but true; the reason I’m saying this is because I’ve never fully understood this until now… I assumed that what he was doing wasn’t really that bad, he just wants to see his parents right? Like looking at a photograph… I didn’t realise he imagined them to be there right at that moment, and going there was like bringing them back to life for him, which isn’t true… It’s sad to think about, but that’s just life sometimes… some pills are hard to swallow. When I said I learn something new every time I read these books, I forgot how true a statement that was.

Interesting how contrasting Harry and Ron are in terms of their family, Harry in this moment so desperately wants to know his family, whereas Ron, so desperately, doesn’t want to be overshadowed by his enormous family. The grass is always greener on the other side I guess.

I wonder what inspired Rowling to create this mirror, it’s so reflective (get it) of how your thoughts can consume you if you let them, whether you’re thinking good things about yourself or bad, like this mirror they may or may not hold some truth and believing and obsessing about them can be harmful for you, like Dumbledore said in reference to the mirror: believing in them, “...will give us neither knowledge or truth…” I can fully understand how men have wasted away before this mirror because of how entranced they became by what they saw, especially if they didn’t know if what it showed them was real or at all possible

Honestly right on the nose: “It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live”

Ah yes the biggest lie in the world, “a pair of thick woollen socks”

Can you imagine Dumbledore’s panic? UHHH I? OH I UMM… SOCKS! YES I SEE MYSELF HOLDING SOCKS! OFF TO BED WITH YOU NOW SPIT SPOT

Honestly though he’s right… nobody gives me socks anymore, except my mum of course

Very mature of Harry to realise that it was a very personal question to ask, I definitely wouldn’t have thought that

Honestly this is one of my favourite chapters, more so because of how sad I always feel for Harry, I love how this chapter makes me feel things lol

Chapter 13

#hpps #Harry Potter #harry potter thoughts #harry potter reread #harry potter and the philosopher's stone

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So we had a day together

We went to Applebee's and got a buzz, then to the bar I wanted to go to and got buzzed even more. She gets horny as fuck when drunk even tho she told me she doesn't want to have sex ever again cause she's religious, yet now she keeps saying she wants to fuck when we're in the moment

So we got hungry and went to cracker barrel. I never been. I was having fun. I left my tab open at the bar too cause we were coming back after eating. Kae came in looking gorgeous as fuck, the same waitress that used to hate me but is now chill with me. I was amazed by her amazing body, log hair, ripped black skinny jeans, her shirt boxy crop toppy shirt and her beautiful face. She was being silly and funny with everyone else but I said hey to her.

That's like the only thing I did that was kinda messed up?

I just really like Kae.

So anyway we went to cracker barrel, me and my girl. And she was getting texts and blown up and I was like what? She read a text out loud is why. Cause the guy from last night was like "so when are we going drinking?" And I near went into anxiety and stress mode. Kinda shut off. And she told him she on a date. I hated hearing that. And she said she doesn't have feelings for him and I said yeah you do.. (the text from last night showed she does) and I said "wait I thought you said you don't go out alone with guys... You said you bring your boyfriend along or you don't go at all" (and this comforted me a lot, and then she's basically loopholed it by now saying "well... It depends on the guy..." And I said "...um..." And I was really bothered and felt lied to. She said she met him up before when her other bf couldn't make it. Yeah I trust her less now. Especially DRINKING? ALONE? WITH A GUY? AND SHE GETS INSATIABLY HORNY WHEN BUZZED? yeahhhhh RIIIIIGHT. I don't trust it at all. Cause I've been that guyfriend when she had a boyfriend, she was all over me and it was messed up but since I didn't care and I was a friend/side hoe it meant nothing to me.

I got so much anxiety and I just. We talked and she wanted to know and after a few upsets and shit and her saying how much she really likes me, I said "I don't think I'm good for you." And that made her shocked, and it made her upset and said never say that to her again. I'm sorry but it's true

And you know what she did at the table we were at? She thought something but didn't say it. And this was before all this talking. She said "okay so... I think our waiter is really cute" and I'm saying to myself why the FUCK are you checking out other guys and TELLING me that especially when you've told me you don't ever want me to say when I think a girl is hot. WTF

And okay before we got there she already hurt my feelings by saying something I brought up. That when I have sex with girls their vagina basically opens up the more they get turned on. I realized hers stayed the same. And I'm like "WAIT I DIDN'T TURN YOU ON?" and she looked away and said "UHHH NEVERMIND" and it was clear she didn't enjoy sex with me. Even tho she almost came. But it wasn't good. She keeps making me feel bad about myself. She's very blunt

So yeah after all the above I just told her I don't think I'm good for you.

I said let's stop talking, eat and I need another beer at the bar. We got back. And then we ended up at the hotel after playing darts

She did look very pretty. We had sex and it was better. Neither of us came. She wanted doggy style and when she turned around I kinda lost my erection cause there was a lil bit of brown on her butthole and I know what that is... I didn't say anything... But it just.. ahh man. It killed the mood for me completely

I lost my erection but the condom was also really tight. Cause she sucked my dick and it looked great, got me hard. As soon as I put on the condom it choked out my dick. And she was like wtf it like shrunk half in size. I was like yeah I know dude. Condom was too tight even for my lil ass dick

She then decided she just wanted to swallow my cum and has never swallowed. She finally told me something. She said she actually does take it in her mouth, cum, yeah has, she's taken cum in her mouth even though she said she would never do that and hasn't. She said only difference is that she spits it out. Well she swallowed all of mine. It felt great but. She uh. She said it was not as much cum as she expected. Her ex or whoever had way more cum and she likes that. Yeah suddenly she loves cum even tho she said she hated it before. Idk I feel like she's always changing up her stories. But anyway I felt bad. I can cum more than that but I just didn't this time.

Then after we finished we looked at our bodies in the mirror. And I said something like do I have a good body? And she stared at me and didn't want to say anything and she did that thing where it's obvious her answer is bad. Right, she said she would look so good if she worked out. I said I do work out and my body looks like this. And she blank stared at me. She thinks I can look better. I have loose skin from being overweight. Thanks for making me feel like shit when I look better than I have in a while. Just. Wow.

She then said "nah your body, it's, I mean it's better than most" but idk if I can believe that

She's really gung-ho about me though and kept saying she really really likes me and it's kind of insane. I can tell she does. It's me who has problems with her though. Plus I'm just apparently ugly, small dick, shitty sex, not rough enough, ugly body, whatever

She said she hates kissing but loves kissin me. She thinks I'm an amazing kisser and she said she's made out with A LOT of guys... So I'm just

I feel even more insecure. If she read all this she'd be hurt cause she hurts bad when she hurts me. Yeah that's how much she likes me and wants to protect me... But then she says all these things and is unaware of how they hurt me. It's not wrong of her to want a perfect guy, or other guys she checks out. Just leave me. Let me go. I want to end my life anyway. I don't want to be here.

Kae was so pretty though. I wish I was like the male version of her in terms of beauty and attractiveness. She has such a nice body and a gorgeous booty even though she's skinny lean.

My girl is pretty too. I tried to not make her feel bad. But she kept making me feel bad. I still held in everything. She comforted me when I said I felt like I need a cig cause Kae stressed me out. I feel bad when I see Kae cause I had such a crush on her and still kinda do.

Nothing matters

I'm not good

There was more but I can't remember right now

I wish I took pictures of us and everything today, Kae, my girl, the date, sex, us cuddling, us bathing. Would have but she hurt me bad with the whole guyfriends thing and checking out other guys as well as being hypocritical and then making me feel like I am ugly, have a crappy dick and that I don't turn her on. She said my dick felt better this time though. She almost came again but. I'm clearly not good enough

I can't believe she swallowed me... But I can't believe anything she says so... I just don't know.

#personal #relationships #depression #i hate myself

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