#also i just heard of this idk anything

[zana-art]

a scene from The Courage of Stars by @hella1975

idk why its so dark but u may need to turn brightness up to see it

[ID: a semi-realistic digital portrait of yue and suki from atla. they’re facing each other, faces close, looking each other in the eyes. suki is wearing her kyoshi warrior outfit and yue a parka. behind them, the stars and the full moon shine through a circular window. /end ID] (ID by @maileesque <3)

#hiiii hella so i know you’ve literally never heard from me before #but i’ve read taob like 3 years ago and have been following u since (on a different acc my irls know abt) #i just dont talk to ppl on social media #so i’ve never talked to you #BUT taob changed me as a person #and i feel like a creep not saying anything for years so #yeah this is a love confession basically #<3 #also i have more taob wips and a tbp one #yes im saying that just to make myself finish them but this was a wip for a year and a half #at this rate idk when that will be #anyway #i love u xx #yueki #suki atla #atla yue #my art

[enhanced-operatives-division]

Junicrane/Starstruck Ramble

I will not be brief, all under the cut

To clear some things right off the bat:

No corpse, no proof with Juniper. Obligatory this is set in a canon where he's alive and adjacent to the agency in some way.

Reggie & Juniper are just gay to me, but I don't mind any interpretation of their sexuality

The games are set in 1967/68 to me (based on a couple bits in game) which is before it was legal to be gay in America at least (1971), which is relevant to how I interpret canon as being somewhat grounded in reality, despite unrealistic elements.

This is just an insane amount of headcanons/elements of and AU all culminated into one post. I will talk about some headcanons like they're just facts because they are established in my head, and it saves me over explaining literally everything, however I will explain some parts a little bit for clarity.

Alright. Actual beginning of the ramble:

Juniper is a character to me who had gotten so lost in his job as an actor and a social presence that in the end his whole life revolved around that 'role'. Because of this, by the time he's put into the situation where he's around the Agency, he basically knows nothing about himself, though he doesn't realise at first. Furthermore, what little identity he had has changed in so many ways. He's no longer a beloved famous actor in the prominence of public light, he's legally dead and he tarnished his career just before he was supposed to die, with the bonus of that making him lose the majority of his estate. From that, he also has horrific facial scarring from the electrical burns from literally having his face fried. I believe a friend of mine made a post about this a while ago (I also think they were the first to think it up also), but, to me, Juniper has a permanent trimmer in his right arm (aka his dominant hand) from the electrical current and it is messing with his nervous system.

All in all, he's not doing great, but he's too proud to admit that he's not doing great, because if anything, what's left of his ego is all he has as a defense since he's deep in unfamiliar water.

Before ending up around the agency (I have multiple interpretations of this, so I'm just going to bring it up generally), he'd never actually seen Reggie, and his only impression of him is a single voicemail, which was his only reference he had to later impersonate him. Juniper probably has very little feelings other than the ones he projects onto him because of Phoenix and that, at the very least, he's physically attracted to Reggie to some degree (that's like the beginning of how everything else would tumble into place in this sort of interpretation at least).

And on Crane's side? His feelings towards Juniper are probably very intense and muddled. On the one hand, he adores musical theatre, and that's his now ex-favourite actor. The thought of just casually being around him blows the bit of fanboy in him away at first because THAT'S the GUY, plus the inklings of a celebrity crush which still poke at him. And then there's the rational side of him, which knows Juniper has committed absolute atrocities on the side of Zoraxis, and hates him for that. Then there's how much Juniper comes off as an asshole at first because he refuses to cooperate with anything the Agency tried to put in place. He finds Juniper endlessly frustrating, and yet he's stuck working with him since, afterall, he's the one who knows the Agency's history with Juniper the best. I imagine him acting a lot like how he does IEYTD 1 around Juniper.

At this point, I'm just describing the pitch for a romcom.

I think the start of their relationship with one another largely started with Juniper trying to wind Crane up. It was a way of getting his attention, and I don't think Juniper knows why he's so dead set on that at first, because I don't think he realises he has a crush on 'this grump' at first. (I think that's actually the fun part about these two, because it's almost like a role reversal of the celebrity crush dynamic. This ex-big name actor has a TERRIBLE crush on an average joe and it is KILLING HIM.) But of course the Agency keeps them together because Juniper is at least conversing with Crane, so it's a start.

Through one way or another, they actually get talking casually, at least mildly at first. It takes Juniper a long time to fully deconstruct the wall he's built, and the thing is, Crane isn't the one trying to deconstruct it, at least at first, because yeah, Juniper realises if he wants Reggie to actually like him in any way, he can't keep winding him up. So they talk. Small talk at first, something rhythmic and almost easy to keep to a script. And over time that turns into actual conversations. Genuine ones in which Reggie rips out the occasional one of his jokes which Juniper is endlessly endeared about. The way he smiles just before he makes them, like he wants to chuckle at what he's about to say before he says it. That's probably when Juniper realised that he does have some vague crush on him, and that it wasn't going away.

This is what kickstarts John I can't-buy-you-things-to-impress-you-so-acts-of-service-it-is Juniper to do little things for him. It mostly starts off as him trying to make Reggie his tea how he likes it. However, the nerve damage in his arm makes that hard, as the weight of the kettle and trying to pour is hard all of a sudden. And he refuses to accept that, so he tries for a very long while. Long enough that Crane would go to investigate what was going on. And when he does see Juniper leaning over a cup with the kettle as he uneasily tries to pour it, and when Crane asks Juniper responds so matter-of-fact that his intention is nothing but genuine. And it catches Reggie off guard because Juniper hadn't done anything like that up to that point, and his very apparent vulnerability is so clearly on show.

It shifts something between them.

From that point on, conversations are longer, more familiar. Both of their attitudes soften, and Reggie makes more jokes. Juniper learns how to better use his left hand while strengthening his right back to a point where it could be used again. Slowly, they're both spending time with one another not because they have to, but just because they can. Little bits at first, not too far outside what they already were doing, but those little bits turned into long bits to a point where the other person's company was genuinely desirable.

As time passes, Juniper probably realises that he doesn't genuinely know much about himself or what hobbies he's into, because he never really had the time when he got big, and his home life in his youth wasn't bad, but it wasn't picturesque. I think Reggie would pick up on it, and absolutely try to introduce him to some things he's into. Some things stick, other things don't (corn husking very much stays Reggie's passion, and John will go with him sometimes because it's him, but it's not something he strongly cares for). Crane introduces him to a lot of music, and it's something that becomes a staple between them, with tracks they listen to more than others (tragically, I know relatively little about 60s music so I couldn't really say what). Occasionally they dance, never anything intense, think slow dancing, but the closeness is nice.

Through all of it, Juniper is battling the worst crush of his life, and he can't stand it, because I think he struggles to read people since he doesn't have anything like a script or a director to refer back to, so he has no idea if Reggie likes him back or if he's just desperate for that to be true. I think because of that any sort of confession between them would be incredibly raw, not only because of the time they live in making it hard for them to be truthful about how they love, but because it's a complete show of Juniper who's worked to be this better person. I don't exactly know how that would go, mainly because I don't have one set version of their dynamic, this post is just a generalisation of main consistent points.

Reggie does like him back, because he's gotten used to Juniper being just this guy, not a figure in the public eye, not a Zoraxis lackey, and not any sort of Agency operative (despite being under their care to some degree). He's someone he genuinely cares for, because they've given one another the time of day to learn one another, and I think because Reggie was a field agent, he was a lot better at reading Juniper than Juniper was at reading him. Eventually Juniper's company becomes something he could see around him for the rest of his life, and I think he accepts that he likes Juniper a lot more gracefully.

I think any affection directed at Juniper would at first be met with him feeling a little muddled. Reggie was a very physically affectionate person when he could be, and sure the initial flirting with one another came with the occasional little touches, but everything now was so deeply intentional. I also don't think Juniper would almost ever get over the novelty of being able to kiss him, or many other gestures, because it made the fact that they were together so very real, and it was great. I do think it comes easier to Reggie, and it's a big way of showing how much he cares, so it's important for Juniper to try and show it back because he knows how much it means to the other.

I like the idea of them eventually living with one another, too. I think Juniper would have always had a quiet little daydream of sorts where he does just live a domestic quiet life, and he can with Reggie (well, as close as they can get between the Agency and Zoraxis always being at odds), and he loves that, and he loves him, and it's immense.

I think they cook for one another a lot, it helps Juniper work on his dexterity in a controlled environment, which means a lot because it's a huge point of insecurity (that and his scars). He does improve, and Crane is proud of that and shows it and it's great. I also think they'd probably cook together too, because they can deal with being in the kitchen together and they work well with one another. It's probably a good way for them to unwind because over time they can do it in relative silence.

As I said before, I also think music is a staple in their household, and that Reggie listens to things on vinyl almost all of the time because he likes the background noise. Sometimes Juniper will catch him chuntering along to the music which he finds endlessly endearing. I wouldn't put it past his dramatic ass to also join in to fluster Reggie, but I also don't think Reggie would mind that terribly because Juniper has listened to the music enough to know the lyrics, and that's huge to him.

I don't think they are without rough patches, no relationship is, but I think the good part about them is that they're willing to talk about it (... eventually). They're used to long conversations, and while they're often less fun conversations, they're needed and they know that, and it works out.

Alright. I think I'm done for now. I haven't mentioned everything, but this definitely got the worst of it out of my system. If you ever want to hear any specific thoughts my ask box is open but other than that, behold my general dynamic for these two which has been festering in my head for years. I think they're great

#ty right-agent for explicitly telling me that this would be welcomed you a real one #i had a massive babble to my friend abt what if they all feed me to the hounds for speaking #and he said “girl that fandom is like 12 people big they need you to speak” and yeah that also helped #i have a hard time talking if I'm not asked/prompted to that's why i adding tags is great for me. that and i like the format #anyways. #THESE TWO.............dear lord can you tell I have been unwell abt them forever.. #this is propeganda (/j) for them. btw. please you have to understand the potential here. it's so good. #it's slowburn <- my (probably) demiromantic ass cannot handle romance without a build up and this set up is perfect (it will never happen) #also i find it easier to write ANYTHING between these two from Juniper's perspective because i find it easier to get into his head #idk reggie is like the gay version of the: what is he thinking of? i could take a bear in a fight. audio ive heard. #whereas with juniper i have him trapped under a microscope #im going to tag this now so i can use the remaining tags to RANT #ieytd #john juniper #reginald crane #junicrane #starstruck #i expect you to die #<- being BRAVE!!! #when I get really excited i start getting like this internal shaking feeling and uh. yeah this rant started that #the worst part abt that is it also triggers my tourettes so like. double whammy. excited about blorbos? jail :( #but. yeah I uh. yeah. sorry this IS so long..I did warn but . AUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHHHHHHHHHAUUUUUUAHHHHHHHHHHHHH #also i did this rant in 2 parts. last night and this morning so yeah uh. yeah. #god im so messed up about these two #make me a boat by the family crest came on while wroting this and while it's mainly a roxanix song to me......AUUUUUG..... #i struggle to find music for these sillies because they have such a specific vibe to me amd I've not quite managed to find something which - #- genuinely feels correct for them and it drives me up the WALL #GOD NIGHT SHIFT JUST CAME OF SHUFFL.....all my ieytd songs are coming out to drive me up the wall....... #FINISHED I've been adding tags as I've gone alonga #thank you for reading hope you enoyed and if you didn't im sorry

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

fire and the thud came on my spotify shuffle while me and my sister were listening to music this afternoon, and at the end of it she turns to me and goes “who was that? the lyrics sound like the kind of thing you’d write” and honestly i think it’s one of my favourite unintentional compliments i’ve ever received

#the fact that she’s been reading my writing since we were both kids and knows that side of me better than anyone too #idk it just made it really hit with that bit more weight #also something about it was weirdly validating #because like that whole album has such a special place in my heart #i have never heard anything that connects me so fundamentally with my creativity in the way humbug does #and so to have someone who knows nothing about am go ‘hey these lyrics remind me of the way your mind works’ #when hearing those songs for the first time sometimes felt like someone had reached into my brain #was just #yeah #i don't even know actually #i'm not trying to claim i can write like alex btw #i'm not delusional lol #but i do hear echoes of myself and the way i connect with creativity so often in his writing #which is i think why i connect with it so much #even if i express that creativity differently #(and with less skill) #sorry i'm just rambling at this point #i feel like i'm not explaining this well at all but my brain is so foggy rn #so i'm going to shut up now and go back to my book #thanks/apologies to anyone who's read their way though this whole ramble #humbug #lulu posts

[kaimactrash]

Finally got around to doing that meme where you draw your comfort characters as Garnet and Steven in that one awful SU 'fan' comic.

Both of my comfort characters are kinda bad people, but even so, I feel like they'd be fairly enthusiastic to kick anyones ass.

The mall goth is Amber Sweet from Repo! the Genetic Opera and the emo is Matthew Patel from the Scott Pilgrim franchise.

Amber encouraging all of Matthews's worst character traits could be a crazy but fun few days for them, and terror for anyone in their paths!

I used to draw these two a bunch and it was SO much joy to work on them again! I love them both with my whole heart and I will excuse any misdeed they do. (joke)

#no genders only alternate fashion sub cultures :P #amber sweet #matthew patel #scott pilgrim #repo! the genetic opera #RTGO #I have the biggest crush on both of these weirdos #I couldn't really think of anything snappy or funny for matthew to say so fuck it lets do it! #youre lucky the scottish in me didn't have him say here we fucking go!!! #also just to make it clear I fucking hate that SU comic I am not approving of it by making this just doing a meme #and yes ofc I ship them why would I not ship two of the only concepts I'm attracted to??? who cares about universe limits #IDK if its true but I once heard repo was set in Canada too so they're not even too distance in space just in time #btw I dont think he'd natrually be much shorter than her but she wears like HIGH high heels so she looks taller than him

[eliotquillon]

yeah yeah something is very clearly Up with jeremy and his family and knowing how this usually goes he’s probably gonna have a secret dead sibling or a something but wouldn’t it be nice if it just turned out his family were regular assholes instead of straight-up evil. Wouldn’t that make a nice change

#tsc #the sunshine court #jeremy knox #i think the options for the Jeremy Lore and whatever he did at that banquet are relatively limited tbh #just because kevin is such a huge trojans fanboy that if it were anything fox level there’s no way we wouldn’t have heard abt it #and also if it was really that bad surely he woukd’ve been cut from the team/not been made captain later in #but also knowing ms nora it is going to devastate me isn’t it #my tentative theory is that jeremy’s second brother is dead and was at that banquet with jeremy #playing in another team in the southwestern conference #and they got into an argument and jeremy’s brother killed himself afterwards #which would explain why jeremy is in therapy over it + why his siblings blame him for tearing the family apart #but also why we haven’t heard anything of it from kevin or jean #idk. Just a thought.

[robotsafari]

i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me

#beep boop you want fries with that #kingdom hearts #re:ddd #sora #quorra #tron #riku #was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more #also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa #i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins. #the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw. #theres four you just cant see the last one. #made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag. #this reads like a change log. #and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4. #yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post #i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth. #shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision. #also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine. #speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now #before my brain was huge basically. #its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it. #the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES) #also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it. #ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.

[a-dumbass-jester]

I need to push my transfem Michael hc more

#I went in depth in like one post and that’s it #tma #the magnus archives #the dumbass speaks #michael shelley #I CANT FIND ANYTHING FOR IT EVER #EVEN IF I FIND TRANS MICHAEL ITS ALWAYS TRANSMASC #LET HER BE A GIRL #SHE DESERVES IT #also she and Gerry are t4t^^ #but in opposite directions #if Michael still is conscious as the distortion and is still fully her but a bit insane now #she switches her and Gerry’s genitals #it was on accident #free bottom surgery #if where talking name change can maybe see her using ‘Shelley’ as a first name #like it can work as a first name right #I mean I know I’ve heard Shelby #Shelly can work too #bc she deserves it #or just not changing her name #idk #I’ll add the other Michael misspellings #bc why not #michael shelly #micheal shelley #doorkeay #i guess #I mean I did talk about #it’s in tags but whatever

[steffigraf]

also the 2019 next gen documentary is so cute pls

#baby jannik adorable as usual #but also tiafoe actual legend like he made up 80% of the entertainment on this #i kinda felt bad for baby de minaur like he was so innocent. he didnt know anything abt the 0-6 h2h to come. #and ALSO ik he’s also spanish but i’d never heard him actually speak spanish before and im kinda obsessed? #i think im just a language nerd idk #tennisms

[munamania]

obsessed w my friend. i named her jackie i think forever ago lolol one of the film girlz. anyway her not letting sam get a word in last night when we had to record a little podcast together for a project. he was sooooooooooo mad

#we were Chatting... #and look first yes it's cause he naturally kept just trying to talk over/through us and she would just keep going. yay<3 and then like #she just wouldnt let him talk for more than like. i wld say 30 seconds tops but thats like barely #esp bc he just kept going back to like Well and ahahahaa so quirky fact about me is i was hit by a car #girl we've heard all these stories already including the professor and it barely has to do with our topic why are we doing this #and then after me and jackie are talking abt that one insane prof who like on top of needing ketamine injections is just not a great #person hes such a character. but talking abt how he seems to be struggling to keep up w um. post metoo life and just like women #being any more than assistants in the industry. and after like a Whilllle of this conversation w examples of shit he's said that we had to #report lololol sam goes... 'and he's also a misogynist.' hello? melania clip #abby talks #later tried to corner me abt doing a roadtrip w him and his gayass bestie to see the eclipse. like me saying Oh idk #and then him being like oh do u want me to look at tickets for u etc. girl im sorry if i do anything im going home...

[scuopsie]

Guys is this a safe space?👀

Just stumbled upon a st*y k*dz concrt (2023 i think) on tv and ig it was time for solo perfs bc there was 1 one member on stage singing,(vocals, not rap) standing with a mic stand (so there wasnt any dance or jumping, it was a loud ballad) singing OFF KEY the ENTIRE TIME without any backing vocals...

Out of curiosity, was that a one time thing or do they suck in vocals?

#idk who it was bc i only know the 3 popular members and it wasnt either of them #and when i looked at the members in google it seems like theyre a more rap/hiphop group with only 2 vocalist #which wouldnt excuse the horrible vocals i just heard tbh but still... it makes a bit more sense ig #but bro that was so bad i got embarrassed for him #like it wasn't one bad highnote or anything. he was off key the whole time. #my mom was also sitting here and she was like 'how is it this bad with all that technology and autotune they must have?' krkfkfkd #like i dont listen to them bc theyre mostly too young and their music isnt my taste #but considering how popular they are i assumed theyd be at least decent... #fr tho im curious kdkfkfk

[thedreadvampy]

I tried listening to Olivia Rodrigo and I'm sure this is really good for its target audience of Teen Girls Going Through A Breakup but has she actually ever put out a song that isn't about a guy cheating, breaking up with her and moving on to someone else?

like babe he's not coming back it's been 2 years you gotta find something else in your life

#red said #it's not to my taste. tbh #content aside pop music is going through a very early 2000s breathy oversinging phase #hated it with xtina and alanis hate it with ariana and olivia sorry #it's a personal taste thing but to me however hard you go with the backing track that kind of soft pretty vocal style kind of #drags it back into midtempo sludge for me #also tbh it's just extremely normal music. like i went over to her yt bc people were talking about how Weird vampire is #it's not though????? it's super not???? #anyway the only one I've got anything out of is good 4 u cause she sounds more involved and less self-pitying on it #every other Olivia song I've heard sounds kinda the same bc they all have the same earnest self-pity vibe #which is what a lot of people need out of music! music that makes them feel the depth of their anger and sadness! #but idk it's never done it for me i like there to be something of a tongue in cheek or a hysterical edge #i think most of the songs I've heard from her are just too controlled and polished for them to not sound to me #like she's the person who sees you crying cause your partner is in hospital and goes YEAH I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL #MY EX CHEATED ON ME 5 YEARS AGO AND IT REALLY TRAUMATISED ME AND I'M STILL NOT OVER IT and then you have to comfort her #like i recognise she's a 20 year old making music for teenagers so that is. appropriate. #but i struggled with the wallowing then too. were i a Teen at school with Olivia's character i would be so desperate to tell GROW UP #and it's not the lyrics it really is the music #heartbreak is a perfectly good theme to write on but oh my god not every song about it needs to be a mouthful call to arms

[running-in-the-dark]

well. apparently I did something bad yesterday because I woke up with very very very bad pain in my shoulder/arm/upper back. I guess it's sore muscles but I don't know from what. 🙃

#didn't do anything unusual yesterday. mostly sat around. also drove 30 minutes but that was fine. painted a while. stuff like that #I just wish sore muscles (or whatever it is) didn't feel so absolutely fucking horrible #it feels like my arm is being ripped off. it feels like it's on fire. it's genuinely like an 8 or more on the pain scale #it's SO BAD. #and I remember that it did not used to feel like that. the first time it happened I was like 20. #that was... awful. #and since then it keeps happening #anyway idk I just feel like that isn't normal??? #it's not something I've heard other (healthy) people describe? #like it's not. oh yeah I exercised too much and now my arm is sore. I remember what that felt like. no it's like being tortured #or maybe I am just a big baby. it's probably that. #I'm trying to distract myself by watching stuff but the pain is so bad that I can't focus on anything #I've taken painkillers. hopefully they'll work soon. it hurts so bad. #personal

[creamdream98]

"You just need a little spark of magic." (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡

#kyman #kyman fanart #kyman sp #cartyle #eric cartman #kyle broflovski #here’s the thing #im sorry if the pronoun pins are anything different than your headcanon #in my ‘headcanon’ (because sometimes I change this but generally this is how I feel): Kyle is an asexual mess #and Eric is super fucking gay (I just can’t see him as interested in women emotionally? maybe bisexual and homoromantic??? idk #either way they’re probably like 5th/6th grade in this drawing?? #also I am not caught up on the show or games yet BUT I have heard human kite is agender and that made my life #anyway that’s my explanation on the pins I used #creamdreamart #gay #agender #asexual #double a battery kyle

[morrigan-sims]

thinking so hard about my story, I'm gonna explode.

#I need to get my shit together and keep posting it but part of the problem is that I've entered the ''???'' section in my notes. #so I don't really know what happens next. #most of the rest of act 1 and most of act 2 and a good chunk of act 3 are all just question marks to me. Idk what happens. #I can't just skip over that time though because I need to set up for the emotional payoff at the end of act 3 and into acts 4 and 5. #I really just need some people to talk to to help me work this out but I'm also so desperate not to spoil things for most of my audience. #so I do be struggling. #I put in an application for that simblr writer's group last week but haven't heard anything back yet. I hope I do soon. #I need writer friends to talk to. Specifically sim-story writer friends. #morrigan.txt #delete later

[misclogarts]

probably inaccurate d4 pokemon assignments

(disclaimer: i literally know nothing about pokemon i'm going off of vibes only)

Rinku: would probably have an aipom on her team (that steals her food. constantly.). also a heracross. I feel like she would have a few bug types on her team

Muni: has a buneary. Maybe a bulbasaur also (just because the shape reminds me of nyochio lol)

Esora: fire type trainer? would probably have a tepig or delphox

Noa: has a sylveon. used to be an eevee, but she loved it so much it evolved

Towa: water type trainer. has an azumarill, mantyke, and spheal

Rika: has a gyarados. i like to think she just came home one day with a magikarp and they became buddies from then on

Dalia: probably???? blaziken, sawk, and a machamp (who is equally afraid of ghosts as she is)

Hiiro: psychic type trainer. no specific pokemon comes to mind with her lol (probably has an audino..?)

Nagisa: has electric type pokemon. joltik maybe? or jolteon (they remind me of her hair)

Miyu: for some reason i thought she would have an audino or a clefairy?? so there's that

Haruna: gallade. she has a gallade.

Kurumi: any little bastard pokemon

Miiko: she would probably pick up scary-looking pokemon (cofagrigus), mischievous ones (gengar), the sad little paper towel (mimikyu), or anything with a creepy backstory (driftloon). so ghost/dark/psychic

Michiru: teddiursa? just because of the bear on her head lol

Lumina: would it be legal to give her legendary pokemons. jirachi.

Weronika: has an ursaring and a primeape which matches her shitty temper lol

#itlogthoughts #not maintagging this #i'm honestly going off of stock knowledge (just the old pokemon animes and anything else i heard of in passing) so don't expect much lol #anyone whose names aren't typed down means i couldn't think of anything good for them. sorry girls #mash and rei would have something music related. i was thinking of loudred for some reason for mash #and a meloetta for rei idk #kyoko and shinobu would probably have something related to their personality or their actual pets. yk. vevo and hanzo #so dog pokemon? ehhhhhh #nothing for yuka (sorry yuka) #nothing in my head either for saki and ibuki (sorry again) #i feel like ik a pokemon that would fit marika but it's floating at the back of my head atm so ehhh #pancham or pangoro for saori but i feel like they'd be too much for her to manage LMAO #nothing for aoi but tsubaki could have an umbreon? or would that be too typical #something related to fortune or divination for hiiro (hence the psychic type assignment) but idk much aside from jinx and espeon.. #iirc miyu has a flower garden and a koi fish pond so maybe flabebe/floette and seaking? #aside from gallade i feel like other pokemon who are really duty-oriented pokemon like farfetch'd(??) and escavalier(?????) #sophia would probably also be a dark/ghost trainer for obvious reasons. loves the occult. is gloomy looking #idk what prissy pokemon would fit elsie but maybe she would have a cinccino? #nothing for coa fans sorry coa fans #okay that's it bye