#and i cant do anything about it

[problem-project]

The way that I am in so much pain but I can't take any meds yet because I haven't eaten, but I can't eat because I don't have any food and my food stamps were supposed to arrive today but turns out they were canceled so that's not going to save me either! Yay me!!

#problem project #problem project vent #problem project angst #actually disabled #cripplepunk #chronic illness #disabled #chronic pain #disabled community #disability #chronic fatigue #idiopathic intracranial hypertension #im in so much pain lmao #and i cant do anything about it

[cadaverousdecay]

i’m like houlden caulfield if instead of talking about how depressed he was he kept talking about how bored he was

#IM SO BORED I NEED TO EXPLODE #AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT

[agro-carnist]

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#not related to anything but sometimes this is my only place to vent #im tired of people calling me a 'ticking time bomb' instead of treating me like a person #i try to take the time to understand what i dont know but i am never given the same treatment #tired of feeling like its me against the whole world #tired of feeling im fighting a fight i will never win #tired of everywhere i go seeing people so vocally hate people like me for one reason or another #and i cant do anything about it #because all ill get is a target on my back #so i have to shut up and take it #and im so sick of feeling that way #sick of putting my everything into my moral code but still being seen as dangerous #for what i cant help #when im doing my best #all i want to do is change the world i live in for the better #i will never be fully understood or accepted for everything that i am #tired of being lied to and talked down to

[charliethinks]

change is hard. i hate changing and growing up.

#it feels like i’ve done nothing #life’s just passing by #and i cant do anything about it #i feel hopeless

[leighsartworks216]

Gets compression gloves. They're too small. They cut off circulation to my hands. Wrist hurts. Wants to put on gloves. They're too small. They cut off circulation to my hands. Finger joints hurt. Wants to put on gloves-

#and i have to wait until thursday for the bigger sized ones to come in #meanwhile my hands are hurting now #and i cant do anything about it #fucking sucks #joint pain #random

[finnslay]

You ever want to do something to help somebody but you're a teen and can't do anything cuz you have no money. Henceforth you just sit there and think about how terrible the world is to some people. And you just wanna give them a hug and help them

Just me?

#:( #people need help #the world is going to shit #and people are dying from it #and i cant do anything about it

[angelboybreakdowns]

i am literally failing one class. one. thats it. my grades are actually decent apart from that and the class i have a 72 in. and you know what im proud of myself. going to school is really really hard for me and i dont have the energy to do all my work. and i am doing my fucking best and im surviving and my grades are mostly ok. so she can go fuck herself

#class im failing is english #and i cant do anything about it #bc the reason im failing is i havent written and turned in my college essay #which by the way i think thats bullshit #as if college essays arent stressful enough already #and now youre making it a fucking assignment #but whatever #rambling

[dragoncarrion]

That coke is still there in the fridge and it makes my fucking blood boil every time I see it

#shortext #its still ALMOST untouched. but still opened #i dont even know why it upsets me this much but its making me furious #DRINK IT NOW BEFORE IT LOSES THE CARBONATION #THIS ISN'T YOUR FUCKING HOUSE FOR YOU TO WASTE SHIT LIKE THAT BECAUSE YOU FUCKING FEEL LIKE IT #AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT

[applejongho]

I try my best to not talk about my personal life on here but like, between my favorite music group fucking up, arguments with friends, my parents treating me like shit, and just general dissatisfaction with life, I really am at my lowest and I just don't know what to do anymore lmfao

#been crying like. all day (not about the musical group thing) and i cant even get solace from them #and I dont want to make it seem like i dont care about the issue. bc i do #but it's just very hard to be happy rn bc im not happy at all and i feel like everything i care about is slipping between my fingers #and i cant do anything about it #so i cry. lmao #apple lady words #just want to disappear #negativity tw #tw negativity

[captainjerkface]

overcome by the sudden and intense urge to create La'gaan/Kaldur'ahm content

#and I cant do anything about it #I'm in the middle of moving and I have work today lmao #the curse of the rarepair strikes again #and theres hardly any content out in the wild to help satiate my need so i gotta do it myself but i dont have tIME #i blame lil nas for playing on my Spotify on my drive to work today #montero always makes me think of them 😔

[chaoswrites]

every time i learn about something happening in the mha manga, whether it’s about the heroes or the villains, i automatically want to cry

#mha #bnha #like #all of them are hurting #AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT #i’m scared for my mental health if i keep watching this show #i just want all of my babies happy

[dandeliononthemoon]

wow it is kinda weird when your dance teacher tells the class to please be there the next week for prep for performance otherwise she'd have to take people out who aren't present as we are on a time crunch and she makes the half-joke that unless someone dies you have to be there and everyone laughs and you are there standing thinking well my best friend will be going with euthanasia exactly that day so yeah someone is going to die but it is not during class and i will not be at her house where it is happening so i guess i will still go to class?

#and this was about last week #today is the day my best friend is going #i know the time and everything so i am prepared #it is strange feeling tho #i am aware #i have been up to date about every progress she was making for this process #and i cant do anything about it #anyway #i do wanna attend dance class #i cant sit in silence and think about how she went #the thing is tho #i am also sick #i guess i'll have to see how i feel #tp.e

[kirbyddd]

idk why i have to live with evil people it makes me shallower and bitter-er too

cant you just be normal to other people and not hunt them like a dog

#i wanna kms fucking everyone is so evil today #i feel so violated not even my personal space is off limits and i cant do anything about it #and i cant do anything about it #and i get laughed at and yelled at and manipulated in one morning #why don't you just start beating me again too i could use the pain #i hate you

[blended-ice]

One more kiss

#peas n guac #been listening to whatever it takes and having so many feelings about vaggie #DO WHATEVER IT TAKES ILL MAKE THE MISTAKES ILL SPEND MY LIFE BEING YOUR PARTNER #and the reprise of more than anything #so many lives you’ve changed so many souls you’ve touched #vaggie believes in her so wholly I CANT #i’m in love with their love #vaggie #charlie morningstar #hazbin hotel #chaggie #id in alt text #fanart

[bigendershadowthehedghog]

so anyone else feel like a ticking time bomb recently or is that just me

#not in like im going to lash out way #but in a everything bad keeps happening to my friends way and i cant do anything #so even though all i do is nothing all day always Im still stressed out #because im like. idk if paranoia is the right word here?? but paranoid that something bad is going to happen to them #and i cant do anything about it #and ive lost all of my ability to comfort people anymore #so now even if im resting im not fucking resting!!!! because im about to throw up from stress constantly #even though nothing is happening to me for me to feel like this #so it feels like im doomed to lose it but I cant lose it because im meant to be holding it together #so im just in fucking purgatory of feeling like the world is ending around me while also just. sitting there. #and people can tell #and the thing is i feel like if i cant provide good enough comfort for them #then theyll leave #so i keep on trying to comfort them when i dont know how #and everytime i have to explain that i cant provide much comfort i want to rip the organs from my stomach #because i know they deserve so much better than me in terms of comfort #but if i tell them they cant tell me about their issues thatll just seem like i dont care #when really the issue is i care too much and hearing them even get slightly upset makes me freak out for like. WEEKS. #even if the issue gets solved/is solved #so its not like i dont want to hear about bad things that happen to them because i dont care #its just that even hearing about it makes me stressed enough #that i can barely get out of bed some days #or bring myself to do basic tasks #or do anything ill enjoy #all because they were upset about something #and ive tried everything except drugs and believe me. none of them have worked and i have not stopped being stressed #and i know its not like i can do substances because. im genetically prone to addiction from both sides #and if i did do that and my mom found out. she already kicked my sister out over dealing drugs. i think she would kill me on the spot #plus i could mess up my body badly and its already messed up and painful to live in enough i dont need more of that thanks #so yeah not having fun here tonight