#and now i lost my job

[captainimprobable]

unemploymentcore

#jaytp #if anyone is counting #this month #my dog died #i found out my ex killed herself #and now i lost my job #im doing. SO good #(honestly im really ok like ill deal with this. its just kinda funny that its all at once)

[aggressive-p0tat0]

I looked very hard through the flashback scenes to find the perfect stills for Ineffable Bureaucracy screenshots, looking for the opportunity for a smile from Gabriel specifically. And this is a guy we have seen smiling all the time in season one except for like, a brief peel away from that. Gabriel is so happy and smiley, but that smile means nothing. Those ear to ear smiles and laughs, they all mean nothing. Because they’re not real. That’s why looking through the scenes and seeing him smile at the different things Beelzebub says or does is just great because they are the tiniest, most insignificant seeming smiles that would seem like nothing or maybe even forced from anyone else. It’s like, one of the smallest smiles he’s given, but probably the most significant ones, too. The default happy angel. Angels are good, happy. Smiles all around. Gabriel keeps Heaven going by functioning as machine-like as possible that everything is alright, but he doesn’t even bother with all those BS pleasantries when he meets with Beelzebub. Then there’s those little smiles. One by one. More noticeable one after another. Because now he’s not the Archangel Gabriel. He’s just Gabriel. And he’s actually feeling happy. And I am half asleep and this could have come out so much more coherently and better-worded if I waited to post it until the morning, but I don’t care, because I wanted to share how happy those insignificant smiles of Gabriel’s made me and how they were the start of what eventually became that look of utter affection and joy when he got his memories back and saw Beelzebub again.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2 spoilers #beelzebub #good omens beelzebub #archangel gabriel #good omens gabriel #ineffable bureaucracy #gabriel/beelzebub #beelzebub/gabriel #gabriel x beelzebub #beelzebub x gabriel #boxfly #these two have been living rent free in my head for days now #it’s passed midnight and I have an interview in the morning but this takes priority #update: i got the job. nothing was lost with the post lol

[nerdie-faerie]

I'm once again thinking about the missed opportunities to have Klaus and Kol bond more. Part of Klaus' whole motivation as a vampire is to get his werewolf part back and to finally be stronger than Mikael (sort of, I'm simplifying) both of which can be obtained by breaking his curse. But Kol? Kol is the only other original that can relate to having a fundamental part of themself ripped away from them. Klaus might not have known he was a werewolf until he killed, but he likely still had a connection he couldn't explain, as evident by him going to watch the wolves transform. And something he'd never been able to explain was now gone. He might only be able to realise the connection afterwards through its absence.

Kol though. Kol had grown up with magic, a connection to nature and the world around him in a way the rest of his siblings supposedly didn't have. And then he gets turned. And not only has his baby brother died, his father has just murdered him and the rest of his siblings after forcing them to drink human blood, which he'll later learn. Now, not only does he have to deal with the grief of Henrik's death and also his own but also the loss of his magic. A loss that's likely only worsened by Kol being a self-proclaimed child prodigy.

Kol is pretty much the only one who could understand what Klaus is going through with the binding of his wolf. We know Kol searched for ways to get his magic back/carry on practicing magic in the same way that Klaus was looking for ways to break his curse. While Klaus likely could still feel his wolf there despite being bound, Kol has no access to his magic anymore. I just think they should've been able to bond or connect over their shared loss of an intrinsic aspect of their selves at the hands of their parents

#TVD #The Mikaelsons #Kol Mikaelson #Klaus Mikaelson #briefly back on my the originals shouldve gotten to be a family goddammit and as someone from a big family im personally offended bs #i did right a lil snippet about them bonding over this that i havent posted yet for the joml verse but still think its an unexplored concep #need more witch!kol acknowledgement honestly. just need more content of my boy #anyway. klaus having a fascination with the moon and kol telling him about celestial events and how it affects his magic when theyre boys #klaus losing that connection to the moon feeling lost & extra tempermental feeling his wolf claw at its binds and vowing to break his curse #kol determined to get his magic back at any cost relating to that devasting loss and promising to help him find a loophole for his curse #kol who becomes extra reckless and determined when he learns that theres a way to break klaus' curse so maybe he can get his magic back too #that knowledge and recklessness combined with his loss of magic driving him to become the volatile vampire that we see #that leads to him being daggered repeatedly but that first time breaks something in that bond between him & klaus that never fully recovers #it makes him bitter and resentful only fueling his reckless behaviour particularly when there seems to be no leads on reclaiming his magic #that he becomes distant from his siblings in the process especially with finn still daggered but that distance only cements the idea #to his siblings that hes a danger and cant be trusted that he needs to be daggered if theyre to stay safe from mikael #the loss of his magic leading to his spiral as a vampire and him being ostracised by his family > actual tvdu kol canon #klaus being trapped in a room staring at the corpse of his little brother knowing he never repaired that relationship with him #and now he never can so he refuses to look away as penance and a reminder of his failings to his little brother #*edit: one of the reblogs on this post is the author of big bad wolf and honestly she does an amazing job at portraying the mikaelsons #as actual siblings if you havent read it its one of my favourites for characterisations but we need more 😭 i want it to be the norm

[theloveinc]

tw: prostitution probs

OMG I know your shinsou drabble about him faking being your pimp for an undercover mission was like a little long ago, but it changed my atoms molecular structure

Like maybe you both are discussing what you've discovered that night on the couch you're sharing with the criminal and you hear somebody coming and than you gotta act like you're having... YKNOW??? 😫

Like maybe you noticed it first so then you like throw yourself on top of shinsou, fake moaning that sounds real, bouncing a little on top of him so the couch creeks a little to really sell it and it takes a little for shinsou to catch on but he's a mess because you sound real 😣😣😣

And from the criminal's POV, it's dark so he can't see your clothes that are on and is like well don't like me interrupt you before he heads back to whatever he came from 🤭

(link to ref. post here!)

SFAJKSDHJKAFDSHK it only takes him about five seconds to get the gist of the scene but... those five seconds change his entire perspective on the both of you, don't you think??

Because I think for the first few moments when he thinks it's real... he forms an entire confession in his head that's ready to spill from his lips just as fast, going hot where your hands splay on his chest, his cock jumping in his jeans when he tries to say your name. Even the hands he immediately puts on your hips to help guide you are genuine, not just to make the whole thing look... less pretend.

But then your eyes are shooting back down to his face and they're not filled with love or lust, they're filled with panic in waiting for him to play along....... and the whole moment he was able to build up comes crashing down, forcing him to realize exactly how he feels about you and....... how doomed your situation is, if you're gonna have to physically, now, keep up the charade rather than just label it.

(Especially because he's supposed to be the one in charge, the pimp, and it kinda makes him want to vomit thinking about treating you like something he owns, and yet he still has to pull himself together enough so that the criminal doesn't get suspicious if he actually acts like he loves you..............)

Then they're gone and you're all relieved (still sitting on his crotch) and now he has an entirely NEW problem that has to be faced (gasp, his feelings!!), and that's aside from the chub he's praying to god you can't feel.

Good. Grief.

#shinso #NO BC ME TOO AND I'VE BEEN DYING TO TALK ABT HIM MORE LIKE WHAT DO U EVEN DO !! ABT HIM!!! #ANON HOW COULD U DO THIS TO MEEEEEEE #I NEED IT SO BADLY I NEED IT LIKE WATER AND AIR #sorry if it's a lil short my roommate cut me off halfway so i lost my flow #but please i'd love to talk abt shinso more!! #im just thinking abt him on the couch all red-cheeked with an arm over his face to hide his embarrassment from you #and you're so sweet just trying to make sure he's okay... not even realizing that you made things WORSE #when u were just doing ur job #like genuinely u think he was spooked not that he has to face the fact he loves u now #it's... ASDHLFKASJDFKAJSHDN #I NEED IT I LOVE U ANON BYE #CAITIE THINGS #GEN #anon

[highoncatfood]

nothing to post means another twitter trend.

who the hell is that

#hes my guy now hope we all realize that #anyway i lost my fucking job and have more free time than i could ever ask for im going back to drawing gay shit cya #rain code #yomi hellsmile #gadanie #delete later #probably

[variksel]

i know i talk a LOT about glenn and nick respectively and together on here but goddamnit i just relistened to the episode where they glenn meets nicholas after prison and i cant get how tragic it is out of my head. spending almost twenty years in prison to protect your son from harm, from having to most likely face being orphaned. spending all that time trying to escape with only him in your mind because he is all you have left after your wife died years ago and when you finally meet him again he looks at you with disgust and the son you once loved so much is effectively dead and buried. hes got a new dad who you KNOW, factually and objectively because it was ordered by a court, did a better job raising him than you did with your son. you did try but eventually you ended up repeating the patterns your own parents left in your life and thats not good enough. your son ends up in an objectively better position without you, without needing you anymore despite everything you did for him, and you can do nothing but accept all of that

"glenns not stupid, he knows morgans death affected nick. he doesnt want him to have to go through it again" and (ron): "your son.. sucks now" (glenn, grabbing him from the collar): "you say that shit to me one more time." and "this is the first time ive seen- [the sunlight]"

#can you tell who my favourite dad is. can you #UGH ITS JUST LIKE. ITS SO FICKIGN GOOD #it makes me scream genuinely im so giddy about it in aGSHVSHEBSKFKDJDK #wont tolerate no glenn hatred here btw genuinely i love that man with my entire heart! #he was the worst dad but like LMAODJSKD #no but fr #IMAGINE. losing your wife in a car crash #and struggling to raise your son alone now #for years #thinking (hoping) that youre doing a good job #only to find out you were not only a bad parent and someone else ended up raising your boy better #AND for that guy to also not have lost his (your?) wife #youd be thinking what did you do so wrong #youd be thinking maybe her death too wouldve been avoidable #and then you just have to. live with that. #MAN #dndads #dungeons and daddies #glenn close #nick close #nicky freeman #nick foster #jodie foster #henry oak #darryl wilson #ron stampler #dungeons and daddies spoilers #dndads odyssey

[savage-rhi]

Magenta.

#i lost my job #even though they're not saying its because of my disability it is because of it #I've been applying to places and some of the safety nets i had fell through #im scared right now and feel very betrayed #i got enough to get me through the month but beyond that idk what to do #i have resources im looking into and as most know that doesn't put a dent into finances #i need help #i feel bad for asking and i know i preach people shouldnt feel ashamed #but i do get where folks are coming from with that #the shame is powerful especially when you pride yourself as someone that takes care of themselves #im open to ideas opinions whatever folks want to say #i haven't felt this triggered ptsd wise in a long time past homeless experience and work abuse has been creeping in #I'm trying to get to the good but its really hard seeing it right now after getting screwed for the millionth time #for something i can't control with my body #i guess on a good note that partnership meeting went well #it seems like an excellent opportunity but its also an investment and i don't have the means to put into that right now

[taibhsearachd]

“Why am I so tired?” I keep asking myself, as if my doctor hasn’t been holding my “have a functional human body” drugs hostage for upwards of a month now.

I’m going to fucking cry. I just want to write, and clean my house, and walk my dogs, and instead I am stuck on my couch or in my bed, bone-deep exhausted and brainfoggy, sleeping badly for 12+ hours a day, while repeated calls to said doctor go unanswered.

#personal post #disability #chronic illness #I want to reiterate that these are not hard to find or restricted drugs #they are literally dirt cheap thyroid meds #but my doctor wants a blood test before they’ll give me more #and yet has not scheduled that blood test #and will not respond to phone calls asking why the fuck #it’s so bad that if I were working I would 100% have lost my job by now due to symptoms #but why would that matter

[tittyinfinity]

everyone wants disabled people to get a job but no one wants to give disabled people the ability to work a job

#.bdo #no one hired me after about 30 job applications and 4 interviews after a whole year in this job program #back in the day i got every job I applied for immediately #and then when you do work a job they don't make it accessible for you #you get fired just for calling in too many times #even people who are able to go back to work don't #because they'd lose their housing assistance/food stamps/medicaid/utility assistance etc #and if they lost another job it means that they have to reapply for everything #my dr. appointments are $400/mo I get $330/mo food stamps I had $420/mo housing assistance $200/mo utility assistance #so that's $1350 a month in assistance plus my $760 a month = $2110 #so if I go back to work I would have the same amount of money or less. I literally can't afford to work. I CAN'T AFFORD TO WORK. #(no longer getting housing or utility assistance now that I'm at my mom's so I'm currently paying more bills than I was)

[littlecutiexox]

Been a little stressy but hopefully things start looking up

#im gonna get back to all my messages and asks now in the next hour #my partner lost his job #and my company is likely shutting down this month #so its been a bit hectic and panicky #especially since we have rent to pay and an upcoming lease renewal #i had my tattoos booked for next month but will see if i'll have to cancel them or not which would majorly suck because ive been waiting fo #a year now #but also cant be spending my rent money if im out of a job on tattoos #hopin i get a interview for this role a recruiter suggested me for

[dionysus-complex]

this probably goes without saying but in a country where red states are rapidly becoming overtly inhospitable to anybody that isn’t a white Christian cishet man, affordable housing in blue state metro areas needs to be a massive priority 

#thinking about what sort of activism I can get involved in as a california resident that might actually make a difference in a post-roe era #and as a transplant/former resident of two red states where abortion is about to become illegal and I could have lost my job for being queer #I think the least hopeless thing right now is working for more affordable housing locally #california can only be a sanctuary if people can afford to live here. and we're lucky to have that privilege but not everybody does.

[cowdragons]

cozy taiga home <3

#documenting my builds now since i realized i've done such a bad job at doing that that several entire villages i've built are just. #lost to time #minecraft #mineblr #screenshot #mizunos 16 craft #modded #cow gaming #sure

[capricores]

happy NYE guys!! wishing you all the best in the new year 🥺💗 are you guys doing any sort of "rituals" or resolutions for the new years?? i'm taking inspiration from some people i saw online, and i'm spending today:

• journalling all the awful shit that happened to me this year, and writing down any limiting beliefs i have/things i want to let go, then i'm going to burn that paper

• writing out resolutions/goals + affirmations/manifestations for the new year in a journal and being so extremely detailed about it so there's no room for interpretation

• making a vision board relating to the life i hope to have in the next year

i think it'll be fun and hopefully impactful in a positive way?! 😭

#if u guys are doing anything similar lmk!!!!! #im wondering if i should do more stuff lmao #i probably should've done the first step on the full moon #i really believe in manifestation + vision boards bc ive done it small scale before #and it worked!! #so trying to really commit to it this year!! #also random but ive had a rly rough end of this year #but lately i cannot seeing angel numbers #but ones ive never seen before??? #im really hoping its a great sign!! its specifically repeating numbers #randomly repeating ones in doubles? like 20:20 or 19:19 etcetc #luna.txt #ALSO I HOPE U GUYS ARE DOING GREAT SORRY AS ALWAYS FOR BEING GHOST #maybe one of my resolutions should be to write actual posts. #since im not working now i lost my job rip. so i have nothing to do anyway rly 😭

[sebastianswallows]

😭 I did it! I wrote the last word of my upcoming Tom fic.

I still need to proofread it, and I have some changes to make, and I'd like to expand upon the last chapter a lot, maybe make it two chapters so that there'll be 40 in total (my OCD demands it). But I'm done. Aaaah I'm so happy!!!

Not to jinx it, but I think I might start posting it in April.

#Tom Riddle #HP #an adventure that started in... I think August #(no it was October lol) #is about to be over #during this time I've quit my job #lost four wisdom teeth #moved house #got another job #and now four notebooks later I have a complete love letter for this problematic fave

[emotionalsupportvape]

PLEASE SEND GOOD VIBES YALL

i have an interview in an hour at my old job and i am DESPERATE to get it 😭

been unemployed since august and have $13 to my name with over $10k credit card debt from paying bills. cards are maxed out now and i've been so so depressed.

pls pls pls guys if you pray, pray for me!!

#personal #ok to interact #this was the job i had for 3 years and left when i lost my car #now i have a car and car payments #and ive had soo many interviews at other places and every one has fell through #i'm so socially awkward that its off putting i think #but w this job i already know how to do it and i was GOOD AT IT #thx for reading #manifestation

[vamprisms]

it's crazy how much medication effects me like. It's so frustrating thinking life could have been this easy

#where's that tweet that's like if i had adderall as a kid i'd be a home owner by now #if i was diagnosed as a kid there is no way i'd have dropped out of school and lost as many jobs #I'd probably have higher self esteem too like. 25 years of blaming my character for serious brain condition #(bites fist)