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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 9 months

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Lights out! Poppy: Ahh I had such a refreshing na- Why is Sally glowing?

LMFAO YEAH. pretty much how it goes...

#this was the First meme to pop into my mind upon reading this ask #also heyyyyy finally Seriously drew poppy - damage and all!#to that one person who wanted to see her! here she is!!!#but ohhhh man oh man have i been having Popstar feelings pertaining to this au...#sally being completely inaccessible #like at least frank can go see eddie and sit with him if he wants. hold his Unconscious Hand.#but poppy can't go anywhere near her shining star....#also sally becoming something poppy should be terrified of but. but poppy being unable to be afraid #like. nightlight!sally being the One Thing poppy can't muster up any fear of #scribble salad #wh lights out au #rambles from the bog #the PINING poppy experiences in this au... yeah #ough and them in act two???? yall-#the lesbianisms.... the Tenderness.... the Understanding....#without poppy i can say confidently that sally would Not make it to act three or four #oh god now im thinking about act two and im making myself sad OKAY POST OVER THANK YOU BYE

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mitchmotch · 7 months

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i was commissioned by @achinga to draw vash and milly! they're so silly :)

#trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #milly thompson #trigun milly #millyvash #vashmilly #ive only read a couple chapters of the manga but I've been enjoying it so far!#most of my trigun knowledge comes from ginko telling me about it HEJKSDHJKSDSDHK #i love sketching and doing light monochrome shading like this its very flowy #thank you again hades for commissioning me!#and if anyone is interested my commissions Are open its true !#sorry for not posting in a while ive mostly been working on stuff for my comic :)c its on the horizon so exciting !!#i should stop making promises that im going to draw stuff on here.. i did that in my last post i think LOL #sorry!!!!!#okay bye if u read all this ur WONDERFUL!!#have a good day/i hope your day was good!! MWUAH

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pinksuperkliq · 14 days

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speaking of putting down…

pet play but my owner just keeps telling me how sick i am how i’ll never get better it’s better this way it’s better if i just let them do this to make all the pain go away while they scratch my head and tell me how good i was for them and-

#is that too much here-#meeks stop posting #also this is like not a real thing i’m going to do pls don’t comment that you hope im okay #i just have a deranged thought and i am posting it #thank you that’s all bye

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bellamyblakru · 6 months

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idk why but the trope where character a changes the routine or something in the daily life of character b and character b complains and gets annoyed at the new addition and then suddenly one day character a gets genuinely upset and stops doing said thing which then makes character b all ☹️wheres the thing i miss the thing but has to pretend they want it back and is only doing it for character a’s sake when we all see its just them being in love or whatever is something i fucking LOVE to see?? every time???

#this is so specific and yet #do u know how many times ive seen this and every time i love it???#its like someone who hates change but is willing to change for someone. their happiness overpowers they uncomfortable feelings and it #suddenly feels as though they have lost something so precious so beautifully character a that they need it back.#girl how many shows do this lets see:#merlin #with merlin’s chatting and smiling and arthur missing it and being audibly upset when its gone #semantic error #when my red man stops fucking with him and he just goes :((((#30 but 17 #with everything she does esp with the plant and the home itself and going to work ugh #destined with you #which im currently watching now and up to episode 7 but these bitches are both whipped withojt realizing it #there are 1000 other examples of this and i love every rendition #okay thanks for coming to my ted talk at 5am bye #their uncomfortable * english what is it #tropes

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crossedwiress · 5 months

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there's glitter on the floor after the party

#CAKEEEEEEEEE #i had to make cake #and it's purple bc i love purple #well honestly it's more sunrise colours #i have a whole backstory for this mb in my head but i cannot get it into words well so. this mb is gonna have to do all the talking #thanks for the vibe check eva <33 i appreciate it #aLSO i acknowledge that this is not high quality bc i made it in like 20 mins but im posting it anyway 🥰#the cake must be shared! enjoy #cake #my moodboard #aesthetic #calum #luke #okay im gonna sleep now bye #e*creations

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ghostorbz · 1 month

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"zim doesnt actually care about gir" um

they are literally happy fun silly. what do you have to say for yourself

#i would put more photos but i dont have a lotta screenshots on my computer and i dont feel like hunting for every moment #im rewatching the whole show rn i dont feel like skipping episodes just for a post #invader zim #nickelodeon #zim iz #gir iz #BTW. AHEM #do not tag as ship #just to make myself very very clear. do not.#thanks okay bye

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httpiastri · 7 months

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Good morning babe 🥰🥰🥰

(I’ll take no responsibility of how you’ll react to this pic… I’m staring at his neck for days now and decided today is a great day to share it with you 🤭)

(The way I’m obsessed with his neck is insane, you’d thought I’m a vampire in disguise based on how much I want to bite and suck on that thick neck 😭 leaving marks behind, kissing & licking them better 🫠🫠🫠🫠)

(My horny ass can’t be stopped if it’s about him)

(when I say Silvo was my fav weekend, this is one of the reasons 😩 - and his amazing performance ofc.)

(His hair is sooo long here too I want to run my fingers through it, grabbing it gently also to move his head aside to have more access to attack his neck 🫠🫠🫠)

Okay I’m done, I’ve said what I said 🫣 sorry not sorry

ohooooooo noooo… this………………… this has made me feel so many things…….. i feel unwell

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k1rameki · 3 months

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ayana art dump :] ive been super stoked about ratnf's return to twitter so ive been drawing her nonstop!

also, tabi and aldryx cameos teehee

#the tabs and aya doodles are very self indulgent bc if you know me by now then you'd observe that i say nay to shipping discourse #let tabi and ayana kiss please and thanks #also ive genuinely perfected the way i draw her AND THANKS TO CROW IVE NOW BEEN INFLUENCED INTO THE GIVE THE EXES FRECKLES HC #shes like. my favourite character ever not just in fnf but in general i think i could go on a tangent about ayana if i was allowed #plus she has AMAZING angst potential im just saying...#also this is a very odd mix of both digital and trad art bc a lot of this i did during school #oh and before i close off my likkle rant im gonna say aldryx would be the best wingman ever okay bye #my art #digital artwork #traditional art #fnf ayana #fnf aldryx #fnf tabi #🦇 human!aldryx #🦇 human!tabi

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mouseratz · 2 months

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it also seems like a lot of people rightly picked up on terfs' problems with gender bioessentialism, but in doing so, completely ignored the other half of the equation: the idea of "gender socialization" also being this weird, innate, mythical force. I'm not implying it doesn't occur at all- clearly, parents raise people they perceive to be their sons vs daughters somewhat differently...but this varies a lot based on cultural norms anyway, and is only a piece of your whole upbringing regardless, even if it's very strict and has a negative effect on you, and people do treat you differently in the here and now based on what gender they perceive you as. the phrase isn't totally useless.

However, I've seen the idea of "gender socialization" that it's something that truly determines parts of your personality in this unshakeable way, that it has created you as a product of their vision (when, in reality, if it was that effective and internalized so completely, trans people wouldn't exist at all. you'd just be more comfortable as your assigned gender, because your personality already has been molded to fit it perfectly) actually seems to be really popular in otherwise progressive places and goes totally unquestioned. and it's weird as fuck!

people then, in the same breath they criticize transphobes' assortment of assumptions based upon assigned sex, turn around and start talking about how they just feel nicer around "female socialized" people and feel threatened around "male socialized" people. do you see a problem here?

banging pots and pans. assigned gender doesn't fucking matter and it never has. it is assigned for a reason. someone chose it for you! they made up all this shit about you based on the genitals you had when you were a baby! doesn't that upset you? why are you desperate to recreate a binary? it's somehow even worse to go from "genitals of baby is the reason you are a gender" to "the way people treated you as a child is the reason you are a gender". it's not better, in any case! if we want shit to get less transphobic (and in the context of recent discussions, transmisogynistic specifically) we have to throw this one out. it's not a good idea. it sucks. I don't want it, why do you still want it? female and male socialization isn't a thing. not in the way you're talking about it.

#also none of this is new at all. not even remotely. i am regurgitating facts from people smarter than me.#go read a julia serano essay or look up cultural feminism or oppositional sexism. for me for mouse.#i just feel it probably needs to be reiterated because uhm. looks around.#also also im bigender transmasc so like. grain of salt and so on.#okay whoever read the notes thank you love you bye ❤️

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crypticmha · 3 months

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its all fun and games until an actually SMART headmate fronts and makes you actually focus while doing homework

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yungchaeng · 2 years

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songs? my fav song lately is Love You Better by GOT7, I think would make a great love scenario. also iu "can't love you anymore" would make such a great angst!!!! maybe something with sana?? 👀

‘Can’t Love You Anymore (Twice: Sana)

genre: angst,(slightly suggestive)

requested: yes :) - word count: 817

There is this thing about love. The thing you won’t usually see in the movies, or laid out in song, nor do people like to speak on it.

Love was all about admiring, adoring, touching, excitement. That was what you thought going into it.

Now you wonder if you would have been saved from this feeling if you knew that love could simply fade the way it did.

Would you have cherished every kiss with her? Held her tighter against your chest in bed? Looked into her eyes longer or more? If you knew it would end this way, would you even try at all?

It started beautiful as ever, an innocent fairy tale filled with whispers of sweet nothings, tentative hand holding, goosebumps and butterflies. It all felt significant then, but somehow it only seems like puppy love now. Maybe that’s all you felt for her…or that’s all she felt for you?

You both had told the story of when you first met hundreds of times. So often that you could finish each other’s sentences. You saw her, your Sana, for the first time in the high school hallways. You met each others eyes and the rest was history. It was a story that others admired, envied even. You and her were perfect to each other. Perfect for each other.

Years later you had made yourselves a home. The place where you both found your comfort, snuggling up to each other after a long day of whatever. The place where you both could rest. Where you both could just be together.

But life moves fast and time sometimes vanishes like sand in between your fingers if you don’t pay well enough attention.

Your home, where your hearts would usually meet, slowly turned into a place where you only saw each other on the others way out. Life quickly transformed from you both jumping into each others arms after a long day to giving one another a quick peck goodbye when one of you just came home and the other was just leaving. Texting and joking around with each other while at your seperate jobs was replaced by singular texts of one asking the other to pick up some milk on the way home.

When did it get like this?

In the few moments that you could spent together, you would sometimes give her a look from across the kitchen table - one she skilfully avoided. Her cutlery hitting her plate would be the only sound in the otherwise quiet room, but in your heart you hoped that if you thought it loud enough she would hear you. I don’t feel our love anymore.

Maybe she did. If anything still stayed the same from the past, then she could read you like an open book anyway - but if so, she said nothing.

Only in one of those rare moments in which you both craved intimacy, you’d find any sort of connection to each other. You try to speak, but kissing each other is easier. You try to feel by touch alone.

You would hold Sana down, kissing her and touching her in places that would once make her weak in the knees, just so you could hear those three words from her again in that way, a real way.

Anything would beat the routine “love you, bye.” at the end of a call.

But no matter what you did, those words didn’t come, and you couldn’t blame her. You understood her and understood what was happening between you.

After, you’d go back to your “normal” again. Trying to ignore it, you both went back to a peck for goodbye, a peck for goodnight, silent car rides and quiet dinners. This was all your story had become reduced to.

Whenever she didn’t avoid your eyes, you would see the past in them. You would see yourself, way back then, happier with her or just happy in general. You were confronted with memories that reminded you; you don’t like what this is anymore, you don’t like the person you are anymore…not like this anyway.

You sighed away the thought every time though. It might get better tomorrow, you’d think. We might talk it out in the morning.

Who knows how long you could have kept your downfall going? Maybe a day, a week, a year, or into eternity. But when she finally called you and shakily spoke the words, “I don’t think we’re in love anymore.” You couldn’t help but agree, no tears left to cry anymore.

So there it was. Your favourite person, the light of your life, turned back into a stranger. The woman who was once your crush, your muse and your true love felt a million miles away, even when she slept in your bed.

Therefore the next time, when someone asks you about love, you’ll give them the decency to at least be honest about all of it.

Love fades. Slowly, and then all at once.

#thank you for the request!#cant love you anymore iu #fun fact the meaning behind this song is really similar to one of my favourite songs (Gone girl - Obongjayar)#so writing this felt very much like writing in the universe of my favourite song #that was really nice thanks for that!#jeez im using so many tags #anyway hope you enjoyed it #anon #requested #twice #twice x reader #twice x female reader #sana #sana x reader #sana x female reader #my ass used way too many tags yooo #imagine reading angst and then being welcomed by this lol #okay bye!#have a good day :)

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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phone calls my detested

#i had to make a vet appointment and Wow i am not cut out for this whole independent adult thing lmfao #i had to write down a little script for myself...#i feel so bad for the receptionist i was stumbling and 'uhhhhh'ing my way through that call #fuck and when i was supposed to end the call. i didnt realize #I DONT KNOW THE PROTOCOL OKAY #do i hang up??? do i say bye??? she didnt say bye so was there something else i was supposed to say #she hung up so Yay but oughhhhhhh what the fuck #youre telling me people just Know how to carry a conversation? they just Know the routine? sounds fake #i had to rev myself up for the call too #put on a hat. put on sunglasses to trick my brain into thinking we're outside doing things thus fabricating confidence #phone in one hand fidget-dodecahedron in the other. Pacing #my brain is a normal brain that works perfectly fine thanks for asking #absolutely unprompted #i feel so connected to my neanderthal ancestors when i have to make a call #theyre being stalked by a smilodon... i have to talk to a person... same Fear <3 #no but fr whenever i have to talk to someone my thought process shuts down Completely and i forget that im a living human being #fight or flight - neither. freeze and play dead #i think in my next life... i would like to be... a decorative plant #perhaps one of those tall ferns outside a seaside barbecue restaurant #i'd Win at that life. id be so good at photosynthesizing & rustling in the ocean breeze

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 years

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i do think the jealousy in school reunion is really interesting i think thats a really fun part of the doctor companion dynamic to explore, what makes me roll my eyes is the we're both in love with him "the missus and the ex" thing

but like the jealousy thing on its own? just the flipside of the making people feel special thing that we explored a bit with 12. the doctor does single people out, does make them feel special, their attention is like a fucking spotlight who would be immune to that warmth

but the other side of that then is like, was it their attention that made me special? was it their companionship that made me special? thinking of donna going travelling "it's all bus trips and guidebooks and dont drink the water and two weeks later youre back home" like sure thats comparing what the trips are like but like, that also describes sort of like, who you get to be on those trips right? a tourist vs a hero

thinking of yaz in combat magicks being like "yaz liked wearing her uniform because it marked her out as someone who belonged anywhere. ready to help, and with the right to intervene. the doctor just breezed in and made the whole universe her business, like she was born to it, and yaz longed for that confidence." thats sort of what being the doctor's plus one gives you, right? access to everywhere, without consequences, except maybe your own death but the doctor makes you feel invincible too so you dont worry about that

so sure there would be jealousy but i think making it into an ex-girlfriend kinda jealousy flattens it? "in amongst 7 billion theres someone like you" and then you get to save planets. you become a part of the doctor's hero complex. you get to see beautiful amazing things but you also get to prove yourself a hero every day. thinking of rose "the doctor showed me a better way of living your life. you dont just give up. you have the guts to do whats right when everyone else just runs away" you get to feel powerful. you get a lot of agency where in your daily life you probably dont have a lot. thats what the doctor gives to those handful of the seven billion. so what if they take it away?

thinking of clara asking "why me?" and sarah jane "did i do something wrong?" why did i get this opportunity. and why was it taken away. was it anything i did? and if it wasnt, then doesnt that undermine all that agency you made me feel like i had? can i do this on my own too? and of course lots of companions prove they can, they dont need the doctor to be who they are but idk. i think it would still be kinda insecure-making when youre still with the doctor. when youre still in the middle of it like rose in school reunion. when you dont know yet what After will look like

and this is something the fam doesnt have to deal with i think. because they came to the doctor. they werent picked, they werent offered, they asked. they dont have to wonder 'why did you pick me'. which im kinda relieved about especially thinking about yaz? imagine having to wonder 'was i a friend of convenience' on top of everything else. oof.

and another thing is that of course for the doctor the rejection hurts just as much. when a companion says no thank you, your way of life doesnt seem that fun to me (anymore)

anyway so uh tldr i guess the jealousy thing is interesting but making it a romantic jealousy is not whats interesting about it

#sorry to make you read 600 words and then have no conclusion #started typing and hoped i'd find a point somewhere but i didnt #i think i just laid out all my most unflattering sides without really making a point in this #so #rip #i think actually what ex-companion jealousy would be more like than romantic jealousy is sorta like #old doctor actors jealousy #i mean all old doctors ive ever heard talk about it have been VERY generous and gracious but #theres also i think david tennant said once about filming regeneration that like #one moment youre the most important person in the room. or FEEL like that anyway #and the next EVERYONES attention is on the next guy and people are just like okay thanks bye #i mean im sure people are not that cold waving off an old doctor but like #i can imagine. one moment youre The Guy. the next youre... not #one moment youre The Doctor's Companion. the next it's this new girl??? hello??#thats MY spot thank you very much #at least when youve been the doctor to all us dw fans youre forever the doctor #that doesnt go away #but if you were a companion and then you go back home. nobody even fucking knows #youre just. normal. nothing special. nobody knows of the things youve seen and done #yeah i'd be jealous. but not of the doctor's previous 50 girlfriends #just of the next 50 fgkfhjdghjfkdgh #solution is to take them down with me of course #none of clara's 'youre not dying with me die with the next one' nonono youre dying with me sweetheart #like i said. my most unflattering sides fhgkhgjh

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baellielurk · 2 years

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#for my ravenloft besties #fucking hysterical the both of these #weird and powerful guy enters barovia and strahd's like... yo what if you moved in #okay okay okay do NOT point out that he decidedly did not let azalin ''sleep over'' for this im considering his room to be barovia shush #enemies to unwilling friends to finally back to enemies thank fucking god it was close okay no i hate you bestie i mean worstie fuck you #recent mentions of azalin made me think of this #azalin #jander sunstar #ravenloft #idk i dont care about tagging this further bye

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the-kipsabian · 8 months

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im gonna log off now, but if i can ask for one more thing

just peep my writing account @ @underratedandoverit (or if you prefer to read on ao3, the link is in the pinned post over there!)

thank you 💜

#im planning a little something after i clear my wip list and some requests a little hopefully soon #so like. if you could take a look at what i have up rn and maybe reblog something or leave nice words it would be appreciated 💜#okay thanks im off bye 💜💜#night is an absolute mess on main

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waterfallofspace · 1 day

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I have finished The M/entalist, a tv show that ended 10 years ago, a show that I'm sure no one else cares about, but that I am about to make my whole personality for at least 2 weeks as I have hyperfixated on it so hard I can barely breathe

so uhhhhhhhh anyways if anyone knows this show take this as an open invitation, or if not then consider this a formal warning that i may be reblogging things and screaming "P/ATRICK J/ANE" in the tags <3

#waterfalltalks #hi i am in LOVE with this man even tho hes like idk 30 years my senior #hes also fictional so <3 its fine <3 is what i tell myself <3 and its true <3 so its okay that i tell myself this <3 #what can i say okay he hits EVERY one of my boxes and has a charming smile while he does it #literal sunshine but clouded with the most beautiful darkness like hello sir #also one canon and it wasnt the best and it wasnt a lot and it was from the back but you know what sometimes we starve #so the fact im not going completely without is good enough for me and i will live nicely in this world #i do not know if i will write for him but i cannot find ANYTHING for this man so i might have to just do it myself #will anyone else care? no. does that matter to me? nope hes my beloved and i want c o n t e n t #only thing stopping me rn is free time and confidence that i have his mannerisms down #maybe after i rewatch it <3 again <3 and watch many edits <3 and maybe make a few edits <3 #anyways if you bothered to read this far uh- thank you? im sorry? dont mind me just losing it over my newest guy <3 you get how it is <3 #(i hope <3) anyways yes thank you!! bye!! i will go sit in a corner and think about my man <3 #not snz

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