#and took like. a four hour nap.

[theonlythingimfuckingisstupid]

fukn. tired

#i even slept an entire six hours last night. #and took like. a four hour nap. #but now i have to go take care of my grandma's dog soon. then i'll be going into town and doing the hospital and other grandma's house #but all i want to do is take a shower and write. #and bring the dog inside so she can lay on me and help me ward off the impending panic attack coming. that i'll have to deal with alone. #and in town. around too many people. #fuck. i wish i had a weighted stuffed animal. that would be nice. maybe i can make one #i really need to sleep. #em rambles

[llumimoon]

a herm in 7d for the outfits thing?

Oh he’s groovin! <3

#dndads #ask #outfit meme #cal draws #I loooove drawing skirts lol so this was v much my favorite one to sketch #he’s having a good time <3 #I like to think abt all the hermie fits after the first one is him actually changing bc Scary didn’t like that they were matching LMAO #hermie unworthy #psst if we’re telling the truth #i totally would have had all of these done yesterday if I hadn’t accidentally took a four hour nap right after finishing the sketches LMAO

[mamawasatesttube]

expectation: core four in a car with the windows down going down the highway and singing loudly to their bops playlist on the way to the beach, having a great time!!!! summer vibes!!! havin a blast!!!

reality: bart puts the entirety of the alvin and the chipmunks discography on the playlist and cassie threatens to throw him out of the car (bart: oh nOOOooOoo. DON'T throw me out of this slow as shit car so i can just run to the beach and back 500 times while you're still in the next mile.) tim is just like "i don't know what you expected cassie" and meanwhile kon is singing along to the chipmunks too

bart: "i wish i had a horse!" cassie: "wh--" kon: "a bright and shiny horse!" cassie: "oh no." both: "A HORSE I COULD CALL MY OWN!!!!" cassie: "why do you both KNOW this song?!"

(tim, driving: "we don't kill, we don't kill, we don't kill...")

#superboy and the ravers made me crave more roadtrip content #i think putting a bunch of friends in a car for an extended period of time is just fun #also i once went 2 hours with just the alvin and the chipmunks greatest hits cd on loop in the car #2 out of 3 of us were having a great time. our poor friend in the backseat was like I Want Death lkdjfjdhks #anyway this post brought to you by: i have a fuckign migraine (still) and i took a nap and woke up with the horse song blaring in my head #rimi talks #core four #kon #bart #cassie #tim

[ormymarius]

I need to stop sleeping so much….

#I slept 10 hours and then took a four hr nap today that’s like 14 hours of sleep #I spent more time sleeping than being conscious help #it must be the mental illness but alas

[milo-is-rambling]

I wish I had friends near meeeeeee to distract me from my brainnnnnnnnnn

#need to talk to anyone irl who isn’t related to me or dating my mom or my therapist #anyone else near me please I’m losing my mind #nature isn’t healing me sleeping in a fully dark room all day isn’t healing me how do I magically fix this without having to put any work #into it oh I can’t oh u have to do the work okay how do I do that. therapy once a week. oh. okay. yup. #can I speedrun it? oh no? I can’t. oh damn. okay fine whatever. therapy once a week. AND I HAVE TO ACTUALLY LISTEN AND DO WHAT SHE SAYS. bro #what the hell okay fine #well here I am !!!!! where is the fixing where is the feeling better I feel like all I do is stir up all these touch emotions from every #part of my life at once and then she sends me off to rot for week before I come back and talk again #I just feel like I’m losing it!!!!! and ik it’s extra bad bc birthday countdown is on in my brain and im stressed and i feel like a huge #fuck up that can never be fixed and like I will die having done nothing with my life except weigh other people down and so exhausting and my #brain won’t ever shut up like yes I get it years and years and years of built up shit that I never properly dealt with and still hold blame #for constantly and I feel like I will never be fixed like I CANT be fixed like this is a losing battle and I just am struggling today man #idk what I was saying I just took my morning weed hit to try and relax my back a little and now my brain is like scrambled eggs #which is good that means it’s working #I’m gonna try to take a nap maybe cause I only slept four hours and it was like choppy thru the night and then maybe I’ll go to the lake #later I’ve been feeling the need to be in a body of water recently

[crybaby-bkg]

tomorrow is my last day of having to do work for my classes and I’m just soooo ready for this upcoming break. I wanna write for an entire day at a time again and learn how to crotchet without putting so many expectations to be perfect the first time again!!!! I wanna paint and play my switch and just lay down without feeling guilty!!!!! I need it!!!!!!!

#I still have to respond back to discussion board posts after tomorrow 🙄 #but at least I wont have to do actual work after next week!!!!! #I wanna be free!!!!!! #also tips for learning crotchet would be greatly APPRECIATED #bc I don’t get how to do any of it 😔 #anyway lemme take my ass to bed #I have a quiz (or maybe two I’m still not sure) #and a paper and presentation and db to do tomorrow and I really don’t wanna #I know it’s gonna be light work but it’s gonna be time consuming which is what I loathe #like omg it took me FOUR FUCKIN HOURS to do ONE project today #I was mad as hell #it wasn’t even necessarily difficult to do just SO TIME CONSUMING #gimme my time back so I can nap on the couch in front of the fire place damnit #okay enough ranting gn!!!!! #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[magdaclaire]

having an alcoholic family system is something that can make a guy have such bad relationships with substances and intoxication

#tb to when i had my first kidney stone and i didn't wanna take the pain meds bc i didn't want anyone to feel like they had to manage me #an alcoholic family system for clarity is a family that has an alcoholic in it and how that addiction affects the family #it's different from an addict family system bc of the normalization of alcohol consumption #my best friend should not have to tell me im not crazy for thinking i shouldnt have to warn someone not to be drunk before noon on a tuesday #alcohol cw #sorry i am having a day (<- guy who took a four hour depression nap bc he couldnt go to therapy) #mer rambles #vent cw

[notquiteaghost]

ok. today

drink coffee, make n eat food

find water jug, clean it, fill it, put in fridge

feed bird

remove gross shit from kitchen

load dishwasher

dishes wld be a bonus

pay lip service to applying for jobs

go to sleep before 3AM

#yelling at clouds #picking the brain up and shaking it #jobcentre appt tmrw 😐 #might need to be more upfront abt how hard it is to do anything rn #cuz like. no i didnt apply for jobs at all the past two weeks. i also didnt do anything //i// wanted to do #it's not like im skiving for fun. in that time i showered once. one day i took a four hour nap cuz the day before i didnt eat.

[echidnana]

hoping we get out of this weird slump soon... maybe it's because we just graduated?

#like we just took a four hour nap in the middle of the day #after getting 10+ hours of sleep last night #were really fatigued and dont know why #amelia.txt

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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#getting flashbacks to middle school right about now #because i just spent like three hours reading a whole book #putting off taking a shower and going to sleep #it was Simon vs the homosapiens agenda #i read it like three years ago #but i just rewatched the movie and so i had to reread the book #i bought it and Leah on the offbeat #and i needed to reread Simon before i read Leah #i have to wake up in less than five hours and i still need to take a shower #the problem is. im not tired #i took a nap earlier #the worst nap of my life #but now i cant fall asleep #im gonna get max four hours of sleep and then work a ten hour shift tomorrow #maybe ill just pull an all nighter and read Leah instead of sleeping #im sure that wont go wrong #i have an interview for starbucks on monday :) #im super excited because i want to quit this job #hopefully i wont have to work ten hour shifts there #okay. gonna take a shower #i kind of want to start Leah but i knew that if i start i wont be able to stop #idk. we'll see how i feel after showering

[huahualania]

it is now suddenly hitting my body like a truck that i was awake for 28 hours on accident.

#ooc #i took a four hour nap on sccident and usually i never nap for that long #gods above i feel like the physical manifeststion of static #my eyes wont focus #naturally jm gonna go play pokemon about it #the woes of interstate travel ig

[whimsyprinx]

my way of dealing with random spooky things in the house is to just go to bed at this point

#whimsy whispers #like let’s save this for tomorrow when the sun is up because it’s 4am and I have to be awake in four hours to get food and accompany my #roommate as her dad teaches her how to drive #‘something weird flew to your side of the room’ not my problem my only problem is how sleepy I’m gonna be tomorrow #when I’d come here to stay the night with my roommates I use to have like what I’m p sure was sleep paralysis every time I took a nap #which isn’t the same as spooky things but like it was like my after work naps and I’d wake up or whatever to being unable to move and mildly #scary stuff and then it was like ‘that was shitty’ and I’d just go back to sleep #my like answer to things is to just sleep at this point #if sleeping is a choice then it’s the one I’m choosing

[swimming-in-a-champagne-sea]

hahaha so have you guys ever been so exhausted that it manifests into physical pain

#that’s the result of being at a 7 hour long camp 5 days a week and having to perform an entire presentation that i had to come up w/ myself #plus having up to 4 hour long rehearsals afterwards and regularly staying up past midnight #haha the the past week was just great #but i took like a four hour long nap and i’m good now guys don’t worry

[garyfiddlesticksdammit]

muaical art oc challenge

#everybody meet Ramone #i feel bone tired #like i took a nap because i was freaking tired a couple hours ago slept four two hours and than woke up the same amount of tiredness #but different form of tiredness #idk what the fuck i'm spouting man sorry #probably doesn't help that I've only eaten 2 brownies and some chili today and its 10 pm as of posting lol #this is just a quick overview of the character #not anything special pose+perspective wise #the song for their love life was a fucking ace attorney instrumental I didn't know much to go off of for that one #I know the hair does not make perfect sense for the shinies it is for art porpoises #i have not drawn glasses in a hot minute #not since Clomaire #i was reading back on the tags and I noticed I said “four” instead of “for” #i think i might be a bit of a dumbass guys

[apprenticestanheight]

I woke up at 5:38 am. if I have to go into work and see a HOUSEKEEPER feeding residents when we have two CCAs, two students who will eventually be CCAs, A N D me there I will be losing my fucking shit right along with my favorite lunch server and I MEAN THAT. I WILL R A G E Q U I T

#mikey works in a seniors home #it didn’t really irk me yesterday but I took a nap and then woke up and got three and a half maybe four hours of sleep between 1am and now #and now I see the lunch ladys point more somehow #bc why are you a housekeeper SITTING IN SOMEONES FUCKING WALKER #FEEDING THEM #WHEN YOU HAVE OTHER THINGS YOU NEED TO DO #SUCH AS #IDK #CLEANING THE FUCKING UNIT YOURE ON?? #like I get it when people call in sick (there’s been a cold and the flu going around) #but. there were two ccas there #and two students #and me. #two of whom are training to feed the residents (the students) #and three of whom are qualified and capable (me and the two CCAs)

[leaving-fragments]

in the strangest twist of illness ever, i can't seem to sleep. aren't you supposed to sleep loads when you're sick?? how come i'm just tired but restless?

#slept fitfully for like two hours last night and then took a two hour long nap during the day #tonight four hours of sleep and then i was done #what is this #emma talks