#anon pls u are always free to ramble in my asks i will take all ur thoughts with the highest levels of gratitude đ
NAINAAAA OH MY GOD?(:&:?:& IâM DJD YOUUUUUUU !!!!!!! Iâm so sorry I donât want this entire ask to be pure nonsense so Iâm gonna pick up every single one of the million pieces I just exploded into, off of the floor and try and function,,, can I just say you needed to add a warning to that post because I genuinely yelled so loud I felt sharp burn in my chest afterwards WHYY WOULD YOU DO THISđđ KUROSAWA CRYING,, THE BREAKFAST NOTEJNSJS ADACHI AND THEIR LITTLE GIRL CUDDLED UP,,, THE RING,, THE CHERRY!!PYJAMAS IâM FUCKFNFJF oh man. Oh God. Wow you⌠bless you⌠you wonderful miracle working legend⌠like I need you to understand so clearly when I say that my heart took a nose dive upon glancing at that art like my deeply heartfelt love for your art aside the fact that you put it into a perfect visual form with our la sweethearts like I actually canât move on?? I saw it earlier today and have been racking my brain trying to find ways to properly emote the groundbreaking shift that took place within my soul like. Every so often (every 10 minutes) mind would drift back to Them and Iâd have to grab onto the nearest wall to steady myself Iâve officially Lost it. Like thank me? THANK /YOU/ 6473683 times overđđđ<333333 I feel like I felt the warm rays of the spring sunshine after a 12 month long winter like truly Iâm not sure how but Iâm gonna have to join you sensei is gonna receive a mental transmission from me every day onwards BEGGING for this progression it could fix me in so many ways nothing else ever could I just know itâŚ
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The ask was getting so long Iâm sorryđ (you Broke Me) BUT your tags had my heart aching because I didnât even think about that but youâre sooo right like itâs clear that a lot of kurosawaâs unrealistic expectations for himself were ingrained into him through his mother and what she actually expected of him growing up and that manifesting into fears of fatherhood and making the same mistakes is,,,, (had to stop to forcefully regulate my breathing pattern here out of sheer pain) like itâs a perfect next life stage arc that stays true to his character. Plus the whole contrast with adachi being naturally adept and comfortable with fatherhood due to /his/steadfast upbringing and being able to talk things through with kurosawa and help him understand that yeah thereâs no such thing as The Perfect Parentâ˘ď¸ but you do just have to learn as you go, while taking into account to be mindful of not making the same mistakes as your own parents but at the end of the day the goal is to create that loving, supportive and consistent environment which heâs more than capable of doing like oh GOD I could eat rocks by the spoonful right now sensei PLEASE,,, Iâm gonna stop rambling before every single thought floods out but once again THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for the Kurodachi brain food Iâm gonna think about it an insanely unhealthy amount,,, I hope your day was loveliest it could be <333
PLS ANON IM CRYING SM these asks made my day pls im eating up all ur thoughts instantly (and weeps thank u im glad u liked the doodles đĽš) im so unwell abt kurodadchis rn so ty again for putting them in my brain !!!!!
also everything u said abt them talking the possibility out and accepting that they might not be perfect parents but they can actively try to do better and theyre 100% capable of that is just . aaauagGGHHGH i need sensei to make this happen w manga krdc like Right Now and then i need the drama crew to come back and give us a full s2 of this and then same w rd and then-
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this is the first time ive ever sent an ask to anyone on tumblr but i really have to say, ur tiny trio au is simply adorable. as a secret age regressor, it really does bring me a lot of comfort when i get to see content of my favorite characters like this and it not getting bashed lol. (makes me so sad when ppl get disgusted abt agere or even content like this đ) im merely a stranger on the internet but i just really wanted to let u know that ur content is comforting to random ppl like me. (but ofc, pls dont feel pressured to post frequently or always push out content!! as an artist i would hate to seem that way đ) but yes i just wanted to tell u that, thank u for taking the time to read my silly ramble đŤś
anon say the word and id drop everything for u. ur so so so sweet and this means the world to me i cannot even comprehend the words to describe how. i feel this so bad u are not alone sweet sweet anonâŚ. im so glad my art helps u feel comforted and that is all i could ever ask for 𼺠anon please feel free to send me a kny character to turn into a little guy iâll dedicate it just to u âŚ. hope u have a good day forever and alwaysâŚ
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THE GIRL WHO FLEW DOWN THE STAIRSÂ _
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â the story of akashi meeting you and all the events after that made him realize he was falling for you â
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character .. akashi seijuurou
word count .. 1.3k
tags .. fem!reader who is energetic but also thoughtful and likes to learn (as requested) , lowkey pining? , s h o g i , written from akashi pov , requested by the lovely bean anon <3Â
Akashiâs first impression of you wasnât anything bad. It wasnât exactly good either. It was certainly memorable though. âThe girl who flew down the stairs, knocking him onto the ground, and landing on top of him with a thumpâ is how he remembers you.Â
The moment was almost cliche. If your eyes had met and lingered on each other, both aware of the position you were in but not moving away, then it possibly wouldâve been a scene straight out of some cheesy romance novel.Â
Instead, you seemingly bounced straight up upon impact, not even bothering to spare Akashi a second glance. You proceeded to give him a quick apology, running down the next flight of stairs immediately after.
It was definitely one of the odder interactions Akashi had with his fellow students at Rakuzan High, but it amused him nonetheless and made him notice you much more often around campus. Even though you werenât in any apparent rush anymore, you still radiated this energy that was all bubbly and seemingly ready to burst.Â
It brought a small smile on his face every time he saw you, bouncing along hallways without a care in the world, chattering away with your friends. Sure you seemed like the typical happy-go-lucky person, but Akashi couldnât help but see you as a bit more unique.
Your second interaction with Akashi was an interesting one too, in Akashiâs opinion at least.Â
The basketball team had just won a tournament the other day, so Akashi was free this afternoon. He had decided to go challenge some shogi club members to a few games.Â
In the middle of one of those games, you walked into the club room.
Akashi didnât think you were part of the club, and his suspicions were confirmed when another member of the club went to ask if you needed anything. Akashi was definitely not eavesdropping, no he was paying attention to his game (the one he knew he would easily win anyway) when you pulled out an envelope and he happened to overhear you telling the club member that someone asked to meet you.Â
Nobody in the room came forward to claim they were the one who sent the letter though.Â
After a few awkward, silent moments, you moved to take a seat with some of the other club members. It was an action that surprised Akashi. He figured you wouldâve just left because the whole did seem like a waste of time. However, you just sat there asking some club members to teach you how to play.Â
Akashi could sense genuine curiosity in you and, needless to say, it intrigued him. It seems like thereâs more to the âgirl made of energyâ than he originally thought.
The clock ticked, and a few rounds later, Akashi decided it was time to head home. Saying his formal goodbyes, he walked out of the clubroom.Â
He didnât expect you to come running after him, almost slamming into him again in the process.Â
âYou shouldnât run around school so much, you know. You could end up bumping into people and maybe even hurting them.â The words left Akashiâs lips sounding a lot more teasing and flirtatious than he intended.
You blushed and started rambling out apologies. âCuteâ Akashi thought.Â
His brain froze.Â
Wait. Cute? How-
âAnyway um.. you left your notebook back thereâŚâ you said, holding out what was indeed his notebook out towards him.
âOhâŚâ was all he could say. He rarely forgot his things, especially things as important as his notebook. It seems his mind mustâve been too distracted by... other things. âThank you L/n-san.â
He saw a slight shock on your face. âYou know my name?âÂ
His brain froze yet again. How was he supposed to answer this question without seeming like a stalker?
âWell yesâŚâ he started before you cut him.
âDidnât expect the Akashi Seijuurou to know my name.â
He scoffed at that. âI think Iâd know the name of the girl who jumped down the stairs and knocked me to the ground.â
âAgain, Iâm really sorry about thatâŚâ you said with a smile, although Akashi could see the guilt that lingered behind your eyes.
âDonât worry about it,â he quickly said. âI was justâŚâ
He was just what? Flirting? Was he actually flirting? Him. Akashi Seijuurou. Flirting??
ââŚyou know,â he finished quietly.
You didnât say anything in response but instead looked at him with a peculiar sort of gaze.Â
âUm.. hate to make things awkward by asking this but⌠were you the one who sent me this?â You held up the envelope Akashi saw earlier.
âNo, I didnât.â
âOh⌠okay then.â Was it just Akashiâs imagination or did he hear a sliver of disappointment in your tone? âI suppose you donât know who it is either right?â
He shook his head.
A lot of thoughts rushed through his mind. Did you actually expect him to send you a love letter? Did you hope it was him?Â
He sensed you were about to leave though, so before he could regret it, he asked you, âWhy do you want to know who sent it anyway?â
Your eyes widened slightly at the question.
âI understand the curiosity and wanting to know who it is but⌠if they didnât show up, why are you still waiting?â He clarified.
âAkashi-san, youâve never confessed to someone have you?â
He gave a slight nod.
âWell, I donât see why youâd need to,â you mumbled more to yourself than him. Clearing your throat, you continued, âThe thing is, confessing takes a lot of courage. And writing this letter asking me to meet them here wouldâve taken a whole lot of that courage already. I think that, if they were able to go that far, then I should at least hear them out right?â
That⌠surprised Akashi.Â
âBut then again, thereâs always a possibility this is just a prank,â you added as an afterthought.Â
Unsure of what to say, he just nodded. âIt is possible, considering how long you had to wait.â
You smiled, âThe wait was fine though. I had fun learning shogi.âÂ
You actually had fun learning how to play? Looking back, it did seem like you were enjoying yourselfâŚÂ
Itâs strange. Akashi realized just how much his view of you changed in one afternoon. Earlier, you were that bubbly, energetic girl bouncing through the halls. Now, you were this thoughtful and kind person who liked to learn. You also said you had fun playing shogi, which nearly made Akashiâs heart skip a beat.
Oh.Â
Oh.
He gets it now. The reason his brain was acting all slow was you. With that thought, everything became clearer.Â
Now he wishes that love letter really was a prank.
âAh Akashi-san, I think I have to go home soon,â you said, holding up your phone. âYouâre heading out too right? Wanna walk with me?â
He blinked in surprise but quickly agreed.
âGreat, just let me get my things first-â And with that you rushed back into the club room.
Akashi stood staring at the empty hallway, still caught up in his thoughts and trying to process what just happened between you two just a few seconds ago.
When you came back out with your things, he couldnât help but smile softly. The two of you fell into conversation easily, and by the time you walked out of the school gates, you were still in a talk that showed no signs of nearing an end.
He wanted to continue walking and talking like this, but there was a car and a driver waiting for him in the exact opposite direction of where you were headed.
âWell, goodbye then L/n-san,â he said, hoping the reluctance wasnât obvious.
You smiled in response. âGoodbye Akashi-san. It was nice talking to you.â
With that the two of you went your separate ways. Throughout the car ride home, Akashi could think of nothing but you. It would seem⌠he has taken quite the liking to you.
He isnât sure whatâll happen next, but heâs looking forward to seeing you again and hopefully, talking more with you too.
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note .. THIS CAME OUT LONGER THAN ORIGINALLY INTENDED but anyway i actually enjoyed writing this,,, yk all the stuff potentially going thru akashiâs mind when he has a crush intrigues me and uhh i hope u guys liked this and if u do PLS LMK WHAT U THINK !! it would legit mean the world if u guys did <3
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No Need to Rush
Request:Â can u pls do a spencer x bau fem! reader where sheâs dyslexic but also a genius like spencer and like someone maybe another member of the team/unsub makes a comment abt her being stupid. and she gets really upset abt it. then later spencer comforts her and they have really romantic but rough sex. where heâs just like reassuring her of how smart and beautiful she is.
A/N: Thanks for the request, anon! Sorry this took a lil long to complete but I wanted to make sure I wrote this accurately and incorporate everything you wanted into it! Please let me know if you donât feel as if this representation of dyslexia sits right with you and I will edit it no problem. This fic also concludes smut week (woo!) so I hope you enjoy đÂ
Couple: Spencer Reid/Fem!reader
Category: Smut
Content warning: Learning disorder degradation, mentions of violence, rough sex, fingering, penetrative sex, creampie, choking
Word count: 3.2k
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It was the dead of winter in Seattle, Washington and a sniper decided it was the best time to have some target practice. His target practice ended up taking three innocent peopleâs lives as they were living their day-to-day lives. To top off his killing spree, he wrote handwritten letters to the police department. His letters were rambles about him not stopping until he finds his final target.
Hotch had left Spencer and you to go over the letters to try and figure out any indications of who his final target could be. He had sent JJ and Morgan to interview the victimâs family members to try and see if there were any similar people in their circle. Having you four working diligently on piecing the entire story together could end up saving another person from meeting an early demise.
You loved working with Spencer because the two of you were always up to speed with your thinking process. Both of you analyzed each letter with care, making sure nothing was missed which could possibly be used as a clue in identifying who this person and who their real target is.
You felt as if you were taking too long to go through every letter. There were about 20 of them and his incoherent rambles were giving you a hard time efficiently reading them. You had 10 to go through and Spencer was already finished and writing on the whiteboard clues he found in the letters. You were still on your seventh letter, dissecting and writing down what you thought was important. You couldnât help feeling bad you were taking a long time.
âIâm sorry,â you said.
Spencer looked back at you with a questionable expression. âFor what?â
âFor taking forever. Iâm taking up time reading these letters when I should be brainstorming with you.â
âY/N, youâre not slowing down the process. If anything you taking your time can identify some major evidence.â
âYeah, but you could do it within two minutes.â
âDoesnât mean anything. Valuable information is valuable information no matter how long it takes you to find it. Besides youâre the smartest person I know, so nothing will get past you.â
âDoesnât feel like it sometimes.â
âIâm here to remind you itâs all the time. Iâll be here to remind you every day if you ever doubt yourself.â
You smiled as you felt your worries drifting away. You were always self-conscious about having dyslexia. Growing up with it was the hardest part of your early years because people would see your extraordinary capabilities but questioned them whenever you had to read or spending longer than usual completing tasks. It was embarrassing for you. Even in adulthood you felt anxious about letting people know you were dyslexic because you were worried they wouldnât see you as a genius.
When you let the members of the team know you were dyslexic, they accepted you as you were. It made you feel welcomed and understood for once in the longest while. It was especially nice hearing Spencer say you were a genius regardless of your dyslexia. You felt as if he understood you the most out of everyone because he had a rough time growing up as a child prodigy.
As you continued to read through the letter you were on, something caught your eye. You looked up at the whiteboard to see what Spencer had written. He had written about sunsets, trees and a park. He had concluded it was about Kerry Park in Seattle and speculated the unsub could possibly live near there. What you had read though made you think of a different possibility.
âKelly Park,â you said aloud.
Spencer turned to you. âKelly Park?â
Before you could explain your findings, Hotch and detective Royce entered the room. You were happy they did, so you could explain to everyone your theory as to who the unsays actual target is.
âFind any useful information we can put towards finding the unsub?â Hotch asked.
You nodded. âYes. Kelly Parkâs the end goal.â
âKelly Park? You mean Kerry Park by West Highland,â detective Royce said.
âNo, I mean, yes, but the unsub slipped upâŚuh no, they-uh- replaced Kelly with Kerry because there is a Kelly Park who lives nearby,â you explained.
âWait, so is it Kerry or Kelly the name of the person who lives nearby Kerryâs Park?â Hotch asked.
âSorry, sir. Itâs Kelly Park who lives nearby Kerryâs Park.â
âHow can you even speculate that?â Detective Royce asked.
âBecause itâs in this letter. He says, âI spend my days looking at Kelly Park and wondering when Iâd be brave enough to leave. I donât think I am but one day Iâll be free,ââ you said while holding it up.
Detective Royce took it from your hand to take a closer look. He furrowed his eyebrows as he read. He looked back up at you questionably.
âMaybe heâs dyslexic. Only an idiot would write Kelly instead of Kerry when referring to Kerry Park,â he said.
You clenched your jaw as he said his ignorant statement. You knew the unsub wasnât dyslexic and you had a clue right infant of you. You snatched the letter away from his hands as you took a deep breath to calm yourself down.
âIâm actually dyslexic myself and I can tell you right now this unsub is not,â you said.
âI should have known from the time you mixed up Kerry and Kelly in your explanation. For a genius you sure donât talk like one,â he said.
You felt your eyes stinging from the tears which were trying to breakthrough. What he said was familiar to everything you heard from your childhood. It was degrading to hear it when you knew you were on to something. Especially evidence which could potentially save someone.
âDonât talk to one of my agents with such disrespect, Royce. My team and I would never slander your team, so we expect the same courtesy back,â Hotch said.
âHotchner, you canât seriously believe this is a connection,â detective Royce said.
âWho said it couldnât be?â Spencer said.
âCommon sense. Heâs trying to mess up his words on purpose to take us off track from what really matters,â detective Royce said.
âWell, Iâm not taking that risk. While you stand there with your arroâŚignorance, Iâll actually go and do something about this piece of evidence,â you said as you walked by him to exit the room.
You could feel your heart drop with every step you took. Before you called Garcia you took a trip to the washroom. You went into a stall and made sure it was locked before you let your tears escape. You hadnât felt humiliated for the longest time. The questionable look and harsh comments detective Royce spat at you made you feel sick. You knew you were smart and you knew you were onto evidence to save someoneâs life. Yet you were doubted.
You wiped your tears away and took a few deep breaths before exiting the stall. You couldnât let what he said distract you from finding Kelly Royce. You knew it would affect you for the rest of the day but you would sleep better at night knowing you saved a life. You didnât want to be crying over two things tonight.
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You sat on the edge of the hotel room bed. You had finished getting ready for the night and were ready to get into bed to forget about the day. You were happy you were right about Kelly Park and saved her hours before she was scheduled to go into the heart of Seattle for an appointment. Her ex-boyfriend, Michael Richards, had plotted for months on how to make her death look like an accident. Too bad his guilty conscience and ego didnât mix well and he compulsively wrote down his thoughts.
It bothered you immensely detective Royce still didnât give you your flowers at the end of everything. You understood not everyone would apologize for their ignorance and you should be used to it by now. However, you couldnât help but think about it over and over.
You heard a few light knocks on your hotel room door. You looked at the clock. It was 11 p.m. You got up to go peek through the peephole to see who was trying to get your attention this time of night. You looked through the peephole and saw Spencer standing outside. You opened the door. As you opened it he looked at you with a smile but you could see the concern in his eyes.
âWhat brings you to this part of town so late?â You asked.
âI want to make sure youâre okay before you go to bed. I know how frustrating today was for you and I donât want you going to bed with doubt on your mind,â he explained.
You stepped aside and gestured him to come inside your hotel room. You were happy he had stopped by. He was always the first one to give you words of encouragement and a reason to put your doubts aside. You closed the door and made your way over to the edge of the bed to sit. You patted the spot next to you for him to sit down. He took the seat next to you, sitting closer to you than expected. You two were shoulder to shoulder and thigh to thigh. It was comforting to you for him to be so close.
âYou know, if it wasnât for you pointing out Kelly Park in his letter, she might not be alive,â he said.
âI know and Iâm glad it worked out in the end. I justâŚâ
You trailed off as a wave of doubt overthrew your thought process. You started to think if you had been wrong, if it were just your dyslexia getting the best of you, an innocent life could have been taken. A tear slipped from your right eye. You quickly wiped it away before Spencer saw. He must have seen it escape because he placed his hand on your thigh and squeezed it.
âYou have a beautiful mind, Y/N,â he assured you.
âIt doesnât translate properly when I say the wrong words, read slower than average, mix up-â
âAnd all that doesnât make a difference to how you save lives every day. If detective Royce wasnât so prideful he would have thanked you properly for bringing to light what they brushed off,â he said.
You chuckled. âYeah, he is a prideful idiot.â
âExactly, so donât let him or other doubters get to you. I believe in you wholeheartedly and always will. The team does as well, so weâll always back you up.â
You smiled brightly at him as you felt your deep sadness fade away. He had such a way with words you felt as if you could rule the world solely based on his encouragement. You opened up your arms and embraced him in a hug. He wrapped his arms around the small of your back. He rubbed your back gently as you placed your head comfortably in the crook of his neck.
âI love how youâre always here for me, Spence,â you whispered into his neck.
âIâll always be here to remind you of your worth and beauty,â he said.
You leaned up from his neck and faced him straight on. Your faces were just an inch away from each other as you lost yourself in his eyes. You softly smiled and found yourself saying things before your brain could process them.
âI could just kiss you right now,â you blurted out.
âWhy donât you?â He asked.
You were now speechless as you werenât expecting him to be open to the idea. Perhaps he did find more than just your mind to be beautiful. One of his hands moved from your back and found its way to the side of your face. He moved your face closer to his and your lips finally met each other. He gently eased his tongue into your mouth before he dived fully into your mouth.
You placed your hands on his chest. You pulled on his shirt to bring him forward even more to minimize the space between you two. He moved his hands and placed them both on your hip. He brought you onto his lap without breaking your kiss. You glued your hands to his face to prevent him from even considering moving away from you. His hands squeezed before slipping his hands down your pyjama pants.
You didnât give it a second thought and raised yourself off his hips so he could pull your pants off along with your underwear. He leaned away from your lips as he stared at you with a deep yearning in his eyes. He caressed his hands up your thighs, to your hips and then under your shirt. He pulled your shirt off to reveal your bare breasts.
âI hope you like what you see,â you said.
He smiled. âOf course. Youâre beautiful beyond words.â
He then placed your right nipple in his mouth and swirled his tongue around your nipple. You moaned loudly as his tongue made your nipple feel a stimulation you never thought they could feel. He freed your nipple from his mouth as he quietly hushed you.
âWe canât let anyone know where in the same room together,â he whispered.
âI donât care,â you said as you desperately leaned into him to steal another kiss.
He kissed you back. You held his head in place so he wouldnât dare move away from you again. You soon felt his thumb circling around your clit. It wasnât enough to make you stop kissing him but it made you release endless moans into his mouth. You then felt him shove two fingers into you which made you stop kissing him and set your moans free into the atmosphere. He pumped his fingers in and out of you so quickly you couldnât find the time to catch your breath.
âIf you canât handle my fingers, how do you expect to handle my dick, beautiful?â He asked.
âIâŚI can,â you stammered.
He smiled. âI havenât doubted you yet, have I??â
He took his fingers out of you and went to work on undoing his pants. You stared down at his huge bulge as he slipped down his pants and then his underwear. Your eyes widened as you saw his dick. He looked at you to see the amazement in your eyes. He softly chuckled as he grabbed your ass and squeezed it tight as he brought you forward to position you.
âSit down on it and try not to be too loud,â he demanded.
You did what he asked and lowered yourself onto his dick. The further you went beyond the tip the more your mouth went agape. You could barely even get to the base without feeling as if his dick was already completely inside of you. He did you the favour and forced you all the way down on his dick. You let out a shriek which was cut short by him sticking his two fingers coated in your juices inside your mouth.
âBounce on it and donât make a sound. Understand?â He asked.
He nodded your head âyesâ for you and you started bouncing on his dick. You could feel your legs quaking as you engulfed his dick in and out of your repeatedly. Once you established a rhythm, you rolled your eyes to the back of your head and enjoyed every inch of his dick stretching your walls.
âHow about we pick up the pace?â He asked.
Your eyes shot open as he bucked his hips up and disrupted your rhythm with his new set motion. You moaned heavily around his fingers as his dick kept ramming into you with no mercy. He used his other hand and squeezed your left breast. He licked your breasts before gently biting your nipple.
âFuck,â you moaned.
âI only ever treat extraordinary women like this,â he said.
âReally?â You moaned.
He lifted you off his dick and laid you on the bed. He gently wrapped his large hands around your throat as he positioned himself on top of you. You could feel your adrenaline pumping as he lowered his face down to yours and kissed you softly on your lips before he stared into your eyes.
âYouâre the only extraordinary woman I know,â he said.
âFuck me like an extraordinary woman,â you said.
He obliged and rammed his dick into you with urgency. You moaned repeatedly as you took in every inch of his dick inside of you. He kissed along your jawline before reaching your ear.
âWho gets fucked like this?â He asked.
âExtraordinary women,â you whimpered.
âAnd what are you?â He asked.
âAn extraordinary woman,â you whimpered.
As he continued to fuck some sense into you, he whispered nothing but the sweetest things in your ear. He called you beautiful, brilliant, amazing and his favourite, extraordinary. It felt nice hearing those things being repeated over and over in your ear especially by him. His dick definitely enforced the message as with every word he said to you, his motion would intensify. You wrapped your legs around him as he continued to fuck you.
âWhere do you want me to cum, beautiful?â He asked.
âInside of me,â you moaned.
He tightened the grip around your neck. âLouder.â
âInside of me,â you shrieked.
âLook at me while I cum inside of you,â he demanded.
He grabbed your face to keep you still so your eyes were focused on him the whole time. He bit his bottom lip as he stared at your worn-out expression as he fucked you. He slowly stopped going at his rapid pace and soon stopped. You felt his cum fill your insides and you let out a soft moan at the feeling.
He let go of your neck and eased up from on top of you. You felt him stick two fingers in you and he pulled them out quickly. He placed his cum covered fingers on your lips. You opened your mouth and licked the cum dripping off his fingers.
âI donât ever want you to doubt yourself again. Youâre fucking amazing,â he said.
You leaned up on your elbows and smiled. âYou are too.â
âSince I canât stay in your room for the night without raising suspicions in the morning, how about we do something when we get back home and you can stay the night at my place? You know, for extra reassurance,â he said with a smile.
You giggled. âIâd love that.â
He leaned into you and gave you another big kiss on the lips. As he parted from your lips he stared at you with softer eyes from before and brushed your hair back.
âMaybe Iâll stay for a few more minutes. You like cuddles?â He asked.
âI love them,â you said.
He chuckled. âGreat because I have a deep desire to cuddle you and make you know youâre treasured.â
You could have cried when he said that. Instead you wrapped your arms around his neck and pecked him on the lips. It wasnât the best time to cry. You wanted to cherish the moment as a positive part of the day.
âThank you, Spence. Youâre extraordinary.â
âI guess that makes us a perfect match.â
âIt sure does.â
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Not "autistic anon," but also autistic, (being called maybe ableist made me want to put this out there before go to bed) i thought Zane was depicted that way purposefully by the writers. He has stereotypical traits like taking things literally, and has an actual humor switch. The writers have done things with Zane before like have him lose bodily autonomy (during that one Wu's teas short) and did something with his voice be it making him unable to be understood or talking too loud and the forced pirate voice by Jay. (what you're doing isn't too different from that, right?) I thought it was just a little iffy to distort his body and memory bc that could be interpreted as something not that I'm sure what exactly, it's some kind of disability. I dunno. I'm not good with putting this to words. I hope this makes sense.
Sorry I went to bed but now Iâm awake đ
Also I ended up totally spilling all my thoughts here rather than only specifically replying to you please forgive me
context: my scary zane concept design, & my ninjago rewrite i refer to a lotÂ
Im a little confused but I think I get what you're saying? You're saying the Ninjago writers absolutely DON'T write Zane well (you listed examples of this) and you don't want me to fall into the same trap?
I had the opposite logic earlier. I thought: If Ninjago writers made Zane have stereotypical autisitic traits while also being a dehumanized robot, I may as well embrace it, say he is autistic blatantly, while also making him do funny/cool non-human robot things, so its clear as possible the two aspects of his character are literal and separate and not a metaphor for each other. But you're right! I do have a choice and I dont have to embrace things! :)
Like there were a couple ways I was gonna reject the original, for example, I never wanted Zane to have a funny switch, and I hated how other characters could fuck with Zane and he didn't even care đŹ. I want to change that stuff. So youre right, if I am changing shit like that, it would be counterproductive for ME to GIVE him MORE traits along that theme. đŹđŹđŹ I should try to feel less obligated to portray Zane like he originally is. I still like the concept of "scary zane" (for reasons i explain below the cut) but I might tone it down a bit like with the claws and weird proportions and shit. Iâd def make him look more skeletal and undead. That was my original intention, but i didnt execute it as good as I could have.... idk if anyone could tell thats what he was supposed to be like...my bad! But rn I dont wanna redesign him I wanna draw other stuff like normal alive Zane. Sorry LMAO đł. Like I said in some earlier asks I think, I think Im gonna focus rn on how I should portray season 1 normal not dead Zane so thank you and feel free to share any other Zane thoughts ^_^
SOME OTHER THOUGHTS:
Also I Wanna Argue Some Stuff But I Understand its a Weak Argument Since All of This Context was Just In My Brain (so don't take this as an argument, just as me rambling): I don't want messed up things to happen to Zane and for it to just be ignored. I think if Zane is going to have fucked up things happen to him, as all characters must, its best for it to happen during a season where he actually addresses his feelings about being a robot (learning to accept that he will always be himself, regardless if hes "human" or the "original" or whatever. (thats how I always interpreted his emotions)). But I wouldn't have the other Ninja be very phased by Zane's looks because the whole point is they already love who he is (seasons 1-3 were about getting to know Zane) and now Zane himself just has to learn the physical, robot part of him is okay. Its about person-hood rather than humanity. Because the season focuses around Zane's soul, and because he lost his original body, I feel like I could mess around with his current, temporary body and have fun and make it scary. Because that body should be irrelevant. I understand it possibly being upsetting for an autistic character to be designed like this, but other people I talked to see it the opposite way. They find it comforting for him to look so different but still be himself and be so loved. SO IM ABSOLUTELY NOT saying its wrong to be bothered or to hate it or to feel any way. Just that I personally think it would be cool for Zane to be portrayed with a little spice lol, so thats why I like scary Zane for season 4.
Another Thing I Wannna Say But Is REALLY Hypocritical: (this isnt directed at anyone I just REALLY want to say this) I know I say "this is Zane but scary, he looks like fnaf" so he's obviously dehumanized, but I always felt like "scary" is more of an objective fact. Its an instinct. But what's "not human" is subjective. I think there is a problem with saying anything different from "average" human is dehumanized because that could extend to real people. Lol I know its bad for me to compare FNAF-ass Zane to real people, but I mean he could be real. People can have exposed teeth, and people can be shaped weird. And when someone first sees a person who looks like that they'll probably think "woah those features are scary" by instinct. And that surprise doesn't make someone ableist obviously. But bring that personâs humanity into question is NOT an instinct, and is fucked to shit. This is kinda a bad point for me to make since its about the fictional FNAF Zane I drew, and I am NOT implying ANYONE was thinking like this. [especially not the original asker anon who I am totally forgetting about at this point OOPS]. But I just thought it was an opinion of mine I couldn't go without mentioning when talking about dehumanization and disabilities.
^^^ I think you (anon) understand what I mean and mightâve said the exact same thing as me if you were writing a long ass response? I think this because you started to bring physical disabilities up and you said it was "a little iffy." ^_^ So we agree, but I don't see Zane's relation to real life disabilities as "a little iffy" I see it more like "complicated"? IF THAT DIFFERENCE EVEN MAKES ANY SENSE?????? I feel like a lot of things about Zane are really just complicated and need the right context, rather than the concepts necessarily being wrong -- NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT! THATS THE WHOLE REASON I DO THIS STUPID REWRITE! XD thats why a lot of my rewrite SO FAR has been the same concepts and plot beats, but different dialogue n specifics and such. I like a lot of concepts in Ninjago but I dont think they were presented correctly.....! :( So I guess all we can do is wait and see if I make Zane offensive or not....???
Also something about the memory part - yeah i agree i was surprised no one thought that was weird to make jokes out of his memory issues..... BUT I am like 100% firm on making his memory take longer to come back because I think its stupid how quick Zane was able to recover from literally dying. Like its just dumb to me. Hate it. (also bc memory & soul mechanics is ummm kinda important in my rewrite.... for reasons). Another memory thing btw, I was going to make his original amnesia come from hitting his head in an attack against the Skulkin when they stole his dads corpse, rather than his dad fucking choosing to make him forget. (its a sweet & iconic scene, but Um, WHY?!!!?!?!?!?) He has to follow data recovery instructions he finds in his dads diary. I think in that context it makes moments of memory loss somewhat different for Zane's character? Instead of loss of autonomy associated with disability, its a literal violent loss of autonomy associated with being traumatized by physical force. Idk how to phrase it exactly but I think that makes some vibes different?
Sorry, I think I got really distracted, and I don't know if I responded well to your points. Because uhhhh I think I agree with your stance actually? If I understand correctly? Fuck Ninjago writers for making the robot lose autonomy (a stereotypical robot theme) while also making him seem clearly autistic (NOT A HAPPY THEME FOR AUTISTIC PEOPLE) and not addressing it. And also auuugh Zane with a weird body is a difficult topic - kinda sussy pretty iffy.
Lol anyway idk if this made any sense and I REALLY rambled on you. but this was nice đđ more Zane criticism pls love you and i love zane. i hope u dont feel mad at me because then it would be weird that im saying that lol. if you do feel mad at me tho you can send another ask (ILL TRY TO JUST LISTEN NOT RAMBLE NEXT TIME) but assuming ur chill rn, love you thnx
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(was originally an ask, then i rambled a crapload, so if u wanna skip through, just go to the bolded questions)
i am new to the fandom & just found your blog, just wanted to say DAMN its so detailed and everything, i cant wait to read it all! also i was so relieved to find that the fandom is still alive <3
side note im just rambling here, i binged sherlock all really quick and everything is like a blur (idk if im in a state of shock or something, but i do know i was super invested at s1 ep 2, then i finished s4 at 4am one day and i had to read me some johnlock fics to comfort myself and i really dont know how i feel about anything yet just that well, johnlock and i cried during sherlocks fake death even tho i already accidentally read spoilers, and i also cried when they just went to hang out at bars together and hhh and during sherlocks best man speech and sherlocks goodbye to john (âŚmaybe goodbye should be plural)âŚalso i was v mad at eurus and s4 was a hell of a rollercoaster gd), so just wondering, how many times have you watched sherlock? how was the experience each time? (can be about any season or eps or anything, also any snacks u liked to eat while watching or anything of that sort? just curious and thought that might be fun to answer)(apologies if you answered this already i tried to look for it but i got a bit overwhelmed)
btw u are amazing ^^ (also nice timer even tho it makes me sad) and MAD RESPECT for answering so many asks and like SO DETAILED-LY? (i cant grammar) and god ur metas and stuff?? absolutely fantabulous. im legit crying im so glad i found your blog. i know how much work asks take (and like i procrastinate on them for so longâŚmm months old esp for fic rec lists bc i know those take WORK) so like again, SO MUCH RESPECT thank you for all your hard work!! you are absolutely fantastic and awesome :D please make sure you take care of yourself too <3
ALSO you have a great profile picture + background pic (forgive me i have half a braincell (actually lets make it .7437 gave myself a tiny upgrade even tho i didnt do anything) i forgot what its calledâŚbackground thing?? idk) i love them!!
if u read through all that tysm, if not thank u anyways for being so amazing, i have a habit of rambling so pls bear with me ^^
(also would it be possible to make this anon? if not feel free to delete this line ^^)
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Hi Lovely!!
Always can make something Anon if yâall ask <3
First of all, SORRY for how long it took me to get back to you with this one. Iâm a giant heap of trash and Iâm surprised people still come here LOL
Secondly, WELCOME TO THE FANDOM! We love having yâall here, and Iâm honoured that you enjoy my blog and content! Also will comment on your praise on my meta here: THANK YOU. Iâm very proud of my meta, and especially the SHEER AMOUNT of it I have produced still boggles me mind. Yâall remember when I was creative and thoughtful??? LOL S4 dragged me hard hahah. I still try to write S4 meta, just not as much as I used to. I like speculating, I truly do, but I have so little free time these days because of the nature of my full time job, so I tend to just... do nothing LOL. I find Fic Reccing really relaxing when you have nearly 800 bookmarks. Iâm worried Iâm becoming stale though. Oh well. Iâm just trying to leave my mark here. <3
Thirdly, HAHHAH Thank you for your compliment about my replies to my asks; I genuinely wish I could get more asks finished every day, but I tend to ramble, as you can see, and I just... donât finish them in a timely manner. Honestly, itâs a relief when I donât know something because I can then get the community involved to help me out AND I also get new fic recs that way too LOL. I also draft a TONNE of asks and when I do that, I tend to just keep adding MORE and MORE and MORE so I have to post them, LOL.Â
And finally: My fave episode is TAB; it was the episode I studied the closest and my analysis of the trailer is my âclaim to fameâ. I just love it to bits. Itâs the episode Iâve watched the most. S3 is my fave season, and itâs the SEASON Iâve watched the most, no less than 30 or 40 times. Season 2, then 1. I have only seen S4 like 5 times in full total, and horribly enough, TFP is the most-watched episode: I watched the Leak, the airdate, and I went and saw it in the theatres because I already bought the ticket before it aired so I just... didnât care. And then at least 3 more times in Watchalongs. So yeah :| I still havenât watched the BluRay I bought, but I hated having an incomplete set so I bought it when it went on sale fore 10 bucks LOL.
But yeah, S1 and 2 I watched together, and I LOVED the show. I joined fandom the summer before S3 aired, and S3 is when I REALLY got into the fandom. Iâve been pretty much here since then, about 7 years I think now. When I saw S4, it was incredulity and disappointment with it. Thatâs really it. Iâm still a fence sitter these days about the series as a whole, but Iâm leaning more and more to âno S5 for at least 3 more yearsâ kinda thing. Just... everyone involved seems so disinterested in the show these days, minus Mofftiss to keep pushing the Sherlock⢠Brand to make money.
ANYWAY. Thanks for writing to me!! This was such a joy to read when I first got it, and I just... have been really overwhelmed the past few weeks that I just have only been sticking to shorter asks. But I had some free time tonight when Iâm answering this, so THANK YOU.Â
I hope youâre still around, and I hope you still enjoy your time here! Donât hesitate to ask me anything else!! <3 <3
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Ahh I know but still, it is ok to not reply right away and don't mind the extra wait (or unless my ask suddenly gets send to pluto and never returns xD) but I am happy to hear today is a better day for you! As it should be my bean, showers and specifically warm ones are the best for sure! Its why I take a little bit too long with them dhshdh oopsie.
Oohh well I'm no expert with jobs as I have yet to get one myself but I do always like to say, you happiness is important so if you do want to go back to the old one that is fine (of course easier said than done)
Jdjsjdjs oof yeah it can be like that, especially if you are new to the fandom as well and you're like a goldfish the entire time haha. I'm sure the gifts you made are amazing, I can very much understand the like, feeling of not feeling the most proud when it comes to creating something (especially of you say make gifs on photopea and not ps like myself) but it is the thought that counts! You put the time and effort and that is important! If someone has a problem with that, well slap them with a fish. They are not worth your time tbh. I do think pre-planning helps if you are in more than one! You can start with a basic idea of like to do or you like doing and then slowly build the idea as you get to know the person!
Right!? I know it is silly to think big cc on here you cannot talk to them but seeing as some of them are like, flippen taemin level but for tumblr it is a bit scary to talk with them at first xD but once you kinda get in the flow it isn't scary (I say this as I talk on anon for like all of the popular blogs lol) nice anons are more needed indeed. Its just wholesome to make someone just smile with a nice message and no I completely understand! Welcome to the club of overthinking auggie xD this is the cool kids club djjahdjs jokes aside I get that, especially if you can't help but think how it sounds like does it sound too sarcastic or may it sound a bit off? I don't mind long asks (as you can tell lol) because idk, I like to ramble and bounce off people when on the roll lol
Ok that shall be all, I hope you have a good day today! Stay warm and we are legit like 5 days away from the holidays ahhh ~moa Santa
i take like.. hour long showers some days it just happens i swear hskfdjfk but how've u been my love?? i know u finished all ur gifts so what else have u been up to? anything fun?
ah well i would go back if it didn't require taking a pay cut, losing manager status, and uh. moving 14 hours away from where i am now lmao i would move back if i thought i could do it by myself probably.. but that's not in the cards for me anymore and its ok, ive got a job here now and i think things are getting better
so my problem with making my gifts is my art program sucks so bad.. it leaves everything pixelated and messed up if im not super duper careful with it.. but it was free and ive had it since i was 12 probably?? and uhm change is difficult for me but honestly just u saying that made me feel better and i think im gonna go work on the first one to make it better if i can so wish me luck <3 i bet it also helps if u dont procrastinate too lol bc i procrastinated so hard and now here i am jdhfkdhs
yeah ! at some point i had to start being like 'they're just people too' like.. theyre not just a cc theyre a whole person whos probably really nice thats always been my problem anyway is thinking theyre like... above the average person, or even that they arent people kind of yknow??? does that make sense to u? sorta like the same thing some people do to idols i guess but also not quite?? idk its hard to explain how i think but i tried hskfhsl
i would like my one way ticket out of the overthinking club pls ive been overthinking for years my brain hurts :/ nah bc sometimes when i text ppl or anything like that im like. what tone am i giving rn are they gonna think im being an ass when im just joking or?? and thats why i love tone indicators so much now bc it makes it so so much easier for me and so many others too and ngl i actually prefer long asks like all the time. so much easier to ramble and pick up things to talk about which is something i've adored about yours from day one, i feel like its always been super easy to talk to u and i love that so so much u also always have made me feel comfy with u, like almost instantly too and i usually have to warm up at first
not u opening my eyes to the fact we're five days away from the holidays technically only four as im answering this but eh are u excited tho?? bc i can say that i am, i have so many gifts to give i'm so tired of waiting ! albeit i do need these days to finish a few lol besides the point ig
also adding this on about an hour and a half after i initially answered bc guess what!! i finished my gift for the event finally!! im actually rlly happy with how they turned out now after fixing some stuff :)
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hello,theory anon here! happy to see you're ok!please don't apologize for not replying instantly,any amount of time it takes is fine!i also don't reply instantly bc sometimes i feel like it takes more energy than i have and i don't want to be lacking anything when i answer or not be able to properly think my answer through. i sometimes don't feel like i can't express myself well and trying to drains me sorta so i wanna be sure i can give it my all.. the point(!) is i get it and you don't (1/?)
(iâm sorry my reply is so long again i hope itâs ok if i write it under this read more cut !!)
struggle w/ it myself and it means a lot to see you pushing through it,you're really..wow! i read this and it gave me strength, your honesty is appreciated and not something to apologize for so thank you!and you're right!every single mbb is important and it's really great everyone's doing their best and it's cheesy but it's true that any amount of love someone can give is enough. i remember ck's fansign note when a fan said they felt guilty for not having $$ for an album and he wrote: (3/??)âlove>money. I love uâ and :''') he's right! about their schedule..honestly it's motivating and inspiring for me but also i just want them to be healthy,it's really the most important thing and i worry they'll forget because even just me looking at a bit of their schedule is hectic so i can't imagine all they're doing,i can only hope they're taking good care! and pls!you're so incredibly sweet!i'm happy i didn't bore you and i'm so happy to see you replying (thank you and also pls remember (4/?)aware of the fact that you do this!brighten someone's day&give them strength!this is a mere fraction of what you do and that's so amazing!! you're amazing and i hope you know!you deserve all the gratitude i can express and honestly probably more,i'm so lucky and happy to have come across someone w/ such a beautiful heart and i'm also super glad you're here!!!!sorry for being cheesy and repetitive but it really means a lot:') anyway you're right about jealousy the more attention i pay to(5?6?/??)(6?7/?) detail the more i like it!and as for my fav mx song..:((( i love practically their entire discography and i wish i was exaggerating..if,however,someone was to hold a sword to my chest,i'd probably say miss you/tropical night/honestly/all in/unfair love/ill be there (me trying to narrow it down: so here's my top 100!:)) anyway yeah i agree any form of art is subjective and you did not sound stale it was very well said actually! also i've finally properly checked out each song and lost in(10/10?sorry this takes up a lot of time!!!) so i can only sympathize but! it's great you go for friendship!!! anyone you're friends w/ is incredibly lucky to have you!! and,to finally end my probably longest message ever (:// + you don't have to reply!),thank you for asking i'm kind of low on energy recently but rn i'm feeling better and you played a part honestly so thanks! again!đđ how are YOU?? i hope you're taking good care and doing ok and not forgetting to hydrate and eat greensđđđđ
hi theory anon, i hope you are doing well !! big apologies for the late reply once again (i know you said not to apologise for this but...i'm sorry !!) i know what you mean abt wanting to reply properly so pls don't feel obliged to reply straight away. even if you take months to answer, i don't mind. take all the time you need. i'm also like this ! sometimes it takes me so long to respond bc i always want to write a reply that someone deserves. but also, we're all just human and we can't be at our best self 24/7 365. and communication, though we engage in it (almost) every day, is a super duper complex process between you and one or more people. and even though you try your absolute best to communicate whatever you're trying to express, it also depends on how the person(s) you are communicating with interprets that. and no matter what you do, you only have control over your part of communication and no control over anyone's reaction to that. anyway (i'll should prob stop here before i ramble on again), what i'm trying to say is that...sometimes it's just rly hard to reply so please don't be too harsh on yourself if you can't reply perfectly all the time (i'll try to be kinder to myself too). aww i.m is too sweet !! we don't deserve :-( mx are rly out there being so lovely :-( i'm rly happy that everyone's efforts came through and that jealousy won !!!! i'm so proud of them !!! and they looked so happy during their encore stage !! i hope they celebrated together afterwards !!! i hope they had a nice meal or smth ! kldfjksldfj i'm also being completely biased here but i don't think you're exaggerating i think they hav one of the most solid discographies tbh !!! and not to be a mbb but i never skip any of their songs bc i like all of them ! god ! how can i even ask a question to pick a fav song just like that when picking a fav song is unrealistic when it comes discography legends like monsta x ! again, you are too sweet and kind and i'm sorry bc i can rly think of nothing better to say other than thank you :-( ?? i can't believe that someone out there was kind enough to send this to me ??? i'm rly just dust but thank you for thinking abt me !!!! it's a nice feeling :( please don't apologise for being cheesy or repetitive !! the fact that you took the time out of your busy day to write out all of that for someone, i am so thankful :-( i feel like i'm undeserving of such a nice msg with so much thought and love put into it dfldkf thank you so much !!! more than me, you're the one who deserves all the kindness !! i hope you know that you're someone's strength and happiness too :-( you write all these lovely things to a stranger like me, but i also hope you know that you have so much kind and good qualities abt yourself too !! thank you for being you !! i think that anyone YOU are friends with is incredibly lucky to know you !!! thank you so much for making an irrelevant stranger like me feel so warm and loved ? i'm so sorry that you're feeling low on energy lately. i wish there was smth i can do to make you feel a little better. i hope that things will look up soon for you and i hope you're getting some rest :-( i hope you eat your greens and drink lots of water and get a good nightâs sleep too. take all the time you need to reply or feel free not to reply at all. thank you so much for the messages !! until next time my friend, take care â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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