#beast Dazai my beloved

[sad-emo-dip-dye]

You left me no choice but to stay here forever

#beast Dazai my beloved #I seem to enjoy dealing myself emotional damage #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd beast #bungo stray dogs beast #beast dazai #bsd dazai #bsd odasaku #bsdedit #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #odasaku sakunosuke #bsd manga #bsd spoilers #bsd ango #Taylor bsd

[fwittybee]

had a brainrot on this fella for .a long time

#dazai fanart #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #art #digital fanart #digital art #bungou stray dogs #i also bought beast two days ago and I’m certified depression #beast dazai my beloved

[dyingnights]

is that a beast dazai pfp

it is indeed

#beast dazai my beloved

[lotus-pear]

characters that lose the most important person to them and are devastated by having to live in a world without them and get stuck in a futile time loop that turns them crueler and crueler and more and more fervently obsessed with the person they initially lost because they just want a world where that person is alive and are initially written off as heartless before the sickening realization that their devotion is so painfully human. you will always be dear to me.

#yes this is about homura akemi. what of it #beast dazai too #my two beloveds i love dark haired psychopaths obsessed with their dearest #puella magi madoka magica #pmmm #homura akemi #pmmm homura #bungou stray dogs beast #bsd beast #beast dazai

[squidsandthings]

Art Collab with @osameowdazai!

Was a super fun project I had a blast making this drawing with sol. I'm really happy with how everything turned out. :D

Progress under cut!

We alternated the drawing steps so the order went:

Sketch - Sol Lineart - Me Color - Sol Rendering - Me

#my favorite part of this drawing is the kunikida in the sol sketch #eggikida my beloved #ty sol for collabing with me your sketch and colors were so lovely and im obsessed with them #bsd #bsd fanart #bsd dazai #beast dazai #bsd beast #bungou stray dogs #beloved mutuals #bungo stray dogs #squoodles

[bsdtual]

I love you in every universe <3

#hbd my beloved #yeah i celebrate a 2d character bday #dazai day! #bungou stray dogs #bsd #dazai #dazai osamu #dazai birthday #dazai icons #bsd wan #bsd dead apple #bsd beast #manga icons #anime boys

[spadetheclown]

The notes list of soukoku canon stuff, please note that this is super self-indulgent so somethings are a bit of a stretch I highlighted the stuff that’s fully canon green (yellow is for things I would consider semi-canon or with slight canonical basis to them + obvious manga and light novel spoilers!)

#soukouku #bsd skk #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd beast #stormbringer #chuuya #chuuya supremacy #chuuya my beloved #omg who said that #they r so gay #dazai osamu #bsd manga #bsd dazai #bungo stray dogs

[yearningfortheend]

can i take chuuyas hand in marriage

No. Absolutely not. Why would you want to? He's mine.

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd beast #beast dazai #(ooc: possessive dazai my beloved)

[chuuyrr]

WOULD'VE BEEN — BEAST! DAZAI OSAMU

౨ৎ CW(s): gn! reader, beast!au, angst/romance, kinda short

౨ৎ SYNOPSIS: in which dazai osamu's timeless love for you knows no bounds, even in another life.

inspired by: timeless and enchanted by taylor swift !

it was late afternoon when dazai passes by an antique shop down the block that didn't have customers, but a voice in the back of his head urges him to stop on his tracks and check it out.

drawn towards the antique shop, dazai feels his own feet move and his hands push the door open, causing the bell at the top of the frame to chime as he steps inside.

there was an elderly lady at the cashier and maintaining the antique shop, but when she saw the man clothed in black with a bandaged eye, her face wrinkled into a warm smile as she welcomed him inside. he could see how the old lady was taken aback by his look, yet she remained kind as he was a customer.

dazai merely nods curtly in response to the old lady's greeting before wandering about the shop, unfazed of the old lady's watchful gaze.

he couldn't care less about the trinkets, keychains, and accessories in here, but then his gaze fell upon an open box of pictures, and curiosity gets the best of him when he notices the sign above the open box of old pictures, seeing how each only sold for a couple of cents.

dazai quietly finds himself reaching into the box and seeing that it contains photographs, which appear to have been taken years ago given that they are all in black and white.

he discovers an image of a couple holding hands at the porch of their first home, and then another, but this time it was a photograph of high school sweethearts, laughing and holding hands, looking so happy with genuine smiles.

all of the photographs he sees next show a kind of love that only comes along once in a lifetime.

dazai takes a long breath, his hand reflexively grasping the pictures a little too tightly, causing them to crumple slightly.

normally, something as sentimental as these photographs wouldn't make him feel anything, but when he looked at them again, he saw a different person.

dazai saw you and him instead, and he wished it had really been the two of you instead.

that's when his thoughts turned to you, and you filled his entire mind with questions after questions.

would you have looked at him in the same way just like the lover to his beloved in the photos did? even in the middle of a crowded street?

perhaps in another life, dazai muses as he puts the images back in the box—just not in this one, sadly.

dazai keeps wandering around the antique shop, discovering new things like a stack of books covered with cobwebs.

he takes one in his hand and silently flips through the pages, which are already brown and worn from time, and it doesn't take him long to realize it's a diary. but as he reads the sentences in quiet, he finds himself scoffing, his gaze narrowing as he picks up on the story in it.

what was this antique shop doing to him?

was it to rub in his face of what could've been?

it was just cruel and twisted.

the bell by the door opening brings him back to reality as he feels the heavy burden on his shoulders again. dazai sighs to himself as puts the cobweb-covered book back and turns his head, ready to leave now that there is another customer in the antique shop besides him.

but dazai is unable to move and stands still, completely surprised, by what he sees.

"oh, my. why haven't i come here before?" you exclaim in a soft gasp of wonder as you look around the antique shop with curiosity.

it was you in all your grandeur, looking the same as you did in another life, still smiling warmly, and he is amazed and falls in love all over again at the sight of you in front of him.

the story breaks down his mind and body as it seems to halt when you walk into the shop, catching his eyes and finding the story starting when your eyes finally meet his and you speak.

"hello," your voice was as soothing and kind as it had always been, and it sounded like music to his ears, and dazai had missed it so much.

he notices you tilting your head to the side and hears your eyes ask, "have we met before?"' and felt the want to scream yes.

to tell you how long he had been waiting and longing to see you again in this life, but dazai knows he can't as his breath hitches.

"s-sir? are you okay?" your concerned voice surprises him. you were much closer now.

"huh?" was all he could utter in confusion.

dazai sees you rummaging through your pockets and pulls out a handkerchief, only for you to hand it to him before pointing it out to him, "sir, you're crying."

oh.

he never cries. he never did in his lifetime, but it appears that even in this world, you still hold his heart for him to do so. as dazai blinks, he notices how fuzzy his vision has become as a result of his tears filing his eyes and dampening the bandages covering his left eye.

he shakily reaches for your handkerchief, tears welling up in his eyes as his fingers grazes your warm skin. even your touch in this world was the same as it had always been.

"i'm sorry.. thank you.." dazai exhales, his sullen expression suddenly hidden by an exasperated fit of laughter as he wipes his tears with your handkerchief.

as he finishes, he hands you back your handkerchief, which you accept with a smile.

"it's no problem, but are you sure you're okay, sir?" you ask again, your face concerned.

"hmm? oh, yes. i'm fine, love," dazai laughs and shrugs it off as nothing, "i was going through old photographs and stuff here in this shop and got a bit sentimental, and then i saw you."

"i see, i see," you say softly with a small giggle, shaking your head, "well, i'm sorry to bother you, sir. i'm glad you're okay."

"no need for that, dear. i should be the one apologizing for worrying you," dazai insists with a smile, a genuine smile as he waves his hand.

he sees you nod and smile again before you excuse yourself and move past him to look around the store.

as dazai turns his head over his shoulder, he finds you conversing with the kind old lady of the antique shop while digging through the things you found interesting and charming.

as he recalls the images and book he read over earlier while staring at you at this instance, memories flood his head.

dazai had found you again, and even in another life, you made his head swirl, and all he could think of was how you could have still been his.

if only the story had gone back to the beginning page instead of where it was about to conclude. despite his thoughts echoing your name and filled his mind with memories of you from the other realities, it was already too late.

the pieces were already in place, and how could he take this away from you? to see you happy and safe, thriving in a life where you were just a regular citizen, not a member of an armed detective agency or anything..

and he couldn't stop thinking about one thing;

the regret of not being able to share and live this life with you.

where you could have been his,

where you and dazai could have been the ones in the old photographs he saw earlier,

and where you could have said you two were truly timeless.

nonetheless, dazai is grateful for meeting you again and falling in love with you. he has always loved you in every universe after all.

even in this separate life, even though fate has torn you two apart in this reality.

"we would've been timeless," dazai murmurs softly to himself before leaving the antique shop, his head and heart laden with grief.

=͟͟͞♡˖ ° niki says ! ༉‧₊˚.

sigh, the kind of things miss taylor swift makes me write with the songs she wrote 💔 oh, and i am also dedicating this beast! dazai fic to @anqelically and @ruru-kiss !! (already hugging you both in advance because 🫂🥲)

#dazai x reader #dazai osamu x reader #dazai x y/n #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #dazai x you #bsd x you #bsd x y/n #bsd oneshot #bsd angst #bsd fanfic #bsd dazai #dazai scenarios #dazai imagines #dazai osamu x you #dazai osamu x y/n

[lovingherrscher]

Something, everything is wrong.

Sypnosis: "I had a sickening dream. A dream where you were dead."

Notes: This was based on my thoughts about what would things be after BEAST!Dazai's death. A little angst won't hurt anyone, no? *wink*

You stood before your lover's grave. Except for you, no one seems to be around. He left with no regrets, as if you weren't there. No one would grief over his dead, a silent dead.

Maybe there was someone who cried for days, who refuse to function properly, who would gone right after his dead. Maybe.

One who seems to be the grave keeper stood next to you,

"Such poor guy. Neither his family or his friends showed up at the funeral. He shall remains in no one's memories I suppose..."

But... You were there, right? There was no doubt that you were his significant other, and he was yours. Then... Why did it sounds like you weren't present at his funeral? You should be the first one to know about his death, right?

You look around in hope that there would be a grave with your name lies next to his. Yet nothing was in sight. So you were the one who stays. That moment when you collapsed due to the shocking fact was when you realize it was all just a dream. You look to the side, he wasn't there. It couldn't be?!

You rushed out of the bed, down the stairs, searching for him all over your shared apartment in fear that he might have gone alone.

Your fear did not died down even when you saw him in the kitchen, not even when you were hugging him so hard, it's like the moment you let go of him, he would disappeared into thin air.

You were afraid of losing him. Afraid of losing your beloved Dazai.

He was confused at first, but then he wrapped his bandaged arms around you, returning the hug. He could felt your body was shaking, and Dazai did not like this at all, so he hugs you tighter, as if saying 'I'll protect you.'

You could only manage to explain briefly before you bursted into tears in his arms.

"I... I had a sickening dream. A dream where you were dead."

Ah. So that what it is. He had a glimpse that you were having a nightmare, but never did he think that it was about his death.

Dazai had countless suicide attempts in the past, and it has been like that till he met you. His suicidal thoughts did not dies down, much like your fear, but he refrain himself from attempting it. He has you by his side now. Of course, you both fear that it's just a matter of time, so the two of you had made a vow.

"As long as one is alive, the other shall not die. If one is gone, so will the other. Be it together or not."

You cried so hard that your voice went hoarse, your throat feels like it's burning and your eyes are swollen red. It was as if you were trying to cry until your tears went dry.

It took you a long, long while to finally calm down and talk to him. From intertwining your hands with his to gently snuggle against his chest, you just wanted to feel Dazai's presence, so you can be sure that he really is here, in flesh, and not some kind of illusion.

"It... It felt real, Osamu. I..."

You tumbled with your words, it seems that you haven't fully recovered from the impact that dream gave you. After all, who wouldn't be like that after seeing the death of their beloved ones?

He frowns before pulling you into a tight hug. His warmth calms you down.

"It's alright, (y/n). It's just a nightmare. I've told you that I'll always be with you, right?"

They said that 'Till death do us part.'

But in this case, it's 'Even death won't do us part.'

You and Dazai were two souls, shattered to pieces by life. You two pick up those broken pieces and put them back for the other, and then you took their hands, you carry each other's burden, and be the light guides the other through this cruel world.

Dazai ignores your protests, he picked you up, bridal style and carry you back to your shared bedroom. He lies down with you, pulls you into a hug and finally place a kiss on your forehead. He has always been so gentle with you, as if you were a fragile doll made out of glass.

You snuggle against his chest once more and took a deep breath. Dazai smells of bandages and coffee. It can't be helped, after all, you were the one who told him to replace his sake with coffee. It's your way to refrain him from drinking too much alcohol.

"If you want to drink that badly then why don't you try a cup of coffee instead?"

Of course, Dazai has nothing against it. After all, your freshly made coffee smells and taste better than the spicy, bitter sake.

"...Osamu?"

"Yes, dear?"

"If you want to go, can I tag along then?"

"Of course. But what if I went to hell?"

"I'd go with you all the way down there."

Dazai smiles. He kisses you again, this time it was on the lips. Outside, the moon shines upon your rings.

"Sweet dreams, my love. I'll always be with you."

#yoha writes #dazai x reader #bungo stray dogs dazai #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu x reader #bsd dazai #dazai x y/n #dazai osamu #50 followers event

[hellcatinnc]

Pet Names From Men Of Bungo Stray Dogs(SFW)

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Warning This includes: SFW (Read Tags Before Continuing)

Tags: sfw, fluff, x Fem! Reader, pet names, head canon

Feature: x Fem! Reader

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Pet Names you would call them and they would call you I had to think outside the box over your normal baby, love, bae etc however I did include them too. Its funny because this may be wrong but when I hear them call lovers I could so see them saying some of the things.

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Dazai

From Him: Bella, Bella Donna, Amore

From You: Boo Bear, Pooh Bear, Pookie, Boo Boo, Goober

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Chuuya

From Him: Doll, Baby, Princess, Toots

From You: Love, Lover, Lovey, Hottie, Sexy, Naughty Boy, Lover Boy

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Kunikada

From Him: Honey, Dear, Other Half, Dearest, Queen

From You: Pumpkin, Beloved, Dorkable, Adorkable, Love Poet

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Atsushi

From Him: Sweetheart, Sweetie, Sugar Lips, Snuggle Bug, Snuggles

From You: Fuzzer, Fuz Muff, Fuzzy, Kitty, Kitty Cat, Cat, Tiger

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Akutagawa

From Him: Kitten, Kitty, Pet, Baby Girl

From You: Beast, Senpai, Master, Daddy

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Ranpo

From Him: Cupcake, Sweetheart, Sugar, Sweets, Jellybean, Buttercup

From You: Cutie, Sweetie, Baby Boy, Pudding, Cookie, Babycakes

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Tachihara

From Him: Candy, Eye Candy, Babe, Angel, Baby Doll, Queenie, Dove

From You: Bae, Partner In Crime, Sexy

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Oda

From Him: Darling, Lovely, Better Half, Sunshine, Love Of My Life

From You: Charming, My Love, Other Half, Romeo, Papa Bear

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#anime #scenarios #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #oda sakunosuke #michizo tachihara #ryuunosuke akutagawa #chuuya nakahara #ranpo edogawa #osamu dazai #doppo kunikida #atsushi nakajima #x reader #Scenario Fanfics #sfw #pet names

[doublejade-enthusiast]

NEEEED YOUR HCS ON BEAST SOUHEKI IMMEDIATELY THEY MAKE ME SO MISERABLE /pos (Sorry I've been trying to write a fic of them for Ages and now they're taking over my brain I hope you don't mind </3)

AAAA IT WOULD BE MY PLEASURE SWEET ANON!!

(these hcs are sorta ooc since I also had a whole AU in mind)

How they met: Yknow how Beast! Dazai has knowledge of the OG universe? Yeah, so does Beast! Ranpo because why wouldn't he, he knows everything after all!! So, no one knows who the PM boss is but the ADA wants to send someone in for a meeting to gather information, and who better to send than their genius?

B! Dazai is a real flirty guy, just like his OG self, but obviously our beloved detective falls for none of that:

B! Dazai: oh what an adorable guy they sent! B! Ranpo: *ignores him.* B! Dazai: got a name pretty boy? B! Ranpo: Ranpo Edogawa. B! Dazai: I'll call ya Sherly, since you're like Sherlock Holmes!! B! Ranpo: (omg why did I agree to this...)

Eventually, B! Ranpo reveals he knows about the OG universe and his tampering with the Book to the let Oda live, instead of being angry that his plan was ruined he... was relieved? Of course B! Ranpo knew why, he was glad he didn't have to shoulder this burden alone: more flirting continued and, the detective bit back out of annoyance and pure interest: not only did this make the PM boss a flustered mess, but he also pleaded for him to visit as often as he could.

Curiousity got the best of the detective and, he went.

Lots of "B! Ranpo just reading while B! Dazai glances over his shoulder" kinda thing.

B! Ranpo is really physically affectionate while B! Dazai is very deprived of it, once the detective saw his reaction, hugs and ruffling hair became a regular.

Feelings began to stir up but no one admitted anything.

Until B! Dazai asked him out, while drinking tea.

Normal date?? NOPE! They set fire to a rich guy's mansion and ran on the rooftops like robin hood.

Rumor has it they kissed!

The rest is up to you dear:)

(I AM SORRY FOR THE ASK GLITCH I EDITED THIS)

#Beast! Souheki #Souheki #Beast! Ranzai #Beast! Dazai #Beast! Ranpo #Beast! AU #BSD Beast! #BSD #Bungou gay dogs #Asks<3 #Ask<3

[kaeyx]

i saw vampire chuuya in one a tag on one of you recent posts and i almost went feral ohh

- 🐍 anon

VAMPIRE CHUUYA MY BELOVED

We've been having beast vampire Chuuya (and Dazai) lately but I remember that further back it was just the normal Chuuya who was a vamp. He'd slay it too, imagine him with a flowy white poet shirt? With the flared sleeves and deep neckline??? Ugh

#🐍 anon #leo.spam #vampire!beast!chuuya #<- so u can peruse in your own time there's some bangers in there #my anons are very talented #vamp!chuuya

[lotus-pear]

Favorite au with skk that's not official (So not like beast or anything like that), but like something that you like! Personally I know I saw a fic once with a violin player Dazai and like a rockstar Chuuya and I really liked that one! Also ur art is so pretty <3

phantom thief au bc they remind me of shuak- [GUNSHOTS] .............................*static*.....................................*static*.............................yk i actually rly love beast skk. tragic toxic doomed by the narrative au my beloved

edit: wait i dont know how to fucking read. uhhhhhhhhhhhh. honestly i think skk x pmmm would be pretty intriguing (dont ask me how thats gonna work i will yap for hours)

#oh also ty!! #lotus’s asks

[note-boom]

(abt ur tags on that fic rec list post) I'd love to know more gen bsd fics!!! if u don't mind pls make a list of them

OP, I hope you understand that you have unleashed a monster considering how many BSD fics I consumed. But that said, I'll try to keep it short and strictly gen for this ask, then just reblog with the rest (some do have implied ships, though). Most of them are just fluff and one-shots. And I haven't really read much fanfic recently, so most of these are my bookmarks from before I even really got into this blog and my memory on them might be shaky; generally, I either liked them because good writing, good characterization, good analysis, and/or it was just too funny/too interesting to not bookmark. Some might have Americanisms/Westernisms of things that probably don't really happen in Japan (probably?) and some might have slight character assassinations, but I don't think anything should be too gratuitously unforgivable. Also, all opinions are my own and do not reflect on either the writing or the author's original intent.

So under the cut are my absolute favourite of favourites.

Morning Light (18021 words) by FallenBrie (time loop, Atsushi character exploration, ADA!found family)

O expectations, stale and dismal airs, leave this body of mine! (20976 words) by aptlydapper (3 chapters, still my all-time favourite bsd fanfic for the writing and the concept and its execution, Chuuya joins the ADA basically but so much more than that to me)

Conundrum (23921 words) by AdmiralTDeVanto (hi, I love this AU so much, role-reversal where aku and atsu are the older figures and dazai and chuuya are the younger ones, some other au roleswaps happen but that's a surprise)

circle of praise (1898 words) by Oxalisalis (have a few by this author (love their works so much, they have some great BEAST things), basically compliment assault, ADA family, sweet and funny)

The Scent of Milk Tea (1343 words) by Sternstunde (Atsushi and Chuuya are housemates, neither is aware of the other's job, please let them meet in canon, 2 chapters and unfinished)

Reason To Live (1746 words) by Allwalkfree (time travel fic with a take on akutagawa's future character arc that left me DEAD, just...him being better than the people he was taught by okay? and him having a clearer picture of the stuff he went through etc)

hell is empty (all the devils are here) (1065 words) by Origamidragons (legit one of my FAVOURITE Gin character explorations, shoutout to the use of her character's irl short story)

in the end, you write your verse (6858 words) by Origamidragons (ADA and PM role swap and it's honestly SO GOOD that I desperately wish there was more of this (in a this fic is INCREDIBLE way, that is))

In The Choice, There's Peace (2561 words) by treetrunkdaddy (chill vibes, fic that explores Atsushi's character so nicely to me through how he copes with anger)

Mark of a Teacher (527 words) by Seito (Kunikida has been framed as a terrorist apparently and his students see the news headlines, it's hilarious and just fun)

A Study From Stripes (teach me to be loved again) (29684 words) by MidnighttWriter (beloved fic with beloved writing, Atsushi trauma exploration, might feel a little dark or emotional for bsd (in a different way, since BSD doesnt exactly shy away from being emotional or dark) but honestly beloved and SUCH a fascinating Atsushi character study to me)

would you believe me if i said i was blinded by the light? (1203 words) by elijay (half-blind Dazai real to me, but no its a really neat headcanon and that's all the fic is, which is all i wanted)

good bones (838 words) by Quintessence (I LOVE THIS SO MUCH, another Atsushi has a lot of trauma and the agency is flabbergasted)

5 Times Dazai Didn’t Understand Math And The 1 Time Kunikida Tried To Do Something About It (3746 words) by zededs (math is difficult, so is Dazai, Kunikida is stressed out, just a funny story)

how to get away with murder (10000 words) by magdalenes (11 chapters and unfinished, but it's SO SO good, the author is setting up the mystery so well, and it's basically just....detectives doing detective work but possibly also avoiding other detectives, more plotty than charactery)

what is a name (640 words) by Seito (guys, seriously, read this, im serious it has SUCH a good theory and the IMPLICATIONS of this to the larger bsd story????)

a secret for a secret (2302 words) by Oxalisalis (another of my FAVOURITE Gin fics, this author DELIVERED so well on their characterisation, slight canon divergence but perhaps not?)

But yeah. Because I somehow ended up opening over 130 tabs (that was after narrowing things down. i am so normal about BSD) for this ask, I'll just....reblog with more for those who are interested in gen fics. (It's why it took me a while, apologies.)

#despite what the reblogs of this will look like #i really do have to take a step back because busy life so im not sure how the queue will look (its already looking pretty low though) #but uh.....yeah #have fun seeing me being utterly unhinged about bsd guys #bsd fanfic #bsd #note's nonsense #me: i am absolutely normal about bsd #also me: makes a list of 130 bsd gen fics just cause i can

[scarletta-ruan]

Hello agian, first of all i'm want to apologise about my rude manner, i should forced you to write when you have bad week(sorry to be dramatic) today i want to request you agian it okay if you don't write it i understand, so my request is can you write dazai's fem s/o who almost die because she overuse her ability to protect Atsushi from enemies, her ability can turn herself in to wolf, she will get more speed and strength, but if she in wolf form for long time, her body will become weaker and she going to die, good thing dazai come nullify her ability just in time and he come up with back up and plan. I'm sorry if this request upset you, and i really sorry about my other request too.

PLEASE, WILL YOU WAKE UP AGAIN?

WARNING: OOC, broken!characters, mention of some nicknames (love, Belladonna), reader gets injured, reader is female btw

TYPE: Drabble

PAIRING: Osamu Dazai x fem!reader

WORDCOUNTS: 0.7k+ words

NOTES: And... your request arrives. I put all my heart and emotions into writing it, though. But this could not be written in oneshort because I don't have any ideas for this. Shortly, it's just about how Dazai feels when his beloved s/o nearly left this life, of course.

“[Name]-san!”

You unconsciously heard someone’s voice calling for you deep in your mind. Who was calling you right now? Did that person relate to you or did that person know you before? Who was that person in the end? You were wondering in your mind while something stole the control of your body, in the middle of white you saw a wolf was standing far from you. As you reached your hand out to touch them you knew that you were not able anymore, just like there was a barrier between you and that creature.

Atsushi shouted out your name, as he coughed badly. He nearly vomited blood if he tried to shout again, but he could not let you become like this. In front of him, the appearance of the half-man-half-wolf person did not stop attacking people. A moment ago, that one was his friendly colleague who talked about her daily life and also complained about how she took care of her lover - Osamu Dazai.

But now that girl was gone and all of everything had left here is the beast which was trying to tear people into a thousand pieces and sank its hand with blood. Atsushi had called Dazai a minute ago and he hoped that this man would be able to come and stop her. But before that… Atsushi tried to stand up again with his quivering legs.

He needed to stop you!

The place where the white-haired boy now was a white, injured tiger which got ready to stop the fiendish beast. But at the moment he took a step forward, there was a person who nullified his ability. A piece of sand-color trench coat that Atsushi realized immediately, as he shouted out that name.

“Dazai-san, please help her!”

“Got it, Atsushi.”

Dazai shouted back just to let Atsushi know that he already understood the circumstance was happening right now. Dazai’s speed could not be as fast as you when your ability turned you into a beast, but he knew how to control the beast which was attacking in front of his eyes.

“Kyouka-chan, it’s your time.”

As Dazai called out a name, you were immediately wrapped by a female sword-wielding phantom which was controlled by Kyouka. By the time you struggled to get out of the Demon Snow’s arms, Dazai was able to nullify your ability.

No longer human.

After a blue light appeared, the beast disappeared from Demon Snow’s arms to reveal a familiar woman to Dazai. Kyouka commanded the phantom to release you as he held you in his arms. Both of Dazai’s arms felt useless when he held you in him, he was afraid of losing you forever if he was not exactly here on time. 

While holding you, Dazai slowly kneeled up to the ground and let your body lay in his hug. He was hurted when he saw blood stuck everywhere on your body, your forehead, your arms, on the corner of your mouth. Just those things made Dazai shiver, he slowly hugged you tightly in his weak arms and mumbled like a small child who lost their friend.

“Please, open your eyes…”

You still lay there.

“Please, Belladonna, are you hearing me?”

No one replied to him.

“Will you wake up again and scold me like everyday?”

As no one replied to Dazai, his cold heart finally let him burst into tears. Tears fell down from the corner of his eyes as he leaned his forehead against yours. God, Dazai wished he would stop crying like that because it was no use after all if he was just crying like that. 

“O-Osamu…”

A hint of your voice calling out his name made Dazai shiver, you slowly opened your eyes and coughed a little bit before giving him a smile. When you saw Dazai was crying, you reached out your helpless hand to place on his cheek and whispered.

“Shh, don’t cry, my love. I’m alright, I’m here.”

Dazai held you in his arms and murmured something you may hear was his relieved sound. Because you did not want him to worry anymore, you stroked his cheek and said.

“Alright, I’m home.”

“Welcome back.”

Dazai replied to you after wiping his tears with the bandage on his arms.

Okay, then I am going to sleep after posting these drafts. So, good night to you all as if you are going to bed like me.

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