#because i love him so much

[lovesickechoflower]

Uhhhhhhhhhh first post?

Bittergiggle

#garten of banban #bittergiggle #traditional art #art #drawing #sketching #why was this my first post? #because i love him so much

[clopinasworld]

"Connor, the fuck are you doing? Did you find something?" "No... No, it's not here..." "Yeah, just like I said in the first place... C'mon, let's get outta here." • ✦ • "Thanks." "Protect the little girl... The humans must not find her."

#detroit become human #dbh connor #dbh hank #dbh kara #dbh alice #dbh ralph #dbh #dbh gifs #my gifs #connor rk800 #hank anderson #kara ax400 #alice yk500 #ralph wr600 #detroit: become human #gif #dbh gif #did i ever say i love ralph #because i love him so much

[sidetongue]

there are no words to sum up my love for him

#had the worst day at work today #and he was there with me #i couldnt look at him because every time i did i cried #because i love him so much #harold #dogs

[loganslowdown4]

Roman: Once I got grounded for a whole week just because I came home late.

Janus: You deserved it. Getting everyone’s hopes up like that and then showing up again—

#why am I always mean to Roman for no reason #oh yeah #cause he’s perfect to make fun of #because I love him so much #thomas sanders #sanders sides #roman sanders #ts roman #incorrect sanders sides #Janus sanders #ts janus #platonic #roceit

[whattraintracks]

13. Worthless - TMNT 1987

Some thoughts on Raphael, master of disguise.

There's this scene in "Raphael, Turtle of a Thousand Faces" (s05e16) that I think about a lot.

So Raphael is taking a remote class on undercover detective work, and the other turtles make fun of him practicing disguises for an assignment. Splinter checks on him after he storms off, and it's such a short conversation, but I think there's more going on under the surface.

First of all, Splinter's reaction to learning about the class is hilarious. His face is fun to watch and he's so baffled he literally gasps. But then you can tell he tries to be patient and understanding. I wish I knew what he was thinking. Is it, why would you want to be anything other than a ninja? Or maybe, you've never expressed interest in this before, where is this coming from?? If you've ever worked for a while with the same group of kids or adolescents, you may be familiar with this thought.

At first glance, Raphael's response breaks my heart. He tells Splinter he's taking this class to make "more of a contribution to the mean green team! You know, something special." My immediate thought is that he's feeling a little worthless. But then I step back and wonder if I'm reading too far into it. Taking the time to learn a new skill to better support your teammates is a worthwhile endeavor. This is not, on its own, necessarily an indicator of low self-esteem. But what bothers me is that nobody knew he was doing this. Again, not explicitly a bad thing, but it seems weird to me that he wouldn't involve the other turtles or at least let them know about it so they can support him.

So Splinter, of course, immediately reassures him they're all special. Also not sure what to make of how he says this because it sounds some combination of fond and amused but also just conciliatory. What's interesting is what Raphael says next, and how he says it causes me to question that initial assumption again. He agrees, almost genuinely? Like he says "maybe" but not in a "yeah, I guess" choosing-not-to-argue-but-feeling-otherwise kind of way, he sounds sincere. Now, this could be him saying, well, duh, we're special, how many other crime-fighting turtle men do you know? This would line up with stuff he's expressed throughout the series. But he finishes very showy and cheerfully with, "But I'll be the only master of disguise!" So maybe that first impression was wrong. Maybe this is just a teenager branching out and discovering other interests. Maybe the secrecy was because he was worried the guys would make fun of him—which they did. Or maybe, he wants to distinguish himself from the other turtles, wants his own thing. 

And I wonder why he might feel like he needs his own thing or specialty. One of my favorite parts about the team dynamic in this series is that they don't really have designated roles. Leonardo is the leader in that he keeps them rallied and on task, but they all take turns offering plans and solutions, serving as the distraction, playing bait, or, more practically, just driving or flying. But since Leonardo has a defined role as the leader/master ninja, Donatello as the inventor/the one who gets them out of trouble (see one of my favorite Raphael lines at the end of "My Brother, the Bad Guy"), and even Michelangelo as the chef/pizza guy, maybe he's feeling some anxiety over his own ambiguous role.

But I can't get rid of the feeling that he thinks he's not enough and the others are brushing it off. Especially after their weak apologies—"We didn't know you were actually serious about this disguise thing." Especially as he tries so hard to prove his dedication and skill and ends up in a lot of trouble in the rest of this episode. Especially when he gives up private investigation but immediately throws himself into chemistry at the end of the episode, once again on his own and without help.

This happens in one episode, and as far as I remember, they never talk about it again, but he's my little guy, and I worry, okay! I just want him to be happy and know he's loved and valued.

#march for raph #he is my little guy #and sometimes he makes me sad #because i love him so much #raphael turtle of a thousand faces #tmnt 1987 #tmnt #whattrainofthought

[231s-prompts]

speaking of Q, where the fuck are they?

They went on a train last we saw them and I'm supposed to expect that they're never gonna show up again? B-frickin-S

watch there be a return of Q that absolutely messes up Yokohama (again) and if that's Fyodor's return (because there's no frickin way he's dead), then I called it

Better yet, Q went to hang out with the Guild and is a better person now (because we all know that Fitzgerald can afford therapy, if he doesn't take it up himself)

actually wait a minute they traumatized Q too

...

...well Ango needs a kid to take care of

to er... empathize with Bram and Kunikida and Dazai.

and Odasaku

Ango probably has some money laying around

...

wait he's busy with this whole war thing... he still needs a kid though

...

natsume then. they can bond over fun hair

Edit: I got my timeline messed up so I struck through some stuff. The last time we saw them was when Chuuya and Dazai kinda sorta saved them. They're just flat out missing rn. The train stuff was after they got the two ADA girls and right before the Guild kidnapped them

#231 #bungou stray dogs #bsd q #bsd fyodor #theory #gonna blow my mind if q doesn't come back at some point #or at the very least #isn't even mentioned #if that fucking train took Q to Russia or Ukraine I'm going to fucking puke though #I snuck in #bsd ango #because i love him so much #<33 #bsd #haha I've watched and read this so much I'm blurring the timelines

[meownotgood]

I'm going to say things.

#things nobody should hear. #lots of things. #aki every hole in my body is suddenly so empty oh god HELPPP!!!!!!! #bites aggressively on his hand #nibbles on his fingers #snakes my hand up his sleeve and squeezes his arm #grabs his hand and brings it down to my #my heart. my heart #because I love him so much #prettiest hands in the universe.... #aki <3

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

do i ever talk about how much i love this card. i love this card

#sorry for being abnormal abt him. as if it's my fault #posting posting 💕 #because i love him so much

[astro-duck]

Very tempted to make a compilation of every single second B.O.Y.D is on screen/mentioned.

#this is so close to happening #because I love him so much

[spiritofjustice]

finally killed Beau off. cried my fucking eyes out over it. jesus man. i love him so much i'm so heartbroken

#psy's no punctuation posts #SOBR tag #I CRIED WRITING THIS WHOLE SCENE LMAOOO #that one meme where Eric Andre shoots Hannibal Buress and is like 'WHO KILLED HANNIBAL??' #me killing Beau rn JKRD #but i'm still VERY sad #because i love him so much #goddamn

[lovesickechoflower]

When when you have so much art of one(1) guy that it's actually concerning the amount of times you drew him during your brainrot of him and the silly little game he's in.

#art #traditional art #rainbow friends red #rainbow friends fanart #odd world #rainbow friends roblox #rainbow friends #red #red rainbow friends #roblox #roblox art #roblox games #roblox rainbow friends #i love him #i have so much art of him #because i love him so much #hear me out guys #because im not hearing myself out

[redhotarsenic]

Look at him look at brother nier please!! Doesn’t this guy look so emotionally torturable <33

#unlike mr the stampede I do not want the plot to leave him alone #make him SUFFER #<- not because I hate him oh no no #because I LOVE him so much #hurt his ass! #hurt him BAD!! #he’s so cute! look at him! squidgy!

[stinkrascal]

i dont think im ever going to love a sim as much as i love this babyman i literally love them so much i want to explode looking at these pictures

#cassie baby CASSIE BABY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #look at how precious they are LOOK AT THEIR WITTLE TEETH #these pics are so old i just found them on my computer and burst into tears #because i love him so much #they are my little babyperson

[justablah56]

IVE DONE IT BITCHES !!!!! IVE FIGURED OUT HOW I DRAW HERMIE >:]

(click for better quality)

I'm not 100% done with figuring him out but this is the closest I've gotten, and I'm happy w it !!

#my art #soooo prepare for lots of hermie art now guys #nothings stopping me anymore #i am free #hermie my beloved <33333 #have i mentioned that i love him so much ?? #because i love him SO much #hermie unworthy #hermie the unworthy #dndads #dndaddies #dndads fanart #dungeons and daddies

[captain-lonagan]

gerry keay is one of those characters where it’s like. i would write paragraphs for him but he’s such a fucking mic drop of a character that i have nothing substantial to say. like. they did it. that’s gerry keay. what the fuck else can you say. how the fuck does one write follow up analysis or whatever on gerry god damn keay

#i will find a way #because i love him so much #but Fuck

[adolin-is-best-boy]

rewatching the first ep of blood in the bayou with my boyfriend and like rand and rolan are fighting as they’re leaving rand’s house and rand goes like “you don’t wanna be turned to mush too, do you?” i fucking choked

#i had to mute because my bf hasn’t seen this either #not trying to spoil the rolan stuff is sooo difficult for me #because i love him so much #blood in the bayou spoilers #bitb spoilers