#but I can’t quite point it out…

[tiramegtoons]

#he knows something #but I can’t quite point it out… #the snatcher ahit #the snatcher #snatcher x self ship #sketches #studying for finals #dhdhdhdjfj #ooh boy

[podcast-hemocytoblast]

By the time cars were invented, Jonah Magnus was already well into the body hopping game, which raises the question: has he ever actually learn to drive? Did this man sit through driver’s ed? Or has he just been getting out of legal repercussions for his shit driving by telling the cops everything he knows about their deepest darkest secrets every time he gets pulled over?

#the magnus archives #tma #jonah magnus #elias bouchard #tma spoilers #au in which real elias is alive in there because Jonah needs someone who can tell him what the road signs mean #poor man is forced to spend the rest of his days as a literal backseat driver for a pseudo-immortal douchebag #perish the thought #I’m sure someone has already asked this question by now but I can’t stop thinking about it #some people have pointed out that he would ride the tube which makes sense too. #btw this post is 100% inspired by how much I used to fear for my LIFE any time i was in a car while my grandpa was driving #genuinely terrifying experience grandpa stop it please quit turning your entire body around to talk to me while I’m sitting in the back sea #why are you driving with one foot for the pedal the other foot for the brake one hand on the steering wheel and NO EYES ON THE ROAD

[laniemae]

the purge march has just surpassed bring it on in terms of views

#milgram #amane momose #fuuta kajiyama #she already surpassed Mahiru in tihtbilwy and now bring it on #And Haruka’s next on the chopping block with weakness #The next mv after that is Muu’s after pain which has 3.8 m views so it’ll take quite a while if tpm is gonna surpass that #But I can’t believe soon enough tpm is gonna become the 4th most viewed video on the channel #And it only came out 2 months ago #And double is heading fast to 1m #But it feels kinda weird how tpm blew up quicker than double considering what happened to meme #And then there’s Shidou with triage who’s only at 875k views which came out 7 months ago and has already been surpassed by cat #I feel bad for him #And even going back to the whole point of the post tpm has a lot more likes than bio despite having almost the same view count

[thereigning-lorelai]

seriously starting to get annoyed by people equating sad and tragic endings with meaningfulness. happy and/or hopeful endings don’t mean less. they’re not silly or less impactful. i'm just really tired of people telling me that the tragic ending is more romantic or beautiful or interesting or that the main character needs to "learn" something from the loss of a loved one.

#this is a constant state #and also an old debate i know #yes this is about jatp #it’s totally fine to prefer the boys crossing over as an ending #(it’s the internt. people are allowed to be wrong 😉) #but what i'm seeing again and again and again is people claiming that the boys crossing over is the objectively better ending #no. it’s just your preference #claiming that the point of the show was for julie to deal with even more loss in her life by also losing the boys #is just YOUR interpretation of the text #and i would argue that that’s true because the themes of coming back to life and deserving second chances are woven into the narrative #it also feels quite insulting tbh because julie DESERVES to be happy. her journey isn’t about grief but about finding her way out of it #so why should she keep suffering? #i have more thoughts about this but i can’t really articulate them right now #it’s just… this prevalence of 'tragedy is good and meaningful actually' gets tiring #*txt

[gio-cosmo]

The p3r dlc really has me walking around Tartarus with the Junes theme playing in the background. What a time to be alive.

#“Gio did you seriously spend 200 dollars on the aigis deluxe addition and then pay 35 dollars for a dlc are you fr??’’ #“Gio they are practically stealing ur money away from you at this point what on earth are you doing’’ #IDK 😭😭😭 #nahhh I’m actually kind of broke now I’m getting worried abt my money supply ☺️ especially considering I’m still jobless ☺️ #I might be getting a job at a dishwasher soon tho 😯 #urgh I can’t believe people actually have to work….society…. #tbh I’ll probably end up backing out last second as always bc I don’t want to wash dishes :( #why would I wash dishes when I could be writing or drawing :( #urgh #agghhhh #persona #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #p3 #If I actually do end up getting the job (doubt) I genuinely bet I’ll last a week before either quitting or getting fired #like fr 😭 I’m cooked #I have the worst work ethic ever it’s actually crazy #HELPPP WHY AM I RAMBLING ABT MY JOB TROUBLES UNDER A PERSONA POSTTTT #LMAOO #I lovveeee oversharing on the internet 💕🫶 🎉 #anyways every days great at your Junes and whatnot #wish I could work at Junes smh #the junes theme song would make it bearable #BEARable haha get it haha bc teddie is a bear and teddies the mascot haha #persona 4 #p4 #persona 4 golden

[the-hilda-librarians-wife]

I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’

#“‘the scariest thing out there’?”the girl sends him a look that isn't quite a glare for once; it still conveys her opinion just as clearly #Edmund shrugs. Hilda is still within sight of his binoculars. he watches her run and can’t be sure whether she’s running *towards* or *from #*.He doesn’t think she knows either. #'I mean. it’s not like trolls can harm her at this time of the day. #Don’t tell me you believe in fairies kid.' #And there it is at last: the glare. Meiri looks up from her art project - her new therapist had reccomended it as a way to express herself #and since he'd been helping so much so far she'd decided to grudgingly give it a shot - #“*No*” she states pointedly; to anyone who knew her it was an affirmation. And Edmund knew her better than she cared for #'What I believe in is wolves and recluse spiders and ticks and nettle. And I believe that someone with the spine #to sabotage the Patrol wouldn't have the self control to not lick a pretty mushroom' #“Hey!” Edmund protested putting down his binoculars. “I sabotaged the Patrol! For *you* I might add!” #Meiri's smile turned mean; it was a regular expression for her yet it never conveyed any malice. Just the thrill of a game that never tired #her. “And would you?” she lifted one thick eyebrow; signaling to her dad that it was his move now #The dad in question was unfortunately thinking back to a time in his young teenage years when he figured he could eat anything animals bit #and gave himself a poisoning that had him taken to the ER. But she didn't need to know that. *ever* in fact. #“Obviously I would. Like I'd let a mushroom ruin my perfect sandwich diet” #Meiri groaned loudly. Some games were worth playing. But some wars she'd already accepted she'd never win #“Anyway” he turned back to staring at the outside of the wall as if it was of any interest to him (it wasn't) #“kid'll be fine is my point. And even if she isn't ya know what's the best think about this situation?” #They looked at each other with matching smirks. “none of our flipping business” he said at the same time as she echoed #“None of our fucking business” #He gasped immediatelly. “*Meiri!*” #The chastening was useless. She just shrugged innocently. #He'd really have to limit her library visits #the bell keeper hilda #meirdom #hilda the series #hilda netflix

[lowvintagesims]

ik simblr can’t be about notes or else disappointment is inevitable but i’ve been putting off my first story post for weeks bc i’m afraid it won’t get any attention

#like ik that it’s a common position to feel things like ‘you can’t let notes drive you #you need to just post things bc you want to those them full stop’ #and i get that however #there’s a middle ground between being completely notes driven #and also experiencing inspiration and validation from people liking your content #like i don’t want to hear ‘there’s nothing wrong with getting 11 notes’ i know that #but i feel like it’s not wrong to want to feel like your content is going out into a void tk #yk #i feel like im getting my point across idk i’m quite tipsy #i’ve just been so putting off my story post bc i feel like it won’t get a lot of feedback #blah blah it’s okay if it doesn’t. ik #but at the same time i am motivated by people #caring. yk

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”

#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that #people are fine with dying #but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it #interferes with their comfort #also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in #healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic #but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if #you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting #yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body #y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship #I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid #but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re #still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask #I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone #does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead #covid tw #fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at #risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to #metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i #have to isolate #im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored #vent tw #this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread

A Song of Salvation

YA space fantasy adventure

a reborn god in the body of a girl on an isolated planet, a grumpy space pirate, and a famous space-radio podcaster end up together on the run in the middle of an intergalactic war - and they might have the key to end it

m/m and pre f/m, demi MCs

#A Song of Salvation #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #alechia dow #this is. also fine #I like the characters; they’re cool! I think probably my favourite set out of the 3 books. #though it’s very much like; platonic insta-love #i think; as with the other books; the space opera/worldbuilding/vibe is a little too YA for me #FOR ME obviously that’s not a fault of the book since it is YA #something about the brutality of the start of the sound of stars being like………..almost retconned tonally? feels odd. #possibly it’s just that it’s a fun ya series that can’t get too dark but like. it was dark. and then everythign after that....isnt as much #the demi-ness is also p understated but is there #I don’t know what the point of putting zahra with x at the end like…….random as hell soulmate shit. idc #I do also appreciate the existence of a series of 3 books with like four main character couples with fat Black ace-spec/queer people! #like what other YA sff books have that lol #yea so anyway there's lots of good things in here [all 3 books] but i think the overall execution isn't quite for me!

[neo-shitty]

finally catching up with bsd after one hell of a month (+ midterms) 🫠

#bsd spoilers #updates for ep 2 :3 #right off the bat all i can just say is fukuchi is such a well-written villain; while i can’t completely emphathize with his plan yet #i have to applaud him (uh and asagiri too) bc that’s quite a villain to fear—he’s already in a position of power that puts him in a major #advantage compared to the ada; it’s like he masterminded this whole thing to lead up to this but WHY (idk if i just forgot) #point and case: i hate him and im always terrified of his next move but damn he’s such a well-written antagonist i can’t even 🤐 #ATSUSHI GET OFF THAT FUCKING BOAT RN WHY DID IT HAPPEN SO EARLY INTO THE SEASON IM CRY WAIT NO #fukuchi pointing out that ranpo is just jealous that he and fukuzawa way back is just so adorable made me forget what happens next haha #how come i dont remember these cute moments from the manga 😩 #god im stalling so much :(( i hate it i hate it i hate it #the reveal was so… he should’ve deducted this shit sooner (objectively the build up was so nice hsjdhdj) #MY JAW DROPPED THEN AND IT STILL HAPPENED NOW :))))) #ok fukuchi in his complete villain mode is kinda 😗 #watching this after being detached to bsd in general is so much better bc i can now appreciate the whole thing as is without much bias??? #THE WAY HE JUST TURNED COLD ALL OF A SUDDEN AND I OOP— 😗😗😗😗😗 #oh both canon and beast atsushi and their paralyzing fears :(( my heart actually hurts #ATSUSHI THINKING HE’S ALONE ANDDDDDD #OH MY GOD I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE MY SSKK #I CANT WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE #toff.txt

[deathxproof]

writing AU!Theta is like. The Doctor, but a few steps to the left. You were not incredibly far off course to where you could’ve been in your story, in another timeline. Never worrying about being completely alone, never losing your best friend, more time to be selfish. You are changed, and you can see the other universe’s self inside of your own, but how it even got to that point confuses you.

writing AU!Koschei is like. You never had to be the Master. I’m not even sure if you have it in you to be the Master if it came down to it now. You never had to endure half the shit you had to, at least not without a hand to hold through it. Your megalomanic tendencies still exist, your fears still have legs. But you are an intrinsically different person no matter which way it is sliced. You kind of hurt to look at. And you’re aware of exactly how it could have happened instead.

#character; mirror theta & koschei #they are both very different people but Koschei. Koschei especially. and it’s odd to write- I’m still SUPER not used to it even as— #—I work them out more. #theta: can’t quite wrap his head around how the doctor and the master GOT to that point in canon universe when they find out about it #koschei: understands like. entirely too well how the doctor and the master got to that point in canon universe when they find out about it #ooc !

[itspileofgoodthings]

But yeah. Like. The mystery and the beauty of romance is that it can neither be separated from the right kind of moral code/conduct nor from extremely boring practicalities and realities; it’ll die if you divorce it from either. And yet being good AND being sensible is not enough to produce the romance on its own. There is Something Else needed.

#In a way romance in real life is either completely right or completely wrong #Which is why I’m not a dating app person #But it is such a meeting point for choices and circumstances that are out of our control #and grace #idk I can’t quite put my finger on it #And I’m having too many thoughts at the moment #But yeah #it definitely can’t survive without goodness and good choices OR without being sensible and realistic #But the spark and the flash and the recognition and the mystery and the light night bolt of it all are real too #Idk man this is not coherent!!!!!

[pepprs]

feeling despair i don’t know how to put into words. im trying to figure out why im like this and how i got to be this way but i can’t even do it bc of the way i am and what im like. if that makes sense. like the problem prevents me from fixing the problem bc i can’t get to the root of it. despair despair despair

#purrs #delete later #basically i can’t internalize anything about myself. i can’t internalize that i am talented smart strong whatever and i can’t internalize #evidence that i matter and belong and am loved. i take in this evidence constsntly and it just evaporates. and then it’s like i have none of #it at all and im starving and shaking and dying and howling like a wretched little animal. and i live in this constant defaulstate of like.. #feeling worthless and alone and utterly empty and like everything in my life is a dream or something. and in feeling that way and being #quite literally incapable of having emotional object permanence.. i actually make that situation real for myself. i make myself alone and #wretched. i isolate myself and shut down and don’t let myself take up the space i can. and it’s just awful. it’s unfixabke. #i just suck it all dry. i deny myself to myself and to everyone else. and idk what made me like this bc i don’t think i always used to be #this way w depression and depersonalization or whatever the fuck dsm 6 type shit i have going on. but i can’t internalize anything about #myself and my life and have no desire / willpower to look back beyond a certain point and really analyze and probe to figure out what #happened to me to make me like this so i can heal the core wound. soim just constantly in wretched tortured panicking creature mode. awesome #this cry for help brought to you by: my sister guilt tripping me into doing her laundry + my brother showing me his beautiful music + #realizing that unlike redacted i have not documented every part of my life and have no access to early childhood artifacts that would reveal #anything about me and that it does n’t even matter / isn’t special anyway. i love being normal 😎🫶🏻‼️ #at least i haven’t been dissociating as badly about work stuff lately but. that’s definitely still a thing too so. what if my whole life is #just the wrong timeline i wasn’t supposed to be in and nothing is actually real. lawl 😳 #this is a ​really awesome time for my therapist to be going on a monthlong honeymoon btw 😍 she deserves it so much but omg im dying already

[10piecechickenmcnugget]

he’s a motherfucking starboy

#alternate captions include “can’t handle catching a shooting star? not my problem weakling” #and *casually summons a supernova* #I will be using the first one at some point because it’s a 10/10 quote #osmp #osmp fanart #osmp scott #osmp smajor #osmp scott smajor #scott smajor #scott smajor fanart #origins smp #origins smp fanart #mcyt #look at him. he’s a badass #this didn’t come out quite how I wanted but i still like it

[arthur-r]

as usual i am up late into the night planning my future when i should be: getting a good nights sleep so that i even have a future!!

#i have work in seven and a half hours. so i should really be getting to bed #BUT i officially made my final definitive degree plan!!!! i mean not the actual classes but all the requirements i have to meet and how!! #(in order to earn: history and information science double major. with certificates in material culture and classics) #and i’m genuinely excited for every single class i have to take except for human-computer interaction #just cause i know it’s gonna get overly technical in ways that won’t quite apply to my future #anyway every single other thing i’m gonna do is very cool and exciting. so everything is good really #but i should be sleeping. and i’m not. as usual 🤧 #idk wish me luck!!!! i’m so hyped about my degree plan though #i’ll go into more detail another time. i’m very excited #ANYWAY goodnight!!!! can’t be so busy planning my future in library science that i DONT GO TO MY SHELVING JOB #kind of important to actually go to work for the library that employs me…. #and then i might go see a first-printing roget’s thesaurus!!!! or i’ll sleep. we’ll see #followed by lunch with GUY WHO IS THE WORST KILL HIM WITH HAMMERS #(there is nothing really wrong with me he just keeps kind of being mean to me and also expecting me to fall in love with him. but like #extremely passively and not manipulatively it’s just like. hey buddy you’re doing this friendship wrong….) #anyway then i have a class and after that i have an hour to rest. and then a phone call and then a lot of homework #(ten page paper draft due in a week and a half!! so it’s time to start writing the actual body of it) #and then i sleep for a LONG time and then work again on saturday. and then sleepover with somebody i have a crush on?? #and then be normal all day on sunday and do a little more paper writing. and programming homework. and whatever else #and then keep up with the slog for three weeks!!!! and all of a sudden it’s summer!!!! #projects left this year: material culture paper (entirely unstarted. but may research the thesaurus and just win!!!!) #history project (draft due the monday after next and real paper due a week after classes end) #one more programming assignment where i adapt my recipe doubler project (probably. it’s getting stupid at this point but it’s what i got!!) #and a programming test in two weeks and then the final a week after that. then no more programming #and then i just have my weekly latin tests and a latin final on may 5th. and then EVERYTHING IS DONE #ok i got this. sorry for walking through my schedule in the tags it’s how i remember what’s real #can’t believe my fucking partner just kind of walked out on me there hello???? like. we should be powering through finals together #but i’m genuinely better off without him so i guess it’s just whatever. trash took itself out or something?? #anyway. i’m so regular. and i have work in the morning. and i’m going to sleep #thank you world. goodnight

[akkivee]

idk if the camera caught it, but on day one, hayama-san happened to have looked down at the display monitor that presumably shows playback feed and when he saw the large sachihoko in the background, that smile of his got sooo much wider, i��ve been thinking about it for these past few days 😭😭😭

#vee queued to fill the void #it’s not quite the statues he initially asked for but clearly it’ll do LOL #i read a thread about the differences between live cuts and dvd cuts that was posted sometime after day two #and i’ve complained about this exact thing before but i think it’s really fcking stupid that they started editing out mistakes in the lives #like it fills me with so much dread to think there’s going to possibly be a dvd cut where hayama-san missing his line doesn’t get included #and therefore sakakihara-san and takeuchi-san and THE ENTIRE VENUE rallying around him to support him gets cut out #bc you can’t have kii-kun’s adlibs just be there without the context lol #previous dvds use rehearsal footage i believe when they need to edit mistakes so there’s a chance they just use that #and hypmic continues on their lowkey revisionism by making the raw streams unavailable and the dvds the ‘true’ experience #i get being squicked out by piracy but it’s preservation at this point on god like shit 😡😡😡