#but I’m not gonna speak on it bc idk

[starlooove]

The thing about racism is that it’s so deeply rooted that even the most mundane ridiculous things can be racially coded. And what pisses me off is that when one aspect is proven after so much pushback and degradation from white ppl, the next aspect will receive that same amount of vitriol. Not a single “hmm. Maybe if I was wrong before due to lack of cultural context I could be wrong again. Due to lack of cultural context.” Like it took years for y’all to realize long nails are associated with black and Hispanic ppl but NOW we’re doing too much by “gatekeeping” gold jewelry? Ok man just suck my dick atp

#specified black and Hispanic bc those are the communities I’m part of and know most about #couldn’t tell you about the nails but I know gold jewelry is also culturally relevant to certain south Asian cultures specifically #but I’m not gonna speak on it bc idk #if u are tho and feel comfortable please feel free to add on #but like back to the post it’s so fucking irritating because it’s like #y’all don’t fucking learn from ur actions #we have to start from square one EVERY time #everything is just circumstance for you when we’ve known of these patterns since we could talk #like maybe if u were wrong about Chile ur also wrong about slay. #if you don’t know how to say goofy ahh maybe u don’t know how to say gyat #can we use our Fucking brains please

[badolmen]

RIP to all of the British people who have to deal with the BBC/national officials shutting the country down the next few weeks that’s gonna be rough.

#ra speaks #personal #british royal family #queen elizabeth #having like the entire office nation put a hold on your life just bc some old broad died has got to suck #here in the states we can celebrate and joke but y’allre gonna be seeing articles and it’s gonna b all over the radio for months I bet #‘why are you talking likes they’ve officially announced her death?’ I found a four leaf clover yesterday she’ll be dead by weeks end #one way or another #edit: jfc yallre in a recession too?? and the gov is gonna splurge on ceremonies??? and they say the states is a hell country #good luck out there brits o7 #edit 2: I’m American and I made this post before they even announced she was dead how was I supposed to know the details of who would #and would not be required to work in these circumstances? #‘shut down the country’ in an American ‘they shut down the government’ kinda of way. everything just gets a lil noticeably shittier. #this was a personal diary entry that’s been reprinted on pamphlets and thrown off a building balcony idk you people

[apollos-boyfriend]

happy halloween! last year, i drew the tinarose family, so i thought it was only fitting to draw the schlarklez kids! baby’s first halloween…..

#icarus speaks #icarus draws #divorceverse #divorceverse adam #i’ve had this done for so long u guys don’t understand #ITCHING to get her out…… #also testing out photoshop stuff since i’m more comfortable w it now! i like this brush but idk if she’s a Keepsr keeper #but yeah ^_^ crumb picked out the costumes obviously #realistically it WOULD be adam as rose and jordan + schlatt as ethan and like. leon/chris/mia #but i wanted to capitalize on the movie hype #PLUS i couldn’t decide if crumb or tubbo would be karl and i’m gonna be real idk enough about re for it in general #not pictured and i may doodle it in class if i have time (doubtful) #but jordan is foxy bc pirate and schlatt is afton :]

[theloveinc]

Lmaooo bdhdkdjdkf your daughter inviting her boy/girlfriend over for dinner on a night when Bakugo is supposed to be working late… except instead, he gets home early

#Bakugo #LMAO not that I’m a fan of controlling dads but Bakugo thinking he’s gonna have a relaxing night and suddenly having to stare #another kid in the face and do the whole who are u song and dance right then #and they’re scared too bc … what is this big honking man doing here who is not speaking #to be honest I was thinking abt that one scene in zootopia with the shrew #and the dad mob boss being like ‘on the day of my daughters wedding’ #LMFAOOO #sorry #maybe I’ll reblob this with more idk #shii posts

[honeynclove]

imo there’s really no way to separate the Minecraft roleplay characters from their creator bc they’re so intertwined ?? like idk i was reading up on the Wilbur situation and like… still deciding to write/draw for the ‘character’ is still supporting Wilbur 😭😭😭

#Not in the fandom have not been for years but #Come on????? #“Can I still illegally listen to lovejoy ☹️☹️??” Dude #just give it up man #I had to scrap an animatic I worked on bc one of their songs fit my character but I’m not gonna finish it bc I don’t want to give any #Support to an abuser 😭😭 #Like idk #i think a lot of the attitude around this and a lot of other “canceled” artists always make it Oh No my fav artist is bad I can’t listen to #them anymore ☹️☹️☹️ can I still support them ????? #And not this famous fuckwad ABUSED SOMEONE #☕️!- clove speaks #wilbur soot #I mean feel free to argue w me idc

[lume-nosity]

sorry complete change of vibe but i think i need to take a little break i was just hit with devastating news and i definitely need time to process this

#📣 lumes announcements #☁️ lume speaks #i’m sorry for making this post rn if any of you are having a good day #or are in a good mood #i know i haven’t been as active with posts lately here but #i just want to be on break for a bit so i’m letting you all know in advance should i just stop posting/interacting all together #<- (on all accounts) #why did it have to happen again #and why now. the year just started #two people on the same day. #sorry my mood turned sour as soon as i heard of those said news #idk how i managed to take it in maturely but i really need to let out some steam #i really had to hear this before i go to sleep wth #ahghrf i don’t wnat to go through this cycle again #because i never cried in moments like these before as i was always the ‘strong one’ in the family #ughfbsbc but even so i want to cry since this is close to being the last straw #but at the same time i don’t want to bc i want to be the pillar for my family #nvm i almost threw up bc of everything that’d led up to this point #i haven’t been vulnerable like this for a long time but here we are #gonna have to reach out to family members to comfort and be with them for the time being #and i’ll be going to sleep. in tears i think #okay enough of that i’ll see you lovely people in a bit. just need some time for myself. thank you <3

[fleuraimer]

here’s a sneaky for all u lovely patient besties ☹️💋

#evelyn speaks #idk how heavy i want this series to be #but like… #ITS HEAVY AJDNRYWH #n e who #i’m js not gonna make any promises on release dates rn bc i honestly have no fucking idea #sorry girlies :(( #harry styles #harry styles x reader #ceo!harry #harry styles smut #cylwjat #SNEAKY #SNEAKY PEAKY

[girlpash]

when the aloto twitter fandom migrates to tumblr and learns to make gifs and picspams, maybe the downfall of twitter will be worth it

#I don’t recall if I have a text post tag bc I’m not in the habit of making them but maybe I will do that now #I need one in the meantime so just gonna throw a couple at the wall and see what sticks #beth speaks #beth talks #idk lmao

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Been a hot minute since I wrote something creek centric but what if I did a creek film school au hmmm

#south park #PCE speaks #idk #fanfiction #creek slay #creek #i might have to #simply bc my partner and I are EXTREMELY creek coded and we did indeed meet in film school #also I am running lines for a shoot for the local film school next Friday so it’s on the brain #I’m playin a time traveler it’s gonna kick ass

[disengaged]

i applied on a client & court representative job (casual/irregularly scheduled) back in the summer and i completely forgot about it, but they just sent me assessments to do and an interview time slot and i’m like. NOOOOOO I WANT THE JOB SO BAD ……..

#i doubt it’s gonna work out :( bc i have a full-time M-F job already #but i’ll be damned if i don’t give it my best shot anyway . if they say Sorry No then whatever #problem is it’s (necessarily) super irregular hours so u rlly can’t plan around it or anything idk. oh well. i’ll do the interview & #ask the questions then #part of me just misses wearing Business Professional Clothing smh. gimme an excuse to bring back the blouses and slacks #reeeeeeally wanna do everything in my power 2 make it work 😔😔 would be so interesting and such good experience (and pays so good lol) #pegasus speaks #ok now i’m exhausted and eating soup in bed #did an ill-advised last minute 11-11 shift and i am feeling it mr krabs #the amount of peppermint tea i have consumed today is ungodly

[exopelagic]

honk shoo.

#but yeah sleepy. #i have so much to do these next few days I’m gonna die #meanwhile I just wanna see my friends #the good thing is that some of the busy things involve seeing my friends but goddamn why are almost all of them hard #also YES I’m going to be dumb and gay again bc a) why shouldn’t I b) nobody can stop me #I’m being dumb and gay again. #now seen The Guy twice since I’ve been back and he’s very cool #still feel like I’m being insane god idk what I’m doing #I hope he comes tomorrow bc he can’t make the meeting which means he won’t be on committee which sucks bc he did want to #OH but I did mean to tell him there was one role he could go for and have a good shot at that I think he’d be good for #only problem is if he doesn’t come tomorrow I can’t tell him in time bc I don’t have any way to message him other than email #(which feels slightly creepy bc I only know it bc secretary and he’s never explicitly said his surname so it’s just inferred from the list) #idk. the thing that gets me is we are very much friends now. like early stages of friends but we keep talking at hockey #and importantly he keeps coming To Me which keeps surprising me bc he does it more than any of my other friends #but I guess I’m also coming to him kinda a lot too. self awareness falls when around cute boy you get how it is #god it’s so unfair why is he like this #I finished getting my skates off before he did yesterday which gave me a very good opportunity to Look while he was talking #and have it not be weird and he’s just very pretty. he’s got a rlly nice nose #i always feel insane pointing out noses it’s the Draw speaking bc I use noses as a focal point and they’re fun to draw #tbh it’s unlikely I will say someone does Not have a nice nose but idk let me have this. it would be fun to draw is maybe what I mean #and I hadn’t noticed before bc the like bridge? and uhh like. base? idk nose words but they don’t match #the bridge is super long and on the thin side w a bump like mine but the like bottom is much rounder and wider and I don’t see that mix much #he also just has rlly nice hair it’s super curly and he’s in that like weird light brown purgatory where it’s all different colours #like it’s mostly light brown but some bits look rlly dark and some especially at the ends is like almost blonde and it changes w the light #god he also keeps doing this dumb fucking thing where he’s trying to skate while squatting all the way and it’s ridiculous #he looks like a spider folding in on itself and the worst part is he can fucking do it #he’s gotten so good at skating recently and I have a feeling he lives somewhere with an ice rink bc I’m sure he’s better than he was novembr #yeah I also got to just stand and watch him play yesterday and it’s so incredibly horribly unfair #anyway I’m too fucking gay and I will not let him escape me again tomorrow I Will get his instagram or smth bc I swear this man #luke.txt

[badolmen]

So funny how trauma will just kick you in the fucking teeth with the most random triggers.

#ra speaks #personal #watched the most recent quintin reviews vid which like yeah I went in with expectations of the content #and it’s not like I actively avoid stuff that depicts/discusses abuse I’ve been going to therapy long enough to know my most sensitive #triggers and stuff. but…idk something abt when he got to the drake bell section just set me off something fierce. #I’m all nerves and stress and self loathing/misplaced guilt from my own past bullshit #like brain can we please cool it we’ve been over this for years why you freaking the fuck out now? (I mean. logically. I know why #and how trauma works and that I’m just having emotional flashbacks but still. ugh.) #brain please be real niceys to me I have a meeting in an hour we cannot be having a panic attack. #you’re safe you’re good it wasn’t your fault etc etc can we please go back to being an adult more than a decade past all that? please??? #survived my meeting so I’m gonna vent abt this a bit more bc. let’s be real. #I don’t rememember a solid 3 years of my adolescence and it fucks w me sometimes. #I remember things before 4th grade. I remember 4th grade. then bam I’m in 8th going to high school. and like #I know logistically what happened. I know emotionally I hated/was so fucking scared of [redacted] until I finally left that fucking school. #it’s just. frustrating bc if I remembered maybe I’d feel more justified letting myself get upset abt it. but I don’t so suck it up buttercup #it probably wasn’t even that bad if you don’t actually remember it so pull it together. #hell for all you know it had nothing to do with [redacted] and you were just on bad meds/depressed and forgot three solid years of your life #after meeting [redacted] <- I am not convincing myself unfortunately.

[vanivanvanilla]

so . how we feeling after zam and subz’ streams .

#van speaks #i rambled on my instagram but i’ll also put my thoughts here #i assumed zam would leave eclipse but the way he did holyyyyy fuck #him and vi are enemies now. sheds tear. subz/am still winning though a little with the shield and trust apple #btw i’m soooo curious why subz just had that shield like . it’s the same as the eclipse shield but instead of black it’s white #ourples are gonna go on a full villain arc so that’s really fun but i’m also scared bc zam is my Guy yknow and vi’s attention is now on him #also don’t get me wrong u guys know i adore 3ht but for some reason zam teaming with them feels weird to me. bad weird and i don’t know why #maybe it’s just because he broke up with eclipse the way he did but it just feels weird to me and i can’t explain it #i don’t think 3ht has any bad intentions or anything of the sort— if anything they’re some of the most moral ppl on the server considering #they don’t obtain and use illegal items— but in my chest it just feels bad. idk it’s all weird #i really wish zam didn’t leave eclipse like that. even with vi lying and stuff he did genuinely care for zam and idk mannn i just feel T_T

[tellthatbrokebitch]

so i had a dr appointment this morning, like finally i can maybe get some answers or at least begin to figure out what’s up with me and why i’ve been losing my voice… and my dr is sick. but don’t worry, the office lady rescheduled my appointment! for FEBRUARY 22ND

#tellthatbrookebitch #i’m never gonna be able to speak again. calling it now #i think perhaps a humidifier could fix me but i can’t even afford to get one #even then idk if it will bc i’m coughing up brown and red mucus which!!! isn’t!!! good!!! #sorry for the tmi but fuck i’m really going thru it

[bumpscosity]

Anyways I went to a toy show today and tried really really hard to not buy pokemon cards and succeeded in not buying any but just now I was thinking “wow that was good restraint I should reward myself by buying myself pokemon cards” HELP

#sassy speaks #i didnt end up getting anything (almost got another worlds of wonder grubby tho) so I have extra cash #idk maybe I’ll buy myself something else pokemon related that isn’t cards #bc I’m worried I’ll start just spending ALL my extra money on card packs. fear of gambling addiction #they should do new paldea collection sorta packs idk what those are called #I’m gonna snoop around the pokemon center rn and see what I see

[tahdashi]

the only good thing ab my bf going away for conferences is that i get suit n tie pics 🙈 soooooooo unwell

#i will claw away at this man when he’s back i will #guys guess what guess what #we’re almost at our 1yr #and we were gonna go on a trip to montreal tgt for winter break #but he has work over break #but guess where his work is #the city #guess where i am from #:) soooooo we’re gonna stay at a hotel and go to a restaurant AND HOPEFULLY ICE SKATING #i’ve always wanted to go on a skating date #idk what we’re doing for the rest of that week #i wanna introduce him to some of my friends from home 🥹 #like while he’s there #but we’ll see that might be awk #ANYWAY IM EXCITED SORRY #i like how we always do things in the city bc he gets so excited to be in the city #i’m not a city person tho tbh #which is why i like being on campus #why am i rambling i go now mwah #sayu speaks #sayu’s other bf <3