#but fuck like. i just want to be treated with decency

[d10nyx]

promise i'm working on content right now but here's a drabble because uhh... it came to me x

corrupt cop leon !! 18+ content

tw: non-con, lil mysogyny and filming. fem!reader

Leon thinks you're cute. Real cute. He'd happily take you out to dinner and treat you real nice if Irons wasn't working his ass to the bone. He barely has enough time to eat or sleep as of late, let alone take the time out of his day to take a pretty girl to a fancy dinner. Not that he could afford to on his payroll, even if he wanted to. City life sure wasn't cheap, something he had to learn the hard way.

He's not a scary cop, not on the surface. He can see the way you instantly relax as you see his face after he pulls up next to you. He's still all baby-faced and bright-eyed, his gaze shining as he looks over you.

"Late night for a pretty girl like you to be out," he had said, shooting you a disarming smile. He'd gotten you to talk for a while, nodding and acting all interested until he got your guard down enough. He didn't have to sweet talk you, but he was nice enough to at least try and get the girl compliant enough to go along with him.

Didn't last long, though. You really started to kick up a fuss as he got a little too touchy with you. All girls like you were so stuck-up. How many dates did a guy have to splurge on to get into some panties? What ever happened to a good old-fashioned backseat blowie? The Internet really fucking ruined women. They all thought they were 'too good' for a quick fuck. Like that'd stop him.

He has you pushed over the hood of his car in a few seconds flat. Cop training came in handy, made him real good at restraining the pretty girls he wanted to stick his dick into. Had you cuffed with his hand cupping your mouth before you could even think about screaming, fumbling with his belt for about 30 seconds before he's hiking your skirt up and tugging your panties to the side.

He thrusts into you with one quick snap of his hips, groaning loudly as your tight heat wraps around his cock. You're not really wet, but the warmth and snugness makes up for your lack of arousal. It makes his cock twitch as you cry out into his hand, the feeling of tears gathering against the skin as they trickle down your cheeks making him grin. He always loved it when they cried, made him feel like his cock was really doing some damage.

"Can you do me a favour, sweetheart?" He murmurs, pressing wet kisses down your neck as he thrusts into you, his balls slapping against your clit repeatedly. Still not enough to get you dripping for him. Jeez, you were a picky one, huh? He had a pretty cock, most girls at least had the decency to get wet after a while. You're lucky you're just his type, or he would've dumped you on the side of the road by now.

"See that light right there?" He breathes out after a beat, his free hand tapping the window right where his dashboard camera sits, recording his every move. He grins against your neck, pretty blues peeking through his lashes as he stares at the camera. "Look at it for me, baby. Wanna be able to watch your pretty face on video when I fill you up."

His words seem to make you panic a little, your cunt clenching around his dick as you start to sob, your chest heaving as you struggle to breathe against his palm. You're drooling all over him, and he's starting to wish he decided to fuck that pretty throat of yours rather than your cunt, cause that's the only thing on you that seems to know how to get wet. Oh, well. He's too close now to bother pulling out.

It only takes him a few more thrusts before he spills his seed deep inside of you with a whimper, his eyes squeezing shut as he buries his face into the crook of your neck. He pulls out a minute later, tucking himself back into his pants, leaving your trembling body bent over his patrol car. Takes him a moment to catch his breath, then he unlocks your cuffs and rubs your wrists - all sweet and gentle.

"Up you get, sweetheart." He pats your ass before helping you up, straightening out your skirt with a sweet smile on his face - like his cum wasn't dripping down the inside of your thighs. He pulls out a wad of cash, stuffing it down your top just to get an excuse to peek at the tits he never got around to touching.

"Money for a taxi, cutie. There's some really nasty men lurking around this time of night."

#leon s kennedy x reader #leon s kennedy smut #leon kennedy smut #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy x you #leon s kennedy x you

[stoned-eren]

today was. not a good day

#.txt #im gonna rant in the tags feel free to ignore this #i just don’t understand why people are so condescending towards me #well okay not everyone. just one person but #this person just feels the need to correct me. abt everything. its really frustrating #it feels like they think theyre better than me bc theyre able to drive and have a job #or theyre super threatened by me or something i dont know. they get all weird every time i talk to their bf #but like seriously #i have a bf. plus like? does it really make you so much better than me bc you can do normal people things #i get i am very far behind in life. i know i am not meeting societal standards #but fuck like. i just want to be treated with decency #vent

[good-to-drive]

Not to start shit but there's no non-misogynistic explanation for hating Pattie or Jane

#i guess you could say the same about cyn or mo but no one seems to hate them #it's just the women who stand up for themselves who we want to villify #because omgosh you not wanting to be treated like absolute shit really hurt Paul's feelings :(((( #bc as a woman it's your calling to absorb cruelty from ✨special✨ men so they have more time and mental energy to be special little boys #sorry i had an irl conversation about jane that filled me with rage #saying you wouldn't have left 1960s era paul doesn't mean you're super nice and loving and special and better than jane #you're not a loving beacon of tender femininity #you have low self esteem #just the way ppl try to twist it to make jane a bad person just for wanting some basic decency and respect.... #if she and pattie did a bunch of fucked up shit that i dont know about please enlighten me #bc all the judgement i see comes from unhinged Beatles fans who can't accept their fav has a history of treating women like shit #(and that they probably continued to have those tendencies even in their fairytale romances) #the beatles #jane asher #pattie boyd #paul mccartney #george harrison

[martyrbat]

so many of you talk about the cruel adults in your childhood that negatively effected you and caused lifelong insecurity yet you're still perfectly fine with being that mean stranger to any kid that has the misfortune of existing around you and thats just really gross !!!

#like i get kids can be overwhelming for a various amount of reasons but its not going to kill you to treat children with basic human decency #adults can be just as overwhelming or annoying—if not more. yet if you talked to an another adult the same way you do to a kid #then ppl would fucking hate you and not want to be around you because youre not being cool and witty—youre just mean!!! #everyone has experienced the frustration of being a kid being mistreated by an adult. some more than others #rather its ignoring your bodily autonomy (from sa and assault to hugging you when you don't want to be touched to not letting you #make your own harmless choices like a haircut or whatever). everyone has been talked down to or had their opinion treated like its nothing #or that their thoughts or input doesn't matter. everyone has a childhood experience with a mean or judgemental adult #yet over and over ppl are fine just repeating that cycle of abuse and hatred #like youre a young adult and youre still getting treated like shit by older ones. but youre able to have a drink or you graduated or smthn #so now you feel like you earned that right to be judgemental & angry & mean to a group of people that didnt fucking do anything to you #anyways. this is because im sick and had to go to the store to get groceries and meds #so its a 20 minute walk to the nearest store in 108 degrees bc i dont have gas money and then in the store im ofc using a face mask #like im sweaty and feel disgusting and like shit but this kid was SO fucking excited about his spiderman toy and wanted to talk and #his mom said ‘i told you no one wants to hear about that crap leave her alone’ and like?? no fuck off let a kid be happy?? hes not fucking #doing anything wrong?? so we talked and he showed me the little tiy that lights up and asked if i saw the new spiderverse movie #and i told him i havent! so he asked why so i explained i have photosensitivity and what that means and why i cant see it #(‘even though i heard its super cool!’) and HE WAS SO SWEET... like immediately hid the toy because oh! flashing lights can hurt me! #and then immediately said dont worry because he'll tell me about it so its like i saw it instead! #and like. guys imma be honest with you. i stilm got no fucking idea what this movie's plot is. #but you bet your fucking ass i was pretending like i was following along & was going ‘no way!’ ‘so it's a parallel universe...?’ ‘oh wow!’ #like yea its unnecessary. i felt oike i was gonna collapse and im still struggling to breathe at home now. but also i been the kid #who just wanted to talk about my interests and no one wanted to or was dismissing it. #i know it's not a end of the world deal but i also know that crushing feeling. you gotta be the kindness you want to see in the world yknow #anyways. be nice to kids or im not going to be nice to you. they're one of the most vulnerable members of our society and deserves kindness

[isthatafuckinggayangel]

Someone has to have talked about it this before, but did anyone pay attention to the design of Bucky’s arm between the one HYDRA gave him and the one Wakanda gave him? Like, the functionality of it.

Here’s the HYDRA hand and arm from a few angles and close-ups for reference on it.

You notice how the panels are all broken up? Especially on the hand and forearm. It allows a full range of motion.

Like, actually move your hand around. Look at what parts move and what stays still. Fold it up weirdly and shit without actually causing discomfort/hurting yourself then look at the WS hand. The hand above is accurate to how a hand works. For example, when you clench your fist, your pinky and ring finger move farther in where your index and middle finger remain perfectly aligned and your pinky goes farther in than your ring finger. This range of motion is shown to be possible in the WS hand, as shown by the small paneling on the actual knuckles below the ring and pinky fingers. There's also a little paneling under the index which allows for movement there, but it's less than the ring and pinky, which is accurate to actual hands.

There’s a lot of similar stuff I could point out across the rest of the arm, but let’s move on to the Wakandan arm.

Here’s some images of it for reference.

Look at the hand here. It doesn't have the same paneling under the ring and pinky finger as what's in the WS arm, nor the index finger (which you can't see very well here, but still), which limits the range of motion. You wouldn't be able to clench your fist if you had a single flat panel across the knuckles on the back of your hand. In fact, you wouldn't be able to hold your phone properly, type on a phone or keyboard, or hold a plethora of other things. It's a severe lack of available range of motion in the hand alone.

There's a plethora of tiny panels in areas on an actual arm that wouldn't move. Larger panels are all you would need on a majority of the forearm as well as the upper arm (smaller panels on and right next to the wrist and elbow are good). Small panels indicate either a wider range of motion or a small range of motion in a small area, which is simply not present in the areas some of those tiny panels are placed.

The combination of these two things tells me that no thought was put into how the Wakandan arm would work functionally. It's clearly designed for aesthetics, not functionality, which is the opposite of the WS arm.

So not only is the Wakandan arm the one that's been used at every turn the MCU makes an ableist joke using Bucky, but it's also an active hindrance to his ability to function.

The shapes of the panels on the WS arm were designed with functionality in mind whereas the Wakandan arm is purely aesthetic.

Really shows the MCU's current priorities with him, huh.

#I'm actively pissed off about this #they make him the butt of the joke at every turn but don't even have the decency to give him a functioning limb #I don't want to see a single goddamn comment about how this is blowing things out of proportion either #he deserves to be treated with respect and this is a huge indicator that they don't care about him #tw ableism #i don't even know how to tag this properly I'm just angry #I only noticed this because I was going to paint the arm on a pair of shoes that I was customizing for myself #the way I can know nothing about what the inner workings of something like this would look like #but I can tell they didn't put thought into how the paneling would realistically work #how the fuck can I #an amateur artist #tell that the arm design is all sorts of fucked up better than the professionals that made it #I'm just #how can you fuck it up this much

[curiouschaosstarlight]

Y'know what.

Fuck you.

-Easily forgives your villains, gives them unconditional love and support, and helps them awaken to emotions they have yet to experience even once.-

-Lets them make mistakes. Lets them backslide. Lets them have terrible habits they may never fully get rid of. Lets them live with themselves and what that means for them. Lets them have things they don't regret doing. Lets them have things they will never regret doing. Lets them have things they will only regret doing after unpacking everything.-

-Lets them have great reasons for doing terrible things. Lets them have no reason for doing terrible things. Lets them have no trauma. Lets them be born different. Lets them have every trauma. Lets them have every illness. Lets them have every loss.-

-Lets them be selfish. Lets them be self-destructively selfless. Lets them decide to change sides just because it serves or benefits them in some way. Lets them decide to change sides because they have nothing to lose.-

-Lets them get stupidly attached to the person they said they'd never get attached to. Lets them have a complete lack of attachments. Lets them feel ready to die for the heroes. Lets them feel ready to sacrifice everyone else at any possible inconvenience.-

-Lets them betray everyone over and over and over again. Lets them betray no one ever. Lets them never feel fully secure in other people. Lets them have full security in everything. Lets them never even think someone might still have a problem with them. Lets them feel like everyone will have a problem with them forever.-

-Lets them have the ire of everyone and no one.-

-Lets them face every and no consequence of their action.-

-Lets them choose and exist differently under circumstances or reasons that make no sense to you.-

-Lets them love and be loved, and hate and be hated.-

-Easily forgives your villain and welcomes them back every single time no matter what they do or what they've done or what will happen because I'm here and I can.-

#not important #i dont know how to tag this #Chaos is angry #im just sick and tired of 'this character shouldnt be redeemed they're evil!!' #'this character was forgiven too easily!!' #'this character shouldnt be redeemed nothing interesting would happen!!' #'this character SHOULDNT be redeemed because xyz!' #fuck off with that fuck every single one of you #this is @ people who are shitty towards villain characters and fans of villain characters #AND @ people who likes the villain but shames others for wanting that villain to be 'soft' or 'redeemed' #and @ people that complain about villains 'always' having trauma #sorry not everyone's born evil!!! hope this helps!!! #and even if the character's born evil choice and experience is half of everything!!! hope this helps!!! #down with this attitude that previous actions forever poison and lock off future actions #down with this implicit idea that choices arent active actions and having made certain ones makes certain future ones inherent #down with this idea that people need to EARN basic human rights and decency after a certain point #down with the idea that anyone 'good' is allowed to treat anyone 'bad enough' however they please and that's totes a-okay #down with the idea that goodness and kindness are either completely lesser OR completely unobtainable once someone's 'evil enough' #like...i love and i mean absolutely LOVE writing assholes who will never change their ways #and a thousand deaths will never repay all the hurt they've caused #but!! i also love writing characters that are actually absolute emotional wrecks and flinch at kindness because it's so unfamiliar to them! #i love writing characters that are evil even beyond death and characters that just needed That One Chance #all is fun!! all is good!! #now shut up and enjoy your stories w/o shaming other people for enjoying differently than you or fucking leave #no im not being hypocritical because this isnt about different enjoyment it's about fans trying to scream the enjoyment out of other fans

[lightningfilledsaber]

Ever hear a song that you KNOW is something someone you cut off is fucking playing to act all sad and mopey about you leaving? Follow up question: how do keep yourself from beating the shit out of someone without feeling like you're going to literally explode

#mud rambles #bad coping mechanism hours el oh el #just ruminating dw #I need to fucking sleep lmfao #anyway to indulge my paranoia a bit! #reminder to people I explicitly cut off and/or don't speak to for a reason that you're doing nothing but stroking your own bitchass ego by #'checking up on me' aka stalking my page #learn to not be such a self centered bitch and grow actual human decency <3 and sincerely fuck you #if I wanted your fucking concern i wouldn't have cut you off #it's kinda fucking late for it especially when i was literally fucking begging for it while we were still 'friends'! #you don't get to keep pretending you care! #and as much as you wanna delude yourself into thinking you actually do care trust me as someone who has actual delusions. you don't #you wouldn't have treated me the way you did if you actually had. especially when i literally. fucking begged you to work with me #stop making excuses. stop 'explaining.' i don't fucking care. it doesn't fucking matter #i've already gone over every possible fucking reason you would've done what you did. trying to 'offer an explanation' does nothing #except. again. stroke your own fucking ego #i've already recognized i'm at fault for letting myself be your fucking doormat and not standing up for myself sooner #however! lol! doesn't fucking mean i deserved what happened or that your 'reasons' matter #you assholes know i'm incredibly self aware. more self aware than y'all like to pretend i am #because to y'all i'm either a stinky dumb man who doesn't get it or just 'your boy' who apparently has just as much self reflection as y'al #which is to say. lol. absolutely fucking none #some advice. stop projecting and work on your motherfucking selves. i've been doing it since beffore i even met y'all #as much as y'all wanna ACT incompetent. you're not. grow the fuck up. you're both literally significantly older than me. #anyway that's enough for now I need to be normal. do something before i go to sleep so i don't just stay up thinking about this lol #because i'm at least actually putting effort into being a functional adult :-)

[delilahsbard]

i hate home

#the number of times i've spoken about how i hate being at home is a lot now #it's like my parents don't even treat me as a person who has her own schedules and routines and college work #when they want to go out i have to be okay with it #it doesn't matter to them that i have a test the very next day #this all started because of my dad #we hardly even go out nowadays and when he wants to he expects all of us to be okay with it #then my mom says she understands that i have to study but the moment my dad comes home she takes his side #and he literally said that he wouldn't let me go out anywhere with my friends and i shouldn't come to him if i need something #like wtf? what does he want me to do? die? #what is even wrong with her? she could have just taken my dad's side from the beginning #and today when i asked if i could go out with friends because the semester is ending he didn't allow me to #and when i was talking to him he starts seeing videos on his phone at full volume #he doesn't the basic decency #i'm literally talking and he pretends like he can't hear and continues watching the videos #i hate my life so much when i'm at home #i really think if i didn't have my sister in my life i would have definitely killed myself #my only motivation these days is to study well so that i can get a good job and then i can move out #so fucking done with my parents #i think there should be some tw in this post but i'm not sure what #hi i'm sorry if you read this but i had to get it out #nivi.txt

[viulus]

Child abuse is so normalized in society that an adult outside of the situation saying anything is seen as just, "You're being rude, mind your business". THE PERSON WHO'S STEPPING IN TO SAY SOMETHING IS TREATED AS THE BAD GUY INSTEAD OF THE ABUSIVE PARENT. What is wrong with parents honestly.

#vu's posts #vu's rants/vents #guess who had Another shitty parent at their work yesterday... me. #some lady was being so nasty to her kids and calling them burdens and all that #it made me so angry that my face got hot and i just kept saying 'yeah that's DEFINITELY a way to treat your fucking kids' #under my breath #also not gonna lie it was kind of triggering to watch because it ah. reminded me of times when i was that kid #no but yeah it's always at a public place or some shit and no one cares. either everyone thinks that it's fine #a 'good job on putting that brat in their place' kind of mindset #or you'll have grown adults fucking LAUGHING at this child who's being mistreated. #or best-case scenario you'll have other adults looking uncomfortable. like they want to say something but they can't #because in this society it's considered worse to 'butt in' on a parent with their child #than it is for a parent to straight up abuse their children. often times in public even. #i often times don't like kids i'll admit. i think they're annoying #so you know what i'm not gonna do? HAVE MY OWN AND BLAME THEM FOR EXISTING. christ #if you don't like children then you can just. not have them! don't have them. #i don't like kids much but for fucks sake they don't deserve to be treated like that. i still treat them with Basic Decency and Respect #it's literally not hard and they didn't do anything wrong to be treated the way that society at large treats them

[capetowncapers]

This close 👌🏻 to just driving off somewhere even though I just got home a couple hours ago bc I’m already over my family.

#i was away for the whole weekend. i haven’t been home since Friday morning. #and y’all are making it so tempting to just turn right the fuck around and leave again lmao #my mother just doesn’t respect my space or respect me as a person. and she’s oblivious to the way she treats people #and my father. well. #so I’m like. fine. but I wish I had my own place #(tbh if I had my own place and could come and go as much as I wanted I’d probably still be over at my partner’s place helping him move) #bc I don’t care if it’s tedious work I’ll gladly do it for him. #it’s far preferable to spend time doing manual labor in hot weather with someone who truly values you #than to spend down time with people who don’t afford you the respect or decency they should. #and that’s that on that #cape town rambles #sorry I’m just annoyed #two months and I move back out for school

[fishandships]

like have you ever wanted to take your SI/OC and just. play with them and non-FO characters like dolls a little bit.

#my issue is that i dislike writing unhealthy relationships for the most part #and i feel like Rosario/Norton wouldn't jive for the same reason i stopped shipping Luchino/Norton #because Norton WAS being written in canon as an abusive entitled person who would leech onto a compassionate person #and just drain them of everything and demand more while giving nothing in return #HOWEVER #netease having retconned his backstory into someone who's never had a break his entire life and is fed the fuck up? #and responds positively to being treated with basic decency? #THAT i can get behind again #but i would still want to do it in the context #of Rosario as an OC and not as a SI if that makes a lick of sense #i feel like it's less weird to 'play' with OCs than with SIs #like why do i wanna put 'myself' in an unhealthy relationship (presumably with a plot of working towards being healthy) #but a genuine enemies-to-lovers arc is something i've wanted to try properly for a WHILE #and i just think it could be super interesting to write Norton taking advantage of Rosario at first but then growing more genuine #like for the first time in his life he's being cared for and it frees him up a bit to be able to actually feel emotions #and it would absolutely be unhealthy for Rosario at first because initially he is taking advantage of them but at the same time #they 'need' to be needed and to provide care and comfort #and eventually they get to the point where Norton isn't using them anymore because he actually cares about them too #so it becomes mutual and evens out #idk is it fucked up that i want to mess with this? #river babbles

[mako-island-moon-pool]

Why am I flipping tf out over my roommate going into my room when I wasn't home and leaving a package on my bed it's literally not a big deal and they were trying to be helpful but I am shaking right now I should be happy I got my new favorite shirt but I'm so angry

#Like genuinely seething with rage over something so innocuous I shouldn't be angry #But at the same time I'm like... #The door was shut. When did I ever say you could come in here (I didn't). I wasn't home. Don't touch my stuff. You could have left it #Outside the door. My room is a mess and they saw. AND DON'T TOUCH MY STUFF #I feel like I shouldn't have to sit them down and be like 'hey I don't want you going in my room when I didn't say you could go in there' #Like I feel like that's common sense when u live with other people but I guess not????? #Like it really bothers me cuz I'd NEVER go into someone's room when they weren't there w/o express permission #Fucks sake I linger outside the doorway til they say I can come in when they are there and we're talking #I feel like that's just basic decency because it's their space #Why can't you respect mine and not go in my room when you don't have permission????? #At least text me first????! #THE DOOR WAS SHUT THATS WHAT'S REALLY BOTHERING ME #THE DOOR WAS SHUT WHY WOULD YOU LOOK AT A CLOSED DOOR TO SOMEONE'S BEDROOM AND JUST WALK IN WITHOUT EVER ASKING #Sorry. I know I'm being super irrational right now #I just. My mom used to go through my stuff when I lived at home and throw out whatever she wanted #She would wait until I left the house and then throw things out and leave the rest in a giant pile of trash on the floor #It was always when I was having a decent day too. She'd treat me totally normally the whole way home and then I'd walk into my room to it #Absolutely destroyed and her response was always a cool 'well you should have cleaned it then' #I used to have to dig through the garbage to get the stuff I had attachments to back #She once threw out an entire shoebox filled with my drawings because it was 'too messy' but literally the lid was slightly askew from being #Overfilled. Instead of getting me a bigger container or another shoebox she just fucking tossed it #I lost so much childhood art from that it's part of the reason I refuse to throw anything I've ever drawn away #Anyway this is why I'm overreacting and being irrational and not letting people walk all over me with no complaints #Don't worry though I'm working on squishing any other reservations I have about being a doormat #That way in a couple more years I'll just be a shell of a person and then people will finally like having me around #AJDGDHDHDBMSBDGDJDHDBDMDBDBDN #Grumble grumble

[dead-pidove-do-not-eat]

Why are some of y’all so quick to reject free acts and labours of love JUST because the people who did them have the audacity to ask you to treat them like they are human beings and maybe even with a little bit of courtesy.

You can say “if you don’t like it/how I act/whatever , GTFO” but eventually ur life is going to be bland and barren as fuck because nobody wants to make stuff for you if they aren’t being treated nicely.

#vague posts #idk who reblogged it but #yeah I hate the ‘if you don’t want criticism maybe don’t post’ #like no? #maybe you should fuck off #people are taking time out of their own day #using their own energy #and putting their own skills into something and sharing it with you #yeah I don’t think it’s wrong to ask for ppl to be grateful #and MAYBE JUST MAYBE #treat your fellow people on the internet with decency and dignity

[lilgynt]

my mom was like pls don’t do that when i looked annoyed about her talking about the door accessories stabilizing my door okay can ur son not violently break every door in this house and then actually keep his and ur word about replacing said broken door and stop making me the bad guy about being annoyed that my door has been broken for 8 months and the only answer has been why do you need a door

#personal #like cool i get to remember hiding in my room at 22 christmas day while my brothers throwing shit and jiggling my handle #AND get chewed out about it randomly #like ben gets to have working doors and not to think about this ever and randomly decide hey. #i’m just never gonna do this #and everyone keeps treating me like im the huge asshole :) #i hate being so reliant on weed but also weed free nights are like hey. which memories of the last year u want to run through #i’m not gonna lie did actually start crying bc thinking about it it’s actually so mean of both of them #i didn’t even bother them for 4 months after they promised they’d buy and install it on my birthday #instead i spent the night prior cleaning then got my dad out of the rehab for my birthday #i just hate it more bc they really don’t give a shit aboht me #my moms complaining about me not eating but also telling me how good i look and begging me not to get the weight back #frankie’s texting me asking if im okay just to talk about his own stuff #and see if i can help him with whatever the fuck #ben he’s the worst bc he acts like he’s gonna change and talks about therapy and agrees with me but doesn’t do anything different!!!!! #and doesn’t even have the decency to tell me he cant do the door anymore. just gave me looking fuckin stupid #and none of them can reach out or try to actually help me when i’m begging for fucking help #they actively ignore me asking for help!!! #and i’m telling myself it doesn’t matter but no it is fucked up my mom expects me to walk to her #or get her shit or get on ladders or just plain FORGETS i have a broken foot #seriously i was lying in bed and she was at the door and i had to get up to show her something bc she doesn’t want to walk to me #i’m just really upset i think. and no weed barrier. swag.

[vaguelyhauntedcornfield]

Thinking angrily about how all it takes it one person showing kindness and understanding to someone viewed as an “outsider” in a group setting to make the rest of the group reconsider and feel bad about isolating or being mean. Why do some people find human decency so hard? Why are you, as an adult, forming cliques and designating social outcasts?

#like jfc #if you for some reason didn’t fit in wouldn’t you want people to treat you with respect still? #you can not fit in for any number of reasons it’s not unreasonable for literally EVERYONE to find themselves the odd man out at some point #idk i just saw it happen in college and ive seen it happen since graduating too and it makes me mad #it says a lot about you if there’s someone being ostracized by a group #and instead of offering a hand to the person you instead go stand with the group #and look this isn’t a ‘look at how great i am’ thing this is a like basic fucking human decency thing #it literally takes more energy to be an asshole what are you doing

[femme-malewife]

Everytime I get a job offer to be some sort of camp counselor I just wanna go helllllll no

I’ve played “The Quarry” I don’t fuck with that shit

#HJASHJSJHK this is a joke post but still #im NEVER working with kids again tbh #i worked at a daycare for just over a month before but it ended terribly #basically my coworkers would force me to do all of the heavy lfiting- EVEN WHEN MY WRIST WAS SPRAINED #like had a wrist brace and everything #they were always rude to me too??? and ONE of my coworkers was nice to me #and i vented to her that i wanted to quit soon bc i felt i wasnt treated very well #AND SHE SNITCHED TO OUR BOSS. i got scolded for ''thinking'' that i was treated unfairly #at this time i had 2 jobs. one at the daycare and one at a beauty store #and my manager was qutting in a few days and our hours would literally Triple #bc its a small store yk? only five employees total #so when i called i called as soon as i found out and i told them my last day would be in a few days #bc i at least had the decency to do that much #the boss lady literally screamed over the phone saying ''well when you need a good recommendation #im not going to put a good word in for you!'' and ever since then i never put that job on my resumes LMAO #like ok? thanks for the warning??? but id rather quit this MINIMUM WAGE JOB THAT FUCKING FORCES ME TO USE *MY OWN MONEY* TO PAY FOR SHIT #FOR THE KIDS. than the job that pays me MORE and id get MUCH more hours #honestly fuck daycare jobs they underpay the staff so fuckign much and its not even fucking worth it #it really isnt. #the kids were sweet though. they loved me. they colored a lot of pictures for me