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Fluff of inosuke having a niggtmare about so dying so the next day hes super protective and needy and that night the nightmare comes back he wakes up crying and so realizes why he was acting weird all day so she comforts him and pampers him the next day and that nught holds him close wth cuddles and lullabyes and he sleeps well this time curled in a ball while so hold him

I dunno if it is fluffy enough but I tried-

Warnings: mentions of blood and death

Inosuke and a painful nightmare

Poor Ino went to bed in a bad mood, caused from his latest mission

He was utterly itrritated and injured, and lots of thoughts flashed through his mind, both bad and good

It took him too long to fall asleep, even after he was snuggled in his s/o

The experience that night was unbearable for him

He was having a dream, a really morbid dream, more like a nightmare

His loved one was so far away.. in the dark void, their face was covered in warm tears, screaming Inosuke's name to come and save them

Alas... he couldn't move nor shout back to reassure he will be there in no time

In the distance you could see Muzan's mischievous grin, right behind his s/o. His nails digging deep in their skin, causing them to scream in excruciating pain

Inosuke couldn't bear it. He was not able to shout or move a muscle, it was unbearable

Out of nowhere, they were taken away in the dark, far away from Ino's sight, only blood to be splashed everywhere afterwards

That left him in utter shock and terror, the poor boy tried to scream his lungs out, but he woke up, shouting in reality instead

He was all sweaty, panting and suffocating, thank god his s/o woke up too and immediately took him in their arms

They let Ino describe what has caused him that, and he timidly explained the nightmare he had

Of course, his s/o reassured him that this will never happen, absolutely never

They began to comfort him and caress his back, throwing him compliments how strong he is and how he will never let such thing happen

Of course our boar boy got excited from all the complimenting and his mood was boosted, he had all that confidence stored somewhere

They tried to fall asleep again, but instead, Ino was still haunted from his nightmare and was staring at his s/o, worried that something similar might happen while they are asleep

However, the recalling of his lover's compliments again raised his hopes up and he was sure he will protect them if a calamity happens

When he woke up he saw that his s/o was up already, he really got the chills, again thinking the worst. The nightmare was still following him

He needed some time to process everything and calm down. So he attempted to think positively and searched for his beloved one

Fortunately, he found them in the kitchen, probably cooking something for breakfast, judging by the pleasant smell

Their morning went well, as usual, but something seemed odd in him

He was more protective and always observed them cautiously, no matter what they did

He was afraid they will choke, impale themselves with a sharp utensil or even burn themselves with hot water

"What?? I am just worried about you, dumbo!"

He always followed them, e v e r y w h e r e like some kind of spy, without them noticing

Inosuke would always shout at them to be careful and approach them to observe how they are doing stuff, really afraid that they might hurt themselves. He was so observant and always followed them

He would also hug them fom behind and kiss them out of nowhere. Ino wanted to be near them

"I want a hug. Now."

Inosuke was so clingy it was almost weird. All these long hugs and caresses, the gentle kisses he placed every 5 minutes. Not that any of them would complain

His s/o noticed his strange behaviour. They wanted to know if what they were thinking is true and told him that they will go to the near forest for water

What Inosuke didn't remember was they had plenty of water in their house

He demanded to accompany them, but they said the spring was a few meters deep, and besides it is daytime

He didn't want to seem strange and he pretended to go to their room and "play with his swords"

He went out from the windows tho and carefully watched his lover go in the forest

Ino felt fear and immediately rushed to follow them, but he didn't know they stopped at one spot, waiting for him

He was embarrased af when his lover giggled at him

"It is not funny! I just wanted to come! It is boring to be alone there!"

"Yeah..sure."

When they came back they on purpose hit their hip in one of the furniture, and Inosuke took out his swords

"Are you okay? Does that hurt? Should I shred this to pieces???"

His s/o giggled at his statement and opened their arms for a warm hug and sat down, accosting him

Ino still didn't know why he was so protective throughout the whole day, but they spent the rest few hours in talking and hugging

Yep, it was true. The nightmare caused this

The very same night, Ino had trouble falling asleep, but when he did.. the exact same nightmare came again, only that after the splashed blood, he heard a guttural laugh and saw his s/o's weakened dead body

"DON'T LEAVE ME, I BEG YOU!"

He woke up shouting and sweaty again, only that this time tears were formed in his eyes and commenced falling down his cheeks

Again, his lover woke up and their heart almost stopped when they saw how anguished he was, so they immediately pulled him closer and wrapped their hands around him

Ino buried his head in their chest, his tears still falling down

"You're...here?"

"Yes! Of course I am.. how could I not be?"

And they couldn't sleep. Ino was so scared that the exact same nightmare will show when he falls into slumber again. He couldn't stand it

He realized that very nightmare was the source of his demeanor the day before, which of course was normal, since he was able to form a steady bond between him and his lover and he will broke down if they are gone. He narrated the sequence of the nightmare, to which his loved one sighed and gently placed a kiss on his forehead

They tried to calm him down by talking to him and massaging him, it worked and he stopped weeping, but couldn't fall asleep again

Both of them stayed up the whole night hugging and kissing, without talking much as they were enjoying the silence and each other's presence

When the morning arrived, the love birds decided to take it easy this day and relax, not overthinking that nightmare Ino had

This time Ino's s/o decided to make him stay in one place and make him relax and feel loved and calm, forgetting about the dream

They cooked his favourite meals, showered together, brushed his hair and braided it, he was pampered the whole day and whatever he asked for his s/o did it, which were mostly kisses and hugs

As evening approached, they went to their shared bedroom and snuggled under the blankets. Ino's s/o decided to give him one relaxing back massage

Ino of course was being a little turd and started a pillow fight, which eventually turned into a heated make out session

They were going to sleep soon, but Ino was still somehow worried that something might happen, so he wrapped his hands around his s/o and placed his head on their chest, feeling a bit drowsy as he was enjoying the sound of their heartbeat

Ino was smiling the whole time and was so happy that he was blessed with such a divine creature like his lover, he couldn't be more happy

He curled himself in a ball and this is when his s/o began singing his favourite lullaby... he was overjoyed

He almost teared up.. their soft voice and gentle touch sent him to the heavens and mesmerized him completely

Eventually, thank to his s/o's captivating voice and the subtle caresses, he peacefully fell asleep, lightly snoring, his s/o following him after

The dream still couldn't escape his mind completely, but after that night he did his very best to stop thinking about it forever

Hope you liked it!

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naruhearts · 6 years

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14x05 Watch Notes/Meta Commentary

(This is like, way better than writing separate posts. Why didn’t I do this before?)

I’m currently too busy to write a cohesive review post, though hopefully I have time to do it this weekend!!

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Leader Sam off the bat!! Hmm hunters are checking in with him now—busy Chief lol

Look at how activity-noisy the bunker is. BODY CAMS as a new hunter system!! Watching and learning epitomized.

Dean’s very involved and on-the-top of his game, although you can definitely tell in terms of ambience that he remains out of place. Again, broken mirror of the Bunker, his Heart and Home.

WTH even is this music??

Interesting...statue of father and child. Father-child relationship emphasized. Father figure and internal development-linked themes as always

Mary/Bobby wearing Michael!Dean and Cas clothes—here we go!! Mirrors!!

IV and blood! It’s the old man they saw.

Maggie in chains. Poor girl.

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Dying old man’s daughter Sasha saying she needs to sort things out with her father before he dies...she must LET GO. To do that, reconcile your past mistakes with your present self, and look towards the positive future. You’re more than your mistakes. You deserve to be saved. Consistent cathartic themes!! Love it.

AU Bobby totally doesn’t like Dean and Sam.

Similar Dean/Cas dynamic of Cas curtailing Dean’s emotionality lol

“At least he wasn’t like your dad was when I knew him.” Ooooo

BOBBY HAS WALLS, says Mary. Indeed, just like Dean possesses internal walls. Sam and Mary juxtaposed with Dean and Bobby reflecting each other (Dean carrying the BAG OF EMOTIONS, no less). AH!! Bobby clearly established as a Dean parallel. I’m DANCING *serves cake*

People put up walls for a reason, says Sam. There’s the trauma recovery themes surfacing here.

“If you care about him, I think you should [try and find out his reasons for trauma]” —> open communication and deconstructing these barriers to healthy self-process. MORE nudging from the narrative to knock down the psychological walls!! Bobby/Mary are the D/C parallels (DOWN TO THE CLOTHES) depicting what future Dean/Cas (and TFW) should (continue to) learn!! COMMUNICATE and HEAL TOGETHER AS A RELATIONAL UNIT.

lol nice powder Dean

MoTW is weird, popping here and there.

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Dean still has the bag on, of course.

Dying old man’s daughter Sasha stating her dad is an alcoholic/toxic narcissistic tendencies!! Sasha the Dean mirror; her dad the John mirror.

Yes, Dean staying with her. Here we go.

The BAG OF EMOTIONS IS ON THE SEAT.

Boom, Sasha says she isn’t up for Heart to Hearts with Dean. Then she opened up: her father was away all the time. She worshipped him as a kid. Dean is so obviously reflected by Sasha!!!

JOHN-DEAN once again slathered ALL OVER this narrative.

DEAN TELLING SASHA TO LET GO OF THE PAST YES!!

Omg he literally told her the past is baggage. And the bag is on the seat, right there with him. TPTB directly connecting the bag to psychological baggage stimulated by John Winchester *thumps table* *guys je suis TRÉS EXCITÉE OKAY*

“Is that what you do?” Sasha asks Dean. Dean says he TRIES. Oh, Dean, you WILL SUCCESSFULLY LET GO, as well.

AU BOBBY HAS A SON DANIEL

MARY FIGHTING DANIEL

Daniel was killed by angels :o But here he wasn’t real—he was a caricature!

Bobby chose Mary over his son. He’s AFRAID TO LOSE MARY. That is his worst nightmare. Continuous Bobby/Mary = Dean/Cas 😭

Not to mention it could be a deliberate callback to Mary—despite knowing that Azazel will come for her family—going through with the demon deal so she can save John! Mirrors reflecting mirrors reflecting mirrors, eh? Season Reflections 14.

John/Mary = Bobby/Mary = Dean/Cas. Upholding previous season ROMANTIC mirrors.

Dean’s “Sasha, will you make me a sandwich?” smh

IT’S A DJINN OMG

Michael!Dean asked the djinn to do it—to kill as many hunters as he can.

Djinn is the reflection of Michael too: capitalizing on his victims’ INSECURITY and FEAR via reaping their minds to manipulate them (“Weaving our poisonous webs inside people’s minds.”) Because of Michael, he can bring the nightmares out into the world.

wtf DJINN can’t even SEE into Dean’s mind. “You...you...” (or maybe he DID SEE, and WHAT was there for him to see?). MICHAEL IS SETTING TRAPS @dimples-of-discontent yes, he’s the HUNTER (as he’s said in 14x02), cooking up strategic plans. Michael not being truly gone. Hiding in plain sight.

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Sasha telling Dean you can’t change the past. ABSOLUTELY. Instead, you can change the future!

THIS IS WHAT SHOULD (AND WILL) HAPPEN FOR TFW, especially DEAN! Dean Depressed Winchester must die so Dean Self-Actualized Winchester can live.

Aww Dean is proud of Sam (man, the bunker’s BUSTLING). Toxic Brodependency cannot be found anywhere in the current narrative and I’m delighted. It’s genuinely dead e.g. when Bobby berated Sam, Dean didn’t retaliate.

Mary patching up Bobby’s wounds. Bobby (also a John mirror in certain respects seeing as he’s Mary’s romance-coded replacement) saying Hunting is what got them through life.

Mary telling Bobby it wasn’t his fault = Cas and Dean’s own past instances of emotional disclosure and reassuring each other. Mary/Bobby Heart to Heart. Mary/Bobby everything. Oh, and Bobby’s left arm/side was bandaged by Mary. I’m loving the romantic subtextual Reflection cake of D/C ;-;

**sigh these two lovers**

Bobby not knowing any other way to live besides hunting, but MARY CLAIMS THEY WILL FIND ANOTHER WAY (“Don’t give up on me”)—introducing alternative positives/narratively reflecting Cas’ role in Dean’s life as his anchor. Dean, who knew no other way of life until Cas came into the picture, and then, over ten years, Cas induced Dean to dare hope, to believe that he DOES deserve to be saved, to HAVE/BE what he always wanted to have/be e.g. umbrella drinks, toes in the sand, matching Hawaiian shirts, watching movies and eating pizza together 😭 Full circle Bobby/Mary mirror narrative of Dean and Cas’ interpersonal bond. POSITIVE ENDGAME. Can you believe this episode?! It were SO substantial on the Mirror front.

BOBBY AND MARY ARE TAKING A BREAK AND GOING ON AN EXCURSION TO DONNA’S CABIN. Talk about potential foreshadowing? *rubs hands together* *ever-shifting TFW dynamics*

Speaking of, Dean was the one telling Mary to go with Bobby :’) *Sam telling Cas to go with Dean, his parental figure—Dean and Cas splitting off from Sam to take time off (or HUNT) together as the final nail in the Brodependent coffin? Dean relinquishing his parental duties permanently as he FREELY commits himself to/loves Cas emotionally and mentally? *Yes please!!* *Someone calm me down I’m getting ahead of myself :P*

GARTH!

Dean again disclosing that Michael affected him, that he should let go and move on (from his trauma, from his past mistakes, and the deep-rooted internal prisons, depressive/repressive tendencies, and unhealthy self-process John unloaded within him. Bobby expressed regret over bringing Daniel to war —> pertaining to soldier!Dean destroyed by neglectful John). We know Dean’s successful catharsis, healing, and trauma recovery takes time, patience, and persistent mental/emotional effort. He has his family as his holistic social supports.

Sam’s so hopeful in saying they can kill Michael.

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Oh my gosh, alright, so this episode was superbly written by Glynn in terms of Love, Family, Trauma Recovery, and Catharsis themes that were evidently maintained for S14, and don’t even get me started on the borderline tangible Dean/Cas and Bobby/Mary reflections!! The Past will die. The Future will live. Before one can step into the future, TFW must let go. Rectify past mistakes by holding onto your supports. Dare to dream. Dare to hope. Dare to LOVE. ‘Things don’t have to end this way’—end badly. The Self can be healed, and opening yourself up is the first step. Face the mirror and accept what you see. Deconstruct your traumas and jump over those hurdles. Only then can you fully embrace self-actualization. Also, Dean’s character progression excites me (plus the very positive D/C implications Bobby/Mary relayed throughout the ep) and I cannot wait to see him crack the walls further as the season unfolds!! I’m sorry for the sloppy thoughts, but y’all can assume that I’ll be rewatching it at some point :’D

SOLID 7.5/10

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