#but honestly it happens so rarely

[kunikidas-lost-glasses]

Okay but Gojo raised two children at 17/18 alone with like zero experience on how to be a good parent while he was training to become the strongest and shortly after loosing his best friend who had also been the one he had been in love with in one of the most horrendous and cruel ways possible all while keeping up an incredibly cheerful and carefree personality.

You can't tell me that this man wasn't emotionally, mentally and probably also physically exhausted during that time.

#Doing all of that is honestly so impressive #And doing so while being at a bad place in life/struggling with mental health makes it even more difficult to manage #I like to think that Nanami and Shoko kept checking on him frequently despite him saying that he was fine and didn't needed any help #He was just 17/18 at that time. He was so young. #Hc: When he had a moment for himself in the evening when the kids were already in bed he would just sit in bed and stare holes into the air #he would do so for nearly one hour unless one of the kids would call for him which happened rarely #shoving only tiny parts of headcanons which aren't bsd related into the posts which aren't bsd related so that I can still publish them #Listening to sad songs while my mental health is getting worse again really sets the mood for this one #satoru gojo #gojo satoru #gojo saturo #saturo gojo #megumi fushiguro #tsumiki fushiguro #fushiguro tsumiki #geto suguru #suguru geto #satoru x suguru #satosugu #jjk gojo #jjk spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #not bsd related

[niyana-the-ambiguous-mobian]

I would rather miss the first 3 periods of class before skipping out on a giant breakfast like this.

#honestly #i would be so mad when this would happen on those movie/shows #and the parents would rarely seem mad about it and let them be as they left #my parents would have had me eat a plate of at least one waffle before sending me out #even if i had to eat it like those anime kids ate they're bread as they ran to school

[larphis]

Sometimes I think “God, I am just like Ed” and then I start putting him on a pedestal and make big paragraphs to say that he never did anything wrong in his life and how he’s actually just a very soft person that is hurting deep inside and needs a forehead kiss and then I look in the mirror and realize that I am in fact Stede Bonnet.

#ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #Edward teach #ofmd fandom #I feel like deep down every ‘he’s just like me’-Ed apologist is just a Stede Bonnet in disguise #because let’s be real this is such Stede behavior #I am in fact such a soft person but I always wanna appear tough and cool #I have an avoidant attachment style and am dating the man of my dreams but am rarely spending time with him #because my instinct is to run away once something good starts happening to me #I am such a Stede and honestly perhaps that is one of the many reason why I relate to this show so much #like yes babe I wanna kiss Taika Waititi too only to get a panic attack and run back to the life I hate #sigh

[thegoodthebadandtheart]

another year, still drawing people doing things to each other. you might or might not know this but i started working as a doctor this year and i'm happy/proud it hasn't kept me from still drawing my silly little fictional guys. it's not much but it's honest work.

thank you to everyone who's liking, reblogging and commenting on my art! it means everything to me <3

#yia* #a #i guess that sums up most of what happened this year already #i think everyone knows how bad the healthcare system is for workers but - it really is bad out here lol stay safe yall #so many sickly yellows in my picks for this year... what does it all mean #the doctor thing encompasses a bunch of stuff like. being a friggin doctor. doing ENT and liking it like i hoped i would. doing surgeries #earning proper money from a proper full-time job for the first time in my life. doing 24h shifts and being on call. #still haven't finished my thesis and honestly don't know how i'm supposed to with the time i have w/o killing every bit of joy in my life #but thus are the mysteries of existence #the girl with social anxiety who didn't understand starting i.v.s - she's come a long way and i rarely take the time to be proud of it. #also i'm proud of my gay fanart. equally as much i think. so here's YOUR reminder to be proud of YOU.

[my-current-obsession]

My hyper-specific type when it comes to otome guys:

- Absolutely pathetic - Cannot speak to a girl normally to save his life - Tries to be calm/aloof, but turns tsundere when flustered enough - A good and pure man at heart, yet does some questionable things - ...Little Red Riding Hood???

#heart fragment #taisho x alice #otome #doofenshmirtz voice: if i had a nickel for every time i fell in love with a video game guy heavily associated to little red riding hood... #..i'd have two nickels. which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice! #i made this post basically as a way to announce i played heart fragment recently. and uh. it's REALLY GOOD #i probably do love clive the most (and i was immediately interested/biased considering his similarities to Red) but... #the rest of the cast is great too! I ADORE shannon and i am beyond ready to figure out what jasper's deal is #and honestly i'm into the mystery and the strained family relationship aspects too. just great writing all around even beyond the romances #this is one of Those Games that messes with you and the more you play it the more it sneaks new creepy stuff in #whatever the hell is going on with inigo in the dreams is unsettling. and i love it. #but seriously i'd recommend this to any otome fan and ESPECIALLY taiali fans considering the similarities go far beyond just this #you like fairy tales? you like exploring psychological issues and trauma? this is the game for you #also you can date guys AND girls which is a rare treat! again - i LOVE shannon. i just... love clive even more #but to be fair i think the hangup is that no matter what you're very close and friendly with shannon #so even if you don't romance her you still have a great relationship with her regardless #meanwhile with clive he's starting as a stranger and you basically have to be a jerk to him or blow him off which hurts my heart #and also clive seems to fall kind of fast and hard for you so the relationship developing in a romantic direction just feels. right IMO #i can accept being just besties with shannon (even though I definitely still love her romance outcomes) #but it pains me to spurn clive's affections #on an unrelated note i do intend to post my thoughts (basically a review) of winter's wish: spirits of edo #but i want to finish getting the sorrow endings for CGs and lore which means a second run through several routes

[daz4i]

ik we talk abt dazai with a cane and that's so good and i need it to happen. but in addition to that. i want it to at any point be acknowledged that he has some chronic pain or long lasting issues from his suicide attempts. please

#ik his attempts are often passed as jokes esp in the main story #and i think this could add a layer to them. and realism #maybe he can only eat and drink certain things bc drinking so many poisons and chemicals fucked his stomach up #maybe he has to constantly stretch bc his hanging attempts messed up stuff in his joints #maybe all his drowning attempts fucked up his lungs #stuff like that yknow?? nothing too big but enough to make it clear #we probably won't. bc we rarely get to see his true self. and this is def smth he'd hide. like he does with the bandages #(honestly even at any point showing him without those and seeing scars would be amazing 🥺) #but i like to hope that it'll happen. i think it'll be beautiful. and i think it fits the themes and messages in bsd #suicide // #ask to tag

[bericas]

scott appreciation week (day 4) → i think it’s my fault

― Andrei Tarkovsky, Journal 1970-1986

#twedit #scottmccalledit #scottmccallweek #dont talk to me about the last gif i dont want to hear it #ive taken one art history class and the only redeeming thing about the last gif is that it kind of looks like a painting almost #with like the faded gauziness and how the tarp almost looks like brushstrokes #I TOOK ONE ART HISTORY CLASS PLEASE DONT BULLY ME ABOUT THIS #and i do think it adds to the effect. like its over. theres no fighting it. hes a saint. #the rest are in focus and vibrant and the last one is kind of blurred out. okay maybe i like it now. #anyway its really about how scott doesnt get to be a kid and so rarely are the adults in his life adults #and its not necessarily their faults. like. very many of them are also human. #deaton steps up for him a lot and melissa does her best and imo only ever really fails bc of poor writing choices #and by s6 when chris is trying to be his stepdad i think he's stepped up in a big way too #but. like. melissa raised a good kid. and shes a good mom. but life still happens and no one really talks abt how scott was parentified too #like. you gave a kid with a fixer complex supwerpowers. he is obviously going to feel the need to be a superhero #he barely got to be a kid before that and he certainly doesn't get to now which we see as early as season 1 #when he leaves his friends and girflriend in a room to hide in a room to go fight a monster #he doesnt get to hide. he doesnt get to not fight. by formality he's saying that he has to protect everyone #in fury matt shoots him in front of his mom and makes him leave her and threatens to kill her and he still cant help but show him sympathy #during his Tragic Backstory. like. scott wouldve saved matt if he couldve. i bet he thinks about matt honestly. #WAIT FUCK #FLASHING GIF TW #for the fourth andddddd seventh one #maybe the third one? im not sure but its him breaking thru the mountain ash its all glowy #anyway #scott doesnt get to be a kid and by s5 they forget that he's even a person #and by s6 they try to assert that as a positive #every villain makes him kinder but only because he doesn't have an alternative. it changes him. it can't not change him. #he can't be the same after. so it's kinder or crueler but crueler was never an option. #theyve made him into a saint by robbing him of his personhood

[cherubytes]

does the guy complaining about the amount of gay ultrakill fanart they see know they're on the gay fanart website???? "i cant scroll through the tag without seeing 30 fanarts of gabriel in a skirt" my brother in christ that man isnt wearing pants

#ramblings #ultrakill #sorry i usually dont pay attention to this kind of thing but that last complaint was really funny to me #“nothing in this game is meant to be sexualized'' in the game that has buttplug support?????? #like ok. i get not wanting to see anything nsf/w but that can be remedied by like. blocking the suggestive or nsft tags #as an asexual i do get the frustration of not being interested in the nsf/w side of fandoms. idk how it is on reddit or twitter #but i imagine that its a bit more difficult to avoid without a tagging system. i honestly have no clue since i rarely go on those sites #but the way this guy went about it is so weird lol #what happened to curating your own online experience or whatever. ive got fandoms i like where im not interested in what #most people like to post about. so i just go look elsewhere #cutting this short bc this is already way too long

[pineware]

i saw some post where people in the comments were talking about their prophetic dreams tendency and it was the first time i've seen so many people speak about that one specific experience i have and i thought oh thank god i'm normal lol..

#my prophetic dreams are always very mundane but #i already have extremely vivid dreams and remember my dreams each day which recently people have told me is highly unusual?? #not sure if that's actually true but. my dreams are vivid so if one of them is 'prophetic' i totally remember it happening in my dream #and since i remember all of them i also get my dream memories mixed in with my irl memories. which can be annoying honestly🤦‍♂️ #i can obviously distinguish them but sometimes it takes me a moment #ooh also. i am rarely ever myself in my dreams. i'm most often a different person or creature. or sometimes i dream in 3rd pov like a movie #oops sorry for rambling i love talking about dreams it's fun

[helpimstuckinafandom]

Thinking about how Orin kidnapping one of your companions only chooses from a select few of them and how like..... one day we could get an update that makes any one of them takeable. Can you imagine.

#i'd kill for it honestly #or if it just fucked with you by taking your most used companion #that happens to be astarion for me (cause rogue shit is literally indispensable) #and the idea of having to go around without his lockpicking and trap disarming and perception and stealth and sneak attack #is just so fucking wild like that's so much of my strategies GONE without him #or shadowheart. i'm playing paladin so i have some healing and stuff but in my karlach playthrough i've realized life is so much harder #so her being gone would fuck me UP (love our druids but i just don't utilize them well so i rarely bring them even if they have heals) #ugh just imagine the possibilities man #bg3 #bg3 orin #bg3 spoilers #(just in case)

[cookinguptales]

Hi! Just wanted to drop by and tell you that your Karabita fics are AMAZING they've brought me so much joy and comfort 🥺 as I'm sure you can tell since I probably spammed your notes endlessly with likes and reblogs and silly tags these past few days. But gosh, it was just SO GOOD you're an amazing writer and after so many hours of joy I just really had to let you know (again haha). Thank you sooo much for sharing your work!! It was simply lovely 😔💜

I've really enjoyed reading your tags!! I haven't really thought about karabita much in the past few years, so it was nice to kind of have a walk down memory lane. I found myself reading back through some of my old work as you were reblogging it, and it was really nostalgic.

I didn't actually realize how much karabita I wrote! I've just been going off my AO3 stats for years. But I had a tendency to put stuff on tumblr back then and I didn't always crosspost to AO3, apparently. Then again, there's also a lot of karabita that I put on AO3 and never put on tumblr. So it was wild to realize that, in addition to the 50+ karabita fics I posted to AO3, I apparently also had this whole mess of ficlets that were tumblr-only. I didn't remember writing most of them at all until I saw you reblogging them. lmao

Anyway... thank you very much! I'm really very genuinely glad you liked them. I didn't realize anyone was still reading those. I haven't seen most of s2 or any of s3 (I bounced off of s2 pretty hard) so I wasn't sure if that was still a ship that anyone cared about. It's nice to know people still care after all these years.

I also laughed a lot when I saw from your tags that my Osomatsu-san/Muppets crossover was the first Muppets fic you ever read, but I was glad you enjoyed it! I was even more well-known for Muppets than Osomatsu-san for a while there, which is why I assume someone asked for that. It really made me laugh when I realized that I'd accidentally reeled someone into Muppets from karabita; the two are just such wildly different fandoms. (Though... in other ways very similar...)

I'm not in karabita fandom anymore, but I'll admit that it was a really fun part of my life. I really enjoyed all of the unhinged stuff I wrote, and I really loved how collaborative the fandom was. I didn't remember until I saw your notes how many ficlets I wrote based on requests back then, or how much fanart was made of those fics.

Natsukashii... 🥺

#replies #praise #though I'll admit I was a little alarmed to see how often I mentioned in those tumblr posts that I was tipsy-writing lmao #I was in a LOT of pain my senior year of college when I was writing karabita #I hadn't started taking doctor-recommended cannabis and ketamine yet so I was in SO much pain #my chronic illnesses were wildly unmanaged when I was in college and honestly it almost killed me #I rarely drink much these days so seeing all these posts about how I was writing drunk (and sometimes editing drunk too) had me like.. ah.. #I remember my ribs becoming dislocated and drinking like half a bottle of wine and writing fanfic to distract myself #like....... a lot. that happened a lot. #not healthy days honestly but normal painkillers didn't work... #so I guess I really do not miss that part #but the ship itself was a lot of fun

[nicollekidman]

one thing about lyra…. she’s gonna see if he can really kill her and when he does? it Seals The Deal (and resurrects her in more ways than one)

#do you see her face…. she’s a FREAK #imo this is when little miss detatched robot ghost comes RARING back to life with a singleminded focus #like up to this point she’s still like 😐😐😐 give me a job and i’ll do it what else am i good for 😐😐😐😐 #and then when he kills her (she considers herself unkillable in all ways that matter which is why she’s never killed HERSELF) #and then he subsequently resurrects her and tells her his backstory???? #she’s like oh um so i’ve been sleepwalking the last 50 years but now you have all the emotion i repressed during that time :) uh oh! :) #i can fix him if that necessitated a total self enmeshment and transference of ownership in what someone who is supremely Fucked thinks is #Healthy and Healing #bg3 #durge run #lyratag #i honestly think something Very Weird happens to them in this moment like they leave peices of themselves in the other and then go a little #nuts. #and then blood becomes like. well you know. ive been over that #you’re the first non-animal i’ve ever tasted / i let you kill me #now blood will link us but only when i let it type deal. sit and wait type deal. have you been g-[gunshots] type deal. #lyrastarion

[jewishwizard]

People who complain when lesbians talk about their experiences having had relationships with men is so annoying. Like don't pretend you haven't heard straight people talk about having experimented before, or gay men having experienced being in relationships with women before. But more often when a lesbian talks about this, they're identity as a "real lesbian" is put into question and gross stereotypical assumptions are made (often misogynistic).

#And this is a problem i see a lot in the lesbian community 😔 #Like ohh this person talked about having been with men they must be pretending to be a lesbian for attention #Like how can u say that as a queer person u know that rarely happens thats honestly so fucked #Anyways ive fucked men before bc i knew i was gay but i wasnt sure which way #Sometimes people will have different experiences than u and that doesnt effect u #and doesnt change how a person identifies #even if someone ids as a lesbian and has sex with men for whatever reason who cares its their business #U dont have to like everyone or relate but u can mind ur business and move on. U can live ur own life and let someone else live theirs

[kite33]

kind of miss the old days

#like being able to talk about your weird niche interests with your buddies #theorycrafting and trying to guess what's going to happen next or what x or y meant in the most recent update/chapter or whatever #deltarune has a LOT of this kind of stuff #but honestly i'm simply too scared to insert myself into these established groups anymore #like fan discords and such (not twitter jesus god not fucking twitter) #closest i see these days in my friend circles are mega and wakn talking about one piece but that's literally it #and it's not really something i can interact with #i think part of the reason i was so into homestuck (another example of something that has this) is because i had friends who were into it #and they had friends who also had friends etc #so i always had someone to talk to about it #but these days it feels like i have all these things i want to talk about but nobody to actually talk to #so it feels pointless #and on the rare occasions i do say anything it's nearly always ignored #and it's unfair to expect anyone to play along when they don't know or care about whatever it is my brain has latched onto #just frustrating to not have an outlet #just been on my mind lately

[byanyan]

someone who cares about them getting to see byan in a moment of vulnerability or even just getting a glimpse through a crack in their façade is just... that's my shit. it's my weakness.

#draft commentary tbh #god it so rarely happens but it gets me every time and honestly it needs to happen more #that moment where the scared & hurt kid comes through even a little is so delightfully painful and i eat that shit UP #literally over here waiting on baited breath for the day byan actually talks to someone about even one significant thing in their history #wringing my hands waiting for that day where they finally open up about a sliver of their trauma #hhhh bless every single one of ur muses who have had the patience to build a decent relationship with this kid honestly #it genuinely does so much for them and we love that growth ok #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.

[kimchunsgha]

seeing ggs collab and it’s not a stage but it’s a song surprised me so much how we finally realizing that you can indeed collab amongst groups instead of always collabing with western artists??

#the literally this year i saw someone saying ‘i wonder why kpop groups don’t collab’ #well bestie here we go fkbdjdn #honestly it’s surprising because at the end of the day #companies see each other as competition so seeing #full groups doing a song together is quite surprising #sure collabs with members of groups happened before #but these type of collabs are really rare 😭 #tris.txt