#but it makes me feel so gross

[spicysucculentz]

after a night of drinking I’m yet again reminded why I stand by the fact that weed is soo much better

#spicy speaks #don’t get me wrong #I love my alcohol #but it makes me feel so gross #as a girly with stomach problems the alcohol does not like me as much as I like it #love my alc BUT #weed>>>alcohol ANY day

[toytulini]

listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty? #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.

[eskildit]

hey was palamedes concerned that pyrrha was gonna fuck his mom. jokes on him juno was too busy pulling a blood of eden wing commander. 

#so much to unpack with these lines honestly #has anyone attempted pyrrha/juno like it does feel like it would make sense #also something something you remind me of my mother something something these two eventually kiss #not to be bad but mommy issues palamedes <3 #sorry sorry being gross in the tags #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #palamedes sextus #pyrrha dve #juno zeta #eskildit posts tlt #ok to rb

[skullhalo]

Tbh I didn’t think this entire situation would have a whole group of tumblr users start to spout victim blaming rhetoric alongside terf rhetoric and doing things like excessively saying “male” when you can just say men in an already horrible post soaked in radfem ideology but yeah. Nowhere is safe for trans women I get it, even in a situation where we’re supposed to be supporting a woman for speaking about the abuse she went through.

#sorry this is just making me feel so gross and unsafe I hate this entire thing #discourse

[lilaccatholic]

Complex feelings about copyright and Disney's appalling ethics aside, it does unsettle me how quickly people jump to make and monetize the most unnerving, depraved content imaginable about characters created for children the second it hits the public domain

#lilac rambles #lilac goes to the movies #look you don't have to defend yourselves to me i don't really care what you do #so please don't flood my inbox with all this stuff about why disney sucks and why gross stuff is good actually #im not here to fight #i get it. they suck and this feels vindicating #i just get unnerved watching people do terrible things to things created for children the second they can #maybe it's bc i don't see anyone making anything...idk...nice? and like...not freaky? #like it really feels like 'haha we're going to defile this creation bc it makes us feel good to destroy something created for families' #bc if it had just been the case with mickey id get it yknow #but people did this with sweet old pooh bear too #but maybe that's bc he's now a disney property idk #like maybe as other famous characters come into the public domain people won't do the same things #and honestly that will make me feel a lot better

[brown-spider]

Peter: Miles you gotta let your dad die im sorry

Fandom: hehe Peter B is like Miles' dad 🥰

Me: NO THE FUCK HE AIN'T

#no shade but after ATSV- seeing ppl draw Peter B and Miles as Found Family makes me feel insane #from the context of the narrative trying to let Miles' dad die and then acting like a Father Figure is so insidious and gross #Miles HAS a dad and its gonna stay that way white man #atsv #across the Spiderverse #peter b parker #atsv peter b parker #miles morales #atsv miles #atsv fandom #atsv jefferson #jefferson davis #spider speaks

[strawberryscare]

i don’t know if i’ve ever genuinely been scared of an npc of dimension 20’s until bobby dawn

#the way he talks so slowly it feels like tiptoeing on creaky floors #other antagonists in d20 i’ve definitely felt like grossed out or prickly but his intro makes me feel DREAD #the music was so good for it #i guess the cloest feeling i have is when robert moses said the thing abt bubbles to pete in tuc? #or that one really horrible convo between tony and sofia in tuc2 #but like. jesus #d20 #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #d20 fhjy #bobby dawn #buddy dawn

[ducktollers]

idk im curious honkkk mimimimimimi honkkkkk mimimimimimimimimi honk mimimimimi

#x #it happens to me sometimes but ONLY when i nap. which got me thinking abt this #wtf is up with that #also it makes me feel so gross but then i always think ‘percy jackson moment’ and then its fine #✋😞 #drool nation stand up ig

[craycraybluejay]

yeah yeah you hate me I'm an evil disgusting perverted manwhore we have each other blocked everywhere blah blah but I know you still jerk off to me and I know it makes you hate yourself a bit because you don't have the strength to accept the darker parts of your desire. but you can't help yourself and I take pleasure in the knowledge.

#this pussy makes homosexual men hate themselves !! #this tdick makes you want to kill yourself !! #this wretched and desirous personality has captivated you so !! #pussy change your life like im god~ they always fall in love not my fault~ #im never pickin up when they call~ #<- song lyrics #you want to fuck me so bad it makes you act stupid !! #im genuinely not mad people are generally going to end up hating themselves too much to be chill #but i am having a wild laugh bc this mf who told me i'm a gross freak also told me that he has sex dreams about me regularly #like yeah ok faggot #watch this loser text me in like a year apologizing for being a judgy little bitch begging me to respond LMFAO #thank u next hoe !! #idk its extra liberating to not only decide to be more choosy but also to know they obsessed #how's the vanilla boyfriend taste? can he get you off 7 times in a row? does he make you feel free and hedonistic? #anyway yeah im just being mean here bc its a mood boost i would not say this shit to anyone lmao #trust me bro i am literally the last person to cross the line when i get emotional (usually excited sometimes angry or horny) #ok no im a little prone to excitedly infodumping for 8 hrs but i try not to offend people #making enemies for no reason is a terrible idea

[willel]

Jonathan Byers : #1 brother surgeon in the world

#stranger things #will byers #el hopper #jonathan byers #willel #my content #I noticed this while making a different gifset #I was like OH WAIT #HE IS A DURGEON! #Jonathan immediately jumps into action even if it's gross #truly an a+ brother #even for El who wasn't his sister yet #it's too bad they didn't allow him to remove the monster in season 3 #bleh still sour about that but whatever #ANYWAY JONATHAN BEST BROTHER EVER #I feel sad that his moments are so... buried #even by me who looks at everything 100 times over #maybe because other characters rarely acknowledge him? #hmm

[tiny-merkitty]

am i the only one that feels like those posts listing off what's valid as an age regressor is like... odd.

"you're valid if you're poc!" yes. obviously. "you're valid if you cry when regressed!" yes. obviously. "you're valid if you do things most bio kids can't!" yes. obviously.

i dont know it just feels sort of counterproductive? like yes, of course you're allowed to have bad times while regressed or feel angry or sad. it's a coping mechanism and often a result of mental illness. of course you're allowed to??? be a person of color??? and disabled??? and a boy or trans or whatever??? i know they're in good faith usually but it feels sort of strange sometimes and i feel like every other post i see is someone asking things like "am i still an age regressor if i want to scream and cry? how can i fix this problem? should i want to have a cg?" :/

nothing is wrong with you. regression looks different on everyone and ultimately you should do what feels comfortable for you. not doing the things cookie cutter redditors or agere instagram accounts do does not make you evil.

age regression resources and blogs can help you to get a guideline and learn things, but you do not need follow everything to-a-t to be "good at it". like whatever food you want, like whatever colors you want, feel nostalgic about whatever you want. if sitting in bed with a water bottle and a show you like is what regression is for you, that's fine. it's for you and should be tailored as such.

#im like so tired #it feels like seeing stuff like this just sort of further stigamtizes it #i dont know whenever i see posts that are like “help! i regress but this time i didn't feel perfect the whole time!” its just. #uugughghgh i dont know. you dont need validation on the internet to be a “real” regressor i promise you are okay #the idea of enforcing roles and stereotypes also makes me feel very gross #but i wont get into that #idk maybe im just noncom and feel weird about alot of community stuff #sfw interaction only #sfw agere #noncom agere #age regression #merkitty babbles

[dollypopup]

thinking about the 'I would never court Penelope Featherington' scene again and how angry our fandom has been at Colin for it for the last two years and wondering. . .what exactly was he meant to say?

Lord Fife and his friends are *slimy*. They are gross. They have 0 respect for women. Fife isn't *Colin's* friend. Fife is *Anthony's* friend. Fife runs in Anthony's circles. Misogynistic circles with misogynistic language. Fife and Co. are out here saying the debutantes are only good for being 'wed, bed, and bred'. Fife is the one out here, well into his 30s and with an established title, fucking an 18 year woman raw on her first year out in the marriage mart with 0 intention to marry her. That is 10000% an act of violence in this society. And you *know* he's bragging about it. Hell, he was probably bragging about it right before he asked Colin about Penelope.

Colin's not in those circles. Colin has female friends. Colin respects his mother. Colin cares for his sisters. The worst thing Colin has EVER said about a woman was to call her 'cruel'.

So. . .what is Colin meant to say? "No, we're just friends" isn't going to fly for people like Fife. As IF he wouldn't reply with 'Yeah, suuuuuure, wink wink nudge nudge'. Thus ruining Penelope and fucking over her future completely. A lesser man than Colin would have let them think what they wanted, and that would have still ruined Penelope in their eyes. Silence? Incriminating.

And he doesn't want FIFE of all people to know about his close friendship with Penelope. Fife who has never once been seen respecting a woman. Fife who has never once viewed a woman as a person and not a sexual conquest. Penelope is a safe place for Colin. Is precious to him. He KNOWS that conversation could have destroyed her reputation.

People talk about how he 'ruined her prospects', but in actuality, Colin responding the way he did. . .likely SAVED her prospects. There was NOTHING he could have said except for a vehement refusal, completely shutting down the conversation, that would have spared her from their judgement and cruelty. Sure, they laughed, and maybe it was at Pen. Maybe it was at Colin. (frankly, how good of a twist would it be if they WERE laughing at Colin? Colin the 'green' boy back from his travels after being oh so gullible and getting lied to by his ex fiance? Anthony made fun of Colin for being a virgin, we think these men, all 10+ years older than him, wouldn't do the same?) But at least they didn't go 'yeah, I guess she's a ruined woman' about it, because that *would* have destroyed her reputation

We talk about how Colin could have worded it differently, but honestly?

I think he said the exact right thing in those circumstances

#polin #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #bridgerton #lord fife #lord cho #fife and company are so gross to me i do NOT understand the narrative of fife just wanting pen for himself #she's a little too old for him at this point considering he's looking for his girlfriend on a playground don't you think? #sorry not sorry i will forever be a colin apologist #no but really what should he have said???? #'oh yeah we're fucking six ways to sunday?' #'no she's just my friend'? - Fife doesn't believe for a MOMENT that a man can value a woman as a friend #colin is the best man in that entire bunch but somehow he's the one we've demonized? #make it make sense #and sure he should apologize for talking about her behind her back- but Penelope should also then apologize for the same #we talk a lot about him being 'knocked off the pedestal' but in reality we've put him on the highest pedestal possible #colin is a GOOD man #he is arguably the best man in the entire series #at least he's the man with the best intentions and the least harm #and so when he fucks up we feel it ten fold because he was already so good #but when gross dudes fuck up we just expect it of them and give them a pass #we expect colin to not only be better- but to be perfect #and he isn't he can't be #he didn't say it perfectly #but OBVIOUSLY his intentions in that scene aren't malicious #and it's not locker room talk either? #look at the optics: Colin is 22 being asked by these 30+ year old dudes 'sooooo are you boinking the girl'? #one season after his engagement blew up publicly #in the season where no one listens to his travel stories #the season after he was virgin shamed

[kess-in-the-perthchimzone]

My happy place today is how radiantly happy Sailom was at several points in the last episode (leaving aside his heartbreak at the end because he is hopefully going to get thoroughly kissed next ep):

His big, soft bed!!

A fancy meal just for him!! And we know fish is his favorite from Saifah, right? So it seems like Grandma Ging asked him what he would most want!!

His nicely repaired bag with its cute dog!!

Learning Kang specifically asked for him to come back!!

THIS IS LIKE A DREAM 🥺🥺🥺

Leaving aside the cute sing-along, how many times in his life do we think he’s gotten to ride in a car? How fancy must that feel, having a nice air conditioned ride to school like he’s seen so many of his peers do over the years?

Getting doted on by a motherly figure!!

Feeling safe!!

Feeling cute in this nice shirt (shhh I know what happens next)

Getting a free shirt!

I could have watched three hours of this. Petition to have none of the future plot stuff happen and Grandma Ging just adopt Sailom as her other grandson and take care of him for the rest of his life. Kanghan can stay, I GUESS, if he gets his shit together (SMDH)

#Gross ugly sobbing #sailom homchan #dangerous romance #dangerous romance the series #I actually feel good about Kang’s future actions #Especially now KNOWING he was going to affix his lock to Sailom’s #Also in all seriousness Sailom’s character truly makes me appreciate how many things in life I take for granted #So I am thankful for all the ways the show demonstrates the day to day hardships he faces #kess babbles about dangerous romance #Little details series

[antiyourwokehomophobia2]

I've seen enough poly stuff in my lifetime. Y'all can stop now.

#God #Jesus christ #Is it that hard to devote yourself to one person #Poly stuff is so gross to me #That's not a relationship #You just have fuck buddies #How is it any different than fuck buddies #If you admit that you're willing to be with someone else then you're not in a relationship at all lmao #If you can sleep with whoever you want then that's no different than not being in a relationship #Crucify me if you want but those are my thoughts #If it makes anyone feel any better though #This specific post is inspired by fictional characters rather than real people #I still feel the same regardless #But like lmao