#but my skin feels so nice rn

[andragoras-in-vanity]

i got a new mug and a face mask today, i am so tired but lets call it self care and not what it is (poor spending habits while unemployed).

#winnie the pooh #agender #glasses #sorry #fibro #cfs #find the little things and let them make you happy cause everything else...is..exhausting. #i needed this and we should all just be glad i didnt get the other mug too okay #but also when i hold it in my left hand as i usually do #tigger is visible and that makes me so happy he was always my favourite yes i cried during the christopher robin movie #when he bounced out and started singing his little tigger song #bawled like a baby and got made fun of for it ON MY BIRTHDAY IT CAME OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY AND THEY WERE STILL MEAN TO ME OVER IT #but my skin feels so nice rn #its so soft and smooth and not super dry rn #i feel amazing and i wish i could afford this all the time

[mitamicah]

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#just me wanting to rent in the tags #i feel so self concious about being at my parents' house #how much or little i eat #every single microexpression i make is pointed out and laughed at #every odd sentence i say is mentioned so i know it was odd and weird #i know they dont mean any harm but i feel judged #i feel like me trying to be civil and nice is only making me feel awkward #there are times i feel okay but honestly i have been feeling a bit more of these less than ideal moments #that on top with having allowed myself to enjoy treats since its christmas has made me feel odd with my body as well #at least rn #i feel bloated and awkward #wanting to hide away in big shirts #the skin under my skin is falling in a way that is uncomfy and make me fear having a double chin #i try to tell myself this doesnt matter and my body is fine enough #channel käärijä yk #i am not doing a good job however #idk i might delete this tomorrow #sorry for ruining the christmas spirit #micahs thoughts

[kimtaegis]

hate to say it but july kinda sucked

#please let me whine and list all the things that have troubled me this month #first off having to get serious about my master thesis and everything taking so much longer than I want it to (the anxiety. wow) #and mentally preparing to tackle two jobs AND finishing the thesis all at once soon (how......am I gonna do that) #well then ofc my car breaking down and having to spend my last savings on a new one #generally having to spend a shit load of money. all my money. gone within 2 months #wanting to have a big birthday party so badly only for it to get so stressful and Too Much for my introverted perfectionist ass #that I was the first and only one to feel (physically and mentally) sick about four hours in and had to leave my guests on their own #the usual old struggles flaring up again (as in too high expectations towards everything and everyone and myself that leave me disappointed #and on a more irrelevant note lmao: being one of the few people who doesn’t seem to have enjoyed barbenheimer that much? #same for jk’s solo and everything around it it's just not really for me #and thus feeling a little distanced from the fandom and from creating lately...I'll try again this weekend though I'll try #and last but not least my skin is being SO bad again rn that I just want to rip it off my whole body!!!!!!! #yeah! not at all how I wanted july to go! anyways august in a few days let’s move on and hope for the best #SORRY for being negative on here again. there were also nice things. like awi and al and all my other friends. #and birthday gifts and messages. <33

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#my mom: u should maybe start taking birth control to regulate ur mood #me: meh whatever. its not like that bad #cut to one week later where im vibrating out of my skin while sick. transitioning into random undirected terror. transitioning into #a loss of focus and brainfog. exacly on schedule #i am laying on the floor. im like. ive got the hysteria. bleh. i was supposed to go into thr lab but im so. dont wanna stand up #also a fucking mosquito bit me on thr back of thr knee and im mildly allergic so it's super swollen #ugh. and i fucking cant find an apartment. god. college towns. housing shortage. fucking bullshit #my apartment rn is 600 including utilities and its a nice lil studio. there the cheapest i can find is like 850 for a place with 4 #roomates. ive been spoiled by living here for 4 years. ugh. i just wanna kno i have a place to go #i also wanna b able to focus. and draw. and not work here anymore lol #but whatever. itll b fine. probably less than 2 months left now #unrelated #i feel like a victorian maiden. take me to the countryside for treatment. banish me out into nature. that will heal me

[1980ssunflower]

My baby dumpling 💙✨

#f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #tape entry circa 1980 #mi bebe mi vida mi min-gi 💙💙💙 #i was gushing abt him last night and calling him my dumpling suddenly came up and felt so natural to me #it was the same when i first called him mi peluchito #like sol told me i just love his softness hgdfjs #siighh i just want to bury my face in his chest rn as he holds me close #itd be nice to put on a record and listen to it while we cuddle #then a song min particularly loves comes on and he'll light up #softly singing along to it while tapping along to the song on my skin #me and min share a lot of soft quiet moments when its the two of us #but i especially love it when min just gets so happy and excited #a new movie out hes excited abt or a new album he needs me to check out #just seeing the way his eyes light up and how cute his voice sounds when hes happy and excited #his laugh... it makes me melt #he feels like warm sunbeams bathing down on me #when youre just a bit chilly and the sunlight hits you warming you up just perfectly #he feels like that perfection #his hands are so warm #which is nice but isnt always ideal yknow jgfdks #but what i love so so much abt him is... he feels so much like home. in a way i cant describe completely #he feels so safe. when he holds me in his arms i feel like nothing else in the world can touch me #i cant describe the complete sense of ease i feel when he holds me #its so so indescribably wonderful #i love his dark warm eyes... it feels like a dream staring into them #eyes that express so much fondness and compassion #he feels like a warm blanket enveloping me. he feels like that warmth that fills your chest when you drink hot tea #he feels like my home

[kkujo]

and everything has consistently sucked since we got back from that trip.. not a week after that i got covid and was really sick the beginning of august was truly the last time i felt properly happy. word

#the past few months have just been. so bad idk i've been feeling so unwell and throwing up daily at times for like 2 weeks straight #it's been like. a week since i last threw up so i'm hoping it's done #but fuck man #it's been awful my anxiety has been through the roof my skin is terrible i feel so lonely #like. it's all just happening fr #on the plus side i've been finding a lot of comfort from small things.. going to the gym and watching my shows n making music #i'm so glad i can hyperfixate rn though bc. during like. my really low couple of weeks i couldn't hyperfixate #and it was genuinely hell bc i couldn't find comfort in anything and i essentially lost all interest in everything #i started watching nana during that time as like a distraction so that was nice but i couldn't focus on anything except feeling bad #now at least. i still feel bad but i have the comfort from my hyperfix 😭 been rewatching csm and it's making me feel just like #safer and comforted which god knows is what i need rn #idk i just. i wish i could go back to july man. i wish i never got covid i wish my mental health wasn't like this #it's just so fucking hard my god. it really is #and i'm trying i swear to god i'm trying to stay strong and take care of myself and not be terrible

[miss-bunny-penny]

i'm really excited for next season but sadly C4S4 is the first season since C4S2 that i won't be able to get to level 200 on on my main. actually last two seasons i bought the level up skin and didn't this time but last two seasons it wasn't relevant because i leveled up to 200 even without considering them. worth noting that on my switch/work account i got several gold style skins this season while last season it only got a couple of the wildscorch styles. my main and switch accs are around the same level lol. ohwell i dont even really care that much not getting gold kado, if i never got gold mizuki i'd kms but gold kado is whatever. having gold piper mae and antonia on both of my accounts is really cool to me

#my post #the tags are a ton of ranting about my fortnite accounts! #if i put in some effort i can get gold fish thicc on my main but idk if i will in time lol #btw on my OTHER switch account that doesn't even have a skin yet #we're sitting at 600 vbucks so next season its guaranteed to be able to get a skin #it's on my switch that's not an oled i haven't sold yet for some reason #that i play on sometimes just goofing around at home as a bit of a side project. i have hyperfixation on fortnite lmao #also you can use it to get into low tier servers tho i didnt think to make it a refer a friend for the shroom skin ANYWAY #whether i stick that account out til it gets 950 for the battle pass or just get one at 800 it'll finally have a skin and that feels nice #i havent played on it for a while because there arent any rewards i can get on it rn anymore. like i did the horde rush etc #and got the event pickaxes and gliders and stuff lol grabbing the f2p stuff like i been doing on there #this season was the first time i got to lv 96 on there and got all the vbucks possible from the free battle pass

[skitskatdacat63]

Every semester, I feel like my instant thought is always "I am dropping every class. They're all horrible." but by the end usually end up really liking it so I really just need to ignore my first impressions, but god looking at the syllabi really destroys my mental state

#yet i dont remember liking the first class i took for my one major and im not excited for it this time either 😐 #even tho ive spent the most time around that prof cumulatively i still dont really think i like him all that much 😭😭😭 #my department sucks because theres only 2 profs and the one sucks so bad that she has a 1 star review #and the other prof who i feel lukewarm about goes so far as to tell his students to avoid classes with her #so im really stuck between a rock and a hard place 😭😭😭 #i think he just gets on my nerves too easily. and he was on the abroad trip i went on so i do feel like ive gotten closer #but like you know those people who the dynamic feels very one sided with? thats him for me. i think its just a cultural difference tho tbh #but otherwise i think my other classes will be fine :D #just feeling a bit 😧 rn bcs i have to make an introduction vid for my online class and I DONT WANNNAAAAAAAAAAA #also i miss all my profs from my prev semester :< #i think i talked about it on here but ahhhh my one linguistics prof she was so nice #but it haunts me bcs she asked if she could use one of my papers as an example paper in the future #and i was of course very honored.... #BUT ALSO THE PAPER I WROTE USED F1 DRIVERS AS EXAMPLES LMAO #so im so glad that the first half of the 2023 season is now just a time capsule in that class #like literally a time capsule where you can exactly tell which era it was bcs i used Nyck as an example 🌚 #well anyways wish me luck i hate starting things it's like trying to cram yourself into a new skin or something #and then when youre very pleased and comfortable with it all its then over :( #catie.rambling.txt

[euphor1a]

🌅 ♡

#📸; personal! #riverside my beloved ♡ #the city i live in rn has a river #the town i’m originally from also has a river #🤭 kinda emotionally attached to rivers and riversides #rivers are so pretty ♡ so pleasing n comforting to look at ♡ #i think it’s crazy how everything works in this world. i love it. nature is so cool <33 #just looking at these pictures remind me of how nice and soothing the breeze was 🥰 #so good!! after literally burning alive during the day it felt almost healing to feel the pleasantly cold breeze tickling my skin #also the sun looks pretty 🥺 #still have hard feelings regarding him tho. why so agressive throughout the day 😔 #heatwaves and stuff. uv index hits 12. contact with sunlight feels painful like it genuinely burns. #sigh... anyway

[magnus-and-the-dragon]

i am trying to work on eating healthier, which is all tied up in all kinds of feelings about body and weight, and my best friend / cuddlebuddy has made some comments lately about about appreciating how soft i am and it’s just been. really nice and reassuring honestly.

#it’s all so hard right #bc i Don’t have a good relationship w food right now and i am Not eating well for my body #and also it’s really hard to talk about / deal with all of that without Also touching on weight stuff #and i have put in… a lot of time and effort to accepting and trying to love my body #i spent years ashamed of it and constantly hiding and i am genuinely so proud of how far i have come towards being confortable in my skin #not perfect. but so much better. #AND IT’S JUST. something i’ve been feeling really sensitive about. #and he’s being very supportive of my healthier eating but Also very vocal about loving my body #and i just really really appreciate it rn #i’m trying to be really intentional about focusing on feeling better physically and nourishing my body rather than on Losing Weight #and it’s just haaaaaaard when those two things are synonymous for most people #it’s really nice to feel like someone else is supporting me in it

[ghoulishthings]

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#ugh these season allergies r making my RA flare up and i feel so fucked rn #hips hurt more than usual everything is making me itchy and warm stomach is all a mess and nauseous #awful #im just draped on the sofa rn #cat is trying to snuggle but the tiny pokes of his nails that i usually dont even notice is making my skin hurt and red #ughhhhh #the mod #The weather was so nice I opened the windows and That was a mistake #I know its allergies bc this is how I feel with lilies in the house

[microwaving-tesilid-argente]

thinking about how the last time reed saw ailette in the 300th, she greeted him with "and i'm still on your side," and now she's definitely not on his side. im okay im okay im okay

#s-class heroine spoilers #reed #why are you with that bug from the 17th #this isn't where you should be. fall into the abyss with me #if it's only pity then you should be with me. since you feel more sorry for me #and then ailette straight up telling him that she'll be with 17th even if they fail to save the world #WHAT DOES THAT MAKE REED THEN? #the person who was told that you'll be by his side #is also him!!!!!! #round 90+ when he asked the bible where ailette is. i explode. #splats all over the floor #the amount of rationalisation he's doing rn is killing me!!! #although i do think part of it is him just wanting to provoke her #but also he really did just get up just to say hi and talk to her (side benefit of torturing tesilid) #im sowwy but the way ailette very clearly rejects him hurts me #she'll go to the ends of the world with the 17th but not him? the one who has tried to save the world an additional 80+ times #what. is he not noble enough for her now? #when he's tried to do that over 80 additional times already? #i need to change my url to reed apologist at this rate #maybe i'll just wait until his official localised name comes out #like i get it i get it ailette isnt suicidal she wants to live a nice long life with her loved ones #and reed wont listen to anything except for the destruction of the world bc he is THAT angry #so there's literally no communicating with them #BUT ALSO #the things that spending 6+ months writing about the regression period does to a person #i am so extremely biased rn #wait also i just realised. reed may be rejected rn but 117th is also listening to this LMAO #he's not just listening to 'she's with you only to save her own skin' #but also 'she doesn't place enough importance on reed's suffering to sympathise with him' #oh girl.... :(

[omegapheromone]

Sobbing in my nest because I feel ghost crumbs even when I've cleaned it at least four times now and I know there are none but still somehow Bad Feelings against my skin and I can't do anything about it. The blanket isn't soft enough and my pillows hurt my neck. I might actually start crying about this it's so. Dumb I'm just having sensory issues and being emotionally fragile but it's upsetting me SO MUCH

#why must I be like this like genuinely I feel so frustrated upset distressed and sad and just. why won't it stop I'm tired of cleaning it #im tired of cleaning it over and over acsin even when theres nothing to clean but it still feels like there is against my skin #it's making me frustrated because it doesn't go away and then upset because it's uncomfortable #and then I get mad and upset at myself for being so whiny and distressed over such a small thing #I pride myself on my ability to survive alone and not depend on others because I feel vulnerable and terrified when people get close #so feeling like I want to just be taken care of and have someone solve my issues and bring softer things and just be NICE to me #it also upsets me because I hate feeling like people have control over me or are in a position where they could hurt me #even if just emotionally #so I withdraw and completely shut myself away from people even if by some miracle someone WAS interested #because I want to just be cared for so bad but I hate myself for letting myself get hurt over and over so many times by people #that I no longer want anyone close to me because it's easier and safer for me #but then when I'm emotional and in heat it makes me extra sad and upset to be feeling like this #because I become so desperate and upset because I can't have it. i can't feel like I'm taken care of and soothed #because I push everyone away out of fear even if they seem nice because every shitty person has always seemed nice at first too #waaahhh okay I'm actually tearing up thinking about this #and the GHOST CRUMBS are STILL THERE #I'm in so much distress emotionally rn #gamietxt #heat 🌡

[fabulouslygaybean]

it's like 4am but i can't sleep and it's FRUSTRATING

#bleghhhghghh #i need to be awake early too :(( #this sucks #im kinda tipsy rn so i kinda thought it would be easier to sleep but that ain't working out so far #at least things feel pretty nice rn #my skin just feels oddly warm. which is strange but not entirely unwelcome

[1980ssunflower]

miss my husbands :-c

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #feeling kinda sad and weird rn #i just want to spend good moments thatll make me feel safe and happy #i want them to hold me so fucking tight and make me feel safe #i just feel vaguely scared and panicked rn #i want ryan to sing for me... yeah actually that would make me feel so much better #something soft and nice just for me... #i want to be held in mins big nice arms #i just want to be between them and feel them both hold me #i love them both so so so much #i want us to watch some movies together and we can maybe go get sushi #need an orange shasta hfjdsk #maybe they can try to drag me out to have some fun #tbh leaving the house to do something would probably make me feel better #rollerskating would be nice :-] i love rollerskating sm #i love them so so soso damn much... its making me tear up #theyre my everything theyre my life my loves my truest soulmates... #i just want to be held in the arms of my lovely men... #to feel the way they hold me the way their hands feel on my skin #the warmth of their bodies and softness of their lips on mine wahh

[nanaslutt]

Gojo cumming in his pants thats it thank u for listening

listening so hard rn, i probably think abt this exact scenario 50 times a day

thank yew so much for the ask ml<3

𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀: fem reader, established relationship, dry humping, clit rubbing (through clothes), dirty talk, corruption kink, fluff, crack, size kink if you squint, praise at the end from gojo, gojo is head over heals for reader, gojo cums in his pants<3

MDNI

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waking up from your deep, much needed night of sleep you couldn’t help but notice you felt about 180 pounds heavier than you remember feeling when you fell asleep last night, also feeling much hotter than you recall

you had your softly snoring mountain of a boyfriend to thank for that, resting his heavy head on your chest, arms wrapped snug around your barely clothed figure

you must have accidentally fallen asleep waiting for him to come home last night

you were planning to surprise him with the new set you got the other day, hes been so stressed out with work lately and you just wanted to do something nice for your boy, luckily you passing out prematurely hadn’t ruined your plans as you had slipped one of his big tshirts over yourself to conceal your present to him

“satoru,” you groaned wiggling underneath him, trying to get his heater of a body off of you

“mmmmmm..” he let out a long groan, shifting a bit, making you think he was going to move before he collapsed back into you

“toruuuu uppp, im gonna overheat and die because of you,” you shake his shoulders to fully wake him up

“yer ‘s mean ‘t me,” he mumbles, squeezing his arms around you impossibly tight making you let out a groan before he rolls you over like a boa constrictor, you positions now switched, legs straddled around his slutty little waist

you push your hands on his chest, sitting back on his pelvis and brushing the hair out of his face, “dramatic oaf,” you smile watching him nuzzle your hand like a cat,

“fell asleep without me last night,” he says quietly, closing his eyes and humming in appreciation as you rubbed your thumb against his cheek

“what time did you get home anyways?” you questioned, his warm hands settling on your upper thighs, rubbing the skin there

“mmm…mayb’ four…” he says slowly, sleep still laced in his voice, starting to mindlessly slide his hands up and down the sides of your body, eyes still shut,

“we’ll that’s why i fell asleep without you.” eyes still closed as he slipped his fingers under the fabric of your panties sitting on your hip,

starting to feel a warm sensation creep inside your body, different from the overwhelming physical heat his body provided

it’s only when you become aware of your own growing need that you feel his, very prominent problem underneath you,

“toru, ‘s so early, what are you this hard for?” you tease, moving your hand away from his face resulting in a whine as you rubbed your hands over his clothed pecs

“if i told you i had a naughty dream about you would you believe me?” he cracked his eyes open slightly, wiggling his eyesbrows

“you being a pervert even in your dreams?course i believe you.” you retorted,

he gasped, eyes opening a bit more, faux offense plastered on his face,

“hah! pervert? i’m nothing if not a gentleman thank you,” he rolled his eyes, “for your information, YOU came onto ME.” he huffed, failing to notice his own hands that have trailed over your (his) shirt and started groping your chest,

“you sound so convincing with your hands on my tits toru,” you deadpanned,

“they asked me to play with them.” he gave you a toothy grin, pinching over your shirt where he thought your nipples might be

“ah! toru,” you softly whimpered, “wan’ this perv to stop?” he asked, smile still plastered on his face as he stares at you intently,

“shut up,” you breathily moaned, letting your head roll back, running your hands down his hard abs, starting to roll your hips over his stiff clothed cock,

“‘m not the only one worked up this morning huh?” his breath hitches, feeling your pussy slide over the tip of his dick just right, even through both of your clothes,

“if you- haaah, didn’t come home so late last night, we would’nt have this p-problem,” you stuttered out, putting more pressure on his abs with your palms as you humped back and forth over the large bulge in his sweats

his hands leaving your chest, one coming down to dig his fingers into the fat of your ass, helping you rock yourself on his cock, the other splaying itself out on your tummy, thumb coming down to rub your clit through your panties,

“yeah? wanted to fuck me last night baby?” he questioned, biting his lip, feeling dizzy from the lack of sleep combined with the perfect pressure and friction you were creating on his dick, leaking pre all over the inside of his boxers,

“t-take off my shirt toru,” you said grinding yourself faster on him, pussy leaking through your panties, leaving a dark patch on the crotch of his sweats

it’s only been a couple minutes and he was feeling drunk, gasping and groaning watching his pretty girlfriend wearing 𝒉𝒊𝒔 shirt and rub her hands all over his body while she uses him to get off, it was almost too much, and now the angel on top of him just asked him to take off her clothes?

he wastes no time, hands abandoning their respective positions on your body, grabbing the shirt from the sides of your figure, caressing your skin as he pulls the fabric up, up, up,

his jaw drops and his eyes go wide when he sees what you were hiding from him, your tits were cradled in a light blue fabric, the same colour as his crystalline eyes, the border of the blue panties decorated with pretty white lace, a small rose on the front formed into a heart,

the next sounds that came out of his mouth you have never heard him make before, hands shooting to your waist and gripping you bruisingly, jolting forward, abs clenching under your fingers as his hips buck up into you,

high pitched whimpers leaving his mouth one after another while he completely paints the inside of his boxers white, rope after rope of his thick cum spurting out of his needy cock and sticking to himself

“haaaaaaah, fuuuck,” he vocalizes, relaxing into the bed, aftershocks of his orgasm leaving him twitching, the back of his arm coming to cover his eyes as he heaves, other hand massaging your hip, his chest rapidly moving up and down,

“toru did you just-“ stilling your movements you looked down, sliding back slightly and seeing the previous wet patch you left on him grow steadily, definitely not from your doing this time

“sorry, haaa- didnt- ngh- didn’t think you were gonna look that beautiful,” his arm slides off his face and there’s a dopey grin adorning his features

his face is completely red and he looks like he just got the soul sucked out of him,

“ah…cant beleive you just made me cum in my pants so fast like some teenager,” he laughs, making eye contact with you again, and his eyebrows shoot up at your current state,

your own jaw is dropped, breathing rapidly, you don’t think you’ve ever felt so aroused in your life, cunt fucking throbbing with need, hearts practically in your eyes, at the realization of what you just made him do,

you think you might’ve just discovered something about yourself….

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