#but no matter what I do it’s pointless

[leefl00f]

Born to make tk content for MD for attention of other tk blogs and MD fans…

The MD fans (and some tk blogs mooties :3) are here, but where the rest of the tk blogs at?! >:(

(Shut up I wanna complain rn)

#floof speaks #murder drones #murder drones tickles #sfw tk community #sfw tickling community #sfw tk blog #Srs I wait for a year of tk fluff to come out for the sillies #realized I had to make some in my own and now they’re not even paying attention to it?! #honestly I hate this #I want more tk bloggers to see it #but no matter what I do it’s pointless #Some MD bloggers aren’t helping either with some freaking blocking me for no reason #Floof rambles #Shut up floof #vent ish? Idk I’m just rambling

[soracities]

What is your stance on the insignificance of man versus the cosmos? Fear or solace?

the cosmos and i are not at war so i don't believe in "versus". it is and so i am. that is all. the thread is not separate from the tapestry etc.

#fear is pointless to me bc the cosmos does not have it out for you #nor is cosmic significance something we are entitled to which is what i think underlies the fear #also what does it matter if something does not matter to the universe at large? it doesn't care. it is incapable of caring. do you know who #DOES care? me. in the here and now. the realm of my reach and its consequences is paltry compared to the distance light travels #or the gravitational pull of a supermassive black hole but like. it still matters within that realm. its small to universe but its not smal #to me #anywho #ask #anonymous

[project-sekai-facts]

Out of all the ships, which would you say are the most heavily implied in-game?

generally i have a rule of no shipping on this blog and will ignore any asks i get about it but you know what i'll do this one because idk sounds fun. and also if it's canon i get free pass.

the thing you have to remember is that this is an idol game. idol games/franchises like love live/bandori/enstars etc are known for ship baiting to hell and back but never actually doing anything about it because, well, money. even though they'll tease at lots of ships because that way you make more fans happy the writers often have more obvious favorites (sometimes if one that they don't really write becomes popular within fandom they'll add it in as well), and this is definitely the case with project sekai. will they ever make any characters be official couples? i dunno, but it's unlikely unless they decide to pull a D4DJ (that said prsk isn't subtle about the fact that Mizuki is trans and they did address that gay people exist that one time, so there's always a chance). anyway

it's explicitly stated in the text that An views the events of Buddy Funny Spend Time as romantic. In her Peak Excitement card story she calls it a date and the way that she, her dad and Mizuki talk about it is in a not-platonic way. Out of the four from that event though, she is the only one who seems to view it as an actual date. So she's canonically romantically interested in Kohane. Oh and Kohane is attracted to her and is very heavily implied to reciprocate if the An wedding event wasn't obvious enough about it.

also i wrote this that one time

other than that there's definitely some other instances of characters showing attraction to each other, and some things that are very much written to have romantic undertones that fans can interpret in that way if they choose to, and also the use of daisuki on like 6 ships (which is the idol game's favorite word for love because it's more ambiguous), and some cover songs that are explicitly romantic but then again you can do the "it's just a song" excuse. the above two examples are the most explicitly stated ships though. at the end of the day at least we technically have two canon ships even if it's only confirmed in the text from one side and they aren't dating because as long as the feelings are there that's really what counts as canon, right? like who cares if they're dating it's incredibly unlikely that the game will ever do that so it's not really worth arguing over which ones are more likely to date.

#asks #i think prsk is a lot of ppl's first idol game and maybe that's why the arguments around shipping are so...*gestures vaguely* like that. #like i think some people genuinely believe there are actual romance subplots and stuff #and yknow maybe prsk will do that some day but. not right now at least #anyway ship discourse is pointless and makes everyone pissy when shipping should be fun and make you happy bc you want your blorbos to kiss #and ultimately what's most canon/implied in the game doesn't matter because i don't think the writers really care that much and will write #whatever will make fans happy because they want to get paid. so just like what ships you like and enjoy it #and don't threaten to murder 13 year olds

[ash-and-starlight]

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#ok pointless rant bc in the big scheme of things it does Not matter and im grateful with the engagement i get always but #its kindaaaaaaaaa idk #weird? #to see my art regularly do wayy better on twitter than on tumblr #like i hadn’t posted on twitter in ages bc of musk management hellhole but #i did it the other day after Months and i still got 4x the notes than i got here? #made me want to post on twitter again/more despite Knowing its a bad idea is what i’m saying lmao #i am not immune to fabricated serotonin burst brought on by Notification sue me #🫡🫡🫡 #send post

[birdricks]

thinking about rick admitting to only helping with the war because he wanted bp to respect him. and not realising the irony in admitting this and how it loses him that very respect

#WORST FUMBLE IN HISTORY. #birdrick #ok but genuinely. bp must REALLY care for rick to trust him still after like. EVERYTHING #i think they were close enough that bp can understand ricks motivation for doing things better than rick himself at times #(eg: rick not telling him abt his daughter) #so while bp may not agree with rick on a lot of things he still gets and respects Why rick does stuff #and same like vice versa #bp was able to put aside his hurt to tell rick to call him if he needs #and rick was able to root for bp at the wedding despite clearly hurting #etc etc #i think bp would have a good grasp on how rick could come to see everything as pointless #depsite not knowing abt the portal gun EXPLICITLY. #just as rick would have an understanding of why tammy and birddaughter mattered so much to bp #but i think rick gets wrapped up in himself a lot #him making like. the exact same mistake after reviving bp as at bloodridge is.. crushing #he just forgets. or like it doesnt occur to him in the moment that people might not want the same things as him #but ohhh man. it hurts so bad #rick doesnt hold any grudges toward bp it seems. like as much as he throws insults around all he ever does is try to support bp #like even w bloodridge it seems more that his avoidance was due to being embarrassed of what he did #BUT. memory rick thinking bp is the asshole. implying again bp thought at least for a while that rick rlly hated him for it #but yet they still consider each other their closest friend. and both love each other and would drop everything to help each other #fuck my life man. seriously #wtf was i talking abt. i forget im just rambling npw #ohhh they make me explode.

[j-ellyfish]

I wish I was happy ...

#why everything sounds so logical and doable in theory ... #but then in practice I'm just frozen in a place where I don't want to be and can't seem to escape #I feel like it'd need so little it almost makes it stupid if I look at it from the outside ... #yet I feel like I have one thousand heavy weights tied to my ankles #I just want to feel free to be and do and say whatever makes me happy #without feeling judged or owing an explanation or a specific outcome to anyone ... #it drives me crazy #I just want to not have one single thought on the matter poisoning me #I want to be unapologetically free and happy #is it too much to ask for? #why do I feel like I'm forced to face hardships and obstacles most people never had in the first place? #what did I do so bad to deserve this ... #what did I do to deserve being brought up this way with so many fears and such heavy yet pointless guilts #piling up on my shoulders ... #I'm so tired .... #ary spoke #don't mind me ...

[sadsongsandwaltzes]

I don’t know what one does when everything about the way she’s wired is meant to create a home for someone, but she doesn’t have one for which to make a home

#i mean I just keep on doing what I think I need to do #but it still seems so pointless #what does it matter if I have the healthiest meals #a self sustaining farm #a haven #if the place I’m building is merely a replica of a home beaming with the joy of life #it’s rather hollow is it not

[eddis-not-eeddis]

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#i don't really want to make a whole post about it because it was a very personal and very miserable time for me #but genuinely #the thing that got me wanting to move on again and LIVE after my life plans all fell apart last year #was sitting down and very seriously thinking about the kind of woman i want to be when i'm 70 #i hit that thing that a lot of people in their mid-twenties are hitting right now #where it feels like we've already wasted everything and not only are we failures now but we will always BE failures until we die #but right now i'm still in my twenties #and when i thought about what a good lifespan looked like to me #70-ish seems about right #and what do i want to have when i'm 70 #what skills will be useful and beyond that #what skills will be fun #i had gotten into a mindset of “too late too late” #learning to draw #or sing #or dance #or fix a car #or ride a motorcycle #they all felt like learning NOW would be pointless because *melodramatically* aLL my YoUtH HaS bEEn WaStEddd #but unless God has another plan i'm not going to die in my twenties #i'll likely live many more decades #my life probably isn't even half-way over yet #what do i want to be when i'm 70? #it doesn't matter that i don't know everything yet #i have more than four decades to work on it #that's more than the entirety of the life i've already lived #and yeah #i spent five years at a dead end job that finally drove me almost to a breakdown #but even that wasn't a waste #i saved enough to go to school and i learned a lot while i worked there

[martyrbat]

no one cares but imo. literally why does it matter if someone goes to a club or not lol

i dont live anywhere near them, im poor and live in a very rural and isolated area and i have shit that makes clubs in general not ideal. social anxiety, autism and sensory issues, photosensitive epilepsy, physical disabilities, immunocompromised. it doesn't matter, i shouldn't have to justify or explain why im 9/10 never going to a club and that im fine with it

but some people throwing around its a crucial life event/rite of passage to adulthood is gross. for people like me, its a giant health risk and something i CANT do. making it sound like youre missing out on life for not participating in something is just gross and feels slightly ableist, even if you have good intentions and thats not where its coming from.

also like... i promise someone having anxiety and being kinda pressured/internalizing that shame and going to a social thing where theyre told theyre supposed to be enjoying themselves is almost a full guarantee it'll just make it worse. you can easily say ‘i love clubbing, here's some things that may make it easier for others to try it’ or whatever. like making it more inviting and less intimidating is 1000% better than just bashing someone for not going lmao

#me: this is the most stupid and pointless discourse #also me: welp being stupid and pointless is what i do best better add my two cents too :) #also someone doesnt need a health reason or whatever to justify it. some ppl just dont wanna go to a club and it doesn't fucking matter #ransom note #mutuals we are having a slumber party. i may or may not drink depending on how the rest of this week goes and how important my sobriety is #we are in fuzzy pajamas and watching a movie or reading comics under a blanket fort

[rmorde]

It may sound weird but I like how short yet impactful Riko's role is in the story.

Objectively, we only spent a very short time with her. So, did Gojo and Geto.

Riko only has barebones of a characterization with no proper arc to speak of.

We know she's only a fourteen year old orphan lovingly raised by her maid. She felt isolated by her specialness and had long convinced herself that she was okay to be assimilated into Tengen.

We know that she loved her friends. She loved Kuroi. She loved having fun at the beach - that one special carefree day at Okinawa stripped her of her own lies about being alright with dying.

We know she was a girl who chose to live at the last second before the end.

Those are the only things we know about her. Too little of a glimpse to truly know and judge her but they were no less meaningful.

Riko Amanai is a fourteen year old girl. She loves her sole family and friends. She wanted to live. That was all the reason Gojo and Geto needed to lay their own lives to protect her. No more. No less.

Riko Amanai was a fourteen year old girl in a story about sorcery. Her role is pitifully short and her background is at best murky. However, we understand, without question, that she deserved more - could have offered more. She wanted to live just as we wanted her to live. No more. No less.

#jujutsu kaisen #riko amanai #i just like what was been done here #the suddenness and pointlessness of her death just highlights her tragedy #i think the entire point of her dying so quickly (contrasting junpei who lasted longer not that it's better) was the unfairness of it #we feel upset how we didn't get to see more of her and i think that just shows how well done her role is #she is a young girl at the cusp of truly living #we wanted to see that and so do geto and gojo #but she was taken away - just like that #whatever we felt as the audience: shock-fury-sorrow-disappointment #those emotions must be exactly what geto and gojo felt just a million times worse #junpei's death was a drawn out merciless torture while amanai's was a quick senseless one #but both deaths just send the same message: it's unfair and cruel for children to die before they could even truly live #reasons and methods do not matter - robbing kids of the life and future they deserve will always be a tragedy

[constantvariations]

My scavenge for screenshots that I might use in an upcoming video essay led me to Lilith Fairen’s blog where, lo and behold, she apparently saw this post of mine and decided she had to talk about it

That’s an interesting way to say “the blog has me blocked, so I can’t reblog the OG post.” Fairen, you know what a block means, right? It means I don’t consent to you being on my damn blog. So either you don’t understand what boundaries are or you think it’s okay to ignore them so long as it’s the right kind of person you’re invading. Neither of which reflect well on you

#rwde #lilith fairen #while i could go through her post and tear it apart point by point #i got shit to do. my essay aint gonna write itself #and itd be redundant since my essay is in part abt how people willfully misinterpret adam for their hate wanks #maybe i will anyway since i have her whole post but this is the thing thats pissing me off. dont fucking lie that rwde hates disagreements #i enjoy talking to people w different perspectives. an anti rwder and i once had a v pleasant talk despite a v rocky start #we even reached a conclusion with mutual understanding of each others positions and reasonings #but lilith doesnt want to talk. she doesnt want to look at how flawed rwby is unless its in a way that can be used to bash others #and it'd be pointless considering she's never going to change her mind no matter what any of us say #if she was here for honest. good faith discussion abt a cartoon she wouldn't be blocked by the entire damn tag #so lilith kindly take the planet sized hint and leave people the fuck alone #you wanna bitch and moan abt dex stalking or bullying or whatever to you but then you turn around and do shit like this #treat others how you want to be treated. when you act like an invasive asshole guess what people are going to start reflecting back at you

[risingsunresistance]

this is so far a very good critique of skyblock and i totally agree. unfortunately, i am mentally ill about this server and will continue to ignore the problems it has because i am having fun the way i play

#god i agree tho im grinding fishing level right now and i think that fits this video 100% #fishing doesnt DO anything else. fishing levels up your ability to fish and that is IT #leveling it up is. pointless!! it doesnt help me anywhere else in the game #so when im done fishing. why fish any more??? im Done. there wont be any reason to fish #and on one hand i like this system because it lets me just do what i like without doing the things i dont like #on the other hand that means sometimes i have to do the part of the game that i really dont like if i want to feel more complete #i would gladly mine all day but that cant help me with my fishing and foraging levels. but fishing is completely worthless #IT DOESNT EVEN GRANT SCC........ #foraging at least grants strength so you could argue it's useful. but it sucks so it doesnt matter if it's useful................. #chat #sb

[asofterepilogue]

I think it's fine if people don't want to post about palestine on tumblr. it's not like that's the pinnacle of activism, and not posting on tunglr dot com doesn't equal not caring or never talking about it anywhere or not doing anything else.

but I do think it's interesting that so many of the people I've seen ignore the genocide in palestine on here were posting about ukraine not so long ago. clearly then they wanted to talk about war and politics on tumblr. which doesn't necessarily mean they don't care about palestine, of course. but it sure is interesting.

#I'm not going to unfollow block report anyone over that because there could be other reasons #maybe they just are in a worse place now and want to keep tumblr nice or smthg #but when it's dozens of people doing it... I will not believe that all of them are super vocal about palestine somewhere else #idk to me it'd make no sense to log on and reblog blorbo posts without even acknowledging the fact that a genocide is happening right now #tumblr is deeply deeply unserious but I don't think it means no one cares what we say on here. I certainly do #it just seems to me that arguing that it doesn't matter at all because it's tumblr is callous and also dishonest because what are you even #doing here if you sincerely think tumblr is completely pointless and you can only say pointless things on here #but then again I'm not on any other platform and not great at compartmentalising so what do I know #tumblr #mine

[eebie]

why do peopelt alk about personality types like that

#What if we were all just people!! #cos all that mbti stuff And the extent of a someone's persoanlioty is impossible 2capture #based on a 20 question online test That offers no context/reasoning behind the situations and answers it gives you #it just assumes why you chose those things u did and gives you a generalization that might be wildly inaccurate !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but just because something is a whole load of baloney doesnt mean it cant be fun ^_^ heehee #it's silly sometimes. 2 see people describing The result i got like.. Ooooh .. they're cold unfeeling Machines... they're Evil genuis.. #and all coprrect Btw but not in the right way!!!!!!!!!!! #im an unfeeling machine the way im always on my grind and dont give a shit! And im an evilgenuis because im sexy and awesome basically #also thats all super minor stuff Personalitytypes shouldnt be 4 letters it should be about 4986534262357e^10 Letters #cos theres so much shit n overlap and basically its pointless To try n fit that into something as simple as that #Thtas like trying 2 put every color paint from every gradient from every hue and shade onto a single palette #simply impossible n you'll get paint all over yourself trying!!!! and the colors will all smudge together #and then you'll ahve to burn your clothes #but NOT if you have fun with it ^_^ #you don't wear a tuxedo while you're painting You wear that silly shit of which itdoesn't matter if it gets paint on it!! a colorful apron #basically trying to put anything in2 a binary In Sincerity is a waste of TIME but it can be fun !!! #NAYWAYS THIS IS STUFF PPL HAVE ALREADY TALKED ABOU IM SURE i just got carried away #*rubs the back of my head *Well.. heh #fuck how do u #do that thing anime boys do #where they do that. that thing i just tried to roleplay as #i forgot how #anyways this is not me being a hater Do whatever the hell u want ^_^ all tha power to u + i love u

[thecommunityoftrustworthysinks]

i don’t understand the purpose of posts aggressively pointing out biden is as bad overseas as trump and we don’t want him as president. like yeah. and we don’t. this country’s a nightmare. what else are we supposed to do. what else. What The Fuck Else Are We Supposed To Do.

#like do you want it to get worse? The Revolution is a dream it’s not going to just happen #we’ll be fucking lucky if desantis and trump destroy each other this year #i’d kill to have a better fucking candidate than biden’s evil ass but how like please!! how!!! #im being deadass who is going to listen who hasn’t already and can get enough votes!! what are we supposed to do!!!! #x #and it’s NOT that it doesn’t matter. we NEED to keep pressuring biden rn for palestine because he’s committing war crimes #like any other president #so like this is not about it being pointless and he’s just fine #it’s about how by GOD he’s more bulliable than any other options so far #i hate the two party system as much as anyone else. it’s not going to disappear in ten months.

[obrother1976]

im normally so critical of nazisploitation movies, bc most of them refuse to deal in any way w systematic extermination, starvation & actual nazi ideology (basically anything that had to do w the holocaust at all), which im partially grateful for ngl. i rlly dont think an ilsa she wolf of the ss film or the beast in heat would in any way do a good job depicting any part of the shoah. but the fact that the title sequence of a in a glass cage already deliberately shows and references all this is def a mark in its favour

#nazisploitation is so often just depicting fascism as a depraved (sexualised) evil while rarely going into anything ideological #its all confined to torture and experimentation. which to be sure the nazis did do. #but it just feels completely pointless to make movies specifically about nazis without ever treating the matter w any ounce of seriousness #this goes for the nightporter too btw. i do have mixed opinions on that. but yeah anyway i'll go back to watching in a glass cage now #WAIT. i need to say one more thing. #nazis are always depicted as like a grand intelligent calculating evil in these movies. theyre mythologized is what im trying to say #so to put the nazi in an iron lung from the v beginning of the movie. immobile and at the mercy of others. another + for in a glass cage