i was doing my regular rewatch the other day and tbh... lonnie and will's relationship is so unsettling. lonnie literally did not give a single goddamn fuck that his own twelve year old son was missing and later "dead". he just... did not fucking care! at all. couldn't even pretend to. jonathan comes to tell him what happened and we see that...
lonnie got joyce's call and still didn't care to reach out,
when jonathan tells him this is serious and real, he mocks will by saying "he was never very good at taking care of himself" (which is already disturbing considering this is his son he's talking about, but especially so when you remember that lonnie abused will for being gay and tried to get him to like "masculine" things),
he's already talking to jonathan about seeing him more and reconnecting, like will isn't fucking missing, like he's already fucking dead and he's moved on, as if will is some stranger or worse someone that never existed at all,
instead of feeling any kind of shame about jonathan not believing him when he says will isn't there and him looking in the actual fucking trunk of his car, he just makes a joke out of it asking if jonathan's gonna check up his ass too,
his neglect is brought up again when jonathan slams one of the posters to his chest and tells him "in case you forgot what he looks like",
and that's not even touching on the fact that the very first thing we see lonnie do when jonathan enters the house is fucking shove and pin him to the wall, telling him "you got stronger".
like, he is not a good man in the slightest—the complete antithesis of the byers we know.
and then afterward... lonnie finally decides to come back. he's being nice to joyce and pretending like he's the man of the house again. like he's finally come home to fix and save his family.
he goes to will's funeral and treats it like a schmoozing event, like that isn't his youngest son being buried right in front of him, showing less emotion than one of will's classmates that hasn't ever even talked to him.
but... he's not there because he's had a sudden change of heart.
no, he's there because he has something to gain out of this unimaginable tragedy. his own youngest son is dead and he comes back home to collect a fucking check for it. because he's never cared about will, hasn't ever even seen him as a human being, he just... sees his death as something he can benefit from.
it's just so fucked up and so sinister. lonnie isn't a man riddled with vices, beholden to some disease which makes him act in ways most unbecoming. no, he's... just a man. a small, manipulative, and cruel leech of a man that just doesn't fucking care and is in it only for himself.
it's just... it's really tragic to think that will really was dealing with monsters way before that first demogorgon ever came through the gate.
and even then... that demogorgon was an animal acting as animals do / possessed by vecna and you can't really blame it for that. but what's lonnie's excuse, huh?
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Sorry but am I the only one that thought that episode…sucked? Like it was straight up bad. Horrible pacing, no wrap up of all the random characters and plot lines they’ve thrown around all season (the tuskegee airmen, Westgates spying, literally all the guys beside like the main 4). (Seriously it makes me so mad that the three redtails got all of 5 seconds of screen time, almost no lines. Literally what was the point of introducing them other than to pretend the show was iNcLuSiVe) Even at the end of BoB and the Pacific you get a much better idea of what happened to all the remaining guys. In this they’re like what happened to DeMarco or Hambone or Brady or (insert character here) we don’t know! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ The concentration camp scene felt shoehorned in compared to how it was done in BoB. Unless that actually happened to Rosie (which i haven’t heard anything about) but it was just like.. ok? It all felt so rushed and emotionless to me. Maybe I’ve just fallen out of love with MoTA but it’s been downhill for me since episode 6 or so.
i already made a little (read: long) post-finale write-up here, where i talk about the use of the tuskegee airmen, l'sandra, and overall editing/pacing issues i felt the show had. but i don't agree with the notion that adding the redtails was in any way insincere or trying to halfass being "iNcLuSiVe", i just think they suffer from this show's obvious time constraints. and to summarize what i wrote in my linked post, there's a limit to what white writers/directors/producers can do when creating a story about black people. there are some stories i'd feel uncomfortable with them telling on their own, truth be told. dee rees wasn't the sole nonwhite director, but she Was the only black one. i think she did her job well given the limitations and i appreciate that they let her direct those episodes, rather than leaving it up to a team of white people trying their best to tell a black story.
the worst i can say about the finale is that it didn't feel like That strong of finale, tho i wouldn't go as far to say it "sucked" or call it "straight up bad". i liked it plenty, it's just the weakest of the hbo war finales imo.
as for the concentration camp scene, artistic license was taken with both shows. unlike what's seen in the BoB, easy company wasn't the first to arrive at kaufering, and there's 0 mention of the all-japanese american 552nd who helped them liberate it). similarly, rosie rosenthal did assist in liberating those camps, though it would've been after the events shown this episode. idk if he saw one in that up-close way seen in this episode, but he could've (i should research this when i have time). plus, it would've felt weird Not having him acknowledge them at all. "shoe-horned" is an odd term to use here imo, as both scenes more-or-less center a jewish character (BoB's liebgott and MotA's rosie). the former show has survivors the characters can help, the latter shows no one left to help. the former has all of easy company there, the latter has rosie there all alone. rosie's scene felt deeply personal in that way. at the end of the day, both scenes are communicating different things. that doesn't make one better than the other when they aren't trying to be identical. (disclaimer, i'm not jewish, so i'd be interesting hearing from the perspective of someone who wrt whether or not they felt it was "shoe-horned")
i can understand if you've disliked the show post-episode 6 (and episode 6 was a very strong episode i'm ngl). eps 7 and 8 were weaker in many ways, even to me, so i get it. everyone's entitled to their own opinion (i'd be a hypocrite saying otherwise). just understand that this blog is run by someone who overall enjoys this show despite its flaws! basically, i encourage you to take this energy and make your own posts.
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My Makeup
People seemed interested, so this is a post of my makeup. I didn't include everything I have, as I have more moisturizers, setting powder, setting spray, and brushes. So yeah.
My favs will be bolded.
I use makeup for expression purposes; makeup has no gender babes.
People who seemed interested; @eynnwwyjth, @krenenbaker, @twistwonderlanddevotee, @silvers-numberonefan
Eyeshadow Palettes
Palette; Fierce by Nature from Morphe (I think it's out of circulation now)
1st Row; Trance, Consume, Frenzy, Power Play, Savage, The OG, Disrupt
2nd Row; Temptin', Flame Game, Ferocious, Come Alive, Major Hottie, Stun Wild, Embers
3rd Row; New Flame, Ball of Fire, Red Alert, Make Believe, Unstoppable, Explode, Hot Contents
4th Row; Domination, Full Blast, Ignition, Mesmerize, Inferno, In Command, Hypnotic
5th Row; Stamina, Warning Label, Combust, Outta Control, Smolder, Jolt, Smoked Out
Palette; Oh Boy by Morphe (out of circulation too I think)
1st Row; Hendrix, Derick, Benji, Maddox, Alexander
2nd Row; Jacob, Wyatt, Timmy, Carter, Liam
3rd Row; Max, Kai, Austin, Mace, Blake
4th Row; Bentley, Jax, Chris, Jonah, Oliver
5th Row; Paxton, Knox, Eli, Jace, Daniel
I only really have it to have a neutral palette just in case I need to do something more business or formal.
Palette; 18 Hit Wonder by e.l.f
1st Row; Supreme, Vibrant, Moss, Peachy, Quartz, Pave
2nd Row; Velvet, Electric, Evergreen, Solar, Heat, Candy
3rd Row; Royal, Shade, Element, Summer, Penny, Danger
I also use this to do some dorm-inspired makeup; plus look at that rainbow.
Single Eyeshadows (also blush and highlighters but I use them as eyeshadow too)
Starting at the top left;
Dito Galaxy Shade in Mars
Autobalm Day2Night in Lombard ST
Wander Beauty in Bouquet
Kaleido Cosmetics Skin Blush in Primadonna
Bottom row, left to right;
Nomad Cosmetics Desert Sands
Araceli Jalisco Eyes in Tequila
Estate Dew Me Baked Highlighter Powder in Lit
inmo cosmetics velveteen dream shadow in Kween Bee
Ciate London blush highlighter in Pinch Me
All from IPSY; why did they keep on sending me gold eyeshadows?
Foundations & Moisturizers
Left to right;
Camelina + Strobe Luminizing Primer (I use it as a highlighter)
tarte Maracuja Tinted Hydrator in 10N Fair Neutral
ColourPop Pretty Fresh Foundation in Light 40N
Formula 10.0.6 Thirst No More! Moisturizer
I mix the two shades together, but it also depends on the season. I don't wear foundation very often, so yeah.
Clear Lip Stuff
Left to right;
Bath & Body Works Pumpkin Cupcake
(Malin + Gotez) mojito lip balm
Ciate London Watermelon Burst Hydrating Lip Oil
Jersey Shore Cosmetics Watermelon Moisture Rich Hydrating Balm
Bath & Body Works Champagne Toast Lip Gloss
Lipsticks
Left to right;
e.l.f Sheer Matte Liquid Lipstick in Bright Poppy
Lottie London Slay All Day in Fleek
melt in rebound
Burt's Bees Tinted Lip Balm in Sienna Rose
e.l.f. Sheer Slick in Dragonfruit
bellapierre cosmetics Mineral Lipstick in Envy
Liquid Eyestuff
Left to right;
L.A. Colors Eye Marker in Blue
Covergirl Exhibitionist Lash Enhancing Liquid Eyeliner in Matte Black
Wet n Wild Mega Volume Mascara
item Lid Glaze in Lunar Drop
Kokie Profesional Crystal Fusion Liquid Eyeshadow in Polaris
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I think about the second season of Millennium a lot, and its conclusion that doomsday will start simply out of indifference.
I think about it every time I compare my fatigued, post-COVID self to others and find myself lacking. I think about it every time I realise that my life increasingly feels like it's been allowed to slip through the holes in the great universal colander. I think about it every time I remember how everyone just decided to give up and move on to the next shiny topic offered up by the 24-hour news cycle.
It's an entirely human apathy, which is in many ways the worst kind of apathy. Inhuman apathy at least implies wilful coldness and shittiness, an active desire to not care. But with human apathy, oh you don't even have to do a thing my friend. You can just sit back and let yourself get distracted. Maybe you can even pretend to care about something else!
"Sit back and do nothing. Anyone can do it. Hell, most people do."
You really don't need floods, or earthquakes, or falling comets, or giant crabs roaming the Earth. You just need people who've decided not to care. It's so, so simple and easy.
I think about the second season of Millennium a lot.
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