#but the focus is always my sillies

[sakurm]

do u think he gets jealous bc he has little baby lungs

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk #jjk fanart #geto suguru #gojo satoru #shoko ieiri #sashisu #sss trio #drawing the bubbles was so much fun ngl #but the focus is always my sillies #i miss drawing them why do i have to work a fulltime job u_u #art tag

[pigdemonart]

Woke up to this tag!!! @tragictrainmen THANK YOUUU!!! 😭😭😭 THATs so sweet and it makes me feel really motivated!! HUGS YOU!!!

#screenshotted for ease behehe #i do worry abour boring everyone with my silly ocs #but i do want to like publish my comics and get the ball rolling on that so i had to shift focus 🥺🩷 and its always a little scary #im glad its been a positive for me #🩷🩷🩷 #piggy talks #obviously im still gonna draw my fanart when i can and make merch every blue moon of course 💕🩷💕 #just feels good to not put that pressure on myself to perform

[rox-of-iu]

ayoo guess who finally sat down and caught up with cultivate B)

is me. so you know what that means.

spoiler warning for cultivate ch 30-37

there was actually.... more things i wanted to draw but I already did so many I had to physically restrain myself hfsjkkdh anyway yes can you tell i love this fic very much

yet once again. cultivate by the wonderful @neonghostcat

#liushen #cultivate #cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain #mu qingfang #tagging him as well since theres lot of focus on him lol #and shen jiu as well u have to excuse me I love them they're meow meows #there was gonna be more sj content also but he ended up being cut in the end #wait- hdfdfhkj probably shouldnt talk about cutting something and SJ in the same sentence lmao jhfksdhfk ok bad joke sorry #anyway aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa absolutely deceased with all that has been revealed and covered in the past few chapter #actually dead wonderful powerful talented incredible showstopping never seen before #my most favourite part of cultive is its mysteries without a shadow of a doubt they're so intriguing and the reveal is ALWAYS sooo satisfyi #so the chain reaction of so many answers of the big ones tm? chefs kiss MWA #speaking of mysteries i never mentioned it before because I didn't know how to incorporate it without it being awkward but #for the longest time one particular piece of info has been rotting in my brain #and it was the off-hand comment on of the aqueduct by LQG #it is SO SILLY but THATS the one that has been just spinning in my brain FROM THEN ON ALL THE TIME it is indeed not the actually much coole #checkovs guns that have been setup nooo it was THIS hjkjsdfhksd I HAD TO KNOW where that was going AND NOW I KNOW I CAN REST EASY jsdhfkd #so yeah absolutely wonderful chapters indeed beautiful powerful #also some of you may noticed that time and time again I keep switching up the seniority between bai zhan and qian cao #and i have to formally apologize for that it is in fact not out of lack of attention to the text I'm just shdjkas #if im not mistaken qian caos position is not set in stone in canon so its free for grabs to put it in any of the free spots on the list #so i should respect neonghostcats (beloved i am so sorry) list in this case but i physically couldn't bring myself to write mqf as shidi #HSAJHS im sorry i am so biased and from doctors family i cannot put him in my head in peak seniority so low I'm sry i am legally not allowe #so lets just pretend i wrote it correctly ok sadhkas eyes closed xD #OOF th etags got long this time but im just SOOOO EXCITED WITH THIS FIC AND GOT FEELINGS OK BYE #anyway neonghostcat godspeed recovery buddy!! #also i hope using neonghostcat isnt like....calling u by your full name hdkfh but no idea to which parts i should shorten it either so hah

[m4ruk4ts]

-throws these and runs away-

#i literally remember thinking “i hope i don't get invested” and now here i am #im so embarrassed.................and uh. Well. The designs are very cool!................yeah.............listen i love all of it #there's so many COLORS.........I LOVE COLORS!!!!!!!! AND HORROR!!!!!!!!!!!! AND ARGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUGHHHHHHHHHH #and then i completely ignore the horror factor and focus on silly ships bc that's how i am #i always get too silly #so yeah #ALSO PLS IGNORE THE TYPO I KNOW IT'S SPELLED “SHOULDER” LMAOOOOO i don't know english pls help. I'm too lazy to edit it. Oops!!!! #welcome home #welcome home arg #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #wally x julie #julie x wally #welcome home apple pie #their shipname being apple pie is so adorable.......... #my art

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

Way too enamoured with the tiny macden I drew for the background of one of my Valentine's zine pieces to not post a lil sneak peak snapshot of them on their own <3

#macdennis #dennis reynolds #mac mcdonald #iasip #iasip fanart #iasip art #it's always sunny in philadelphia #always sunny #sunnyblr #my art. #anmmbposts #macden #digital fanart #fanart #art #it took forever to get good lineart of my initial sketch because my sketches are chaotic scribbles but good scribbles #and i rarely do cartoonish art so keeping the personality of the sketch is hard but i did it i got em finally #they're so silly they're so cute #i'm kinda sad they're not the main focus of this piece lmao #throwing in the queue for like 6am because i'm always disheartened by how little people like my art and post times are bs

[sketchy-tour]

Being a silly enjoyer of my oc x canon, and also just always someone who expresses love of a media that way, I've never REALLY been one to ship canon characters with other canon characters all too often. I never hate them! It's more of just I see em and I nod like "Oh okay!" Maybe give it a like cause the art and the way they present the dynamic is fun but I've never been crazy (/pos) over canon character ships.

All this to say!!!! I kinda wanna hear about yalls! I guess mostly WH related cause, ya kno, that's the silly shit I post. What are yalls ships for WH? What dynamics do you see with them? What about it do you like so much? I'm curious!!!!

#just rambling #text post #Toast asking yall silly shit while in the middle of getting ready for work #but i always realize this when I stumble upon ship art or my art of two characters get tagged implying a ship and it makes me ponder! #its a whole side of fandom I dont really partake in simply because I do! well I do my own silly stuff!!! all ar valid! 100 percent! #i dont even mind when my like Barnaby and Wally art gets tagged as ship even if I dont personally view them that same way. #im just happy my art made someone else happy!!!!! #oh silly to imagjne my art in one of those old ship edits #WAIT FOCUS FOCUS that wasnt the point im rambling on tangets in the tags!!! #i just wanna see yall ramble about YOUR ships!!!! im curious~!!!!!!

[buddiesmutslut]

I’m being so ffr rn, if the show runners definitively show that Buddie is not going to happen?

I’m probably not going to be watching anymore.

I mean it when I say that they’re literally the sole reason I watched this show in the first place. I saw a billion TikTok edits of them & was like “Idek these characters I need to watch this show and see what’s going on over there.”

And like, it’s a fun show, I’m not saying it isn’t, but first responder shows are a dime a dozen. There are other shows that have queer characters and found family and wild adventures. Granted, they don’t have Buck & his bi arc, but I’d still read fanfics to get my Evan Buckley fix lol.

I don’t need them right now, I’m so down for the slow burn, will-they-won’t-they & the pining & the yearning & the build up and the GOOD foundation. I want to see Eddie figuring himself out and dealing with his repression and figuring out he’s queer (& Demi, pls God. I hope if I just say it enough, I can will it into existence somehow) before anything happens with the two of them, but if they take definitive steps to have one of them like, marry someone else or something, I think I’m gonna head out. Find me on ao3 for the rest of my days lol.

#911 abc #buddie #demisexual eddie diaz #also pls don’t come at me with “you don’t care about bi representation”. he’s already bi #he’s always been bi & I’ve loved watching him on this journey #but his & Eddie’s relationship is literally the only reason I started this show in the first place #and again if they find good LI’s & bring them more into focus #the time spent on the Buddie relationship will decrease. that’s just how tv & time limits work #and if my favorite relationship on the show goes away then why would I continue watching it religiously? #also I know I’m a bitch & would therefore hate any person they brought in to be the HEA for them & that’s not fun for anyone #not that I would bully the actor/actress bc im not an ASSHOLE #eddie diaz #evan buckley #I literally watched Booth & Bones take like 9 seasons to get together I am IN IT with a slow burn #unless they do what they did last season & shoehorn 2 LI’s in at the last second on the last episode then I guess I wouldn’t have a choice #Tim would’ve pulled a fast one on me #also I will watch literally anything else Oliver Stark is in SNOOKUMS I love you so much. come home the kids miss you 😂 #& probably Lou also bc he’s so freaking cute irl I wanna die #with his curly hair and his silly faces and his muscles and his wanting to be held in the dark #LOU BABY ILL HOLD YOU IF THE POWER GOES OUT #I have spent too much of my life & time & energy to get 0 payout and it’s honestly unsustainable but that’s a whole different problem

[icewindandboringhorror]

sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:

thing that I already do

thing I have tried 10 times

thing I already do

thing that I don't have the money to do

thing I already do

thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail

thing that is impossible given my situation

thing that doesn't apply to me

thing that I already do

thing I have already tried

hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently

thing I have already done

#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things #out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever #all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever #or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc. #especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple #and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already #done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and #all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you. #who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3 #my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster #talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo #I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache #or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop #e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all #sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef #t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of #way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I #think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i #gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!' #like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant #mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain #or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right #now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like #most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once #that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY #Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth

[rosenfey]

does anyone else here have several games in their rotation that they play at the same time or is it just me

#ambie.txt #I feel so bad for doing this because I literally don't know anyone else #i always see mutuals and friends focus on one game at a time and my brain considers that as the normal™ behavior #but I often tend to switch between games or play sth different for a day or two and then go back to other things #and idk idk I am always feeling like I'm doing it wrong and I should only play one game at a time #because I would get confused or it would break my immersion or whatev #idk it just feels proper™ to have one main fixation and when I don't have that and have several things to play #I feel like I am doing it wrong and then I get depressed and just. stop doing anything #I know this is a silly problem to have but I just feel like ass today and i have anhedonia and my brain likes to ruin things for me sometime

[lesbianlotties]

going to war to watch the Barbie movie was SO WORTH IT ACTUALLY 🩷🩷🩷🩷

#I HAD SO MUCH FUN I'M LITERALLY SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! #i seriously had to fight for my life. i waited a week for my cousins. we couldn't get tickts. i waited another week. none of them wanted to #try again. i went with cousins i never hang out with. they were so nice and they paid for my ticket and we bought the barbie promo thing!! #big popcorn! this cool chocolate i love that comes with a pink wrapper!!! and a barbie cup thing that i got to keep!!!!!! #and it's all so silly but god i feel like nothing ever reaches this country let alone this small city but #i get to feel part of a fun silly trend for once!!!! i wore a pink tshirt and i've been wearing this pink nail polish for three weeks hsgjd #BUT ANYWAY THOUGHTS #idk if it's as groundbreaking and judging by the critics i thought it would be more... more and it was definitely too much ken for my likin #but you know i always prefer to focus on the things i loved! it is what it is and I LOVED WHAT IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!! #IT SO MUCH FUN AND I LOVE WOMEN SO MUCH AND MARGOT ROBBIE IS PERFECT AND GLORIA IS SO SPECIAL TO ME AND IT'S JUST SOOOOOO <33333 #I TEARED UP THREE TIMES WHEN SHE CALLED THE OLD LADY BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE HAD THE GLORIA VISION AND BEFORE TURNING HUMAN WITH THE OLD LADY #THE SONGS ARE FUN I LOVED THE CHASE SCENE SO MUCH?????? #i'll never stop laughing at the fascist joke and the margot robbie joke and and and #gloria's husband doesn't exist. i love happy endings <3

[n4talia-chaparro]

"But not everyone is ru-" Everyone is the same, darling, everything is the same. Same rude asshole, same stuff. You cannot say everyone likes those stuff when y'all start talking shit over it 💀💀😹‼️‼️💥💥 /hj /J /J

#natty rambles #wooo my trust issue and silliness is taking over me along with the sad mood xPP #I CANT FOCUS ON ANYTHING. WHY CANT I PAY ATTENTION TO MY CLASSES 😭😭‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🔥🔥 #I AM REALLY THAT AUTISTIC⁉️⁉️ WHAT IS HAPPENING😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥 #“YOU ARE ALWAYS TALKING AND DRAWING THE SAME THI-” MY SPECIAL INTEREST I CHOOSE YOUUU /REF 🗣🗣🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅 RAAAAH #RAAAAGHHHHH🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥‼️🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 #WHY Y'ALL GOTTA BE PISSED AT ME GRRRISHSJANAD ‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🗣 ITS AN AUUUUUU IM ADDICTIVE TO IT 🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥💥💥⁉️⁉️⁉️ #NOOO MY AUTISTIC GRAMMAR MISTAKES IS SHOWING UPPP USHAJSJS 😭😭😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥💥💥‼️‼️💥‼️🗣🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #“ADDICTIVE” WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST WROTE 😭😭😭😭⁉️⁉️‼️‼️💥💥

[fantomette22]

I wanted to continue to write, my chapter is half is done already I swear! But period and awful wind be damned it's putting me in a bad mood! Making resurface all the lil things bothering me lately! (yes I write about it to ease my poor mind XD but well why bother people for such persona rent of things hm? at least I express it somehow but I shouldn't post that I suppose. (plus it is very incoherent. This post too sorry)

Anyway guess I'll will take it easy then for the rest of the day u_u

#delete later #oh and thank you to the people liking my stuff you know. Big thanks that's always great and I should be more focus on that than the rest :) #ok silly videos help XD

[camelspit]

how am i expected to have hobbies when there is homework

#im sorry i cannot with this #girl i get home at like 5:00 every day since school lets out at 4:05 and the buses are always late as hell #and! it does not help that i am the last stop #i cannot be expected to bave a hobby when by the time i finish things like dinner and shower and homework #it is like. 9:00. #and thats without accounting for time to study!! like!! #i should not have to wait till like 10 fucking pm to actually do something i enjoy sorry #lmao. anyway thats sort of why ive been posting less art </3 #but im also like barely keeping up with reading rn as well #i simply cannot focus on my silly little books when im about to collapse with exhaustion

[toelessbastard]

committing copium away from life by joining random websites for fans . first thing I see is SLANDER ON MY GOOD MANS NAME

#WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN HIS HAIR LOOKS AS GREASY AS A WET MOP. FUCK YOU. HES PERFECT. IM GON A BOIL YOUR ROCKS AND PLACE THE UNDER YOUR #PILLOW. HNNNNMNNGG #KEISUKE IS THE BEST MAN EVER ILL KILL YOU #being overdramatic bc its not like theyll see it. lmao. lol. i dont care. i really doI DO I CARE A LOT HE MEANS SO MUCH TO M. MM M EEEEEE #i think its an app based webbed site more than a website website #which is highkey annoying but wtvr im over it #i just wanted to see more fanart of keisuke.........................sobs #sorry. not sorry. yes sorry omfg #lit just rereadinf this webtoons nd noticing other charas beside the main ship. i have so many faves rn its wackkyyy #like ryu is silly as always i love him dearly allways #but lit my focus has been keisuke the whole time. i drew fanart alr. his birthday was a week nd some ago #HELL

[tvrningout]

i see or hear alternative/punk rock content and arata screams at the top of his lungs to let him out

#sorry to be talking about yet another muse but i won't lie!! arata pops into my brain kinda often!! #i'm in my creating/revamping oc's era rn i guess asdf #bc maybe i could just kinda?? scratch all his original stuff and maybe the original stuff for all his bandmates too #refocus him a bit somehow #i'll always be attached to stand out!!'s original dynamic but i also think it'd be nice if i maybe left some of those connections open #for others to take? like you have a muse who would be the front man of a band?? or the drummer?? lead guitarist?? #cool bc arata's a bassist!! play with him!! be his bandmate!! #also just thinking about him being the driving force behind the band -- he's the reason they get together #which was partially the concept before but not completely #i think this time i would want to focus more on the idea that arata pretty much loses stability at home once his parents divorce #his sister doesn't live with him anymore #so he's determined to build a new family even though he doesn't realize that's what he's doing #this band becomes his world not just bc he loves music but bc it's all that he feels he really has -- it keeps him sane #i dunno y'all asdfg i like the idea but should i bring our silly lil bassist back to bug everyone? am i doing too much :' ) #also i'm back!! gonna try to get some things done now that it's quiet <3 #get ready to ramble | ooc

[franeridan]

it could be because I've been obsessed with zolu for over half of my life but every time I reread op I'm always like I'm gonna focus on all zoro and luffy's relationships, not just the zoro-and-luffy one! and then I start rereading !!! and I'm !!! right back !!! on my zolu bullshit !!!!!!

#i think i do see it through a zolu lense #i don't want to say I'm being objective about this because I'm most probably not being objective at all #not in the sense that I make the zolu scenes bigger than what they are but in the sense that i notice them above all others #so I'm like #it's always them!! the focus on their relationship is insanely off the charts!!!! #but then maybe it's just MY focus on their relationship that's off the charts #it COULD be #....... #im in alabasta right now and i just had back to back zoro threatening smoker when he's got luffy then saving smoker bc luffy told him so #then being worried sick about luffy staying behind with crocodile but still going forward cause luffy told him to #im going through it okay I'm TRULY going through it #what truly sends me is that it's not like zoro's reactions are bigger than the others but oda always starts from him??? #*bangs head against wall* #and the way luffy always turns to him first.......... #*bangs head against the wall harder* #there's something about them #(that something is the devotion) #i act like it's my first time reading op every single time i read it #it feels silly but then i think about how luffy is always zoro's first priority since the day he met him #and then I'm too busy crying to worry about being silly