#but this ep still makes me cry;;;

[bloodsbane]

one thing ive noticed watching blind/live reactions to SU, particularly when we start learning more about Rose (and then Pink) in the latter half of the series, is this idea that Rose never really suffered consequences for any of the bad things she did. and yeah i suppose if youre going through the show for the first time - especially if you're not watching as it airs, so absorbing a lot of information in a way shorter time without processing it alongside other fans - it's easy to come to that interpretation of things. the show even brings it up, this idea that Rose's choice to have Steven was so she wouldn't have to face the consequences of all her past choices

personally, i truly don't think that's the case. but it made me start thinking about something in a new way, sparked by Rose's tape to Steven. she says, "We can't both exist. I'm going to become half of you. And I need you to know that every moment that you love being yourself, that's me! Loving you and loving being you!"

i take this sentiment to heart. in a way, yes, i do think Rose wanted to escape who she was, but again, that's a discussion for another time. what i want to focus on is the idea that this means Rose - in whatever way you'd prefer to interpret it - is WITH Steven throughout the entirety of his life, and the thus the events of the show. and if she can feel Steven's love for himself, for others, for existing just as himself... that means she also feels his sadness, anger, frustration, despair.

...this is difficult ground to tread without making it sound like anything resembling 'rose/pink = steven', although i hope the fact that the show itself handily refutes this is enough to undercut such a reading. what i mean to say is, in a way, Steven dealing with everything in the show is also Rose dealing with it. if we generously accept the idea that her 'spirit' or what have you lives with Steven, if not as Steven, and that she to an extent does experience what he does, then it kind of adds a new layer to the way you watch the show. a really interesting one!

because i think one of the most difficult things to consider with SU, especially once you get through it the first time, is the idea or feeling that Rose's story just... stops. and there's so much leftover that needs to be resolved. i mean, hell, that's the entire point of the show to an extent. Steven dealing with what she leaves behind. but i think there's something nice in the idea that Steven does not only inherit powers or thousand-year-old problems from his mother - he also inherits her love of freedom and life, of family and friends, and a heart that wants to find solutions to problems in a way that doesn't hurt anyone else.

i guess think of it in this way: if Steven is able to see his mother's memories, to feel what she felt in those moments, who is to say that Rose, in whatever way she continues to exist (even if only as a concept), does not also feel what Steven does?

i'll tell you, this has been an interesting way to re-experience the show. i think it adds a lot to the bitter-sweetness of Rose's relationship to Steven. i thinks she loved him so much, even if it was only the idea of him and what he represented to her. and i kind of love to think that, even if it is only some metaphysical concept of Rose that now rests forever inside her gem, dormant but for the power and life she's bequeathed to her son, Rose recognizes the trials that Steven is going through and aches for him. that she would hold him, if only she could.

#banebabbles #fuckin uh. #su meta #steven universe #i need yall to be cool w me on this one i stg im not saying rose is like. still Alive #it's the Vibe. the Feeling. the Concept #rose is gone but like the heart of her is not #crying bc this especially makes storm in the room like. A Lot #shakes my fist at the sugar woman for making it so delightfully ambiguous how much of that ep was steven talking to himself #since there are elements in rose's room eps that hint at the idea of the room's autonomy(???) being a reflection of rose #or SOMETHING #IDK #IT'S 2022 HERE'S SOME SU META JUST TAKE IT

[toyaneko]

bro theyre so close they need to kiss

#project sekai #akito shinonome #toya aoyagi #project sekai akito #project sekai toya #akitoya #i lov them #ep 19 still makes me cry

[dantevhell]

I think Sasha complicated feelings towards Marcy this ep was very interesting to see actually and ppl are once again missing all the hints of Sasha's true feelings towards her friendship with Marcy

First of all the ep started with Marcy showing her favorite movie to the girls and them (in her vision) ignoring her interests. It's totally natural for Marcy to be hurt and sad over this and hold a little grudge (even if subconsciously) over them and how they treated her

Sasha is changing and becoming a better person FOR SURE but we also have to remember that above all else Sasha is a child and human, she obviously has flaws and, while doing her best to control them, it doesn't just disappear so fast over years and years of having this behavior

Sasha is controlling, selfish, quick to anger and very hypocritical and even if she is making progress to make her qualities outshine more, her flaws are still something that she can't just let go completely. That's totally normal specially to a KID trying to change

But the thing is that Sasha even tho saying that she didn't cared about Marcy's movie, she still remember the plot that marcy told her perfectly!

Sasha even tho she said that she didn't know if she could save her friendship with Marcy, was worried about her and was the one that mentioned her THE WHOLE TIME. She was the one that brought the topic of her to even start all of this !

And look, I know it sounds really angering hearing Sasha of all people not wanting to forgive Marcy after spending the whole season talking about 2nd chances... SPECIALLY considering her own mistakes...

just because sasha made her own wrong doings this doesn't mean she isn't allowed to be hurt

BUT

And if she didn't care about Marcy why would she even mind and be SO bothered about the idea of their friendship not lasting anymore??

"Let's say you're right"

Sasha is very reluctant to accepting that she's wrong and that she committed mistakes and even with her redemption we know that she still has a hard time forgiving others (and herself)

Sasha truly cares about Marcy but considering her attitude in s2 with Anne's "betrayal", we should've know better and see this little stubborn part of her coming from a mile away.

But even with all her anger, all her resentment and all her sadness, Sasha can't help but worry about Marcy all the time!

Hell! Why would she even create this rebellion who's one of the goals is to rescue Marcy if she didn't CARED about her?!?! And this is her goal all the ep!!

.........

AND HERE COMES THE MARCY'S GRUDGE THAT I MENTIONED EARLIER!

The core knows how hurt Marcy was by her girls, SPECIALLY, Sasha's indifference to a lot of Marcy's ramblings and actions

And so does Sasha.

So that's why she's the only one truly hurt at this scene bc she KNOWS that this message was directly to her and how she treated Marcy (before AND during amphibia)

And THATS why their fight next EP is so perfect

Sasha trying her best to get Marcy back to show how much she meant to Sasha, how much she cared about her!! This has so much potential!

Look how Sasha has her guard down in this fight... Almost like she doesn't want to truly hurt Marcy... But also is going to make an effort to get her back.... Splendid!!!

#MATT. DONT DISSAPOINT ME LET ME HAVING SASHA TRYING TO RESCUE MARCY WHILE ALSO GAINING AN EYE INJURY! DONT LET ME DOWN NOW YOU- #anyways sasha cares about marcy and if someone disagree sorry if youre not as big brained as me to notice all these details 💋😘 xoxo #this is how sasharcy still can win- #anyways pls pls i want sasha fighting with darcy but not actually making one moves to hurt her bc she doesn't want to hurt marcy #and then we have her FAILING AND SHE LOSES AN EYE AFTER WHATEVER HAPPENED AT THE SCENE WHERE SHES CRYING #PLS PLS GIVE ME THE ANGST GIVE ME THE DEVOTION TYPE OF LOVE THAT SASHA HAS FOR HER GIRLS PLS #amphibia #also STOP WITH THE GRIME GETS HURT BY DARCY THEORIES. #NO. I DONT WANT THE GOOFY WAR CRIMINAL DAD HURT #I WANT HIS DAUGHTER WITHOUT AN EYE INSTEAD YALL HEARD ME!! #also this post is just a big ramble pile bc ppl analisys of sasha this ep are SO bothering me #and as the biggest sasha apologist and kinnie i need to defend my pathetic meow meow sometimes #sasha waybright #marcy wu #darcy wu #the core #amphibia sasha #sasha amphibia #marcy amphibia #amphibia marcy #amphibia the core #the core amphibia #darcy amphibia #amphibia darcy #sasharcy #kinda. #not against it 😉😉😉😉😉😉😉 giggles #who am i trying to fool this was my intention since the beggining #the beggining of the end #bellverom.txt

[faunandfloraas]

Jeongin having almost no votes on that poll makes sense to me, not because I think he'd do particularly bad but because I'm utterly certain if he ended up stranded with one of us he'd just up and leave and I wouldn't blame him

#he'd be like No. Sorry. Good luck. Bread baii. #seungmin is honestly a wild card bc he didnt get scared much in the haunted ep and he can be calm and level headed #so theres the chance hes actually a decent choice #but then I remembered him asking lee know if he could pick the cabbage with gloves and lee know was like ? Yeah... and i go Hmmm. No. #changbin is strong but also he's a lil city boy and he's a bit of a scaredy cat- hes gonna AHHH and im gonna AHHHH #and the creature will get us... But to go out in the strong arms and against the changbiddies of seo changbin? not a bad way to go #han is clusmy as hell and i think our personalities are similar so together? we'd die near immediately. #maybe by accidentally walking off a cliff or something not actually related to ghosts or strandedness #felix would be crying and freaking out and then I'd get annoyed bc crying makes me Uncomfy and i'd snap at him and then i'd feel SO bad #i'd have to give myself up to the entity as apology for being mean bc who could go on after that? #Hyunjin is gonna scream and im gonna follow suit and we're gonna get taken out also near immediately #but maybe he'd let me wear his versace glasses for a minute #so yeah lee know to me is the best bet 👍 im still goin chan tho #regardless of if you get off the island or not: You- yes YOU- will be attacked and cancelled by stay twitter no matter what #im avoiding go to clean out my uncles house can you tell

[saeshiraw]

tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry

#tw rant #studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not #its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels #so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday #i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me #n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone #yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my #friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep #of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle #but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today #i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts #and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics #just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people #im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier #im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk #and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know #but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac #h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe #ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch #people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and #seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want #are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to #spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was #i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next #“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes #me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good #but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im #intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout #but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one? #the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone

[tumsa]

Then let me kneel when the marriage proposal happens, and we’ll call it even. 

#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #crying screaming sliding down the wall #a boss and a babe #LISTEN #i hated the ep 11 so much i was about to rage quit #i hate when they repeat the same issue a couple dealt with #and do it again #as if they learned nothing #(looking at your trust issues and being honest kinn and porsche) #i am still mad about what cher did #and how he did not talk to gun #AGAIN #but i knew that the last episode will be all hearteyes #and make me want to jump out of the window #and it's delivering so far

[pharawee]

I actually just... really like Venus in the Sky.

#jane watches stuff #i tried not to like it #50% of every ep is pointless filler #somewhere out there a script editor is crying #and also #i still have this grudge on 9naa for mistreating best my beloved #i just hope they treat their most recent leads better #seeing as they have another 2 series in the making #but yeah #i really like todcheque there i said it #cheque especially #and venus i really like venus #what does that say about me #or is that the cold meds making me hallucinate

[2nd-mushroom-circle]

lines that made me cry in my 3rd relisten to the chaos protocol ep 32 (MAJOR SPOILERS):

- “brother heed me, as you ought.” something about the way connie says brother this time… i will never be ok about sing and seir

- i mean i could say the entire rest of the opening monologue. but the little hesitance on “lover, hold me”? OW.

- THE WAY VAL’S VOICE SOUNDS ON THEIR FIRST LINE. illegal.

- similarly, the sobbing after “it is lost. forever.” always catches me off guard and RIGHT IN THE HEART

- the way connie just moves on to lumiéra after val says “something snaps”. cause there’s nothing more to say. nothing that can fix it.

- “a door that had been so carefully pried open slamming shut, and… he doesn’t feel.”

- “and he just… looks at where he should have been a shield.” have i ever mentioned that cai is a masterful storyteller? cause cai is a masterful storyteller and god. i’ll never stop feeling things about xainan esch

- this whole scene with xainan crumbling into dust destroys me.

- “you have always been half dead, xainan esch”

- connie calling oblivion the most beautiful person you’ve ever seen as xainan is drifting away from his own life sure is something, huh.

- “i think im just exhausted with being a coward” no cause i have so many feelings about lumiéra waiting, waiting, always a little too hesitant and afraid to tell sing how she really felt, even though sing felt the same, because it’s too scary because it’s too complicated because lumiéra is literally just fucking HUMAN and it takes so much to make that step - only for her to finally do it and it’s just. a moment. too. late.

- the moment when we move from lumiéra’s flashback to the present. the imagery of happy, triumphant, hopeful lumi giving way to lumi crouched over sing’s body, tear tracks staining her face.

- and the imagery of seir holding up lumiéra with his sister. fuck me i guess.

- THE FUCKING PERSPECTIVE SHIFT

- ok being fully fr seir’s monologue here is when i actually started crying in earnest this time. what the fuck val. not one line. all of them

- “the knife that is xainan” always hits me a little bit

- “whelming it’s pitiable vessel” is just such a good phrase. didn’t make me cry but i love it

- the music cue when artemis appears did make me cry though

- “eyes that immediately fall upon sing’s body” if i think too hard about artemis’s relationship with sing (artemis singing the twins to sleep, artemis signing her transfer request because artemis can see right through her, artemis giving them all the warning she can, artemis knowing when they die and appearing right away but unsurprised, with grief that has always been there, artemis making a choice) i will break. and start making some not-yet-canon assumptions about artemis’s own emotional state. so we are not thinking about that!

- “a lance in her chest” “bleeding.” ow ow ow the multiple possible readings of this line. connie and sea kicking off their insane narration chemistry with a lance to my chest. ow

- “those warm, gentle hands, that do not touch, that are so careful with their love” ok so when i said we weren’t feeling things about artemis? i lied

- “and when her hands pass through your flaming horns, snuffing them out like a candle at the end of its wick, it is not violent. it is not to put a cap on your grief, not to quiet you, not to for you into a box or a body that cannot contain you -“ “it is a mercy.” “it is the sweet mercy of rest when you have no tears left to cry.” the actual reason i’m relistening to this episode is to memorize all the words. so i can hold them like precious things in a box inside me. btw

- and artemis sings you and your sister to rest one final time.

ok. *wipes away tears.* anyways.

- artemis wiping a tear from lumiéra’s eye and calling her the bravest girl in the room .

- we interrupt your regularly scheduled tears to bring you: i’m gonna pull an øka* and punch fate in the fucking face. “this pain has a design”. yeah it’s called fate’s a BITCH and a BAD PARENT. and you can quote me on this

*i have not yet watched the second stranger only seen the clip of øka punching fate. so many times. i replayed that clip quite a bit after this episode.

- “and you cannot hold on to your life much longer. you are a dead man walking and you can go no farther than this.” ok back to crying! this is the sequence i was originally most abnormal about. and you know what? it still hits. so much. xainan my beloved

- sea and connie narrative trading my beloved.

- “do you want to live?” “i don’t know.” “then why don’t you come with me, and you can tell me your answer later.” god what a line. what a perfect response. there are no words that can fix this, but maybe with time and love and care someday you will want to live again. why don’t you come with me.

- “and she carries you home.”

- i don’t think i fully internalized the imagery of sing’s sword being driven into the earth by the roots of the world tree and the roots growing up around it before, but this time i imagined wildsailors hundreds of years from now coming upon this site and approaching it with reverence and love, knowing that it was here that something bigger than their world changed forever, holding sing’s eulogy in the very heartwood of the wildsea—yeah.

- “i love my dad, ok?” thanks abasi already sobbing.

- “it is effortless, the care that they hold for you. it is a reality unto itself.” just. cause. this is what i was hoping the whole time in the lead up to this episode. i know it would be awful and crushing and it would break them, and i was so worried that they would have to just. find a way to push on somehow. make plot happen anyways. but this, nova being cared for and held and protected in their grief? someone carrying them home when they can’t do it themselves anymore? this was just what they needed. and what i needed. i cannot wait for arc 2.

#hoo boy this is long. unsurprising #transplanar rpg #the chaos protocol #this is fully just a record for myself cause i needed to process it #xainan was what hit me the most initially. and i think still the one my heart gravitates to #seir is the one i thought of while making a playlist about this ep #and the one that made me cry the most this time #it’s cause i’m seeing my sister again this week #after this relisten it’s lumiéra and the quietness of her grief that’s sticking with me #how she never said a word #and how she was seen and held and carried anyways

[mineonmain]

I’m sorry but

Pai taking Sky back to his place for the first time presumably since their tryst in Ep 8, the place that truly started it all at least for Pai,

Pai taking Sky all around the apartment and reliving memories with Sky without making the present heavy with sexual tension,

Pai showing Sky how his apartment is full of the good memories with Sky,

Pai giving himself up completely to Sky,

Immediately followed by Sky walking back to his flat post (apparent) disillusionment, and being haunted by the memories of Pai everywhere,

Being haunted by Pai looking at him lovingly, taking care of him, just being beside him,

Sky and Pai are both haunted by each other, but only Sky actually sees the ghost of Pai everywhere because in his mind they are dead to each other, or at least Sky is dead to Pai and Sky is trying to erase the Pai in his mind to be able to get over him,

Sky seeing the one person in his living dreams that he thinks he won’t ever be able to have or see again, and the version of him that he sees is happy and smiling and utterly dripping with love and adoration for Sky

Bonus:

#love in the air #thai bl #bl series #lita ep 12 #lita #love in the air ep 12 #sky x prapai #prapai x sky #prapaisky #I’ve made my obligatory meme post and my sadge post #this scene hit me like a gotdamn ton of bricks more than any other scene this ep #also bc it was so on brand for Pai!! i completely expected him to be there waiting for Sky!! #and I mean he was just not exactly in the way I was expecting #but in a way that was pretty fucking necessary #i appreciate how he didn’t stop talking even tho Sky was crying bc he said what needed to be said #he wasn’t making him relive trauma he was making him confront something Sky was running away from #to get it out into the open once and for all and end the miserable miscommunication #bc regardless of sky’s past whether was he did was justified or not it still hurt Pai #hurt them both actually but that’s besides the point #sky will hurt himself (emotionally) and avoid being happy for fear of being hurt again #the evil he knows more than the evil he doesn’t #rather be unhappy alone than be together and eventually be unhappier alone once left behind #poor baby #and in conclusion: Justice for saifah. my man has had enuf.

[nacregames]

top nine shows

i was tagged by @hungrydogs-if (thank you <3) but it took me a while to understand what this was about since i haven't been online for a while jdsgfodafgoashsha

anyway feel free to share your own shows idk even know who to tag and pls don't judge me i've barely watched any shows my whole life

#i have very ... how should i say... interesting taste as you can see #i either watch sth that makes me cry or laugh for a whole week #but i dont remember when i last watched sth solid #sobs #like these are all childhood memories #shows that were still in my mind after all these years #i think i consider these 'good' #cries in no time #tag game #the one with that the kroean title on the top right is “dae jang geum” #saint seiya #scrubs #the boondocks #spongebob squarepants #but only the old eps bruh #magical girl ore #it was a surprisingly refreshing anime dont be fooled by the silly #american dad #family guy

[olliedollie1204]

hello. welcome to night vale episode "a story about him". im in fucking danger

#this show makes me want to cry and scream and throw up and i'm still like 30 episodes behind #i just saw the title of the newest ep and im so unwell i dont even know what to do w myself #my posts #wtnv #no spoilers pls im fr p behind

[fanfic-inator795]

I’m rewatching Wander Over Yonder and, say what you will about s2 (which yes, has a LOT of problems, mainly with Dominator, some aspects of Wander and Hater/their slight flanderization, and the arguably failed attempt at a serialized narrative) but it still has a lot of solid episodes in this season - with one of the ones I appreciate the most being “The Black Cube”.

In addition to how well it balances a fairly serious story with a decent amount of good jokes (“He spent so much time working on sick burns that he never learned to swim!” asdfghjkl) and probably one of the best songs/instrumental scores of the series, I mainly just appreciate the episode for its lesson/theme - not just on how important it is to be empathetic towards people, but on how it’s OKAY to feel sad and frustrated.

How many times have you heard someone say “it’s not so bad, try to look on the bright side” or “having a positive attitude will help you feel better”? As important as it is to try and remain optimistic, sometimes the best thing you can do - both for yourself and for others - is to acknowledge that things are sucky and that it’s valid to feel sad and frustrated. To know that you’re allowed to let out your negative emotions in a healthy way AND to let others know that you’ll support them even when they “freak out”. It’s only when we properly acknowledge and accept our feelings that we’re able to start to move past them.

I can’t say it’s my absolute favorite ep, as there are other eps with either more laughs, a better story or are just more enjoyable all around, but I still can’t help but rank The Black Cube in my top 10 at the very least.

#woy #random thoughts #for the record my fave ep is probably either The Good Deed or The Nice Guy #again. I appreciate the lesson/theme and both are executed extremely well #there’s a bunch more I love for their jokes/how often they make me laugh #and the Rider and Little Guy have super solid stories (with the latter usually making me cry at the end haha) #so yeah there’s a lot of eps I’d probably rank above Black Cube but #I still appreciate that Black Cube exists

[caramelmochacrow]

IM CRYING IM BAWLING IM SOBBING (episode 12 of love live school idol punched me in the gut)

#crow talks #love live #HONOKA. KOTORI. WAHHHHHHHHHHH #they said “let's make this young boy realize that in this one part of his life he was just like honoka/kotori except he had only himself!” #AND IT WORKED. #i didn't think i would cry over love live but here i am crying. (i ramble abt how these girls hit me right in the feels) #it wasnt madoka levels (snot dripping and nonstop tears) just. tears bc of how much i understand both kotori and honoka's struggles. #i was literally kotori last year without an umi. i had to do it myself but it was too late and i never got a proper goodbye. #i was also honoka a few times. kind of. that feeling of a friend leaving you and how you feel it couldve been stopped if you simply paid-- #more attention to your choices and the people around you. i understand that part too well. ive now learned to do better and pay attention-- #to others and think over how my choices effect things in those around me but im still struggling. im still learning. #i dont knoww..... bushiroad just knows how to make me go 'wow i understand your struggles to a degree so concerning it makes me worried' #anyway time for me to watch ep 13 im probably not gonna cry

[thefrsers]

requested by Anon: Claire + her funeral dress in “Faith”

#outlander #outlanderedit #requestsedit #2x07 #claire fraser #clairefraseredit #gifs #mine #school is officially done for the year and slowly starting on getting requests done #so sorry it's taking me forever but i hope you all will bare with me #anyways i'll shutup now #this dress tho <3333 #she looked beautiful in it and that veil is gorgeous #but also im crying cos this scene still makes me cry #Faith will always be one of my favorite eps even tho i hurts like a bitch #THANK YOU for the request xx #so sorry for keeping you waiting but I hope you like it :)

[lucy-ghoul]

I just realized what's wrong with the Targaryen wigs in HotD: they don't look like Targaryen hair, they look like they were stolen from the Malfoys. They all share one (1) or at best two wigs in toto and it makes them look like freaking Lucius Malfoy clones

#jokes aside episode 1 was quite good (yes i finally caved in and started watching the fire lizards show) #there were many nice touches that made me go 'mmmmh good stuff.' #1. the juxtaposition of aemma's horrific death in childbirth/the knights killing each other at the tournament #clearly reminiscent of that quote from one of brienne's chapters... heh now i can't fully remember it in english #2. THEY NAME-DROPPED THE SONG OF ICE AND FIRE (which was never even remotely referred to in got) #the whole thing about aegon and the prophecy has been a particularly favorite fan theory of mine for years and i'm happy it's canon #fake lizard monarchs haters gonna hate :)) #tho it's VERY bittersweet considering the got finale... like the prince that was promised was *spins roulette* #a stark all along? like randomly? (and no obviously i'm not talking about jon. he *is* half targaryen after all) #and let's not forget about the true heir being put down like a mad bitch because d&d liked jon better (since he's a man) #and were like 'revolutionary who wants to help people/actually abolished slavery in another continent bad. let's enforce the status quo :))) #(also the double standards. war crimes are okay only if other nobles do it - especially the starks. if you have a dragon and are a woman #and dare to be slightly mortally grey and/or ambitious... in 2 days you're gonna burn children alive!! because ofc.) #..... *cough cough* okay salty rant is over. let's go on with val's hotd first impressions #2. i didn't hate matt smith as daemon and he's particularly good at looking upset and/or sad but i still think he was miscast #3* #like he CAN act and it shows. but it's as if he were making an effort to appear more believable for this role #idk maybe he'll grow on me in the next eps. also his interactions with rhaenyra were a++ but that's nothing new #can't wait for this girl to fuck her uncle ig (...... what did i become skskksks) #4. i also liked rhaenyra&alicent's interactions. this is gonna be another tragic former besties to worsties for me to cry on :((( #5. i mostly liked the costumes. i liked how this is all about the patriarchy (at least so far). i liked the slight but still noticeable #references to the main show (the music. rhaenyra being an obvious dany lookalike. #lord stark pledging his fealty to her while viserys' voice over is speaking about the threat in the north. #viserys telling her 'promise me rhaenyra. promise me' in what i believe is an echo of lyanna's last words to ned... i think? #like it can't be accidental) #god i missed being excited over this stupid and gorgeous series #obv it helps that i actually never read fire&blood (should i?) and i'm only familiar with the events/characters from twoiaf #house of the dragon #val speaks #txt

[whywontuluvme]

Which coupling do you prefer? I love them both so much but can't pick.

#i finsihed ep 11 and im crying because theyre so cute #the way Joonwon is just a big softie who loves martial arts novels not because of the fighting but because it's a romance story makes me sob #he's so cute and so is his love for Jihee and vice versa #huisoo resembles so much of her parents #and then there's doosik and mihyun aghh #the longing between the two #and how mihyun is still waiting HURTS ME #i legitimately love the coupling so much #bongseok being the exact replica of his father especially when it comes to love #i truly do love this drama so much #moving #무빙 #kdramas #poll