Why I Loved Him
I can’t tell you
Why I loved him or
What it meant. When you
Are a child, you know only
The kind of love your little
Life lacked, so every
Blooming flower is a field. What I know
Is that there were two skies
And under one, I was a shadow. His
Sky was as blue as his eyes. Some
Of that is my doing and the rest of it
Is time. These days, he traces the shape of
The curds above him and I lay out under
A separate sun. Both of us are fine
With this. We picked our place
Under the lid of god and we shut
Our eyes to it every night. That’s what it means
To have loved goodly—to meet
Fate in a lavender hall and walk
Right past it, the white train quivering,
Nostalgia in your wake.
Camonghne Felix
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Camonghne Felix: was appointed as Governor Andrew Cuomo's speechwriter, and was the first Black woman and youngest person to serve in the role.
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“Born. Living. Will. Die.” by Camonghne Felix
for my favorite auntie, Jeanette
Sometimes I think I’m never going to write a poem again
and then there’s a full moon.
I miss being in love but I miss
myself most when I’m gone.
In the salty wet air of my ancestry
my auntie peels a mango with her teeth
and I’m no longer
writing political poems; because there are
mangoes and my favorite memory is still alive.
I’m digging for meaning but haunted by purpose
and it’s an insufficient approach.
What’s the margin of loss on words not spent today?
I’m getting older. I’m buying smaller images to travel light.
I wake up, I light up, I tidy, and it’s all over now.
Art: Kenturah Davis, proverbial study I, 2020, Inscribed text and pencil rubbing on paper. Unframed 21 × 20 in | 53.3 × 50.8 cm
Poem: https://poets.org/poem/born-living-will-die
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Finished one, started the other
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When you
Are a child, you know only
The kind of love your little
Life lacked, so every
Blooming flower is a field.
Camonghne Felix, Why I loved him
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Why I Loved Him // Camonghne Felix
I can’t tell you
Why I loved him or
What it meant. When you
Are a child, you know only
The kind of love your little
Life lacked, so every
Blooming flower is a field. What I know
Is that there were two skies
And under one, I was a shadow. His
Sky was as blue as his eyes. Some
Of that is my doing and the rest of it
Is time. These days, he traces the shape of
The curds above him and I lay out under
A separate sun. Both of us are fine
With this. We picked our place
Under the lid of god and we shut
Our eyes to it every night. That’s what it means
To have loved goodly—to meet
Fate in a lavender hall and walk
Right past it, the white train quivering,
Nostalgia in your wake.
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Camonghne Felix, Dyscalculia: A Love Story of Epic Miscalculation
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Dyscalculia: A Love Story of Epic Miscalculation
By Camonghne Felix.
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Why I Loved Him
By Camonghne Felix
May 23, 2022
I can’t tell you
Why I loved him or
What it meant. When you
Are a child, you know only
The kind of love your little
Life lacked, so every
Blooming flower is a field. What I know
Is that there were two skies
And under one, I was a shadow. His
Sky was as blue as his eyes. Some
Of that is my doing and the rest of it
Is time. These days, he traces the shape of
The curds above him and I lay out under
A separate sun. Both of us are fine
With this. We picked our place
Under the lid of god and we shut
Our eyes to it every night. That’s what it means
To have loved goodly—to meet
Fate in a lavender hall and walk
Right past it, the white train quivering,
Nostalgia in your wake.
Published in the print edition of the May 30, 2022, issue.
Camonghne Felix, a poet and an essayist, is the author of “Build Yourself a Boat.” Her book “Dyscalculia” will be published in 2023.
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born. living. will. die. by Camonghne Felix
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It Wasn’t Just a Breakup
How the catastrophic end of my relationship led to a diagnosis that changed my life.
https://www.thecut.com/article/book-excerpt-dyscalculia-camonghne-felix.html
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