#cant wait to see my friends again

[cheri-berry-cherub]

home sweet accumula town

#cheriberryposts #pokemon #pkmn irl #it'll be back to the grind but in a weird way i missed it #cant wait to see my friends again

[crescentfool]

happy mochizuki monday, have a little doodle i made based on a convention i went to this past weekend :)

#persona 3 #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #lizzy does art #as u can see i went as ryoji. because he's my favorite guy and i love to represent him. #but also i kind of regret it because oof. ima be real guys #ryoji mochizuki would not survive hawaii weather AT ALL it was like 27c 💀 #anyway i was very thrilled to see that someone went and cosplayed minato...! #i have to say it was. so funny taking a picture with them and then making a drawing based on it because like #im an ant. as you can see. like. minato being taller than ryoji is lowkey cursed #i also saw sumi with joker (metaverse fit) + some guy wearing the yasogami high uniform... #there wasn't that much persona (as in three. there was plenty of five) but i did get a nice print of sees :D #and i got to walk around artist alley with some of my friends which made me really happy!! i love friend shrimp.... #i wish i got to spend more time there but oof the heat got me beat 💀 #but seriously though i cant stress enough how nice it was to spend time with friends i think hanging out with people is so swag... #i hope everyone can make positive and fun memories with people they care about :) happy mochizuki monday!! #i think about ryoji and minato 24/7 and i cant wait to draw them more again u have no idea how much i missed them... #they make drawing so fun for me they're the most guys ever <3

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Messed up they’re making me watch this show week-to-week…

#kingohger #racules hastie #yosh #90 percent of all my kingoh theories tie into racules somehow waaahaha #cant wait to see him next episode(called shot) #my friends listening to me rave about what i refer to as ‘the racules string board’ #‘its expanding again’ i say every week aaahaha! #by chance rewatched ep 17 for reference for my gerojim doodles today and it sent me off again lol! #i don't have time to form elaborate mental stringboards with the other series i've watched cause I WATCH THEM ALL AT ONCE!! #the rest of toku tumbr turning to me with a jaded smile: 'first time?' #yeah toku tumblr... it is...

[quotidian-oblivion]

🎶I am filled with so much anxietyyy🎶

#quotidian convos #have a public speaking thing tomorrow #but the crowd isnt like my usual crowd #these are... actual professionals #accomplished people and leaders and people who are some of the best in their fields and jobs #and even though i'm only holding a 3-5 min activity (with a partner) #still doesnt change that this is my biggest audience yet #in terms of number as well as who they are #and also that every single person in the room are adults except me and my group #well its good to be in a group #i have a friend and we meet each other every other public speaking event #and she's so cool yall you dont even know #she's like one of THE coolest people i know #and her outfits are SMASHING #so cant wait to see her again!! #but yeah still filled with anxiety and nerves and stuff #*takes deep breath* it will be fine tho. it will be fine! #because as sprite said #public speaking is *my* bitch #(thanks sprite ^^)

[itorayye]

old thing i found in the archives

#professor layton #luke triton #gif #my art #i think i drew this circa 2017? probably? when i was trying out adobe animate #was obsessed with pl thanks to a friend of mine #anyway the new game looks good #cant wait to see luke and hershel again #uweeuuu #hershel layton

[fleshdyke]

#csa warning for tags #ughhh ik i was just talking abt this but man. Man. constantly bullied as a child + raped as a child is a brutal combo huh #completely irreversibly fucked up sense of intimacy. i dont want to have sex with anyone i dont care what ppl think of me looks wise but i #also care more than anything and want people to want me so bad #like when ur only experience with anyone at all finding you desirable is being raped at 6ish. fucks u up man #was constantly told by everyone i knew that i was undesirable from day fucking one. i was always the one ppl would dare their friends to #'ask out' bc everyone thought i was that bad. i never had those rumours of 'some boy likes you' without people laughing in the background #all of my friends. even the ones that were also weird kids and bullied etc etc always have stories of other kids having crushes on them or #whatever. and i just never had that. it feels like i missed out on something important #i want to be pursued by a guy i hate i want them to not leave me alone. i want to feel like im in danger. and i know how fucking disgusting #that is but i cant help it. like i feel like thats the only way im going to feel normal and wanted like theres not something inherently #wrong with me. and i know how dangerous that is but its not like it matters anyways bc still no one likes me at all. #and i know how stupid of a thing it is to obsess over like what am i 9 years old? but i just cant get it out of my head #like idk i feel like the only way im going to actually feel desirable at all is if someone tries to rape me again. or if i feel like i have #to worry about someone raping me again. i know i wouldnt feel that way if someone was like. nice about it. #bc if someone genuinely liked me and was a decent human being about it i wouldnt be able to see it as anything other than faking it for pit #i wouldnt be able to believe it. even if i wasnt waiting for them to drop the joke and start laughing at me i would always think it was jus #an act bc they feel bad for me. the only way i could ever think it's genuine and that i'm desirable at all is if someone sexually #harassed me. like idk how to explain it but thats the only way i could feel desirable at all #bc it's the only way i've ever been desirable. when i was a kid. #and it terrifies me so bad bc i know how fucking disgusting that is and how self destructive it is #but i still feel like i dont even have to really worry about being assaulted. bc i still believe im completely undesirable at my core. #i dont believe i could be desired so i dont believe i have to worry about being raped. bc no one would want to anyways #rambles #vent

[hermanunworthy]

WELP LOOKS LIKE IM GOING TO ANOTHER DNDADS LIVE SHOW SGDKFNJ

#THE LA ANNOUNCEMENT WAS THE LAST THING I WAS EXPECTING TODAY #BUT I SAW IT WHEN I WAS W MY GF AND WE WERE IMMEDIATELY LIKE OH YEAH. WERE GOING #YAYYYYY CANT WAIT TO SEE MY FRIENDS AND THE CAST AGAIN THIS IS AWESOME #siren says

[hella1975]

my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be

me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha

#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience #basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night #where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything #it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young #and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again #but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good #and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get #it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough #and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced #i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up #and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it #and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN #TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY #and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it #im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday #what is even going on anymore #also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do #actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk #and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd #i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3 #hella goes home

[chidoroki]

May 16th - Happy Birthday to Vanessa Enoteca

(with one Vanessa from almost every chapter she appears in)

#black clover #vanessa enoteca #rouge #bc manga #my edits #years ago a friend tried to convince me to watch BC & though i refused at the time he predicted that vanessa would be my favorite. fast #forward until last year when i finally decided to watch it and he was 100% correct. & im completely okay with it because DAMN she is #absolutely PERFECT! aaahh she's so gorgeous & i love her magic (& Rouge) and how deeply she cares for her family. her backstory gives me #some TPN vibes too. literally everything about her is wonderful & she's so fun to watch. i cant wait to see her again in the movie next #month. oh & speaking about timing..i almost forgot to post this because for some reason i thought her bday was next week?? i wouldve been #so mad at myself if i missed it. especially since i had this done months ago! literally started this right after i finished nozel's so this #has been chilling in my drafts this entire time. ooohh TotK definitely distracted me but it's still the 16th for me so it counts. huzzah!

[ozlices]

WAIT STOP SHUT UP IM REWATCHING THE FINAL TOTK TRAILER AND REALIZING HOW LIKE... GENUINELY BEAUTIFUL IT IS THAT LINK GETS TO FIGHT W THE DESCENDANTS ON NUMEROUS OCCASIONS... HE SPENT THE ENTIRETY OF BOTW ALL BY HIMSELF... ALL ALONE... HE WAS PROBABLY SO LONELY... AND ONCE HE GOT HIS MEMORIES BACK HE PROBABLY FELT SO MUCH GUILT AND REGRET OVER NOT BEING ABLE TO FIGHT WITH THE CHAMPIONS TO SAVE THEM... BUT NOW HE GETS TO FIGHT ALONGSIDE THE DESCENDANTS AND JUST THE CITIZENS OF THE KINGDOM IN GENERAL.... AND PROTECT THEM.... IM ACTUALLY GOING TO FULL ON SOB... THE WAY THEY LITERALLY SAY ‘YOU ARE NOT ALONE’ IN THE TRAILER.... I WONT MAKE IT THROUGH THAT CUTSCENE WITHOUT BEING A COMPLETE WRECK I SWEAR

#IM NOT GONNA EMOTIONALLY LIVE THROUGH THIS THIS MEANS SO MUCH PLEASE OH MY GOD #totk #botw #tears of the kingdom #breath of the wild #botw 2 #breath of the wild 2 #totk spoilers #mine #that loneliness felt so palpable. esp on the first playthrough... every time he rmred smth traumatic it hurt me man. #bc i just. couldnt stop thinking abt all the guilt he and zelda felt over not being able to save their friends... #everyone he loved was taken from him... but now he gets to avenge them properly... #and avenge them at the sides of their descendants... thats literally so beautiful i cant handle it. #im going to cry i love botw so much i love and adore and treasure botw so much #botw link is so important to me he has gone through sm and hardly anyone considers the depth of the weight he carries #but now he doesnt have to carry it alone anymore im ;;;;;; MY BBABBYBYBYYYBYBYB #I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN IM SO EXCITED HE'S GONNA HAVE A HAPPY ENDING MY BABBBBYYYY...

[bangcakes]

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#so like is the rest of my life just gonna be Yearning from now on NZNXNXJXNXMX #ok maybe not the rest of it. but the forseeable future. god how do ppl do this. how have ppl BEEN doing this. #ignorance is truly bliss like. i talk to my friends about him n they dont like fully understand bc theyve never liked someone so mucg #its just so embarassing to talk about n i just BDNDJDJNDJD #i just !!!! always imagined myself single. and would Say Stuff about not wanting anything like that but now im a big clown JDJDJDJJDDJ #BUT HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ITD BE LIKE THIS. GOD #im also like. trying to talk myself out of it. like oh maybe its all in my head JDJDJDJDJDN #but like just too much has happened. idk. im just........ im feeling impatient 😭😭😭😭 #but like. its progressed well so far with me just progressing things when they feel Right. hhhhh god #and like things wouldnt have progressed this far without him liking me at least a little???? #idk !!!!!!!!!!!! this stuff is so hard. and like i cant even see him now without making plans hhhhhhhhhhh #it was so much easier before we graduated NDJDJDJDJDMMFMD #ah well..... soon i guess. soon #itd be really nice tho if he like asked me out. but i have a feeling that maybe im not being obvious to him?? maybe i gotta spell it out idk #he also said (in ref to a job offer tho) that he wouldnt take it unless it was for sure #and i have a feeling......... that maybe hes not sure ????????? god idk #rip to my simple life. guess i gotta wait til i see him again hhhhhhh #personal

[felizusnavidad]

i just remembered how bel @immercuryinretrograde called me in the evening after seeing the little mermaid (2023) for the first time a few months ago and we were fangirling together over the phone, i love her so much

#good old days #that was fun #but i also remember how many times she was staying up late with me just to keep me company #when i was going through shit #she was always there #when no one else was #if you have a friend like this in your life just keep them forever #we started as strangers here on tumblr #now we are besties irl #and i still cant believe it #its like the universe was on our side just this once #and now we are going for another adventure together in less than two weeks #and i cant wait to see her again because she is the only good thing in my life #and i will be forever grateful for her #seriously guys she is amazing and i love her and i would die for her #(also it feels so good to tell your friends that you love them! we should be doing this all the time!!!) #oh and we are going to see taylor next year! #TOGETHER! #so... this post is for her. #i just wanted to say it ok? #ok. #talking shit for the hell of it*

[moshieee]

Is mosh-mosh going ti stay around on the blog?

Oh yea definitely

I've been having a lot of fun drawing mosh-mosh in no small part because what they represent for me

It's a bit uhhh, personal and is mostly relevant to my mutuals and other friends I made...

so I'll put it in the tags Incase you don't want to read

#asks #mosh-mosh #self sona #clown sona #jester propaganda #art #my art #ok so you're reading the tags now let me figure out to format this #in shirt mosh mosh is based off how i used to feel #if you look back at some of my really old art like when i first became a part of the yadc fandom #youll notice yhat i draw myself and short chibi crying and anxious a lot its already been established that i draw my hight depending on how #confident i feel so you can imagine the mental state i was in... what changed? i made friends i moved out of a toxic household a lot change #but mainly the friends part i met you guys and i started having fun with art again not just as an escape... mosh mosh represents how i was #while moshi is how i am now... i can look back at how far ive come and instead if feel embarrassed i can accept it thats why mosh mosh look #so similar we're technically ghe same person just at different stages... and i dont know how i would have made it this far without you all #thank you rabid día bunsowo for being my friends and all the other amazing artists ive met along the way this has been an amazing experienc #so far and i cant wait to see how far we all grow #moshie Os

[c10v3r]

happy new years ii community !!!!!!! my new years resolution is to be more silly

#HGEHSHAH #inanimate insanity #ii lightbulb #its the 31st for mwe #so im staying up to see the new years #and then im gonna do it again with my other friends tomorrow #so rest in peace my sleep schedule #or whats left of it anyways #HGEJAHEHJAA #ok but i cant wait to make more gay people art next year with you guys #because hinestly there is no way this hyperfixation is ever going away #i didt hat art summary thing and ive been hyperfixating since june #it all started on pride month. of course #/JJJ #but its very funny to see a bunch of miscellaneous art and then BOOM OBJECT SHOWS #its like a jumpscare #anyways thats enough rambling from me #hapoy new years again #waves

[wuntrum]

get to see orville peck in 10 days. screams and cries and rolls around on the floor

#personal #and more importantly i get to see my friend erik <3 #i cant wait to hear all the songs from broncho and die and get revived and die again

[newvision]

life will be living hell and then you’ll spend one evening with your friends laughing until you cry and suddenly it’s all so much less hellish. if god is real his greatest creation was friendship

#I love my friends from uni so much i cant fathom that i didnt know them a year ago #we’ve found our little group of like 7 people and everyone is nice to each other and kind and funny #I wish I could hang out with them every single dayyyyyyyyyyyy #good NITE its half past one and I need to work a ten hour shift tomorrow #soon I’ll see them every day again i cant wait for the semester to starttttttt #emmys thoughts #♠️