#cuz there’s no solution

[filmcel]

and it makes me sad reading my old writing to see how depressed and sad i was and how i’m doing better but schools in the way of me doing better bc all it does is stress me out and make me suicidal 🤗🤗🤗

#captain’s log #i’m crying i want to sleep and do nothing for the rest of time #Ranting to my sister #and i feel like i’m just waiting for her to tell me how to fix it and not be dumb and stupid #but she can’t cuz she’s like me and struggles #and it fucking sucks #cuz there’s no solution #u either give up or u keep trying even if u might suck and even if you’ll take the L. #it’s genuinely gonna feel like nothing in a week or so. but right now it feels like the end of my life #i promise to stop talking like this when i’m done w this fucking assignment lmfao #ik it’s cringe and annoying but i’m just having a hard time #and i can’t tell my parents cuz they’ll just kill me over it #talking to my parents helps me . when they’re not insane. but anything school related just is not a topic i can bring up #cuz school makes them insane cuz they think i’m incapable of everything #^_^ sigh

[crushedsweets]

Toby not giving a shit when Nina complains about mundane shit but being incredibly serious when it’s actually her safety at risk

Toby being over dramatic and worried when Clocky complains about mundane shit but being relaxed when something serious happens cuz he knows she can handle it

#Clockys like ‘some chick at my job wants to fight me’ and Toby’s laughing his ass off cuz Clockys winning #meanwhile Nina doesn’t complain abt her serious problems cuz she doesn’t wanna be told the solution 💀💀 #Nina #Toby #clockwork #chatterbox

[solara-bean]

I love how everyone's theorizing that Vere is gonna attack MC again in some way in the full game because of course he is. But I really like the angsty thought of the Senobium making him turn on us. We're most likely going to have to do alot of illegal snooping to find a way to get his collar off. So they'll have no choice but to send their favorite fox against MC.

Just think of it. The tension. Vere desperately trying to fight back against the collar even if it pains him to disobey orders. Him and MC making eye contact with longing and pleading.....

Then a snap.... everyone stops...Vere touches his throat and looks at the ground....the collar broke off...

After the initial shock and confusion and relief he'd definitely turn on the Senobium mages and well you can imagine what he'd do😚.

But what broke the collar 🤔???

True love...YES TRUE LOVE

Imagine how confused and pissed Vere would be!! Like are you FUCKING KIDDING ME??!! All I had to do was really open up to someone??!! What kinda corny fairytale shit is this??!! Of course the Senobium would believe something as vile, bloodthirsty and selfish as him would never fall in love, especially not with someone who's human ( human-ish or whatever the hell MC is ). But boy are they feeling STUPID now 🤣

He'd eventually calm down and be happy that he's free and with the love of his life😊

#touchstarved vere #touchstarved #touchstarved game #red spring studios #vere #I'd laugh my ass off if this was the solution 🤣🤣🤣 #cuz of course Vere would never suspect that would be it #its a but genius of the Senobium considering Veres personality #plus he's alluded to be an immortal being and those fuckers usually try to stray away from love #unfortunately for the Senobium this is a romance game and we want the good ending 😘

[oceanwithouthermoon]

i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,

if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."

i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,

i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason

#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions #ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person #if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully #that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is #not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion #yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something #like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi' #I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad #honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner #and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion #and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully) #but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ? #im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them' #have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf #its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!' #LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333 #ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious. #MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions #ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol #being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless #but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy #and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize #ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people #so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3 #i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE #watch nobody read this fr #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[minnow-doodle-doo]

Went on a date yesterday and we were talking about batman and his favorite was Nightwing and when I said mine was Red Hood, he was like 'he kills people D:'

Yeah dude that's why he's cool.

#i had to pretend that i had i was a normal fan #and not into a very specific niche of batman :/ #that if jason was to stop killing (in Gotham or everywhere) that it should be on the grounds that none of his killing fixed the larger issu #cuz gotham is cursed and that there will always be someone worse #and even then he would still kill for a solution but the reason he stopped for real is because of the love he has for his father :/ #anyway it was a good date

[hecksupremechips]

To also go off of the point about cop!akihiko being annoying to me I gotta say that Akihiko as a character is very hit or miss with me because of how different adaptations of p3 will subtly alter his character. I felt like in portable with the femc route he comes off best, he’s a bit of a hothead with an obsession with fighting, but he’s overcompensating his strength so he doesn’t feel as weak and helpless as he’s been in many situations. He defines strength in a very literal sense, being physically strong and using that to protect others, but he’s lacking in emotional strength as a result. And in particular in this version I think he’s portrayed as a bit more goofy and sweet in a sense. He cares deeply for you as a friend and leader but he struggles with finding the words to describe how he feels. Hes kinda naive and gullible and has trouble noticing his surroundings. He has no clue what he’s doing but his heart is in the right place. I think he just comes off much more human and he has flaws, many many flaws, and that makes him all the more lovable

But then in other adaptations and spinoffs it’s like. They look at him through some hetero male bullshit filter and seem to view him as a lot more admirable and cool. Like in p3 dancing, theres literally an event where he’s talking with Junpei and Minato and they’re gushing about how perfect Akihiko is and how he doesn’t seem to have ANY flaws at all. And it becomes clear his inability to flirt with women just gets added as a way to make sure you, the Straight Male Player, don’t get insecure being next to such Perfection because at the end of the day, you’re still more charming and sexy than he will ever be because you’re better. It’s a “flaw” that’s only there to shield a sensitive male ego. And then in arena I mean, come on. He’s overly beefy and is a damn cop and travels the world and loves Protein™️ it’s his whole personality and he’s so clearly meant to be seen as hot but like, he’s just some shitty hetero male fantasy. Hes what the writers deem to be a Perfect Man that every guy wishes he could be, but don’t worry he’s still bad with women so you don’t gotta worry about him stealing your property- I mean, girlfriend!

And though I’ve not played reload and don’t really plan to anytime soon, judging from his social episodes they seem to have a similar problem. Akihiko comes off as a lot less approachable, like the year age gap is just too much of a barrier to get to know him properly. And he doesn’t have that dorky sweetness he has in portable, he’s just that perfect hetero male fantasy guy and don’t you fucking worry- he still has his protein powder with him

#persona #persona 3 #akihiko sanada #does this make sense like i feel like im going crazy cuz okay #akihiko isnt in my top 3 characters (shinji ken and fuuka lol) but hes teetering on the edge hes number 4! #i really loved him in portable i worked my ass off to get his social link i had him on my team the entire game #i found him really cute and endearing and hilarious but then like i played dancing #and er well i never got all his events cuz im bad at that game but i noticed that subtle difference #and then watching reload clips i felt it again i was like good god i hate this guy i wanna beat him up #which is so weird since hes one of my favorite characters so like what the hell is that #but i really think it is just this filter hes being presented with like when hes supposed to be a love interest #hes allowed to be more flawed and adorably pathetic and sensitive #like hes the one who wants to do the protecting but you end up protecting him you know? #so yeah this is what i mean when i say that if any straight person looks at akihiko sanada i will melt them with lasers #my mitsuru rant is a lot longer but its very similar just that ughh disgusting filter shes presented through I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH #i think having kotone as the protagonist fixes most problems so i consider that the solution lol but i think Aki not getting a real social #link is a major disservice and creates that super annoying upperclassman divide that makes him unapproachable and idolized

[rains-pace]

YOUR CITY GAVE ME ASTHMA - Wilbur Soot

#wilbur soot #your city gave me asthma #ycgma #my art #hiii ive been working on this for quite a while now!! and it's done! #ive had this idea for so long #and i finally got a chance to do it #and i was gonna wait to post it until the anniversary but i dont want to wait lol #this is actually a project for school #so i originally wanted to keep it all in the original color palette of the album #but my prof recommended using more of a color story with it? #and so i shifted the colors a bit throughout #also this is like. idk. a blend of cc and c wilbur designs #like i just wanted to mkae illustrations that fit the vibe each song gives me #and i wanted to be able to follow this character who is like. obviously based on wilbur cuz its his album #idk idk idk im just glad its done!!! #this is one of my favorite albums ever it means so much to me. like saline solution is my favorite song #auuhghhh #ok thank you im gonna stop rmabling #& btw if you want to see me talk about mcyt i do that over at @duodusk . im very embarrassing over there though #adding this on after the big surge of notes (which. THANK YOU BTW WHAT THE HELL)

[000marie198]

Prime Sonic is the babiest of the Blue Devils

And yet still all the Sonics go to him for 'parental' advice or help or suggestions whenever there's something regarding their respective Tails which they can't figure out

Cuz he somehow managed to become a big brother to four twin-tailed fox kits

#clearly he must know more. he looks after four Tailses #funnily enough. his advice always works out great #cuz looking after Mangey Sails Nine & Tails has now given him privilege to lot more perks & quirks & solutions to handle kid brotherfoxes #sonic #sth #sonic the hedgehog #sonic prime #miles tails prower #prime sonic #prime bros #blue devils #sonic prime sonic #mangey the fox #sails tails #mangey tails #sails the fox #nine the fox #tails nine

[stellanix]

relationships of dependence should not exist. when someone is mostly or entirely dependent on a specific other person or group of people for their basic needs, that's a situation that can very easily lead to abuse. different kinds of abuse thrive in our society, and that won't change until everyone can have freedom of movement, access to information, and their basic needs (food, clothing, housing, etc) met without having to spend money

if only people who can work can afford these things, anyone who can't work - like children, elderly people, or disabled people - are left disproportionately at risk. and even those who can work are often abused by their employers

basically, y'know, abolish capitalism and all other social structures based on coercive power

#tbh i don't think calling out individual bad people is a viable solution to the problem of abuse #at best it warns others of specific harmful people #but it also gives people (including abusers) a cudgel to use against those they dislike #cuz y'know DARVO is a thing #this is a systemic issue that needs systemic solutions #assholes will be assholes but it's a lot more likely to spiral into abuse when you're stuck with them because you can't afford to move out

[bluesidedown]

Gratitude time

#today im doing it because it's easy and im overflowing with thankful things #very often i do it because it's hard #probably good to remember it CAN be easy #anyway #thankful for my team im gonna be travelling with and the enciuragement they are #its good to remember i am not on this ceazy ride alone #thankful for a genuinely good rich fulfilling day of class/prep #and the stories of God’s amazing provision from an incredible middle eastern guy who shared with us #and for the moroccan lady i met who now somehow is cooking us lunch tomorrow so now i get to try moroccan food #and her hospitality #and for a good comfy bed and the gift of a private room this qeek #and wifi cuz hey that's a bonus (not to be taken for granted this next month) #and a remarkable number of solutions for dumb lil problems #and for the fact that my goodby with The Boy tonight (the big goodbye. for 8 months) #which both of us were dreading because yknow the Big Sad #didnt actually hit either of us emotionally while we were together #which was such a gift. we got to spend 3 hours together just being peaceful and present and having good conversations #and thinking about how to do dating well this year #and praying together #and it was just. so good #and i am so so glad i get to date him this year and share this crazy thing with him even though itvis gonna be really really hard sometimes #and he made me a bracelet to take with me 🥺

[deevotee]

im sure ive made this post before but im forever and always thinking about the fact that ciel and finny both think of themselves as the older brother in their relationship

like ciel thinks he takes the emotional weight of dealing with londons underground and the knowledge of constructing these terrible things, and finny thinks he takes the emotional weight of actually being a murderer and doing terrible things to people and BOTH of them think they're doing it to keep the other more innocent so they can live their life more comfortably because they both want the other to live as the child they didnt get to be

like do you get it? do you understand why i go crazy over them? like so many characters think of themselves as ciels older brother but none of them are on the level that finny is on because hes more actually equal to ciel and literally one of his only friends who could actually understand the level of what he went through and would stick with him through thick and thin and even gets to be ciels little brother at the same time AND even gets to be ciels 'ciel' because that little boy is his sebastian who saved him and gave him a new life and and and-

#i have a migraine and have been stressed all wekk #the solution? think about these two #they drive me CRAZY #i needed something to think about last night to keep my mind less anxious #and the first thing that came to mind was cielinny #they drive me insane in the best way tho #god i love them i want more to their relationship #like yana makes it such a point that they are important and special to each other #but then the content is so rare cuz finny cant come on most of ciels missions 😭 #like i GET it ciel wouldnt want him to see those things #but i want to see more of them together man #cielinny #ciel phantomhive #finnian #devo speaks #meta #black butler #kuroshitsuji

[kehideni]

I wonder how many of you understood the mistic power images and their significance, because they don’t only represent their powers.

It’s happening really fast, so much so that you almost see them go out at the same time, but actually the red flame(the one that forms the shield) is the first to go.

Nice little tie-in that Raph was the first to fall and from then on everything else seemed like a lost cause, the team was getting beat left and right.

But the tide turns when Leo apologizes and thematically gets rewarded with what he wanted all movie: cleared conscience (with his brother back). (His flaws start with his ego and only after that his blind desperation to fix his mistakes)

Once the red flame (shield) is back, the rest of the mystic fires could reignite.

#one of my gripes with this movie (although i loved it) is that this was a Leo movie :T #and my favourite is Raph #from the 4 turtles 3 got to have wishes and 1 was a reward item #Leo wanted to clear his conscience #Mikey wanted his mistic hands #Donnie wanted... hmmm now that i think about it Donnie didn't get to have a wish either #so Donnie and Raph didn't get to have wishes #Raph was a driving force (a plot element) and Donnie a plot solution as most science characters are #ok so my post also suggest that Raph was also a plot solution but still #April too was a plot solution #Casey was the third character then i guess cuz' he had a wish(goal) that he achieved by the end #ROTTMNT

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #ask to tag #favorites #I've been really super disproportionately tired lately #even beyond the usual debilitating fatigue from my severe chronic illness #so I'm putting myself back on my prednisone in the morning. #it is not a long term solution but it's what I've got. #I've got enough stocked up to take a fairly safe dose until I'm able to actually access a doctor back home in june #cuz I've been struggling physically since way back in july but it's getting to the point where I can't just tough it out anymore #yesterday I was having a lot of difficulty speaking #today I was having a lot of trouble moving at all #and it's not a typical acute flare that clears up after a day. #so like. not in a position to be completely immobilized just yet. #(once I get home our other partner can take care of me and it matters much less if I can't move) #(but my wife can't do that while she's still working this job and our other partner isn't here) #(so. need the temporary power up.)

[sea-buns]

Adding Mentopolis to the list of things I delay finishing for reasons I can't even understand enough to articulate

#does this make sense? #cuz once i watch it thats it. ill never be able to watch it fresh and experience it that way ever again #so my brain just decides that the only solution is to NEVER watch it #im doing it now but i did wait like an hour and a half #tbh if i wasnt worried abt tumblr spoilers id be delaying it by days im sure #hhhhhhh im stalling hhh #dimension 20 #d20 #mentopolis

[annachibi]

listen, we're going to have to come up with a ship name for Zane x Darling because I started up a playlist to collect songs and I just called it "babes"

#Alan Wake 2 #Thomas Zane #Dr Darling #Zarling? Zaneling? Darn? lmao #Zane x Darling #if we wanna go simple and oldschool #tbh that might be the best solution cuz I don't think there's a good way to mash their names together lol

[boydykedevo]

k so backstory headcanons for this Taako doesn’t have a last name so Magnus takes his first name and hyphenates it. He’s Magnus Burnsides-Taako and Taako still does not have a last name

and before they had Iggy there was a moment when Magnus assumed her last name was gonna be Burnsides-Taako and Taako was kinda offended that he just assumed she wouldn’t inherit his last name (ie none)

So her official full name is Ignacia Burnsides-Taako-[ ]

#it was a joke solution but it just kinda stuck so when she was born that’s what they put down #no one pronounces the last part cuz. you can’t #but if either of her dads are saying it they always make sure to just pause for a half a second at the end #icarus is talking #oc: iggy #taagnus #taz #i was not thinking about her at all this just appeared in my brain fully formed