“Lucy, you’re gonna be a CHAMPION!!”
Oh. Oh no. Why does this hurt so much 😭
If nothing else, I think this shows just how deep Kipperlilly’s been sucked into this delusion. She’s not thinking about the consequences, she’s not thinking about how maybe the adults in her life are using her and her team as pawns, she’s excited that finally they’re SPECIAL and they’re going to reshape the whole world with a brand new god.
I wonder at what point Lucy stopped being excited and supportive of it. Kipperlilly’s best friend, the only one who liked her enough to stick up for her within their adventuring party, being excited at first but then changing her mind because maybe, just maybe, she realizes how bad things might turn out. How Kipperlilly tried to keep coaxing her down this path to becoming a Divine Champion of a fallen rage god, and how a final test of faith ended in tragedy because Lucy didn’t wake up.
And after her best friend died and didn’t wake up, life loses its value to Kipperlilly. They’ve come too far to go back to how it used to be. Lucy is gone, and she’s not coming back, because she didn’t have faith in the right god. People are only as valuable as long they are useful to you, that’s how a Mastermind Rogue sees the world, and Lucy can be replaced with someone more useful. It doesn’t matter anymore that she was Kipperlilly’s best friend, all she is now is a failed Champion.
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Wait another Pokemon fuckler with a Christmas birthday!? Me too!!! HAPPY TRIFECTA!!
December 23rd actually I’m just on vacation so I’ve been slow answering asks 😭
But I’ll tell you a secret. Because I was born so close to Christmas my Dad had the brilliant idea of making one of my middle names Santa. For real. On all of my legal documents.
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I’ve restarted The Unsleeping City again and I forgot how many gems there are right in the first couple episodes
• “I don’t read short stories!” I-fucking-conic
• “You shot my tits off”
• Ricky Matsui - a fully grown adult man - has never once doubted that Santa Claus was real, and he’s correct
• The idea of Heaven and Hell using Santa’s naughty and nice list is so fucking funny and so cool
• The whole fever-dream drug trip with Pete right at the start of episode one
• “That sounds like something you all should check out”
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so i guess i wanted to say a small thing & i dunno if i’ll regret it or not but fuck it we ball
as the day winds down to a close i was thinking about two years ago. two years ago today i had my first kiss. i’d prefer not to talk about it because it lead to one of the worst most toxic relationships i’ve ever experienced, and many people i’m close to still don’t know about it.
i didn’t want to talk about the relationship, but instead with some of the things i used to cope afterwards. one of those things was dark fiction, especially the kind that portrayed the kind of relationship i was in.
this, i believe, was a perfectly healthy coping mechanism for my state of mind at the time. it helped me feel less alone as well as explore my feelings in writing, maybe even working my way through getting out of that darkness.
(not to say i’m “cured” now or that dark fic should be temporary, ofc)
dark fic may not be something I would want to explore now, but I’m grateful it was there and continues to be there. I’m grateful for my mutuals, some of the best dark fic writers and the sweetest most accepting people I’ve ever had the pleasure of interacting with.
i’ve heard mixed arguments about dark fic, from people saying ‘x ship is toxic, just like my past relationship, and as a victim it’s wrong to make content for it’ to ‘x ship is toxic, and as a victim I understand why people would like to explore this topic’. I never want to tell people how to feel, and I don’t believe people should try to restrict others’ art—
(though if you’re attacking small fandom creators versus the big movie companies that make movies portraying those same dark themes…you just want an easy target, not to mention it’s no good for anyone, sorry :/)
at the end of the day, i just wanted to thank all the dark fic writers and other creators. no matter why you make dark content, whether it’s coping or exploring character dynamics and emotions or just for your enjoyment, thank you for doing what you do. thanks for helping me feel like i’m not alone in the world 🖤
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Have sympathy for the guy all you want but don't call thus 19 year old man a child. Yeah it's a pity he was forced into it but he wasn't a kid. Don't add to the issue of adult men being infanfilised whenever something bad happens.
Especially when there were ACTUAL children on that refugee boat.
hey come off anon and be fucking stupid with your face attached to it. you deserve to be shamed all the way to hell you disgusting little reprobate. if you think 19 years was long enough on this planet that’s the dumbest thing i’ve ever heard in my whole life. you think adulthood is measured by the legal statute of years lived instead of experience in life, you are completely mistaken. a majority of 19 year olds aren’t in college. they can’t drink. they can’t rent a car. they still haven’t decided on personalities.
the double standard in the media coverages is a valid talking point NOT somehow choosing to make this about “infantilizing men” you moron. the greecian disaster was a horrible fucking tragedy, unfortunately i am one human person and not a news outlet or a conglomeration of people blasting out posts at the speed of light. i am one dude who was sad about a 19yo who died cus he loved his dad, while people were trivializing his death because it was funny the CEO of dumbshit corporation decided to ignore basic safety to attempt a 12500 ft dive.
you’re a mean spirited ugly person who can’t think their way out of a cardboard box and you’re even worse for doing it on anon, because you know i’d block you sight unseen.
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