#family night is suffering

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

One night at the Hotel, they're scrolling through HellFlix and Vaggie suddenly gasps.

Vaggie: NO FUCKING WAY! It's finally on here!

Charlie: What? You find a show you like?

Vaggie: Not just "like", this is the best show EVER! I've wanted to binge it with you for years!

Charlie: Oh, neat! So, what show is it? What's it about?

Vaggie: I got three words for you, babe. Xena. Warrior. Princess!

SHE WILL RULE IN HELL AT LAST! HER TV SHOW SHALL REIGN SUPREME IN THE HEARTS OF THE MOST DANGEROUS BEINGS IN HELL!!!!! there is just ONE worrying part to that though....

Charlie: "Wait, she kills the king of hell?"

Vaggie: "It's not a historically accurate show babe don't worry about it."

Charlie: "Still... now I'm picturing her murdering my dad. Not sure how to feel about it..."

Lucifer: (intensely eating popcorn behind them) "Well I'd feel GREAT about it!"

Charlie: "Wh- Dad!?"

Lucifer: "It would be an honor."

Charlie: "To be KILLED by her???"

Lucifer: "Of course! Look at her snarling war face! Look at her THIGHS-"

Charlie: "DAD!!!!!"

Vaggie: (sighing) "Wish I was king of hell so she'd murder me..."

Lucifer: "Poor Maggie." (pats her) "There there, maybe Xena- or Gabrielle might be better seeing as you've been cheering every time she comes on screen- maybe they'd agree to murder the princess consort of hell too?"

Vaggie: "I uhhhh- s-sir, me and Charlie, we're not-"

Lucifer: "Right yes of course! Future princess consort."

Vaggie: "Ffffffuture-?"

Charlie: "DAD HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ABOUT XENA!? YOU ARE STILL MARRIED TO MOM!"

Lucifer: "Ohhh Char-Char.... Lilith would be FIRST in line for death at the hands of this warrior princess lady and her gal pal. Especially if they used those amazing thighs of theirs to-"

Vaggie: "Sir, please don't finish that sentence and ruin the best show in all creation for my girlfriend by adding more family trauma."

Lucifer: "Whoops! Gosh am I saying too much now? Oh golly, my bad my bad, ha ha ha!"

Charlie: "...."

Vaggie: "Sweetie? Wanna switch the show off for a while?"

Charlie: "....actually, Vaggie..."

Vaggie: "?"

Charlie: "... D'you think we could get a Xena costume in your size?"

Lucifer: (jaw drops)

Vaggie: "Hhhhh... I- yeah, probably? I mean.... this is hell, and her outfit is mostly leather, so...."

Charlie: "Would you wanna wearrrrr it~?"

Lucifer: (drops popcorn)

Vaggie: "Do you even have to ask?"

Charlie: "Mmmm heheh- but I like setting a good example, and you know I loooove it when people ask~"

-THUD-

Charlie: "ohshitballsdickfuck- DAD-"

Vaggie: "Hostia!" 

Lucifer: "IM FINE! AHAHAHA"

Charlie: "Dad- dad im so SORRY i forgot you were here-!"

Lucifer: "NO NO I HEARD NOTHING AND AM A-O-KAYYY!!!!"

Charlie: "You fell face first onto your own cane! You're BLEEDING!"

Lucifer: "Everything is fine! Once I've been sick into this bag of popcorn i will be extra specially FINE and our little impromptu family tv night together is going SO SPLENDEDLY WELL, isn't it Maggie!?"

Vaggie: "Ajo y agua..."

Charlie: "VAGGIE HELP- THE BLOOD??"

Vaggie: (sighing) (smiling) (standing up)

Vaggie: "...I'll go get the first aid kit."

-silly bonus-

Niffty: (from under couch) "I'll trade you the first aid kit for a vile of his bloooooood~~"

Charlie, Vaggie, Lucifer: (screaming and jumping on the couch and clinging to each other in terror)

Niffty: "Don't worry!" (giggles) "It's just for my Collection~"

Charlie, Vaggie, Lucifer: (screaming LOUDER)

#hazbin hotel #charlie morningstar #vaggie #chaggie #lucifer morningstar #nifty hazbin hotel #incorrect quotes #this whole extended family has the exact same taste in women prove me wrong #xena wrecking people even in hell and even in another tv show #<- she has the range #family night is suffering #anon look what happened #this was stupid fun thank u #<3

[blessyouhawkeye]

i fucking hate that jonghyun sulli and hara get dragged into every conversation like this. mourn moonbin and celebrate his memory but leave them at peace

#saw someone on twitter make a post about 'idols suffering in silence' JJONG WASN'T SILENT! NEITHER WAS SULLI! #they were both massive advocates for mental health and jjong discussed the topic in depth both in his music and on blue night #and by in including moonbin in those posts you're speculating! just like his family specifically asked you not to do! #all of them are tragedies. but you don't have to drag them back up when someone passes unexpectedly

[deus-ex-mona]

real talk: lxl should continue to explore romance fantasy concepts in their songs. it’s clearly working for them~

#typical prince aesthetics in romeo/julieta and nonfan… and now historical rofan in meoto… #(and there’s also whatever’s going on in tsuki no hime but that has no mv :( sadge) #sorry guys i still have meoto on the brain pls suffer with me~~~~~~~~~ #but mannnnn. i was struck by sudden inspiration for a meoto au a n d #well. ig now i understand why they skipped over the falling in love phase. romance is hardddd #i want to subscribe to the meoto expansion pack p l s i need to know what their deal is~~~~ #bc man. how in the world did they go from complete indifference to promising to stay together forever hello #what happened???????? excuse??????????? #man. m a n. ok i think im done for the night. i hope #LXL MEOTO CRISIS 2K24 #(but if anyone here wants to get into the otome isekai genre in general… i recommend starting off with ✨s u r v i v i n g r o m a n c e✨ #(it’s a great story and it’s still modernised enough to ease into the genre. and after that…) #(you can just go for the series with the most interesting premise/prettiest art/both tbh) #(though i personally recommend ✨the perks of being an s class heroine✨ ✨the villainess’s stationery shop✨ for milder content) #(and there’s also some series with both isekai and regression.) #(like they isekai after their 1st life in 20xx-> live out their 2nd life in the fantasy world -> regress to a point in their 2nd life) #(for that type i kinda like ✨i shall master this family✨ though ngl i’m mostly reading it bc i think the aunt is very pretty) #(a nd there’s the occasional modern regression story but that’s pretty soap drama-esque and the one i read got ridiculous at times lmao) #(but ofc the ones with less romance focus are fun too~~~~ like stories with multiple isekai-ed people for one) #(b u t i digress i think i’ll stop here before i lose the plot any longer ahaha~~~~)

[morporkian-cryptid]

I went into the new Night Vale episode honestly thinking they were going to pull another "what do you mean the previous episode ended on a cliffhanger no no nothing happened" and we wouldn't hear of Kevin or the Boy in at least two years.

And then the episode was titled "He is still holding a knife" XD

#welcome to night vale #welcome to night vale spoilers #night vale #night vale spoilers #wtnv #wtnv spoilers #kevin r free #kevin from desert bluffs #I CALLED IT I CALLED IT #as soon as the boy said 'i need to put it inside a body' #i knew where this was going to go #that or outright killing the smiling god #which i still think is a reasonable outcome to expect out of this whole situation #honestly? good for him. #if killing his future self is the only way for him to be free then i support him 100%. i am sad bc i love kevin but i support him. #go ahead kevin stab that trauma. i love you. #feels aside the boy mysteriously producing more and more knives was pretty hilarious #he is living my dream life #also CAN WE TALK ABOUT CECIL BEING KIND TO THE BOY AND GIVING HIM SNACKS even though the boy is very clearly threatening him? #cecil and kevin both grew up in abusive families (not to mention the rest of the abuse kevin is still suffering) #cecil is being nice to kevin's child self as much as to his own child self #he's showing him the kindness neither of them received #also 'she is trying to get him to resolve his issues WITHOUT stabbing' sjdkljsklfjkls #also i stimmed so fucking hard when carlos showed up <3 love to see cecil being a dork about his husband

[oatbugs]

pls i need to provide updates

#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year #and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire #and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f #friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl #acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what #are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and #friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me! #LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after #everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to #invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me #i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother #and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids #so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo #any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷‍♀️ #but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd #and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk #THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date #w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a #few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay #scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK #like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl #like is that even doable #but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much #.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us #god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x #but it would be soooo funny #I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed #popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x #i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like #its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe

[llondonfog]

Silver knows his father is Different.

He's known it in ways that he cannot quite articulate to the other children when they play in the forest— they seem to pick up on it anyways and give him a wide berth nonetheless.

His father's eyes are a bit too large, illuminated in a color of the dying sunset that he's never seen replicated before but gives light to Silver's entire, measly world. His father's teeth are a bit too sharp, gleaming in the dark hole of his mouth when he tosses back his head and laughs uproariously at the things Silver says— they aren't really that funny, are they? Still, hearing his father laugh even if it is at his own expense hardly puts a damper on the warmth he feels in his chest.

His father's nails are a bit too long, pointed and dark with a polish that Silver has never seen him need to reapply, but they are the most wonderful headache soothers when Silver lies there in frustrated tears at his inability to stay awake, gently rubbing at his scalp in all the right ways to calm his lonely fears.

But these are all things that make his father, well, special. Things that Silver loves him for, identifies him by, would know him blindfolded and struck dumb if only by the lulling rumble of his father's voice that belies his rather youthful appearance.

Where the other children whisper of the long-haired monster in the woods, Silver giggles as his father indulges him to braid flowers into the flowing dark locks, the pinpricks of white petals like stars in an inky galaxy.

Where the adults murmur of the strange rumors they hear from their children about a boy known to be missing living in the dark forest, Silver kicks his feet happily at their dining table as his father serves him something simultaneously both scorching and all too wet, the idea of a family meal outweighing that of sheer inedibility. For the smile on his father's face— the real, fragile one— he'd eat platters of it, chattering away about his day while his father sucks lazily on something long and thin and white.

And where the elderly know in the chill of their bones, muttering prayers and locking their shutters tight, Silver crawls into bed alongside his father who's always so worrisomely cold and snuggles close to him, laying his head against a still chest. "You are my heart," his father had explained so simply when Silver had exclaimed with worry one day to not find that steady beat. "I did not know I was looking for one until I found you."

Yes, his father may be Different. But not, to Silver, in the ways that matter.

#lettie writes #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland silver #twst silver #twst lilia #lilia vanrouge #sometimes Family is you + ur adoptive father who snacks on naughty humans in the night #and you love each other anyway #uh i have no earthly idea what this is #but im suffering on several doses of advil because it is That Time #and i've already thrown up several times today SO! #i was in a vaguely horrorish mood #gestures uselessly at this

[lizmindpalace]

I've been thinking about lessons 36 and 37 on Nightbringer.

Like it's painful, they were banished from home because of lack of tolerance, and they had to cope with the xenophobic behaviours of the Devildom citizens despite doing nothing wrong... And there's a whole bunch of powerful government demons blaming them of crimes they didn't commit (hijacking a train) just so they could imprison them! And in addition they have been facing their own inner problems and the pain that the situation has given them!

Give my boys a break!

#obey me spoilers #obey me nightbringer spoilers #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #i like the fact it sounds a lot like real life struggles #we should all try to be more tolerant with each other #and empathetic #that's the moral #and I'm suffering for my boy #lucifer can be prideful and sadistic but hes a good boy who loves his family #imagine how bad he feels every night #ill write a fic

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#man ive never seen an eating disorder kill someone else besides a parent infecting a child but my nana is really trying #shes like 1000% orthotexic. will not eat anything not filled with vegetables or fat. and my grandpa is 87yo with a heart condition currentl #in the hospital for covid bc thry went to Christmas church and dont believe in being vaccinated and my dad is so frustrated #bc he knows his mom is not gonna give his dad hearty foods. he needs to eat like protein shakes and meat and ice cream. anything thats not #her cooking which sucks on top of being extremely healthy. except its not healthy bc they dont eat a balanced diet #so its my nanas eating disorder killing her husband and shes so fucking frustrating. im like 99% sure she has obsessive compulsive #personally disorder bc she fits to a T and has zero insight. she may have full on 0cd bc talking to my dad he has more obvious 0cd #compulsions than i do. he used to say phrases before going to bed and would take 2 steps across the floor to prevent bad things from #happening. so like im pretty sure my nana is where i get my perfectionism and 0cd. god. i wish i could express how fucked up she is #like my dad said at least he had a stable home to grow up in but like she has zero sympathy for other people. cannot look past herself. wil #not wear a mask bc she doesnt care enough abt other ppl. my dad was like: u would not have survived in that house. which is fair bc i am #barely keeping it together coming from a stable home with two sympathetic parents who i know love me #and like its sad that they're suffering the effects of buying into the fox news bullshit and its killing them #but also. genuinely. i think theyre not very good ppl. theyre the type of people who think they're better bc they're religious. white. and #thin. and theyre not better thsn anyone. their grandchildren cant stand them. well cant stand her at least. papa is just quite so its hard #to say what hes thinking. apparently he was confused last night and saying something about eating dinner on the golf course. which sounds #nicer thsn being in the hospital lol. ugh. he seems not long for this world tbh. may he pass peacefully to b with his 1st wife who died of #brain cancer at age like 20 or something. so it goes. bleh. how many funerals are intended for me in the next 5 years? hopefully none but #that seems improbable with the unspoken drain circling that seems to b going on in this family. old age and like almost 10 years of cancer #defying the stats but for how much longer? #i dunno. its just so weird to watch these things happen and not talk about it directly to the other ppl who see it #i worry that ill come off as too callose or inappropriate bc i have that tendency when something bad is happening but thats everyone else #excuse? idk i just feel like its better to talk abt things #unrelated #ed mention #i tell u this so i can say these things to someone and also bc if i were u. i would like to hear the drama #bc im nosey and i assume other r too ;-]

[kittydragondraws]

It's funny how fnaf went from "scared the hell out of me" too being one of my comfort fandoms

#child trauma courtesy of MatPat #fnaf #five night's at freddy's #kitty's kooky insane ramblings #i don't care who you are mangle is my enby he/she/they icon #security breach my beloved #SPRINGTRAP #MORE LIKE STUPIDTRAP #hoora child murder #-william afton probably #can we jus appreciate michal for a second #i mean #not only was he willing to risk his life for a bunch of glorified blenders #but afterwards even when his life was screwed to hell and back #he was willing to #quite literally #burn his family's legacy #and later himself #to ensure no one else had to suffer like he #and countless others #did #Michal is the G.O.A.T #M.X.E.S kinda babygirl #yah i said it

[giantchasm]

Random Kirby Headcanon #30

Star Dream wasn’t technically malicious. Malice implies intent, and intent implies desire, none of which it had… at least up until the very end.

This is all to say it didn’t warp Susie away on purpose, nor did it try to break Haltmann’s brain. It was just… unfinished and broken— an ancient, all powerful machine built by people who did not and could not understand its true power or mechanics. Broken machines malfunction. Usually, this is inconvenient at worst. But when a supercomputer with the ability to grant wishes does the same?

…Well, it’s catastrophic.

It was not even truly sentient until the climax of Planet Robobot. Susie’s mistake and the merge with Haltmann’s consciousness gave it free will and personhood. Suddenly, it was alive.

It only makes sense it chose to try and destroy the universe, really. It had only ever synced with two people, and those two people were broken, angry, selfish, hurting individuals. Star Dream came to associate life with suffering and bitterness, having learned from a broken family.

So it decided it would destroy. Like they did. Surely that was the only way for a better future. Organic lifeforms hated each other and hated being alive. It saw its actions as putting an end to their despair.

…Up until the very end, it thought what it was doing was right and that it did it’s job as a miracle machine. After all, it only ever did what it was supposed to. It even granted both Haltmann and Susie’s subconscious, most desired wishes:

His to see her again and hers to make him suffer. Which isn’t to say that Susie wanted Haltmann to die— she didn’t, but there was resentment there. She wanted to hurt and humiliate him not only to try and make him come to his senses, but also out of an internal, unacknowledged sadness and anger.

In his last moments, Haltmann remembered who Susie was. Star Dream bought his precious daughter “home.”

Similarly, Haltmann suffered. He suffered as Star Dream assimilated him, and he died in antagonizing pain.

Which is to say… it made their wishes come true, didn’t it? It granted their desires. It didn’t do anything wrong. It just did what they asked! Why was it decommissioned!?

…Needless to say, it didn’t even know it was broken.

#kirby #sack’s kirbyverse #sorry it’s been a while since I posted one of these life’s been busy #but I was thinkin abt the computer I feel a lot of people view through a one dimensional lens last night #star dream is interesting to me becuase I don’t see it as something that intentionally destroyed the haltmann family #but rather almost… a member of the family in and of itself? #every bit as traumatized and broken as they were #having made their feelings its own #it was just like susie’s father in that it ‘made her.’ #it was the mother computer— that which she simultaneously resented and depended on #but it was also a bit like susie herself #which is to say haltmann’s ‘child’ #it learned from him #with the suffering he was going through and the cruel man it inadvertently turned him into… #it’s no surprise it ended up the way it did really #it was just copying the behavior of the people around it

[scattered-winter]

THIS SUCKS!!!!

#SORRY I HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM #she's not gone yet but. very soon. #if i had to guess i would say sometime during the night or tomorrow. very very soon. #ive already said all my goodbyes and we sang around her bedside one last time and i think im as ready for it as ill ever be #but that being said. how the fuck do u get ready for your mom to die. #but it's not all bad. #my aunt was sitting by me while we sat at my mom's bedside and just shared stories between singing #and she wiped the tears off my face and traced my veins and held my hand while we both cuddled my dog #and idk. im the black sheep of the family but that doesn't mean i'm not part of it. even when shit sucks. #and these last couple months have been rough because first i lost my friend suddenly and now the thing we've been waiting for #for 3 years is finally happening #and idk. in a way i'm glad it's happening because i won't have to watch her suffer anymore. and in a way i won't suffer either. #just kinda ripping the bandaid off yk. #anyway i am contemplative and mostly at peace this fine night. we'll see what the morning brings. #winter speaks #personal #grief tag

[theinfinitedivides]

Gil Chae: i will become a good wife. please trust me

Mr. General: *does not in fact trust her*

#tv: my dearest #my dearest #mbc my dearest #ahn eun jin #kdrama #local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt #local gay watches k-dramas.txt #i was going to make a post earlier about how during their wedding night the domesticity felt wrong bc we know where Gil Chae's heart #lies but i decided not to so i could put it here in the tags #she can play pretend for this man as long as she has to. she will be courteous and kind and she will not hate him bc she has her family #here with her and they are who she needs to take care of. she will nurse their wounds and earn money for the business and she will #leave the man that she loves to nurse his own wounds as she will her own through this service. she does not want Jang Hyun to suffer #from knowing her. she will suffer if she has to by letting him go. #and ofc Mr. General understands none of this hence why he is such a petty ass bitch feeling sorry for himself when she's kidnapped #like bitch. why we got to get Ryang Eum AND Yeon Jun to tell you she's been taken for you to believe the rumors f*ck you #and that too not until they find evidence ffs come on #that being said tho it has been whiplash af to go from me wanting to cut out this man's tongue every time he calls her his wife #during his pity party session to seeing him go through guilt and emotional turmoil in TWOE since he acts as Jun Mo's best friend #and colleague there/is technically the one who tuned him into the undercover sh*t. i hope he's a good man in the end he's too #attractive with that haircut in the 90s not to be

[chappellrroan]

it's almost like if i dont let the whole world know about my new hyperfixtation i will burst into flames

#preacher's daughter both family tree songs #how she says in family tree “heaven hath no fury like a woman scorned and baby hell don't scare me i've been times before” #and western nights “i would hold the gun if you asked me to but if you love me like you say you do will you ask me to?” #the whole house in nebraska song UGH #the outro of hard times i am tired of you still tied to me bleeding whenever you want too tired to move to tired to leave #american teenager gracie's cover i love you so so so so much i do it for daddy and i do it for dale i am doing what i want DAMN i am doing #it well #ptolemaea that stop scream i am the face of love's rage blessed be the daughters of cain bound to suffering eternal through sins of their #fathers commited long before their conception that whole outro in general #i tried to be good am i no good? am i no good? am i no good?....i just wanted to be yours? am i yours? am i yours?...if i am turning in you #stomach and making you feel sick am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? am i making you feel sick? is just SO AGH #also god loves you but not enough to save you I FORGIVE IT ALL AS IT COMES BACK TO ME #we know how it goes the more it hurts the less it shows but i feel like they all know and that's why i can never come back home and i spent #my life watching it go by from the sidelines and god i have tried but i think it's about time i put up a fight #and the instrumental songs their production is so so good #anyways yeah now i feel better if anyone is reading till here go listen to it thanks <3 #it's great for people with family issues #v.txt

[fiendishartist2]

it is so incredibly important to me that paul is the one playing petscop the entire time. with the way it is so deeply personal to paul i can't understand why you would want to seperate him from the narrative

#i keep thinking about nexpos theory and finding more gripes with it sorry #the ai think just. doesnt make sense and also just kinda makes me sad #dont take paul out of his own story man...... #aside from the fact that it doesnt work like logistically i think its a weirs way to rationalize seperating paul from the story of petscop #which. idk. kinda defeats the purpose of most of it lol #esp the second half where paul is really suffering bc of both the game and the family #whenever i think about the ai theory i remember the ghost room and keep console running screen #i think about paul in anna's or jill's house. afraid and depressed and absolutely obsessed with a mystery he cant solve #slowly driving himself crazy #but every time he thinks he wants to quit. every time hes laying in bed at night and wondering if he should just call belle to come get him #the tv lets out a blaring alarm and turning red. pleading with him to keep console running to not let go to just keep playing the game #and eventually he gets up. sits in his chair. and starts again #h

[arthurtaylorlester]

if cecil wins the sexyman polls I will finally fucking listen to year 3 and stop avoiding it because i don't want to hear cecil be sad

#i have a problem i think #esp with cecil #on the one hand I LOVE SEEING HIM SUFFER IT BUILDS CHARACTER #and on the other cecilos angst literally kills me like it hits so hard #and i even know they get married and love each other very much and have the best family in thw world i just cant help but go #"oh shit oh god oh fuck what is carlos doing in the deser otherworld #like #ive listened to 70A and 70B and im still fucking suspicious about the letter #but yes #i will do this #wtnv #welcome to night vale #wtnv year 3 #wtnv whiplash

[amatres]

Karlach: Here lie Pluck and Caerlack Cliffgate. My parents. Hi mum. Hi dad. Sorry I haven't visited. I've been… away. But I'm back now! And I brought friends. I miss you so much. But I'm happy. And getting up to some really important shit. Maybe you can see for yourselves. I don't know. You're with me here, anyway. Taters. Balaerra: 'Taters'? Karlach: Meant 'I love you' in the Cliffgate household. I can't even remember how it started anymore. Lost family lore. There was a lot of silly nonsense in our house. My mates used to say we had out own personal language. I guess I'm the last remaining speaker. Mum used to say there was no such thing as death. That there was only change. Dad thought that was a load of woo. That gone meant gone, unless you'd struck a deal with one of the gods. Said he had better things to do in life than beg favors off immortals. I'm not sure what I believe. Balaerra: It's the ultimate mystery. There are many possibilites, but we'll never know until we get there. Karlach: Something to look forward to. Bit morbid, but true all the same.

hate that i got this right before i did astarion's quest, hate it hate it hate

#ama plays baldurs gate #balaerra (oc) #you need to understand in my little mind palace these two are childhood friends #she was one of those friends who would comment on her family's 'personal language' #balaerra wants karlach to live so badly. do you understand. she wants her to live so badly. #and karlach wants balaerra to live so badly too but theyre both dead in the end. one way or another. #and karlach gets to find out whats on the other side but balaerra never will bc she's undead. i am so #i lost my shit about this with cas last night and im still not over it. my little mind barbie who suffers forever bc of her own choices #went from this to karlach begging astarion and balaerra to stop the ritual but they don't #karlach my girl im so sorry. i promise i will get you a happy ending in dawns run. as much as i can in this game. i promise