#feel free to ignore this if you dont wanna hear me bitch and moan

[dampsleeves]

life update :3 (a little vent-y)

sooo, been over 200 days since the house caught fire and we had to move. obviously, a lot of stuff's been happening. can't go into deep details for fear of someone I don't want to find this, finding this, but I'll say this much: FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've very rarely mentioned family on here (for obvious reasons - this account is NOT made for that lol) but here goes. tw for pretty heavy topics: mentions of abuse, father issues, health issues, transphobia & financial issues. I turned 18 Feb 21st, literally just almost 2 months before the damn house caught fire. Meanwhile, my brother's still a minor. MEANING, I narrowly escaped the custody battle my mom & dad are in. But unfortunately, he's still stuck in the middle of it. :( My pops was not really the nicest person to me when I was a kid -

whooping my ass whenever I did anything wrong, no matter how minor the offense was.

Telling me that he loved God more than he loved me, because "You're God's gift to me. God is the one who gave you to me in the first place," when I was four.

Telling me that if I didn't start being ok with receiving physical affection from family - which he knew made me uncomfortable - I was "going to grow up to be a S3R1AL K1LL3R" (yes he said that.)

Telling me that "God doesn't make mistakes," and that he "made me into a beautiful young woman for a reason" after I came out to him personally at 14 - big mistake 0/10 stars, would never do again. You get the idea. And those are the tame examples I could think of. So, I finally cut him off. As soon as my mom, brother, & I were in our new place, I blocked his number and haven't talked to him since. I was sick of him not respecting my boundaries, and repeatedly demonstrating that he thought of me as nothing more than a possession. Tired of him making me feel crazy all the time too. But now he's fucking with my mom & brother. Intentionally not paying child support till the last minute possible - & then making it in as small of payments at a time as he possibly can (yes he can afford it btw.) Trying to force my brother to go over to his place, even when my brother does NOT want to - which has begun giving my brother psychological issues & issues with school, mirroring the ones I used to struggle with bc of that bastard. My mom is juggling all sorts of things, & I really at least wanna try to help financially by getting a job, but I can't yet because: she says that I'm only 18, & shouldn't have to get a job to help out (I disagree.) I don't have an ID bc she wants me to wait on my legal name change - which costs a pretty decent chunk of change - reason is bc she "wants me to have as easy an early adulthood life as possible" (love her.) AND, I haven't actually graduated - No, I dipped in 11th bc school was hell (not exaggerating,) & instead just decided to pursue a GED, that I haven't been able to work towards bc of the shit show that is life in midwestern america. So I've been very depressed, exhausted, & hopeless. The least I can do is clean up our house while she's at work, & get this - some days I don't even have the physical energy to do THAT! I do not know what the hell is wrong with my body currently, but it absolutely sucks. & I'm really tired of just taking up space all the time. She's dealing with health issues too, & I'm always worried ab her. Idk what the hell to do, but something's gotta give. Everybody needs a fucking break. I keep trying to shoo away all the dark thoughts, push myself as often as possible, & keep my fingers crossed, but jfc... Sorry just needed to yell into the void for a sec. I'll live, I'm sure - I've survived worse. Sometimes things just suck. But I like to think that someday they won't. :,)

#spiidervent #not snz #venting :3 #feel free to ignore this if you dont wanna hear me bitch and moan

[duckugou]

right now (nsfw)

Bakugou x fem!reader

song this is based on: notice me - role model

cw: porn with like no plot, the word cuntused, slight degradation, public sex as fuck, unprotected sex, bathroom quickie, bakugou is foul, slight humiliation, like no after care bc its a public bathroom, not proofread

MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DNI

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It was only a matter of time before the two of you ravaged each other any given time you went out to the club.

talk dirty, you got your hand in my jeans

The air in the club got too heavy while you danced on each other. It was Kirishimas birthday, everyone was together to celebrate. And you just had to wear that stupid fucking dress.

It didnt take long for your boyfriend to rub his hardening cock on your back as you were dancing in front of him in the hazy lights.

"I need you angel." Growled into your ear as his breath his your neck. He dragged you into the mens bathroom and into a stall.

He wasted no time showing how badly he needed you- pushing the top of your strapless dress down and attaching his mouth to your sensitive nipples.

You moaned lightly, telling him how bad you needed him.

Your small hands found his zipper and pulled it down. The dark jeans and light tshirt he wore made him look amazing. Youd be lying if you said you didnt want to fuck him before you managed to even leave the house.

Your hand shoved in his pants and wrapping around his dick, you whispered in his ear. "Baby be quiet- anyone could walk in."

"Dont fuckin care. Let em all fuckin see- shit." He growled out, biting your neck and earning a soft moan from your lips.

you're perfect, and everything in between

After 3 years together- admitting your love for each other after 4 dates, becoming way too comfortable with each other, moving in together, and getting a dog- you still were unable to ignore the need in between your thighs every time he looked in your eyes. He couldnt ignore the way his cock hardened when you walked around the apartment in his tshirt and nothing else- the lower part of your ass showing.

Any chance you got, you were fucking.

And it was amazing every single time.

yeah, keep moaning, 'cause we're making a scene

"Katsu- fuck!" You yelped when he put his fingers deep in your glistening pussy once he lifted your leg over his thigh, leaning against the door still.

"Yeah- say my fuckin name." He groaned, feeling your thumb slide over the tip of his red cock.

"Katsuki- please- god wanna fuck you-" You were well aware of the volume of your pleas but couldnt help it.

The main door to the bathroom opened and footsteps trailed to a urinal. Your heart beat picked up and Bakugou's dick strained against your hand.

"You filthy fuckin bitch- wanna get us caught huh?" He growled against your ear, making you whimper. He never stopped or slowed his pace that he chose to finger you at. In fact, he rubbed his thumb over your clit, your free hand flying to cover your mouth.

"Uh- everything cool- in there?" A deep voice asked outside of the door after hearing a strained whimper.

"Everythings- fuckin- fine-" Bakugou grunted, fingers plunging deeper with every word.

"Yes yes yes yes!" You sang out, losing feeling in your legs as you came for the first time that night.

"Okay, be safe in there-" The stranger chuckled, walking out of the main door after the fastest hand washing you'd ever heard.

keep going, until they tell us to leave

"Katsu- need you- please-" Your strangled moans became louder, uncaring of anyone coming in.

He shoved his jeans to his ankles, unable to resist any longer, needing the feeling of your warm cunt wrapped around him. Pushing your panties down, Bakugou tossed them to the floor. He put his hands on the back of your thighs, making you jump and wrap your legs around his waist. He positioned himself to line up with your tight hole, making both of you release breaths you were unaware of holding in.

Dropping you down onto his cock, Bakugou turned you both around switching positions so you were pressed against the door. The cold of the stall door contrasted with how hot your face was as you yelped out in pleasure from the delicious way he stretched you out.

Bakugou fucked himself into you, taking note of every gorgeous sound that left your desperate mouth.

"Please daddy- right there!"

"Fuck- right there? Yeah angel?" He teased you as he bullied the spot that made your legs shake relentlessly.

"More moremoremore!" You screamed out, uncaring of the world around you.

"Thats it baby give it to me. Shit this is what you get for wearing that slutty fuckin dress. Practically askin for this." He growled out, feeling your walls clench around his cock.

You both fully knew people could hear as they walked in and out of the club's bathroom- but neither of you found it in you to care.

can't stand when you're not close to me

Legs squeezing Bakugou's torso, you let yourself cum around his dick, silently screaming as you saw white clouding your vison. The sensation your tightening made Bakugou rut harder, chasing his impending release.

"Shit- g'na cum- fuck angel." He muttered as he pressed you harder against the door, shooting his cum into your pussy. The both of you moaned out as you reached your climaxes and started to come down from the high.

Bakugou set you down on the stall's toilet, letting you wipe your legs off as he did the same to himself.

After care was always weird when you fucked in bathroom stalls.

He knelt down, pulling your panties back up your legs for you, smiling as he leaned in and kissed you.

"Fuckin love you angel."

"I love you too Katsu- so much."

A small kiss was shared again before you fixed yourselves up, walking back out to the dance floor with your friends.

"Christ! Again you two?" Mina squealed.

"Fuckin horny asses- every time we go out. Nasty." Denki said, giving Bakugou a pat on the back and a quiet "Youre my hero".

Chuckling, Kirishima handed Bakugou a drink, cheers-ing each other.

"So immature." You laughed lightly, Mina shaking her head with you.

"Shut up youre all annoying." Baku grunted, a small smile on his face as he slyly brought his fingers to his face to "Scratch his nose", making you blush.

Shoving him playfully, you whisper "Youre nasty" to him when nobody is paying attention- which just makes him grab your ass.

The night is not done for the two of you.

Far from it.

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[barnesandrogersfanfics]

With All Your Heart -Part 6

I had been at the Gala for an hour now and i was already bored! Steve came walking over smiling, looking handsome as always.

"Ladies, your all looking lovely"

"Thank you Steven, you dont look bad yourself" i replied looking him up and down.

"Oh we know we look great" Nat added, she was always so sure of herself. "Wheres Buck, his normally joined at your hip" Nat asked Steve and i waited to hear his reply, I hadnt seen Bucky since he left to get ready for the Gala.

"His around here somewhere..... think some girl caught his eye when we got here" Steve said as he turned to look around the room for Bucky "oh there he is!" He pointed to the back bar where Bucky was stood close to a pretty red head, his hand resting on her lower back as he laughed at something she said. What the hell was he doing??? We had only just sorted things out from this morning and now he was flirting with another woman!!

"You okay Doll?" Steve suddenly asked leaning in closer so only i could hear him. I forced a smile and nodded before ordering a large whisky.

"I hate these things is all, id much rather be curled up on the sofa watching some trashy TV"

"Yeah me too"

"These places are just full of fake people, they pretend to be your friend and act like they give a shit but then once they get they want from you they ignore you and move onto the next shiny new toy"

"Wow... okay. Someone really doesnt like this Gala!" Steve chuckled, i shrugged and downed my drink before waving down the bar tender for another, my eyes wandering over to where Bucky was still too close to that bitch!!

The dance floor was pretty packed, even more so when a slow song started.

"Would you like to dance with me?" Steve suddenly asked holding out his hand to me.

"Of course" i nodded slipping my hand into his, his free hand slipped around my waist pulling me closer. We danced for a few songs, i caught Bucky looking over with a clenched jaw but i ignored him. I was just dancing with Steve i wasn't doing anything wrong.

"Mind if i cut in Cap?" Tony suddenly appeared, Steve smiled and stepped aside letting Tony take his place.

"You look beautiful" he smiled at me.

"What do you want?" I asked raising my eyebrow in question, Tony only ever gave me compliments when he wanted something!

"Nothing! Im just telling my baby sister that she looks beautiful. Is that a crime?"

"I suppose not"

"But i do need you to go on a mission with Steve tomorrow"

"There it is"

"It'll be fine, come by the conference room at 8am and i'll go through the details with you both"

"Fine. Can i leave now, have i been here long enough yet?"

"Your not having fun?"

"No ive got a really bad headache...."

"If you really want to leave i wont stop you but id like for you to stay a bit longer"

"I'll try but if i leave you know why".

I stayed for a few more drinks and then said goodnight to everyone and made my way to the elevator. I hit the call button then heard my name being called from behind. Bucky!

"Hey, where are you going?" He asked looking genuinely concerned.

"Im going to bed" i said coldly not even looking at him.

"Well i'll come with you..." he said as the doors opened, i stepped into the elevator but held my held out to stop him.

"I just want to be alone right now, go back to the party"

"Doll is everything okay?"

"You better get back before the red head wonders where you are" i said shaking my head in disbelief as the doors shut,

I heard him call out to me just before the elevator started up to my floor. When the doors opened a very out of breath Bucky was waiting "Y/N, please talk to me"

"I have nothing to say" i shrugged walking past him towards my room.

"Why are you so mad? I was only talking to her"

"Didn't look like that Buck. When Nat asked Steve where you were you wanna know what he said? Some girl caught your eye when you walked in, then he points you out.... you looked really cozy"

"She's just a friend...."

"Guess we've got that in common then because i clearly don't mean anything else to you" 

"I dont understand why this has got you so upset....."

"You don't understand why I'm pissed off that once again after I've let you fuck me, you choose to ignore me AGAIN!! Then when i do see you your all over another woman??"

"I wasn't ignoring you, i hadn't seen you arrive yet...."

"Maybe this was a mistake with us Buck, I'm clearly not what you want"

"But you are! I swear to god!" He looked panicked suddenly and tried to take hold of my hand but i pulled away before he could.

"Doll, please believe me! Im begging you. Your the only girl i wanna be with"

"You keep saying that!" I snapped "You've got a funny way of showing me that you really want this. Look, im leaving tomorrow for a couple of days so you should think about what you really want. We can discuss what this is when i get back"

"Your leaving?? Where are you going?"

"Tony said I've got a mission with Steve, we're briefing in the morning"

"Oh....."

"I should get some sleep, busy day tomorrow" i said casually unlocking my door "you should go back to the party, your friend will be wondering where you are"

"Screw the party and i don't give a shit about her. I don't want you going to bed mad at me doll..... please? Let me come in?"

"You can come in but im not having sex with you! Im holding out on you until i believe you really want this"

"Okay thats fine, i just want to be with you".

I tried to stay mad at Bucky but i just couldn't, when i got up to head to bed i asked him if he was coming.... no funny business! We'd just be sleeping, i was gonna stick to my guns about the no sex thing even if it was torturing me too! Bucky was currently acting as big spoon, his body pressed against mine and his arm wrapped around my waist.... it made me want him even more!! But i stayed strong and finally fell asleep.

When i woke up i was still wrapped in his arms and i couldnt help but smile. He pulled me closer and buried his face in my neck where he started kissing that sweet spot behind my ear, i let out a moan and ground my ass back against his crotch making him hiss.

"Your killing me doll" he mumbled and i chuckled "its not funny!"

"Im sorry i didnt mean to! Its your own fault, you know what it does to me when you kiss me there"

"Hmmm i do" he said as i felt his hand move lower and start to slip into my shorts.

"Erm Buck what are you doing.... i thought i said no sex?"

"I know what you said, this isnt sex..... this is me making you feel good. Let me make you feel good baby.... i bet your already soaked"

His fingers were suddenly inside my panties working me open, i couldnt help the moans that left my mouth! He pressed two fingers into my throbbing hole and started pumping them in and out as he kissed my neck.... i could feel him grinding against my ass for some relief which drove me crazy!! I didnt stop him, if it was helping him get off he could carry on.

"Fuck baby your close, i can feel you squeezing the shit outta my fingers" he said before he moved his thumb to rub my clit, that extra attention was enough to send me screaming over the edge.

"Shit Bucky..... you are a god with those hands of yours!" I said trying to catch my breath "You need some help with that?" I asked looking at his raging hard boner.

"Its okay, i'll sort it out later...."

"Dont be silly.... you used your hands on me its only fair i return the favour" i smirked as i reached inside his boxer briefs and pulled out his hard cock.

He moaned as soon as my fingers made contact with him.

"Oh fuck..... god that feels fucking amazing!! Spit on it baby get it nice and wet" he said with closed eyes.

"Ive got a better idea...." i said getting up to take off my shorts and panties, his eyes went wide and he smiled.

"Don't get any ideas..... i meant it Buck no sex until i believe you mean it"

"Oh baby i believe it trust me!"

I chuckled as i straddled his thighs and lowered myself just enough to rub my slick over his cock.

"Jesus christ!" I moaned "i dont know who im punishing more with this no sex shit!"

"Definitely me! You know how fucking tempted i am to just slip inside you.... i want your pussy so bad baby"

"Fuck it!" I suddenly said lining him up with my entrance and quickly sinking down onto him. I caught him by surprise and he gripped my hips as he cried out in ecstasy.

"Doll you coulda warned me! I almost cum the second i got in you!"

"Sorry Buck, i just couldn't wait anymore" i smiled as i rode him hard and fast.

Once we were done i climbed off and walked to the bathroom to clean up, i saw the time and it was already 7:30am. I had to be in the meeting room in half an hour!

"Hey Y/N, im gonna head to my room to clean up. Tony wants me in this meeting too"

"Okay, i'll meet you down there" i called as i finished rinsing my hair.

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