#friendship is still too new maybe?

[sunmoontruth-stiles]

I need a completely rewritten teen wolf series with Derek Hale as the main character. I think it would heal me.

#we follow Derek from New York. Laura left for beacon hills. it’s been six years since he was back but he hasn’t heard from her #and hes going stir crazy waiting. he packs up and travels back. it’s almost too much immediately. he still can’t get a hold of Laura #he can’t resist going home. it’s like a natural pull that guides him back. all at once he’s 16 again. staring at the wreckage of his life #deputy stilinski is sherrif now. it’s reassuring in the slightest that the police force seems to have moved on from how corrupt it was #he catches her scent and it’s putrid. bile catches in his throat. he seeks it out. still in denial to what he knows it means. #when he finds Laura it’s like the world ends all over again. he can’t stand to see her like this. he gives her a proper burial. #the best he can do at least #he visits Peter. he’s not the man Derek remembers- so full of fire and cunning. their relationship may have been strained at times. #often Derek felt more like Eve being swayed by the snake than a normal friendship #but this isn’t the sharp tongued uncle who guided him. this is a broken shell. all that remained of his family. he was so lost. #22 but he barely knew how to function without his family- his pack paving the way #Laura handled everything. she got the apartment. she made sure they had food. Derek looks back and feels so useless #he was so lost in his grief. Laura must of felt the same way but she never let them drown in it #she made sure he got his GED. even got him to enroll in community college classes. #he took them online. he never was able to warm up to people the same way. he used to be so full of life. now he just wanted to be left alone #he studied English. never finished his degree. doesn’t look like he ever will now. he can’t go back to Laura and his shared home. #can’t bare to see another shell of a home #he vents to the vacant audience of Peter and his cold fixed eyes #Derek leaves. he wants to promise he’ll return soon #but promises feel costly these days #he decides to go back to the reserve. maybe he can find some clue as to what happened to Laura #someone lured her here. someone who knew them and their history here #his mind went to the worst. Kate. why would she go through the trouble six years later. why wait so long. #Derek couldn’t stomach the thought of facing her. he focused on the woods. the scents were all over the place. #clearly multiple people had been through here recently. two scents were much stronger. Derek follows them #but when he hears the crunch of leaves he realizes why the scents are so strong. they’re still here #he ducks behind some trees. listening in on their conversation. but an echo of their scent catches his attention #he spots an inhaler on the ground. he puts two and two together and swipes it from the leaves. #he comes out once they’re closer. tossing over the inhaler- he figures they’ll leave. dumb kids messing around in the woods #he reminds them this is private property. though that may not be true anymore. he recognizes the scent of a new beta. interesting.

[victimized-martyr]

Do you think Kenny actually likes cartman? I’m not so sure since the reading of his will in s9e4 (https://youtu.be/QGx92r8NLIM)

I feel like nobody likes him but Kyle is the only one who thinks he can possibly get better at all.

I agree on some level with that last statement. Due to Kyle's morals and complicated attachment to Cartman, he would be the only one willing to nurture the potential Cartman has, though I'd say Cartman isn't universally hated as one would assume. I think Kenny and Cartman's friendship deepened off screen since s9. It shows itself strongly in the covid specials and post-covid (not post covid the special, I mean like.. after the actual irl covid and.. ARGH mattrey u make my life so difficult)     

      Kenny was the one to approach Cartman about the fragility of the broship and inspires Cartman to be the one to make sure the gang stays together. That's a level of openness and vulnerability that frankly, I haven't seen him share with Stan or Kyle. Quite the opposite in fact-- When Kenny finally admits he's immortal, Stan and Kyle dismiss him in their own way. Neither have made the move to sympathize with him since, especially at the level Cartman does in the covid episodes. Now, Cartman's "sympathetic" method of coddling Kenny wasn't the best thing to do I'd say, the show was clear  Stan, Kyle and Cartman weren’t handling the broship fallout well, but Cartman definitely proved himself as the “best friend” the show has claimed he’s been in prioritizing Kenny during Covid. We even get a verbal reminder from Cartman and Kyle in Post-Covid that despite it being the literal worst future for everyone, Cartman and Kenny’s friendship thrived. With the opposite lives they lead, it's astounding they remained best friends for forty years.

That level of loyalty is kicking Stan and Kyle in the dirt and laughing rn. Look at Dikinbaus! Cartman and Kenny had a blast “planning the business” (ie living it up as owners and mutually taking advantage of Butters to just pal around) and Cartman once again concedes to Kenny when he lets him work from home. It’s a gag first and foremost, but still, I think it works as part of character analysis lolol. I’m analyzing this a lot from Cartman’s perspective, or at least his actions, but I don’t rlly have much to go by on Kenny’s end and I hope y’all can see why lol. excluding the Mysterion arc and the s22 Halloween episode, he’s a passive character. things rly just are happening to this dude. 

Cartman's attachment to Kenny has grown exponentially since the early seasons ("I hate yew guys/ specially kinny/ ah hate em the most/") whereas we've heard directly from Kenny what he thought of Cartman at the time s9 was written but we don't really know what he thinks of Cartman presently. Now, mattrey have written Kenny's quietness and frequent disappearances as part of the charm of his character--the mysteriousness with a pinch of hidden sadness, maybe a dash of loneliness--and not like, a serious writing pitfall of not knowing what to do with one of your main characters, not giving them the chance to let the audience see their motivations. So the uncertainty surrounding Kenny's true opinions, in this case of his friendship with Cartman, isn't by accident. I'd say it's fair to assume Kenny now views Cartman as a best friend, given how much Cartman has done for him.

I’d also say it’s fair to assume the pity for Cartman hasn’t changed.

#asks #south park #eric cartman #kenny mccormick #kennman #sure this could be seen as kennman why not lol #now Kyle believes cartman can change and maybe kenny can see it too but kenny definitely isn’t proactive enough to put in the effort to #see it thru #Kenny’s friendship with Cartman has grown to become the least tumultuous of the m4 #so Kenny doesn’t need to feel compelled to search for the food in cartman. he already sees in in their friendship #on a writing level it’s just… off to have Cartman and Kenny go thru so much only for Kenny to still have the same opinions of Cartman in s9 #they’ve taken on this weird new role where Cartman takes it upon himself to console kenny in addition to stringing hm along in his schemes #ohh but as much as i’ve said that kyle sees good in cartman and wants to be the one to help see that goodness come to fruition #it’s also try that as of s20 Kyle’s been disillusioned #he told heidi ‘Cartman will never change’ and I think that was a wake up call for himself as much as it was for heidi #when cartman gave up the pangolin all kyle said was ‘i don’t believe it’ #when cartman said he converted kyle refused to give cartman a chance even at the end of the special #s7 kyle would’ve clung to the promise of cartman changing with rosy eyes full of hope #that hope for cartman ain’t dead but dormant rn. the heiman arc rly burnt him out #Cartman get off ur ass and win Kyle back pls he’s so done w/ u rn my guy he will Nope himself out of stories now so he won’t deal w/ u #(kyle’s absence in streaming wars was rly felt) #wait in streaming wars kyle had a ‘he can change 🥺’ moment when he went ‘🥺’ for cartman when talkin abt the surgery #he was on everyone’s case abt the surgery he was on top of managing cartman’s boat building quality #but yeah cartman ended up taking the money for himself and. now we’re fuckin back to square one :)) #although i’d say in streaming wars cartman didn’t withhold the deets on the surgery on purpose. he didn’t know what was going on #when he went to talk to the guys and he was genuine. #A​NAYWAYS FUCK OK STOP TALKING EPSERANZA GOD

[todayisafridaynight]

funny how jo ends up calling ichiban 'ichi' too instead of being formal/professional and calling him 'kasuga' or even 'ichiban' in full

#snap chats #even ichi's friends only call him 'ichiban' or 'kasuga' #like with arakawa obvi its Affectionate #with masato its like. i mean I Personally Think they had an actual friendship at some point while they were still 17/18 #so 'ichi's' a fair nickname and it just stuck #OR- in which i think is the case for jo- arakawa mentioned ichi enough for them to just accidentally start to refer to him as ichi too #yk what i mean like when you hang with a friend long enough you just adopt their lingo #masato and jo hate ichi and yet they still use that dorky nickname for him #and i will believe it to be arakawa's fault #hm.... #i am opening a new canvas as we speak.... #maybe idk im kinda sleepy 😩

[merrymorningofmay]

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#maybe in another universe your parents didn't decide you need to leave abroad for good and new years are still fun #or maybe we would've drifted apart either way. maybe it wasn't the kind of friendship that survives into adulthood #or maybe some of your dad's terrible politics rubbed off on you and it's for the best that we don't talk #anyhow i guess the hole is just here forever and all i can do is kind of hope that you have one too. just for fairness' sake

[strwbrymlkshake]

I am trying so hard but it still isn't ENOUGH FOR YOU? DON'T YOU SEE HOW HARD I'VE BEEN TRYING?

#mine #normally i've been good about not being too upset over things #but oh fucking boy. okay. im glad people are scared of me #i hope they know that im the only right one in the whole world and they are wrong and are justified for fearing me and im glad my existence #will turn them off from sharing their wrong opinions. but oh FUCKING BOY? ive been sitting here the whole time like oh they hate me #oh they hate me so much they want me to die wahhh and im trying to do all the things they like because im for some reason fucking bothered #by their other opinions. even though the people themselves are useless trash #and oh. like i was suspecting it but its finally confirmed huh??? you all cant fucking stand the sight of me because im right? #you dont understand the truth?? they hated him because he told them the truth? thats me as fuck rn dude #i am literally gracing your eyes with the content i make and basically hand feeding you the correct opinions to have #and yet you still reject them! people just love being stupid unfortunately. i want to kill them all. #i would be so much nicer if you all just agreed with me on the objective truth but unfortunate you have to be stupid #i have graced you with so many GIFTS and protected you from my wrath so many times but you do not even give a fuck #WHY AM I CRYING. YOU ARE ALL SO USELESS WHY AM I CRYING!!! MAYBE ITS BECAUSE YOU DONT AGREE? #i guess im crying because they are all so stupid #so what im saying is its very unfortunate that everyone does not worship me and all my opinions and the world is very hard. yes. #friendship ended with self hatred now delusions of grandeur are my new best friend #even trhing to explain myself makes me sound like a shithead but i swear to fuck if you all just listened to me like youre supposed to #then absolutely nothing would ever go wrong! but you all had to be stupid on purpose! do you like being wrong? whats your problem #explaining all the reasons im RIGHT and yet i still feel bad for having the gall to do so. i shouldnt feel bad. im doing great. youre just #uncomfortable in the fact that YOURE wrong and making me have to accomodate you for your wrongness? tf is that about #okay lunatic rant over i have finished crying ☝️

[jrueships]

rewatched shooting stars aka the baby bron and friends movie <3 very cute

#wood harris was so adorable in that role i love cringe coach dad harris #the fab five <33 #thats so lame lol i love them #the movie was rlly long tho.. like scene-wise the pacing could be better cus i watched with other people #and we looove talking through boring scenes of movies and we talked A lot #we dont rlly talk during movies like that.. only during quiet or long takes so #and then the editing style was like?? near the end like it tried to be winning time which is fine cus wt didnt invent that style but #it's just weird cus it suddenly switched like that idk #BUT the length of the movie did help highlight a lot of the people #their friendship felt incredibly real bcs it was #seeing romeo go from adversary to own honorary video game controller was <33 #their lil 'epic fight' which quickly concluded them running and hiding in the team bus #the goofy kids were just goofy kids forced to deal with growing up too fast #maybe thats why the editing style suddenly switched so stylish-like near the end.. everything happening at once #suddenly all the life is flashy and stuff #even if that wasnt on purpose i like thinking of it as a new positive way idk i like having more than one side to the coin #that still connect to the same coin #kinda wish they talked more about cotton tho smh his only personality really was kind funny and likes to eat #so basically every heavyset person in media #i wanna hear abt his problems as well!! #hes a real person too! hes gotta have em!! #mane #i guess we dont know 😭

[donghuamuqing]

The epic highs and lows of high school dnd club

#my post #the shit i will say to continue procrastinating on my work… astounding and inspiring #i will keep posting. and i will go to the gym. and i will panic at 10 pm when idk how to do the math #will gets upset at mike for hellfire and mike comes back with this: #maybe its just me but i would sooo get mad at mike for joining a new club without will #and i think all the arguments for it are valid and make sense #like ‘hellfire means mike is coming back to will’ but he still made fun of him for it and ended up having the worst fight of their #friendship over it #i get the other side too i think its cute #but as someone who wants to see will byers get a little mad i think he would be at least a little upset #combined with how he thinks mike didnt reach out to him?? yeah #anyway. my hot take of the day. dont have many of these

[the-oletus-parlor]

Important OOC Post// I changed Amy’s lore to be more accurate to her OG version’s lore,,, and I’m considering redesigning her because of that. Thing is,,, I wanna redo the event where Amy was initially introduced and I wanna do things differently this time. In the true Hallways, with the real manager and the real halls keeper. I want to do OG Amy’s world justice… which means I have to introduce another character. Her killer.

So… Amy’s Introduction event is back!! I’ll draw the art for it soon… but if you want to come and interact with the new Amy like it’s the first time… please, go ahead!

#mod ghost #idv #idv oc #idv oc askblog #idv askblog #not an ask #ooc post #her original lore was… much darker than the version I initially settled with. but seeing how much people enjoyed my darker lore… I think #i can bring her original lore back. and Yami’s original lore too. #I’ve been debating on doing this for a while because I don’t want to ruin Amy and Liam’s friendship… and I don’t want to redo all the lore #for Amy and Yami but I think I’d be happier to be able to use their original lore. #so!! we’re gonna give Amy her introduction event back… who knows maybe Amy and Liam can still be friends. and maybe the new blogs who missed #Amy’s OG introduction event can join in too if they want. #I’ll make the promo post with the proper trigger warnings and such… in a bit.

[sysig]

Charming! (Patreon)

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Villainsona #She's feeling happy and huggy - probably the most Charming she's been yet hehe #More happy doodles it spilled over into Just Desserts haha #It is - I cannot exaggerate - literally always so fun to draw sweets furniture even if they're just big ottomans lol #I wish I'd been able to draw them next to each other like on the same seat but I accidentally drew Aria too low oops lol #It's still cute tho ♪ It all worked out decently #Tried a few different things for her as well! Gave her dress a plush turtleneck but I feel like I already have a lot of those hmmm #Maybe a winter variant? Making her cozy in winter would make sense haha ♪ #Also made her little hair.......ponytails....? They're obviously not braids what are those things anyway lol #Those things I made those things more marshmallow-shaped :0 I'm not sure what I think of them yet! I like the round look too #It was a fun experiment at least :D #Coffee! ♥ Been a minute since I last doodled him #I really need to speedrun their friendship arc they'd be close by the end I'm just not sure how yet lol #Because of that it's hard to imagine him hugging her back just yet haha - Bar's only too happy but Coffee's new to this #Oh yeah and I don't think I'd given him a job yet? Unless I super forgot but I don't think I had yet #Anyway his job is running a Coffee Bar - obviously haha ouq #His first expression turned out so cute ♥ Love that lad #Charm and pets! Starting with best girl of course ♪ #I was gonna do just a headbutt but the One time I'm actually good at positioning lips for a kiss and I didn't mean to! Figures lol #Still turned out cute tho ♪ Boop the snoot <3 #I can't believe I never had Charm interact with Barnaby! I love bugs so by extension she should too! Coffee's supervising offscreen lol #Taffy's a bit nervous she's more used to mammals and birds and the like - warm-blooded creatures #She'll warm up to him in no time hehe ♪

[hoperays-song]

Random Colour Symbolism in the Human AU

So, people’s hair is incredibly important for storytelling purposes. It tells a lot about the character, from their personal style to their personality. It also can be used to show change like leaving the past behind (think of all the dramatic hair cutting scenes) or becoming who the character actually is (the reveal of their hair actually being curly or dying their hair). All in all, it’s huge in character design. 

As is the way characters dress and hold themselves.You can tell a lot by how a character is dressed from their profession to their hobbies to their favourite colours. If they’re wearing an heirloom, it’s implied that family is something that’s important to them, like wearing a suit implies they are business oriented. That’s why animators and illustrators spends so much time focusing on the little details of what the characters wear.

And colour theory is also important. Colours have different meanings and associations in different cultures and areas of the world. They are commonly used to showcase traits for characters long before said traits actually appear. 

Why do I mention this? Because a while ago while I was working on character profiles for the human au, I decided to combine these for Johnny. Working in the self expression aspects as well as colour theory (and referencing silverback gorillas for an easter egg), this is what I came up with for the evolution of Johnny’s hair and style between movies. I hope you enjoy!!

***Heads Up: I do have a more severe costume change mentioned as I found his and Meena’s lackluster in the wake of all their growth.***

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Johnny’s story arc primarily is one of identity and acceptance. In the first movie we see him at first as a mini version of his dad. He’s dressed in his dad’s hand-me-downs and it’s clear he’s trying to mimic the man and make him proud by focusing on their similarities.  He’s clearly trying to come across as intimidating and grown up which really doesn’t work. However, this makes him seem just small and lost and he looks like a little kid trying to play dress up.

Over the course of the movie however, we start to see slight changes in his appearance. During rehearsals and practicing, Johnny’s hair starts to look a little bit more silver (like his dad’s) but only for a few seconds. His posture also improves and he starts to come across as more self assured. He starts to actually look closer to his age. This only relapses when Johnny nearly steals the prize money, again appearing as a smaller version of his dad. When he stops however, the lighting on-screen has his hair come across as silver, when he decides to win the money properly. 

During the final performance scene, Johnny’s hair can only be read as silver because of the lighting, with the actual black color only appearing briefly. This is indicative of him becoming his own person and starting to make a path of his own, with or without his father. When we see the two reunite, Johnny’s hair looks almost as silver as his dad’s for a few seconds at the end when his dad leaves, marking him as his own person and his father’s equal not his shadow as well as this being the start of something new for both of them.

In the second movie, Johnny’s casual appearance has drastically changed from the first. His hair is longer than his dad’s and is styled in a way that is clearly his own preference as we see none of his family members with a similar one. It is also silver tipped, just like his dad’s, again marking them as equals. Johnny’s clothing also seems much more fitted and like his own, and despite wearing the same jacket as in the first movie (this time showing his connection to his family instead of mimicking), his clothing is more stylized and has more accessories. It’s clear that Johnny is no longer focusing on being a version of his father and instead on being his own person. He seems much more confident as well, using his appearance to showcase his identity. He looks older. This shows how much he’s changed since we last saw him.

 However, when he’s with Klaus, his hair appears darker and he once again is read by the audience as small. It isn’t until he gets his confidence back that his posture straightens again and his hair seems as silver as it was in the beginning. But, it does go back to essentially all black when Johnny is getting attacked during the performance, showcasing the fear and self-doubt he was feeling at the time. When Johnny starts to fight back again and gain traction in the fight, his hair starts being read as more and more silver until at the end it appears to fully be so. This would mark once again Johnny’s victory in the situation as well as him doing so as himself, not as who someone else wanted him to be, therefore bringing the identity aspect back into the picture.

In all instances when Johnny’s hair can be read as silver, I would hav it so that it does look like a trick of the light, but the symbolism remains. Silverback gorillas are the leaders of their groups. They are in charge. And while the silver colour was a nod towards that base species, it also symbolises maturity, healing, and enlightenment, all things that do appear in Johnny’s story. He matures in both movies from a scared kid to someone who is confident in himself and who he is. He heals his relationship with his father as well, and his relationship with his family is clearly important to him. As for enlightenment, I would argue that his story does touch on that in a broad sense as he is enlightened in the second movie to continue to be himself no matter how many people try to stop him.

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#sing #sing 2 #sing character colour theory #sing johnny #sing marcus (only mentioned) #johnny's base colour being teal could have been used so much more #like it represents creativity as well as secretive nature #we see the secret side but not the rest #also why was ash the only one given a major costume change between movies?? #gunter got a new gold tracksuit. johnny and rosita got new shirts. and meena got a new hoddie. #while they are brighter colours it still feels lacking #costume designs #i would have actually made johnny's clothes more stylised and appear more fitted #and had meena maybe change up tops from a plain hoodie to a zip up hoodie with a graphic t shirt and maybe a different set of shoes at least #add accessories to these kids outfits too #they are teenagers and you're telling me johnny doesnt wear a chain from his belt? or ash doesn't wear tons or rings? #or they don't have friendship bracelets at this point? #no way #human au

[yohankang]

double really awakened my creativity.... i feel like making so many sets and web weaves

#which i probably won't make because it's too time consuming #and hardly anyone here watched it #but still. maybe a web weave. #i could do one on codependency or on change or separation or love and friendship or #i feel so much rn i'm going insane #if i only had a functioning laptop!!!!! #ok enough bitching i will try to buy a new one this saturday. i just can't go on like this agjafjsdjs #i need to create even if it's only a gifset on my stupid little blog. because it brings me joy 😤 #k.txt

[todayisafridaynight]

(don't have to respond i just wanted to ramble somewhere) AUGHHHHHHHHHH YAKUZA FIVE. that game...that game is so good....the twists...the mystery...the taxi driving..*head in hands* the emotions torn from me...baba...rooftop daigo multiple times...what a banger game it so lovely its so incredible its sooooo long too so much content i've consumed in the past week ahh so lovely..i wish i could wipe my mind and play it for the first time again oh my word the fights were enjoyable (minus kanai i dont liek him.) WATASE. wow <3 i love this game i need to absorb this game i need to become this game there will never be another like this game i think it should be framed in a hall of fame for best game ever created *sniffle sob* y5...my darling darling rpg... it's tied itself as favourite game with y3 wow i need to play both of them at the same time for 100+ hours a day i will create more hours in a day to play for 100+ hours a day

ngl when i first got through Y5, it was. An Experience

BUT IN REVIEW it really is such a lovely game- kiryu's taxi segment is definitely one of the higher points for me lest i forget shinada's entire existence :)

#snap chats #oh i KNOW you said not to respond but i'd feel weird deleting this or just posting it without commentary #ive come to respect Y5 for what it was and again its not like i didnt have fun playing it either #my main gripes are just saejima's city segment and the difficulty with haruka's story- or lack thereof #and nerfing akiyama was kinndaaaaa lame #BUT the game was still enjoyable #it was fun being able to explore new cities with kiryu and shinada #and i liked how akiyama and haruka got to have a friendship #i mean aizawa being the twist antagonist was. ok cringe we can agree on that please #but kiryu crawling through the snow just to get to haruka was a powerful scene i enjoyed #i remember people saying kiryu shouldve actually died there anad lowkey. kinda agree #idk maybe its just cause at that point it finally felt like haruka was going to be fine or like. kiryu was done taking care of her #tho that just makes it seem as though kiryus only purpose was to protect haruka.. #im prattlin too long POINT IS im glad you loved the game !! im always happy to see you guys love things so much #theres too much negativity in the world so i love bouts of passion like this- always feel free to send your rambles #i love readin em its like catchin up with a friend and they got a new interest or somethin #speakin of my friend was supposed to call me yesterday while i played ishin..... #speaking of im gona go play it

[born-to-lose]

In my depressed era again <3

#for literally no reason ugh i hate it i hate it i hate it #probably a bad mix of overthinking and lovesickness again but what's new #i figured out why i like to do stuff until late at night until i fall asleep lol it's because i don't wanna be left alone with my thoughts #i guess that's why i could go such a long time without you know what... i always had lots of schoolwork to do and didn't have much time to- #-think about this kind of shit and once i don't have anything to do anymore i found myself in bed with a bleeding arm lmao #also let's call this my 'everyone i know hates me and my best friends despise me the most' era #still gonna stay up two more hours because i'm like a damn puppy who waits excitedly for their favorite person to come home from work #at this point i should maybe write all this shit in a diary but like. you know how my rambling posts start so y'all can just ignore #tldr i'm feeling like shit and i can't promise that i won't do something stupid again #i'm just too hung up on things that happened weeks ago but like what if it isn't actually ok now #also i know i'm too clingy and possessive with people i'm really close to but it's just my abandonment issues :( #and i know i fucked things up with other people (friendships and relationships) way too many times so i'm putting all i have into this one #still i feel like it's too much and too little at the same time idk i just Know when i really like someone and then i don't wanna lose them #but at the same time i often drive them away with my excessive love and attention because certain people are like some addiction to me #ok no that's too much already for now sorry #anyways i'm sobbing and shaking and feeling terrible and guilty #oh and unrelated but i nearly got run over by a car today 👍🏻 fucking hate drunk small town students in a mcd's parking lot #mel talks #tw self harm

[yurious]

me and my friend fought over the depp/heard trial again and she admitted that her sources were podcasts and youtube channels 😐

#when i told her that those aren't reliable she said that news articles are the same bc they just want views too #some people just want to be right so bad 🥱 #i'm so close to ending our decade long friendship i can't do this anymore #i sent her some stuff tho hopefully she reads it maybe there's still hope 🙏🏽 #بات چیت

[hearties-circus]

Hehehe thinking about my ultra moon team again

#gamer txt. #i love them so much they are my best friends ever theyre great #and and and ive never been able to figure out like how my self insert (being galarian) would ever survive the alolan heat until this team #because!!! i hsve an aurorus and it has a surface temperature of -151 c° so! if you stood next to it you'd be absolutely fucking freezing #and chances are the alolan heat wouldnt get to it becayse its just so cold #so my trainer could just have galactic out at all times and walk beside it and be fine #maybe even have to bundle up #so not collapsing of heat stroke in alola is solved because of this one team this one pokemon and it makes me happy #the rest of my team are absolutely brilliant too though #my funny fairy seal who is still a clown in my heart #the tiniest cutest little faury bug in exist i would die for charm i would #my shiny lilligant that i found trying to look for an oricorio who is just a beast ty cosmo i love you #the oricorio i eventually did find bc i needed an electric type and it is the funniest fuckinf electric type out there #(its name aleo comes from the same song as my primarinas name does) #and my mimikyu whos new to the gang but is infinitely helpful with disguise and its fairy typing i love you too highlight #i actually i have max friendship with all of them in pkmn refresh like. i love them so much #ive got the best friend ribbon on all but highlight just because highlight is new #it was supposed to be an all fairy type team originally and i uh. failed but this team is much better than anything else i couldve done #and plus were still half fairy types so were all good #i meant to say 'and its ghost typing' but eh its finr

[inertia-writes]

dehradun days

you meet them for the first time,

knowing it's probably the last.

might as well make the most of this time,

since life comes at you fast.

you find the strangest of signals

in the no-network zones.

cross-tent communication with folks,

just rambling about the unknown.

there's the warmth of shared laughter,

that carries you through freezing nights,

and you look up at the flickering stars,

to finally see things in a different light.

and at 11,000 ft above sea level

you finally reach the peak,

just to realise the joy was in the journey,

and the friends you made that week.

you'll visit caves & splendid cafes,

and remember the city in mere parts,

but years later, you'll still tell everyone,

how dehradun captured your heart.

#inertia-writes #poets on tumblr #desi poetry #dehradun poetry #poems on india #poems on life #desiblr #being desi #dehradun #i went on a trek w the lowest of expectations and it was one of the best experiences of my life #it's so refreshing to meet people from different cities and of different ages and backgrounds #jan and feb were pretty meh but things have been looking upwards from march (thank you god - i acknowledge your existence) #thought of writing a happy poem for a change of tone (and also maybe because i am genuinely happy :) ) #this isn't one of my best poems i feel - it's a bit unrefined - but who cares it is one of my happy ones sooooo #there are times when absolutely nothing significant happens and there are days when years happen #i didn't go in the mountains for solitude - i felt that here already haha. i went for a change. #but i gained so many memories w people and so many positive perspectives that i needed in general. also nayata premier league <3 #i think i believe in destiny now. i was destined to meet those people and have a good time and come back to reality w a spring in my step #and maybe the mountains were calling. can't stay away from snow too long - i was born during snowy days anyway #came back home and am still in some weird positive trance - good for me #also my lucky streak is still going on - kaavish released a new song #historic moment in time (thank you god 2x) #poems on friendship #found family #poems on found family #all the may '23 - feb '24 melancholy has been washed out of my system. i am now set for the next tragedy of my life lol #dekhte hai kab tak khush rehti hu mein - kuch bhayankar honewala hai aisa lag raha hai #i do not remember the last time i was happy for a month straight - am i living in a virtual simulation? #whoever is controlling my life rn - i would like to continue to stay in this simulation - thanks v much